Shewasinhighspiritsandgoodhumour,andtrippedacrossthemarket-placeverybriskly。ShewantedtoseeJosthatinstant。TheMajorlaughedattheimpetuousaffectionMrs。Ameliaexhibited;for,intruth,itwasnotveryoftenthatshewantedherbrother“thatinstant。”
Theyfoundthecivilianinhissaloononthefirst-floor;
hehadbeenpacingtheroom,andbitinghisnails,andlookingoverthemarket-placetowardstheElephantahundredtimesatleastduringthepasthourwhilstEmmywasclosetedwithherfriendinthegarretandtheMajorwasbeatingthetattooonthesloppytablesofthepublicroombelow,andhewas,onhissidetoo,veryanxioustoseeMrs。Osborne。
“Well?”saidhe。
“Thepoordearcreature,howshehassuffered!”
Emmysaid。
“Godblessmysoul,yes。”Jossaid,wagginghishead,sothathischeeksquiveredlikejellies。
“ShemayhavePayne’sroom,whocangoupstairs。”
Emmycontinued。PaynewasastaidEnglishmaidandpersonalattendantuponMrs。Osborne,towhomthecourier,asindutybound,paidcourt,andwhomGeorgyusedto“lark“dreadfullywithaccountsofGermanrobbersandghosts。Shepassedhertimechieflyingrumbling,inorderingabouthermistress,andinstatingherintentiontoreturnthenextmorningtohernativevillageofClapham。”ShemayhavePayne’sroom。”Emmysaid。
“Why,youdon’tmeantosayyouaregoingtohavethatwomanintothehouse?”bouncedouttheMajor,jumpingup。
“Ofcourseweare。”saidAmeliainthemostinnocentwayintheworld。”Don’tbeangryandbreakthefurniture,MajorDobbin。Ofcoursewearegoingtohaveherhere。”
“Ofcourse,mydear。”Jossaid。
“Thepoorcreature,afterallhersufferings。”Emmycontinued;“herhorridbankerbrokenandrunaway;herhusband——wickedwretch——havingdesertedherandtakenherchildawayfromher“hereshedoubledhertwolittlefistsandheldtheminamostmenacingattitudebeforeher,sothattheMajorwascharmedtoseesuchadauntlessvirago“thepoordearthing!quitealoneandabsolutelyforcedtogivelessonsinsingingtogetherbread——andnothaveherhere!”
“Takelessons,mydearMrs。George。”criedtheMajor。”butdon’thaveherinthehouse。Iimploreyoudon’t。”
“Pooh。”saidJos。
“Youwhoarealwaysgoodandkind——alwaysusedtobeatanyrate——I’mastonishedatyou,MajorWilliam。”
Ameliacried。”Why,whatisthemomenttohelpherbutwhensheissomiserable?Nowisthetimetobeofservicetoher。TheoldestfriendIeverhad,andnot——“
“Shewasnotalwaysyourfriend,Amelia。”theMajorsaid,forhewasquiteangry。ThisallusionwastoomuchforEmmy,who,lookingtheMajoralmostfiercelyintheface,said,“Forshame,MajorDobbin!”andafterhavingfiredthisshot,shewalkedoutoftheroomwithamostmajesticairandshutherowndoorbrisklyonherselfandheroutrageddignity。
“ToalludetoTHAT!”shesaid,whenthedoorwasclosed。”Oh,itwascruelofhimtoremindmeofit。”andshelookedupatGeorge’spicture,whichhungthereasusual,withtheportraitoftheboyunderneath。”Itwascruelofhim。IfIhadforgivenit,oughthetohavespoken?No。AnditisfromhisownlipsthatIknowhowwickedandgroundlessmyjealousywas;andthatyouwerepure——oh,yes,youwerepure,mysaintinheaven!”
Shepacedtheroom,tremblingandindignant。Shewentandleanedonthechestofdrawersoverwhichthepicturehung,andgazedandgazedatit。Itseyesseemedtolookdownonherwithareproachthatdeepenedasshelooked。
Theearlydear,dearmemoriesofthatbriefprimeofloverushedbackuponher。Thewoundwhichyearshadscarcelycicatrizedbledafresh,andoh,howbitterly!Shecouldnotbearthereproachesofthehusbandtherebeforeher。Itcouldn’tbe。Never,never。
PoorDobbin;pooroldWilliam!Thatunluckywordhadundonetheworkofmanyayear——thelonglaboriousedificeofalifeofloveandconstancy——raisedtoouponwhatsecretandhiddenfoundations,whereinlayburiedpassions,uncountedstruggles,unknownsacrifices——alittlewordwasspoken,anddownfellthefairpalaceofhope——oneword,andawayflewthebirdwhichhehadbeentryingallhislifetolure!
William,thoughhesawbyAmelia’slooksthatagreatcrisishadcome,neverthelesscontinuedtoimploreSedley,inthemostenergeticterms,tobewareofRebecca;andheeagerly,almostfrantically,adjuredJosnottoreceiveher。HebesoughtMr。Sedleytoinquireatleastregardingher;toldhimhowhehadheardthatshewasinthecompanyofgamblersandpeopleofillrepute;pointedoutwhatevilshehaddoneinformerdays,howsheandCrawleyhadmisledpoorGeorgeintoruin,howshewasnowpartedfromherhusband,byherownconfession,and,perhaps,forgoodreason。Whatadangerouscompanionshewouldbeforhissister,whoknewnothingoftheaffairsoftheworld!WilliamimploredJos,withalltheeloquencewhichhecouldbringtobear,andagreatdealmoreenergythanthisquietgentlemanwasordinarilyinthehabitofshowing,tokeepRebeccaoutofhishousehold。
Hadhebeenlessviolent,ormoredexterous,hemighthavesucceededinhissupplicationstoJos;butthecivilianwasnotalittlejealousoftheairsofsuperioritywhichtheMajorconstantlyexhibitedtowardshim,ashefanciedindeed,hehadimpartedhisopinionstoMr。
Kirsch,thecourier,whosebillsMajorDobbincheckedonthisjourney,andwhosidedwithhismaster,andhebeganablusteringspeechabouthiscompetencytodefendhisownhonour,hisdesirenottohavehisaffairsmeddledwith,hisintention,infine,torebelagainsttheMajor,whenthecolloquy——ratheralongandstormyone——wasputanendtointhesimplestwaypossible,namely,bythearrivalofMrs。Becky,withaporterfromtheElephantHotelinchargeofherverymeagrebaggage。
Shegreetedherhostwithaffectionaterespectandmadeashrinking,butamicablesalutationtoMajorDobbin,who,asherinstinctassuredheratonce,washerenemy,andhadbeenspeakingagainsther;andthebustleandclatterconsequentuponherarrivalbroughtAmeliaoutofherroom。Emmywentupandembracedherguestwiththegreatestwarmth,andtooknonoticeoftheMajor,excepttoflinghimanangrylook——themostunjustandscornfulglancethathadperhapseverappearedinthatpoorlittlewoman’sfacesinceshewasborn。Butshehadprivatereasonsofherown,andwasbentuponbeingangrywithhim。AndDobbin,indignantattheinjustice,notatthedefeat,wentoff,makingherabowquiteashaughtyasthekillingcurtseywithwhichthelittlewomanchosetobidhimfarewell。
Hebeinggone,EmmywasparticularlylivelyandaffectionatetoRebecca,andbustledabouttheapartmentsandinstalledherguestinherroomwithaneagernessandactivityseldomexhibitedbyourplacidlittlefriend。Butwhenanactofinjusticeistobedone,especiallybyweakpeople,itisbestthatitshouldbedonequickly,andEmmythoughtshewasdisplayingagreatdealoffirmnessandproperfeelingandvenerationforthelateCaptainOsborneinherpresentbehaviour。
Georgycameinfromthefetesfordinner-timeandfoundfourcoverslaidasusual;butoneoftheplaceswasoccupiedbyalady,insteadofbyMajorDobbin。
“Hullo!where’sDob?”theyounggentlemanaskedwithhisusualsimplicityoflanguage。”MajorDobbinisdiningout,Isuppose。”hismothersaid,and,drawingtheboytoher,kissedhimagreatdeal,andputhishairoffhisforehead,andintroducedhimtoMrs。Crawley。”Thisismyboy,Rebecca。”Mrs。Osbornesaid——asmuchastosay——cantheworldproduceanythinglikethat?Beckylookedathimwithraptureandpressedhishandfondly。
“Dearboy!”shesaid——“heisjustlikemy——“Emotionchokedherfurtherutterance,butAmeliaunderstood,aswellasifshehadspoken,thatBeckywasthinkingofherownblessedchild。However,thecompanyofherfriendconsoledMrs。Crawley,andsheateaverygooddinner。
Duringtherepast,shehadoccasiontospeakseveraltimes,whenGeorgyeyedherandlistenedtoher。AtthedesertEmmywasgoneouttosuperintendfurtherdomesticarrangements;JoswasinhisgreatchairdozingoverGalignani;Georgyandthenewarrivalsatclosetoeachother——hehadcontinuedtolookatherknowinglymorethanonce,andatlasthelaiddownthenutcrackers。
“Isay。”saidGeorgy。
“Whatdoyousay?”Beckysaid,laughing。
“You’retheladyIsawinthemaskattheRougeetNoir。”
“Hush!youlittleslycreature。”Beckysaid,takinguphishandandkissingit。”Yourunclewastheretoo,andMammamustn’tknow。”
“Oh,no——notbynomeans。”answeredthelittlefellow。
“Youseewearequitegoodfriendsalready。”BeckysaidtoEmmy,whonowre-entered;anditmustbeownedthatMrs。Osbornehadintroducedamostjudiciousandamiablecompanionintoherhouse。
William,inastateofgreatindignation,thoughstillunawareofallthetreasonthatwasinstoreforhim,walkedaboutthetownwildlyuntilhefellupontheSecretaryofLegation,Tapeworm,whoinvitedhimtodinner。Astheywerediscussingthatmeal,hetookoccasiontoasktheSecretarywhetherheknewanythingaboutacertainMrs。RawdonCrawley,whohad,hebelieved,madesomenoiseinLondon;andthenTapeworm,whoofcourseknewalltheLondongossip,andwasbesidesarelativeofLadyGaunt,pouredoutintotheastonishedMajor’searssuchahistoryaboutBeckyandherhusbandasastonishedthequerist,andsuppliedallthepointsofthisnarrative,foritwasatthatverytableyearsagothatthepresentwriterhadthepleasureofhearingthetale。Tufto,Steyne,theCrawleys,andtheirhistory——
everythingconnectedwithBeckyandherpreviouslifepassedundertherecordofthebitterdiplomatist。Hekneweverythingandagreatdealbesides,aboutalltheworld——inaword,hemadethemostastoundingrevelationstothesimple-heartedMajor。WhenDobbinsaidthatMrs。
OsborneandMr。Sedleyhadtakenherintotheirhouse,TapewormburstintoapealoflaughterwhichshockedtheMajor,andaskediftheyhadnotbettersendintotheprisonandtakeinoneortwoofthegentlemeninshavedheadsandyellowjacketswhosweptthestreetsofPumpernickel,chainedinpairs,toboardandlodge,andactastutortothatlittlescapegraceGeorgy。
ThisinformationastonishedandhorrifiedtheMajornotalittle。IthadbeenagreedinthemorningbeforemeetingwithRebeccathatAmeliashouldgototheCourtballthatnight。Therewouldbetheplacewhereheshouldtellher。TheMajorwenthome,anddressedhimselfinhisuniform,andrepairedtoCourt,inhopestoseeMrs。
Osborne。Shenevercame。WhenhereturnedtohislodgingsallthelightsintheSedleytenementwereputout。Hecouldnotseehertillthemorning。Idon’tknowwhatsortofanight’sresthehadwiththisfrightfulsecretinbedwithhim。
Attheearliestconvenienthourinthemorninghesenthisservantacrossthewaywithanote,sayingthathewishedveryparticularlytospeakwithher。AmessagecamebacktosaythatMrs。Osbornewasexceedinglyunwellandwaskeepingherroom。
She,too,hadbeenawakeallthatnight。Shehadbeenthinkingofathingwhichhadagitatedhermindahundredtimesbefore。Ahundredtimesonthepointofyielding,shehadshrunkbackfromasacrificewhichshefeltwastoomuchforher。Shecouldn’t,inspiteofhisloveandconstancyandherownacknowledgedregard,respect,andgratitude。Whatarebenefits,whatisconstancy,ormerit?Onecurlofagirl’sringlet,onehairofawhisker,willturnthescaleagainstthemallinaminute。
TheydidnotweighwithEmmymorethanwithotherwomen。Shehadtriedthem;wantedtomakethempass;
couldnot;andthepitilesslittlewomanhadfoundapretext,anddeterminedtobefree。
Whenatlength,intheafternoon,theMajorgainedadmissiontoAmelia,insteadofthecordialandaffectionategreeting,towhichhehadbeenaccustomednowformanyalongday,hereceivedthesalutationofacurtsey,andofalittleglovedhand,retractedthemomentafteritwasaccordedtohim。
Rebecca,too,wasintheroom,andadvancedtomeethimwithasmileandanextendedhand。Dobbindrewbackratherconfusedly,“I——Ibegyourpardon,m’am。”
hesaid;“butIamboundtotellyouthatitisnotasyourfriendthatIamcomeherenow。”
“Pooh!damn;don’tletushavethissortofthing!”
Joscriedout,alarmed,andanxioustogetridofascene。
“IwonderwhatMajorDobbinhastosayagainstRebecca?”Ameliasaidinalow,clearvoicewithaslightquiverinit,andaverydeterminedlookabouttheeyes。
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