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第42章

  Kutuzovlookedlongandintentlyatthesetwosoldiers。Hepuckeredhisface,screweduphiseyes,andpensivelyswayedhishead。
  AtanotherspothenoticedaRussiansoldierlaughinglypattingaFrenchmanontheshoulder,sayingsomethingtohiminafriendlymanner,andKutuzovwiththesameexpressiononhisfaceagainswayedhishead。
  "Whatwereyousaying?"heaskedthegeneral,whocontinuinghisreportdirectedthecommanderinchief’sattentiontosomestandardscapturedfromtheFrenchandstandinginfrontofthePreobrazhenskregiment。
  "Ah,thestandards!"saidKutuzov,evidentlydetachinghimselfwithdifficultyfromthethoughtsthatpreoccupiedhim。
  Helookedabouthimabsently。Thousandsofeyeswerelookingathimfromallsidesawaitingawordfromhim。
  HestoppedinfrontofthePreobrazhenskregiment,sigheddeeply,andclosedhiseyes。Oneofhissuitebeckonedtothesoldierscarryingthestandardstoadvanceandsurroundthecommanderinchiefwiththem。Kutuzovwassilentforafewsecondsandthen,submittingwithevidentreluctancetothedutyimposedbyhisposition,raisedhisheadandbegantospeak。Athrongofofficerssurroundedhim。Helookedattentivelyaroundatthecircleofofficers,recognizingseveralofthem。
  "Ithankyouall!"hesaid,addressingthesoldiersandthenagaintheofficers。Inthestillnessaroundhimhisslowlyutteredwordsweredistinctlyheard。"Ithankyouallforyourhardandfaithfulservice。ThevictoryiscompleteandRussiawillnotforgetyou!Honortoyouforever。"
  Hepausedandlookedaround。
  "Loweritshead,lowerit!"hesaidtoasoldierwhohadaccidentallyloweredtheFrencheaglehewasholdingbeforethePreobrazhenskstandards。"Lower,lower,that’sit。Hurrahlads!"headded,addressingthemenwitharapidmovementofhischin。
  "Hur—r—rah!"roaredthousandsofvoices。
  WhilethesoldierswereshoutingKutuzovleanedforwardinhissaddleandbowedhishead,andhiseyelitupwithamildandapparentlyironicgleam。
  "Yousee,brothers……"saidhewhentheshoutshadceased……andallatoncehisvoiceandtheexpressionofhisfacechanged。Itwasnolongerthecommanderinchiefspeakingbutanordinaryoldmanwhowantedtotellhiscomradessomethingveryimportant。
  Therewasastiramongthethrongofofficersandintheranksofthesoldiers,whomovedthattheymighthearbetterwhathewasgoingtosay。
  "Yousee,brothers,Iknowit’shardforyou,butitcan’tbehelped!Bearup;itwon’tbeforlongnow!We’llseeourvisitorsoffandthenwe’llrest。TheTsarwon’tforgetyourservice。Itishardforyou,butstillyouareathomewhilethey—youseewhattheyhavecometo,"saidhe,pointingtotheprisoners。"Worseoffthanourpoorestbeggars。Whiletheywerestrongwedidn’tspareourselves,butnowwemayevenpitythem。Theyarehumanbeingstoo。
  Isn’titso,lads?"
  Helookedaround,andinthedirect,respectful,wonderinggazefixeduponhimhereadsympathywithwhathehadsaid。Hisfacegrewbrighterandbrighterwithanoldman’smildsmile,whichdrewthecornersofhislipsandeyesintoaclusterofwrinkles。Heceasedspeakingandbowedhisheadasifinperplexity。
  "Butafterallwhoaskedthemhere?Servesthemright,thebloodybastards!"hecried,suddenlyliftinghishead。
  Andflourishinghiswhipherodeoffatagallopforthefirsttimeduringthewholecampaign,andleftthebrokenranksofthesoldierslaughingjoyfullyandshouting"Hurrah!"
  Kutuzov’swordswerehardlyunderstoodbythetroops。Noonecouldhaverepeatedthefieldmarshal’saddress,begunsolemnlyandthenchangingintoanoldman’ssimpleheartedtalk;buttheheartysincerityofthatspeech,thefeelingofmajestictriumphcombinedwithpityforthefoeandconsciousnessofthejusticeofourcause,exactlyexpressedbythatoldman’sgood—naturedexpletives,wasnotmerelyunderstoodbutlayinthesoulofeverysoldierandfoundexpressionintheirjoyousandlong—sustainedshouts。AfterwardswhenoneofthegeneralsaddressedKutuzovaskingwhetherhewishedhiscalechetobesentfor,Kutuzovinansweringunexpectedlygaveasob,beingevidentlygreatlymoved。
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  Whenthetroopsreachedtheirnight’shaltingplaceontheeighthofNovember,thelastdayoftheKrasnoebattles,itwasalreadygrowingdusk。Alldayithadbeencalmandfrostywithoccasionallightlyfallingsnowandtowardeveningitbegantoclear。Throughthefallingsnowapurple—blackandstarryskyshoweditselfandthefrostgrewkeener。
  AninfantryregimentwhichhadleftTarutinothreethousandstrongbutnownumberedonlyninehundredwasoneofthefirsttoarrivethatnightatitshaltingplace—avillageonthehighroad。ThequartermasterswhomettheregimentannouncedthatallthehutswerefullofsickanddeadFrenchmen,cavalrymen,andmembersofthestaff。
  Therewasonlyonehutavailablefortheregimentalcommander。
  Thecommanderrodeuptohishut。Theregimentpassedthroughthevillageandstackeditsarmsinfrontofthelasthuts。
  Likesomehugemany—limbedanimal,theregimentbegantoprepareitslairanditsfood。Onepartofitdispersedandwadedknee—deepthroughthesnowintoabirchforesttotherightofthevillage,andimmediatelythesoundofaxesandswords,thecrashingofbranches,andmerryvoicescouldbeheardfromthere。Anothersectionamidtheregimentalwagonsandhorseswhichwerestandinginagroupwasbusygettingoutcaldronsandryebiscuit,andfeedingthehorses。Athirdsectionscatteredthroughthevillagearrangingquartersforthestaffofficers,carryingouttheFrenchcorpsesthatwereinthehuts,anddraggingawayboards,drywood,andthatchfromtheroofs,forthecampfires,orwattlefencestoserveforshelter。
  Somefifteenmenwithmerryshoutswereshakingdownthehighwattlewallofashed,theroofofwhichhadalreadybeenremoved。
  "Nowthen,alltogether—shove!"criedthevoices,andthehugesurfaceofthewall,sprinkledwithsnowandcreakingwithfrost,wasseenswayinginthegloomofthenight。Thelowerstakescrackedmoreandmoreandatlastthewallfell,andwithitthemenwhohadbeenpushingit。Loud,coarselaughterandjoyousshoutsensued。
  "Nowthen,catchholdintwos!Handupthelever!That’sit……Whereareyoushovingto?"
  "Now,alltogether!Butwaitamoment,boys……Withasong!"
  Allstoodsilent,andasoft,pleasantvelvetyvoicebegantosing。Attheendofthethirdverseasthelastnotediedaway,twentyvoicesroaredoutatonce:"Oo—oo—oo—oo!That’sit。Alltogether!
  Heaveaway,boys!……"butdespitetheirunitedeffortsthewattlehardlymoved,andinthesilencethatfollowedtheheavybreathingofthemenwasaudible。
  "Here,youoftheSixthCompany!Devilsthatyouare!Lendahand……
  willyou?Youmaywantusoneofthesedays。"
  SometwentymenoftheSixthCompanywhowereontheirwayintothevillagejoinedthehaulers,andthewattlewall,whichwasaboutthirty—fivefeetlongansevenfeethigh,movedforwardalongthevillagestreet,swaying,pressinguponandcuttingtheshouldersofthegaspingmen。
  "Getalong……Falling?Whatareyoustoppingfor?Therenow……"
  Merrysenselesswordsofabuseflowedfreely。
  "Whatareyouupto?"suddenlycametheauthoritativevoiceofasergeantmajorwhocameuponthemenwhowerehaulingtheirburden。
  "Therearegentryhere;thegeneralhimselfisinthathut,andyoufoul—moutheddevils,youbrutes,I’llgiveittoyou!"shoutedhe,hittingthefirstmanwhocameinhiswayaswingingblowontheback。
  "Can’tyoumakelessnoise?"
  Themenbecamesilent。Thesoldierwhohadbeenstruckgroanedandwipedhisface,whichhadbeenscratchedtillitbledbyhisfallingagainstthewattle。
  "There,howthatdevilhitsout!He’smademyfaceallbloody,"saidheinafrightenedwhisperwhenthesergeantmajorhadpassedon。
  "Don’tyoulikeit?"saidalaughingvoice,andmoderatingtheirtonesthemenmovedforward。
  Whentheywereoutofthevillagetheybegantalkingagainasloudasbefore,interlardingtheirtalkwiththesameaimlessexpletives。
  Inthehutwhichthemenhadpassed,thechiefofficershadgatheredandwereinanimatedtalkovertheirteaabouttheeventsofthedayandthemaneuverssuggestedfortomorrow。Itwasproposedtomakeaflankmarchtotheleft,cutofftheVice—KingMuratandcapturehim。
  Bythetimethesoldiershaddraggedthewattlefencetoitsplacethecampfireswereblazingonallsidesreadyforcooking,thewoodcrackled,thesnowwasmelting,andblackshadowsofsoldiersflittedtoandfroallovertheoccupiedspacewherethesnowhadbeentroddendown。
  Axesandchopperswerepliedallaround。Everythingwasdonewithoutanyordersbeinggiven。Storesofwoodwerebroughtforthenight,shelterswereriggedupfortheofficers,caldronswerebeingboiled,andmusketsandaccoutermentsputinorder。
  ThewattlewallthemenhadbroughtwassetupinasemicirclebytheEighthCompanyasashelterfromthenorth,proppedupbymusketrests,andacampfirewasbuiltbeforeit。Theybeatthetattoo,calledtheroll,hadsupper,andsettleddownroundthefiresforthenight—somerepairingtheirfootgear,somesmokingpipes,andsomestrippingthemselvesnakedtosteamtheliceoutoftheirshirts。
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  OnewouldhavethoughtthatunderthealmostincrediblywretchedconditionstheRussiansoldierswereinatthattime—lackingwarmbootsandsheepskincoats,withoutaroofovertheirheads,inthesnowwitheighteendegreesoffrost,andwithoutevenfullrationsthecommissariatdidnotalwayskeepupwiththetroops—theywouldhavepresentedaverysadanddepressingspectacle。
  Onthecontrary,thearmyhadneverunderthebestmaterialconditionspresentedamorecheerfulandanimatedaspect。Thiswasbecauseallwhobegantogrowdepressedorwholoststrengthweresiftedoutofthearmydaybyday。Allthephysicallyormorallyweakhadlongsincebeenleftbehindandonlytheflowerofthearmy—physicallyandmentally—remained。
  MoremencollectedbehindthewattlefenceoftheEighthCompanythananywhereelse。Twosergeantsmajorweresittingwiththemandtheircampfireblazedbrighterthanothers。Forleavetositbytheirwattletheydemandedcontributionsoffuel。
  "Eh,Makeev!Whathasbecomeofyou,yousonofabitch?Areyoulostorhavethewolveseatenyou?Fetchsomemorewood!"shoutedared—hairedandred—facedman,screwinguphiseyesandblinkingbecauseofthesmokebutnotmovingbackfromthefire。"Andyou,Jackdaw,goandfetchsomewood!"saidhetoanothersoldier。
  Thisred—hairedmanwasneitherasergeantnoracorporal,butbeingrobustheorderedaboutthoseweakerthanhimself。Thesoldiertheycalled"Jackdaw,"athinlittlefellowwithasharpnose,roseobedientlyandwasabouttogobutatthatinstanttherecameintothelightofthefiretheslender,handsomefigureofayoungsoldiercarryingaloadofwood。
  "Bringithere—that’sfine!"
  Theysplitupthewood,presseditdownonthefire,blewatitwiththeirmouths,andfanneditwiththeskirtsoftheirgreatcoats,makingtheflameshissandcrackle。Themendrewnearerandlittheirpipes。Thehandsomeyoungsoldierwhohadbroughtthewood,settinghisarmsakimbo,beganstampinghiscoldfeetrapidlyanddeftlyonthespotwherehestood。
  "Mother!Thedewiscoldbutclear……It’swellthatI’mamusketeer……"hesang,pretendingtohiccoughaftereachsyllable。
  "Lookout,yoursoleswillflyoff!"shoutedthered—hairedman,noticingthatthesoleofthedancer’sbootwashangingloose。"Whatafellowyouarefordancing!"
  Thedancerstopped,pulledofftheloosepieceofleather,andthrewitonthefire。
  "Rightenough,friend,"saidhe,and,havingsatdown,tookoutofhisknapsackascrapofblueFrenchcloth,andwrappeditroundhisfoot。"It’sthesteamthatspoilsthem,"headded,stretchingouthisfeettowardthefire。
  "They’llsoonbeissuingusnewones。Theysaythatwhenwe’vefinishedhammeringthem,we’retoreceivedoublekits!"
  "AndthatsonofabitchPetrovhaslaggedbehindafterall,itseems,"saidonesergeantmajor。
  "I’vehadaneyeonhimthislongwhile,"saidtheother。
  "Well,he’sapoorsortofsoldier……"
  "ButintheThirdCompanytheysayninemenweremissingyesterday。"
  "Yes,it’sallverywell,butwhenaman’sfeetarefrozenhowcanhewalk?"
  "Eh?Don’ttalknonsense!"saidasergeantmajor。
  "Doyouwanttobedoingthesame?"saidanoldsoldier,turningreproachfullytothemanwhohadspokenoffrozenfeet。
  "Well,youknow,"saidthesharp—nosedmantheycalledJackdawinasqueakyandunsteadyvoice,raisinghimselfattheothersideofthefire,"aplumpmangetsthin,butforathinoneit’sdeath。Takeme,now!I’vegotnostrengthleft,"headded,withsuddenresolutionturningtothesergeantmajor。"Tellthemtosendmetohospital;I’machingallover;anywayIshan’tbeabletokeepup。"
  "That’lldo,that’lldo!"repliedthesergeantmajorquietly。
  Thesoldiersaidnomoreandthetalkwenton。
  "WhatalotofthoseFrenchiesweretakentoday,andthefactisthatnotoneofthemhadwhatyoumightcallrealbootson,"saidasoldier,startinganewtheme。"Theywerenomorethanmake—believes。"
  "TheCossackshavetakentheirboots。Theywereclearingthehutforthecolonelandcarriedthemout。Itwaspitifultoseethem,boys,"
  putinthedancer。"Astheyturnedthemoveroneseemedstillaliveand,wouldyoubelieveit,hejabberedsomethingintheirlingo。"
  "Butthey’reacleanfolk,lads,"thefirstmanwenton;"hewaswhite—aswhiteasbirchbark—andsomeofthemaresuchfinefellows,youmightthinktheywerenobles。"
  "Well,whatdoyouthink?Theymakesoldiersofallclassesthere。"
  "Buttheydon’tunderstandourtalkatall,"saidthedancerwithapuzzledsmile。"Iaskedhimwhosesubjecthewas,andhejabberedinhisownway。Aqueerlot!"
  "Butit’sstrange,friends,"continuedthemanwhohadwonderedattheirwhiteness,"thepeasantsatMozhayskweresayingthatwhentheybeganburyingthedead—wherethebattlewasyouknow—well,thosedeadhadbeenlyingtherefornearlyamonth,andsaysthepeasant,’theylieaswhiteaspaper,clean,andnotasmuchsmellasapuffofpowdersmoke。’"
  "Wasitfromthecold?"askedsomeone。
  "You’reacleverfellow!Fromthecoldindeed!Why,itwashot。Ifithadbeenfromthecold,ourswouldnothaverottedeither。’But,’
  hesays,’gouptooursandtheyareallrottenandmaggoty。So,’hesays,’wetieourfacesupwithkerchiefsandturnourheadsawayaswedragthemoff:wecanhardlydoit。Buttheirs,’hesays,’arewhiteaspaperandnotsomuchsmellasawhiffofgunpowder。’"
  Allweresilent。
  "Itmustbefromtheirfood,"saidthesergeantmajor。"Theyusedtogobblethesamefoodasthegentry。"
  Noonecontradictedhim。
  "ThatpeasantnearMozhayskwherethebattlewassaidthemenwereallcalledupfromtenvillagesaroundandtheycartedfortwentydaysandstilldidn’tfinishcartingthedeadaway。Andasforthewolves,hesays……"
  "Thatwasarealbattle,"saidanoldsoldier。"It’stheonlyoneworthremembering;butsincethat……it’sonlybeentormentingfolk。"
  "Anddoyouknow,Daddy,thedaybeforeyesterdayweranatthemand,myword,theydidn’tletusgetnearbeforetheyjustthrewdowntheirmusketsandwentontheirknees。’Pardon!’theysay。That’sonlyonecase。TheysayPlatovtook’Poleonhimselftwice。Buthedidn’tknowtherightcharm。Hecatcheshimandcatcheshim—nogood!Heturnsintoabirdinhishandsandfliesaway。Andthere’snowayofkillinghimeither。"
  "You’reafirst—classliar,Kiselev,whenIcometolookatyou!"
  "Liar,indeed!It’stherealtruth。"
  "Ifhefellintomyhands,whenI’dcaughthimI’dburyhiminthegroundwithanaspenstaketofixhimdown。Whatalotofmenhe’sruined!"
  "Well,anyhowwe’regoingtoendit。Hewon’tcomehereagain,"
  remarkedtheoldsoldier,yawning。
  Theconversationflagged,andthesoldiersbegansettlingdowntosleep。
  "Lookatthestars。It’swonderfulhowtheyshine!Youwouldthinkthewomenhadspreadouttheirlinen,"saidoneofthemen,gazingwithadmirationattheMilkyWay。
  "That’sasignofagoodharvestnextyear。"
  "Weshallwantsomemorewood。"
  "Youwarmyourbackandyourbellygetsfrozen。That’squeer。"
  "OLord!"
  "Whatareyoupushingfor?Isthefireonlyforyou?Lookhowhe’ssprawling!"
  Inthesilencethatensued,thesnoringofthosewhohadfallenasleepcouldbeheard。Othersturnedoverandwarmedthemselves,nowandagainexchangingafewwords。Fromacampfireahundredpacesoffcameasoundofgeneral,merrylaughter。
  "HarkatthemroaringthereintheFifthCompany!"saidoneofthesoldiers,andwhatalotofthemthereare!"
  OneofthemengotupandwentovertotheFifthCompany。
  "They’rehavingsuchfun,"saidhe,comingback。"TwoFrenchieshaveturnedup。One’squitefrozenandtheother’sanawfulswaggerer。He’ssingingsongs……"
  "Oh,I’llgoacrossandhavealook……"
  AndseveralofthemenwentovertotheFifthCompany。
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  Thefifthcompanywasbivouackingattheveryedgeoftheforest。
  Ahugecampfirewasblazingbrightlyinthemidstofthesnow,lightingupthebranchesoftreesheavywithhoarfrost。
  Aboutmidnighttheyheardthesoundofstepsinthesnowoftheforest,andthecracklingofdrybranches。
  "Abear,lads,"saidoneofthemen。
  Theyallraisedtheirheadstolisten,andoutoftheforestintothebrightfirelightsteppedtwostrangelycladhumanfiguresclingingtooneanother。
  TheseweretwoFrenchmenwhohadbeenhidingintheforest。Theycameuptothefire,hoarselyutteringsomethinginalanguageoursoldiersdidnotunderstand。Onewastallerthantheother;heworeanofficer’shatandseemedquiteexhausted。Onapproachingthefirehehadbeengoingtositdown,butfell。Theother,ashortsturdysoldierwithashawltiedroundhishead,wasstronger。Heraisedhiscompanionandsaidsomething,pointingtohismouth。ThesoldierssurroundedtheFrenchmen,spreadagreatcoatonthegroundforthesickman,andbroughtsomebuckwheatporridgeandvodkaforbothofthem。
  TheexhaustedFrenchofficerwasRamballeandthemanwithhisheadwrappedintheshawlwasMorel,hisorderly。
  WhenMorelhaddrunksomevodkaandfinishedhisbowlofporridgehesuddenlybecameunnaturallymerryandchatteredincessantlytothesoldiers,whocouldnotunderstandhim。Ramballerefusedfoodandrestinghisheadonhiselbowlaysilentbesidethecampfire,lookingattheRussiansoldierswithredandvacanteyes。Occasionallyheemittedalong—drawngroanandthenagainbecamesilent。Morel,pointingtohisshoulders,triedtoimpressonthesoldiersthefactthatRamballewasanofficerandoughttobewarmed。ARussianofficerwhohadcomeuptothefiresenttoaskhiscolonelwhetherhewouldnottakeaFrenchofficerintohishuttowarmhim,andwhenthemessengerreturnedandsaidthatthecolonelwishedtheofficertobebroughttohim,Ramballewastoldtogo。Heroseandtriedtowalk,butstaggeredandwouldhavefallenhadnotasoldierstandingbyheldhimup。
  "Youwon’tdoitagain,eh?"saidoneofthesoldiers,winkingandturningmockinglytoRamballe。
  "Oh,youfool!Whytalkrubbish,loutthatyouare—arealpeasant!"
  camerebukesfromallsidesaddressedtothejestingsoldier。
  TheysurroundedRamballe,liftedhimonthecrossedarmsoftwosoldiers,andcarriedhimtothehut。Ramballeputhisarmsaroundtheirneckswhiletheycarriedhimandbeganwailingplaintively:
  "Oh,youfinefellows,mykind,kindfriends!Thesearemen!Oh,mybrave,kindfriends,"andheleanedhisheadagainsttheshoulderofoneofthemenlikeachild。
  MeanwhileMorelwassittinginthebestplacebythefire,surroundedbythesoldiers。
  Morel,ashortsturdyFrenchmanwithinflamedandstreamingeyes,waswearingawoman’scloakandhadashawltiedwomanfashionroundhisheadoverhiscap。Hewasevidentlytipsy,andwassingingaFrenchsonginahoarsebrokenvoice,withanarmthrownroundthenearestsoldier。Thesoldierssimplyheldtheirsidesastheywatchedhim。
  "Nowthen,nowthen,teachushowitgoes!I’llsoonpickitup。Howisit?"saidtheman—asingerandawag—whomMorelwasembracing。
  "ViveHenriQuatre!Viveceroivaliant!"sangMorel,winking。"Cediableaquatre……"*
  *"LongliveHenrytheFourth,thatvaliantking!Thatrowdydevil。"
  "Vivarika!Vif—seruvaru!Sedyablyaka!"repeatedthesoldier,flourishinghisarmandreallycatchingthetune。
  "Bravo!Ha,ha,ha!"rosetheirrough,joyouslaughterfromallsides。
  Morel,wrinklinguphisface,laughedtoo。
  "Well,goon,goon!"
  "Quieutletripletalent,Deboire,debattre,Etd’etreunvertgalant。"*
  *WhohadatripletalentFordrinking,forfighting,Andforbeingagallantoldboy……
  "Itgoessmoothly,too。Well,now,Zaletaev!"
  "Ke……"Zaletaev,broughtoutwitheffort:"ke—e—e—e,"hedrawled,laboriouslypursinghislips,"le—trip—ta—la—de—bu—de—ba,ede—tra—va—ga—la"hesang。
  "Fine!JustliketheFrenchie!Oh,hoho!Doyouwantsomemoretoeat?"
  "Givehimsomeporridge:ittakesalongtimetogetfilledupafterstarving。"
  TheygavehimsomemoreporridgeandMorelwithalaughsettoworkonhisthirdbowl。Alltheyoungsoldierssmiledgailyastheywatchedhim。Theoldermen,whothoughtitundignifiedtoamusethemselveswithsuchnonsense,continuedtolieattheoppositesideofthefire,butonewouldoccasionallyraisehimselfonanelbowandglanceatMorelwithasmile。
  "Theyarementoo,"saidoneofthemashewrappedhimselfupinhiscoat。"Evenwormwoodgrowsonitsownroot。"
  "OLord,OLord!Howstarryitis!Tremendous!Thatmeansahardfrost……"
  Theyallgrewsilent。Thestars,asifknowingthatnoonewaslookingatthem,begantodisportthemselvesinthedarksky:nowflaringup,nowvanishing,nowtrembling,theywerebusywhisperingsomethinggladsomeandmysterioustooneanother。
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  TheFrencharmymeltedawayattheuniformrateofamathematicalprogression;andthatcrossingoftheBerezinaaboutwhichsomuchhasbeenwrittenwasonlyoneintermediatestageinitsdestruction,andnotatallthedecisiveepisodeofthecampaign。IfsomuchhasbeenandstilliswrittenabouttheBerezina,ontheFrenchsidethisisonlybecauseatthebrokenbridgeacrossthatriverthecalamitiestheirarmyhadbeenpreviouslyenduringweresuddenlyconcentratedatonemomentintoatragicspectaclethatremainedineverymemory,andontheRussiansidemerelybecauseinPetersburg—farfromtheseatofwar—aplanagainoneofPfuel’shadbeendevisedtocatchNapoleoninastrategictrapattheBerezinaRiver。Everyoneassuredhimselfthatallwouldhappenaccordingtoplan,andthereforeinsistedthatitwasjustthecrossingoftheBerezinathatdestroyedtheFrencharmy。InrealitytheresultsofthecrossingweremuchlessdisastroustotheFrench—ingunsandmenlost—thanKrasnoehadbeen,asthefiguresshow。
  ThesoleimportanceofthecrossingoftheBerezinaliesinthefactthatitplainlyandindubitablyprovedthefallacyofalltheplansforcuttingofftheenemy’sretreatandthesoundnessoftheonlypossiblelineofaction—theoneKutuzovandthegeneralmassofthearmydemanded—namely,simplytofollowtheenemyup。TheFrenchcrowdfledatacontinuallyincreasingspeedandallitsenergywasdirectedtoreachingitsgoal。Itfledlikeawoundedanimalanditwasimpossibletoblockitspath。Thiswasshownnotsomuchbythearrangementsitmadeforcrossingasbywhattookplaceatthebridges。Whenthebridgesbrokedown,unarmedsoldiers,peoplefromMoscowandwomenwithchildrenwhowerewiththeFrenchtransport,all—carriedonbyvisinertiae—pressedforwardintoboatsandintotheice—coveredwateranddidnot,surrender。
  Thatimpulsewasreasonable。Theconditionoffugitivesandofpursuerswasequallybad。Aslongastheyremainedwiththeirownpeopleeachmighthopeforhelpfromhisfellowsandthedefiniteplaceheheldamongthem。Butthosewhosurrendered,whileremaininginthesamepitifulplight,wouldbeonalowerleveltoclaimashareinthenecessitiesoflife。TheFrenchdidnotneedtobeinformedofthefactthathalftheprisoners—withwhomtheRussiansdidnotknowwhattodo—perishedofcoldandhungerdespitetheircaptors’
  desiretosavethem;theyfeltthatitcouldnotbeotherwise。ThemostcompassionateRussiancommanders,thosefavorabletotheFrench—andeventheFrenchmenintheRussianservice—coulddonothingfortheprisoners。TheFrenchperishedfromtheconditionstowhichtheRussianarmywasitselfexposed。ItwasimpossibletotakebreadandclothesfromourhungryandindispensablesoldierstogivetotheFrenchwho,thoughnotharmful,orhated,orguilty,weresimplyunnecessary。SomeRussiansevendidthat,buttheywereexceptions。
  CertaindestructionlaybehindtheFrenchbutinfronttherewashope。Theirshipshadbeenburned,therewasnosalvationsaveincollectiveflight,andonthatthewholestrengthoftheFrenchwasconcentrated。
  Thefarthertheyfledthemorewretchedbecametheplightoftheremnant,especiallyaftertheBerezina,onwhichinconsequenceofthePetersburgplanspecialhopeshadbeenplacedbytheRussians,andthekeenergrewthepassionsoftheRussiancommanders,blamedoneanotherandKutuzovmostofall。AnticipationthatthefailureofthePetersburgBerezinaplanwouldbeattributedtoKutuzovledtodissatisfaction,contempt,andridicule,moreandmorestronglyexpressed。Theridiculeandcontemptwereofcourseexpressedinarespectfulform,makingitimpossibleforhimtoaskwhereinhewastoblame。Theydidnottalkseriouslytohim;whenreportingtohimoraskingforhissanctiontheyappearedtobefulfillingaregrettableformality,buttheywinkedbehindhisbackandtriedtomisleadhimateveryturn。
  Becausetheycouldnotunderstandhimallthesepeopleassumedthatitwasuselesstotalktotheoldman;thathewouldnevergrasptheprofundityoftheirplans,thathewouldanswerwithhisphraseswhichtheythoughtweremerephrasesabouta"goldenbridge,"abouttheimpossibilityofcrossingthefrontierwithacrowdoftatterdemalions,andsoforth。Theyhadheardallthatbefore。
  Andallhesaid—thatitwasnecessarytoawaitprovisions,orthatthemenhadnoboots—wassosimple,whilewhattheyproposedwassocomplicatedandclever,thatitwasevidentthathewasoldandstupidandthatthey,thoughnotinpower,werecommandersofgenius。
  AfterthejunctionwiththearmyofthebrilliantadmiralandPetersburgheroWittgenstein,thismoodandthegossipofthestaffreachedtheirmaximum。Kutuzovsawthisandmerelysighedandshruggedhisshoulders。Onlyonce,aftertheaffairoftheBerezina,didhegetangryandwritetoBennigsenwhoreportedseparatelytotheEmperorthefollowingletter:
  "Onaccountofyourspellsofillhealth,willyourexcellencypleasebesogoodastosetoffforKalugaonreceiptofthis,andthereawaitfurthercommandsandappointmentsfromHisImperialMajesty。"
  ButafterBennigsen’sdeparture,theGrandDukeTsarevichConstantinePavlovichjoinedthearmy。HehadtakenpartinthebeginningofthecampaignbuthadsubsequentlybeenremovedfromthearmybyKutuzov。Nowhavingcometothearmy,heinformedKutuzovoftheEmperor’sdispleasureatthepoorsuccessofourforcesandtheslownessoftheiradvance。TheEmperorintendedtojointhearmypersonallyinafewdays’time。
  Theoldman,experiencedincourtaswellasinmilitaryaffairs—
  thissameKutuzovwhoinAugusthadbeenchosencommanderinchiefagainstthesovereign’swishesandwhohadremovedtheGrandDukeandheir—apparentfromthearmy—whoonhisownauthorityandcontrarytotheEmperor’swillhaddecidedontheabandonmentofMoscow,nowrealizedatoncethathisdaywasover,thathispartwasplayed,andthatthepowerhewassupposedtoholdwasnolongerhis。Andheunderstoodthisnotmerelyfromtheattitudeofthecourt。
  Hesawontheonehandthatthemilitarybusinessinwhichhehadplayedhispartwasendedandfeltthathismissionwasaccomplished;andatthesametimehebegantobeconsciousofthephysicalwearinessofhisagedbodyandofthenecessityofphysicalrest。
  Onthetwenty—ninthofNovemberKutuzoventeredVilna—his"dearVilna"ashecalledit。TwiceduringhiscareerKutuzovhadbeengovernorofVilna。Inthatwealthytown,whichhadnotbeeninjured,hefoundoldfriendsandassociations,besidesthecomfortsoflifeofwhichhehadsolongbeendeprived。Andhesuddenlyturnedfromthecaresofarmyandstateand,asfarasthepassionsthatseethedaroundhimallowed,immersedhimselfinthequietlifetowhichhehadformerlybeenaccustomed,asifallthatwastakingplaceandallthathadstilltobedoneintherealmofhistorydidnotconcernhimatall。
  Chichagov,oneofthemostzealous"cutters—off"and"breakers—up,"whohadfirstwantedtoeffectadiversioninGreeceandtheninWarsawbutneverwishedtogowherehewassent:
  Chichagov,notedfortheboldnesswithwhichhespoketotheEmperor,andwhoconsideredKutuzovtobeunderanobligationtohimbecausewhenhewassenttomakepeacewithTurkeyin1811
  independentlyofKutuzov,andfoundthatpeacehadalreadybeenconcluded,headmittedtotheEmperorthatthemeritofsecuringthatpeacewasreallyKutuzov’s;thisChichagovwasthefirsttomeetKutuzovatthecastlewherethelatterwastostay。Inundressnavaluniform,withadirk,andholdinghiscapunderhisarm,hehandedKutuzovagarrisonreportandthekeysofthetown。ThecontemptuouslyrespectfulattitudeoftheyoungermentotheoldmaninhisdotagewasexpressedinthehighestdegreebythebehaviorofChichagov,whoknewoftheaccusationsthatwerebeingdirectedagainstKutuzov。
  WhenspeakingtoChichagov,KutuzovincidentallymentionedthatthevehiclespackedwithchinathathadbeencapturedfromhimatBorisovhadbeenrecoveredandwouldberestoredtohim。
  "YoumeantoimplythatIhavenothingtoeatoutof……Onthecontrary,Icansupplyyouwitheverythingevenifyouwanttogivedinnerparties,"warmlyrepliedChichagov,whotriedbyeverywordhespoketoprovehisownrectitudeandthereforeimaginedKutuzovtobeanimatedbythesamedesire。
  Kutuzov,shrugginghisshoulders,repliedwithhissubtlepenetratingsmile:"ImeantmerelytosaywhatIsaid。"
  ContrarytotheEmperor’swishKutuzovdetainedthegreaterpartofthearmyatVilna。Thoseabouthimsaidthathebecameextraordinarilyslackandphysicallyfeebleduringhisstayinthattown。Heattendedtoarmyaffairsreluctantly,lefteverythingtohisgenerals,andwhileawaitingtheEmperor’sarrivalledadissipatedlife。
  HavingleftPetersburgontheseventhofDecemberwithhissuite—
  CountTolstoy,PrinceVolkonski,Arakcheev,andothers—theEmperorreachedVilnaontheeleventh,andinhistravelingsleighdrovestraighttothecastle。Inspiteoftheseverefrostsomehundredgeneralsandstaffofficersinfullparadeuniformstoodinfrontofthecastle,aswellasaguardofhonoroftheSemenovregiment。
  Acourierwhogallopedtothecastleinadvance,inatroykawiththreefoam—fleckedhorses,shouted"Coming!"andKonovnitsynrushedintothevestibuletoinformKutuzov,whowaswaitinginthehallporter’slittlelodge。
  Aminutelatertheoldman’slargestoutfigureinfull—dressuniform,hischestcoveredwithordersandascarfdrawnroundhisstomach,waddledoutintotheporch。Heputonhishatwithitspeakstothesidesand,holdinghisglovesinhishandandwalkingwithaneffortsidewaysdownthestepstothelevelofthestreet,tookinhishandthereporthehadpreparedfortheEmperor。
  Therewasrunningtoandfroandwhispering;anothertroykafuriouslyup,andthenalleyeswereturnedonanapproachingsleighinwhichthefiguresoftheEmperorandVolkonskicouldalreadybedescried。
  Fromthehabitoffiftyyearsallthishadaphysicallyagitatingeffectontheoldgeneral。Hecarefullyandhastilyfelthimselfallover,readjustedhishat,andpullinghimselftogetherdrewhimselfupand,attheverymomentwhentheEmperor,havingalightedfromthesleigh,liftedhiseyestohim,handedhimthereportandbeganspeakinginhissmooth,ingratiatingvoice。
  TheEmperorwitharapidglancescannedKutuzovfromheadtofoot,frownedforaninstant,butimmediatelymasteringhimselfwentuptotheoldman,extendedhisarmsandembracedhim。Andthisembracetoo,owingtoalong—standingimpressionrelatedtohisinnermostfeelings,haditsusualeffectonKutuzovandhegaveasob。
  TheEmperorgreetedtheofficersandtheSemenovguard,andagainpressingtheoldman’shandwentwithhimintothecastle。
  WhenalonewiththefieldmarshaltheEmperorexpressedhisdissatisfactionattheslownessofthepursuitandatthemistakesmadeatKrasnoeandtheBerezina,andinformedhimofhisintentionsforafuturecampaignabroad。Kutuzovmadenorejoinderorremark。Thesamesubmissive,expressionlesslookwithwhichhehadlistenedtotheEmperor’scommandsonthefieldofAusterlitzsevenyearsbeforesettledonhisfacenow。
  WhenKutuzovcameoutofthestudyandwithloweredheadwascrossingtheballroomwithhisheavywaddlinggait,hewasarrestedbysomeone’svoicesaying:
  "YourSereneHighness!"
  KutuzovraisedhisheadandlookedforalongwhileintotheeyesofCountTolstoy,whostoodbeforehimholdingasilversalveronwhichlayasmallobject。Kutuzovseemednottounderstandwhatwasexpectedofhim。
  Suddenlyheseemedtoremember;ascarcelyperceptiblesmileflashedacrosshispuffyface,andbowinglowandrespectfullyhetooktheobjectthatlayonthesalver。ItwastheOrderofSt。GeorgeoftheFirstClass。
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  NextdaythefieldmarshalgaveadinnerandballwhichtheEmperorhonoredbyhispresence。KutuzovhadreceivedtheOrderofSt。
  GeorgeoftheFirstClassandtheEmperorshowedhimthehighesthonors,buteveryoneknewoftheimperialdissatisfactionwithhim。
  TheproprietieswereobservedandtheEmperorwasthefirsttosetthatexample,buteverybodyunderstoodthattheoldmanwasblameworthyandgood—for—nothing。WhenKutuzov,conformingtoacustomofCatherine’sday,orderedthestandardsthathadbeencapturedtobeloweredattheEmperor’sfeetonhisenteringtheballroom,theEmperormadeawryfaceandmutteredsomethinginwhichsomepeoplecaughtthewords,"theoldcomedian。"
  TheEmperor’sdispleasurewithKutuzovwasspeciallyincreasedatVilnabythefactthatKutuzovevidentlycouldnotorwouldnotunderstandtheimportanceofthecomingcampaign。
  WhenonthefollowingmorningtheEmperorsaidtotheofficersassembledabouthim:"YouhavenotonlysavedRussia,youhavesavedEurope!"theyallunderstoodthatthewarwasnotended。
  KutuzovalonewouldnotseethisandopenlyexpressedhisopinionthatnofreshwarcouldimprovethepositionoraddtothegloryofRussia,butcouldonlyspoilandlowerthegloriouspositionthatRussiahadgained。HetriedtoprovetotheEmperortheimpossibilityoflevyingfreshtroops,spokeofthehardshipsalreadyenduredbythepeople,ofthepossibilityoffailureandsoforth。
  Thisbeingthefieldmarshal’sframeofmindhewasnaturallyregardedasmerelyahindranceandobstacletotheimpendingwar。
  Toavoidunpleasantencounterswiththeoldman,thenaturalmethodwastodowhathadbeendonewithhimatAusterlitzandwithBarclayatthebeginningoftheRussiancampaign—totransfertheauthoritytotheEmperorhimself,thuscuttingthegroundfromunderthecommanderinchief’sfeetwithoutupsettingtheoldmanbyinforminghimofthechange。
  WiththisobjecthisstaffwasgraduallyreconstructedanditsrealstrengthremovedandtransferredtotheEmperor。Toll,Konovnitsyn,andErmolovreceivedfreshappointments。Everyonespokeloudlyofthefieldmarshal’sgreatweaknessandfailinghealth。
  Hishealthhadtobebadforhisplacetobetakenawayandgiventoanother。Andinfacthishealthwaspoor。
  Sonaturally,simply,andgradually—justashehadcomefromTurkeytotheTreasuryinPetersburgtorecruitthemilitia,andthentothearmywhenhewasneededthere—nowwhenhispartwasplayedout,Kutuzov’splacewastakenbyanewandnecessaryperformer。
  Thewar1812,besidesitsnationalsignificancedeartoeveryRussianheart,wasnowtoassumeanother,aEuropean,significance。
  Themovementofpeoplesfromwesttoeastwastobesucceededbyamovementofpeoplesfromeasttowest,andforthisfreshwaranotherleaderwasnecessary,havingqualitiesandviewsdifferingfromKutuzov’sandanimatedbydifferentmotives。
  AlexanderIwasasnecessaryforthemovementofthepeoplesfromeasttowestandfortherefixingofnationalfrontiersasKutuzovhadbeenforthesalvationandgloryofRussia。
  KutuzovdidnotunderstandwhatEurope,thebalanceofpower,orNapoleonmeant。Hecouldnotunderstandit。FortherepresentativeoftheRussianpeople,aftertheenemyhadbeendestroyedandRussiahadbeenliberatedandraisedtothesummitofherglory,therewasnothinglefttodoasaRussian。Nothingremainedfortherepresentativeofthenationalwarbuttodie,andKutuzovdied。
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  Asgenerallyhappens,Pierredidnotfeelthefulleffectsofthephysicalprivationandstrainhehadsufferedasprisoneruntilaftertheywereover。AfterhisliberationhereachedOrel,andonthethirddaythere,whenpreparingtogotoKiev,hefellillandwaslaidupforthreemonths。Hehadwhatthedoctorstermed"biliousfever。"Butdespitethefactthatthedoctorstreatedhim,bledhim,andgavehimmedicinestodrink,herecovered。
  ScarcelyanyimpressionwasleftonPierre’smindbyallthathappenedtohimfromthetimeofhisrescuetillhisillness。Herememberedonlythedullgrayweathernowrainyandnowsnowy,internalphysicaldistress,andpainsinhisfeetandside。Herememberedageneralimpressionofthemisfortunesandsufferingsofpeopleandofbeingworriedbythecuriosityofofficersandgeneralswhoquestionedhim,healsorememberedhisdifficultyinprocuringaconveyanceandhorses,andaboveallherememberedhisincapacitytothinkandfeelallthattime。OnthedayofhisrescuehehadseenthebodyofPetyaRostov。ThatsamedayhehadlearnedthatPrinceAndrew,aftersurvivingthebattleofBorodinoformorethanamonthhadrecentlydiedintheRostovs’houseatYaroslavl,andDenisovwhotoldhimthisnewsalsomentionedHelene’sdeath,supposingthatPierrehadheardofitlongbefore。AllthisatthetimeseemedmerelystrangetoPierre:hefelthecouldnotgraspitssignificance。Justthenhewasonlyanxioustogetawayasquicklyaspossiblefromplaceswherepeoplewerekillingoneanother,tosomepeacefulrefugewherehecouldrecoverhimself,rest,andthinkoverallthestrangenewfactshehadlearned;butonreachingOrelheimmediatelyfellill。Whenhecametohimselfafterhisillnesshesawinattendanceonhimtwoofhisservants,TerentyandVaska,whohadcomefromMoscow;andalsohiscousintheeldestprincess,whohadbeenlivingonhisestateatEletsandhearingofhisrescueandillnesshadcometolookafterhim。
  ItwasonlygraduallyduringhisconvalescencethatPierrelosttheimpressionshehadbecomeaccustomedtoduringthelastfewmonthsandgotusedtotheideathatnoonewouldobligehimtogoanywheretomorrow,thatnoonewoulddeprivehimofhiswarmbed,andthathewouldbesuretogethisdinner,tea,andsupper。Butforalongtimeinhisdreamshestillsawhimselfintheconditionsofcaptivity。Inthesamewaylittlebylittlehecametounderstandthenewshehadbeentoldafterhisrescue,aboutthedeathofPrinceAndrew,thedeathofhiswife,andthedestructionoftheFrench。
  Ajoyousfeelingoffreedom—thatcompleteinalienablefreedomnaturaltomanwhichhehadfirstexperiencedatthefirsthaltoutsideMoscow—filledPierre’ssoulduringhisconvalescence。Hewassurprisedtofindthatthisinnerfreedom,whichwasindependentofexternalconditions,nowhadasitwereanadditionalsettingofexternalliberty。Hewasaloneinastrangetown,withoutacquaintances。Noonedemandedanythingofhimorsenthimanywhere。
  Hehadallhewanted:thethoughtofhiswifewhichhadbeenacontinualtormenttohimwasnolongerthere,sinceshewasnomore。
  "Oh,howgood!Howsplendid!"saidhetohimselfwhenacleanlylaidtablewasmoveduptohimwithsavorybeeftea,orwhenhelaydownforthenightonasoftcleanbed,orwhenherememberedthattheFrenchhadgoneandthathiswifewasnomore。"Oh,howgood,howsplendid!"
  Andbyoldhabitheaskedhimselfthequestion:"Well,andwhatthen?WhatamIgoingtodo?"Andheimmediatelygavehimselftheanswer:"Well,Ishalllive。Ah,howsplendid!"
  Theveryquestionthathadformerlytormentedhim,thethinghehadcontinuallysoughttofind—theaimoflife—nolongerexistedforhimnow。Thatsearchfortheaimoflifehadnotmerelydisappearedtemporarily—hefeltthatitnolongerexistedforhimandcouldnotpresentitselfagain。Andthisveryabsenceofanaimgavehimthecomplete,joyoussenseoffreedomwhichconstitutedhishappinessatthistime。
  Hecouldnotseeanaim,forhenowhadfaith—notfaithinanykindofrule,orwords,orideas,butfaithinanever—living,ever—manifestGod。FormerlyhehadsoughtHiminaimshesethimself。ThatsearchforanaimhadbeensimplyasearchforGod,andsuddenlyinhiscaptivityhehadlearnednotbywordsorreasoningbutbydirectfeelingwhathisnursehadtoldhimlongago:thatGodishereandeverywhere。InhiscaptivityhehadlearnedthatinKarataevGodwasgreater,moreinfiniteandunfathomablethanintheArchitectoftheUniverserecognizedbytheFreemasons。Hefeltlikeamanwhoafterstraininghiseyestoseeintothefardistancefindswhathesoughtathisveryfeet。Allhislifehehadlookedovertheheadsofthemenaroundhim,whenheshouldhavemerelylookedinfrontofhimwithoutstraininghiseyes。
  Inthepasthehadneverbeenabletofindthatgreatinscrutableinfinitesomething。Hehadonlyfeltthatitmustexistsomewhereandhadlookedforit。Ineverythingnearandcomprehensiblehehadonlywhatwaslimited,petty,commonplace,andsenseless。Hehadequippedhimselfwithamentaltelescopeandlookedintoremotespace,wherepettyworldlinesshidingitselfinmistydistancehadseemedtohimgreatandinfinitemerelybecauseitwasnotclearlyseen。
  AndsuchhadEuropeanlife,politics,Freemasonry,philosophy,andphilanthropyseemedtohim。Buteventhen,atmomentsofweaknessashehadaccountedthem,hismindhadpenetratedtothosedistancesandhehadthereseenthesamepettiness,worldliness,andsenselessness。Now,however,hehadlearnedtoseethegreat,eternal,andinfiniteineverything,andtherefore—toseeitandenjoyitscontemplation—henaturallythrewawaythetelescopethroughwhichhehadtillnowgazedovermen’sheads,andgladlyregardedtheever—changing,eternallygreat,unfathomable,andinfinitelifearoundhim。Andthecloserhelookedthemoretranquilandhappyhebecame。
  Thatdreadfulquestion,"Whatfor?"whichhadformerlydestroyedallhismentaledifices,nolongerexistedforhim。Tothatquestion,"Whatfor?"asimpleanswerwasnowalwaysreadyinhissoul:"BecausethereisaGod,thatGodwithoutwhosewillnotonehairfallsfromaman’shead。"
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  InexternalwaysPierrehadhardlychangedatall。Inappearancehewasjustwhatheusedtobe。Asbeforehewasabsent—mindedandseemedoccupiednotwithwhatwasbeforehiseyesbutwithsomethingspecialofhisown。Thedifferencebetweenhisformerandpresentselfwasthatformerlywhenhedidnotgraspwhatlaybeforehimorwassaidtohim,hehadpuckeredhisforeheadpainfullyasifvainlyseekingtodistinguishsomethingatadistance。Atpresenthestillforgotwhatwassaidtohimandstilldidnotseewhatwasbeforehiseyes,buthenowlookedwithascarcelyperceptibleandseeminglyironicsmileatwhatwasbeforehimandlistenedtowhatwassaid,thoughevidentlyseeingandhearingsomethingquitedifferent。
  Formerlyhehadappearedtobeakindheartedbutunhappyman,andsopeoplehadbeeninclinedtoavoidhim。Nowasmileatthejoyoflifealwaysplayedroundhislips,andsympathyforothers,shoneinhiseyeswithaquestioninglookastowhethertheywereascontentedashewas,andpeoplefeltpleasedbyhispresence。
  Previouslyhehadtalkedagreatdeal,grewexcitedwhenhetalked,andseldomlistened;nowhewasseldomcarriedawayinconversationandknewhowtolistensothatpeoplereadilytoldhimtheirmostintimatesecrets。
  Theprincess,whohadneverlikedPierreandhadbeenparticularlyhostiletohimsinceshehadfeltherselfunderobligationstohimaftertheoldcount’sdeath,nowafterstayingashorttimeinOrel—
  whereshehadcomeintendingtoshowPierrethatinspiteofhisingratitudesheconsidereditherdutytonursehim—felttohersurpriseandvexationthatshehadbecomefondofhim。Pierredidnotinanywayseekherapproval,hemerelystudiedherwithinterest。
  Formerlyshehadfeltthatheregardedherwithindifferenceandirony,andsohadshrunkintoherselfasshedidwithothersandhadshownhimonlythecombativesideofhernature;butnowheseemedtobetryingtounderstandthemostintimateplacesofherheart,and,mistrustfullyatfirstbutafterwardsgratefully,shelethimseethehidden,kindlysidesofhercharacter。
  Themostcunningmancouldnothavecreptintoherconfidencemoresuccessfully,evokingmemoriesofthebesttimesofheryouthandshowingsympathywiththem。YetPierre’scunningconsistedsimplyinfindingpleasureindrawingoutthehumanqualitiesoftheembittered,hard,andinherownwayproudprincess。
  "Yes,heisavery,verykindmanwhenheisnotundertheinfluenceofbadpeoplebutofpeoplesuchasmyself,"thoughtshe。
  Hisservantstoo—TerentyandVaska—intheirownwaynoticedthechangethathadtakenplaceinPierre。Theyconsideredthathehadbecomemuch"simpler。"Terenty,whenhehadhelpedhimundressandwishedhimgoodnight,oftenlingeredwithhismaster’sbootsinhishandsandclothesoverhisarm,toseewhetherhewouldnotstartatalk。AndPierre,noticingthatTerentywantedachat,generallykepthimthere。
  "Well,tellme……now,howdidyougetfood?"hewouldask。
  AndTerentywouldbegintalkingofthedestructionofMoscow,andoftheoldcount,andwouldstandforalongtimeholdingtheclothesandtalking,orsometimeslisteningtoPierre’sstories,andthenwouldgooutintothehallwithapleasantsenseofintimacywithhismasterandaffectionforhim。
  ThedoctorwhoattendedPierreandvisitedhimeveryday,thoughheconsideredithisdutyasadoctortoposeasamanwhoseeverymomentwasofvaluetosufferinghumanity,wouldsitforhourswithPierretellinghimhisfavoriteanecdotesandhisobservationsonthecharactersofhispatientsingeneral,andespeciallyoftheladies。
  "It’sapleasuretotalktoamanlikethat;heisnotlikeourprovincials,"hewouldsay。
  TherewereseveralprisonersfromtheFrencharmyinOrel,andthedoctorbroughtoneofthem,ayoungItalian,toseePierre。
  ThisofficerbeganvisitingPierre,andtheprincessusedtomakefunofthetendernesstheItalianexpressedforhim。
  TheItalianseemedhappyonlywhenhecouldcometoseePierre,talkwithhim,tellhimabouthispast,hislifeathome,andhislove,andpourouttohimhisindignationagainsttheFrenchandespeciallyagainstNapoleon。
  "IfallRussiansareintheleastlikeyou,itissacrilegetofightsuchanation,"hesaidtoPierre。"You,whohavesufferedsofromtheFrench,donotevenfeelanimositytowardthem。"
  PierrehadevokedthepassionateaffectionoftheItalianmerelybyevokingthebestsideofhisnatureandtakingapleasureinsodoing。
  DuringthelastdaysofPierre’sstayinOrelhisoldMasonicacquaintanceCountWillarski,whohadintroducedhimtothelodgein1807,cametoseehim。WillarskiwasmarriedtoaRussianheiresswhohadalargeestateinOrelprovince,andheoccupiedatemporarypostinthecommissariatdepartmentinthattown。
  HearingthatBezukhovwasinOrel,Willarski,thoughtheyhadneverbeenintimate,cametohimwiththeprofessionsoffriendshipandintimacythatpeoplewhomeetinadesertgenerallyexpressforoneanother。WillarskifeltdullinOrelandwaspleasedtomeetamanofhisowncircleand,ashesupposed,ofsimilarinterests。
  ButtohissurpriseWillarskisoonnoticedthatPierrehadlaggedmuchbehindthetimes,andhadsunk,asheexpressedittohimself,intoapathyandegotism。
  "Youarelettingyourselfgo,mydearfellow,"hesaid。
  ButforallthatWillarskifounditpleasanternowthanithadbeenformerlytobewithPierre,andcametoseehimeveryday。ToPierreashelookedatandlistenedtoWillarski,itseemedstrangetothinkthathehadbeenlikethathimselfbutashorttimebefore。
  Willarskiwasamarriedmanwithafamily,busywithhisfamilyaffairs,hiswife’saffairs,andhisofficialduties。Heregardedalltheseoccupationsashindrancestolife,andconsideredthattheywereallcontemptiblebecausetheiraimwasthewelfareofhimselfandhisfamily。Military,administrative,political,andMasonicinterestscontinuallyabsorbedhisattention。AndPierre,withouttryingtochangetheother’sviewsandwithoutcondemninghim,butwiththequiet,joyful,andamusedsmilenowhabitualtohim,wasinterestedinthisstrangethoughveryfamiliarphenomenon。
  TherewasanewfeatureinPierre’srelationswithWillarski,withtheprincess,withthedoctor,andwithallthepeoplehenowmet,whichgainedforhimthegeneralgoodwill。Thiswashisacknowledgmentoftheimpossibilityofchangingaman’sconvictionsbywords,andhisrecognitionofthepossibilityofeveryonethinking,feeling,andseeingthingseachfromhisownpointofview。ThislegitimatepeculiarityofeachindividualwhichusedtoexciteandirritatePierrenowbecameabasisofthesympathyhefeltfor,andtheinteresthetookin,otherpeople。Thedifference,andsometimescompletecontradiction,betweenmen’sopinionsandtheirlives,andbetweenonemanandanother,pleasedhimanddrewfromhimanamusedandgentlesmile。
  InpracticalmattersPierreunexpectedlyfeltwithinhimselfacenterofgravityhehadpreviouslylacked。Formerlyallpecuniaryquestions,especiallyrequestsformoneytowhich,asanextremelywealthyman,hewasveryexposed,producedinhimastateofhopelessagitationandperplexity。"Togiveornottogive?"hehadaskedhimself。"Ihaveitandheneedsit。Butsomeoneelseneedsitstillmore。Whoneedsitmost?Andperhapstheyarebothimpostors?"
  Intheolddayshehadbeenunabletofindawayoutofallthesesurmisesandhadgiventoallwhoaskedaslongashehadanythingtogive。Formerlyhehadbeeninasimilarstateofperplexitywithregardtoeveryquestionconcerninghisproperty,whenonepersonadvisedonethingandanothersomethingelse。
  Nowtohissurprisehefoundthathenolongerfelteitherdoubtorperplexityaboutthesequestions。Therewasnowwithinhimajudgewhobysomeruleunknowntohimdecidedwhatshouldorshouldnotbedone。
  Hewasasindifferentasheretoforetomoneymatters,butnowhefeltcertainofwhatoughtandwhatoughtnottobedone。ThefirsttimehehadrecoursetohisnewjudgewaswhenaFrenchprisoner,acolonel,cametohimand,aftertalkingagreatdealabouthisexploits,concludedbymakingwhatamountedtoademandthatPierreshouldgivehimfourthousandfrancstosendtohiswifeandchildren。
  Pierrerefusedwithouttheleastdifficultyoreffort,andwasafterwardssurprisedhowsimpleandeasyhadbeenwhatusedtoappearsoinsurmountablydifficult。Atthesametimethatherefusedthecolonel’sdemandhemadeuphismindthathemusthaverecoursetoartificewhenleavingOrel,toinducetheItalianofficertoacceptsomemoneyofwhichhewasevidentlyinneed。AfurtherprooftoPierreofhisownmoresettledoutlookonpracticalmatterswasfurnishedbyhisdecisionwithregardtohiswife’sdebtsandtotherebuildingofhishousesinandnearMoscow。
  HisheadstewardcametohimatOrelandPierrereckonedupwithhimhisdiminishedincome。TheburningofMoscowhadcosthim,accordingtotheheadsteward’scalculation,abouttwomillionrubles。
  ToconsolePierrefortheselossestheheadstewardgavehimanestimateshowingthatdespitetheselosseshisincomewouldnotbediminishedbutwouldevenbeincreasedifherefusedtopayhiswife’sdebtswhichhewasundernoobligationtomeet,anddidnotrebuildhisMoscowhouseandthecountryhouseonhisMoscowestate,whichhadcosthimeightythousandrublesayearandbroughtinnothing。
  "Yes,ofcoursethat’strue,"saidPierrewithacheerfulsmile。
  "Idon’tneedallthatatall。BybeingruinedIhavebecomemuchricher。"
  ButinJanuarySavelichcamefromMoscowandgavehimanaccountofthestateofthingsthere,andspokeoftheestimateanarchitecthadmadeofthecostofrebuildingthetownandcountryhouses,speakingofthisasofasettledmatter。AboutthesametimehereceivedlettersfromPrinceVasiliandotherPetersburgacquaintancesspeakingofhiswife’sdebts。AndPierredecidedthatthesteward’sproposalswhichhadsopleasedhimwerewrongandthathemustgotoPetersburgandsettlehiswife’saffairsandmustrebuildinMoscow。
  Whythiswasnecessaryhedidnotknow,butheknewforcertainthatitwasnecessary。Hisincomewouldbereducedbythreefourths,buthefeltitmustbedone。
  WillarskiwasgoingtoMoscowandtheyagreedtotraveltogether。
  DuringthewholetimeofhisconvalescenceinOrelPierrehadexperiencedafeelingofjoy,freedom,andlife;butwhenduringhisjourneyhefoundhimselfintheopenworldandsawhundredsofnewfaces,thatfeelingwasintensified。Throughouthisjourneyhefeltlikeaschoolboyonholiday。Everyone—thestagecoachdriver,thepost—houseoverseers,thepeasantsontheroadsandinthevillages—
  hadanewsignificanceforhim。ThepresenceandremarksofWillarskiwhocontinuallydeploredtheignoranceandpovertyofRussiaanditsbackwardnesscomparedwithEuropeonlyheightenedPierre’spleasure。WhereWillarskisawdeadnessPierresawanextraordinarystrengthandvitality—thestrengthwhichinthatvastspaceamidthesnowsmaintainedthelifeofthisoriginal,peculiar,anduniquepeople。HedidnotcontradictWillarskiandevenseemedtoagreewithhim—anapparentagreementbeingthesimplestwaytoavoiddiscussionsthatcouldleadtonothing—andhesmiledjoyfullyashelistenedtohim。
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  Itwouldbedifficulttoexplainwhyandwhitherantswhoseheaphasbeendestroyedarehurrying:somefromtheheapdraggingbitsofrubbish,larvae,andcorpses,othersbacktotheheap,orwhytheyjostle,overtakeoneanother,andfight,anditwouldbeequallydifficulttoexplainwhatcausedtheRussiansafterthedepartureoftheFrenchtothrongtotheplacethathadformerlybeenMoscow。Butwhenwewatchtheantsroundtheirruinedheap,thetenacity,energy,andimmensenumberofthedelvinginsectsprovethatdespitethedestructionoftheheap,somethingindestructible,whichthoughintangibleistherealstrengthofthecolony,stillexists;andsimilarly,thoughinMoscowinthemonthofOctobertherewasnogovernmentnochurches,shrines,riches,orhouses—itwasstilltheMoscowithadbeeninAugust。Allwasdestroyed,exceptsomethingintangibleyetpowerfulandindestructible。
  ThemotivesofthosewhothrongedfromallsidestoMoscowafterithadbeenclearedoftheenemyweremostdiverseandpersonal,andatfirstforthemostpartsavageandbrutal。Onemotiveonlytheyallhadincommon:adesiretogettotheplacethathadbeencalledMoscow,toapplytheiractivitiesthere。
  WithinaweekMoscowalreadyhadfifteenthousandinhabitants,inafortnighttwenty—fivethousand,andsoon。Bytheautumnof1813thenumber,everincreasingandincreasing,exceededwhatithadbeenin1812。
  ThefirstRussianstoenterMoscowweretheCossacksofWintzingerode’sdetachment,peasantsfromtheadjacentvillages,andresidentswhohadfledfromMoscowandhadbeenhidinginitsvicinity。TheRussianswhoenteredMoscow,findingitplundered,plundereditintheirturn。TheycontinuedwhattheFrenchhadbegun。TrainsofpeasantcartscametoMoscowtocarryofftothevillageswhathadbeenabandonedintheruinedhousesandthestreets。
  TheCossackscarriedoffwhattheycouldtotheircamps,andthehouseholdersseizedalltheycouldfindinotherhousesandmovedittotheirown,pretendingthatitwastheirproperty。
  Butthefirstplundererswerefollowedbyasecondandathirdcontingent,andwithincreasingnumbersplunderingbecamemoreandmoredifficultandassumedmoredefiniteforms。
  TheFrenchfoundMoscowabandonedbutwithalltheorganizationsofregularlife,withdiversebranchesofcommerceandcraftsmanship,withluxury,andgovernmentalandreligiousinstitutions。Theseformswerelifelessbutstillexisted。Therewerebazaars,shops,warehouses,marketstalls,granaries—forthemostpartstillstockedwithgoods—andtherewerefactoriesandworkshops,palacesandwealthyhousesfilledwithluxuries,hospitals,prisons,governmentoffices,churches,andcathedrals。ThelongertheFrenchremainedthemoretheseformsoftownlifeperished,untilfinallyallwasmergedintooneconfused,lifelesssceneofplunder。
  ThemoretheplunderingbytheFrenchcontinued,themoreboththewealthofMoscowandthestrengthofitsplundererswasdestroyed。ButplunderingbytheRussians,withwhichthereoccupationofthecitybegan,hadanoppositeeffect:thelongeritcontinuedandthegreaterthenumberofpeopletakingpartinitthemorerapidlywasthewealthofthecityanditsregularliferestored。
  Besidestheplunderers,veryvariouspeople,somedrawnbycuriosity,somebyofficialduties,somebyself—interest—houseowners,clergy,officialsofallkinds,tradesmen,artisans,andpeasants—streamedintoMoscowasbloodflowstotheheart。
  Withinaweekthepeasantswhocamewithemptycartstocarryoffplunderwerestoppedbytheauthoritiesandmadetocartthecorpsesoutofthetown。Otherpeasants,havingheardoftheircomrades’
  discomfiture,cametotownbringingrye,oats,andhay,andbeatdownoneanother’spricestobelowwhattheyhadbeeninformerdays。GangsofcarpentershopingforhighpayarrivedinMoscoweveryday,andonallsideslogswerebeinghewn,newhousesbuilt,andold,charredonesrepaired。Tradesmenbegantradinginbooths。
  Cookshopsandtavernswereopenedinpartiallyburnedhouses。Theclergyresumedtheservicesinmanychurchesthathadnotbeenburned。
  DonorscontributedChurchpropertythathadbeenstolen。Governmentclerkssetuptheirbaize—coveredtablesandtheirpigeonholesofdocumentsinsmallrooms。ThehigherauthoritiesandthepoliceorganizedthedistributionofgoodsleftbehindbytheFrench。Theownersofhousesinwhichmuchpropertyhadbeenleft,broughttherefromotherhouses,complainedoftheinjusticeoftakingeverythingtotheFacetedPalaceintheKremlin;othersinsistedthatastheFrenchhadgatheredthingsfromdifferenthousesintothisorthathouse,itwouldbeunfairtoallowitsownertokeepallthatwasfoundthere。Theyabusedthepoliceandbribedthem,madeoutestimatesattentimestheirvalueforgovernmentstoresthathadperishedinthefire,anddemandedrelief。AndCountRostopchinwroteproclamations。
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  AttheendofJanuaryPierrewenttoMoscowandstayedinanannexofhishousewhichhadnotbeenburned。HecalledonCountRostopchinandonsomeacquaintanceswhowerebackinMoscow,andheintendedtoleaveforPetersburgtwodayslater。Everybodywascelebratingthevictory,everythingwasbubblingwithlifeintheruinedbutrevivingcity。EveryonewaspleasedtoseePierre,everyonewishedtomeethim,andeveryonequestionedhimaboutwhathehadseen。Pierrefeltparticularlywelldisposedtowardthemall,butwasnowinstinctivelyonhisguardforfearofbindinghimselfinanyway。Toallquestionsputtohim—whetherimportantorquitetrifling—suchas:Wherewouldhelive?Washegoingtorebuild?
  WhenwashegoingtoPetersburgandwouldhemindtakingaparcelforsomeone?—hereplied:"Yes,perhaps,"or,"Ithinkso,"andsoon。
  HehadheardthattheRostovswereatKostromabutthethoughtofNatashaseldomoccurredtohim。Ifitdiditwasonlyasapleasantmemoryofthedistantpast。Hefelthimselfnotonlyfreefromsocialobligationsbutalsofromthatfeelingwhich,itseemedtohim,hehadarousedinhimself。
  OnthethirddayafterhisarrivalheheardfromtheDrubetskoysthatPrincessMarywasinMoscow。Thedeath,sufferings,andlastdaysofPrinceAndrewhadoftenoccupiedPierre’sthoughtsandnowrecurredtohimwithfreshvividness。HavingheardatdinnerthatPrincessMarywasinMoscowandlivinginherhouse—whichhadnotbeenburned—inVozdvizhenkaStreet,hedrovethatsameeveningtoseeher。
  OnhiswaytothehousePierrekeptthinkingofPrinceAndrew,oftheirfriendship,ofhisvariousmeetingswithhim,andespeciallyofthelastoneatBorodino。
  "Isitpossiblethathediedinthebitterframeofmindhewasthenin?Isitpossiblethatthemeaningoflifewasnotdisclosedtohimbeforehedied?"thoughtPierre。HerecalledKarataevandhisdeathandinvoluntarilybegantocomparethesetwomen,sodifferent,andyetsosimilarinthattheyhadbothlivedandbothdiedandinthelovehefeltforbothofthem。
  Pierredroveuptothehouseoftheoldprinceinamostseriousmood。Thehousehadescapedthefire;itshowedsignsofdamagebutitsgeneralaspectwasunchanged。Theoldfootman,whometPierrewithasternfaceasifwishingtomakethevisitorfeelthattheabsenceoftheoldprincehadnotdisturbedtheorderofthingsinthehouse,informedhimthattheprincesshadgonetoherownapartments,andthatshereceivedonSundays。
  "Announceme。Perhapsshewillseeme,"saidPierre。
  "Yes,sir,"saidtheman。"Pleasestepintotheportraitgallery。"
  AfewminuteslaterthefootmanreturnedwithDessalles,whobroughtwordfromtheprincessthatshewouldbeverygladtoseePierreifhewouldexcuseherwantofceremonyandcomeupstairstoherapartment。
  Inaratherlowroomlitbyonecandlesattheprincessandwithheranotherpersondressedinblack。Pierrerememberedthattheprincessalwayshadladycompanions,butwhotheywereandwhattheywerelikeheneverkneworremembered。"Thismustbeoneofhercompanions,"hethought,glancingattheladyintheblackdress。
  Theprincessrosequicklytomeethimandheldoutherhand。
  "Yes,"shesaid,lookingathisalteredfaceafterhehadkissedherhand,"sothisishowwemeetagain。Heofspokeofyouevenattheverylast,"shewenton,turninghereyesfromPierretohercompanionwithashynessthatsurprisedhimforaninstant。
  "Iwassogladtohearofyoursafety。Itwasthefirstpieceofgoodnewswehadreceivedforalongtime。"
  Againtheprincessglancedroundathercompanionwithevenmoreuneasinessinhermannerandwasabouttoaddsomething,butPierreinterruptedher。
  "Justimagine—Iknewnothingabouthim!"saidhe。"Ithoughthehadbeenkilled。AllIknowIheardatsecondhandfromothers。IonlyknowthathefellinwiththeRostovs……Whatastrangecoincidence!"
  Pierrespokerapidlyandwithanimation。Heglancedonceatthecompanion’sface,sawherattentiveandkindlygazefixedonhim,and,asoftenhappenswhenoneistalking,feltsomehowthatthiscompanionintheblackdresswasagood,kind,excellentcreaturewhowouldnothinderhisconversingfreelywithPrincessMary。
  ButwhenhementionedtheRostovs,PrincessMary’sfaceexpressedstillgreaterembarrassment。SheagainglancedrapidlyfromPierre’sfacetothatoftheladyintheblackdressandsaid:
  "Doyoureallynotrecognizeher?"
  Pierrelookedagainatthecompanion’spale,delicatefacewithitsblackeyesandpeculiarmouth,andsomethingneartohim,longforgottenandmorethansweet,lookedathimfromthoseattentiveeyes。
  "Butno,itcan’tbe!"hethought。"Thisstern,thin,palefacethatlookssomucholder!Itcannotbeshe。Itmerelyremindsmeofher。"
  ButatthatmomentPrincessMarysaid,"Natasha!"Andwithdifficulty,effort,andstress,liketheopeningofadoorgrownrustyonitshinges,asmileappearedonthefacewiththeattentiveeyes,andfromthatopeningdoorcameabreathoffragrancewhichsuffusedPierrewithahappinesshehadlongforgottenandofwhichhehadnotevenbeenthinking—especiallyatthatmoment。Itsuffusedhim,seizedhim,andenvelopedhimcompletely。Whenshesmileddoubtwasnolongerpossible,itwasNatashaandhelovedher。
  AtthatmomentPierreinvoluntarilybetrayedtoher,toPrincessMary,andabovealltohimself,asecretofwhichhehimselfhadbeenunaware。Heflushedjoyfullyyetwithpainfuldistress。Hetriedtohidehisagitation。Butthemorehetriedtohideitthemoreclearly—clearerthananywordscouldhavedone—didhebetraytohimself,toher,andtoPrincessMarythathelovedher。
  "No,it’sonlytheunexpectednessofit,"thoughtPierre。ButassoonashetriedtocontinuetheconversationhehadbegunwithPrincessMaryheagainglancedatNatasha,andastill—deeperflushsuffusedhisfaceandastill—strongeragitationofmingledjoyandfearseizedhissoul。Hebecameconfusedinhisspeechandstoppedinthemiddleofwhathewassaying。
  PierrehadfailedtonoticeNatashabecausehedidnotatallexpecttoseeherthere,buthehadfailedtorecognizeherbecausethechangeinhersincehelastsawherwasimmense。Shehadgrownthinandpale,butthatwasnotwhatmadeherunrecognizable;shewasunrecognizableatthemomentheenteredbecauseonthatfacewhoseeyeshadalwaysshonewithasuppressedsmileofthejoyoflife,nowwhenhefirstenteredandglancedathertherewasnottheleastshadowofasmile:onlyhereyeswerekindlyattentiveandsadlyinterrogative。
  Pierre’sconfusionwasnotreflectedbyanyconfusiononNatasha’spart,butonlybythepleasurethatjustperceptiblylitupherwholeface。
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  "Shehascometostaywithme,"saidPrincessMary。"Thecountandcountesswillbehereinafewdays。Thecountessisinadreadfulstate;butitwasnecessaryforNatashaherselftoseeadoctor。
  Theyinsistedonhercomingwithme。"
  "Yes,isthereafamilyfreefromsorrownow?"saidPierre,addressingNatasha。"Youknowithappenedtheverydaywewererescued。Isawhim。Whatadelightfulboyhewas!"
  Natashalookedathim,andbywayofanswertohiswordshereyeswidenedandlitup。
  "Whatcanonesayorthinkofasaconsolation?"saidPierre。
  "Nothing!Whyhadsuchasplendidboy,sofulloflife,todie?"
  "Yes,inthesedaysitwouldbehardtolivewithoutfaith……"
  remarkedPrincessMary。
  "Yes,yes,thatisreallytrue,"Pierrehastilyinterruptedher。
  "Whyisittrue?"Natashaasked,lookingattentivelyintoPierre’seyes。
  "Howcanyouaskwhy?"saidPrincessMary。"Thethoughtaloneofwhatawaits……"
  NatashawithoutwaitingforPrincessMarytofinishagainlookedinquiringlyatPierre。