Kutuzovlookedlongandintentlyatthesetwosoldiers。Hepuckeredhisface,screweduphiseyes,andpensivelyswayedhishead。
AtanotherspothenoticedaRussiansoldierlaughinglypattingaFrenchmanontheshoulder,sayingsomethingtohiminafriendlymanner,andKutuzovwiththesameexpressiononhisfaceagainswayedhishead。
"Whatwereyousaying?"heaskedthegeneral,whocontinuinghisreportdirectedthecommanderinchief’sattentiontosomestandardscapturedfromtheFrenchandstandinginfrontofthePreobrazhenskregiment。
"Ah,thestandards!"saidKutuzov,evidentlydetachinghimselfwithdifficultyfromthethoughtsthatpreoccupiedhim。
Helookedabouthimabsently。Thousandsofeyeswerelookingathimfromallsidesawaitingawordfromhim。
HestoppedinfrontofthePreobrazhenskregiment,sigheddeeply,andclosedhiseyes。Oneofhissuitebeckonedtothesoldierscarryingthestandardstoadvanceandsurroundthecommanderinchiefwiththem。Kutuzovwassilentforafewsecondsandthen,submittingwithevidentreluctancetothedutyimposedbyhisposition,raisedhisheadandbegantospeak。Athrongofofficerssurroundedhim。Helookedattentivelyaroundatthecircleofofficers,recognizingseveralofthem。
"Ithankyouall!"hesaid,addressingthesoldiersandthenagaintheofficers。Inthestillnessaroundhimhisslowlyutteredwordsweredistinctlyheard。"Ithankyouallforyourhardandfaithfulservice。ThevictoryiscompleteandRussiawillnotforgetyou!Honortoyouforever。"
Hepausedandlookedaround。
"Loweritshead,lowerit!"hesaidtoasoldierwhohadaccidentallyloweredtheFrencheaglehewasholdingbeforethePreobrazhenskstandards。"Lower,lower,that’sit。Hurrahlads!"headded,addressingthemenwitharapidmovementofhischin。
"Hur—r—rah!"roaredthousandsofvoices。
WhilethesoldierswereshoutingKutuzovleanedforwardinhissaddleandbowedhishead,andhiseyelitupwithamildandapparentlyironicgleam。
"Yousee,brothers……"saidhewhentheshoutshadceased……andallatoncehisvoiceandtheexpressionofhisfacechanged。Itwasnolongerthecommanderinchiefspeakingbutanordinaryoldmanwhowantedtotellhiscomradessomethingveryimportant。
Therewasastiramongthethrongofofficersandintheranksofthesoldiers,whomovedthattheymighthearbetterwhathewasgoingtosay。
"Yousee,brothers,Iknowit’shardforyou,butitcan’tbehelped!Bearup;itwon’tbeforlongnow!We’llseeourvisitorsoffandthenwe’llrest。TheTsarwon’tforgetyourservice。Itishardforyou,butstillyouareathomewhilethey—youseewhattheyhavecometo,"saidhe,pointingtotheprisoners。"Worseoffthanourpoorestbeggars。Whiletheywerestrongwedidn’tspareourselves,butnowwemayevenpitythem。Theyarehumanbeingstoo。
Isn’titso,lads?"
Helookedaround,andinthedirect,respectful,wonderinggazefixeduponhimhereadsympathywithwhathehadsaid。Hisfacegrewbrighterandbrighterwithanoldman’smildsmile,whichdrewthecornersofhislipsandeyesintoaclusterofwrinkles。Heceasedspeakingandbowedhisheadasifinperplexity。
"Butafterallwhoaskedthemhere?Servesthemright,thebloodybastards!"hecried,suddenlyliftinghishead。
Andflourishinghiswhipherodeoffatagallopforthefirsttimeduringthewholecampaign,andleftthebrokenranksofthesoldierslaughingjoyfullyandshouting"Hurrah!"
Kutuzov’swordswerehardlyunderstoodbythetroops。Noonecouldhaverepeatedthefieldmarshal’saddress,begunsolemnlyandthenchangingintoanoldman’ssimpleheartedtalk;buttheheartysincerityofthatspeech,thefeelingofmajestictriumphcombinedwithpityforthefoeandconsciousnessofthejusticeofourcause,exactlyexpressedbythatoldman’sgood—naturedexpletives,wasnotmerelyunderstoodbutlayinthesoulofeverysoldierandfoundexpressionintheirjoyousandlong—sustainedshouts。AfterwardswhenoneofthegeneralsaddressedKutuzovaskingwhetherhewishedhiscalechetobesentfor,Kutuzovinansweringunexpectedlygaveasob,beingevidentlygreatlymoved。
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Whenthetroopsreachedtheirnight’shaltingplaceontheeighthofNovember,thelastdayoftheKrasnoebattles,itwasalreadygrowingdusk。Alldayithadbeencalmandfrostywithoccasionallightlyfallingsnowandtowardeveningitbegantoclear。Throughthefallingsnowapurple—blackandstarryskyshoweditselfandthefrostgrewkeener。
AninfantryregimentwhichhadleftTarutinothreethousandstrongbutnownumberedonlyninehundredwasoneofthefirsttoarrivethatnightatitshaltingplace—avillageonthehighroad。ThequartermasterswhomettheregimentannouncedthatallthehutswerefullofsickanddeadFrenchmen,cavalrymen,andmembersofthestaff。
Therewasonlyonehutavailablefortheregimentalcommander。
Thecommanderrodeuptohishut。Theregimentpassedthroughthevillageandstackeditsarmsinfrontofthelasthuts。
Likesomehugemany—limbedanimal,theregimentbegantoprepareitslairanditsfood。Onepartofitdispersedandwadedknee—deepthroughthesnowintoabirchforesttotherightofthevillage,andimmediatelythesoundofaxesandswords,thecrashingofbranches,andmerryvoicescouldbeheardfromthere。Anothersectionamidtheregimentalwagonsandhorseswhichwerestandinginagroupwasbusygettingoutcaldronsandryebiscuit,andfeedingthehorses。Athirdsectionscatteredthroughthevillagearrangingquartersforthestaffofficers,carryingouttheFrenchcorpsesthatwereinthehuts,anddraggingawayboards,drywood,andthatchfromtheroofs,forthecampfires,orwattlefencestoserveforshelter。
Somefifteenmenwithmerryshoutswereshakingdownthehighwattlewallofashed,theroofofwhichhadalreadybeenremoved。
"Nowthen,alltogether—shove!"criedthevoices,andthehugesurfaceofthewall,sprinkledwithsnowandcreakingwithfrost,wasseenswayinginthegloomofthenight。Thelowerstakescrackedmoreandmoreandatlastthewallfell,andwithitthemenwhohadbeenpushingit。Loud,coarselaughterandjoyousshoutsensued。
"Nowthen,catchholdintwos!Handupthelever!That’sit……Whereareyoushovingto?"
"Now,alltogether!Butwaitamoment,boys……Withasong!"
Allstoodsilent,andasoft,pleasantvelvetyvoicebegantosing。Attheendofthethirdverseasthelastnotediedaway,twentyvoicesroaredoutatonce:"Oo—oo—oo—oo!That’sit。Alltogether!
Heaveaway,boys!……"butdespitetheirunitedeffortsthewattlehardlymoved,andinthesilencethatfollowedtheheavybreathingofthemenwasaudible。
"Here,youoftheSixthCompany!Devilsthatyouare!Lendahand……
willyou?Youmaywantusoneofthesedays。"
SometwentymenoftheSixthCompanywhowereontheirwayintothevillagejoinedthehaulers,andthewattlewall,whichwasaboutthirty—fivefeetlongansevenfeethigh,movedforwardalongthevillagestreet,swaying,pressinguponandcuttingtheshouldersofthegaspingmen。
"Getalong……Falling?Whatareyoustoppingfor?Therenow……"
Merrysenselesswordsofabuseflowedfreely。
"Whatareyouupto?"suddenlycametheauthoritativevoiceofasergeantmajorwhocameuponthemenwhowerehaulingtheirburden。
"Therearegentryhere;thegeneralhimselfisinthathut,andyoufoul—moutheddevils,youbrutes,I’llgiveittoyou!"shoutedhe,hittingthefirstmanwhocameinhiswayaswingingblowontheback。
"Can’tyoumakelessnoise?"
Themenbecamesilent。Thesoldierwhohadbeenstruckgroanedandwipedhisface,whichhadbeenscratchedtillitbledbyhisfallingagainstthewattle。
"There,howthatdevilhitsout!He’smademyfaceallbloody,"saidheinafrightenedwhisperwhenthesergeantmajorhadpassedon。
"Don’tyoulikeit?"saidalaughingvoice,andmoderatingtheirtonesthemenmovedforward。
Whentheywereoutofthevillagetheybegantalkingagainasloudasbefore,interlardingtheirtalkwiththesameaimlessexpletives。
Inthehutwhichthemenhadpassed,thechiefofficershadgatheredandwereinanimatedtalkovertheirteaabouttheeventsofthedayandthemaneuverssuggestedfortomorrow。Itwasproposedtomakeaflankmarchtotheleft,cutofftheVice—KingMuratandcapturehim。
Bythetimethesoldiershaddraggedthewattlefencetoitsplacethecampfireswereblazingonallsidesreadyforcooking,thewoodcrackled,thesnowwasmelting,andblackshadowsofsoldiersflittedtoandfroallovertheoccupiedspacewherethesnowhadbeentroddendown。
Axesandchopperswerepliedallaround。Everythingwasdonewithoutanyordersbeinggiven。Storesofwoodwerebroughtforthenight,shelterswereriggedupfortheofficers,caldronswerebeingboiled,andmusketsandaccoutermentsputinorder。
ThewattlewallthemenhadbroughtwassetupinasemicirclebytheEighthCompanyasashelterfromthenorth,proppedupbymusketrests,andacampfirewasbuiltbeforeit。Theybeatthetattoo,calledtheroll,hadsupper,andsettleddownroundthefiresforthenight—somerepairingtheirfootgear,somesmokingpipes,andsomestrippingthemselvesnakedtosteamtheliceoutoftheirshirts。
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OnewouldhavethoughtthatunderthealmostincrediblywretchedconditionstheRussiansoldierswereinatthattime—lackingwarmbootsandsheepskincoats,withoutaroofovertheirheads,inthesnowwitheighteendegreesoffrost,andwithoutevenfullrationsthecommissariatdidnotalwayskeepupwiththetroops—theywouldhavepresentedaverysadanddepressingspectacle。
Onthecontrary,thearmyhadneverunderthebestmaterialconditionspresentedamorecheerfulandanimatedaspect。Thiswasbecauseallwhobegantogrowdepressedorwholoststrengthweresiftedoutofthearmydaybyday。Allthephysicallyormorallyweakhadlongsincebeenleftbehindandonlytheflowerofthearmy—physicallyandmentally—remained。
MoremencollectedbehindthewattlefenceoftheEighthCompanythananywhereelse。Twosergeantsmajorweresittingwiththemandtheircampfireblazedbrighterthanothers。Forleavetositbytheirwattletheydemandedcontributionsoffuel。
"Eh,Makeev!Whathasbecomeofyou,yousonofabitch?Areyoulostorhavethewolveseatenyou?Fetchsomemorewood!"shoutedared—hairedandred—facedman,screwinguphiseyesandblinkingbecauseofthesmokebutnotmovingbackfromthefire。"Andyou,Jackdaw,goandfetchsomewood!"saidhetoanothersoldier。
Thisred—hairedmanwasneitherasergeantnoracorporal,butbeingrobustheorderedaboutthoseweakerthanhimself。Thesoldiertheycalled"Jackdaw,"athinlittlefellowwithasharpnose,roseobedientlyandwasabouttogobutatthatinstanttherecameintothelightofthefiretheslender,handsomefigureofayoungsoldiercarryingaloadofwood。
"Bringithere—that’sfine!"
Theysplitupthewood,presseditdownonthefire,blewatitwiththeirmouths,andfanneditwiththeskirtsoftheirgreatcoats,makingtheflameshissandcrackle。Themendrewnearerandlittheirpipes。Thehandsomeyoungsoldierwhohadbroughtthewood,settinghisarmsakimbo,beganstampinghiscoldfeetrapidlyanddeftlyonthespotwherehestood。
"Mother!Thedewiscoldbutclear……It’swellthatI’mamusketeer……"hesang,pretendingtohiccoughaftereachsyllable。
"Lookout,yoursoleswillflyoff!"shoutedthered—hairedman,noticingthatthesoleofthedancer’sbootwashangingloose。"Whatafellowyouarefordancing!"
Thedancerstopped,pulledofftheloosepieceofleather,andthrewitonthefire。
"Rightenough,friend,"saidhe,and,havingsatdown,tookoutofhisknapsackascrapofblueFrenchcloth,andwrappeditroundhisfoot。"It’sthesteamthatspoilsthem,"headded,stretchingouthisfeettowardthefire。
"They’llsoonbeissuingusnewones。Theysaythatwhenwe’vefinishedhammeringthem,we’retoreceivedoublekits!"
"AndthatsonofabitchPetrovhaslaggedbehindafterall,itseems,"saidonesergeantmajor。
"I’vehadaneyeonhimthislongwhile,"saidtheother。
"Well,he’sapoorsortofsoldier……"
"ButintheThirdCompanytheysayninemenweremissingyesterday。"
"Yes,it’sallverywell,butwhenaman’sfeetarefrozenhowcanhewalk?"
"Eh?Don’ttalknonsense!"saidasergeantmajor。
"Doyouwanttobedoingthesame?"saidanoldsoldier,turningreproachfullytothemanwhohadspokenoffrozenfeet。
"Well,youknow,"saidthesharp—nosedmantheycalledJackdawinasqueakyandunsteadyvoice,raisinghimselfattheothersideofthefire,"aplumpmangetsthin,butforathinoneit’sdeath。Takeme,now!I’vegotnostrengthleft,"headded,withsuddenresolutionturningtothesergeantmajor。"Tellthemtosendmetohospital;I’machingallover;anywayIshan’tbeabletokeepup。"
"That’lldo,that’lldo!"repliedthesergeantmajorquietly。
Thesoldiersaidnomoreandthetalkwenton。
"WhatalotofthoseFrenchiesweretakentoday,andthefactisthatnotoneofthemhadwhatyoumightcallrealbootson,"saidasoldier,startinganewtheme。"Theywerenomorethanmake—believes。"
"TheCossackshavetakentheirboots。Theywereclearingthehutforthecolonelandcarriedthemout。Itwaspitifultoseethem,boys,"
putinthedancer。"Astheyturnedthemoveroneseemedstillaliveand,wouldyoubelieveit,hejabberedsomethingintheirlingo。"
"Butthey’reacleanfolk,lads,"thefirstmanwenton;"hewaswhite—aswhiteasbirchbark—andsomeofthemaresuchfinefellows,youmightthinktheywerenobles。"
"Well,whatdoyouthink?Theymakesoldiersofallclassesthere。"
"Buttheydon’tunderstandourtalkatall,"saidthedancerwithapuzzledsmile。"Iaskedhimwhosesubjecthewas,andhejabberedinhisownway。Aqueerlot!"
"Butit’sstrange,friends,"continuedthemanwhohadwonderedattheirwhiteness,"thepeasantsatMozhayskweresayingthatwhentheybeganburyingthedead—wherethebattlewasyouknow—well,thosedeadhadbeenlyingtherefornearlyamonth,andsaysthepeasant,’theylieaswhiteaspaper,clean,andnotasmuchsmellasapuffofpowdersmoke。’"
"Wasitfromthecold?"askedsomeone。
"You’reacleverfellow!Fromthecoldindeed!Why,itwashot。Ifithadbeenfromthecold,ourswouldnothaverottedeither。’But,’
hesays,’gouptooursandtheyareallrottenandmaggoty。So,’hesays,’wetieourfacesupwithkerchiefsandturnourheadsawayaswedragthemoff:wecanhardlydoit。Buttheirs,’hesays,’arewhiteaspaperandnotsomuchsmellasawhiffofgunpowder。’"
Allweresilent。
"Itmustbefromtheirfood,"saidthesergeantmajor。"Theyusedtogobblethesamefoodasthegentry。"
Noonecontradictedhim。
"ThatpeasantnearMozhayskwherethebattlewassaidthemenwereallcalledupfromtenvillagesaroundandtheycartedfortwentydaysandstilldidn’tfinishcartingthedeadaway。Andasforthewolves,hesays……"
"Thatwasarealbattle,"saidanoldsoldier。"It’stheonlyoneworthremembering;butsincethat……it’sonlybeentormentingfolk。"
"Anddoyouknow,Daddy,thedaybeforeyesterdayweranatthemand,myword,theydidn’tletusgetnearbeforetheyjustthrewdowntheirmusketsandwentontheirknees。’Pardon!’theysay。That’sonlyonecase。TheysayPlatovtook’Poleonhimselftwice。Buthedidn’tknowtherightcharm。Hecatcheshimandcatcheshim—nogood!Heturnsintoabirdinhishandsandfliesaway。Andthere’snowayofkillinghimeither。"
"You’reafirst—classliar,Kiselev,whenIcometolookatyou!"
"Liar,indeed!It’stherealtruth。"
"Ifhefellintomyhands,whenI’dcaughthimI’dburyhiminthegroundwithanaspenstaketofixhimdown。Whatalotofmenhe’sruined!"
"Well,anyhowwe’regoingtoendit。Hewon’tcomehereagain,"
remarkedtheoldsoldier,yawning。
Theconversationflagged,andthesoldiersbegansettlingdowntosleep。
"Lookatthestars。It’swonderfulhowtheyshine!Youwouldthinkthewomenhadspreadouttheirlinen,"saidoneofthemen,gazingwithadmirationattheMilkyWay。
"That’sasignofagoodharvestnextyear。"
"Weshallwantsomemorewood。"
"Youwarmyourbackandyourbellygetsfrozen。That’squeer。"
"OLord!"
"Whatareyoupushingfor?Isthefireonlyforyou?Lookhowhe’ssprawling!"
Inthesilencethatensued,thesnoringofthosewhohadfallenasleepcouldbeheard。Othersturnedoverandwarmedthemselves,nowandagainexchangingafewwords。Fromacampfireahundredpacesoffcameasoundofgeneral,merrylaughter。
"HarkatthemroaringthereintheFifthCompany!"saidoneofthesoldiers,andwhatalotofthemthereare!"
OneofthemengotupandwentovertotheFifthCompany。
"They’rehavingsuchfun,"saidhe,comingback。"TwoFrenchieshaveturnedup。One’squitefrozenandtheother’sanawfulswaggerer。He’ssingingsongs……"
"Oh,I’llgoacrossandhavealook……"
AndseveralofthemenwentovertotheFifthCompany。
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Thefifthcompanywasbivouackingattheveryedgeoftheforest。
Ahugecampfirewasblazingbrightlyinthemidstofthesnow,lightingupthebranchesoftreesheavywithhoarfrost。
Aboutmidnighttheyheardthesoundofstepsinthesnowoftheforest,andthecracklingofdrybranches。
"Abear,lads,"saidoneofthemen。
Theyallraisedtheirheadstolisten,andoutoftheforestintothebrightfirelightsteppedtwostrangelycladhumanfiguresclingingtooneanother。
TheseweretwoFrenchmenwhohadbeenhidingintheforest。Theycameuptothefire,hoarselyutteringsomethinginalanguageoursoldiersdidnotunderstand。Onewastallerthantheother;heworeanofficer’shatandseemedquiteexhausted。Onapproachingthefirehehadbeengoingtositdown,butfell。Theother,ashortsturdysoldierwithashawltiedroundhishead,wasstronger。Heraisedhiscompanionandsaidsomething,pointingtohismouth。ThesoldierssurroundedtheFrenchmen,spreadagreatcoatonthegroundforthesickman,andbroughtsomebuckwheatporridgeandvodkaforbothofthem。
TheexhaustedFrenchofficerwasRamballeandthemanwithhisheadwrappedintheshawlwasMorel,hisorderly。
WhenMorelhaddrunksomevodkaandfinishedhisbowlofporridgehesuddenlybecameunnaturallymerryandchatteredincessantlytothesoldiers,whocouldnotunderstandhim。Ramballerefusedfoodandrestinghisheadonhiselbowlaysilentbesidethecampfire,lookingattheRussiansoldierswithredandvacanteyes。Occasionallyheemittedalong—drawngroanandthenagainbecamesilent。Morel,pointingtohisshoulders,triedtoimpressonthesoldiersthefactthatRamballewasanofficerandoughttobewarmed。ARussianofficerwhohadcomeuptothefiresenttoaskhiscolonelwhetherhewouldnottakeaFrenchofficerintohishuttowarmhim,andwhenthemessengerreturnedandsaidthatthecolonelwishedtheofficertobebroughttohim,Ramballewastoldtogo。Heroseandtriedtowalk,butstaggeredandwouldhavefallenhadnotasoldierstandingbyheldhimup。
"Youwon’tdoitagain,eh?"saidoneofthesoldiers,winkingandturningmockinglytoRamballe。
"Oh,youfool!Whytalkrubbish,loutthatyouare—arealpeasant!"
camerebukesfromallsidesaddressedtothejestingsoldier。
TheysurroundedRamballe,liftedhimonthecrossedarmsoftwosoldiers,andcarriedhimtothehut。Ramballeputhisarmsaroundtheirneckswhiletheycarriedhimandbeganwailingplaintively:
"Oh,youfinefellows,mykind,kindfriends!Thesearemen!Oh,mybrave,kindfriends,"andheleanedhisheadagainsttheshoulderofoneofthemenlikeachild。
MeanwhileMorelwassittinginthebestplacebythefire,surroundedbythesoldiers。
Morel,ashortsturdyFrenchmanwithinflamedandstreamingeyes,waswearingawoman’scloakandhadashawltiedwomanfashionroundhisheadoverhiscap。Hewasevidentlytipsy,andwassingingaFrenchsonginahoarsebrokenvoice,withanarmthrownroundthenearestsoldier。Thesoldierssimplyheldtheirsidesastheywatchedhim。
"Nowthen,nowthen,teachushowitgoes!I’llsoonpickitup。Howisit?"saidtheman—asingerandawag—whomMorelwasembracing。
"ViveHenriQuatre!Viveceroivaliant!"sangMorel,winking。"Cediableaquatre……"*
*"LongliveHenrytheFourth,thatvaliantking!Thatrowdydevil。"
"Vivarika!Vif—seruvaru!Sedyablyaka!"repeatedthesoldier,flourishinghisarmandreallycatchingthetune。
"Bravo!Ha,ha,ha!"rosetheirrough,joyouslaughterfromallsides。
Morel,wrinklinguphisface,laughedtoo。
"Well,goon,goon!"
"Quieutletripletalent,Deboire,debattre,Etd’etreunvertgalant。"*
*WhohadatripletalentFordrinking,forfighting,Andforbeingagallantoldboy……
"Itgoessmoothly,too。Well,now,Zaletaev!"
"Ke……"Zaletaev,broughtoutwitheffort:"ke—e—e—e,"hedrawled,laboriouslypursinghislips,"le—trip—ta—la—de—bu—de—ba,ede—tra—va—ga—la"hesang。
"Fine!JustliketheFrenchie!Oh,hoho!Doyouwantsomemoretoeat?"
"Givehimsomeporridge:ittakesalongtimetogetfilledupafterstarving。"
TheygavehimsomemoreporridgeandMorelwithalaughsettoworkonhisthirdbowl。Alltheyoungsoldierssmiledgailyastheywatchedhim。Theoldermen,whothoughtitundignifiedtoamusethemselveswithsuchnonsense,continuedtolieattheoppositesideofthefire,butonewouldoccasionallyraisehimselfonanelbowandglanceatMorelwithasmile。
"Theyarementoo,"saidoneofthemashewrappedhimselfupinhiscoat。"Evenwormwoodgrowsonitsownroot。"
"OLord,OLord!Howstarryitis!Tremendous!Thatmeansahardfrost……"
Theyallgrewsilent。Thestars,asifknowingthatnoonewaslookingatthem,begantodisportthemselvesinthedarksky:nowflaringup,nowvanishing,nowtrembling,theywerebusywhisperingsomethinggladsomeandmysterioustooneanother。
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TheFrencharmymeltedawayattheuniformrateofamathematicalprogression;andthatcrossingoftheBerezinaaboutwhichsomuchhasbeenwrittenwasonlyoneintermediatestageinitsdestruction,andnotatallthedecisiveepisodeofthecampaign。IfsomuchhasbeenandstilliswrittenabouttheBerezina,ontheFrenchsidethisisonlybecauseatthebrokenbridgeacrossthatriverthecalamitiestheirarmyhadbeenpreviouslyenduringweresuddenlyconcentratedatonemomentintoatragicspectaclethatremainedineverymemory,andontheRussiansidemerelybecauseinPetersburg—farfromtheseatofwar—aplanagainoneofPfuel’shadbeendevisedtocatchNapoleoninastrategictrapattheBerezinaRiver。Everyoneassuredhimselfthatallwouldhappenaccordingtoplan,andthereforeinsistedthatitwasjustthecrossingoftheBerezinathatdestroyedtheFrencharmy。InrealitytheresultsofthecrossingweremuchlessdisastroustotheFrench—ingunsandmenlost—thanKrasnoehadbeen,asthefiguresshow。
ThesoleimportanceofthecrossingoftheBerezinaliesinthefactthatitplainlyandindubitablyprovedthefallacyofalltheplansforcuttingofftheenemy’sretreatandthesoundnessoftheonlypossiblelineofaction—theoneKutuzovandthegeneralmassofthearmydemanded—namely,simplytofollowtheenemyup。TheFrenchcrowdfledatacontinuallyincreasingspeedandallitsenergywasdirectedtoreachingitsgoal。Itfledlikeawoundedanimalanditwasimpossibletoblockitspath。Thiswasshownnotsomuchbythearrangementsitmadeforcrossingasbywhattookplaceatthebridges。Whenthebridgesbrokedown,unarmedsoldiers,peoplefromMoscowandwomenwithchildrenwhowerewiththeFrenchtransport,all—carriedonbyvisinertiae—pressedforwardintoboatsandintotheice—coveredwateranddidnot,surrender。
Thatimpulsewasreasonable。Theconditionoffugitivesandofpursuerswasequallybad。Aslongastheyremainedwiththeirownpeopleeachmighthopeforhelpfromhisfellowsandthedefiniteplaceheheldamongthem。Butthosewhosurrendered,whileremaininginthesamepitifulplight,wouldbeonalowerleveltoclaimashareinthenecessitiesoflife。TheFrenchdidnotneedtobeinformedofthefactthathalftheprisoners—withwhomtheRussiansdidnotknowwhattodo—perishedofcoldandhungerdespitetheircaptors’
desiretosavethem;theyfeltthatitcouldnotbeotherwise。ThemostcompassionateRussiancommanders,thosefavorabletotheFrench—andeventheFrenchmenintheRussianservice—coulddonothingfortheprisoners。TheFrenchperishedfromtheconditionstowhichtheRussianarmywasitselfexposed。ItwasimpossibletotakebreadandclothesfromourhungryandindispensablesoldierstogivetotheFrenchwho,thoughnotharmful,orhated,orguilty,weresimplyunnecessary。SomeRussiansevendidthat,buttheywereexceptions。
CertaindestructionlaybehindtheFrenchbutinfronttherewashope。Theirshipshadbeenburned,therewasnosalvationsaveincollectiveflight,andonthatthewholestrengthoftheFrenchwasconcentrated。
Thefarthertheyfledthemorewretchedbecametheplightoftheremnant,especiallyaftertheBerezina,onwhichinconsequenceofthePetersburgplanspecialhopeshadbeenplacedbytheRussians,andthekeenergrewthepassionsoftheRussiancommanders,blamedoneanotherandKutuzovmostofall。AnticipationthatthefailureofthePetersburgBerezinaplanwouldbeattributedtoKutuzovledtodissatisfaction,contempt,andridicule,moreandmorestronglyexpressed。Theridiculeandcontemptwereofcourseexpressedinarespectfulform,makingitimpossibleforhimtoaskwhereinhewastoblame。Theydidnottalkseriouslytohim;whenreportingtohimoraskingforhissanctiontheyappearedtobefulfillingaregrettableformality,buttheywinkedbehindhisbackandtriedtomisleadhimateveryturn。
Becausetheycouldnotunderstandhimallthesepeopleassumedthatitwasuselesstotalktotheoldman;thathewouldnevergrasptheprofundityoftheirplans,thathewouldanswerwithhisphraseswhichtheythoughtweremerephrasesabouta"goldenbridge,"abouttheimpossibilityofcrossingthefrontierwithacrowdoftatterdemalions,andsoforth。Theyhadheardallthatbefore。
Andallhesaid—thatitwasnecessarytoawaitprovisions,orthatthemenhadnoboots—wassosimple,whilewhattheyproposedwassocomplicatedandclever,thatitwasevidentthathewasoldandstupidandthatthey,thoughnotinpower,werecommandersofgenius。
AfterthejunctionwiththearmyofthebrilliantadmiralandPetersburgheroWittgenstein,thismoodandthegossipofthestaffreachedtheirmaximum。Kutuzovsawthisandmerelysighedandshruggedhisshoulders。Onlyonce,aftertheaffairoftheBerezina,didhegetangryandwritetoBennigsenwhoreportedseparatelytotheEmperorthefollowingletter:
"Onaccountofyourspellsofillhealth,willyourexcellencypleasebesogoodastosetoffforKalugaonreceiptofthis,andthereawaitfurthercommandsandappointmentsfromHisImperialMajesty。"
ButafterBennigsen’sdeparture,theGrandDukeTsarevichConstantinePavlovichjoinedthearmy。HehadtakenpartinthebeginningofthecampaignbuthadsubsequentlybeenremovedfromthearmybyKutuzov。Nowhavingcometothearmy,heinformedKutuzovoftheEmperor’sdispleasureatthepoorsuccessofourforcesandtheslownessoftheiradvance。TheEmperorintendedtojointhearmypersonallyinafewdays’time。
Theoldman,experiencedincourtaswellasinmilitaryaffairs—
thissameKutuzovwhoinAugusthadbeenchosencommanderinchiefagainstthesovereign’swishesandwhohadremovedtheGrandDukeandheir—apparentfromthearmy—whoonhisownauthorityandcontrarytotheEmperor’swillhaddecidedontheabandonmentofMoscow,nowrealizedatoncethathisdaywasover,thathispartwasplayed,andthatthepowerhewassupposedtoholdwasnolongerhis。Andheunderstoodthisnotmerelyfromtheattitudeofthecourt。
Hesawontheonehandthatthemilitarybusinessinwhichhehadplayedhispartwasendedandfeltthathismissionwasaccomplished;andatthesametimehebegantobeconsciousofthephysicalwearinessofhisagedbodyandofthenecessityofphysicalrest。
Onthetwenty—ninthofNovemberKutuzoventeredVilna—his"dearVilna"ashecalledit。TwiceduringhiscareerKutuzovhadbeengovernorofVilna。Inthatwealthytown,whichhadnotbeeninjured,hefoundoldfriendsandassociations,besidesthecomfortsoflifeofwhichhehadsolongbeendeprived。Andhesuddenlyturnedfromthecaresofarmyandstateand,asfarasthepassionsthatseethedaroundhimallowed,immersedhimselfinthequietlifetowhichhehadformerlybeenaccustomed,asifallthatwastakingplaceandallthathadstilltobedoneintherealmofhistorydidnotconcernhimatall。
Chichagov,oneofthemostzealous"cutters—off"and"breakers—up,"whohadfirstwantedtoeffectadiversioninGreeceandtheninWarsawbutneverwishedtogowherehewassent:
Chichagov,notedfortheboldnesswithwhichhespoketotheEmperor,andwhoconsideredKutuzovtobeunderanobligationtohimbecausewhenhewassenttomakepeacewithTurkeyin1811
independentlyofKutuzov,andfoundthatpeacehadalreadybeenconcluded,headmittedtotheEmperorthatthemeritofsecuringthatpeacewasreallyKutuzov’s;thisChichagovwasthefirsttomeetKutuzovatthecastlewherethelatterwastostay。Inundressnavaluniform,withadirk,andholdinghiscapunderhisarm,hehandedKutuzovagarrisonreportandthekeysofthetown。ThecontemptuouslyrespectfulattitudeoftheyoungermentotheoldmaninhisdotagewasexpressedinthehighestdegreebythebehaviorofChichagov,whoknewoftheaccusationsthatwerebeingdirectedagainstKutuzov。
WhenspeakingtoChichagov,KutuzovincidentallymentionedthatthevehiclespackedwithchinathathadbeencapturedfromhimatBorisovhadbeenrecoveredandwouldberestoredtohim。
"YoumeantoimplythatIhavenothingtoeatoutof……Onthecontrary,Icansupplyyouwitheverythingevenifyouwanttogivedinnerparties,"warmlyrepliedChichagov,whotriedbyeverywordhespoketoprovehisownrectitudeandthereforeimaginedKutuzovtobeanimatedbythesamedesire。
Kutuzov,shrugginghisshoulders,repliedwithhissubtlepenetratingsmile:"ImeantmerelytosaywhatIsaid。"
ContrarytotheEmperor’swishKutuzovdetainedthegreaterpartofthearmyatVilna。Thoseabouthimsaidthathebecameextraordinarilyslackandphysicallyfeebleduringhisstayinthattown。Heattendedtoarmyaffairsreluctantly,lefteverythingtohisgenerals,andwhileawaitingtheEmperor’sarrivalledadissipatedlife。
HavingleftPetersburgontheseventhofDecemberwithhissuite—
CountTolstoy,PrinceVolkonski,Arakcheev,andothers—theEmperorreachedVilnaontheeleventh,andinhistravelingsleighdrovestraighttothecastle。Inspiteoftheseverefrostsomehundredgeneralsandstaffofficersinfullparadeuniformstoodinfrontofthecastle,aswellasaguardofhonoroftheSemenovregiment。
Acourierwhogallopedtothecastleinadvance,inatroykawiththreefoam—fleckedhorses,shouted"Coming!"andKonovnitsynrushedintothevestibuletoinformKutuzov,whowaswaitinginthehallporter’slittlelodge。
Aminutelatertheoldman’slargestoutfigureinfull—dressuniform,hischestcoveredwithordersandascarfdrawnroundhisstomach,waddledoutintotheporch。Heputonhishatwithitspeakstothesidesand,holdinghisglovesinhishandandwalkingwithaneffortsidewaysdownthestepstothelevelofthestreet,tookinhishandthereporthehadpreparedfortheEmperor。
Therewasrunningtoandfroandwhispering;anothertroykafuriouslyup,andthenalleyeswereturnedonanapproachingsleighinwhichthefiguresoftheEmperorandVolkonskicouldalreadybedescried。
Fromthehabitoffiftyyearsallthishadaphysicallyagitatingeffectontheoldgeneral。Hecarefullyandhastilyfelthimselfallover,readjustedhishat,andpullinghimselftogetherdrewhimselfupand,attheverymomentwhentheEmperor,havingalightedfromthesleigh,liftedhiseyestohim,handedhimthereportandbeganspeakinginhissmooth,ingratiatingvoice。
TheEmperorwitharapidglancescannedKutuzovfromheadtofoot,frownedforaninstant,butimmediatelymasteringhimselfwentuptotheoldman,extendedhisarmsandembracedhim。Andthisembracetoo,owingtoalong—standingimpressionrelatedtohisinnermostfeelings,haditsusualeffectonKutuzovandhegaveasob。
TheEmperorgreetedtheofficersandtheSemenovguard,andagainpressingtheoldman’shandwentwithhimintothecastle。
WhenalonewiththefieldmarshaltheEmperorexpressedhisdissatisfactionattheslownessofthepursuitandatthemistakesmadeatKrasnoeandtheBerezina,andinformedhimofhisintentionsforafuturecampaignabroad。Kutuzovmadenorejoinderorremark。Thesamesubmissive,expressionlesslookwithwhichhehadlistenedtotheEmperor’scommandsonthefieldofAusterlitzsevenyearsbeforesettledonhisfacenow。
WhenKutuzovcameoutofthestudyandwithloweredheadwascrossingtheballroomwithhisheavywaddlinggait,hewasarrestedbysomeone’svoicesaying:
"YourSereneHighness!"
KutuzovraisedhisheadandlookedforalongwhileintotheeyesofCountTolstoy,whostoodbeforehimholdingasilversalveronwhichlayasmallobject。Kutuzovseemednottounderstandwhatwasexpectedofhim。
Suddenlyheseemedtoremember;ascarcelyperceptiblesmileflashedacrosshispuffyface,andbowinglowandrespectfullyhetooktheobjectthatlayonthesalver。ItwastheOrderofSt。GeorgeoftheFirstClass。
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NextdaythefieldmarshalgaveadinnerandballwhichtheEmperorhonoredbyhispresence。KutuzovhadreceivedtheOrderofSt。
GeorgeoftheFirstClassandtheEmperorshowedhimthehighesthonors,buteveryoneknewoftheimperialdissatisfactionwithhim。
TheproprietieswereobservedandtheEmperorwasthefirsttosetthatexample,buteverybodyunderstoodthattheoldmanwasblameworthyandgood—for—nothing。WhenKutuzov,conformingtoacustomofCatherine’sday,orderedthestandardsthathadbeencapturedtobeloweredattheEmperor’sfeetonhisenteringtheballroom,theEmperormadeawryfaceandmutteredsomethinginwhichsomepeoplecaughtthewords,"theoldcomedian。"
TheEmperor’sdispleasurewithKutuzovwasspeciallyincreasedatVilnabythefactthatKutuzovevidentlycouldnotorwouldnotunderstandtheimportanceofthecomingcampaign。
WhenonthefollowingmorningtheEmperorsaidtotheofficersassembledabouthim:"YouhavenotonlysavedRussia,youhavesavedEurope!"theyallunderstoodthatthewarwasnotended。
KutuzovalonewouldnotseethisandopenlyexpressedhisopinionthatnofreshwarcouldimprovethepositionoraddtothegloryofRussia,butcouldonlyspoilandlowerthegloriouspositionthatRussiahadgained。HetriedtoprovetotheEmperortheimpossibilityoflevyingfreshtroops,spokeofthehardshipsalreadyenduredbythepeople,ofthepossibilityoffailureandsoforth。
Thisbeingthefieldmarshal’sframeofmindhewasnaturallyregardedasmerelyahindranceandobstacletotheimpendingwar。
Toavoidunpleasantencounterswiththeoldman,thenaturalmethodwastodowhathadbeendonewithhimatAusterlitzandwithBarclayatthebeginningoftheRussiancampaign—totransfertheauthoritytotheEmperorhimself,thuscuttingthegroundfromunderthecommanderinchief’sfeetwithoutupsettingtheoldmanbyinforminghimofthechange。
WiththisobjecthisstaffwasgraduallyreconstructedanditsrealstrengthremovedandtransferredtotheEmperor。Toll,Konovnitsyn,andErmolovreceivedfreshappointments。Everyonespokeloudlyofthefieldmarshal’sgreatweaknessandfailinghealth。
Hishealthhadtobebadforhisplacetobetakenawayandgiventoanother。Andinfacthishealthwaspoor。
Sonaturally,simply,andgradually—justashehadcomefromTurkeytotheTreasuryinPetersburgtorecruitthemilitia,andthentothearmywhenhewasneededthere—nowwhenhispartwasplayedout,Kutuzov’splacewastakenbyanewandnecessaryperformer。
Thewar1812,besidesitsnationalsignificancedeartoeveryRussianheart,wasnowtoassumeanother,aEuropean,significance。
Themovementofpeoplesfromwesttoeastwastobesucceededbyamovementofpeoplesfromeasttowest,andforthisfreshwaranotherleaderwasnecessary,havingqualitiesandviewsdifferingfromKutuzov’sandanimatedbydifferentmotives。
AlexanderIwasasnecessaryforthemovementofthepeoplesfromeasttowestandfortherefixingofnationalfrontiersasKutuzovhadbeenforthesalvationandgloryofRussia。
KutuzovdidnotunderstandwhatEurope,thebalanceofpower,orNapoleonmeant。Hecouldnotunderstandit。FortherepresentativeoftheRussianpeople,aftertheenemyhadbeendestroyedandRussiahadbeenliberatedandraisedtothesummitofherglory,therewasnothinglefttodoasaRussian。Nothingremainedfortherepresentativeofthenationalwarbuttodie,andKutuzovdied。
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Asgenerallyhappens,Pierredidnotfeelthefulleffectsofthephysicalprivationandstrainhehadsufferedasprisoneruntilaftertheywereover。AfterhisliberationhereachedOrel,andonthethirddaythere,whenpreparingtogotoKiev,hefellillandwaslaidupforthreemonths。Hehadwhatthedoctorstermed"biliousfever。"Butdespitethefactthatthedoctorstreatedhim,bledhim,andgavehimmedicinestodrink,herecovered。
ScarcelyanyimpressionwasleftonPierre’smindbyallthathappenedtohimfromthetimeofhisrescuetillhisillness。Herememberedonlythedullgrayweathernowrainyandnowsnowy,internalphysicaldistress,andpainsinhisfeetandside。Herememberedageneralimpressionofthemisfortunesandsufferingsofpeopleandofbeingworriedbythecuriosityofofficersandgeneralswhoquestionedhim,healsorememberedhisdifficultyinprocuringaconveyanceandhorses,andaboveallherememberedhisincapacitytothinkandfeelallthattime。OnthedayofhisrescuehehadseenthebodyofPetyaRostov。ThatsamedayhehadlearnedthatPrinceAndrew,aftersurvivingthebattleofBorodinoformorethanamonthhadrecentlydiedintheRostovs’houseatYaroslavl,andDenisovwhotoldhimthisnewsalsomentionedHelene’sdeath,supposingthatPierrehadheardofitlongbefore。AllthisatthetimeseemedmerelystrangetoPierre:hefelthecouldnotgraspitssignificance。Justthenhewasonlyanxioustogetawayasquicklyaspossiblefromplaceswherepeoplewerekillingoneanother,tosomepeacefulrefugewherehecouldrecoverhimself,rest,andthinkoverallthestrangenewfactshehadlearned;butonreachingOrelheimmediatelyfellill。Whenhecametohimselfafterhisillnesshesawinattendanceonhimtwoofhisservants,TerentyandVaska,whohadcomefromMoscow;andalsohiscousintheeldestprincess,whohadbeenlivingonhisestateatEletsandhearingofhisrescueandillnesshadcometolookafterhim。
ItwasonlygraduallyduringhisconvalescencethatPierrelosttheimpressionshehadbecomeaccustomedtoduringthelastfewmonthsandgotusedtotheideathatnoonewouldobligehimtogoanywheretomorrow,thatnoonewoulddeprivehimofhiswarmbed,andthathewouldbesuretogethisdinner,tea,andsupper。Butforalongtimeinhisdreamshestillsawhimselfintheconditionsofcaptivity。Inthesamewaylittlebylittlehecametounderstandthenewshehadbeentoldafterhisrescue,aboutthedeathofPrinceAndrew,thedeathofhiswife,andthedestructionoftheFrench。
Ajoyousfeelingoffreedom—thatcompleteinalienablefreedomnaturaltomanwhichhehadfirstexperiencedatthefirsthaltoutsideMoscow—filledPierre’ssoulduringhisconvalescence。Hewassurprisedtofindthatthisinnerfreedom,whichwasindependentofexternalconditions,nowhadasitwereanadditionalsettingofexternalliberty。Hewasaloneinastrangetown,withoutacquaintances。Noonedemandedanythingofhimorsenthimanywhere。
Hehadallhewanted:thethoughtofhiswifewhichhadbeenacontinualtormenttohimwasnolongerthere,sinceshewasnomore。
"Oh,howgood!Howsplendid!"saidhetohimselfwhenacleanlylaidtablewasmoveduptohimwithsavorybeeftea,orwhenhelaydownforthenightonasoftcleanbed,orwhenherememberedthattheFrenchhadgoneandthathiswifewasnomore。"Oh,howgood,howsplendid!"
Andbyoldhabitheaskedhimselfthequestion:"Well,andwhatthen?WhatamIgoingtodo?"Andheimmediatelygavehimselftheanswer:"Well,Ishalllive。Ah,howsplendid!"
Theveryquestionthathadformerlytormentedhim,thethinghehadcontinuallysoughttofind—theaimoflife—nolongerexistedforhimnow。Thatsearchfortheaimoflifehadnotmerelydisappearedtemporarily—hefeltthatitnolongerexistedforhimandcouldnotpresentitselfagain。Andthisveryabsenceofanaimgavehimthecomplete,joyoussenseoffreedomwhichconstitutedhishappinessatthistime。
Hecouldnotseeanaim,forhenowhadfaith—notfaithinanykindofrule,orwords,orideas,butfaithinanever—living,ever—manifestGod。FormerlyhehadsoughtHiminaimshesethimself。ThatsearchforanaimhadbeensimplyasearchforGod,andsuddenlyinhiscaptivityhehadlearnednotbywordsorreasoningbutbydirectfeelingwhathisnursehadtoldhimlongago:thatGodishereandeverywhere。InhiscaptivityhehadlearnedthatinKarataevGodwasgreater,moreinfiniteandunfathomablethanintheArchitectoftheUniverserecognizedbytheFreemasons。Hefeltlikeamanwhoafterstraininghiseyestoseeintothefardistancefindswhathesoughtathisveryfeet。Allhislifehehadlookedovertheheadsofthemenaroundhim,whenheshouldhavemerelylookedinfrontofhimwithoutstraininghiseyes。
Inthepasthehadneverbeenabletofindthatgreatinscrutableinfinitesomething。Hehadonlyfeltthatitmustexistsomewhereandhadlookedforit。Ineverythingnearandcomprehensiblehehadonlywhatwaslimited,petty,commonplace,andsenseless。Hehadequippedhimselfwithamentaltelescopeandlookedintoremotespace,wherepettyworldlinesshidingitselfinmistydistancehadseemedtohimgreatandinfinitemerelybecauseitwasnotclearlyseen。
AndsuchhadEuropeanlife,politics,Freemasonry,philosophy,andphilanthropyseemedtohim。Buteventhen,atmomentsofweaknessashehadaccountedthem,hismindhadpenetratedtothosedistancesandhehadthereseenthesamepettiness,worldliness,andsenselessness。Now,however,hehadlearnedtoseethegreat,eternal,andinfiniteineverything,andtherefore—toseeitandenjoyitscontemplation—henaturallythrewawaythetelescopethroughwhichhehadtillnowgazedovermen’sheads,andgladlyregardedtheever—changing,eternallygreat,unfathomable,andinfinitelifearoundhim。Andthecloserhelookedthemoretranquilandhappyhebecame。
Thatdreadfulquestion,"Whatfor?"whichhadformerlydestroyedallhismentaledifices,nolongerexistedforhim。Tothatquestion,"Whatfor?"asimpleanswerwasnowalwaysreadyinhissoul:"BecausethereisaGod,thatGodwithoutwhosewillnotonehairfallsfromaman’shead。"
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InexternalwaysPierrehadhardlychangedatall。Inappearancehewasjustwhatheusedtobe。Asbeforehewasabsent—mindedandseemedoccupiednotwithwhatwasbeforehiseyesbutwithsomethingspecialofhisown。Thedifferencebetweenhisformerandpresentselfwasthatformerlywhenhedidnotgraspwhatlaybeforehimorwassaidtohim,hehadpuckeredhisforeheadpainfullyasifvainlyseekingtodistinguishsomethingatadistance。Atpresenthestillforgotwhatwassaidtohimandstilldidnotseewhatwasbeforehiseyes,buthenowlookedwithascarcelyperceptibleandseeminglyironicsmileatwhatwasbeforehimandlistenedtowhatwassaid,thoughevidentlyseeingandhearingsomethingquitedifferent。
Formerlyhehadappearedtobeakindheartedbutunhappyman,andsopeoplehadbeeninclinedtoavoidhim。Nowasmileatthejoyoflifealwaysplayedroundhislips,andsympathyforothers,shoneinhiseyeswithaquestioninglookastowhethertheywereascontentedashewas,andpeoplefeltpleasedbyhispresence。
Previouslyhehadtalkedagreatdeal,grewexcitedwhenhetalked,andseldomlistened;nowhewasseldomcarriedawayinconversationandknewhowtolistensothatpeoplereadilytoldhimtheirmostintimatesecrets。
Theprincess,whohadneverlikedPierreandhadbeenparticularlyhostiletohimsinceshehadfeltherselfunderobligationstohimaftertheoldcount’sdeath,nowafterstayingashorttimeinOrel—
whereshehadcomeintendingtoshowPierrethatinspiteofhisingratitudesheconsidereditherdutytonursehim—felttohersurpriseandvexationthatshehadbecomefondofhim。Pierredidnotinanywayseekherapproval,hemerelystudiedherwithinterest。
Formerlyshehadfeltthatheregardedherwithindifferenceandirony,andsohadshrunkintoherselfasshedidwithothersandhadshownhimonlythecombativesideofhernature;butnowheseemedtobetryingtounderstandthemostintimateplacesofherheart,and,mistrustfullyatfirstbutafterwardsgratefully,shelethimseethehidden,kindlysidesofhercharacter。
Themostcunningmancouldnothavecreptintoherconfidencemoresuccessfully,evokingmemoriesofthebesttimesofheryouthandshowingsympathywiththem。YetPierre’scunningconsistedsimplyinfindingpleasureindrawingoutthehumanqualitiesoftheembittered,hard,andinherownwayproudprincess。
"Yes,heisavery,verykindmanwhenheisnotundertheinfluenceofbadpeoplebutofpeoplesuchasmyself,"thoughtshe。
Hisservantstoo—TerentyandVaska—intheirownwaynoticedthechangethathadtakenplaceinPierre。Theyconsideredthathehadbecomemuch"simpler。"Terenty,whenhehadhelpedhimundressandwishedhimgoodnight,oftenlingeredwithhismaster’sbootsinhishandsandclothesoverhisarm,toseewhetherhewouldnotstartatalk。AndPierre,noticingthatTerentywantedachat,generallykepthimthere。
"Well,tellme……now,howdidyougetfood?"hewouldask。
AndTerentywouldbegintalkingofthedestructionofMoscow,andoftheoldcount,andwouldstandforalongtimeholdingtheclothesandtalking,orsometimeslisteningtoPierre’sstories,andthenwouldgooutintothehallwithapleasantsenseofintimacywithhismasterandaffectionforhim。
ThedoctorwhoattendedPierreandvisitedhimeveryday,thoughheconsideredithisdutyasadoctortoposeasamanwhoseeverymomentwasofvaluetosufferinghumanity,wouldsitforhourswithPierretellinghimhisfavoriteanecdotesandhisobservationsonthecharactersofhispatientsingeneral,andespeciallyoftheladies。
"It’sapleasuretotalktoamanlikethat;heisnotlikeourprovincials,"hewouldsay。
TherewereseveralprisonersfromtheFrencharmyinOrel,andthedoctorbroughtoneofthem,ayoungItalian,toseePierre。
ThisofficerbeganvisitingPierre,andtheprincessusedtomakefunofthetendernesstheItalianexpressedforhim。
TheItalianseemedhappyonlywhenhecouldcometoseePierre,talkwithhim,tellhimabouthispast,hislifeathome,andhislove,andpourouttohimhisindignationagainsttheFrenchandespeciallyagainstNapoleon。
"IfallRussiansareintheleastlikeyou,itissacrilegetofightsuchanation,"hesaidtoPierre。"You,whohavesufferedsofromtheFrench,donotevenfeelanimositytowardthem。"
PierrehadevokedthepassionateaffectionoftheItalianmerelybyevokingthebestsideofhisnatureandtakingapleasureinsodoing。
DuringthelastdaysofPierre’sstayinOrelhisoldMasonicacquaintanceCountWillarski,whohadintroducedhimtothelodgein1807,cametoseehim。WillarskiwasmarriedtoaRussianheiresswhohadalargeestateinOrelprovince,andheoccupiedatemporarypostinthecommissariatdepartmentinthattown。
HearingthatBezukhovwasinOrel,Willarski,thoughtheyhadneverbeenintimate,cametohimwiththeprofessionsoffriendshipandintimacythatpeoplewhomeetinadesertgenerallyexpressforoneanother。WillarskifeltdullinOrelandwaspleasedtomeetamanofhisowncircleand,ashesupposed,ofsimilarinterests。
ButtohissurpriseWillarskisoonnoticedthatPierrehadlaggedmuchbehindthetimes,andhadsunk,asheexpressedittohimself,intoapathyandegotism。
"Youarelettingyourselfgo,mydearfellow,"hesaid。
ButforallthatWillarskifounditpleasanternowthanithadbeenformerlytobewithPierre,andcametoseehimeveryday。ToPierreashelookedatandlistenedtoWillarski,itseemedstrangetothinkthathehadbeenlikethathimselfbutashorttimebefore。
Willarskiwasamarriedmanwithafamily,busywithhisfamilyaffairs,hiswife’saffairs,andhisofficialduties。Heregardedalltheseoccupationsashindrancestolife,andconsideredthattheywereallcontemptiblebecausetheiraimwasthewelfareofhimselfandhisfamily。Military,administrative,political,andMasonicinterestscontinuallyabsorbedhisattention。AndPierre,withouttryingtochangetheother’sviewsandwithoutcondemninghim,butwiththequiet,joyful,andamusedsmilenowhabitualtohim,wasinterestedinthisstrangethoughveryfamiliarphenomenon。
TherewasanewfeatureinPierre’srelationswithWillarski,withtheprincess,withthedoctor,andwithallthepeoplehenowmet,whichgainedforhimthegeneralgoodwill。Thiswashisacknowledgmentoftheimpossibilityofchangingaman’sconvictionsbywords,andhisrecognitionofthepossibilityofeveryonethinking,feeling,andseeingthingseachfromhisownpointofview。ThislegitimatepeculiarityofeachindividualwhichusedtoexciteandirritatePierrenowbecameabasisofthesympathyhefeltfor,andtheinteresthetookin,otherpeople。Thedifference,andsometimescompletecontradiction,betweenmen’sopinionsandtheirlives,andbetweenonemanandanother,pleasedhimanddrewfromhimanamusedandgentlesmile。
InpracticalmattersPierreunexpectedlyfeltwithinhimselfacenterofgravityhehadpreviouslylacked。Formerlyallpecuniaryquestions,especiallyrequestsformoneytowhich,asanextremelywealthyman,hewasveryexposed,producedinhimastateofhopelessagitationandperplexity。"Togiveornottogive?"hehadaskedhimself。"Ihaveitandheneedsit。Butsomeoneelseneedsitstillmore。Whoneedsitmost?Andperhapstheyarebothimpostors?"
Intheolddayshehadbeenunabletofindawayoutofallthesesurmisesandhadgiventoallwhoaskedaslongashehadanythingtogive。Formerlyhehadbeeninasimilarstateofperplexitywithregardtoeveryquestionconcerninghisproperty,whenonepersonadvisedonethingandanothersomethingelse。
Nowtohissurprisehefoundthathenolongerfelteitherdoubtorperplexityaboutthesequestions。Therewasnowwithinhimajudgewhobysomeruleunknowntohimdecidedwhatshouldorshouldnotbedone。
Hewasasindifferentasheretoforetomoneymatters,butnowhefeltcertainofwhatoughtandwhatoughtnottobedone。ThefirsttimehehadrecoursetohisnewjudgewaswhenaFrenchprisoner,acolonel,cametohimand,aftertalkingagreatdealabouthisexploits,concludedbymakingwhatamountedtoademandthatPierreshouldgivehimfourthousandfrancstosendtohiswifeandchildren。
Pierrerefusedwithouttheleastdifficultyoreffort,andwasafterwardssurprisedhowsimpleandeasyhadbeenwhatusedtoappearsoinsurmountablydifficult。Atthesametimethatherefusedthecolonel’sdemandhemadeuphismindthathemusthaverecoursetoartificewhenleavingOrel,toinducetheItalianofficertoacceptsomemoneyofwhichhewasevidentlyinneed。AfurtherprooftoPierreofhisownmoresettledoutlookonpracticalmatterswasfurnishedbyhisdecisionwithregardtohiswife’sdebtsandtotherebuildingofhishousesinandnearMoscow。
HisheadstewardcametohimatOrelandPierrereckonedupwithhimhisdiminishedincome。TheburningofMoscowhadcosthim,accordingtotheheadsteward’scalculation,abouttwomillionrubles。
ToconsolePierrefortheselossestheheadstewardgavehimanestimateshowingthatdespitetheselosseshisincomewouldnotbediminishedbutwouldevenbeincreasedifherefusedtopayhiswife’sdebtswhichhewasundernoobligationtomeet,anddidnotrebuildhisMoscowhouseandthecountryhouseonhisMoscowestate,whichhadcosthimeightythousandrublesayearandbroughtinnothing。
"Yes,ofcoursethat’strue,"saidPierrewithacheerfulsmile。
"Idon’tneedallthatatall。BybeingruinedIhavebecomemuchricher。"
ButinJanuarySavelichcamefromMoscowandgavehimanaccountofthestateofthingsthere,andspokeoftheestimateanarchitecthadmadeofthecostofrebuildingthetownandcountryhouses,speakingofthisasofasettledmatter。AboutthesametimehereceivedlettersfromPrinceVasiliandotherPetersburgacquaintancesspeakingofhiswife’sdebts。AndPierredecidedthatthesteward’sproposalswhichhadsopleasedhimwerewrongandthathemustgotoPetersburgandsettlehiswife’saffairsandmustrebuildinMoscow。
Whythiswasnecessaryhedidnotknow,butheknewforcertainthatitwasnecessary。Hisincomewouldbereducedbythreefourths,buthefeltitmustbedone。
WillarskiwasgoingtoMoscowandtheyagreedtotraveltogether。
DuringthewholetimeofhisconvalescenceinOrelPierrehadexperiencedafeelingofjoy,freedom,andlife;butwhenduringhisjourneyhefoundhimselfintheopenworldandsawhundredsofnewfaces,thatfeelingwasintensified。Throughouthisjourneyhefeltlikeaschoolboyonholiday。Everyone—thestagecoachdriver,thepost—houseoverseers,thepeasantsontheroadsandinthevillages—
hadanewsignificanceforhim。ThepresenceandremarksofWillarskiwhocontinuallydeploredtheignoranceandpovertyofRussiaanditsbackwardnesscomparedwithEuropeonlyheightenedPierre’spleasure。WhereWillarskisawdeadnessPierresawanextraordinarystrengthandvitality—thestrengthwhichinthatvastspaceamidthesnowsmaintainedthelifeofthisoriginal,peculiar,anduniquepeople。HedidnotcontradictWillarskiandevenseemedtoagreewithhim—anapparentagreementbeingthesimplestwaytoavoiddiscussionsthatcouldleadtonothing—andhesmiledjoyfullyashelistenedtohim。
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Itwouldbedifficulttoexplainwhyandwhitherantswhoseheaphasbeendestroyedarehurrying:somefromtheheapdraggingbitsofrubbish,larvae,andcorpses,othersbacktotheheap,orwhytheyjostle,overtakeoneanother,andfight,anditwouldbeequallydifficulttoexplainwhatcausedtheRussiansafterthedepartureoftheFrenchtothrongtotheplacethathadformerlybeenMoscow。Butwhenwewatchtheantsroundtheirruinedheap,thetenacity,energy,andimmensenumberofthedelvinginsectsprovethatdespitethedestructionoftheheap,somethingindestructible,whichthoughintangibleistherealstrengthofthecolony,stillexists;andsimilarly,thoughinMoscowinthemonthofOctobertherewasnogovernmentnochurches,shrines,riches,orhouses—itwasstilltheMoscowithadbeeninAugust。Allwasdestroyed,exceptsomethingintangibleyetpowerfulandindestructible。
ThemotivesofthosewhothrongedfromallsidestoMoscowafterithadbeenclearedoftheenemyweremostdiverseandpersonal,andatfirstforthemostpartsavageandbrutal。Onemotiveonlytheyallhadincommon:adesiretogettotheplacethathadbeencalledMoscow,toapplytheiractivitiesthere。
WithinaweekMoscowalreadyhadfifteenthousandinhabitants,inafortnighttwenty—fivethousand,andsoon。Bytheautumnof1813thenumber,everincreasingandincreasing,exceededwhatithadbeenin1812。
ThefirstRussianstoenterMoscowweretheCossacksofWintzingerode’sdetachment,peasantsfromtheadjacentvillages,andresidentswhohadfledfromMoscowandhadbeenhidinginitsvicinity。TheRussianswhoenteredMoscow,findingitplundered,plundereditintheirturn。TheycontinuedwhattheFrenchhadbegun。TrainsofpeasantcartscametoMoscowtocarryofftothevillageswhathadbeenabandonedintheruinedhousesandthestreets。
TheCossackscarriedoffwhattheycouldtotheircamps,andthehouseholdersseizedalltheycouldfindinotherhousesandmovedittotheirown,pretendingthatitwastheirproperty。
Butthefirstplundererswerefollowedbyasecondandathirdcontingent,andwithincreasingnumbersplunderingbecamemoreandmoredifficultandassumedmoredefiniteforms。
TheFrenchfoundMoscowabandonedbutwithalltheorganizationsofregularlife,withdiversebranchesofcommerceandcraftsmanship,withluxury,andgovernmentalandreligiousinstitutions。Theseformswerelifelessbutstillexisted。Therewerebazaars,shops,warehouses,marketstalls,granaries—forthemostpartstillstockedwithgoods—andtherewerefactoriesandworkshops,palacesandwealthyhousesfilledwithluxuries,hospitals,prisons,governmentoffices,churches,andcathedrals。ThelongertheFrenchremainedthemoretheseformsoftownlifeperished,untilfinallyallwasmergedintooneconfused,lifelesssceneofplunder。
ThemoretheplunderingbytheFrenchcontinued,themoreboththewealthofMoscowandthestrengthofitsplundererswasdestroyed。ButplunderingbytheRussians,withwhichthereoccupationofthecitybegan,hadanoppositeeffect:thelongeritcontinuedandthegreaterthenumberofpeopletakingpartinitthemorerapidlywasthewealthofthecityanditsregularliferestored。
Besidestheplunderers,veryvariouspeople,somedrawnbycuriosity,somebyofficialduties,somebyself—interest—houseowners,clergy,officialsofallkinds,tradesmen,artisans,andpeasants—streamedintoMoscowasbloodflowstotheheart。
Withinaweekthepeasantswhocamewithemptycartstocarryoffplunderwerestoppedbytheauthoritiesandmadetocartthecorpsesoutofthetown。Otherpeasants,havingheardoftheircomrades’
discomfiture,cametotownbringingrye,oats,andhay,andbeatdownoneanother’spricestobelowwhattheyhadbeeninformerdays。GangsofcarpentershopingforhighpayarrivedinMoscoweveryday,andonallsideslogswerebeinghewn,newhousesbuilt,andold,charredonesrepaired。Tradesmenbegantradinginbooths。
Cookshopsandtavernswereopenedinpartiallyburnedhouses。Theclergyresumedtheservicesinmanychurchesthathadnotbeenburned。
DonorscontributedChurchpropertythathadbeenstolen。Governmentclerkssetuptheirbaize—coveredtablesandtheirpigeonholesofdocumentsinsmallrooms。ThehigherauthoritiesandthepoliceorganizedthedistributionofgoodsleftbehindbytheFrench。Theownersofhousesinwhichmuchpropertyhadbeenleft,broughttherefromotherhouses,complainedoftheinjusticeoftakingeverythingtotheFacetedPalaceintheKremlin;othersinsistedthatastheFrenchhadgatheredthingsfromdifferenthousesintothisorthathouse,itwouldbeunfairtoallowitsownertokeepallthatwasfoundthere。Theyabusedthepoliceandbribedthem,madeoutestimatesattentimestheirvalueforgovernmentstoresthathadperishedinthefire,anddemandedrelief。AndCountRostopchinwroteproclamations。
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AttheendofJanuaryPierrewenttoMoscowandstayedinanannexofhishousewhichhadnotbeenburned。HecalledonCountRostopchinandonsomeacquaintanceswhowerebackinMoscow,andheintendedtoleaveforPetersburgtwodayslater。Everybodywascelebratingthevictory,everythingwasbubblingwithlifeintheruinedbutrevivingcity。EveryonewaspleasedtoseePierre,everyonewishedtomeethim,andeveryonequestionedhimaboutwhathehadseen。Pierrefeltparticularlywelldisposedtowardthemall,butwasnowinstinctivelyonhisguardforfearofbindinghimselfinanyway。Toallquestionsputtohim—whetherimportantorquitetrifling—suchas:Wherewouldhelive?Washegoingtorebuild?
WhenwashegoingtoPetersburgandwouldhemindtakingaparcelforsomeone?—hereplied:"Yes,perhaps,"or,"Ithinkso,"andsoon。
HehadheardthattheRostovswereatKostromabutthethoughtofNatashaseldomoccurredtohim。Ifitdiditwasonlyasapleasantmemoryofthedistantpast。Hefelthimselfnotonlyfreefromsocialobligationsbutalsofromthatfeelingwhich,itseemedtohim,hehadarousedinhimself。
OnthethirddayafterhisarrivalheheardfromtheDrubetskoysthatPrincessMarywasinMoscow。Thedeath,sufferings,andlastdaysofPrinceAndrewhadoftenoccupiedPierre’sthoughtsandnowrecurredtohimwithfreshvividness。HavingheardatdinnerthatPrincessMarywasinMoscowandlivinginherhouse—whichhadnotbeenburned—inVozdvizhenkaStreet,hedrovethatsameeveningtoseeher。
OnhiswaytothehousePierrekeptthinkingofPrinceAndrew,oftheirfriendship,ofhisvariousmeetingswithhim,andespeciallyofthelastoneatBorodino。
"Isitpossiblethathediedinthebitterframeofmindhewasthenin?Isitpossiblethatthemeaningoflifewasnotdisclosedtohimbeforehedied?"thoughtPierre。HerecalledKarataevandhisdeathandinvoluntarilybegantocomparethesetwomen,sodifferent,andyetsosimilarinthattheyhadbothlivedandbothdiedandinthelovehefeltforbothofthem。
Pierredroveuptothehouseoftheoldprinceinamostseriousmood。Thehousehadescapedthefire;itshowedsignsofdamagebutitsgeneralaspectwasunchanged。Theoldfootman,whometPierrewithasternfaceasifwishingtomakethevisitorfeelthattheabsenceoftheoldprincehadnotdisturbedtheorderofthingsinthehouse,informedhimthattheprincesshadgonetoherownapartments,andthatshereceivedonSundays。
"Announceme。Perhapsshewillseeme,"saidPierre。
"Yes,sir,"saidtheman。"Pleasestepintotheportraitgallery。"
AfewminuteslaterthefootmanreturnedwithDessalles,whobroughtwordfromtheprincessthatshewouldbeverygladtoseePierreifhewouldexcuseherwantofceremonyandcomeupstairstoherapartment。
Inaratherlowroomlitbyonecandlesattheprincessandwithheranotherpersondressedinblack。Pierrerememberedthattheprincessalwayshadladycompanions,butwhotheywereandwhattheywerelikeheneverkneworremembered。"Thismustbeoneofhercompanions,"hethought,glancingattheladyintheblackdress。
Theprincessrosequicklytomeethimandheldoutherhand。
"Yes,"shesaid,lookingathisalteredfaceafterhehadkissedherhand,"sothisishowwemeetagain。Heofspokeofyouevenattheverylast,"shewenton,turninghereyesfromPierretohercompanionwithashynessthatsurprisedhimforaninstant。
"Iwassogladtohearofyoursafety。Itwasthefirstpieceofgoodnewswehadreceivedforalongtime。"
Againtheprincessglancedroundathercompanionwithevenmoreuneasinessinhermannerandwasabouttoaddsomething,butPierreinterruptedher。
"Justimagine—Iknewnothingabouthim!"saidhe。"Ithoughthehadbeenkilled。AllIknowIheardatsecondhandfromothers。IonlyknowthathefellinwiththeRostovs……Whatastrangecoincidence!"
Pierrespokerapidlyandwithanimation。Heglancedonceatthecompanion’sface,sawherattentiveandkindlygazefixedonhim,and,asoftenhappenswhenoneistalking,feltsomehowthatthiscompanionintheblackdresswasagood,kind,excellentcreaturewhowouldnothinderhisconversingfreelywithPrincessMary。
ButwhenhementionedtheRostovs,PrincessMary’sfaceexpressedstillgreaterembarrassment。SheagainglancedrapidlyfromPierre’sfacetothatoftheladyintheblackdressandsaid:
"Doyoureallynotrecognizeher?"
Pierrelookedagainatthecompanion’spale,delicatefacewithitsblackeyesandpeculiarmouth,andsomethingneartohim,longforgottenandmorethansweet,lookedathimfromthoseattentiveeyes。
"Butno,itcan’tbe!"hethought。"Thisstern,thin,palefacethatlookssomucholder!Itcannotbeshe。Itmerelyremindsmeofher。"
ButatthatmomentPrincessMarysaid,"Natasha!"Andwithdifficulty,effort,andstress,liketheopeningofadoorgrownrustyonitshinges,asmileappearedonthefacewiththeattentiveeyes,andfromthatopeningdoorcameabreathoffragrancewhichsuffusedPierrewithahappinesshehadlongforgottenandofwhichhehadnotevenbeenthinking—especiallyatthatmoment。Itsuffusedhim,seizedhim,andenvelopedhimcompletely。Whenshesmileddoubtwasnolongerpossible,itwasNatashaandhelovedher。
AtthatmomentPierreinvoluntarilybetrayedtoher,toPrincessMary,andabovealltohimself,asecretofwhichhehimselfhadbeenunaware。Heflushedjoyfullyyetwithpainfuldistress。Hetriedtohidehisagitation。Butthemorehetriedtohideitthemoreclearly—clearerthananywordscouldhavedone—didhebetraytohimself,toher,andtoPrincessMarythathelovedher。
"No,it’sonlytheunexpectednessofit,"thoughtPierre。ButassoonashetriedtocontinuetheconversationhehadbegunwithPrincessMaryheagainglancedatNatasha,andastill—deeperflushsuffusedhisfaceandastill—strongeragitationofmingledjoyandfearseizedhissoul。Hebecameconfusedinhisspeechandstoppedinthemiddleofwhathewassaying。
PierrehadfailedtonoticeNatashabecausehedidnotatallexpecttoseeherthere,buthehadfailedtorecognizeherbecausethechangeinhersincehelastsawherwasimmense。Shehadgrownthinandpale,butthatwasnotwhatmadeherunrecognizable;shewasunrecognizableatthemomentheenteredbecauseonthatfacewhoseeyeshadalwaysshonewithasuppressedsmileofthejoyoflife,nowwhenhefirstenteredandglancedathertherewasnottheleastshadowofasmile:onlyhereyeswerekindlyattentiveandsadlyinterrogative。
Pierre’sconfusionwasnotreflectedbyanyconfusiononNatasha’spart,butonlybythepleasurethatjustperceptiblylitupherwholeface。
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"Shehascometostaywithme,"saidPrincessMary。"Thecountandcountesswillbehereinafewdays。Thecountessisinadreadfulstate;butitwasnecessaryforNatashaherselftoseeadoctor。
Theyinsistedonhercomingwithme。"
"Yes,isthereafamilyfreefromsorrownow?"saidPierre,addressingNatasha。"Youknowithappenedtheverydaywewererescued。Isawhim。Whatadelightfulboyhewas!"
Natashalookedathim,andbywayofanswertohiswordshereyeswidenedandlitup。
"Whatcanonesayorthinkofasaconsolation?"saidPierre。
"Nothing!Whyhadsuchasplendidboy,sofulloflife,todie?"
"Yes,inthesedaysitwouldbehardtolivewithoutfaith……"
remarkedPrincessMary。
"Yes,yes,thatisreallytrue,"Pierrehastilyinterruptedher。
"Whyisittrue?"Natashaasked,lookingattentivelyintoPierre’seyes。
"Howcanyouaskwhy?"saidPrincessMary。"Thethoughtaloneofwhatawaits……"
NatashawithoutwaitingforPrincessMarytofinishagainlookedinquiringlyatPierre。
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