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第18章

  it,Ibroughthimmorehomeingold,andtoldhimthere
  wasalittlemoreportionforhim;and,inshort,inaboutaweek
  moreIbroughthimmore,andaboutinlinen,which
  ImadehimbelieveIhadbeenobligedtotakewiththe#100
  whichIgavehimingold,asacompositionforadebtof#600,
  beinglittlemorethanfiveshillingsinthepound,andovervaluedtoo。
  ’Andnow,mydear,’saysItohim,’Iamverysorrytotellyou,
  thatthereisall,andthatIhavegivenyoumywholefortune。’
  Iadded,thatifthepersonwhohadmy#600hadnotabused
  me,Ihadbeenworth#1000tohim,butthatasitwas,Ihad
  beenfaithfultohim,andreservednothingtomyself,butifit
  hadbeenmoreheshouldhavehadit。
  Hewassoobligedbythemanner,andsopleasedwiththesum,
  forhehadbeeninaterriblefrightlestithadbeennothingat
  all,thatheaccepteditverythankfully。
  AndthusIgotover
  thefraudofpassingforafortunewithoutmoney,andcheating
  amanintomarryingmeonpretenceofafortune;which,by
  theway,Itaketobeoneofthemostdangerousstepsawoman
  cantake,andinwhichsherunsthemosthazardofbeing
  ill-usedafterwards。
  Myhusband,togivehimhisdue,wasamanofinfinitegood
  nature,buthewasnofool;andfindinghisincomenotsuited
  tothemanneroflivingwhichhehadintended,ifIhadbrought
  himwhatheexpected,andbeingunderadisappointmentin
  hisreturnofhisplantationsinVirginia,hediscoveredmany
  timeshisinclinationofgoingovertoVirginia,toliveupon
  hisown;andoftenwouldbemagnifyingthewayofliving
  there,howcheap,howplentiful,howpleasant,andthelike。
  Ibeganpresentlytounderstandthismeaning,andItook
  himupveryplainlyonemorning,andtoldhimthatIdidso;
  thatIfoundhisestateturnedtonoaccountatthisdistance,
  comparedtowhatitwoulddoifheliveduponthespot,and
  thatIfoundhehadamindtogoandlivethere;andIadded,
  thatIwassensiblehehadbeendisappointedinawife,and
  thatfindinghisexpectationsnotansweredthatway,Icould
  donoless,tomakehimamends,thantellhimthatIwasvery
  willingtogoovertoVirginiawithhimandlivethere。
  Hesaidathousandkindthingstomeuponthesubjectofmy
  makingsuchaproposaltohim。
  Hetoldme,thathowever
  hewasdisappointedinhisexpectationsofafortune,hewas
  notdisappointedinawife,andthatIwasalltohimthata
  wifecouldbe,andhewasmorethansatisfiedonthewhole
  whentheparticularswereputtogether,butthatthisofferwas
  sokind,thatitwasmorethanhecouldexpress。
  Tobringthestoryshort,weagreedtogo。
  Hetoldmethathe
  hadaverygoodhousethere,thatitwaswellfurnished,that
  hismotherwasaliveandlivedinit,andonesister,whichwas
  alltherelationshehad;thatassoonashecamethere,his
  motherwouldremovetoanotherhouse,whichwasherown
  forlife,andhisafterherdecease;sothatIshouldhaveallthe
  housetomyself;andIfoundallthistobeexactlyashehad
  said。
  Tomakethispartofthestoryshort,weputonboardtheship
  whichwewentin,alargequantityofgoodfurnitureforour
  house,withstoresoflinenandothernecessaries,andagood
  cargoforsale,andawaywewent。
  Togiveanaccountofthemannerofourvoyage,whichwas
  longandfullofdangers,isoutofmyway;Ikeptnojournal,
  neitherdidmyhusband。
  AllthatIcansayis,thataftera
  terriblepassage,frightedtwicewithdreadfulstorms,andonce
  withwhatwasstillmoreterrible,Imeanapiratewhocame
  onboardandtookawayalmostallourprovisions;andwhich
  wouldhavebeenbeyondalltome,theyhadoncetakenmy
  husbandtogoalongwiththem,butbyentreatieswereprevailed
  withtoleavehim;——Isay,afteralltheseterriblethings,we
  arrivedinYorkRiverinVirginia,andcomingtoourplantation,
  wewerereceivedwithallthedemonstrationsoftenderness
  andaffection,bymyhusband’smother,thatwerepossibleto
  beexpressed。
  Welivedherealltogether,mymother-in-law,atmyentreaty,
  continuinginthehouse,forshewastookindamothertobe
  partedwith;myhusbandlikewisecontinuedthesameasat
  first,andIthoughtmyselfthehappiestcreaturealive,when
  anoddandsurprisingeventputanendtoallthatfelicityina
  moment,andrenderedmyconditionthemostuncomfortable,
  ifnotthemostmiserable,intheworld。
  Mymotherwasamightycheerful,good-humouredoldwoman——
  Imaycallheroldwoman,forhersonwasabovethirty;I
  sayshewasverypleasant,goodcompany,andusedtoentertain
  me,inparticular,withabundanceofstoriestodivertme,as
  wellof
  thecountrywewereinasofthepeople。
  Amongtherest,sheoftentoldmehowthegreatestpartof
  theinhabitantsofthecolonycamethitherinveryindifferent
  circumstancesfromEngland;that,generallyspeaking,they
  wereoftwosorts;either,first,suchaswerebroughtoverby
  mastersofshipstobesoldasservants。
  ’Suchaswecallthem,
  mydear,’saysshe,’buttheyaremoreproperlycalledslaves。’
  Or,secondly,suchasaretransportedfromNewgateandother
  prisons,afterhavingbeenfoundguiltyoffelonyandother
  crimespunishablewithdeath。
  ’Whentheycomehere,’saysshe,’wemakenodifference;the
  plantersbuythem,andtheyworktogetherinthefieldtill
  theirtimeisout。
  When’tisexpired,’saidshe,’theyhave
  encouragementgiventhemtoplantforthemselves;forthey
  haveacertainnumberofacresoflandallottedthembythe
  country,andtheygotoworktoclearandcuretheland,and
  thentoplantitwithtobaccoandcornfortheirownuse;and
  asthetradesmenandmerchantswilltrustthemwithtoolsand
  clothesandothernecessaries,uponthecreditoftheircrop
  beforeitisgrown,sotheyagainplanteveryyearalittlemore
  thantheyearbefore,andsobuywhatevertheywantwiththe
  cropthatisbeforethem。
  ’Hence,child,’saysshe,’manaNewgate-birdbecomesagreat
  man,andwehave,’continuedshe,’severaljusticesofthepeace,
  officersofthetrainedbands,andmagistratesofthetownsthey
  livein,thathavebeenburntinthehand。’
  Shewasgoingonwiththatpartofthestory,whenherown
  partinitinterruptedher,andwithagreatdealofgood-humoured
  confidenceshetoldmeshewasoneofthesecondsortof
  inhabitantsherself;thatshecameawayopenly,havingventured
  toofarinaparticularcase,sothatshewasbecomeacriminal。
  ’Andhere’sthemarkofit,child,’saysshe;and,pullingoffher
  glove,’lookyehere,’saysshe,turningupthepalmofher
  hand,andshowedmeaveryfinewhitearmandhand,but
  brandedintheinsideofthehand,asinsuchcasesitmustbe。
  Thisstorywasverymovingtome,butmymother,smiling,
  said,’Youneednotthingathingstrange,daughter,forasI
  toldyou,someofthebestmeninthiscountryareburntinthe
  hand,andtheyarenotashamedtoownit。
  There’sMajor——,’
  saysshe,’hewasaneminentpickpocket;there’sJusticeBa——r,
  wasashoplifter,andbothofthemwereburntinthehand;and
  Icouldnameyouseveralsuchastheyare。’
  Wehadfrequentdiscoursesofthiskind,andabundanceof
  instancesshegavemeofthelike。
  Aftersometime,asshewas
  tellingsomestoriesofonethatwastransportedbutafew
  weeksago,Ibeganinanintimatekindofwaytoaskherto
  tellmesomethingofherownstory,whichshedidwiththe
  utmostplainnessandsincerity;howshehadfallenintoveryill
  companyinLondoninheryoungdays,occasionedbyher
  mothersendingherfrequentlytocarryvictualsandotherrelief
  toakinswomanofherswhowasaprisonerinNewgate,and
  wholayinamiserablestarvingcondition,wasafterwards
  condemnedtobehanged,buthavinggotrespitebypleading
  herbelly,diesafterwardsintheprison。
  Heremymother-in-lawranoutinalongaccountofthewicked
  practicesinthatdreadfulplace,andhowitruinedmoreyoung
  peoplethatallthetownbesides。
  ’Andchild,’saysmymother,
  ’perhapsyoumayknowlittleofit,or,itmaybe,haveheard
  nothingaboutit;butdependuponit,’saysshe,’weallknow
  herethattherearemorethievesandroguesmadebythatone
  prisonofNewgatethanbyalltheclubsandsocietiesofvillains
  inthenation;’tisthatcursedplace,’saysmymother,’thathalf
  peopledthiscolony。’
  Hereshewentonwithherownstorysolong,andinsoparticular
  amanner,thatIbegantobeveryuneasy;butcomingtoone
  particularthatrequiredtellinghername,IthoughtIshould
  havesunkdownintheplace。
  SheperceivedIwasoutof
  order,andaskedmeifIwasnotwell,andwhatailedme。
  I
  toldherIwassoaffectedwiththemelancholystoryshehad
  told,andtheterriblethingsshehadgonethrough,thatithad
  overcomeme,andIbeggedofhertotalknomoreofit。
  ’Why,
  mydear,’sayssheverykindly,’whatneedthesethingstrouble
  you?
  Thesepassageswerelongbeforeyourtime,andthey
  givemenotroubleatallnow;nay,Ilookbackonthemwith
  aparticularsatisfaction,astheyhavebeenameanstobring
  metothisplace。’
  Thenshewentontotellmehowshevery
  luckilyfellintoagoodfamily,where,behavingherselfwell,
  andhermistressdying,hermastermarriedher,bywhomshe
  hadmyhusbandandhissister,andthatbyherdiligenceand
  goodmanagementafterherhusband’sdeath,shehadimproved
  theplantationstosuchadegreeastheythenwere,sothatmost
  oftheestatewasofhergetting,notherhusband’s,forshehad
  beenawidowupwardsofsixteenyears。
  Iheardthispartoftheystorywithverylittleattention,because
  Iwantedmuchtoretireandgiveventtomypassions,which
  Ididsoonafter;andletanyonejudgewhatmustbetheanguish
  ofmymind,whenIcametoreflectthatthiswascertainlyno
  moreorlessthanmyownmother,andIhadnowhadtwo
  children,andwasbigwithanotherbymyownbrother,and
  laywithhimstilleverynight。
  Iwasnowthemostunhappyofallwomenintheworld。
  Oh!
  hadthestoryneverbeentoldme,allhadbeenwell;ithadbeen
  nocrimetohavelainwithmyhusband,sinceastohisbeing
  myrelationIhadknownnothingofit。
  Ihadnowsuchaloadonmymindthatitkeptmeperpetually
  waking;torevealit,whichwouldhavebeensomeeasetome,
  Icouldnotfindwouldbetoanypurpose,andyettoconceal
  itwouldbenexttoimpossible;nay,IdidnotdoubtbutIshould
  talkofitinmysleep,andtellmyhusbandofitwhetherIwould
  orno。