SeveraltimesduringtheforenoonMr。Jos’sIsidorwentfromhislodgingsintothetown,andtothegatesofthehotelsandlodging-housesroundabouttheParc,wheretheEnglishwerecongregated,andtheremingledwithothervalets,couriers,andlackeys,gatheredsuchnewsaswasabroad,andbroughtbackbulletinsforhismaster’sinformation。AlmostallthesegentlemenwereinheartpartisansoftheEmperor,andhadtheiropinionsaboutthespeedyendofthecampaign。TheEmperor’sproclamationfromAvesneshadbeendistributedeverywhereplentifullyinBrussels。”Soldiers!”itsaid,“thisistheanniversaryofMarengoandFriedland,bywhichthedestiniesofEuropeweretwicedecided。Then,asafterAusterlitz,asafterWagram,weweretoogenerous。Webelievedintheoathsandpromisesofprinceswhomwesufferedtoremainupontheirthrones。Letusmarchoncemoretomeetthem。Weandthey,arewenotstillthesamemen?Soldiers!thesesamePrussianswhoaresoarrogantto-day,werethreetooneagainstyouatJena,andsixtooneatMontmirail。ThoseamongyouwhowereprisonersinEnglandcantelltheircomradeswhatfrightfultormentstheysufferedonboardtheEnglishhulks。Madmen!amomentofprosperityhasblindedthem,andiftheyenterintoFranceitwillbetofindagravethere!”ButthepartisansoftheFrenchprophesiedamorespeedyexterminationoftheEmperor’senemiesthanthis;anditwasagreedonallhandsthatPrussiansandBritishwouldneverreturnexceptasprisonersintherearoftheconqueringarmy。
TheseopinionsinthecourseofthedaywerebroughttooperateuponMr。Sedley。HewastoldthattheDukeofWellingtonhadgonetotryandrallyhisarmy,theadvanceofwhichhadbeenutterlycrushedthenightbefore。
“Crushed,psha!”saidJos,whoseheartwasprettystoutatbreakfast-time。”TheDukehasgonetobeattheEmperorashehasbeatenallhisgeneralsbefore。”
“Hispapersareburned,hiseffectsareremoved,andhisquartersarebeinggotreadyfortheDukeofDalmatia。”
Jos’sinformantreplied。”Ihaditfromhisownmaitred’hotel。MilorDucdeRichemont’speoplearepackingupeverything。HisGracehasfledalready,andtheDuchessisonlywaitingtoseetheplatepackedtojointheKingofFranceatOstend。”
“TheKingofFranceisatGhent,fellow。”repliedJos,affectingincredulity。
“HefledlastnighttoBruges,andembarkstodayfromOstend。TheDucdeBerriistakenprisoner。Thosewhowishtobesafehadbettergosoon,forthedykeswillbeopenedto-morrow,andwhocanflywhenthewholecountryisunderwater?”
“Nonsense,sir,wearethreetoone,sir,againstanyforceBoneycanbringintothefield。”Mr。Sedleyobjected;“theAustriansandtheRussiansareontheirmarch。Hemust,heshallbecrushed。”Jossaid,slappinghishandonthetable。
“ThePrussianswerethreetooneatJena,andhetooktheirarmyandkingdominaweek。TheyweresixtooneatMontmirail,andhescatteredthemlikesheep。
TheAustrianarmyiscoming,butwiththeEmpressandtheKingofRomeatitshead;andtheRussians,bah!
theRussianswillwithdraw。NoquarteristobegiventotheEnglish,onaccountoftheircrueltytoourbravesonboardtheinfamouspontoons。Lookhere,hereitisinblackandwhite。Here’stheproclamationofhisMajestytheEmperorandKing。”saidthenowdeclaredpartisanofNapoleon,andtakingthedocumentfromhispocket,Isidorsternlythrustitintohismaster’sface,andalreadylookeduponthefroggedcoatandvaluablesashisownspoil。
Joswas,ifnotseriouslyalarmedasyet,atleastconsiderablydisturbedinmind。”Givememycoatandcap,sir,saidhe,“andfollowme。Iwillgomyselfandlearnthetruthofthesereports。”IsidorwasfuriousasJosputonthebraidedfrock。”Milorhadbetter。notwearthatmilitarycoat。”saidhe;“theFrenchmenhaveswornnottogivequartertoasingleBritishsoldier。”
“Silence,sirrah!”saidJos,witharesolutecountenancestill,andthrusthisarmintothesleevewithindomitableresolution,intheperformanceofwhichheroicacthewasfoundbyMrs。RawdonCrawley,whoatthisjuncturecameuptovisitAmelia,andenteredwithoutringingattheantechamberdoor。
Rebeccawasdressedveryneatlyandsmartly,asusual:
herquietsleepafterRawdon’sdeparturehadrefreshedher,andherpinksmilingcheekswerequitepleasanttolookat,inatownandonadaywheneverybodyelse’scountenanceworetheappearanceofthedeepestanxietyandgloom。ShelaughedattheattitudeinwhichJoswasdiscovered,andthestrugglesandconvulsionswithwhichthestoutgentlemanthrusthimselfintothebraidedcoat。
“Areyoupreparingtojointhearmy,Mr。Joseph?”
shesaid。”IstheretobenobodyleftinBrusselstoprotectuspoorwomen?”Jossucceededinplungingintothecoat,andcameforwardblushingandstutteringoutexcusestohisfairvisitor。”Howwassheaftertheeventsofthemorning——afterthefatiguesoftheballthenightbefore?”MonsieurIsidordisappearedintohismaster’sadjacentbedroom,bearingofftheflowereddressing-gown。
“Howgoodofyoutoask。”saidshe,pressingoneofhishandsinbothherown。”Howcoolandcollectedyoulookwheneverybodyelseisfrightened!HowisourdearlittleEmmy?Itmusthavebeenanawful,awfulparting。”
“Tremendous。”Jossaid。
“Youmencanbearanything。”repliedthelady。”Partingordangerarenothingtoyou。Ownnowthatyouweregoingtojointhearmyandleaveustoourfate。
Iknowyouwere——somethingtellsmeyouwere。Iwassofrightened,whenthethoughtcameintomyheadforIdosometimesthinkofyouwhenIamalone,Mr。
Joseph,thatIranoffimmediatelytobegandentreatyounottoflyfromus。”
Thisspeechmightbeinterpreted,“Mydearsir,shouldanaccidentbefallthearmy,andaretreatbenecessary,youhaveaverycomfortablecarriage,inwhichI
proposetotakeaseat。”Idon’tknowwhetherJosunderstoodthewordsinthissense。Buthewasprofoundlymortifiedbythelady’sinattentiontohimduringtheirstayatBrussels。HehadneverbeenpresentedtoanyofRawdonCrawley’sgreatacquaintances:hehadscarcelybeeninvitedtoRebecca’sparties;forhewastootimidtoplaymuch,andhispresenceboredGeorgeandRawdonequally,whoneitherofthem,perhaps,likedtohaveawitnessoftheamusementsinwhichthepairchosetoindulge。”Ah!”thoughtJos,“nowshewantsmeshecomestome。WhenthereisnobodyelseinthewayshecanthinkaboutoldJosephSedley!”ButbesidesthesedoubtshefeltflatteredattheideaRebeccaexpressedofhiscourage。
Heblushedagooddeal,andputonanairofimportance。
“Ishouldliketoseetheaction。”hesaid。”Everymanofanyspiritwould,youknow。I’veseenalittleserviceinIndia,butnothingonthisgrandscale。”
“Youmenwouldsacrificeanythingforapleasure。”
Rebeccaanswered。”CaptainCrawleyleftmethismorningasgayasifheweregoingtoahuntingparty。Whatdoeshecare?Whatdoanyofyoucarefortheagoniesandtorturesofapoorforsakenwoman?Iwonderwhetherhecouldreallyhavebeengoingtothetroops,thisgreatlazygourmand?Oh!dearMr。Sedley,Ihavecometoyouforcomfort——forconsolation。Ihavebeenonmykneesallthemorning。Itrembleatthefrightfuldangerintowhichourhusbands,ourfriends,ourbravetroopsandallies,arerushing。AndIcomehereforshelter,andfindanotherofmyfriends——thelastremainingtome——bentuponplungingintothedreadfulscene!”
“Mydearmadam。”Josreplied,nowbeginningtobequitesoothed,“don’tbealarmed。IonlysaidIshouldliketogo——whatBritonwouldnot?Butmydutykeepsmehere:Ican’tleavethatpoorcreatureinthenextroom。”AndhepointedwithhisfingertothedoorofthechamberinwhichAmeliawas。
“Goodnoblebrother!”Rebeccasaid,puttingherhandkerchieftohereyes,andsmellingtheeau-de-colognewithwhichitwasscented。”Ihavedoneyouinjustice:
youhavegotaheart。Ithoughtyouhadnot。”
“O,uponmyhonour!”Jossaid,makingamotionasifhewouldlayhishanduponthespotinquestion。”Youdomeinjustice,indeedyoudo——mydearMrs。Crawley。”
“Ido,nowyourheartistruetoyoursister。ButI
remembertwoyearsago——whenitwasfalsetome!”
Rebeccasaid,fixinghereyesuponhimforaninstant,andthenturningawayintothewindow。
Josblushedviolently。ThatorganwhichhewasaccusedbyRebeccaofnotpossessingbegantothumptumultuously。Herecalledthedayswhenhehadfledfromher,andthepassionwhichhadonceinflamedhim——thedayswhenhehaddrivenherinhiscurricle:whenshehadknitthegreenpurseforhim:whenhehadsateenrapturedgazingatherwhitearmsandbrighteyes。
“Iknowyouthinkmeungrateful。”Rebeccacontinued,comingoutofthewindow,andoncemorelookingathimandaddressinghiminalowtremulousvoice。”Yourcoldness,youravertedlooks,yourmannerwhenwehavemetoflate——whenIcameinjustnow,allprovedittome。ButweretherenoreasonswhyIshouldavoidyou?
Letyourownheartanswerthatquestion。Doyouthinkmyhusbandwastoomuchinclinedtowelcomeyou?
TheonlyunkindwordsIhaveeverhadfromhimI
willdoCaptainCrawleythatjusticehavebeenaboutyou——andmostcruel,cruelwordstheywere。”
“Goodgracious!whathaveIdone?”askedJosinaflurryofpleasureandperplexity;“whathaveIdone——
to——to——?”
“Isjealousynothing?”saidRebecca。”Hemakesmemiserableaboutyou。Andwhateveritmighthavebeenonce——myheartisallhis。Iaminnocentnow。AmI
not,Mr。Sedley?”
AllJos’sbloodtingledwithdelight,ashesurveyedthisvictimtohisattractions。Afewadroitwords,oneortwoknowingtenderglancesoftheeyes,andhisheartwasinflamedagainandhisdoubtsandsuspicionsforgotten。FromSolomondownwards,havenotwisermenthanhebeencajoledandbefooledbywomen?”Iftheworstcomestotheworst。”Beckythought,“myretreatissecure;andIhavearight-handseatinthebarouche。”
ThereisnoknowingintowhatdeclarationsofloveandardourthetumultuouspassionsofMr。Josephmighthaveledhim,ifIsidorthevalethadnotmadehisreappearanceatthisminute,andbeguntobusyhimselfaboutthedomesticaffairs。Jos,whowasjustgoingtogaspoutanavowal,chokedalmostwiththeemotionthathewasobligedtorestrain。RebeccatoobethoughtherthatitwastimesheshouldgoinandcomfortherdearestAmelia。”Aurevoir。”shesaid,kissingherhandtoMr。Joseph,andtappedgentlyatthedoorofhissister’sapartment。Assheenteredandclosedthedooronherself,hesankdowninachair,andgazedandsighedandpuffedportentously。”ThatcoatisverytightforMilor。”Isidorsaid,stillhavinghiseyeonthefrogs;
buthismasterheardhimnot:histhoughtswereelsewhere:nowglowing,maddening,uponthecontemplationoftheenchantingRebecca:anonshrinkingguiltilybeforethevisionofthejealousRawdonCrawley,withhiscurling,fiercemustachios,andhisterribleduellingpistolsloadedandcocked。
Rebecca’sappearancestruckAmeliawithterror,andmadehershrinkback。Itrecalledhertotheworldandtheremembranceofyesterday。Intheoverpoweringfearsaboutto-morrowshehadforgottenRebecca——jealousy——
everythingexceptthatherhusbandwasgoneandwasindanger。Untilthisdauntlessworldlingcameinandbrokethespell,andliftedthelatch,wetoohaveforbornetoenterintothatsadchamber。Howlonghadthatpoorgirlbeenonherknees!whathoursofspeechlessprayerandbitterprostrationhadshepassedthere!Thewar-chroniclerswhowritebrilliantstoriesoffightandtriumphscarcelytellusofthese。Thesearetoomeanpartsofthepageant:andyoudon’thearwidows’criesormothers’sobsinthemidstoftheshoutsandjubilationinthegreatChorusofVictory。Andyetwhenwasthetimethatsuchhavenotcriedout:heart-broken,humbleprotestants,unheardintheuproarofthetriumph!
AfterthefirstmovementofterrorinAmelia’smind——whenRebecca’sgreeneyeslighteduponher,andrustlinginherfreshsilksandbrilliantornaments,thelattertrippedupwithextendedarmstoembraceher——afeelingofangersucceeded,andfrombeingdeadlypalebefore,herfaceflushedupred,andshereturnedRebecca’slookafteramomentwithasteadinesswhichsurprisedandsomewhatabashedherrival。
“DearestAmelia,youareveryunwell。”thevisitorsaid,puttingforthherhandtotakeAmelia’s。”Whatisit?
IcouldnotrestuntilIknewhowyouwere。”
Ameliadrewbackherhand——neversinceherlifebeganhadthatgentlesoulrefusedtobelieveortoansweranydemonstrationofgood-willoraffection。Butshedrewbackherhand,andtrembledallover。”Whyareyouhere,Rebecca?”shesaid,stilllookingathersolemnlywithherlargeeyes。Theseglancestroubledhervisitor。
“Shemusthaveseenhimgivemetheletterattheball。”Rebeccathought。”Don’tbeagitated,dearAmelia。”
shesaid,lookingdown。”IcamebuttoseeifIcould——
ifyouwerewell。”
“Areyouwell?”saidAmelia。”Idaresayyouare。
Youdon’tloveyourhusband。Youwouldnotbehereifyoudid。Tellme,Rebecca,didIeverdoyouanythingbutkindness?”
“Indeed,Amelia,no。”theothersaid,stillhangingdownherhead。
“Whenyouwerequitepoor,whowasitthatbefriendedyou?WasInotasistertoyou?Yousawusallinhappierdaysbeforehemarriedme。Iwasallinallthentohim;orwouldhehavegivenuphisfortune,hisfamily,ashenoblydidtomakemehappy?Whydidyoucomebetweenmyloveandme?WhosentyoutoseparatethosewhomGodjoined,andtakemydarling’sheartfromme——myownhusband?DoyouthinkyoucouldIlovehimasIdid?Hislovewaseverythingtome。
Youknewit,andwantedtorobmeofit。Forshame,Rebecca;badandwickedwoman——falsefriendandfalsewife。”
“Amelia,IprotestbeforeGod,Ihavedonemyhusbandnowrong。”Rebeccasaid,turningfromher。
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