“Themostbeautifulchildeverseen。”Jossaid,whowasveryfat,andeasilymoved,andhadbeentouchedbythestoryBeckytold;“aperfectangel,whoadoredhismother。Theruffianstorehimshriekingoutofherarms,andhaveneverallowedhimtoseeher。”
“DearJoseph。”Emmycriedout,startingupatonce。”letusgoandseeherthisminute。”Andsheranintoheradjoiningbedchamber,tiedonherbonnetinaflutter,cameoutwithhershawlonherarm,andorderedDobbintofollow。
Hewentandputhershawl——itwasawhitecashmere,consignedtoherbytheMajorhimselffromIndia——overhershoulders。Hesawtherewasnothingforitbuttoobey,andsheputherhandintohisarm,andtheywentaway。
“Itisnumber92,upfourpairofstairs。”Jossaid,perhapsnotverywillingtoascendthestepsagain;butheplacedhimselfinthewindowofhisdrawing-room,whichcommandstheplaceonwhichtheElephantstands,andsawthepairmarchingthroughthemarket。
ItwasaswellthatBeckysawthemtoofromhergarret,forsheandthetwostudentswerechatteringandlaughingthere;theyhadbeenjokingabouttheappearanceofBecky’sgrandpapa——whosearrivalanddeparturetheyhadwitnessed——butshehadtimetodismissthem,andhaveherlittleroomclearbeforethelandlordoftheElephant,whoknewthatMrs。OsbornewasagreatfavouriteattheSereneCourt,andrespectedheraccordingly,ledthewayupthestairstotheroofstory,encouragingMiladiandtheHerrMajorastheyachievedtheascent。
“Graciouslady,graciouslady!”saidthelandlord,knockingatBecky’sdoor;hehadcalledherMadamethedaybefore,andwasbynomeanscourteoustoher。
“Whoisit?”Beckysaid,puttingoutherhead,andshegavealittlescream。TherestoodEmmyinatremble,andDobbin,thetallMajor,withhiscane。
Hestoodstillwatching,andverymuchinterestedatthescene;butEmmysprangforwardwithopenarmstowardsRebecca,andforgaveheratthatmoment,andembracedherandkissedherwithallherheart。Ah,poorwretch,whenwasyourlippressedbeforebysuchpurekisses?
CHAPTERLXVI
AmantiumIraeFranknessandkindnesslikeAmelia’swerelikelytotouchevensuchahardenedlittlereprobateasBecky。ShereturnedEmmy’scaressesandkindspeecheswithsomethingverylikegratitude,andanemotionwhich,ifitwasnotlasting,foramomentwasalmostgenuine。Thatwasaluckystrokeofhersaboutthechild“tornfromherarmsshrieking。”ItwasbythatharrowingmisfortunethatBeckyhadwonherfriendback,anditwasoneoftheveryfirstpoints,wemaybecertain,uponwhichourpoorsimplelittleEmmybegantotalktohernew-foundacquaintance。
“Andsotheytookyourdarlingchildfromyou?”oursimpletoncriedout。”Oh,Rebecca,mypoordearsufferingfriend,Iknowwhatitistoloseaboy,andtofeelforthosewhohavelostone。ButpleaseHeavenyourswillberestoredtoyou,asamercifulmercifulProvidencehasbroughtmebackmine。”
“Thechild,mychild?Oh,yes,myagonieswerefrightful。”
Beckyowned,notperhapswithoutatwingeofconscience。
Itjarreduponhertobeobligedtocommenceinstantlytotellliesinreplytosomuchconfidenceandsimplicity。Butthatisthemisfortuneofbeginningwiththiskindofforgery。Whenonefibbecomesdueasitwere,youmustforgeanothertotakeuptheoldacceptance;andsothestockofyourliesincirculationinevitablymultiplies,andthedangerofdetectionincreaseseveryday。
“Myagonies。”Beckycontinued,“wereterribleIhopeshewon’tsitdownonthebottlewhentheytookhimawayfromme;IthoughtIshoulddie;butIfortunatelyhadabrainfever,duringwhichmydoctorgavemeup,and——andIrecovered,and——andhereIam,poorandfriendless。”
“Howoldishe?”Emmyasked。
“Eleven。”saidBecky。
“Eleven!”criedtheother。”Why,hewasbornthesameyearwithGeorgy,whois——“
“Iknow,Iknow。”Beckycriedout,whohadinfactquiteforgottenallaboutlittleRawdon’sage。”Griefhasmademeforgetsomanythings,dearestAmelia。Iamverymuchchanged:half-wildsometimes。Hewaselevenwhentheytookhimawayfromme。Blesshissweetface;Ihaveneverseenitagain。”
“Washefairordark?”wentonthatabsurdlittleEmmy。”Showmehishair。”
Beckyalmostlaughedathersimplicity。”Notto-day,love——someothertime,whenmytrunksarrivefromLeipzig,whenceIcametothisplace——andalittledrawingofhim,whichImadeinhappydays。”
“PoorBecky,poorBecky!”saidEmmy。”Howthankful,howthankfulIoughttobe“;thoughIdoubtwhetherthatpracticeofpietyinculcateduponusbyourwomankindinearlyyouth,namely,tobethankfulbecausewearebetteroffthansomebodyelse,beaveryrationalreligiousexerciseandthenshebegantothink,asusual,howhersonwasthehandsomest,thebest,andthecleverestboyinthewholeworld。
“YouwillseemyGeorgy。”wasthebestthingEmmycouldthinkoftoconsoleBecky。Ifanythingcouldmakehercomfortablethatwould。
Andsothetwowomencontinuedtalkingforanhourormore,duringwhichBeckyhadtheopportunityofgivinghernewfriendafullandcompleteversionofherprivatehistory。SheshowedhowhermarriagewithRawdonCrawleyhadalwaysbeenviewedbythefamilywithfeelingsoftheutmosthostility;howhersister-in-lawanartfulwomanhadpoisonedherhusband’smindagainsther;howhehadformedodiousconnections,whichhadestrangedhisaffectionsfromher:howshehadborneeverything——poverty,neglect,coldnessfromthebeingwhomshemostloved——andallforthesakeofherchild;how,finally,andbythemostflagrantoutrage,shehadbeendrivenintodemandingaseparationfromherhusband,whenthewretchdidnotscrupletoaskthatsheshouldsacrificeherownfairfamesothathemightprocureadvancementthroughthemeansofaverygreatandpowerfulbutunprincipledman——theMarquisofSteyne,indeed。Theatrociousmonster!
ThispartofhereventfulhistoryBeckygavewiththeutmostfemininedelicacyandthemostindignantvirtue。
Forcedtoflyherhusband’sroofbythisinsult,thecowardhadpursuedhisrevengebytakingherchildfromher。
AndthusBeckysaidshewasawanderer,poor,unprotected,friendless,andwretched。
Emmyreceivedthisstory,whichwastoldatsomelength,asthosepersonswhoareacquaintedwithhercharactermayimaginethatshewould。ShequiveredwithindignationattheaccountoftheconductofthemiserableRawdonandtheunprincipledSteyne。HereyesmadenotesofadmirationforeveryoneofthesentencesinwhichBeckydescribedthepersecutionsofheraristocraticrelativesandthefallingawayofherhusband。
Beckydidnotabusehim。Shespokeratherinsorrowthaninanger。Shehadlovedhimonlytoofondly:andwashenotthefatherofherboy?Andasfortheseparationscenefromthechild,whileBeckywasrecitingit,Emmyretiredaltogetherbehindherpocket-handkerchief,sothattheconsummatelittletragedianmusthavebeencharmedtoseetheeffectwhichherperformanceproducedonheraudience。
Whilsttheladieswerecarryingontheirconversation,Amelia’sconstantescort,theMajorwho,ofcourse,didnotwishtointerrupttheirconference,andfoundhimselfrathertiredofcreakingaboutthenarrowstairpassageofwhichtheroofbrushedthenapfromhishat
descendedtotheground-floorofthehouseandintothegreatroomcommontoallthefrequentersoftheElephant,outofwhichthestairled。Thisapartmentisalwaysinafumeofsmokeandliberallysprinkledwithbeer。Onadirtytablestandscoresofcorrespondingbrasscandlestickswithtallowcandlesforthelodgers,whosekeyshangupinrows。overthecandles。Emmyhadpassedblushingthroughtheroomanon,whereallsortsofpeoplewerecollected;Tyroleseglove-sellersandDanubianlinen-merchants,withtheirpacks;studentsrecruitingthemselveswithbutterbrodsandmeat;idlers,playingcardsordominoesonthesloppy,beerytables;tumblersrefreshingduringthecessationoftheirperformances——
inaword,allthefumumandstrepitusofaGermaninninfairtime。ThewaiterbroughttheMajoramugofbeer,asamatterofcourse,andhetookoutacigarandamusedhimselfwiththatperniciousvegetableandanewspaperuntilhischargeshouldcomedowntoclaimhim。
MaxandFritzcamepresentlydownstairs,theircapsononeside,theirspursjingling,theirpipessplendidwithcoatsofarmsandfull-blowntassels,andtheyhungupthekeyofNo。90ontheboardandcalledfortherationofbutterbrodandbeer。ThepairsatdownbytheMajorandfellintoaconversationofwhichhecouldnothelphearingsomewhat。Itwasmainlyabout“Fuchs“and“Philister。”
andduelsanddrinking-boutsattheneighbouringUniversityofSchoppenhausen,fromwhichrenownedseatoflearningtheyhadjustcomeintheEilwagen,withBecky,asitappeared,bytheirside,andinordertobepresentatthebridalfetesatPumpernickel。
“ThetitleEnglanderinnseemstobeenbaysdegonnoisance。”saidMax,whoknewtheFrenchlanguage,toFritz,hiscomrade。”Afterthefatgrandfatherwentaway,therecameaprettylittlecompatriot。Iheardthemchatteringandwhimperingtogetherinthelittlewoman’schamber。”
“Wemusttaketheticketsforherconcert。”Fritzsaid。
“Hastthouanymoney,Max?”
“Bah。”saidtheother,“theconcertisaconcertinnubibus。HanssaidthatsheadvertisedoneatLeipzig,andtheBurschentookmanytickets。Butshewentoffwithoutsinging。ShesaidinthecoachyesterdaythatherpianisthadfallenillatDresden。Shecannotsing,itismybelief:
hervoiceisascrackedasthine,Othoubeer-soakingRenowner!”
“Itiscracked;Ihearhertryingoutofherwindowaschrecklich。Englishballad,called’DeRoseupondeBalgony。’“
“Saufenandsingengonottogether。”observedFritzwiththerednose,whoevidentlypreferredtheformeramusement。”No,thoushalttakenoneofhertickets。
Shewonmoneyatthetrenteandquarantelastnight。I
sawher:shemadealittleEnglishboyplayforher。Wewillspendthymoneythereoratthetheatre,orwewilltreathertoFrenchwineorCognacintheAureliusGarden,buttheticketswewillnotbuy。Whatsayestthou?Yet,anothermugofbeer?”andoneandanothersuccessivelyhavingburiedtheirblondwhiskersinthemawkishdraught,curledthemandswaggeredoffintothefair。
TheMajor,whohadseenthekeyofNo。90putuponitshookandhadheardtheconversationofthetwoyoungUniversitybloods,wasnotatalosstounderstandthattheirtalkrelatedtoBecky。”Thelittledevilisatheroldtricks。”hethought,andhesmiledasherecalledolddays,whenhehadwitnessedthedesperateflirtationwithJosandtheludicrousendofthatadventure。
HeandGeorgehadoftenlaughedoveritsubsequently,anduntilafewweeksafterGeorge’smarriage,whenhealsowascaughtinthelittleCirce’stoils,andhadanunderstandingwithherwhichhiscomradecertainlysuspected,butpreferredtoignore。Williamwastoomuchhurtorashamedtoasktofathomthatdisgracefulmystery,althoughonce,andevidentlywithremorseonhismind,Georgehadalludedtoit。ItwasonthemorningofWaterloo,astheyoungmenstoodtogetherinfrontoftheirline,surveyingtheblackmassesofFrenchmenwhocrownedtheoppositeheights,andastherainwascomingdown,“Ihavebeenmixinginafoolishintriguewithawoman。”Georgesaid。”Iamgladweweremarchedaway。IfIdrop,IhopeEmmywillneverknowofthatbusiness。IwishtoGodithadneverbeenbegun!”AndWilliamwaspleasedtothink,andhadmorethanoncesoothedpoorGeorge’swidowwiththenarrative,thatOsborne,afterquittinghiswife,andaftertheactionofQuatreBras,onthefirstday,spokegravelyandaffectionatelytohiscomradeofhisfatherandhiswife。Onthesefacts,too,WilliamhadinsistedverystronglyinhisconversationswiththeelderOsborne,andhadthusbeenthemeansofreconcilingtheoldgentlemantohisson’smemory,justatthecloseoftheelderman’slife。
“Andsothisdevilisstillgoingonwithherintrigues。”
thoughtWilliam。”Iwishshewereahundredmilesfromhere。Shebringsmischiefwherevershegoes。”Andhewaspursuingtheseforebodingsandthisuncomfortabletrainofthought,withhisheadbetweenhishands,andthePumpernickelGazetteoflastweekunreadunderhisnose,whensomebodytappedhisshoulderwithaparasol,andhelookedupandsawMrs。Amelia。
ThiswomanhadawayoftyrannizingoverMajorDobbinfortheweakestofallpeoplewilldomineeroversomebody,andsheorderedhimabout,andpattedhim,andmadehimfetchandcarryjustasifhewasagreatNewfoundlanddog。Heliked,sotospeak,tojumpintothewaterifshesaid“High,Dobbin!”andtotrotbehindherwithherreticuleinhismouth。ThishistoryhasbeenwrittentoverylittlepurposeifthereaderhasnotperceivedthattheMajorwasaspooney。
“Whydidyounotwaitforme,sir,toescortmedownstairs?”shesaid,givingalittletossofherheadandamostsarcasticcurtsey。
“Icouldn’tstandupinthepassage。”heansweredwithacomicaldeprecatorylook;and,delightedtogiveherhisarmandtotakeheroutofthehorridsmokyplace,hewouldhavewalkedoffwithoutevensomuchasrememberingthewaiter,hadnottheyoungfellowrunafterhimandstoppedhimonthethresholdoftheElephanttomakehimpayforthebeerwhichhehadnotconsumed。Emmylaughed:shecalledhimanaughtyman,whowantedtorunawayindebt,and,infact,madesomejokessuitabletotheoccasionandthesmall-beer。
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