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  denunciationoftheirpastlife——previoustotheirconversion。IfIammistakenI——er——askyourpardon,andtheirsand——er——holdmyselfresponsible——er——personallyresponsible!“
  Thepreacherglanceduneasilyatthecolonel,butreplied,stillinthehystericalintonationofhisexordium:——
  “Yes!acompletesearchingofhearts——acastingoutofthesevenDevilsofPride,VainGlory“——
  “Thankyou——thatissufficient,“saidthecolonelblandly。“ButmightI——er——bepermittedtosuggestthatyou——er——er——SETTHEMTHE
  EXAMPLE!Thestatementofthecircumstancesattendingyourownpastlifeandconversionwouldbesingularlyinterestingandexemplary。“
  Thepreacherturnedsuddenlyandglancedatthecolonelwithfuriouseyessetinanashyface。
  “IfthisisthefloutingandjeeringoftheUngodlyandDissolute,“
  hescreamed,“woetoyou!Isay——woetoyou!WhathavesuchasYOUtodowithmypreviousstateofunregeneracy?“
  “Nothing,“saidthecolonelblandly,“unlessthatstatewerealsotheSTATEOFARKANSAS!Then,sir,asaformermemberoftheArkansasBAR——Imightbeabletoassistyourmemory——and——er——evencorroborateyourconfession。“
  Butheretheenthusiasticadherentsofthepreacher,vaguelyconsciousofsomedangertotheiridol,gatheredthreateninglyroundtheplatformfromwhichhehadpromptlyleapedintotheirmidst,leavingthecolonelalone,tofacetheseaofangryupturnedfaces。Butthatgallantwarriorneveralteredhischaracteristicpose。Behindhimloomedthereputationofthedozenduelshehadfought,thegold-headedstickonwhichheleanedwasbelievedtocontaineighteeninchesofshiningsteel——andthepeopleofLaurelSpringhaddiscretion。
  Hesmiledsuavely,steppedjauntilydown,andmadehiswaytotheentrancewithoutmolestation。
  ButherehewasmetbyBlairandSlocum,andadozeneagerquestions:——
  “Whatwasit?““Whathadhedone?““WHOwashe?“
  “Ablankshyster,whohadswindledthewidowsandorphansinArkansasandescapedfromjail。“
  “Andhisnameisn’tBrown?“
  “No,“saidthecolonelcurtly。
  “Whatisit?“
  “Thatisamatterwhichconcernsonlymyselfandhim,sir,“saidthecolonelloftily;“butforwhichIam——er——personallyresponsible。“
  AwildideatookpossessionofBlair。
  “Andyousayhewasanoteddesperado?“hesaidwithnervoushesitation。
  Thecolonelglared。
  “Desperado,sir!Never!Blankitall!——amean,psalm-singing,crawling,sneakthief!“
  AndBlairfeltrelievedwithoutknowingexactlywhy。
  Thenextdayitwasknownthatthepreacher,GabrielBrown,hadleftLaurelSpringonanurgent“Gospelcall“elsewhere。
  ColonelStarbottlereturnedthatnightwithhisfriendstothecountytown。Strangetosay,amajorityoftheaudiencehadnotgraspedthefullsignificanceofthecolonel’sunseemlyinterruption,andthosewhohad,aspartisans,keptitquiet。
  Blair,torturedbydoubt,hadanewdelicacyaddedtohishesitation,whichlefthimhelplessuntilthewidowshouldtaketheinitiativeinexplanation。
  Asuddensummonsfromhispatientattheloggers’campthenextdaybroughthimagaintothefatefulredwoods。Buthewasvexedandmystifiedtofind,onarrivingatthecamp,thathehadbeenmadethevictimofsomestupidblunder,andthatnomessagehadbeensentfromthere。HewasreturningabstractedlythroughthewoodswhenhewasamazedatseeingatalittledistancebeforehimtheflutterofMrs。MacGlowrie’swell-knowndarkgreenridinghabitandthefigureoftheladyherself。Herdogwasnotwithher,neitherwastherevivalpreacher——orhemighthavethoughtthewholevisionatrickofhismemory。Butsheslackenedherpace,andhewasobligedtoreinupabreastofherinsomeconfusion。
  “IhopeIwon’tshockyouagainbyridingalonethroughthewoodswithaman,“shesaidwithalightlaugh。
  Nevertheless,shewasquitepaleasheanswered,somewhatcoldly,thathehadnorighttobeshockedatanythingshemightchoosetodo。
  “ButyouWEREshocked,foryourodeawaythelasttimewithoutspeaking,“shesaid;“andyet“——shelookedupsuddenlyintohiseyeswithasmilelessface——“thatmanyousawmewithoncehadabetterrighttoridealonewithmethananyotherman。Hewas“——
  “Yourlover?“saidBlairwithbrutalbrevity。
  “Myhusband!“returnedMrs。MacGlowrieslowly。
  “ThenyouareNOTawidow,“gaspedBlair。
  “No。Iamonlyadivorcedwoman。ThatiswhyIhavehadtolivealiehere。Thatman——thathypocrite——whosesecretwasonlyhalfexposedtheothernight,wasmyhusband——divorcedfrommebythelaw,when,anescapedconvict,hefledwithanotherwomanfromtheStatethreeyearsago。“Herfaceflushedandwhitenedagain;sheputupherhandblindlytoherstrayinghair,andforaninstantseemedtoswayinthesaddle。
  ButBlairasquicklyleapedfromhishorse,andwasbesideher。
  “Letmehelpyoudown,“hesaidquickly,“andrestyourselfuntilyouarebetter。“Beforeshecouldreply,heliftedhertenderlytothegroundandplacedheronamossystumpalittledistancefromthetrail。Hercolorandafaintsmilereturnedtohertroubledface。
  “Hadwenotbettergoon?“shesaid,lookingaround。“IneverwentsofarastositdowninthewoodswithHIMthatday。“
  “Forgiveme,“hesaidpleadingly,“but,ofcourse,Iknewnothing。
  Idislikedthemanfrominstinct——Ithoughthehadsomepoweroveryou。“
  “Hehasnone——exceptthesecretthatwouldalsohaveexposedhimself。“
  “Butothersknewit。ColonelStarbottlemusthaveknownhisname?
  Andyet“——asherememberedhestammered——“herefusedtotellme。“
  “Yes,butnotbecauseheknewhewasmyhusband,butbecauseheknewheborethesamename。Hethinks,aseveryonedoes,thatmyhusbanddiedinSanFrancisco。Themanwhodiedtherewasmyhusband’scousin——adesperatemanandanotedduelist。“
  “AndYOUassumedtobeHISwidow?“saidtheastoundedBlair。
  “Yes,butdon’tblamemetoomuch,“shesaidpathetically。“Itwasawild,asillydeceit,butitwaspartlyforceduponme。ForwhenIfirstarrivedacrosstheplains,atthefrontier,Iwasstillbearingmyhusband’sname,andalthoughIwasaloneandhelpless,I
  foundmyselfstrangelywelcomedandrespectedbythoserudefrontiersmen。ItwasnotlongbeforeIsawitwasbecauseIwaspresumedtobethewidowofALLENMacGlowrie——whohadjustdiedinSanFrancisco。Iletthemthinkso,forIknew——whattheydidnot——
  thatAllen’swifehadseparatedfromhimandmarriedagain,andthatmytakinghisnamecoulddonoharm。Iacceptedtheirkindness;theygavememyfirststartinbusiness,whichbroughtmehere。Itwasnotmuchofadeceit,“shecontinued,withaslighttrembleofherprettylip,“toprefertopassasthewidowofadeaddesperadothantobeknownasthedivorcedwifeofalivingconvict。Ithashurtnoone,andithassavedmejustnow。“
  “Youwereright!Noonecouldblameyou,“saidBlaireagerly,seizingherhand。
  Butshedisengageditgently,andwenton:——
  “AndnowyouwonderwhyIgavehimameetinghere?“
  “Iwonderatnothingbutyourcourageandpatienceinallthissuffering!“saidBlairfervently;“andatyourforgivingmeforsocruellymisunderstandingyou。“
  “Butyoumustlearnall。WhenIfirstsawMacGlowrieunderhisassumedname,Ifainted,forIwasterrifiedandbelievedheknewI
  washereandhadcometoexposemeevenathisownrisk。ThatwaswhyIhesitatedbetweengoingawayoropenlydefyinghim。ButitappearshewasmorefrightenedthanIatfindingmehere——hehadsupposedIhadchangedmynameafterthedivorce,andthatMrs。
  MacGlowrie,LaurelSpring,washiscousin’swidow。WhenhefoundoutwhoIwashewaseagertoseemeandagreeuponamutualsilencewhilehewashere。Hethoughtonlyofhimself,“sheaddedscornfully,“andColonelStarbottle’srecognitionofhimthatnightastheconvictedswindlerwasenoughtoputhimtoflight。“
  “Andthecolonelneversuspectedthatyouwerehiswife?“saidBlair。
  “Never!Hesupposedfromthenamethathewassomerelationofmyhusband,andthatwaswhyherefusedtotellit——formysake。Thecolonelisanoldfogy——andpompous——butagentleman——asgoodastheymakethem!“
  AslightlyjealousuneasinessandagreatersenseofshamecameoverBlair。
  “Iseemtohavebeentheonlyonewhosuspectedanddidnotaidyou,“hesaidsadly,“andyetGodknows“——
  Thewidowhadputupherslimhandinhalf-smiling,half-patheticinterruption。