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第62章

  fancied——soughttoslipoutafterit,and,floatinginthatdirection,fannedmyfacewithabreathasofice,whiletheflameofthecandleflickeredthemore——asthoughittoowereseekingtowrestitselffromthecandlestick,andgofloatingupwardstojointhebandofstars——abandofluminarieswhichitmightwellhavedeemedtobeofabrillianceassmallandaspitifulasitsown。AndI,formypart,sinceIhadnowishtoseewhatlighttherewasdisappear,followedthestrugglesofthetinyflamewithatenseanxietywhichmademyeyesache。
  OppressedanduneasyalloverasIstoodbythedeadman’sshoulder,Istrainedmyearsandlistened,listenedever,tothesilenceencompassingthehut。
  Eventually,drowsinessbegantostealoverme,andprovedafeelinghardtoresist。YetstillwithaneffortdidIcontrivetorecallthebeautifulprayersofSaintsMakariVeliki,Chrysostom,andDamarkin,whileatthesametimesomethingresemblingaswarmofmosquitosstartedtohuminmyhead,thewordswhereintheSixthPreceptissuesitsinjunctionto:“allpersonsabouttowithdrawtoacouchofrest。“
  Andnext,toescapefallingasleep,Ifelltorecitingthekondak[Hymnfortheendoftheday]whichbegins:
  “OhLord,refreshmysoulthusgrievouslymadefeeblewithwrongdoing。“
  Stillengagedinthismanner,suddenlyIheardsomethingrustleoutsidethedoor。Thenadrywhisperarticulated:
  “OhGodofMercy,receiveuntoThyselfalsomysoul!“
  Uponthat,thefancyoccurredtomethatprobablytheoldwoman’ssoulwasasgreyandtimidasalinnet,andthatwhenitshouldflyuptothethroneoftheMotherofGod,andtheMothershouldextendtothatlittlesoulhertender,white,andgracioushand,thenewcomerwouldtrembleallover,andflutterhergentlewingsuntilwellnighdeathshouldsupervene。
  AndthentheMotherofGodwouldsaytoHerSon:
  “Son,prayseethefearfulnessofThypeopleonearth,andtheirestrangementfromjoy!OhSon,isthatwell?“
  AndHewouldmakeanswertoHer——
  HewouldmakeanswertoHer,andsayIknownotwhat。
  Andsuddenly,soIfancied,avoiceansweredmineoutofthebroodinghush,asthoughittoowererecitingaprayer。Yetsocomplete,soprofound,wasthestillness,thatthevoiceseemedfaraway,submerged,unreal——amerephantomofanecho,oftheechoofmyownvoice。Until,onmydesistingfrommyrecital,andstrainingmycarsyetmore,thesoundseemedtoapproachandgrowclearerasshufflingfootstepsalsoadvancedinmydirection,andtherecameamutterof:
  “Nay,itCANNOTbeso!“
  “Whyisitthatthedogshavefailedtobark?“Ireflected,rubbingmyeyes,andfancyingasIdidsothatthedeadman’seyebrowstwitched,andhismoustachestirredinagrimsmile。
  Presentlyadeep,hoarse,raspingvoicevociferatedintheforecourt:
  “Whatdoyousay,oldwoman?Yes,thathemustdie——Iknewallalong,——soyoucanceaseyourchattering?Menlikehimkeepuptothelast,thenlaythemdowntorisetomore……WHOiswithhim?A
  stranger?A-ah!“
  And,thenextmoment,abulksolargeandshapelessthatitmightwellhavebeenthedarknessofthenightembodied,stumbledagainsttheoutersideofthedoor,grunted,hiccuped,andlurchingheadforemostintothehut,grewwellnightotheceiling。Thenitwavedagigantichand,crosseditselfinthedirectionofthecandle,and,bendingforwarduntilitsforeheadalmosttouchedthefeetofthecorpse,queriedunderitsbreath:
  “Hownow,Vasil?“
  Thereafter,thefigureventedasobwhilstastrongsmellofvodkaaroseintheroom,andfromthedoorwaytheoldwomansaidinanappealingvoice:
  “PraygiveHIMthebook,FatherDemid。“
  “Noindeed!WhyshouldI?Iintendtodothereadingmyself。“
  Andaheavyhandlaiditselfuponmyshoulder,whileagreathairyfacebentovermine,andinquired:
  “Ayoungman,areyounot?Amemberoftheclergy,too,I
  suppose?“
  Socoveredwithtuftsofauburnhairwastheenormousheadaboveme——tuftsthesheenofwhicheventhesemi-obscurityofthepalecandlelightfailedtorenderinconspicuous——thatthemass,asawhole,resembledamop。Andasitsownerlurchedtoandfro,hemademelurchresponsivelybynowdrawingmetowardshimself,nowthrustingmeaway。Meanwhilehecontinuedtosuffusemyfacewiththehot,thickodourofspirituousliquor。
  “FatherDemid!“againessayedtheoldwomanwithanimploringwail,buthecuthershortwiththemenacingadmonition:
  “HowoftenhaveItoldyouthatyoumustnotaddressadeaconas’Father’?Gotobed!Yes,beoffwithyou,andletmemindmyaffairsmyself!GO,Isay!Butfirstlightmeanothercandle,forIcannotseeasinglethinginfrontofme。“
  Withwhich,throwinghimselfuponabench,thedeaconslappedhiskneewithabookwhichhehadinhishands,andputtomethequery:
  “Shouldyoucaretohaveadramofgorielka?[Anothernameforvodka。]
  “No,“Ireplied。“Atallevents,nothere。“
  “Indeed?“thedeaconcried,unabashed。“Butcome,abottleofthestuffishere,inmyverypocket。“
  “Thisisnoplaceinwhichtobedrinking。“
  Foramomentthedeaconsaidnothing。Thenhemuttered:
  “True,true。Soletusadjourntotheforecourt……Yes,whatyousayisnomorethanthetruth。“
  “Hadyounotbetterremainseatedwhereyouare,andbeginthereading?“
  “No,Iamgoingtodonosuchthing。YOUshalldothereading。
  TonightI,I——wellIamnotverywell,forIhavebeendrinkingalittle。“
  And,thrustingthebookintomystomach,hesankhisheaduponhisbreast,andfelltoswayingitponderouslyupanddown。
  “Folkdie,“washisnextutterance,“andtheworldremainsasfullofgriefasever。Yes,folkdieevenbeforetheyhaveseenalittlegoodaccruetothemselves。“
  “IseethatyourbookisnotaPsalter,“hereIinterposedafteraninspectionofthevolume。
  “Youarewrong。“
  “Thenlookforyourself。“
  Hegrabbedthebookbyitscover,and,bydintofholdingthecandleclosetoitspages,discovered,eventually,thatmatterswereasIhadstated。
  Thistookhimabackcompletely。
  “Whatcanthefactmean?“heexclaimed。“Oh,Iknowwhathashappened。Themistakehascomeofmybeinginsuchahurry。Theotherbook,thetruePsalter,isafat,heavyvolume,whereasthisoneis——“
  Foramomentheseemedsoberedbytheshock。Atallevents,heroseand,approachingthecorpse,said,ashebentoverthebedwithhisbeardheldback:
  “Pardonme,Vasil,butwhatistobedone?“
  Thenhestraightenedhimselfagain,threwbackhiscurls,and,drawingabottlefromhispocket,andthrustingtheneckofthebottleintohismouth,tookalongdraught,withawhistlingofhisnostrilsashedidso。
  “Well?“Isaid。
  “Well,Iintendtogotobed——myideaistodrinkandenjoymyselfawhile。“
  “Go,then。“
  “Andwhatofthereading?“
  “Whowouldwishyoutomumblewordswhichyouwouldnotbecomprehendingasyouutteredthem?“
  Thedeaconreseatedhimselfuponthebench,leanedforward,buriedhisfaceinhishandsandremainedsilent。
  FasttheJulynightwaswaning。Fastitsshadowsweredissolvingintocorners,andallowingawhiffoffreshdewymorningtidetoenteratthewindow。Alreadywasthecombinedlightofthetwocandlesgrowingpaler,withtheirflameslookingliketheeyesofafrightenedchild。
  “Youhavelivedyourlife,Vasi,“atlengththedeaconmuttered,“andthoughonceIhadaplacetowhichtoresort,nowIshallhavenone。Yes,mylastfriendisdead。OhLord——whereisThyjustice?“
  Formyself,Iwentandtookaseatbythewindow,and,thrustingmyheadintotheopenair,litapipe,andcontinuedtolistenwithashivertothedeacon’swailings。
  “Folkusedtogirdatmywife,“hewenton,“andnowtheyaregnawingatmeaspigsmightgnawatacabbage。Thatisso,Vasil。
  Yesthatisso。“
  Againthebottlemadeitsappearance。Againthedeacontookadraught。Againhewipedhisbeard。Thenhebentoverthedeadmanoncemore,andkissedthecorpse’sforehead。
  “Good-bye,friendofmine!“hesaid。Thentomyselfheaddedwithunlooked-forclarityandvigour:
  “Myfriendherewasbutaplainman——amanasinconspicuousamonghisfellowsasarookamongaflockofrooks。Yetnorookwashe。