“Imaytellyou,“atlengththecrook-backedoldwomanremarkedassheattemptedtostraightenherself,“thatthoughmyhusbandwasnotwithoutenemies,healsohadaparticularfriendnamedAndrei,andthatwhenfailingstrengthwasbeginningtomakelifedifficultforusinouroldhomeontheDon,andfolktooktorevilingandgirdingatmyhusband,Andreicametousoneday,andsaid:’Yakov,letnotyourhandsfailyou,fortheearthislarge,andinallpartshasbeengiventomenfortheiruse。Iffolkbecruel,theyaresothroughstupidityandprejudice,andmustnotbejudgedforbeingso。Liveyourownlife。Lettheirsbetheirs,andyoursyours,sothat,dwellinginpeace,whileyieldingtonone,youshallintimeovercomethemall。’“
“ThatiswhatVasiltoousedtosay。Heusedtosay:’Lettheirsbetheirs,andoursours。’“
“Aye,neveragoodworddies,but,wheresoeveritbeuttered,fliesthencethroughtheworldlikeaswallow。“
Ufimcorroboratedthiswithanod。
“Trueindeed!“heremarked。“ThoughalsoithasbeensaidthatagoodwordisChrist’s,andabadwordthepriest’s。“
Oneoftheoldwomenshookherheadvigorouslyatthis,andcroaked:
“Thebadnessliesnotinanywordofapriest,butinwhatyouyourselfhavejustsaid。Youaregreyheaded,Ufim,yetoftenyouspeakwithoutthought。“
PresentlyUfim’swifereappeared,and,wavingherhandsasthoughshewerebrandishingasieve,begantoventrenewedvolleysofvirulentabuse。
“MyGod,“shecried,“whatsortofamanisthat?Why,amanwhoneitherspeaksnorlistens,butforeverkeepsbayingatthemoonlikeadog!“
“NOWshe’sstarted!“Ufimdrawled。
Westwardtherewerearising,andsoaringskyward,cloudsofsuchasimilaritytobluesmokeandblood-redflamethatthesteppeseemedalmosttobeindangerofcatchingfirethence。Meanwhileasofteveningbreezewascaressingtheexpanseasawhole,andcausingthegraintobenddrowsilyearthwardasgolden-redripplesskimmeditssurface。Onlyintheeasternquarterwhencenight’sblack,sultryshadowwasstealthilycreepinginourdirectionhaddarknessyetdescended。
Atintervalstherecameventedfromthewindowabovemyheadthehotodourofadeadbody;and,wheneverthathappened,thedog’sgreynostrilsandmuzzlewouldquiver,anditseyeswouldblinkpitifullyasitgazedaloft。Glancingattheheavens,Ufimremarkedwithconviction:
“Therewillbenoraintonight。“
“DoyoukeepsuchathingasaPsalterhere?“Iinquired。
“Suchathingasawhat?“
“AsaPsalter——abook?“
Noanswerfollowed。
Fasterandfasterthesouthernnightwentondescending,andwipingthelandcleanofheat,asthoughthatheathadbeendust。
UponmetherecameafeelingthatIshouldliketogoandburymyselfinsomesweet-smellinghay,andsleepthereuntilsunrise。
“MaybePanekhasoneofthosethings?“hazardedUfimafteralongpause。“AtanyratehehasdealingswiththeMolokans。“
Afterthat,thecompanyheldfurtherconverseinwhispers。Thenallsavethemorerotundoftheoldwomenlefttheforecourt,whileitsremainingoccupantsaidtomewithasigh:
“Youmaycomeandlookathimifyouwish。“
Smallandgentlelookedthewoman’smeeklyloweredheadas,foldingherhandsacrossherbreast,sheaddedinawhisper:
“OhpurestMotherofGod!OhThouofspotlesschastity!“
Incontrasttoherexpression,thatonthefaceofthedeadmanwasstemand,asitwere,fraughtwithimportancewherethickgreyeyebrowslaypartedoveralargenose,andthelattercurveddownwardstowardsamoustachewhichdividedintrospective,partiallyclosedeyesfromamouththatwassethalf-open。
Indeed,itwasasthoughthemanwereponderingsomethingofannoyance,sothatpresentlyhewouldmakeshifttodeliverhimselfofafinalandurgentinjunction。Thebluesmokeofameagrecandlequiveredmeanwhile,overhishead,thoughthewickdiffusedsofeeblealightthatthedeathblursundertheeyesandinthecheekfurrowslayuneffaced,andthedarkhandsandwrists,disposed,lumplike,onthefrontofthegreyish-blueshroud,seemedtohavehadtheirfingerstwistedinamannerwhichevendeathhadfailedtorectify。Andeverandanon,streamingfromdoortowindow,cameadraughtvariouslyfraughtwiththeodoursofwormwood,mint,andcorruption。
Presentlytheoldwoman’swhisperinggrewmoreanimatedandintelligible,whileconstantly,amidthewheezedmutterings,sheetlightningcuttheblacksquareofthewindowspacewithmenacingflashes,andseemed,withtheirblueglare,asitshotthroughthetomblikehut,tocausethecandle’sflickeringflametoundergoatemporaryextinction,atemporarywithdrawal,andthegreybristlesonthedeadman’sfacetogleamlikethescalesofafish,andhisfeaturestogatherthemselvesintoagrimfrown。Meanwhile,likeastreamofcold,bitterwaterdrippinguponmybreast,theoldwoman’swhisperedsoliloquymaintaineditsuninterruptedflow。
Atlengththererecurred,somehow,tomymindthewordswhich,impressivethoughtheybe,nevercanassuagesorrow——thewords:
“Weepnotforme,Martha,norgazeintothetomb,for,lo,Iamrisen!“
Nay,andneverwouldTHISmanriseagain……
PresentlythebonyoldwomanreturnedwithareportthatnowhereamongthehutscouldaPsalterbefound,butonlyabookofanotherkind。Woulditdo?
TheotherbookturnedouttobeagrammaroftheChurchSlavonicdialect,withthefirstpagestornout,andbeginningwiththewords,“Drug,drugi,druzhe。“[“Afriend,ofafriend,O
friend。“]
“What,then,arewetodo?“vexedlyaskedthesmallerofthedameswhenIhadexplainedtoherthatagrammarcouldworknobenefittoacorpse。Assheputthequery,hersmall,childlikefacequiveredwithdisappointment,andhereyesswelledandoverflowedwithtears。
“Mymanhaslivedhislife,“shesaidwithasob,“andnowhecannotevenbegivenproperburial!“
And,similarly,whennextIofferedtoreciteoverherhusbandeachandeveryprayerandpsalmthatIcouldcontrivetorecalltomyrecollection,onconditionthatallpresentshouldmeanwhileleavethehutforIfeltthat,sincethetaskwouldbeonenoveltome,theattendanceofauditorsmighthindermefrommusteringmyentirestockofpetitions,shesodisbelievedme,orfailedtounderstandme,thatforlongenoughshecouldonlystandtotteringinthedoorwayas,withtwitchingnose,shedrewhersleeveacrossherworn,diminutivefeatures。
Neverthelessshedid,atlast,takeherdeparture。
Lowoverthesteppe,strayflashesofsummerlightningstillgleamedagainstthejetblackskyastheyfloodedthehutwiththeirluridshimmer;andeachtimethatthedarknessofthesultrynightsweptbackintotheroom,thecandleflickered,andthecorpse’spronefigureseemedtoopenitshalf-closedeyesandglanceattheshadowswhichpalpitatedonitsbreast,anddancedoverthewhitewallsandceiling。
SimilarlydidIglancefromtimetotimeatHIM,yetglancewithaguardedeye,andwithafeelinginmethatwhenacorpseispresentanythingmayhappen;untilfinallyIralliedconsciencetomyaid,andrecitedundermybreath:
“PardonThouallwhohavesinned,whethertheybemen,orwhetherthey,beingnotmen,doyetstandhigherthanthebeastsofthefield。“
However,theonlyresultoftherecitationwastobringtomymindathoughtdirectlyatvariancewiththeimportofthewords,thethoughtthat“itisnotsinthatishardandbittertoensue,butrighteousness。“
“Sinswilfulandofignorance,“Icontinued。“Sinsknownandunknown。Sinscommittedthroughimprudenceandevilexample。Sinscommittedthroughforwardnessandsloth。“
“ThoughtoYOU,brother,“mentallyIaddedtothecorpse,“noneofthis,ofcourse,applies。“
Again,glancingatthebluestars,wheretheyhungglitteringinthefathomlessobscurityofthesky,Ireflected:
“Whointhishouseislookingatthemsavemyself?“
Presently,withapatteringofclawsoverthebeatenclayofthefloor,thereenteredthedog。Onceortwiceitpacedthelengthoftheroom。Then,withasniffatmylegs,andagrumbletoitself,itdepartedasithadcome。Perhapsthecreaturefelttoooldtobayadirgetoitsmasterafterthemannerofitskind。Inanycase,asitvanishedthroughthedoorway,theshadows——soI
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