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  WhenAnneenteredandtookherseatshewasalwaysloudlyhailedbyMillerLovedayashewhettedhisknife;butfromBobshecondescendedtoacceptnosuchfamiliargreeting,andtheyoftensatdowntogetherasifeachhadablindeyeinthedirectionoftheother。Bobsometimestoldseriousandcorrectstoriesaboutsea-
  captains,pilots,boatswains,mates,ableseamen,andothercuriousfaunaofthemarineworld;buttheseweredirectlyaddressedtohisfatherandMrs。Loveday,Annebeingincludedattheclinching-pointbyaglanceonly。Hesometimesopenedbottlesofsweetciderforher,andthenshethankedhim;buteventhisdidnotleadtoherencouraginghischat。
  OnedaywhenAnnewasparinganappleshewasleftattablewiththeyoungman。’Ihavemadesomethingforyou,’hesaid。
  Shelookedalloverthetable;nothingwastheresavetheordinaryremnants。
  ’OIdon’tmeanthatitishere;itisoutbythebridgeatthemill-head。’
  Hearose,andAnnefollowedwithcuriosityinhereyes,andwithherfirmlittlemouthpouteduptoapuzzledshape。Onreachingthemossymill-headshefoundthathehadfixedinthekeendampdraughtwhichalwaysprevailedoverthewheelanAEolianharpoflargesize。
  Atpresentthestringswerepartlycoveredwithacloth。Heliftedit,andthewiresbegantoemitaweirdharmonywhichmingledcuriouslywiththeplashingofthewheel。
  ’Imadeitonpurposeforyou,MissGarland,’hesaid。
  Shethankedhimverywarmly,forshehadneverseenanythinglikesuchaninstrumentbefore,anditinterestedher。’Itwasverythoughtfulofyoutomakeit,’sheadded。’Howcameyoutothinkofsuchathing?’
  ’OIdon’tknowexactly,’hereplied,asifhedidnotcaretobequestionedonthepoint。’Ihavenevermadeoneinmylifetillnow。’
  Everynightafterthis,duringthemournfulgalesofautumn,thestrangemixedmusicofwater,wind,andstringsmetherear,swellingandsinkingwithanalmostsupernaturalcadence。ThecharacteroftheinstrumentwasfarenoughremovedfromanythingshehadhithertoseenofBob’shobbies;sothatshemarvelledpleasantlyatthenewdepthsofpoetrythiscontrivancerevealedasexistentinthatyoungseaman’snature,andallowedheremotionstoflowoutyetalittlefurtherintheolddirection,notwithstandingherlatesevereresolvetobarthemback。
  Onebreezynight,whenthemillwaskeptgoingintothesmallhours,andthewindwasexactlyinthedirectionofthewater-current,themusicsomingledwithherdreamsastowakeher:itseemedtorhythmicallysetitselftothewords,’Rememberme!thinkofme!’
  Shewasmuchimpressed;thesoundswerealmosttootouching;andshespoketoBobthenextmorningonthesubject。
  ’Howstrangeitisthatyoushouldhavethoughtoffixingthatharpwherethewatergushes!’shegentlyobserved。’Itaffectsmealmostpainfullyatnight。Youarepoetical,CaptainBob。Butitistoo——
  toosad!’
  ’Iwilltakeitaway,’saidCaptainBobpromptly。’Itcertainlyistoosad;Ithoughtsomyself。Imyselfwaskeptawakebyitonenight。’
  ’Howcameyoutothinkofmakingsuchapeculiarthing?’
  ’Well,’saidBob,’itishardlyworthsayingwhy。Itisnotagoodplaceforsuchaqueernoisymachine;andI’lltakeitaway。’
  ’Onsecondthoughts,’saidAnne,’Ishouldlikeittoremainalittlelonger,becauseitsetsmethinking。’
  ’Ofme?’heaskedwithearnestfrankness。
  Anne’scolourrosefast。
  ’Well,yes,’shesaid,tryingtoinfusemuchplainmatter-of-factintohervoice。’OfcourseIamledtothinkofthepersonwhoinventedit。’
  Bobseemedunaccountablyembarrassed,andthesubjectwasnotpursued。Abouthalf-an-hourlaterhecametoheragain,withsomethingofanuneasylook。
  ’TherewasalittlematterIdidn’ttellyoujustnow,MissGarland,’hesaid。’Aboutthatharpthing,Imean。Ididmakeit,certainly,butitwasmybrotherJohnwhoaskedmetodoit,justbeforehewentaway。Johnisverymusical,asyouknow,andhesaiditwouldinterestyou;butashedidn’taskmetotell,Ididnot。
  PerhapsIoughttohave,andnothavetakenthecredittomyself。’
  ’O,itisnothing!’saidAnnequickly。’Itisaveryincompleteinstrumentafterall,anditwillbejustaswellforyoutotakeitawayasyoufirstproposed。’
  Hesaidthathewould,butheforgottodoitthatday;andthefollowingnighttherewasahighwind,andtheharpcriedandmoanedsomovinglythatAnne,whosewindowwasquitenear,couldhardlybearthesoundwithitsnewassociations。JohnLovedaywaspresenttohermindallnightasanill-usedman;andyetshecouldnotownthatshehadill-usedhim。
  Theharpwasremovednextday。Bob,feelingthathiscreditfororiginalitywasdamagedinhereyes,bywayofrecoveringitsethimselftopaintthesummer-housewhichAnnefrequented,andwhenhecameoutheassuredherthatitwasquitehisownidea。
  ’Itwanteddoing,certainly,’shesaid,inaneutraltone。
  ’Itisjustabouttroublesome。’
  ’Yes;youcan’tquitereachup。That’sbecauseyouarenotverytall;isitnot,CaptainLoveday?’
  ’Youneverusedtosaythingslikethat。’
  ’O,Idon’tmeanthatyouaremuchlessthantall!ShallIholdthepaintforyou,tosaveyoursteppingdown?’
  ’Thankyou,ifyouwould。’
  Shetookthepaint-pot,andstoodlookingatthebrushasitmovedupanddowninhishand。
  ’IhopeIshallnotsprinkleyourfingers,’heobservedashedipped。
  ’O,thatwouldnotmatter!Youdoitverywell。’
  ’Iamgladtohearthatyouthinkso。’
  ’Butperhapsnotquitesomuchartisdemandedtopaintasummer-houseastopaintapicture?’
  Thinkingthat,asapainter’sdaughter,andapersonofeducationsuperiortohisown,shespokewithaflavourofsarcasm,hefelthumbledandsaid——
  ’Youdidnotusetotalklikethattome。’
  ’Iwasperhapstooyoungthentotakeanypleasureingivingpain,’
  sheobserveddaringly。
  ’Doesitgiveyoupleasure?’
  Annenodded。
  ’Iliketogivepaintopeoplewhohavegivenpaintome,’shesaidsmartly,withoutremovinghereyesfromthegreenliquidinherhand。
  ’Iaskyourpardonforthat。’
  ’Ididn’tsayImeantyou——thoughIdidmeanyou。’
  Boblookedandlookedathersidefacetillhewasbewitchedintoputtingdownhisbrush。
  ’Itwasthatstupidforgettingof’eeforatime!’heexclaimed。
  ’Well,Ihadn’tseenyouforsoverylong——considerhowmanyyears!
  O,dearAnne!’hesaid,advancingtotakeherhand,’howwellweknewoneanotherwhenwewerechildren!Youwasaqueentomethen;
  andsoyouarenow,andalways。’
  PossiblyAnnewasthrilledpleasantlyenoughathavingbroughtthetruantvillageladtoherfeetagain;buthewasnottofindthesituationsoeasyasheimagined,andherhandwasnottobetakenyet。
  ’Verypretty!’shesaid,laughing。’AndonlysixweekssinceMissJohnsonleft。’
  ’Zounds,don’tsayanythingaboutthat!’imploredBob。’IswearthatInever——neverdeliberatelylovedher——foralongtimetogether,thatis;itwasasuddensortofthing,youknow。Buttowardsyou——Ihavemoreorlesshonouredandrespectfullylovedyou,offandon,allmylife。There,that’strue。’
  Anneretortedquickly——
  ’Iamwilling,offandon,tobelieveyou,CaptainRobert。ButI
  don’tseeanygoodinyourmakingthesesolemndeclarations。’
  ’Givemeleavetoexplain,dearMissGarland。Itistogetyoutobepleasedtorenewanoldpromise——madeyearsago——thatyou’llthinko’me。’
  ’NotawordofanypromisewillIrepeat。’
  ’Well,well,Iwon’turge’eetoday。Onlyletmebegofyoutogetoverthequitewrongnotionyouhaveofme;anditshallbemywholeendeavourtofetchyourgraciousfavour。’
  Anneturnedawayfromhimandenteredthehouse,whitherinthecourseofaquarterofanhourhefollowedher,knockingatherdoor,andaskingtobeletin。Shesaidshewasbusy;whereuponhewentaway,tocomebackagaininashorttimeandreceivethesameanswer。
  ’Ihavefinishedpaintingthesummer-houseforyou,’hesaidthroughthedoor。
  ’Icannotcometoseeit。Ishallbeengagedtillsupper-time。’
  Sheheardhimbreatheaheavysighandwithdraw,murmuringsomethingabouthisbadluckinbeingcutawayfromthestarnlikethis。Butitwasnotoveryet。Whensupper-timecameandtheysatdowntogether,shetookuponherselftoreprovehimforwhathehadsaidtoherinthegarden。
  Bobmadehisforeheadexpressdespair。
  ’Now,Ibegyouthisonething,’hesaid。’Justletmeknowyourwholemind。ThenIshallhaveachancetoconfessmyfaultsandmendthem,orclearmyconducttoyoursatisfaction。’
  Sheansweredwithquickness,butnotloudenoughtobeheardbytheoldpeopleattheotherendofthetable——’Then,CaptainLoveday,I
  willtellyouonething,onefault,thatperhapswouldhavebeenmorepropertomycharacterthantoyours。Youaretooeasilyimpressedbynewfaces,andthatgivesmeaBADOPINIONofyou——yes,aBADOPINION。’
  ’O,that’sit!’saidBobslowly,lookingatherwiththeintenserespectofapupilforamaster,herwordsbeingspokeninamannersopreciselybetweenjestandearnestthathewasinsomedoubthowtheyweretobereceived。’Impressedbynewfaces。Itiswrong,certainly,ofme。’
  Thepoppingofacork,andthepouringoutofstrongbeerbythemillerwithaviewtogivingitahead,wereapparentlydistractionssufficienttoexcuseherinnotattendingfurthertohim;andduringtheremainderofthesittinghergentlechidingseemedtobesinkingseriouslyintohismind。Perhapsherownheartachedtoseehowsilenthewas;butshehadalwaysmeanttopunishhim。Dayafterdayfortwoorthreeweeksshepreservedthesamedemeanour,withaself-controlwhichdidjusticetohercharacter。And,onhispart,consideringwhathehadtoputupwith——howsheeludedhim,snappedhimoff,refusedtocomeoutwhenhecalledher,refusedtoseehimwhenhewantedtoenterthelittleparlourwhichshehadnowappropriatedtoherprivateuse,hispatiencetestifiedstronglytohisgood-humour。
  Christmashadpassed。Drearywinterwithdarkeveningshadgivenplacetomoredrearywinterwithlightevenings。Rapidthawshadendedinrain,raininwind,windindust。Showerydayshadcome——
  theseasonofpinkdawnsandwhitesunsets;andpeoplehopedthattheMarchweatherwasover。
  Thechiefincidentthatconcernedthehouseholdatthemillwasthatthemiller,followingtheexampleofallhisneighbours,hadbecomeavolunteer,anddulyappearedtwiceaweekinared,long-tailedmilitarycoat,pipe-clayedbreeches,blackclothgaiters,aheel-balledhelmet-hat,withatuftofgreenwool,andepaulettesofthesamecolourandmaterial。Bobstillremainedneutral。Notbeingabletodecidewhethertoenrolhimselfasasea-fencible,alocalmilitia-man,oravolunteer,hesimplywentondancingattendanceuponAnne。Mrs。Lovedayhadbecomeawaketothefactthatthepairofyoungpeoplestoodinacuriousattitudetowardseachother;butastheywereneverseenwiththeirheadstogether,andscarcelyeversateveninthesameroom,shecouldnotbesurewhattheirmovementsmeant。
  Strangelyenoughorperhapsnaturallyenough,sinceenteringtheLovedayfamilyherself,shehadgraduallygrowntothinklessfavourablyofAnnedoingthesamething,andrevertedtoheroriginalideaofencouragingFestus;thismoreparticularlybecausehehadoflateshownsuchperseveranceinhauntingtheprecinctsofthemill,presumablywiththeintentionoflightingupontheyounggirl。Buttheweatherhadkepthermostlyindoors。