首页 >出版文学> The Trumpet-Major>第25章
  Annefaintlyreplied’Yes,’andallowedthemillertotakeherforwardonhisarmtothetrackway,soastobeclosetotheflankoftheapproachingcolumn。Itcameup,manypeopleoneachsidegraspingthehandsofthetroopersinbiddingthemfarewell;andassoonasJohnLovedaysawthemembersofhisfather’shousehold,hestretcheddownhishandacrosshisrightpistolforthesameperformance。Themillergavehis,thenMrs。Lovedaygavehers,andthenthehandofthetrumpet-majorwasextendedtowardsAnne。Butasthehorsedidnotabsolutelystop,itwasasomewhatawkwardperformanceforayoungwomantoundertake,and,moreonthataccountthanonanyother,Annedrewback,andthegallanttrooperpassedbywithoutreceivingheradieu。Anne’sheartreproachedherforamoment;andthenshethoughtthat,afterall,hewasnotgoingofftoimmediatebattle,andthatshewouldinallprobabilityseehimagainatnodistantdate,whenshehopedthatthemysteryofhisconductwouldbeexplained。Herthoughtswereinterruptedbyavoiceatherelbow:’Thankheaven,he’sgone!Nowthere’sachanceforme。’
  Sheturned,andFestusDerrimanwasstandingbyher。
  ’There’snochanceforyou,’shesaidindignantly。
  ’Whynot?’
  ’Becausethere’sanotherleft!’
  Thewordshadslippedoutquiteunintentionally,andsheblushedquickly。Shewouldhavegivenanythingtobeabletorecallthem;
  buthehadheard,andsaid,’Who?’
  Annewentforwardtothemillertoavoidreplying,andFestuscaughthernomore。
  ’HasanybodybeenhangingaboutOvercombeMillexceptLoveday’ssonthesoldier?’heaskedofacomrade。
  ’Hissonthesailor,’wasthereply。
  ’O——hissonthesailor,’saidFestusslowly。’Damnhissonthesailor!’
  AtthisparticularmomenttheobjectofFestusDerriman’sfulminationwasassuredlynotdangerousasarival。Bob,afterabstractedlywatchingthesoldiersfromthefrontofthehousetilltheywereoutofsight,hadgonewithindoorsandseatedhimselfinthemill-parlour,wherehisfatherfoundhim,hiselbowsrestingonthetableandhisforeheadonhishands,hiseyesbeingfixeduponadocumentthatlayopenbeforehim。
  ’Whatartperusing,Bob,withsuchalongface?’
  Bobsighed,andthenMrs。LovedayandAnneentered。’’Tisonlyastate-paperthatIfondlythoughtIshouldhaveausefor,’hesaidgloomily。And,lookingdownasbefore,heclearedhisvoice,asifmovedinwardlytogoon,andbegantoreadinfeelingtonesfromwhatprovedtobehisnullifiedmarriagelicence:——
  ’“TimothyTitusPhilemon,bypermissionBishopofBristol:Toourwell-belovedRobertLoveday,oftheparishofOvercombe,Bachelor;
  andMatildaJohnson,ofthesameparish,Spinster。Greeting。“’
  HereAnnesighed,butcontrivedtokeepdownhersightoamerenothing。
  ’Beautifullanguage,isn’tit!’saidBob。’Iwasnevergreetedlikethatafore!’
  ’Yes;Ihaveoftenthoughtitveryexcellentlanguagemyself,’saidMrs。Loveday。
  ’Cometothat,theoldgentlemanwillgreettheelikeitagainanydayforacoupleofguineas,’saidthemiller。
  ’That’snotthepoint,father!Younevercouldseetherealmeaningofthesethings……Well,thenhegoeson:“Whereasyeare,asitisalleged,determinedtoenterintotheholyestateofmatrimony——“ButwhyshouldIreadon?Itallmeansnothingnow——
  nothing,andthesplendidwordsareallwasteduponair。ItseemsasifIhadbeenhailedbysomevenerablehoaryprophet,andhadturnedaway,putthehelmhardup,andwouldn’thear。’
  Nobodyreplied,feelingprobablythatsympathycouldnotmeetthecase,andBobwentonreadingtherestofittohimself,occasionallyheavingabreathlikethewindinaship’sshrouds。
  ’Iwouldn’tsetmymindsomuchuponher,ifIwasthee,’saidhisfatheratlast。
  ’Whynot?’
  ’Well,folkmightcalltheeafool,andsaythybrainswereturningtowater。’
  Bobwasapparentlymuchstruckbythisthought,and,insteadofcontinuingthediscoursefurther,hecarefullyfoldedupthelicence,wentout,andwalkedupanddownthegarden。Itwasstartlinglyaptwhathisfatherhadsaid;and,worsethanthat,whatpeoplewouldcallhimmightbetrue,andtheliquefactionofhisbrainsturnouttobenofable。Bydegreeshebecamemuchconcerned,andthemoreheexaminedhimselfbythisnewlightthemoreclearlydidheperceivethathewasinaverybadway。
  OnreflectionherememberedthatsinceMissJohnson’sdeparturehisappetitehaddecreasedamazingly。Hehadeateninmeatnomorethanfourteenorfifteenouncesaday,butone-thirdofaquarternpuddingonanaverage,invegetablesonlyasmallheapofpotatoesandhalfaYorkcabbage,andnogravywhatever;which,consideringtheusualappetiteofaseamanforfreshfoodattheendofalongvoyage,wasnosmallindexofthedepressionofhismind。Thenhehadwakedonceeverynight,andononeoccasiontwice。Whiledressingeachmorningsincethegloomydayhehadnotwhistledmorethansevenbarsofahornpipewithoutstoppingandfallingintothoughtofamostpainfulkind;andhehadtoldnonebutabsolutelytruestoriesofforeignpartstotheneighbouringvillagerswhentheysalutedandclusteredabouthim,asusual,foranythinghechosetopourforth——exceptthatstoryofthewhalewhoseeyewasaboutaslargeastheroundpondinDerriman’sewe-lease——whichwasliketemptingfatetosetasealforeveruponhistongueasatraveller。Allthisenervation,mentalandphysical,hadbeenproducedbyMatilda’sdeparture。
  Healsoconsideredwhathehadlostoftherationalamusementsofmanhoodduringtheseunfortunatedays。Hemighthavegonetotheneighbouringfashionableresorteveryafternoon,stoodbeforeGloucesterLodgetilltheKingandQueencameout,heldhishatinhishand,andenjoyedtheirMajesties’smilesathishomageallfornothing——watchedthepicket-mounting,heardthedifferentbandsstrikeup,observedthestaff;and,aboveall,haveseentheprettytowngirlsgotrip-trip-tripalongtheesplanade,deliberatelyfixingtheirinnocenteyesonthedistantsea,thegreycliffs,andthesky,andaccidentallyonthesoldiersandhimself。
  ’I’llrazeoutherimage,’hesaid。’Sheshallmakeafoolofmenomore。’Andhisresolveresultedinconductwhichhadelementsofrealgreatness。
  Hewentbacktohisfather,whomhefoundinthemill-loft。’’Tistrue,father,whatyousay,’heobserved:’mybrainswillturntobilge-waterifIthinkofhermuchlonger。Bytheoathofa——
  navigator,IwishIcouldsighlessandlaughmore!She’sgone——whycan’tIlethergo,andbehappy?Buthowbegin?’
  ’Takeitcareless,myson,’saidthemiller,’andlayyourselfouttoenjoysnacksandcordials。’
  ’Ah——that’sathought!’saidBob。
  ’Baccyisgoodfor’t。Soissperrits。ThoughIdon’tadvisetheetodrinkneat。’
  ’Baccy——I’dalmostforgotit!’saidCaptainLoveday。
  Hewenttohisroom,hastilyuntiedthepackageoftobaccothathehadbroughthome,andbegantomakeuseofitinhisownway,callingtoDavidforabottleoftheoldhouseholdmeadthathadlaininthecellartheseelevenyears。Hewasdiscoveredbyhisfatherthree-quartersofanhourlaterasahalf-invisibleobjectbehindacloudofsmoke。
  Themillerdrewabreathofrelief。’Why,Bob,’hesaid,’Ithoughtthehousewasa-fire!’
  ’I’msmokingratherfasttodrownmyreflections,father。’Tisnousetochaw。’
  TotempthisattenuatedappetitetheunhappymatemadeDavidcookanomeletandbakeaseed-cake,thelattersorichlycompoundedthatitopenedtotheknifelikeafreckledbuttercup。Withthesameobjecthestucknight-linesintothebanksofthemill-pond,anddrewupnextmorningafamilyoffateels,someofwhichwereskinnedandpreparedforhisbreakfast。Theywerehisfavouritefish,butsuchhadbeenhisconditionthat,untilthemomentofmakingthiseffort,hehadquiteforgottentheirexistenceathisfather’sback-door。
  InafewdaysBobLovedayhadconsiderablyimprovedintoneandvigour。OneotherobviousremedyforhisdejectionwastoindulgeinthesocietyofMissGarland,lovebeingsomuchmoreeffectuallygotridofbydisplacementthanbyattemptedannihilation。ButLoveday’sbeliefthathehadoffendedherbeyondforgiveness,andhisever-presentsenseofherasawomanwhobyeducationandantecedentswasfittedtoadornahigherspherethanhisown,effectuallykepthimfromgoingnearherforalongtime,notwithstandingthattheywereinmatesofonehouse。Thereservewas,however,insomedegreebrokenbytheappearanceonemorning,laterintheseason,ofthepointofasawthroughthepartitionwhichdividedAnne’sroomfromtheLovedayhalfofthehouse。
  ThoughshedinedandsuppedwithhermotherandtheLovedayfamily,MissGarlandhadstillcontinuedtooccupyheroldapartments,becauseshefounditmoreconvenienttheretopursueherhobbiesofwool-workandofcopyingherfather’soldpictures。Thedivisionwallhadnotasyetbeenbrokendown。
  AsthesawworkeditswaydownwardsunderherastonishedgazeAnnejumpedupfromherdrawing;andpresentlythetemporarycanvasingandpaperingwhichhadsealeduptheolddoorofcommunicationwascutcompletelythrough。Thedoorburstopen,andBobstoodrevealedontheotherside,withthesawinhishand。
  ’Ibegyourladyship’spardon,’hesaid,takingoffthehathehadbeenworkingin,ashishandsomefaceexpandedintoasmile。’I
  didn’tknowthisdooropenedintoyourprivateroom。’
  ’Indeed,CaptainLoveday!’
  ’Iampullingdownthedivisiononprinciple,aswearenowonefamily。ButIreallythoughtthedooropenedintoyourpassage。’
  ’Itdon’tmatter;Icangetanotherroom。’
  ’Notatall。Fatherwouldn’tletmeturnyouout。I’llcloseitupagain。’
  ButAnnewassointerestedinthenoveltyofanewdoorwaythatshewalkedthroughit,andfoundherselfinadarklowpassagewhichshehadneverseenbefore。
  ’Itleadstothemill,’saidBob。’Wouldyouliketogoinandseeitatwork?Butperhapsyouhavealready。’
  ’Onlyintothegroundfloor。’
  ’Comealloverit。Iampractisingasgrinder,youknow,tohelpmyfather。’
  Shefollowedhimalongthedarkpassage,inthesideofwhichheopenedalittletrap,whenshesawagreatslimycavern,wherethelongarmsofthemill-wheelflungthemselvesslowlyanddistractedlyround,andsplashingwater-dropscaughtthelittlelightthatstrayedintothegloomyplace,turningitintostarsandflashes。A
  coldmist-ladenpuffofaircameintotheirfaces,andtheroarfromwithinmadeitnecessaryforAnnetoshoutasshesaid,’Itisdismal!letusgoon。’
  Bobshutthetrap,theroarceased,andtheywentontotheinnerpartofthemill,wheretheairwaswarmandnutty,andpervadedbyafogofflour。Thentheyascendedthestairs,andsawthestoneslumberingroundandround,andtheyellowcornrunningdownthroughthehopper。Theyclimbedyetfurthertothetopstage,wherethewheatlayinbins,andwherelongrayslikefeelersstretchedinfromthesunthroughthelittlewindow,gotnearlylostamongcobwebsandtimber,andcompletedtheircoursebymarkingtheoppositewallwithaglowingpatchofgold。
  InhisearnestnessasanexhibitorBobopenedthebolter,whichwasspinningrapidlyround,theresultbeingthatadensecloudofflourrolledoutintheirfaces,remindingAnnethathercomplexionwasprobablymuchpalerbythistimethanwhenshehadenteredthemill。
  Shethankedhercompanionforhistrouble,andsaidshewouldnowgodown。Hefollowedherwiththesamedeferenceashitherto,andwithasuddenandincreasingsensethatofallcuresforhisformerunhappypassionthiswouldhavebeenthenicest,theeasiest,andthemosteffectual,ifhehadonlybeenfortunateenoughtokeepheruponeasyterms。ButMissGarlandshowednodispositiontogofurtherthanaccepthisservicesasaguide;shedescendedtotheopenair,shooktheflourfromherlikeabird,andwentonintothegardenamidtheSeptembersunshine,whoserayslaylevelacrossthebluehazewhichtheearthgaveforth。Thegnatsweredancingupanddowninairycompanies,thenasturtiumflowersshoneoutingroupsfromthedarkhedgeoverwhichtheyclimbed,andthemellowsmellofthedeclineofsummerwasexhaledbyeverything。Bobfollowedherasfarasthegate,lookedafterher,thoughtofherasthesamegirlwhohadhalfencouragedhimyearsago,whensheseemedsosuperiortohim;thoughnowtheywerealmostequalsheapparentlythoughthimbeneathher。Itwaswithanewsenseofpleasurethathismindflewtothefactthatshewasnowaninmateofhisfather’shouse。
  Hisobsequiousbearingwascontinuedduringthenextweek。Inthebusyhoursofthedaytheyseldommet,buttheyregularlyencounteredeachotheratmeals,andthesecheerfuloccasionsbegantohaveaninterestforhimquiteirrespectiveofdishesandcups。