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  volumeonthemantel-piece,andthemarechale,glancinghereye
  uponthebookIhadjustputdown,smilinglybeggedmypardon
  for
  disturbingmygravestudies,andtakingitinherhand,exclaimed,
  “Ah!
  Iseeyouhavebeenperusing’’;I
  havejustbeenhavingmorethananhour’sconversationrespecting
  itsauthor。“
  “Whatwereyousayingofhim?“
  askedI。
  “Why,mydear,Ihappenedtobeatthehouseofmadamede
  Luxembourg,whereImetwiththecomtesse
  deBoufflers。“
  “Yes,Iremember,“saidI,“theformeroftheseladieswasthe
  particularfriendofJeanJacquesRousseau。“
  “Andthesecondalso,“answeredshe;“andIcanpromiseyou,that
  neithertheoneortheotherspoketoowellofhim。“
  “Isitpossible?“
  exclaimedI,withawarmthIcould
  notrepress。
  “Theduchess,“resumedmadamedeMirepoix,“saysheisanill-bred
  andungratefulman,andthecountessinsistsuponitheisa
  downrightpedant。“
  ’Shameful,indeed,“criedI;“butcanyou,mydearfriend,
  accountfortheill-naturewithwhichtheseladiesspeakof
  poorRousseau?“
  “Oh!
  Yes,“repliedthemarechale,“theirmotivesare
  easilyexplained,andIwilltellyoualittlesecret,for
  thetruthofwhichIcanvouch。
  MadamedeLuxembourghadat
  onetimeconceivedthemostlivelypassionforJeanJacques。“
  “Indeed!“
  criedI;“andhe——“
  “Didnotreturnit。
  AsformadamedeBouffiers,thecasewas
  exactlyreversed;andRousseauhasexcitedherresentmentby
  daringlongtonurseahopelessflame,ofwhichshewasthe
  object:thispresumptiononthepartofthepoetourdignified
  countesscouldneverpardon。
  However,Ientreatofyounotto
  repeatthis;remember,Itellyouinstrictestsecrecy。“
  “Oh,beassuredofmydiscretion,“saidI;“Ipromiseyounotto
  publishyoursecret“which,bytheway,Iwasverycertainwas
  notcommunicatedforthefirsttimewhentoldtome。
  Thisconfidenceonthepartofthemarechalehad,insome
  unaccountable
  manner,onlyincreasedtheardentdesireIfelt
  toseetheauthor
  ofthe““;andIobserved
  tomadamedeMirepoix,thatIhadagreatcuriositytobe
  introducedtoRousseau。
  “Ifear,“saidshe,“youwillneverbeabletopersuadehimto
  visitatthechateau。“
  “HowthencanIaccomplishmydesireofseeingthiscelebratedman?“
  “Byonesimplemethod;ifhewillnotcometoyou,youmustgo
  tohim。
  Iwouldwillinglyaccompanyyou,butheknowsme,and
  mypresencewouldspoilall。
  Thebestthingyoucandoisto
  dressyourselfquiteplainly,asaladyfromthecountry,taking
  withyouoneofyourfemaleattendants。
  Youmaytakeasa
  pretextforyourvisitsomemusicyouwouldwishtohavecopied。
  BesuretotreatM。deRousseauasamerecopyist,andappear
  nevertohaveheardofhissuperiormerit:dothis,andyouwill
  receivethebestpossiblereception。“
  Igreatlyapprovedofthemarechale’sadvice,whichIassured
  herIwoulddelaynolongerthantillthefollowingdaytoput
  intopractice;and,aftersomefurtherconversationupon
  Rousseau,weparted。
  EarlythenextdayIsetoutforParisaccompaniedbyHenriette;
  there,inpursuanceofthesuggestionofmadamedeMirepoix,I
  dressedmyselfasapersonrecentlyarrivedfromthecountry,and
  Henriette,whowastoaccompanyme,disguisedherselfasavillager。
  Iassureyou,ourpersonalattractionslostnothingbythechange
  ofourattire。
  FromtheruedelaJussiennetotheruePlatriere
  isonlyafewsteps;nevertheless,inthefearofbeingrecognised,
  Itookahiredcarriage。
  Havingreachedourplaceofdestination,
  weentered,byashabbydoor,thehabitationofJeanJacquesRousseau:
  hisapartmentswereonthefifthfloor。
  Icanscarcelydescribe
  toyou,myfriend,theemotionsIexperiencedasIdrewnearer
  andnearertotheauthorof“Heloise。“
  Ateachflightofstairs
  Iwascompelledtopausetocollectmyideas,andmypoorheart
  beatasthoughIhadbeenkeepinganassignation。
  Atlength,
  however,wereachedthefifthstory;thereafterhavingresteda
  fewminutestorecovermyself,Iwasabouttoknockatadoor
  whichwasoppositetome,when,asIapproached,Iheardasweet
  buttremulousvoicesingingamelancholyair,whichIhavenever
  sinceheardanywhere;thesamevoicerepeatedtheromanceto
  whichIwaslisteningseveraltimes。
  Whenithadentirelyceased
  Iprofitedbythesilencetotapwithmyknucklesagainstthedoor,
  butsofeeblewasthesignal,thatevenHenriette,whowasclose
  behindme,couldnothearit。
  ShebeggedIwouldpermitherto
  ringabellwhichhungnearus;and,havingdoneso,astepwas
  heardapproachingthedoor,and,inaminuteortwo,itwas
  openedbyamanofaboutsixtyyearsofage,who,seeingtwo
  females,tookoffhiscapwithasortofclumsygallantry,at
  whichIaffectedtobemuchflattered。
  “Pray,sir,“saidI,endeavouringtorepressmyemotion,“doesa
  personnamedRousseau,acopierofmusic,livehere?“
  “Yes,madam;Iamhe。
  Whatisyourpleasure?“
  “Ihavebeentold,sir,thatyouareparticularlyskilfulin
  copyingmusiccheaply;Ishouldbegladifyouwouldundertake
  tocopytheseairsIhavebroughtwithme。“
  “Havethegoodnesstowalkin,madam。“
  Wecrossedasmallobscurecloset,whichservedasaspeciesof
  antechamber,andenteredthesitting-roomofM。deRousseau,
  whoseatedmeinanarm-chair,andmotioningtoHenriettetosit
  down,oncemoreinquiredmywishesrespectingthemusic。
  “Sir,“saidI,“asIliveinthecountry,andbutveryrarely
  visitParis,Ishouldbeobligedtoyoutogetitdoneasearly
  aspossible。“
  “Willingly,madam;Ihavenotmuchuponmyhandsjustnow。“
  IthengavetoJeanJacquesRousseautherollofmusicIhad
  brought。
  HebeggedIwouldcontinueseated,requestedpermission
  tokeeponhiscap,andwenttoalittletabletoexaminethe
  musicIhadbrought。
  UponmyfirstentranceIhadperceivedacloseandconfinedsmell
  inthesemiserableapartments,but,bydegrees,Ibecameaccustomed
  toit,andbegantoexaminethechamberinwhichIsatwithas
  strictascrutinyasthoughIhadintendedmakinganinventory
  ofitscontents。
  Threeoldelbow-chairs,somericketystools,a
  writing-table,onwhichweretwoorthreevolumesofmusic,some
  driedplantslaidonwhite-brownpaper;besidethetablestoodan
  oldspinet,and,closetothelatterarticleoffurniture,sata
  fatandwell-lookingcat。
  Overthechimneyhunganoldsilver
  watch;thewallsoftheroomwereadornedwithabouthalfa
  dozenviewsofSwitzerlandandsomeinferiorengravings,two
  only,whichoccupiedthemosthonourablesituations,struckme;
  onerepresentedFrederickII,andunderthepicturewerewritten
  somelineswhichIcannotnowrecollectbyRousseauhimself;
  theotherengraving,whichhungopposite,wasthelikenessofa
  verytall,thin,oldman,whosedresswasnearlyconcealedbythe
  dirtwhichhadbeenallowedtoaccumulateuponit;Icouldonly
  distinguishthatitwasornamentedwithabroadriband。
  WhenI
  hadsufficientlysurveyedthischamber,thesimplicityofwhich,
  socloselyborderingonwantandmisery,painedmetotheheart,
  Idirectedmyattentiontotheextraordinarymanwhowasthe
  occasionofmyvisit。
  Hewasofmiddleheight,slightlybentby
  age,withalargeandexpansivechest;hisfeatureswerecommon
  intheircast,butpossessedofthemostperfectregularity。
  His
  eyes,whichhefromtimetotimeraisedfromthemusichewas
  considering,wereroundandsparklingbutsmall,andtheheavy
  browswhichhungoverthem,conveyedanideaofgloomandseverity;
  buthismouth,whichwascertainlythemostbeautifulandfascinating
  initsexpressionIeversaw,soonremovedthisunfavourable
  impression。
  Altogethertherebelongedtohiscountenancea
  smileofmixedsweetnessandsadness,whichbestowedonitan
  indescribablecharm。
  Tocompletemydescription,Imustnotforgettoaddhisdress,
  whichconsistedofadirtycottoncap,towhichwerefixedstrings
  ofaribandthathadoncebeenscarlet;apelissewitharm-holes,
  aflannelwaistcoat,snuff-colouredbreeches,graystockings,and
  shoesslippeddownattheheel,afterthefashionofslippers。
  Suchwastheportrait,andsuchtheabodeofthemanwhobelieved
  himselftobeoneofthepotentatesoftheearthandwho,infact,
  hadonceownedhislittlecourtandtrainofcourtiers;for,in
  thecenturyinwhichhelived,talenthadbecomeasarbitraryas
  sovereignpower——thankstothestupidityofsomeofourgrandees
  andthecapriceofFrederickofPrussia。
  Meanwhilemyhost,undisturbedbymyreflections,hadquietly
  goneoverhispacketofmusic。
  Hefoundamongstitanairfrom“
  ,“whichIhadpurposelyplacedthere;he
  halfturnedtowardsmeandlookingsteadfastlyatme,asifhe
  wouldforcethetruthfrommylips。
  “Madam,“saidhe,“doyouknowtheauthorofthislittlecomposition?“
  “Yes,“repliedI,withanairofasgreatsimplicityasIcould
  assume,“itiswrittenbyapersonofthesamenameasyourself,
  whowritesbooksandcomposesoperas。
  Isheanyrelationtoyou?“
  MyanswerandquestiondisarmedthesuspicionsofJeanJacques,
  whowasabouttoreply,butstoppedhimself,asifafraidof
  utteringafalsehood,andcontentedhimselfwithsmilingand
  castingdownhiseyes。
  Takingcouragefromhissilence,Iventured
  toadd,——“TheM。deRousseauwhocomposedthisprettyairhas
  writtenmuchbeautifulmusicandmanyverycleverworks。
  ShouldI
  everknowthehappinessofbecomingamotherIshallowetohim
  thepropercareandeducationofmychild。“
  Rousseaumadeno
  reply,butheturnedhiseyestowardsme,andatthismomentthe
  expressionofhiscountenancewasperfectlycelestial,andIcould
  readilyimaginehoweasilyhemighthaveinspiredawarmersentiment
  thanthatofadmiration。
  Whilstwewereconversinginthismanner,afemale,betweenthe
  ageoffortyandfifty,enteredtheroom。
  Shesalutedmewith
  greataffectationofpoliteness,andthen,withoutspeakingto
  Rousseau,wentandseatedherselffamiliarlyuponachaironthe
  othersideofthetable:thiswasTherese,asortoffactotum,
  whoservedthemasteroftheseapartmentsbothasservantand
  mistress。
  Icouldnothelpregardingthiswomanwithafeeling
  ofdisgust;shehadahorriblecough,whichshetolduswasmore
  thanusuallytroublesomeonthatday。
  Ihadheardofheravarice;
  thereforetopreventtheappearanceofhavingcalleduponan
  unprofitableerrand,IinquiredofJeanJacquesRousseauhow
  muchthemusicwouldcost。
  “Sixsousapage,madam,“repliedhe,“istheusualprice。“
  “ShallI,sir,“askedI,“leaveyouanycashinhandforthe
  purchaseofwhatpaperyouwillrequire?“
  “No,Ithankyou,madam,“repliedRousseau,smiling;“thank
  God!