MissSharpBeginstoMakeFriendsAndnow,beingreceivedasamemberoftheamiablefamilywhoseportraitswehavesketchedintheforegoingpages,itbecamenaturallyRebecca’sdutytomakeherself,asshesaid,agreeabletoherbenefactors,andtogaintheirconfidencetotheutmostofherpower。Whocanbutadmirethisqualityofgratitudeinanunprotectedorphan;and,ifthereenteredsomedegreeofselfishnessintohercalculations,whocansaybutthatherprudencewasperfectlyjustifiable?”Iamaloneintheworld。”saidthefriendlessgirl。”Ihavenothingtolookforbutwhatmyownlabourcanbringme;andwhilethatlittlepink-facedchitAmelia,withnothalfmysense,hastenthousandpoundsandanestablishmentsecure,poorRebeccaandmyfigureisfarbetterthanhers
hasonlyherselfandherownwitstotrustto。Well,letusseeifmywitscannotprovidemewithanhonourablemaintenance,andifsomedayortheotherIcannotshowMissAmeliamyrealsuperiorityoverher。NotthatI
dislikepoorAmelia:whocandislikesuchaharmless,good-naturedcreature?——onlyitwillbeafinedaywhenIcantakemyplaceaboveherintheworld,aswhy,indeed,shouldInot?”Thusitwasthatourlittleromanticfriendformedvisionsofthefutureforherself——
normustwebescandalisedthat,inallhercastlesintheair,ahusbandwastheprincipalinhabitant。Ofwhatelsehaveyoungladiestothink,buthusbands?Ofwhatelsedotheirdearmammasthink?”Imustbemyownmamma。”saidRebecca;notwithoutatinglingconsciousnessofdefeat,asshethoughtoverherlittlemisadventurewithJosSedley。
SoshewiselydeterminedtorenderherpositionwiththeQueen’sCrawleyfamilycomfortableandsecure,andtothisendresolvedtomakefriendsofeveryonearoundherwhocouldatallinterferewithhercomfort。
AsmyLadyCrawleywasnotoneofthesepersonages,andawoman,moreover,soindolentandvoidofcharacterasnottobeoftheleastconsequenceinherownhouse,Rebeccasoonfoundthatitwasnotatallnecessarytocultivatehergoodwill——indeed,impossibletogainit。Sheusedtotalktoherpupilsabouttheir“poormamma“;and,thoughshetreatedthatladywitheverydemonstrationofcoolrespect,itwastotherestofthefamilythatshewiselydirectedthechiefpartofherattentions。
Withtheyoungpeople,whoseapplauseshethoroughlygained,hermethodwasprettysimple。Shedidnotpestertheiryoungbrainswithtoomuchlearning,but,onthecontrary,letthemhavetheirownwayinregardtoeducatingthemselves;forwhatinstructionismoreeffectualthanself-instruction?Theeldestwasratherfondofbooks,andastherewasintheoldlibraryatQueen’sCrawleyaconsiderableprovisionofworksoflightliteratureofthelastcentury,bothintheFrenchandEnglishlanguagestheyhadbeenpurchasedbytheSecretaryoftheTapeandSealingWaxOfficeattheperiodofhisdisgrace,andasnobodyevertroubledthebook-shelvesbutherself,Rebeccawasenabledagreeably,and,asitwere,inplaying,toimpartagreatdealofinstructiontoMissRoseCrawley。
SheandMissRosethusreadtogethermanydelightfulFrenchandEnglishworks,amongwhichmaybementionedthoseofthelearnedDr。Smollett,oftheingeniousMr。HenryFielding,ofthegracefulandfantasticMonsieurCrebillontheyounger,whomourimmortalpoetGraysomuchadmired,andoftheuniversalMonsieurdeVoltaire。Once,whenMr。Crawleyaskedwhattheyoungpeoplewerereading,thegovernessreplied“Smollett。”
“Oh,Smollett。”saidMr。Crawley,quitesatisfied。”Hishistoryismoredull,butbynomeanssodangerousasthatofMr。Hume。Itishistoryyouarereading?”“Yes。”
saidMissRose;without,however,addingthatitwasthehistoryofMr。HumphreyClinker。OnanotheroccasionhewasratherscandalisedatfindinghissisterwithabookofFrenchplays;butasthegovernessremarkedthatitwasforthepurposeofacquiringtheFrenchidiominconversation,hewasfaintobecontent。Mr。Crawley,asadiplomatist,wasexceedinglyproudofhisownskillinspeakingtheFrenchlanguageforhewasoftheworldstill,andnotalittlepleasedwiththecomplimentswhichthegovernesscontinuallypaidhimuponhisproficiency。
MissViolet’stasteswere,onthecontrary,morerudeandboisterousthanthoseofhersister。Sheknewthesequesteredspotswherethehenslaidtheireggs。Shecouldclimbatreetorobthenestsofthefeatheredsongstersoftheirspeckledspoils。Andherpleasurewastoridetheyoungcolts,andtoscourtheplainslikeCamilla。
Shewasthefavouriteofherfatherandofthestablemen。
Shewasthedarling,andwithaltheterrorofthecook;forshediscoveredthehauntsofthejam-pots,andwouldattackthemwhentheywerewithinherreach。
Sheandhersisterwereengagedinconstantbattles。Anyofwhichpeccadilloes,ifMissSharpdiscovered,shedidnottellthemtoLadyCrawley;whowouldhavetoldthemtothefather,orworse,toMr。Crawley;butpromisednottotellifMissVioletwouldbeagoodgirlandlovehergoverness。
WithMr。CrawleyMissSharpwasrespectfulandobedient。SheusedtoconsulthimonpassagesofFrenchwhichshecouldnotunderstand,thoughhermotherwasaFrenchwoman,andwhichhewouldconstruetohersatisfaction:and,besidesgivingherhisaidinprofaneliterature,hewaskindenoughtoselectforherbooksofamoreserioustendency,andaddresstohermuchofhisconversation。Sheadmired,beyondmeasure,hisspeechattheQuashimaboo-AidSociety;tookaninterestinhispamphletonmalt:wasoftenaffected,eventotears,byhisdiscoursesofanevening,andwouldsay——“Oh,thankyou,sir。”withasigh,andalookuptoheaven,thatmadehimoccasionallycondescendtoshakehandswithher。”Bloodiseverything,afterall。”
wouldthataristocraticreligionistsay。”HowMissSharpisawakenedbymywords,whennotoneofthepeoplehereistouched。Iamtoofineforthem——toodelicate。
Imustfamiliarisemystyle——butsheunderstandsit。HermotherwasaMontmorency。”
Indeeditwasfromthisfamousfamily,asitappears,thatMissSharp,bythemother’sside,wasdescended。
Ofcourseshedidnotsaythathermotherhadbeenonthestage;itwouldhaveshockedMr。Crawley’sreligiousscruples。Howmanynobleemigreshadthishorridrevolutionplungedinpoverty!Shehadseveralstoriesaboutherancestorsereshehadbeenmanymonthsinthehouse;someofwhichMr。CrawleyhappenedtofindinD’Hozier’sdictionary,whichwasinthelibrary,andwhichstrengthenedhisbeliefintheirtruth,andinthehigh-breedingofRebecca。Arewetosupposefromthiscuriosityandpryingintodictionaries,couldourheroinesupposethatMr。Crawleywasinterestedinher?——no,onlyinafriendlyway。HavewenotstatedthathewasattachedtoLadyJaneSheepshanks?
HetookRebeccatotaskonceortwiceabouttheproprietyofplayingatbackgammonwithSirPitt,sayingthatitwasagodlessamusement,andthatshewouldbemuchbetterengagedinreading“Thrump’sLegacy。”or“TheBlindWasherwomanofMoorfields。”oranyworkofamoreseriousnature;butMissSharpsaidherdearmotherusedoftentoplaythesamegamewiththeoldCountdeTrictracandthevenerableAbbeduCornet,andsofoundanexcuseforthisandotherworldlyamusements。
ButitwasnotonlybyplayingatbackgammonwiththeBaronet,thatthelittlegovernessrenderedherselfagreeabletoheremployer。Shefoundmanydifferentwaysofbeingusefultohim。Shereadover,withindefatigablepatience,allthoselawpapers,withwhich,beforeshecametoQueen’sCrawley,hehadpromisedtoentertainher。Shevolunteeredtocopymanyofhisletters,andadroitlyalteredthespellingofthemsoastosuittheusagesofthepresentday。Shebecameinterestedineverythingappertainingtotheestate,tothefarm,thepark,thegarden,andthestables;andsodelightfulacompanionwasshe,thattheBaronetwouldseldomtakehisafter-breakfastwalkwithoutherandthechildrenofcourse,whenshewouldgiveheradviceastothetreeswhichweretobeloppedintheshrubberies,thegarden-bedstobedug,thecropswhichweretobecut,thehorseswhichweretogotocartorplough。BeforeshehadbeenayearatQueen’sCrawleyshehadquitewontheBaronet’sconfidence;andtheconversationatthedinner-table,whichbeforeusedtobeheldbetweenhimandMr。Horrocksthebutler,wasnowalmostexclusivelybetweenSirPittandMissSharp。ShewasalmostmistressofthehousewhenMr。Crawleywasabsent,butconductedherselfinhernewandexaltedsituationwithsuchcircumspectionandmodestyasnottooffendtheauthoritiesofthekitchenandstable,amongwhomherbehaviourwasalwaysexceedinglymodestandaffable。Shewasquiteadifferentpersonfromthehaughty,shy,dissatisfiedlittlegirlwhomwehaveknownpreviously,andthischangeoftemperprovedgreatprudence,asinceredesireofamendment,oratanyrategreatmoralcourageonherpart。WhetheritwastheheartwhichdictatedthisnewsystemofcomplaisanceandhumilityadoptedbyourRebecca,istobeprovedbyherafter-history。Asystemofhypocrisy,whichlaststhroughwholeyears,isoneseldomsatisfactorilypractisedbyapersonofone-and-
twenty;however,ourreaderswillrecollect,that,thoughyounginyears,ourheroinewasoldinlifeandexperience,andwehavewrittentonopurposeiftheyhavenotdiscoveredthatshewasaverycleverwoman。
TheelderandyoungersonofthehouseofCrawleywere,likethegentlemanandladyintheweather-box,neverathometogether——theyhatedeachothercordially:
indeed,RawdonCrawley,thedragoon,hadagreatcontemptfortheestablishmentaltogether,andseldomcamethitherexceptwhenhisauntpaidherannualvisit。
Thegreatgoodqualityofthisoldladyhasbeenmentioned。Shepossessedseventythousandpounds,andhadalmostadoptedRawdon。Shedislikedhereldernephewexceedingly,anddespisedhimasamilksop。Inreturnhedidnothesitatetostatethathersoulwasirretrievablylost,andwasofopinionthathisbrother’schanceinthenextworldwasnotawhitbetter。”Sheisagodlesswomanoftheworld。”wouldMr。Crawleysay;“sheliveswithatheistsandFrenchmen。MymindshudderswhenIthinkofherawful,awfulsituation,andthat,nearassheistothegrave,sheshouldbesogivenuptovanity,licentiousness,profaneness,andfolly。”Infact,theoldladydeclinedaltogethertohearhishour’slectureofanevening;andwhenshecametoQueen’sCrawleyalone,hewasobligedtopretermithisusualdevotionalexercises。
“Shutupyoursarmons,Pitt,whenMissCrawleycomesdown。”saidhisfather;“shehaswrittentosaythatshewon’tstandthepreachifying。”
“O,sir!considertheservants。”
“Theservantsbehanged。”saidSirPitt;andhissonthoughtevenworsewouldhappenweretheydeprivedofthebenefitofhisinstruction。
“Why,hangit,Pitt!”saidthefathertohisremonstrance。
“Youwouldn’tbesuchaflatastoletthreethousandayeargooutofthefamily?”
“Whatismoneycomparedtooursouls,sir?”continuedMr。Crawley。
“Youmeanthattheoldladywon’tleavethemoneytoyou?”——andwhoknowsbutitwasMr。Crawley’smeaning?
OldMissCrawleywascertainlyoneofthereprobate。
ShehadasnuglittlehouseinParkLane,and,assheateanddrankagreatdealtoomuchduringtheseasoninLondon,shewenttoHarrowgateorCheltenhamforthesummer。Shewasthemosthospitableandjovialofoldvestals,andhadbeenabeautyinherday,shesaid。
Alloldwomenwerebeautiesonce,weverywellknow。
Shewasabelesprit,andadreadfulRadicalforthosedays。ShehadbeeninFrancewhereSt。Just,theysay,inspiredherwithanunfortunatepassion,andloved,everafter,Frenchnovels,Frenchcookery,andFrenchwines。ShereadVoltaire,andhadRousseaubyheart;
talkedverylightlyaboutdivorce,andmostenergeticallyoftherightsofwomen。ShehadpicturesofMr。Foxineveryroominthehouse:whenthatstatesmanwasinopposition,Iamnotsurethatshehadnotflungamainwithhim;andwhenhecameintooffice,shetookgreatcreditforbringingovertohimSirPittandhiscolleagueforQueen’sCrawley,althoughSirPittwouldhavecomeoverhimself,withoutanytroubleonthehonestlady’spart。ItisneedlesstosaythatSirPittwasbroughttochangehisviewsafterthedeathofthegreatWhigstatesman。
ThisworthyoldladytookafancytoRawdonCrawleywhenaboy,senthimtoCambridgeinoppositiontohisbrotheratOxford,and,whentheyoungmanwasrequestedbytheauthoritiesofthefirst-namedUniversitytoquitafteraresidenceoftwoyears,sheboughthimhiscommissionintheLifeGuardsGreen。
Aperfectandcelebrated“blood。”ordandyabouttown,wasthisyoungofficer。Boxing,rat-hunting,thefivescourt,andfour-in-handdrivingwerethenthefashionofourBritisharistocracy;andhewasanadeptinallthesenoblesciences。Andthoughhebelongedtothehouseholdtroops,who,asitwastheirdutytorallyroundthePrinceRegent,hadnotshowntheirvalourinforeignserviceyet,RawdonCrawleyhadalreadyaproposofplay,ofwhichhewasimmoderatelyfondfoughtthreebloodyduels,inwhichhegaveampleproofsofhiscontemptfordeath。
“Andforwhatfollowsafterdeath。”wouldMr。
Crawleyobserve,throwinghisgooseberry-colouredeyesuptotheceiling。Hewasalwaysthinkingofhisbrother’ssoul,orofthesoulsofthosewhodifferedwithhiminopinion:itisasortofcomfortwhichmanyoftheseriousgivethemselves。
Silly,romanticMissCrawley,farfrombeinghorrifiedatthecourageofherfavourite,alwaysusedtopayhisdebtsafterhisduels;andwouldnotlistentoawordthatwaswhisperedagainsthismorality。”Hewillsowhiswildoats。”shewouldsay,“andisworthfarmorethanthatpulinghypocriteofabrotherofhis。”
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