Rousseau,andInow
speakofhim,asyousee,withoutoneparticleofresentment。
ImustnowspeaktoyouofanewacquaintanceImadeaboutthis
Period——thatofthetwoduchessesd’Aiguillon。
Frommyfirst
entranceintothechateauuntilthecloseof1770,madame
d’Aiguillon,thedaughter-in-law,observedasortofarmed
neutralitytowardsme;true,shenevervisitedme,butshealways
metmewithapparentsatisfactionatthehousesofothers;thusshe
managedtosteerclearofonedangerousextremeortheothertill
thedownfallofthedesChoiseuls;whentheducd’Aiguillonhaving
beennominatedtotheministry,sheperceivedthatshecouldnot,
withoutgreatingratitude,omitcallingtooffermeheracknowledgments,
andaccordinglyshecame。
Onmyside,Ileftnomeansuntried
ofrenderingmyselfagreeabletoher;andsowelldidIsucceed,
thatfromthatmomenthervaluablefriendshipwasbestowedonme
withasinceritywhichevenmyunfortunatereverseshavebeen
unabletoshake;andwearetothisdaythesamefirmandtruef
friendswewereinthezenithofmypower。
NotthatIwouldseek
tojustifytheinjuryshesoughttodoourqueen,butImayand
docongratulatemyself,thatthesamewarmthwhichpervadesher
hatredslikewiseinfluencesherfriendships。
IcannotequallyboastofthetreatmentIreceivedfromtheduchess
dowagerd’Aiguillon,who,aswellasherdaughter-in-law,came
toseemeuponthepromotionofherson。
Sheoverloadedmewith
caresses,andevenexceededherdaughter-in-lawinprotestations
ofdevotionandgratitude。
Youshouldhaveheardherextolmy
beauty,wit,andsweetnessofdisposition;she,infact,so
overwhelmedmewithhersurfeitingpraises,thatatlastI
becameconvincedthat,ofthethousandflatteringthingsshe
continuallyaddressedtome,notonewashercandidopinion;
andIwasright,forIsoonlearned,thatinhercircleofintimates
atthehousesoftheBeauffremons,theBrionnes,andaboveall,
themarquiseduDeffant,shejustifiedheracquaintancewithme,
bysayingitwasasacrificemadetotheinterestsofherson,and
amusedtheseladiesbycensuringmyeverywordandlook。
The
dowager’sdouble-dealinggreatlyannoyedme;nevertheless,not
wishingtovexherson,orherdaughter-in-law,Iaffectedtobe
ignorantofherdishonourableconduct。
However,Icouldnot
longrepressmyindignation,andonedaythatshewaspraising
memostextravagantly,Iexclaimed,“Ah,madam,howkindit
wouldbeofyoutoreserveoneoftheseprettyspeechestorepeat
atmadameduDeffant’s。“
Thisblow,sostrongyetjust,rather
surprisedher;but,quicklyrallyinghercourage,sheendeavoured
topersuademethatshealwaysspokeofmeinthesameterms。
“It
maybeso,“repliedI;“butIfearthatyousaysomanyflattering
thingstome,thatyouhavenotoneleftwhenoutofmysight。“
ThemarechaledeMirepoixusedtosay,thatacaressfrommadame
d’AiguillonwasnotlesstobedreadedthanthebiteofM。d’Ayen。
Yettheduchessdowagerhasobtainedafirst-ratereputationfor
goodness;everyonestyledher。
Andwhy,doyousuppose?
Becauseshewasoneofthosefat,
fresh,portly-lookingdamesofwhomyouwouldhavesaid,her
veryfaceandfigurebespokethecontentedgoodnessofher
disposition;forwhowouldeversuspectmalicecouldlurkinso
much?
IthinkIhavealreadytoldyouthatthis
ladyexpiredwhilstbathing,ofanattackofapoplexy,inthe
monthofJune,1772。
Hersonshedmanytearsatherloss,whilst
Iexperiencedbutaverymoderateshareofgrief。
Adieu,myfriend;ifyouarenotalreadyterrifiedatthe
multiplicityoftheletterswhichcomposemyjournal,Ihaveyet
muchtosay;andIflattermyselfthecontinuanceofmyadventures
willbefoundnolessinterestingthanthoseyouhaveperused。
Theking’sfriends——TheducdeFronsac——Theducd’Ayen’sremark——
Manneroflivingatcourt——ThemarquisdeDreux-Breze——Education
ofLouisXV——The——Itshousehold——Itsinmates——Mere
Bompart——Livresexpendedonthe——Goodadvice——
Madame
Iwasnowfirmlyfixedatcourt,theking,morethaneverdevoted
tome,seemedunabletodispensewithmyconstantpresence。
hadsosuccessfullystudiedhishabitsandpeculiarities,thatmy
empireoverhimwasestablishedonabasistoofirmtobeshaken,
whilstmypowerandunboundedinfluenceconvincedmyenemies,
that,solongasthepresentmonarchsatuponthethroneofFrance,
theirattemptsatdiminishingmycreditandinfluencewouldonly
recoiluponthemselves。
LouisXVgenerallysuppedinmyapartments
everyevening,unlessindeed,bywayofchange,Iwenttosupwith
him。
Ourguestswereofcourseofthefirstorder,butyetnot
ofthemostexemplarymorals。
Thesepersonshadtact,andsaw
that,topleasetheking,theymustnotsurpasshim;sothat,if
bychanceheshouldreflectonhimself,hewouldappearto
advantageamongstthem。
Poorcourtiers!
Itwaslabourinvain。
Thekingwasintoomuchfearofknowinghimselftounderstand
thatstudy:heknewthepenetrationandseverityofhisown
judgment,andonnoaccountwouldheexerciseitathisownexpense。
TheducdeDuras,althoughamanoflittlewit,wasyetgayand
alwayslively。
Heamusedme;Ilikedhisbuoyantdisposition,
andforgavehimalthoughhehadrangedhimselfwiththeprotesting
peers。
Infact,Icouldnotbeangrywithhim。
Thefollyof
oppositionhadonlyseizedonhimbecauseitwasepidemic。
The
deardukehadfoundhimselfwithwolves,andhadbeguntohowl
withthem。
Iamsurethathewasastonishedathimselfwhenhe
rememberedthesignaturewhichhehadgiven,andthelovehehad
testifiedfortheoldparliament,forwhich,infact,hecaredno
morethanJeandeVert。
Godknowshowhecompensatedforthis
littlefollyatthechateau。
Itwasbyredoublinghisassiduities
totheking,andbyincessantattentionstome。
Ingeneral,those
whowishedtothriveatcourtonlysoughthowtomaketheir
courageremembered;M。deDuraswasonlyemployedinmaking
hisforgotten。
TheprincedeTerigny,thecomted’Escars,theducdeFleury,
werenottheleastamusing。
Theykeptupalivelystrainof
conversation,andthekinglaughedoutrageously。
Butthevilest
ofthepartywastheducdeFronsac。
Yegods!
whatawretch!
Tospeakillofhimisnosin。
Amangledlikenessofhisfather,
hehadallhisfaultswithnotoneofhismerits。
Hewasperpetually
changinghismistresses,butitcannotbesaidwhetheritwas
inconstancyonhispart,ordisgustontheirs,butthelatter
appearstomemostprobable。
Thoughyoung,hewasdevouredby
goutorsomeotherinfirmity,butitwascalledgoutoutof
deferencetothehouseofRichelieu。
Theytalkedoftheduchess
de——,whosehusbandwassaidtohavepoisonedher。
ThesaintsofVersailles——theducdelaVauguyon,theducd’Estissac,
andM。deDurfort——didlikeothers。
Thesepersonspractised
religioninthefaceoftheworld,andabstainedfromloose
conversationinpresenceoftheirownfamilies;butwiththeking
theylaidasidetheirreligionandreserve,sothatthesehypocrites
hadinthecityallthehonoursofdevotion,andintheroyal
apartmentsalltheadvantagesoflooseconduct。
Asforme,I
wasatVersaillesthesameaseverywhereelse。
Topleasethe
kingIhadonlytobemyself。
Irelied,forthefuture,onmy
uniformityofconduct。
Whatcharmedhimintheevening,would
delightagainthenextday。
Hehadanequilibriumofpleasure,
abalanceofamusementwhichcanhardlybedescribed;itwas
everydaythesamevariety;thesamejourneys,thesame
fetes,
theballs,thetheatres,allcameroundatfixedperiodswiththe
mostmonotonousregularity。
Infact,thepeopleknewexactly
whentolaughandwhentolookgrave。
Therewasinthechateauamostsingularcharacter,thegrand
masteroftheceremoniesofFrance。
Hisgreat-grandfather,his
grandfather,hisfather,whohadfulfilledthesefunctionsfora
century,hadtransmittedtohimtheirunderstandingandtheir
duties。
Allhethoughtofwashowtoregulatethemotionsand
stepsofeverypersonatcourt。
Headoredthedauphinanddauphiness,
becausetheybothdivertedandfatiguedthemselvesaccordingto
therulesinsuchcasesmadeandprovided。
Hewasalwayspreaching
tomeandquotedagainstmetheprecedentsofDianedePoitiers,
orGabrielled’Estrees。
Onedayhetoldmethatallthemisfortunes
ofMademoiselledelaValliereoccurredinconsequenceofher
neglectofetiquette。
Hewouldhavehadallmatterspassatcourt
duringtheoldageofLouisXVasattheperiodofthechildhood
ofLouisXIV,andwouldfainhavehadtheadministrationofthe
,thathemighthavearrangedallwithdueceremonies。
Sincethiswordhasescapedmypen,Iwilltell
yousomethingofit。
Doyouknow,myfriend,thatbutlittleis
knownofthisplace,ofwhichsomuchhasbeensaid。
Icantell
you,betterthananyotherperson,whatitreallywas,forI,like
themarquisedePompadour,tookuponmyselfthesuperintendence
ofit,andbusiedmyselfwithwhattheydidthere。
Itwas,,theblackspotinthereignofLouisXV,andwillcostme
muchpaintodescribe。
ThevicesofLouisXVweretheresultofbadeducation。
Whenan
infant,theygavehimforgovernorthevainest,mostcoxcombical,
stupidestofmen——theducdeVilleroi,whohadsowellservedthe
king,*
*Thecountessalludestothewritten,afterhis
famousdefeat,“。“
Ed。i。e。,author
Neverhadcourtiersomuchcourtiershipashe。
Hesawthe