fancied——soughttoslipoutafterit,and,floatinginthatdirection,fannedmyfacewithabreathasofice,whiletheflameofthecandleflickeredthemore——asthoughittoowereseekingtowrestitselffromthecandlestick,andgofloatingupwardstojointhebandofstars——abandofluminarieswhichitmightwellhavedeemedtobeofabrillianceassmallandaspitifulasitsown。AndI,formypart,sinceIhadnowishtoseewhatlighttherewasdisappear,followedthestrugglesofthetinyflamewithatenseanxietywhichmademyeyesache。
OppressedanduneasyalloverasIstoodbythedeadman’sshoulder,Istrainedmyearsandlistened,listenedever,tothesilenceencompassingthehut。
Eventually,drowsinessbegantostealoverme,andprovedafeelinghardtoresist。YetstillwithaneffortdidIcontrivetorecallthebeautifulprayersofSaintsMakariVeliki,Chrysostom,andDamarkin,whileatthesametimesomethingresemblingaswarmofmosquitosstartedtohuminmyhead,thewordswhereintheSixthPreceptissuesitsinjunctionto:“allpersonsabouttowithdrawtoacouchofrest。“
Andnext,toescapefallingasleep,Ifelltorecitingthekondak[Hymnfortheendoftheday]whichbegins:
“OhLord,refreshmysoulthusgrievouslymadefeeblewithwrongdoing。“
Stillengagedinthismanner,suddenlyIheardsomethingrustleoutsidethedoor。Thenadrywhisperarticulated:
“OhGodofMercy,receiveuntoThyselfalsomysoul!“
Uponthat,thefancyoccurredtomethatprobablytheoldwoman’ssoulwasasgreyandtimidasalinnet,andthatwhenitshouldflyuptothethroneoftheMotherofGod,andtheMothershouldextendtothatlittlesoulhertender,white,andgracioushand,thenewcomerwouldtrembleallover,andflutterhergentlewingsuntilwellnighdeathshouldsupervene。
AndthentheMotherofGodwouldsaytoHerSon:
“Son,prayseethefearfulnessofThypeopleonearth,andtheirestrangementfromjoy!OhSon,isthatwell?“
AndHewouldmakeanswertoHer——
HewouldmakeanswertoHer,andsayIknownotwhat。
Andsuddenly,soIfancied,avoiceansweredmineoutofthebroodinghush,asthoughittoowererecitingaprayer。Yetsocomplete,soprofound,wasthestillness,thatthevoiceseemedfaraway,submerged,unreal——amerephantomofanecho,oftheechoofmyownvoice。Until,onmydesistingfrommyrecital,andstrainingmycarsyetmore,thesoundseemedtoapproachandgrowclearerasshufflingfootstepsalsoadvancedinmydirection,andtherecameamutterof:
“Nay,itCANNOTbeso!“
“Whyisitthatthedogshavefailedtobark?“Ireflected,rubbingmyeyes,andfancyingasIdidsothatthedeadman’seyebrowstwitched,andhismoustachestirredinagrimsmile。
Presentlyadeep,hoarse,raspingvoicevociferatedintheforecourt:
“Whatdoyousay,oldwoman?Yes,thathemustdie——Iknewallalong,——soyoucanceaseyourchattering?Menlikehimkeepuptothelast,thenlaythemdowntorisetomore……WHOiswithhim?A
stranger?A-ah!“
And,thenextmoment,abulksolargeandshapelessthatitmightwellhavebeenthedarknessofthenightembodied,stumbledagainsttheoutersideofthedoor,grunted,hiccuped,andlurchingheadforemostintothehut,grewwellnightotheceiling。Thenitwavedagigantichand,crosseditselfinthedirectionofthecandle,and,bendingforwarduntilitsforeheadalmosttouchedthefeetofthecorpse,queriedunderitsbreath:
“Hownow,Vasil?“
Thereafter,thefigureventedasobwhilstastrongsmellofvodkaaroseintheroom,andfromthedoorwaytheoldwomansaidinanappealingvoice:
“PraygiveHIMthebook,FatherDemid。“
“Noindeed!WhyshouldI?Iintendtodothereadingmyself。“
Andaheavyhandlaiditselfuponmyshoulder,whileagreathairyfacebentovermine,andinquired:
“Ayoungman,areyounot?Amemberoftheclergy,too,I
suppose?“
Socoveredwithtuftsofauburnhairwastheenormousheadaboveme——tuftsthesheenofwhicheventhesemi-obscurityofthepalecandlelightfailedtorenderinconspicuous——thatthemass,asawhole,resembledamop。Andasitsownerlurchedtoandfro,hemademelurchresponsivelybynowdrawingmetowardshimself,nowthrustingmeaway。Meanwhilehecontinuedtosuffusemyfacewiththehot,thickodourofspirituousliquor。
“FatherDemid!“againessayedtheoldwomanwithanimploringwail,buthecuthershortwiththemenacingadmonition:
“HowoftenhaveItoldyouthatyoumustnotaddressadeaconas’Father’?Gotobed!Yes,beoffwithyou,andletmemindmyaffairsmyself!GO,Isay!Butfirstlightmeanothercandle,forIcannotseeasinglethinginfrontofme。“
Withwhich,throwinghimselfuponabench,thedeaconslappedhiskneewithabookwhichhehadinhishands,andputtomethequery:
“Shouldyoucaretohaveadramofgorielka?[Anothernameforvodka。]
“No,“Ireplied。“Atallevents,nothere。“
“Indeed?“thedeaconcried,unabashed。“Butcome,abottleofthestuffishere,inmyverypocket。“
“Thisisnoplaceinwhichtobedrinking。“
Foramomentthedeaconsaidnothing。Thenhemuttered:
“True,true。Soletusadjourntotheforecourt……Yes,whatyousayisnomorethanthetruth。“
“Hadyounotbetterremainseatedwhereyouare,andbeginthereading?“
“No,Iamgoingtodonosuchthing。YOUshalldothereading。
TonightI,I——wellIamnotverywell,forIhavebeendrinkingalittle。“
And,thrustingthebookintomystomach,hesankhisheaduponhisbreast,andfelltoswayingitponderouslyupanddown。
“Folkdie,“washisnextutterance,“andtheworldremainsasfullofgriefasever。Yes,folkdieevenbeforetheyhaveseenalittlegoodaccruetothemselves。“
“IseethatyourbookisnotaPsalter,“hereIinterposedafteraninspectionofthevolume。
“Youarewrong。“
“Thenlookforyourself。“
Hegrabbedthebookbyitscover,and,bydintofholdingthecandleclosetoitspages,discovered,eventually,thatmatterswereasIhadstated。
Thistookhimabackcompletely。
“Whatcanthefactmean?“heexclaimed。“Oh,Iknowwhathashappened。Themistakehascomeofmybeinginsuchahurry。Theotherbook,thetruePsalter,isafat,heavyvolume,whereasthisoneis——“
Foramomentheseemedsoberedbytheshock。Atallevents,heroseand,approachingthecorpse,said,ashebentoverthebedwithhisbeardheldback:
“Pardonme,Vasil,butwhatistobedone?“
Thenhestraightenedhimselfagain,threwbackhiscurls,and,drawingabottlefromhispocket,andthrustingtheneckofthebottleintohismouth,tookalongdraught,withawhistlingofhisnostrilsashedidso。
“Well?“Isaid。
“Well,Iintendtogotobed——myideaistodrinkandenjoymyselfawhile。“
“Go,then。“
“Andwhatofthereading?“
“Whowouldwishyoutomumblewordswhichyouwouldnotbecomprehendingasyouutteredthem?“
Thedeaconreseatedhimselfuponthebench,leanedforward,buriedhisfaceinhishandsandremainedsilent。
FasttheJulynightwaswaning。Fastitsshadowsweredissolvingintocorners,andallowingawhiffoffreshdewymorningtidetoenteratthewindow。Alreadywasthecombinedlightofthetwocandlesgrowingpaler,withtheirflameslookingliketheeyesofafrightenedchild。
“Youhavelivedyourlife,Vasi,“atlengththedeaconmuttered,“andthoughonceIhadaplacetowhichtoresort,nowIshallhavenone。Yes,mylastfriendisdead。OhLord——whereisThyjustice?“
Formyself,Iwentandtookaseatbythewindow,and,thrustingmyheadintotheopenair,litapipe,andcontinuedtolistenwithashivertothedeacon’swailings。
“Folkusedtogirdatmywife,“hewenton,“andnowtheyaregnawingatmeaspigsmightgnawatacabbage。Thatisso,Vasil。
Yesthatisso。“
Againthebottlemadeitsappearance。Againthedeacontookadraught。Againhewipedhisbeard。Thenhebentoverthedeadmanoncemore,andkissedthecorpse’sforehead。
“Good-bye,friendofmine!“hesaid。Thentomyselfheaddedwithunlooked-forclarityandvigour:
“Myfriendherewasbutaplainman——amanasinconspicuousamonghisfellowsasarookamongaflockofrooks。Yetnorookwashe。
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