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  ButDr。Blair’sincreasingpracticeandthewidow’spreoccupationpresentlyendedtheirbriefintimacy。Itwaswellknownthatsheencouragednosuitorsatthehotel,andhisshynessandsensitivenessshrankfromostentatiousadvances。Thereseemedtobenochanceofherbecoming,herself,hispatient;hersanemind,indolentnerves,andcalmcirculationkeptherfromfeminine“vapors“offeminineexcesses。Sheretainedtheteethanddigestionofachildinherthirtyoddyears,andabusedneither。
  Ridingandthecultivationofherlittlegardengavehersufficientexercise。Andyettheunexpectedoccurred!ThedayafterStarbottleleft,Dr。Blairwassummonedhastilytothehotel。Mrs。
  MacGlowriehadbeenfoundlyingsenselessinadeadfaintinthepassageoutsidethediningroom。Inhishurriedflightthitherwiththemessengerhecouldlearnonlythatshehadseemedtobeinherusualhealththatmorning,andthatnoonecouldassignanycauseforherfainting。
  Hecouldfindoutlittlemorewhenhearrivedandexaminedherasshelaypaleandunconsciousonthesofaofhersittingroom。Ithadnotbeenthoughtnecessarytoloosenheralreadyloosedress,andindeedhecouldfindnoorganicdisturbance。Thecasewasoneofsuddennervousshock——butthis,withhisknowledgeofherindolenttemperament,seemedalmostabsurd。Theycouldtellhimnothingbutthatshewasevidentlyonthepointofenteringthediningroomwhenshefellunconscious。Hadshebeenfrightenedbyanything?Asnakeorarat?MissMorvinwasindignant!ThewidowofMacGlowrie——therepellerofgrizzlies——frightenedat“sich“!
  Hadshebeenupsetbyanypreviousexcitement,passion,orthereceiptofbadnews?No!——she“wasn’tthatkind,“asthedoctorknew。Andevenastheywerespeakinghefeltthewidow’shealthylifereturningtothepulsehewasholding,andgivingafainttingetoherlips。Herblue-veinedeyelidsquiveredslightlyandthenopenedwithlanguidwonderonthedoctorandhersurroundings。
  Suddenlyaquick,startledlookcontractedtheyellowbrownpupilsofhereyes,sheliftedherselftoasittingposturewithahurriedglancearoundtheroomandatthedoorbeyond。Catchingthequick,observanteyesofDr。Blair,shecollectedherselfwithaneffort,whichDr。Blairfeltinherpulse,anddrewawayherwrist。
  “Whatisit?Whathappened?“shesaidweakly。
  “Youhadaslightattackoffaintness,“saidthedoctorcheerily,“andtheycalledmeinasIwaspassing,butyou’reallrightnow。“
  “Howpow’fulfoolish,“shesaid,withreturningcolor,buthereyesstillglancingatthedoor,“slumpingofflikeagreengyrlatnothin’。“
  “Perhapsyouwerestartled?“saidthedoctor。
  Mrs。MacGlowrieglancedupquicklyandlookedaway。“No!——Letmesee!Iwasjustpassingthroughthehall,goingintothediningroom,when——everythingseemedtowaltzroundme——andIwasoff!
  Wheredidtheyfindme?“shesaid,turningtoMissMorvin。
  “Ipickedyouupjustoutsidethedoor,“repliedthehousekeeper。
  “Thentheydidnotseeme?“saidMrs。MacGlowrie。
  “Who’sthey?“respondedthehousekeeperwithmoredirectnessthangrammaticalaccuracy。
  “Thepeopleinthediningroom。Iwasjustopeningthedoor——andI
  feltthiscomingon——and——IreckonIhadjustsenseenoughtoshutthedooragainbeforeIwentoff。“
  “ThenthataccountsforwhatJimSlocumsaid,“utteredMissMorvintriumphantly。“Hewasinthediningroomtalkin’withthenewpreacher,whenheallowedheheardthedooropenandshutbehindhim。Thenheheardakindofslumpoutsideandopenedthedooragainjusttofindyoulyin’there,andtorushoffandgetme。
  Andthat’swhyhewassomadatthepreacher!——forhesayshejustskurriedawaywithoutofferin’tohelp。Heallowsthepreachermaybeapow’fulexhorter——butheain’tworthmuchat’works。’“
  “Somemencan’tbeartobearoundwhenawoman’suptothatsortoffoolishness,“saidthewidow,withafaintattemptatasmile,butareturnofherpaleness。
  “Hadn’tyoubetterliedownagain?“saidthedoctorsolicitously。
  “I’mallrightnow,“returnedMrs。MacGlowrie,strugglingtoherfeet;“Morvinwilllookaftermetilltheshakinessgoes。Butitwasmightytouchingandneighborlytocomein,Doctor,“shecontinued,succeedingatlastinbringingupafaintbutadorablesmile,whichstirredBlair’spulses。“IfIweremyowndog——youcouldn’thavetreatedmebetter!“
  Withnofurtherexcuseforstayinglonger,Blairwasobligedtodepart——yetreluctantly,bothasloverandphysician。Hewasbynomeanssatisfiedwithhercondition。Hecalledtoinquirethenextday——butshewasengagedandsentwordtosayshewas“better。“
  Intheexcitementattendingtheadventofthenewpreachertheslightillnessofthecharmingwidowwasforgotten。Hehadtakenthesettlementbystorm。HisfirstsermonatLaurelSpringexceededeventheextravagantreputationthathadprecededhim。
  Knownasthe“InspiredCowboy,“acommonunletteredfrontiersman,hewassaidtohavedevelopedwonderfulpowersofexhortatoryeloquenceamongtheIndians,andscarcelylesssavagebordercommunitieswherehehadlived,halfoutcast,halfmissionary。HehadjustcomeupfromtheSouthernagriculturaldistricts,wherehehadbeen,despitehisrudeantecedents,singularlyeffectivewithwomenandyoungpeople。ThemoodydyspepticsandlazyrusticsofLaurelSpringwerestirredaswithanewpatentmedicine。Dr。
  Blairwenttothefirst“revival“meeting。Withoutundervaluingtheman’sinfluence,hewasinstinctivelyrepelledbyhisappearanceandmethods。Theyoungphysician’strainedpowersofobservationnotonlysawanoverwroughtemotionalisminthespeaker’seloquence,butdetectedtheringofinsincerityinhismorelucidspeechandacts。Nevertheless,thehysteriaofthepreacherwascommunicatedtothecongregation,whoweptandshoutedwithhim。Tiredanddiscontentedhousewivesfoundtheirvaguesorrowsandvaguerlongingswereonlytheresultoftheir“unregenerate“state;thelazycountryyouthsfeltthatthefrustrationoftheirsmallambitionslayintheirnotbeing“convictedofsin。“Themourners’benchwascrowdedwithwildlyemulatingsinners。Dr。Blairturnedawaywithmingledfeelingsofamusementandcontempt。AtthedoorJimSlocumtappedhimontheshoulder:“Fetchesthewimminfolkeverytime,don’the,Doctor?“
  saidJim。
  “Soitseems,“saidBlairdryly。
  “You’reoneo’themscientificfellersthatlookinterthings——whatdoYOUallowitis?“
  Theyoungdoctorrestrainedthecrushinganswerthatrosetohislips。Hehadlearnedcautioninthatneighborhood。“Icouldn’tsay,“hesaidindifferently。
  “’Tain’tnoreligion,“saidSlocumemphatically;“it’sjestpurefas’nation。Didyelookathiseye?It’slikearattlesnake’s,andthemwimminarelikebirds。They’refrightenedofhim——buttheyhevtodojestwhathe’wills’’em。That’showheskeertthewiddertheotherday。“
  Thedoctorwasalertandonfireatonce。“Scaredthewidow?“herepeatedindignantly。
  “Yes。Youknowhowsheswoonedaway。Well,sir,meandthatpreacher,Brown,wastheonlyoneinthatdinin’roomatthetime。
  Thewidderopenedthedoorbehindmeandsorterpeekedin,andthattharpreachergiveastartandlookedup;andthen,thatsortofqueerlightcomeinhiseyes,andsheshutthedoor,andkinderflutteredandfloppeddowninthepassageoutside,likeabird!
  Andhecrawledawaylikeasnake,andneversaidaword!Mybeliefisthateitherhehadn’ttimetoturnonthehullinfluence,orelseshe,bein’smart,gotthedoorshutbetwixtheranditintime!Otherwise,sureasyou’reborn,she’dhevbeenfloppin’andcrawlin’andsobbin’arterhim——jistlikethemcritterswe’veleft。“
  “Betternotletthebrethrenhearyoutalklikethat,orthey’lllynchyou,“saidthedoctor,withalaugh。“Mrs。MacGlowriesimplyhadanattackoffaintnessfromsomeoverexertion,that’sall。“
  Nevertheless,hewasuneasyashewalkedaway。Mrs。MacGlowriehadevidentlyreceivedashockwhichwasstillunexplained,and,inspiteofSlocum’sexaggeratedfancy,theremightbesomefoundationinhisstory。Hedidnotsharetheman’ssuperstition,althoughhewasnotaskepticregardingmagnetism。Yeteventhen,thewidow’sactionwasoneofrepulsion,andaslongasshewasstrongenoughnottocometothesemeetings,shewasnotindanger。Adayortwolater,ashewaspassingthegardenofthehotelonhorseback,hesawherlithe,graceful,languidfigurebendingoveroneofherfavoriteflowerbeds。Thehighfencepartiallyconcealedhimfromview,andsheevidentlybelievedherselfalone。Perhapsthatwaswhyshesuddenlyraisedherselffromhertask,putbackherstrayinghairwithaweary,abstractedlook,remainedforamomentquitestillstaringatthevacantsky,andthen,withalittlecatchingofherbreath,resumedheroccupationinadull,mechanicalway。Inthatbriefglimpseofhercharmingface,Blairwasshockedatthechange;shewaspale,thecornersofherprettymouthweredrawn,thereweredeepershadesintheorbitsofhereyes,andinspiteofherbroadgardenhatwithitsblueribbon,herlightfloweredfrockandfrilledapron,shelookedashefanciedshemighthavelookedinthefirstcrushinggriefofherwidowhood。Yethewouldhavepassedon,respectingherprivacyofsorrow,hadnotherlittlespanieldetectedhimwithherkeenersenses。AndFluffybeingtruthful——asdogsare——andrecognizingadearfriendintheintruder,barkedjoyously。
  Thewidowlookedup,hereyesmetBlair’s,andshereddened。Buthewastooacutealovertomisinterpretwhatheknew,alas!wasonlyconfusionatherabstractionbeingdiscovered。Nevertheless,therewassomethingelseinherbrowneyeshehadneverseenbefore。AmomentarylightingupofRELIEF——ofevenhopefulness——inhispresence。ItwasenoughforBlair;heshookoffhisoldshynesslikethedustofhisride,andgallopedaroundtothefrontdoor。
  Butshemethiminthehallwithonlyherusuallanguidgoodhumor。
  Nevertheless,Blairwasnotabashed。
  “Ican’tputyouinsplintsandplasterlikeFluffy,Mrs。