it,Ibroughthimmorehomeingold,andtoldhimthere
wasalittlemoreportionforhim;and,inshort,inaboutaweek
moreIbroughthimmore,andaboutinlinen,which
ImadehimbelieveIhadbeenobligedtotakewiththe#100
whichIgavehimingold,asacompositionforadebtof#600,
beinglittlemorethanfiveshillingsinthepound,andovervaluedtoo。
’Andnow,mydear,’saysItohim,’Iamverysorrytotellyou,
thatthereisall,andthatIhavegivenyoumywholefortune。’
Iadded,thatifthepersonwhohadmy#600hadnotabused
me,Ihadbeenworth#1000tohim,butthatasitwas,Ihad
beenfaithfultohim,andreservednothingtomyself,butifit
hadbeenmoreheshouldhavehadit。
Hewassoobligedbythemanner,andsopleasedwiththesum,
forhehadbeeninaterriblefrightlestithadbeennothingat
all,thatheaccepteditverythankfully。
AndthusIgotover
thefraudofpassingforafortunewithoutmoney,andcheating
amanintomarryingmeonpretenceofafortune;which,by
theway,Itaketobeoneofthemostdangerousstepsawoman
cantake,andinwhichsherunsthemosthazardofbeing
ill-usedafterwards。
Myhusband,togivehimhisdue,wasamanofinfinitegood
nature,buthewasnofool;andfindinghisincomenotsuited
tothemanneroflivingwhichhehadintended,ifIhadbrought
himwhatheexpected,andbeingunderadisappointmentin
hisreturnofhisplantationsinVirginia,hediscoveredmany
timeshisinclinationofgoingovertoVirginia,toliveupon
hisown;andoftenwouldbemagnifyingthewayofliving
there,howcheap,howplentiful,howpleasant,andthelike。
Ibeganpresentlytounderstandthismeaning,andItook
himupveryplainlyonemorning,andtoldhimthatIdidso;
thatIfoundhisestateturnedtonoaccountatthisdistance,
comparedtowhatitwoulddoifheliveduponthespot,and
thatIfoundhehadamindtogoandlivethere;andIadded,
thatIwassensiblehehadbeendisappointedinawife,and
thatfindinghisexpectationsnotansweredthatway,Icould
donoless,tomakehimamends,thantellhimthatIwasvery
willingtogoovertoVirginiawithhimandlivethere。
Hesaidathousandkindthingstomeuponthesubjectofmy
makingsuchaproposaltohim。
Hetoldme,thathowever
hewasdisappointedinhisexpectationsofafortune,hewas
notdisappointedinawife,andthatIwasalltohimthata
wifecouldbe,andhewasmorethansatisfiedonthewhole
whentheparticularswereputtogether,butthatthisofferwas
sokind,thatitwasmorethanhecouldexpress。
Tobringthestoryshort,weagreedtogo。
Hetoldmethathe
hadaverygoodhousethere,thatitwaswellfurnished,that
hismotherwasaliveandlivedinit,andonesister,whichwas
alltherelationshehad;thatassoonashecamethere,his
motherwouldremovetoanotherhouse,whichwasherown
forlife,andhisafterherdecease;sothatIshouldhaveallthe
housetomyself;andIfoundallthistobeexactlyashehad
said。
Tomakethispartofthestoryshort,weputonboardtheship
whichwewentin,alargequantityofgoodfurnitureforour
house,withstoresoflinenandothernecessaries,andagood
cargoforsale,andawaywewent。
Togiveanaccountofthemannerofourvoyage,whichwas
longandfullofdangers,isoutofmyway;Ikeptnojournal,
neitherdidmyhusband。
AllthatIcansayis,thataftera
terriblepassage,frightedtwicewithdreadfulstorms,andonce
withwhatwasstillmoreterrible,Imeanapiratewhocame
onboardandtookawayalmostallourprovisions;andwhich
wouldhavebeenbeyondalltome,theyhadoncetakenmy
husbandtogoalongwiththem,butbyentreatieswereprevailed
withtoleavehim;——Isay,afteralltheseterriblethings,we
arrivedinYorkRiverinVirginia,andcomingtoourplantation,
wewerereceivedwithallthedemonstrationsoftenderness
andaffection,bymyhusband’smother,thatwerepossibleto
beexpressed。
Welivedherealltogether,mymother-in-law,atmyentreaty,
continuinginthehouse,forshewastookindamothertobe
partedwith;myhusbandlikewisecontinuedthesameasat
first,andIthoughtmyselfthehappiestcreaturealive,when
anoddandsurprisingeventputanendtoallthatfelicityina
moment,andrenderedmyconditionthemostuncomfortable,
ifnotthemostmiserable,intheworld。
Mymotherwasamightycheerful,good-humouredoldwoman——
Imaycallheroldwoman,forhersonwasabovethirty;I
sayshewasverypleasant,goodcompany,andusedtoentertain
me,inparticular,withabundanceofstoriestodivertme,as
wellof
thecountrywewereinasofthepeople。
Amongtherest,sheoftentoldmehowthegreatestpartof
theinhabitantsofthecolonycamethitherinveryindifferent
circumstancesfromEngland;that,generallyspeaking,they
wereoftwosorts;either,first,suchaswerebroughtoverby
mastersofshipstobesoldasservants。
’Suchaswecallthem,
mydear,’saysshe,’buttheyaremoreproperlycalledslaves。’
Or,secondly,suchasaretransportedfromNewgateandother
prisons,afterhavingbeenfoundguiltyoffelonyandother
crimespunishablewithdeath。
’Whentheycomehere,’saysshe,’wemakenodifference;the
plantersbuythem,andtheyworktogetherinthefieldtill
theirtimeisout。
When’tisexpired,’saidshe,’theyhave
encouragementgiventhemtoplantforthemselves;forthey
haveacertainnumberofacresoflandallottedthembythe
country,andtheygotoworktoclearandcuretheland,and
thentoplantitwithtobaccoandcornfortheirownuse;and
asthetradesmenandmerchantswilltrustthemwithtoolsand
clothesandothernecessaries,uponthecreditoftheircrop
beforeitisgrown,sotheyagainplanteveryyearalittlemore
thantheyearbefore,andsobuywhatevertheywantwiththe
cropthatisbeforethem。
’Hence,child,’saysshe,’manaNewgate-birdbecomesagreat
man,andwehave,’continuedshe,’severaljusticesofthepeace,
officersofthetrainedbands,andmagistratesofthetownsthey
livein,thathavebeenburntinthehand。’
Shewasgoingonwiththatpartofthestory,whenherown
partinitinterruptedher,andwithagreatdealofgood-humoured
confidenceshetoldmeshewasoneofthesecondsortof
inhabitantsherself;thatshecameawayopenly,havingventured
toofarinaparticularcase,sothatshewasbecomeacriminal。
’Andhere’sthemarkofit,child,’saysshe;and,pullingoffher
glove,’lookyehere,’saysshe,turningupthepalmofher
hand,andshowedmeaveryfinewhitearmandhand,but
brandedintheinsideofthehand,asinsuchcasesitmustbe。
Thisstorywasverymovingtome,butmymother,smiling,
said,’Youneednotthingathingstrange,daughter,forasI
toldyou,someofthebestmeninthiscountryareburntinthe
hand,andtheyarenotashamedtoownit。
There’sMajor——,’
saysshe,’hewasaneminentpickpocket;there’sJusticeBa——r,
wasashoplifter,andbothofthemwereburntinthehand;and
Icouldnameyouseveralsuchastheyare。’
Wehadfrequentdiscoursesofthiskind,andabundanceof
instancesshegavemeofthelike。
Aftersometime,asshewas
tellingsomestoriesofonethatwastransportedbutafew
weeksago,Ibeganinanintimatekindofwaytoaskherto
tellmesomethingofherownstory,whichshedidwiththe
utmostplainnessandsincerity;howshehadfallenintoveryill
companyinLondoninheryoungdays,occasionedbyher
mothersendingherfrequentlytocarryvictualsandotherrelief
toakinswomanofherswhowasaprisonerinNewgate,and
wholayinamiserablestarvingcondition,wasafterwards
condemnedtobehanged,buthavinggotrespitebypleading
herbelly,diesafterwardsintheprison。
Heremymother-in-lawranoutinalongaccountofthewicked
practicesinthatdreadfulplace,andhowitruinedmoreyoung
peoplethatallthetownbesides。
’Andchild,’saysmymother,
’perhapsyoumayknowlittleofit,or,itmaybe,haveheard
nothingaboutit;butdependuponit,’saysshe,’weallknow
herethattherearemorethievesandroguesmadebythatone
prisonofNewgatethanbyalltheclubsandsocietiesofvillains
inthenation;’tisthatcursedplace,’saysmymother,’thathalf
peopledthiscolony。’
Hereshewentonwithherownstorysolong,andinsoparticular
amanner,thatIbegantobeveryuneasy;butcomingtoone
particularthatrequiredtellinghername,IthoughtIshould
havesunkdownintheplace。
SheperceivedIwasoutof
order,andaskedmeifIwasnotwell,andwhatailedme。
I
toldherIwassoaffectedwiththemelancholystoryshehad
told,andtheterriblethingsshehadgonethrough,thatithad
overcomeme,andIbeggedofhertotalknomoreofit。
’Why,
mydear,’sayssheverykindly,’whatneedthesethingstrouble
you?
Thesepassageswerelongbeforeyourtime,andthey
givemenotroubleatallnow;nay,Ilookbackonthemwith
aparticularsatisfaction,astheyhavebeenameanstobring
metothisplace。’
Thenshewentontotellmehowshevery
luckilyfellintoagoodfamily,where,behavingherselfwell,
andhermistressdying,hermastermarriedher,bywhomshe
hadmyhusbandandhissister,andthatbyherdiligenceand
goodmanagementafterherhusband’sdeath,shehadimproved
theplantationstosuchadegreeastheythenwere,sothatmost
oftheestatewasofhergetting,notherhusband’s,forshehad
beenawidowupwardsofsixteenyears。
Iheardthispartoftheystorywithverylittleattention,because
Iwantedmuchtoretireandgiveventtomypassions,which
Ididsoonafter;andletanyonejudgewhatmustbetheanguish
ofmymind,whenIcametoreflectthatthiswascertainlyno
moreorlessthanmyownmother,andIhadnowhadtwo
children,andwasbigwithanotherbymyownbrother,and
laywithhimstilleverynight。
Iwasnowthemostunhappyofallwomenintheworld。
Oh!
hadthestoryneverbeentoldme,allhadbeenwell;ithadbeen
nocrimetohavelainwithmyhusband,sinceastohisbeing
myrelationIhadknownnothingofit。
Ihadnowsuchaloadonmymindthatitkeptmeperpetually
waking;torevealit,whichwouldhavebeensomeeasetome,
Icouldnotfindwouldbetoanypurpose,andyettoconceal
itwouldbenexttoimpossible;nay,IdidnotdoubtbutIshould
talkofitinmysleep,andtellmyhusbandofitwhetherIwould
orno。
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