volumeonthemantel-piece,andthemarechale,glancinghereye
uponthebookIhadjustputdown,smilinglybeggedmypardon
for
disturbingmygravestudies,andtakingitinherhand,exclaimed,
“Ah!
Iseeyouhavebeenperusing’’;I
havejustbeenhavingmorethananhour’sconversationrespecting
itsauthor。“
“Whatwereyousayingofhim?“
askedI。
“Why,mydear,Ihappenedtobeatthehouseofmadamede
Luxembourg,whereImetwiththecomtesse
deBoufflers。“
“Yes,Iremember,“saidI,“theformeroftheseladieswasthe
particularfriendofJeanJacquesRousseau。“
“Andthesecondalso,“answeredshe;“andIcanpromiseyou,that
neithertheoneortheotherspoketoowellofhim。“
“Isitpossible?“
exclaimedI,withawarmthIcould
notrepress。
“Theduchess,“resumedmadamedeMirepoix,“saysheisanill-bred
andungratefulman,andthecountessinsistsuponitheisa
downrightpedant。“
’Shameful,indeed,“criedI;“butcanyou,mydearfriend,
accountfortheill-naturewithwhichtheseladiesspeakof
poorRousseau?“
“Oh!
Yes,“repliedthemarechale,“theirmotivesare
easilyexplained,andIwilltellyoualittlesecret,for
thetruthofwhichIcanvouch。
MadamedeLuxembourghadat
onetimeconceivedthemostlivelypassionforJeanJacques。“
“Indeed!“
criedI;“andhe——“
“Didnotreturnit。
AsformadamedeBouffiers,thecasewas
exactlyreversed;andRousseauhasexcitedherresentmentby
daringlongtonurseahopelessflame,ofwhichshewasthe
object:thispresumptiononthepartofthepoetourdignified
countesscouldneverpardon。
However,Ientreatofyounotto
repeatthis;remember,Itellyouinstrictestsecrecy。“
“Oh,beassuredofmydiscretion,“saidI;“Ipromiseyounotto
publishyoursecret“which,bytheway,Iwasverycertainwas
notcommunicatedforthefirsttimewhentoldtome。
Thisconfidenceonthepartofthemarechalehad,insome
unaccountable
manner,onlyincreasedtheardentdesireIfelt
toseetheauthor
ofthe““;andIobserved
tomadamedeMirepoix,thatIhadagreatcuriositytobe
introducedtoRousseau。
“Ifear,“saidshe,“youwillneverbeabletopersuadehimto
visitatthechateau。“
“HowthencanIaccomplishmydesireofseeingthiscelebratedman?“
“Byonesimplemethod;ifhewillnotcometoyou,youmustgo
tohim。
Iwouldwillinglyaccompanyyou,butheknowsme,and
mypresencewouldspoilall。
Thebestthingyoucandoisto
dressyourselfquiteplainly,asaladyfromthecountry,taking
withyouoneofyourfemaleattendants。
Youmaytakeasa
pretextforyourvisitsomemusicyouwouldwishtohavecopied。
BesuretotreatM。deRousseauasamerecopyist,andappear
nevertohaveheardofhissuperiormerit:dothis,andyouwill
receivethebestpossiblereception。“
Igreatlyapprovedofthemarechale’sadvice,whichIassured
herIwoulddelaynolongerthantillthefollowingdaytoput
intopractice;and,aftersomefurtherconversationupon
Rousseau,weparted。
EarlythenextdayIsetoutforParisaccompaniedbyHenriette;
there,inpursuanceofthesuggestionofmadamedeMirepoix,I
dressedmyselfasapersonrecentlyarrivedfromthecountry,and
Henriette,whowastoaccompanyme,disguisedherselfasavillager。
Iassureyou,ourpersonalattractionslostnothingbythechange
ofourattire。
FromtheruedelaJussiennetotheruePlatriere
isonlyafewsteps;nevertheless,inthefearofbeingrecognised,
Itookahiredcarriage。
Havingreachedourplaceofdestination,
weentered,byashabbydoor,thehabitationofJeanJacquesRousseau:
hisapartmentswereonthefifthfloor。
Icanscarcelydescribe
toyou,myfriend,theemotionsIexperiencedasIdrewnearer
andnearertotheauthorof“Heloise。“
Ateachflightofstairs
Iwascompelledtopausetocollectmyideas,andmypoorheart
beatasthoughIhadbeenkeepinganassignation。
Atlength,
however,wereachedthefifthstory;thereafterhavingresteda
fewminutestorecovermyself,Iwasabouttoknockatadoor
whichwasoppositetome,when,asIapproached,Iheardasweet
buttremulousvoicesingingamelancholyair,whichIhavenever
sinceheardanywhere;thesamevoicerepeatedtheromanceto
whichIwaslisteningseveraltimes。
Whenithadentirelyceased
Iprofitedbythesilencetotapwithmyknucklesagainstthedoor,
butsofeeblewasthesignal,thatevenHenriette,whowasclose
behindme,couldnothearit。
ShebeggedIwouldpermitherto
ringabellwhichhungnearus;and,havingdoneso,astepwas
heardapproachingthedoor,and,inaminuteortwo,itwas
openedbyamanofaboutsixtyyearsofage,who,seeingtwo
females,tookoffhiscapwithasortofclumsygallantry,at
whichIaffectedtobemuchflattered。
“Pray,sir,“saidI,endeavouringtorepressmyemotion,“doesa
personnamedRousseau,acopierofmusic,livehere?“
“Yes,madam;Iamhe。
Whatisyourpleasure?“
“Ihavebeentold,sir,thatyouareparticularlyskilfulin
copyingmusiccheaply;Ishouldbegladifyouwouldundertake
tocopytheseairsIhavebroughtwithme。“
“Havethegoodnesstowalkin,madam。“
Wecrossedasmallobscurecloset,whichservedasaspeciesof
antechamber,andenteredthesitting-roomofM。deRousseau,
whoseatedmeinanarm-chair,andmotioningtoHenriettetosit
down,oncemoreinquiredmywishesrespectingthemusic。
“Sir,“saidI,“asIliveinthecountry,andbutveryrarely
visitParis,Ishouldbeobligedtoyoutogetitdoneasearly
aspossible。“
“Willingly,madam;Ihavenotmuchuponmyhandsjustnow。“
IthengavetoJeanJacquesRousseautherollofmusicIhad
brought。
HebeggedIwouldcontinueseated,requestedpermission
tokeeponhiscap,andwenttoalittletabletoexaminethe
musicIhadbrought。
UponmyfirstentranceIhadperceivedacloseandconfinedsmell
inthesemiserableapartments,but,bydegrees,Ibecameaccustomed
toit,andbegantoexaminethechamberinwhichIsatwithas
strictascrutinyasthoughIhadintendedmakinganinventory
ofitscontents。
Threeoldelbow-chairs,somericketystools,a
writing-table,onwhichweretwoorthreevolumesofmusic,some
driedplantslaidonwhite-brownpaper;besidethetablestoodan
oldspinet,and,closetothelatterarticleoffurniture,sata
fatandwell-lookingcat。
Overthechimneyhunganoldsilver
watch;thewallsoftheroomwereadornedwithabouthalfa
dozenviewsofSwitzerlandandsomeinferiorengravings,two
only,whichoccupiedthemosthonourablesituations,struckme;
onerepresentedFrederickII,andunderthepicturewerewritten
somelineswhichIcannotnowrecollectbyRousseauhimself;
theotherengraving,whichhungopposite,wasthelikenessofa
verytall,thin,oldman,whosedresswasnearlyconcealedbythe
dirtwhichhadbeenallowedtoaccumulateuponit;Icouldonly
distinguishthatitwasornamentedwithabroadriband。
WhenI
hadsufficientlysurveyedthischamber,thesimplicityofwhich,
socloselyborderingonwantandmisery,painedmetotheheart,
Idirectedmyattentiontotheextraordinarymanwhowasthe
occasionofmyvisit。
Hewasofmiddleheight,slightlybentby
age,withalargeandexpansivechest;hisfeatureswerecommon
intheircast,butpossessedofthemostperfectregularity。
His
eyes,whichhefromtimetotimeraisedfromthemusichewas
considering,wereroundandsparklingbutsmall,andtheheavy
browswhichhungoverthem,conveyedanideaofgloomandseverity;
buthismouth,whichwascertainlythemostbeautifulandfascinating
initsexpressionIeversaw,soonremovedthisunfavourable
impression。
Altogethertherebelongedtohiscountenancea
smileofmixedsweetnessandsadness,whichbestowedonitan
indescribablecharm。
Tocompletemydescription,Imustnotforgettoaddhisdress,
whichconsistedofadirtycottoncap,towhichwerefixedstrings
ofaribandthathadoncebeenscarlet;apelissewitharm-holes,
aflannelwaistcoat,snuff-colouredbreeches,graystockings,and
shoesslippeddownattheheel,afterthefashionofslippers。
Suchwastheportrait,andsuchtheabodeofthemanwhobelieved
himselftobeoneofthepotentatesoftheearthandwho,infact,
hadonceownedhislittlecourtandtrainofcourtiers;for,in
thecenturyinwhichhelived,talenthadbecomeasarbitraryas
sovereignpower——thankstothestupidityofsomeofourgrandees
andthecapriceofFrederickofPrussia。
Meanwhilemyhost,undisturbedbymyreflections,hadquietly
goneoverhispacketofmusic。
Hefoundamongstitanairfrom“
,“whichIhadpurposelyplacedthere;he
halfturnedtowardsmeandlookingsteadfastlyatme,asifhe
wouldforcethetruthfrommylips。
“Madam,“saidhe,“doyouknowtheauthorofthislittlecomposition?“
“Yes,“repliedI,withanairofasgreatsimplicityasIcould
assume,“itiswrittenbyapersonofthesamenameasyourself,
whowritesbooksandcomposesoperas。
Isheanyrelationtoyou?“
MyanswerandquestiondisarmedthesuspicionsofJeanJacques,
whowasabouttoreply,butstoppedhimself,asifafraidof
utteringafalsehood,andcontentedhimselfwithsmilingand
castingdownhiseyes。
Takingcouragefromhissilence,Iventured
toadd,——“TheM。deRousseauwhocomposedthisprettyairhas
writtenmuchbeautifulmusicandmanyverycleverworks。
ShouldI
everknowthehappinessofbecomingamotherIshallowetohim
thepropercareandeducationofmychild。“
Rousseaumadeno
reply,butheturnedhiseyestowardsme,andatthismomentthe
expressionofhiscountenancewasperfectlycelestial,andIcould
readilyimaginehoweasilyhemighthaveinspiredawarmersentiment
thanthatofadmiration。
Whilstwewereconversinginthismanner,afemale,betweenthe
ageoffortyandfifty,enteredtheroom。
Shesalutedmewith
greataffectationofpoliteness,andthen,withoutspeakingto
Rousseau,wentandseatedherselffamiliarlyuponachaironthe
othersideofthetable:thiswasTherese,asortoffactotum,
whoservedthemasteroftheseapartmentsbothasservantand
mistress。
Icouldnothelpregardingthiswomanwithafeeling
ofdisgust;shehadahorriblecough,whichshetolduswasmore
thanusuallytroublesomeonthatday。
Ihadheardofheravarice;
thereforetopreventtheappearanceofhavingcalleduponan
unprofitableerrand,IinquiredofJeanJacquesRousseauhow
muchthemusicwouldcost。
“Sixsousapage,madam,“repliedhe,“istheusualprice。“
“ShallI,sir,“askedI,“leaveyouanycashinhandforthe
purchaseofwhatpaperyouwillrequire?“
“No,Ithankyou,madam,“repliedRousseau,smiling;“thank
God!