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第61章

  “Imaytellyou,“atlengththecrook-backedoldwomanremarkedassheattemptedtostraightenherself,“thatthoughmyhusbandwasnotwithoutenemies,healsohadaparticularfriendnamedAndrei,andthatwhenfailingstrengthwasbeginningtomakelifedifficultforusinouroldhomeontheDon,andfolktooktorevilingandgirdingatmyhusband,Andreicametousoneday,andsaid:’Yakov,letnotyourhandsfailyou,fortheearthislarge,andinallpartshasbeengiventomenfortheiruse。Iffolkbecruel,theyaresothroughstupidityandprejudice,andmustnotbejudgedforbeingso。Liveyourownlife。Lettheirsbetheirs,andyoursyours,sothat,dwellinginpeace,whileyieldingtonone,youshallintimeovercomethemall。’“
  “ThatiswhatVasiltoousedtosay。Heusedtosay:’Lettheirsbetheirs,andoursours。’“
  “Aye,neveragoodworddies,but,wheresoeveritbeuttered,fliesthencethroughtheworldlikeaswallow。“
  Ufimcorroboratedthiswithanod。
  “Trueindeed!“heremarked。“ThoughalsoithasbeensaidthatagoodwordisChrist’s,andabadwordthepriest’s。“
  Oneoftheoldwomenshookherheadvigorouslyatthis,andcroaked:
  “Thebadnessliesnotinanywordofapriest,butinwhatyouyourselfhavejustsaid。Youaregreyheaded,Ufim,yetoftenyouspeakwithoutthought。“
  PresentlyUfim’swifereappeared,and,wavingherhandsasthoughshewerebrandishingasieve,begantoventrenewedvolleysofvirulentabuse。
  “MyGod,“shecried,“whatsortofamanisthat?Why,amanwhoneitherspeaksnorlistens,butforeverkeepsbayingatthemoonlikeadog!“
  “NOWshe’sstarted!“Ufimdrawled。
  Westwardtherewerearising,andsoaringskyward,cloudsofsuchasimilaritytobluesmokeandblood-redflamethatthesteppeseemedalmosttobeindangerofcatchingfirethence。Meanwhileasofteveningbreezewascaressingtheexpanseasawhole,andcausingthegraintobenddrowsilyearthwardasgolden-redripplesskimmeditssurface。Onlyintheeasternquarterwhencenight’sblack,sultryshadowwasstealthilycreepinginourdirectionhaddarknessyetdescended。
  Atintervalstherecameventedfromthewindowabovemyheadthehotodourofadeadbody;and,wheneverthathappened,thedog’sgreynostrilsandmuzzlewouldquiver,anditseyeswouldblinkpitifullyasitgazedaloft。Glancingattheheavens,Ufimremarkedwithconviction:
  “Therewillbenoraintonight。“
  “DoyoukeepsuchathingasaPsalterhere?“Iinquired。
  “Suchathingasawhat?“
  “AsaPsalter——abook?“
  Noanswerfollowed。
  Fasterandfasterthesouthernnightwentondescending,andwipingthelandcleanofheat,asthoughthatheathadbeendust。
  UponmetherecameafeelingthatIshouldliketogoandburymyselfinsomesweet-smellinghay,andsleepthereuntilsunrise。
  “MaybePanekhasoneofthosethings?“hazardedUfimafteralongpause。“AtanyratehehasdealingswiththeMolokans。“
  Afterthat,thecompanyheldfurtherconverseinwhispers。Thenallsavethemorerotundoftheoldwomenlefttheforecourt,whileitsremainingoccupantsaidtomewithasigh:
  “Youmaycomeandlookathimifyouwish。“
  Smallandgentlelookedthewoman’smeeklyloweredheadas,foldingherhandsacrossherbreast,sheaddedinawhisper:
  “OhpurestMotherofGod!OhThouofspotlesschastity!“
  Incontrasttoherexpression,thatonthefaceofthedeadmanwasstemand,asitwere,fraughtwithimportancewherethickgreyeyebrowslaypartedoveralargenose,andthelattercurveddownwardstowardsamoustachewhichdividedintrospective,partiallyclosedeyesfromamouththatwassethalf-open。
  Indeed,itwasasthoughthemanwereponderingsomethingofannoyance,sothatpresentlyhewouldmakeshifttodeliverhimselfofafinalandurgentinjunction。Thebluesmokeofameagrecandlequiveredmeanwhile,overhishead,thoughthewickdiffusedsofeeblealightthatthedeathblursundertheeyesandinthecheekfurrowslayuneffaced,andthedarkhandsandwrists,disposed,lumplike,onthefrontofthegreyish-blueshroud,seemedtohavehadtheirfingerstwistedinamannerwhichevendeathhadfailedtorectify。Andeverandanon,streamingfromdoortowindow,cameadraughtvariouslyfraughtwiththeodoursofwormwood,mint,andcorruption。
  Presentlytheoldwoman’swhisperinggrewmoreanimatedandintelligible,whileconstantly,amidthewheezedmutterings,sheetlightningcuttheblacksquareofthewindowspacewithmenacingflashes,andseemed,withtheirblueglare,asitshotthroughthetomblikehut,tocausethecandle’sflickeringflametoundergoatemporaryextinction,atemporarywithdrawal,andthegreybristlesonthedeadman’sfacetogleamlikethescalesofafish,andhisfeaturestogatherthemselvesintoagrimfrown。Meanwhile,likeastreamofcold,bitterwaterdrippinguponmybreast,theoldwoman’swhisperedsoliloquymaintaineditsuninterruptedflow。
  Atlengththererecurred,somehow,tomymindthewordswhich,impressivethoughtheybe,nevercanassuagesorrow——thewords:
  “Weepnotforme,Martha,norgazeintothetomb,for,lo,Iamrisen!“
  Nay,andneverwouldTHISmanriseagain……
  PresentlythebonyoldwomanreturnedwithareportthatnowhereamongthehutscouldaPsalterbefound,butonlyabookofanotherkind。Woulditdo?
  TheotherbookturnedouttobeagrammaroftheChurchSlavonicdialect,withthefirstpagestornout,andbeginningwiththewords,“Drug,drugi,druzhe。“[“Afriend,ofafriend,O
  friend。“]
  “What,then,arewetodo?“vexedlyaskedthesmallerofthedameswhenIhadexplainedtoherthatagrammarcouldworknobenefittoacorpse。Assheputthequery,hersmall,childlikefacequiveredwithdisappointment,andhereyesswelledandoverflowedwithtears。
  “Mymanhaslivedhislife,“shesaidwithasob,“andnowhecannotevenbegivenproperburial!“
  And,similarly,whennextIofferedtoreciteoverherhusbandeachandeveryprayerandpsalmthatIcouldcontrivetorecalltomyrecollection,onconditionthatallpresentshouldmeanwhileleavethehutforIfeltthat,sincethetaskwouldbeonenoveltome,theattendanceofauditorsmighthindermefrommusteringmyentirestockofpetitions,shesodisbelievedme,orfailedtounderstandme,thatforlongenoughshecouldonlystandtotteringinthedoorwayas,withtwitchingnose,shedrewhersleeveacrossherworn,diminutivefeatures。
  Neverthelessshedid,atlast,takeherdeparture。
  Lowoverthesteppe,strayflashesofsummerlightningstillgleamedagainstthejetblackskyastheyfloodedthehutwiththeirluridshimmer;andeachtimethatthedarknessofthesultrynightsweptbackintotheroom,thecandleflickered,andthecorpse’spronefigureseemedtoopenitshalf-closedeyesandglanceattheshadowswhichpalpitatedonitsbreast,anddancedoverthewhitewallsandceiling。
  SimilarlydidIglancefromtimetotimeatHIM,yetglancewithaguardedeye,andwithafeelinginmethatwhenacorpseispresentanythingmayhappen;untilfinallyIralliedconsciencetomyaid,andrecitedundermybreath:
  “PardonThouallwhohavesinned,whethertheybemen,orwhetherthey,beingnotmen,doyetstandhigherthanthebeastsofthefield。“
  However,theonlyresultoftherecitationwastobringtomymindathoughtdirectlyatvariancewiththeimportofthewords,thethoughtthat“itisnotsinthatishardandbittertoensue,butrighteousness。“
  “Sinswilfulandofignorance,“Icontinued。“Sinsknownandunknown。Sinscommittedthroughimprudenceandevilexample。Sinscommittedthroughforwardnessandsloth。“
  “ThoughtoYOU,brother,“mentallyIaddedtothecorpse,“noneofthis,ofcourse,applies。“
  Again,glancingatthebluestars,wheretheyhungglitteringinthefathomlessobscurityofthesky,Ireflected:
  “Whointhishouseislookingatthemsavemyself?“
  Presently,withapatteringofclawsoverthebeatenclayofthefloor,thereenteredthedog。Onceortwiceitpacedthelengthoftheroom。Then,withasniffatmylegs,andagrumbletoitself,itdepartedasithadcome。Perhapsthecreaturefelttoooldtobayadirgetoitsmasterafterthemannerofitskind。Inanycase,asitvanishedthroughthedoorway,theshadows——soI