Imean,haveyouenoughgoldtotakeyoubacktoEnglandincaseofamisfortune?”
“Sir。”saidJos,majestically,“whenIwantmoney,I
knowwheretoaskforit。Andasformysister,youneedn’ttellmehowIoughttobehavetoher。”
“Youspeaklikeamanofspirit,Jos。”theotheransweredgood-naturedly,“andIamgladthatGeorgecanleaveherinsuchgoodhands。SoImaygivehimyourwordofhonour,mayI,thatincaseofextremityyouwillstandbyher?”
“Ofcourse,ofcourse。”answeredMr。Jos,whosegenerosityinmoneymattersDobbinestimatedquitecorrectly。
“Andyou’llseehersafeoutofBrusselsintheeventofadefeat?”
“Adefeat!D——it,sir,it’simpossible。Don’ttryandfrightenME。”theherocriedfromhisbed;andDobbin’smindwasthusperfectlysetateasenowthatJoshadspokenoutsoresolutelyrespectinghisconducttohissister。”Atleast。”thoughttheCaptain,“therewillbearetreatsecuredforherincasetheworstshouldensue。”
IfCaptainDobbinexpectedtogetanypersonalcomfortandsatisfactionfromhavingonemoreviewofAmeliabeforetheregimentmarchedaway,hisselfishnesswaspunishedjustassuchodiousegotismdeservedtobe。ThedoorofJos’sbedroomopenedintothesitting-roomwhichwascommontothefamilyparty,andoppositethisdoorwasthatofAmelia’schamber。Thebugleshadwakenedeverybody:therewasnouseinconcealmentnow。George’sservantwaspackinginthisroom:Osbornecominginandoutofthecontiguousbedroom,flingingtothemansucharticlesashethoughtfittocarryonthecampaign。
AndpresentlyDobbinhadtheopportunitywhichhisheartcoveted,andhegotsightofAmelia’sfaceoncemore。Butwhatafaceitwas!Sowhite,sowildanddespair-stricken,thattheremembranceofithauntedhimafterwardslikeacrime,andthesightsmotehimwithinexpressiblepangsoflongingandpity。
Shewaswrappedinawhitemorningdress,herhairfallingonhershoulders,andherlargeeyesfixedandwithoutlight。Bywayofhelpingonthepreparationsforthedeparture,andshowingthatshetoocouldbeusefulatamomentsocritical,thispoorsoulhadtakenupasashofGeorge’sfromthedrawerswhereonitlay,andfollowedhimtoandfrowiththesashinherhand,lookingonmutelyashispackingproceeded。Shecameoutandstood,leaningatthewall,holdingthissashagainstherbosom,fromwhichtheheavynetofcrimsondroppedlikealargestainofblood。Ourgentle-heartedCaptainfeltaguiltyshockashelookedather。”GoodGod。”
thoughthe,“andisitgrieflikethisIdaredtopryinto?”
Andtherewasnohelp:nomeanstosootheandcomfortthishelpless,speechlessmisery。Hestoodforamomentandlookedather,powerlessandtornwithpity,asaparentregardsaninfantinpain。
Atlast,GeorgetookEmmy’shand,andledherbackintothebedroom,fromwhencehecameoutalone。Thepartinghadtakenplaceinthatmoment,andhewasgone。
“ThankHeaventhatisover。”Georgethought,boundingdownthestair,hisswordunderhisarm,asheranswiftlytothealarmground,wheretheregimentwasmustered,andwhithertroopedmenandofficershurryingfromtheirbillets;hispulsewasthrobbingandhischeeksflushed:thegreatgameofwarwasgoingtobeplayed,andheoneoftheplayers。Whatafierceexcitementofdoubt,hope,andpleasure!Whattremendoushazardsoflossorgain!Whatwereallthegamesofchancehehadeverplayedcomparedtothisone?Intoallcontestsrequiringathleticskillandcourage,theyoungman,fromhisboyhoodupwards,hadflunghimselfwithallhismight。
Thechampionofhisschoolandhisregiment,thebravosofhiscompanionshadfollowedhimeverywhere;fromtheboys’cricket-matchtothegarrison-races,hehadwonahundredoftriumphs;andwhereverhewentwomenandmenhadadmiredandenviedhim。Whatqualitiesarethereforwhichamangetssospeedyareturnofapplause,asthoseofbodilysuperiority,activity,andvalour?Timeoutofmindstrengthandcouragehavebeenthethemeofbardsandromances;andfromthestoryofTroydowntoto-day,poetryhasalwayschosenasoldierforahero。Iwonderisitbecausemenarecowardsinheartthattheyadmirebraverysomuch,andplacemilitaryvaloursofarbeyondeveryotherqualityforrewardandworship?
So,atthesoundofthatstirringcalltobattle,Georgejumpedawayfromthegentlearmsinwhichhehadbeendallying;notwithoutafeelingofshamealthoughhiswife’sholdonhimhadbeenbutfeeble,thatheshouldhavebeendetainedtheresolong。Thesamefeelingofeagernessandexcitementwasamongstallthosefriendsofhisofwhomwehavehadoccasionalglimpses,fromthestoutseniorMajor,wholedtheregimentintoaction,tolittleStubble,theEnsign,whowastobearitscoloursonthatday。
Thesunwasjustrisingasthemarchbegan——itwasagallantsight——thebandledthecolumn,playingtheregimentalmarch——thencametheMajorincommand,ridinguponPyramus,hisstoutcharger——thenmarchedthegrenadiers,theirCaptainattheirhead;inthecentrewerethecolours,bornebytheseniorandjuniorEnsigns——thenGeorgecamemarchingattheheadofhiscompany。
Helookedup,andsmiledatAmelia,andpassedon;andeventhesoundofthemusicdiedaway。
InWhichJosSedleyTakesCareofHisSisterThusallthesuperiorofficersbeingsummonedondutyelsewhere,JosSedleywasleftincommandofthelittlecolonyatBrussels,withAmeliainvalided,Isidor,hisBelgianservant,andthebonne,whowasmaid-of-all-workfortheestablishment,asagarrisonunderhim。Thoughhewasdisturbedinspirit,andhisrestdestroyedbyDobbin’sinterruptionandtheoccurrencesofthemorning,Josneverthelessremainedformanyhoursinbed,wakefulandrollingaboutthereuntilhisusualhourofrisinghadarrived。Thesunwashighintheheavens,andourgallantfriendsofthe——thmilesontheirmarch,beforethecivilianappearedinhisflowereddressing-gownatbreakfast。
AboutGeorge’sabsence,hisbrother-in-lawwasveryeasyinmind。PerhapsJoswasratherpleasedinhisheartthatOsbornewasgone,forduringGeorge’spresence,theotherhadplayedbutaverysecondarypartinthehousehold,andOsbornedidnotscrupletoshowhiscontemptforthestoutcivilian。ButEmmyhadalwaysbeengoodandattentivetohim。Itwasshewhoministeredtohiscomforts,whosuperintendedthedishesthatheliked,whowalkedorrodewithhimasshehadmany,toomany,opportunitiesofdoing,forwherewasGeorge?
andwhointerposedhersweetfacebetweenhisangerandherhusband’sscorn。ManytimidremonstranceshadsheutteredtoGeorgeinbehalfofherbrother,buttheformerinhistrenchantwaycuttheseentreatiesshort。
“I’manhonestman。”hesaid,“andifIhaveafeelingIshowit,asanhonestmanwill。Howthedeuce,mydear,wouldyouhavemebehaverespectfullytosuchafoolasyourbrother?”SoJoswaspleasedwithGeorge’sabsence。Hisplainhat,andglovesonasideboard,andtheideathattheownerwasaway,causedJosIdon’tknowwhatsecretthrillofpleasure。”HEwon’tbetroublingmethismorning。”Josthought,“withhisdandifiedairsandhisimpudence。”
“PuttheCaptain’shatintotheante-room。”hesaidtoIsidor,theservant。
“Perhapshewon’twantitagain。”repliedthelackey,lookingknowinglyathismaster。HehatedGeorgetoo,whoseinsolencetowardshimwasquiteoftheEnglishsort。
“AndaskifMadameiscomingtobreakfast。”Mr。
Sedleysaidwithgreatmajesty,ashamedtoenterwithaservantuponthesubjectofhisdislikeforGeorge。Thetruthis,hehadabusedhisbrothertothevaletascoreoftimesbefore。
Alas!Madamecouldnotcometobreakfast,andcutthetartinesthatMr。Josliked。Madamewasagreatdealtooill,andhadbeeninafrightfulstateeversinceherhusband’sdeparture,soherbonnesaid。JosshowedhissympathybypouringheroutalargecupofteaItwashiswayofexhibitingkindness:andheimprovedonthis;
henotonlysentherbreakfast,buthebethoughthimwhatdelicaciesshewouldmostlikefordinner。
Isidor,thevalet,hadlookedonverysulkily,whileOsborne’sservantwasdisposingofhismaster’sbaggageprevioustotheCaptain’sdeparture:forinthefirstplacehehatedMr。Osborne,whoseconducttohim,andtoallinferiors,wasgenerallyoverbearingnordoesthecontinentaldomesticliketobetreatedwithinsolenceasourownbetter-temperedservantsdo,andsecondly,hewasangrythatsomanyvaluablesshouldberemovedfromunderhishands,tofallintootherpeople’spossessionwhentheEnglishdiscomfitureshouldarrive。OfthisdefeatheandavastnumberofotherpersonsinBrusselsandBelgiumdidnotmaketheslightestdoubt。Thealmostuniversalbeliefwas,thattheEmperorwoulddividethePrussianandEnglisharmies,annihilateoneaftertheother,andmarchintoBrusselsbeforethreedayswereover:whenallthemovablesofhispresentmasters,whowouldbekilled,orfugitives,orprisoners,wouldlawfullybecomethepropertyofMonsieurIsidor。
AshehelpedJosthroughhistoilsomeandcomplicateddailytoilette,thisfaithfulservantwouldcalculatewhatheshoulddowiththeveryarticleswithwhichhewasdecoratinghismaster’sperson。Hewouldmakeapresentofthesilveressence-bottlesandtoiletknicknackstoayoungladyofwhomhewasfond;andkeeptheEnglishcutleryandthelargerubypinforhimself。Itwouldlookverysmartupononeofthefinefrilledshirts,which,withthegold-lacedcapandthefroggedfrockcoat,thatmighteasilybecutdowntosuithisshape,andtheCaptain’sgold-headedcane,andthegreatdoubleringwiththerubies,whichhewouldhavemadeintoapairofbeautifulearrings,hecalculatedwouldmakeaperfectAdonisofhimself,andrenderMademoiselleReineaneasyprey。”Howthosesleeve-buttonswillsuitme!”
thoughthe,ashefixedapaironthefatpudgywristsofMr。Sedley。”Ilongforsleeve-buttons;andtheCaptain’sbootswithbrassspurs,inthenextroom,corbleu!whataneffecttheywillmakeintheAlleeVerte!”SowhileMonsieurIsidorwithbodilyfingerswasholdingontohismaster’snose,andshavingthelowerpartofJos’sface,hisimaginationwasramblingalongtheGreenAvenue,dressedoutinafroggedcoatandlace,andincompanywithMademoiselleReine;hewasloiteringinspiritonthebanks,andexaminingthebargessailingslowlyunderthecoolshadowsofthetreesbythecanal,orrefreshinghimselfwithamugofFaroatthebenchofabeer-houseontheroadtoLaeken。
ButMr。JosephSedley,luckilyforhisownpeace,nomoreknewwhatwaspassinginhisdomestic’smindthantherespectedreader,andIsuspectwhatJohnorMary,whosewageswepay,thinkofourselves。Whatourservantsthinkofus!——Didweknowwhatourintimatesanddearrelationsthoughtofus,weshouldliveinaworldthatweshouldbegladtoquit,andinaframeofmindandaconstantterror,thatwouldbeperfectlyunbearable。
SoJos’smanwasmarkinghisvictimdown,asyouseeoneofMr。Paynter’sassistantsinLeadenhallStreetornamentanunconsciousturtlewithaplacardonwhichiswritten,“Soupto-morrow。”
Amelia’sattendantwasmuchlessselfishlydisposed。
Fewdependentscouldcomenearthatkindandgentlecreaturewithoutpayingtheirusualtributeofloyaltyandaffectiontohersweetandaffectionatenature。AnditisafactthatPauline,thecook,consoledhermistressmorethananybodywhomshesawonthiswretchedmorning;forwhenshefoundhowAmeliaremainedforhours,silent,motionless,andhaggard,bythewindowsinwhichshehadplacedherselftowatchthelastbayonetsofthecolumnasitmarchedaway,thehonestgirltookthelady’shand,andsaid,Tenez,Madame,est-cequ’iln’estpasaussial’armee,monhommeamoi?withwhichsheburstintotears,andAmeliafallingintoherarms,didlikewise,andsoeachpitiedandsoothedtheother。
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