“Haveyoudonemenowrong,Rebecca?Youdidnotsucceed,butyoutried。Askyourheartifyoudidnot。”
Sheknowsnothing,Rebeccathought。
“Hecamebacktome。Iknewhewould。Iknewthatnofalsehood,noflattery,couldkeephimfrommelong。
Iknewhewouldcome。Iprayedsothatheshould。”
ThepoorgirlspokethesewordswithaspiritandvolubilitywhichRebeccahadneverbeforeseeninher,andbeforewhichthelatterwasquitedumb。”ButwhathaveIdonetoyou。”shecontinuedinamorepitifultone。”thatyoushouldtryandtakehimfromme?Ihadhimbutforsixweeks。Youmighthavesparedmethose,Rebecca。Andyet,fromtheveryfirstdayofourwedding,youcameandblightedit。Nowheisgone,areyoucometoseehowunhappyIam?”shecontinued。”Youmademewretchedenoughforthepastfortnight:youmighthavesparedmeto-day。”
“I——Inevercamehere。”interposedRebecca,withunluckytruth。
“No。Youdidn’tcome。Youtookhimaway。Areyoucometofetchhimfromme?”shecontinuedinawildertone。”Hewashere,butheisgonenow。Thereonthatverysofahesate。Don’ttouchit。Wesateandtalkedthere。Iwasonhisknee,andmyarmswereroundhisneck,andwesaid’OurFather。’Yes,hewashere:andtheycameandtookhimaway,buthepromisedmetocomeback。”
“Hewillcomeback,mydear。”saidRebecca,touchedinspiteofherself。
“Look。”saidAmelia,“thisishissash——isn’titaprettycolour?’’andshetookupthefringeandkissedit。Shehadtieditroundherwaistatsomepartoftheday。Shehadforgottenheranger,herjealousy,theverypresenceofherrivalseemingly。Forshewalkedsilentlyandalmostwithasmileonherface,towardsthebed,andbegantosmoothdownGeorge’spillow。
Rebeccawalked,too,silentlyaway。”HowisAmelia?”
askedJos,whostillheldhispositioninthechair。
“Thereshouldbesomebodywithher。”saidRebecca。
“Ithinksheisveryunwell“:andshewentawaywithaverygraveface,refusingMr。Sedley’sentreatiesthatshewouldstayandpartakeoftheearlydinnerwhichhehadordered。
Rebeccawasofagood-naturedandobligingdisposition;
andshelikedAmeliaratherthanotherwise。Evenherhardwords,reproachfulastheywere,werecomplimentary——thegroansofapersonstingingunderdefeat。
MeetingMrs。O’Dowd,whomtheDean’ssermonshadbynomeanscomforted,andwhowaswalkingverydisconsolatelyintheParc,Rebeccaaccostedthelatter,rathertothesurpriseoftheMajor’swife,whowasnotaccustomedtosuchmarksofpolitenessfromMrs。
RawdonCrawley,andinformingherthatpoorlittleMrs。
Osbornewasinadesperatecondition,andalmostmadwithgrief,sentoffthegood-naturedIrishwomanstraighttoseeifshecouldconsoleheryoungfavourite。
“I’vecaresofmyownenough。”Mrs。O’Dowdsaid,gravely,“andIthoughtpoorAmeliawouldbelittlewantingforcompanythisday。Butifshe’ssobadasyousay,andyoucan’tattendtoher,whousedtobesofondofher,faithI’llseeifIcanbeofservice。Andsogoodmarningtoye,Madam“;withwhichspeechandatossofherhead,theladyoftherepaythertookafarewellofMrs。Crawley,whosecompanyshebynomeanscourted。
Beckywatchedhermarchingoff,withasmileonherlip。Shehadthekeenestsenseofhumour,andtheParthianlookwhichtheretreatingMrs。O’DowdflungoverhershoulderalmostupsetMrs。Crawley’sgravity。
“Myservicetoye,mefineMadam,andI’mgladtoseeyesocheerful。”thoughtPeggy。”It’snotYOUthatwillcryyoureyesoutwithgrief,anyway。”Andwiththisshepassedon,andspeedilyfoundherwaytoMrs。Osborne’slodgings。
Thepoorsoulwasstillatthebedside,whereRebeccahadlefther,andstoodalmostcrazywithgrief。TheMajor’swife,astronger-mindedwoman,endeavouredherbesttocomfortheryoungfriend。”Youmustbearup,Amelia,dear。”shesaidkindly,“forhemustn’tfindyouillwhenhesendsforyouafterthevictory。It’snotyouaretheonlywomanthatareinthehandsofGodthisday。”
“Iknowthat。Iamverywicked,veryweak。”Ameliasaid。Sheknewherownweaknesswellenough。Thepresenceofthemoreresolutefriendcheckedit,however;andshewasthebetterofthiscontrolandcompany。Theywentontilltwoo’clock;theirheartswerewiththecolumnasitmarchedfartherandfartheraway。Dreadfuldoubtandanguish——prayersandfearsandgriefsunspeakable——
followedtheregiment。Itwasthewomen’stributetothewar。Ittaxesbothalike,andtakesthebloodofthemen,andthetearsofthewomen。
Athalf-pasttwo,aneventoccurredofdailyimportancetoMr。Joseph:thedinner-hourarrived。Warriorsmayfightandperish,buthemustdine。HecameintoAmelia’sroomtoseeifhecouldcoaxhertosharethatmeal。”Try。”saidhe;“thesoupisverygood。Dotry,Emmy。”andhekissedherhand。Exceptwhenshewasmarried,hehadnotdonesomuchforyearsbefore。”Youareverygoodandkind,Joseph。”shesaid。”Everybodyis,but,ifyouplease,Iwillstayinmyroomto-day。”
Thesavourofthesoup,however,wasagreeabletoMrs。O’Dowd’snostrils:andshethoughtshewouldbearMr。Joscompany。Sothetwosatedowntotheirmeal。
“Godblessthemeat。”saidtheMajor’swife,solemnly:
shewasthinkingofherhonestMick,ridingattheheadofhisregiment:“’Tisbutabaddinnerthosepoorboyswillgetto-day。”shesaid,withasigh,andthen,likeaphilosopher,fellto。
Jos’sspiritsrosewithhismeal。Hewoulddrinktheregiment’shealth;or,indeed,takeanyotherexcusetoindulgeinaglassofchampagne。”We’lldrinktoO’Dowdandthebrave——th。”saidhe,bowinggallantlytohisguest。”Hey,Mrs。O’Dowd?FillMrs。O’Dowd’sglass,Isidor。”
Butallofasudden,Isidorstarted,andtheMajor’swifelaiddownherknifeandfork。Thewindowsoftheroomwereopen,andlookedsouthward,andadulldistantsoundcameoverthesun-lightedroofsfromthatdirection。’’Whatisit?”saidJos。”Whydon’tyoupour,yourascal?”
“Cestlefeu!”saidIsidor,runningtothebalcony。
“Goddefendus;it’scannon!”Mrs。O’Dowdcried,startingup,andfollowedtootothewindow。Athousandpaleandanxiousfacesmighthavebeenseenlookingfromothercasements。Andpresentlyitseemedasifthewholepopulationofthecityrushedintothestreets。
InWhichJosTakesFlight,andtheWarIsBroughttoaCloseWeofpeacefulLondonCityhaveneverbeheld——andpleaseGodnevershallwitness——suchasceneofhurryandalarm,asthatwhichBrusselspresented。CrowdsrushedtotheNamurgate,fromwhichdirectionthenoiseproceeded,andmanyrodealongthelevelchaussee,tobeinadvanceofanyintelligencefromthearmy。Eachmanaskedhisneighbourfornews;andevengreatEnglishlordsandladiescondescendedtospeaktopersonswhomtheydidnotknow。ThefriendsoftheFrenchwentabroad,wildwithexcitement,andprophesyingthetriumphoftheirEmperor。Themerchantsclosedtheirshops,andcameouttoswellthegeneralchorusofalarmandclamour。Womenrushedtothechurches,andcrowdedthechapels,andkneltandprayedontheflagsandsteps。Thedullsoundofthecannonwentonrolling,rolling。Presentlycarriageswithtravellersbegantoleavethetown,gallopingawaybytheGhentbarrier。ThepropheciesoftheFrenchpartisansbegantopassforfacts。”Hehascutthearmiesintwo。”itwassaid。”HeismarchingstraightonBrussels。HewilloverpowertheEnglish,andbehereto-night。”“HewilloverpowertheEnglish。”shriekedIsidortohismaster,“andwillbehereto-night。”Themanboundedinandoutfromthelodgingstothestreet,alwaysreturningwithsomefreshparticularsofdisaster。Jos’sfacegrewpalerandpaler。Alarmbegantotakeentirepossessionofthestoutcivilian。Allthechampagnehedrankbroughtnocouragetohim。BeforesunsethewasworkeduptosuchapitchofnervousnessasgratifiedhisfriendIsidortobehold,whonowcountedsurelyuponthespoilsoftheownerofthelacedcoat。
Thewomenwereawayallthistime。Afterhearingthefiringforamoment,thestoutMajor’swifebethoughtherofherfriendinthenextchamber,andranintowatch,andifpossibletoconsole,Amelia。Theideathatshehadthathelplessandgentlecreaturetoprotect,gaveadditionalstrengthtothenaturalcourageofthehonestIrishwoman。Shepassedfivehoursbyherfriend’sside,sometimesinremonstrance,sometimestalkingcheerfully,oftenerinsilenceandterrifiedmentalsupplication。”I
neverletgoherhandonce。”saidthestoutladyafterwards,“untilaftersunset,whenthefiringwasover。”
Pauline,thebonne,wasonherkneesatchurchhardby,prayingforsonhommeaelle。
Whenthenoiseofthecannonadingwasover,Mrs。
O’DowdissuedoutofAmelia’sroomintotheparlouradjoining,whereJossatewithtwoemptiedflasks,andcourageentirelygone。Onceortwicehehadventuredintohissister’sbedroom,lookingverymuchalarmed,andasifhewouldsaysomething。ButtheMajor’swifekeptherplace,andhewentawaywithoutdisburtheninghimselfofhisspeech。Hewasashamedtotellherthathewantedtofly。
Butwhenshemadeherappearanceinthedining-room,wherehesateinthetwilightinthecheerlesscompanyofhisemptychampagnebottles,hebegantoopenhismindtoher。
“Mrs。O’Dowd。”hesaid,“hadn’tyoubettergetAmeliaready?”
“Areyougoingtotakeheroutforawalk?”saidtheMajor’slady;“sureshe’stooweaktostir。”
“I——I’veorderedthecarriage。”hesaid,“and——andpost-horses;Isidorisgoneforthem。”Joscontinued。
“Whatdoyouwantwithdrivingto-night?”answeredthelady。”Isn’tshebetteronherbed?I’vejustgothertoliedown。”
“Getherup。”saidJos;“shemustgetup,Isay“:andhestampedhisfootenergetically。”Isaythehorsesareordered——yes,thehorsesareordered。It’sallover,and——“
“Andwhat?”askedMrs。O’Dowd。
“I’moffforGhent。”Josanswered。”Everybodyisgoing;there’saplaceforyou!Weshallstartinhalf-an-
hour。”
TheMajor’swifelookedathimwithinfinitescorn。”I
don’tmovetillO’Dowdgivesmetheroute。”saidshe。
“Youmaygoifyoulike,Mr。Sedley;but,faith,AmeliaandIstophere。”
“SheSHALLgo。”saidJos,withanotherstampofhisfoot。Mrs。O’Dowdputherselfwitharmsakimbobeforethebedroomdoor。
“Isithermotheryou’regoingtotakeherto?”shesaid;“ordoyouwanttogotoMammayourself,Mr。
Sedley?Goodmarning——apleasantjourneytoye,sir。
Bonvoyage,astheysay,andtakemycounsel,andshaveoffthemmustachios,orthey’llbringyouintomischief。”
“D——n!”yelledoutJos,wildwithfear,rage,andmortification;andIsidorcameinatthisjuncture,swearinginhisturn。”Pasdechevaux,sacrebleu!”hissedoutthefuriousdomestic。Allthehorsesweregone。JoswasnottheonlymaninBrusselsseizedwithpanicthatday。
ButJos’sfears,greatandcruelastheywerealready,weredestinedtoincreasetoanalmostfranticpitchbeforethenightwasover。IthasbeenmentionedhowPauline,thebonne,hadsonhommeaellealsointheranksofthearmythathadgoneouttomeettheEmperorNapoleon。ThisloverwasanativeofBrussels,andaBelgianhussar。Thetroopsofhisnationsignalisedthemselvesinthiswarforanythingbutcourage,andyoungVanCutsum,Pauline’sadmirer,wastoogoodasoldiertodisobeyhisColonel’sorderstorunaway。WhilstingarrisonatBrusselsyoungRegulushehadbeenbornintherevolutionarytimesfoundhisgreatcomfort,andpassedalmostallhisleisuremoments,inPauline’skitchen;anditwaswithpocketsandholsterscrammedfullofgoodthingsfromherlarder,thathehadtakeleaveofhisweepingsweetheart,toproceeduponthecampaignafewdaysbefore。
Asfarashisregimentwasconcerned,thiscampaignwasovernow。TheyhadformedapartofthedivisionunderthecommandofhisSovereignapparent,thePrinceofOrange,andasrespectedlengthofswordsandmustachios,andtherichnessofuniformandequipments,Regulusandhiscomradeslookedtobeasgallantabodyofmenasevertrumpetsoundedfor。
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