WhenAnneenteredandtookherseatshewasalwaysloudlyhailedbyMillerLovedayashewhettedhisknife;butfromBobshecondescendedtoacceptnosuchfamiliargreeting,andtheyoftensatdowntogetherasifeachhadablindeyeinthedirectionoftheother。Bobsometimestoldseriousandcorrectstoriesaboutsea-
captains,pilots,boatswains,mates,ableseamen,andothercuriousfaunaofthemarineworld;buttheseweredirectlyaddressedtohisfatherandMrs。Loveday,Annebeingincludedattheclinching-pointbyaglanceonly。Hesometimesopenedbottlesofsweetciderforher,andthenshethankedhim;buteventhisdidnotleadtoherencouraginghischat。
OnedaywhenAnnewasparinganappleshewasleftattablewiththeyoungman。’Ihavemadesomethingforyou,’hesaid。
Shelookedalloverthetable;nothingwastheresavetheordinaryremnants。
’OIdon’tmeanthatitishere;itisoutbythebridgeatthemill-head。’
Hearose,andAnnefollowedwithcuriosityinhereyes,andwithherfirmlittlemouthpouteduptoapuzzledshape。Onreachingthemossymill-headshefoundthathehadfixedinthekeendampdraughtwhichalwaysprevailedoverthewheelanAEolianharpoflargesize。
Atpresentthestringswerepartlycoveredwithacloth。Heliftedit,andthewiresbegantoemitaweirdharmonywhichmingledcuriouslywiththeplashingofthewheel。
’Imadeitonpurposeforyou,MissGarland,’hesaid。
Shethankedhimverywarmly,forshehadneverseenanythinglikesuchaninstrumentbefore,anditinterestedher。’Itwasverythoughtfulofyoutomakeit,’sheadded。’Howcameyoutothinkofsuchathing?’
’OIdon’tknowexactly,’hereplied,asifhedidnotcaretobequestionedonthepoint。’Ihavenevermadeoneinmylifetillnow。’
Everynightafterthis,duringthemournfulgalesofautumn,thestrangemixedmusicofwater,wind,andstringsmetherear,swellingandsinkingwithanalmostsupernaturalcadence。ThecharacteroftheinstrumentwasfarenoughremovedfromanythingshehadhithertoseenofBob’shobbies;sothatshemarvelledpleasantlyatthenewdepthsofpoetrythiscontrivancerevealedasexistentinthatyoungseaman’snature,andallowedheremotionstoflowoutyetalittlefurtherintheolddirection,notwithstandingherlatesevereresolvetobarthemback。
Onebreezynight,whenthemillwaskeptgoingintothesmallhours,andthewindwasexactlyinthedirectionofthewater-current,themusicsomingledwithherdreamsastowakeher:itseemedtorhythmicallysetitselftothewords,’Rememberme!thinkofme!’
Shewasmuchimpressed;thesoundswerealmosttootouching;andshespoketoBobthenextmorningonthesubject。
’Howstrangeitisthatyoushouldhavethoughtoffixingthatharpwherethewatergushes!’shegentlyobserved。’Itaffectsmealmostpainfullyatnight。Youarepoetical,CaptainBob。Butitistoo——
toosad!’
’Iwilltakeitaway,’saidCaptainBobpromptly。’Itcertainlyistoosad;Ithoughtsomyself。Imyselfwaskeptawakebyitonenight。’
’Howcameyoutothinkofmakingsuchapeculiarthing?’
’Well,’saidBob,’itishardlyworthsayingwhy。Itisnotagoodplaceforsuchaqueernoisymachine;andI’lltakeitaway。’
’Onsecondthoughts,’saidAnne,’Ishouldlikeittoremainalittlelonger,becauseitsetsmethinking。’
’Ofme?’heaskedwithearnestfrankness。
Anne’scolourrosefast。
’Well,yes,’shesaid,tryingtoinfusemuchplainmatter-of-factintohervoice。’OfcourseIamledtothinkofthepersonwhoinventedit。’
Bobseemedunaccountablyembarrassed,andthesubjectwasnotpursued。Abouthalf-an-hourlaterhecametoheragain,withsomethingofanuneasylook。
’TherewasalittlematterIdidn’ttellyoujustnow,MissGarland,’hesaid。’Aboutthatharpthing,Imean。Ididmakeit,certainly,butitwasmybrotherJohnwhoaskedmetodoit,justbeforehewentaway。Johnisverymusical,asyouknow,andhesaiditwouldinterestyou;butashedidn’taskmetotell,Ididnot。
PerhapsIoughttohave,andnothavetakenthecredittomyself。’
’O,itisnothing!’saidAnnequickly。’Itisaveryincompleteinstrumentafterall,anditwillbejustaswellforyoutotakeitawayasyoufirstproposed。’
Hesaidthathewould,butheforgottodoitthatday;andthefollowingnighttherewasahighwind,andtheharpcriedandmoanedsomovinglythatAnne,whosewindowwasquitenear,couldhardlybearthesoundwithitsnewassociations。JohnLovedaywaspresenttohermindallnightasanill-usedman;andyetshecouldnotownthatshehadill-usedhim。
Theharpwasremovednextday。Bob,feelingthathiscreditfororiginalitywasdamagedinhereyes,bywayofrecoveringitsethimselftopaintthesummer-housewhichAnnefrequented,andwhenhecameoutheassuredherthatitwasquitehisownidea。
’Itwanteddoing,certainly,’shesaid,inaneutraltone。
’Itisjustabouttroublesome。’
’Yes;youcan’tquitereachup。That’sbecauseyouarenotverytall;isitnot,CaptainLoveday?’
’Youneverusedtosaythingslikethat。’
’O,Idon’tmeanthatyouaremuchlessthantall!ShallIholdthepaintforyou,tosaveyoursteppingdown?’
’Thankyou,ifyouwould。’
Shetookthepaint-pot,andstoodlookingatthebrushasitmovedupanddowninhishand。
’IhopeIshallnotsprinkleyourfingers,’heobservedashedipped。
’O,thatwouldnotmatter!Youdoitverywell。’
’Iamgladtohearthatyouthinkso。’
’Butperhapsnotquitesomuchartisdemandedtopaintasummer-houseastopaintapicture?’
Thinkingthat,asapainter’sdaughter,andapersonofeducationsuperiortohisown,shespokewithaflavourofsarcasm,hefelthumbledandsaid——
’Youdidnotusetotalklikethattome。’
’Iwasperhapstooyoungthentotakeanypleasureingivingpain,’
sheobserveddaringly。
’Doesitgiveyoupleasure?’
Annenodded。
’Iliketogivepaintopeoplewhohavegivenpaintome,’shesaidsmartly,withoutremovinghereyesfromthegreenliquidinherhand。
’Iaskyourpardonforthat。’
’Ididn’tsayImeantyou——thoughIdidmeanyou。’
Boblookedandlookedathersidefacetillhewasbewitchedintoputtingdownhisbrush。
’Itwasthatstupidforgettingof’eeforatime!’heexclaimed。
’Well,Ihadn’tseenyouforsoverylong——considerhowmanyyears!
O,dearAnne!’hesaid,advancingtotakeherhand,’howwellweknewoneanotherwhenwewerechildren!Youwasaqueentomethen;
andsoyouarenow,andalways。’
PossiblyAnnewasthrilledpleasantlyenoughathavingbroughtthetruantvillageladtoherfeetagain;buthewasnottofindthesituationsoeasyasheimagined,andherhandwasnottobetakenyet。
’Verypretty!’shesaid,laughing。’AndonlysixweekssinceMissJohnsonleft。’
’Zounds,don’tsayanythingaboutthat!’imploredBob。’IswearthatInever——neverdeliberatelylovedher——foralongtimetogether,thatis;itwasasuddensortofthing,youknow。Buttowardsyou——Ihavemoreorlesshonouredandrespectfullylovedyou,offandon,allmylife。There,that’strue。’
Anneretortedquickly——
’Iamwilling,offandon,tobelieveyou,CaptainRobert。ButI
don’tseeanygoodinyourmakingthesesolemndeclarations。’
’Givemeleavetoexplain,dearMissGarland。Itistogetyoutobepleasedtorenewanoldpromise——madeyearsago——thatyou’llthinko’me。’
’NotawordofanypromisewillIrepeat。’
’Well,well,Iwon’turge’eetoday。Onlyletmebegofyoutogetoverthequitewrongnotionyouhaveofme;anditshallbemywholeendeavourtofetchyourgraciousfavour。’
Anneturnedawayfromhimandenteredthehouse,whitherinthecourseofaquarterofanhourhefollowedher,knockingatherdoor,andaskingtobeletin。Shesaidshewasbusy;whereuponhewentaway,tocomebackagaininashorttimeandreceivethesameanswer。
’Ihavefinishedpaintingthesummer-houseforyou,’hesaidthroughthedoor。
’Icannotcometoseeit。Ishallbeengagedtillsupper-time。’
Sheheardhimbreatheaheavysighandwithdraw,murmuringsomethingabouthisbadluckinbeingcutawayfromthestarnlikethis。Butitwasnotoveryet。Whensupper-timecameandtheysatdowntogether,shetookuponherselftoreprovehimforwhathehadsaidtoherinthegarden。
Bobmadehisforeheadexpressdespair。
’Now,Ibegyouthisonething,’hesaid。’Justletmeknowyourwholemind。ThenIshallhaveachancetoconfessmyfaultsandmendthem,orclearmyconducttoyoursatisfaction。’
Sheansweredwithquickness,butnotloudenoughtobeheardbytheoldpeopleattheotherendofthetable——’Then,CaptainLoveday,I
willtellyouonething,onefault,thatperhapswouldhavebeenmorepropertomycharacterthantoyours。Youaretooeasilyimpressedbynewfaces,andthatgivesmeaBADOPINIONofyou——yes,aBADOPINION。’
’O,that’sit!’saidBobslowly,lookingatherwiththeintenserespectofapupilforamaster,herwordsbeingspokeninamannersopreciselybetweenjestandearnestthathewasinsomedoubthowtheyweretobereceived。’Impressedbynewfaces。Itiswrong,certainly,ofme。’
Thepoppingofacork,andthepouringoutofstrongbeerbythemillerwithaviewtogivingitahead,wereapparentlydistractionssufficienttoexcuseherinnotattendingfurthertohim;andduringtheremainderofthesittinghergentlechidingseemedtobesinkingseriouslyintohismind。Perhapsherownheartachedtoseehowsilenthewas;butshehadalwaysmeanttopunishhim。Dayafterdayfortwoorthreeweeksshepreservedthesamedemeanour,withaself-controlwhichdidjusticetohercharacter。And,onhispart,consideringwhathehadtoputupwith——howsheeludedhim,snappedhimoff,refusedtocomeoutwhenhecalledher,refusedtoseehimwhenhewantedtoenterthelittleparlourwhichshehadnowappropriatedtoherprivateuse,hispatiencetestifiedstronglytohisgood-humour。
Christmashadpassed。Drearywinterwithdarkeveningshadgivenplacetomoredrearywinterwithlightevenings。Rapidthawshadendedinrain,raininwind,windindust。Showerydayshadcome——
theseasonofpinkdawnsandwhitesunsets;andpeoplehopedthattheMarchweatherwasover。
Thechiefincidentthatconcernedthehouseholdatthemillwasthatthemiller,followingtheexampleofallhisneighbours,hadbecomeavolunteer,anddulyappearedtwiceaweekinared,long-tailedmilitarycoat,pipe-clayedbreeches,blackclothgaiters,aheel-balledhelmet-hat,withatuftofgreenwool,andepaulettesofthesamecolourandmaterial。Bobstillremainedneutral。Notbeingabletodecidewhethertoenrolhimselfasasea-fencible,alocalmilitia-man,oravolunteer,hesimplywentondancingattendanceuponAnne。Mrs。Lovedayhadbecomeawaketothefactthatthepairofyoungpeoplestoodinacuriousattitudetowardseachother;butastheywereneverseenwiththeirheadstogether,andscarcelyeversateveninthesameroom,shecouldnotbesurewhattheirmovementsmeant。
Strangelyenoughorperhapsnaturallyenough,sinceenteringtheLovedayfamilyherself,shehadgraduallygrowntothinklessfavourablyofAnnedoingthesamething,andrevertedtoheroriginalideaofencouragingFestus;thismoreparticularlybecausehehadoflateshownsuchperseveranceinhauntingtheprecinctsofthemill,presumablywiththeintentionoflightingupontheyounggirl。Buttheweatherhadkepthermostlyindoors。
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