ThegentlemanfromBengalwasstanding,disconcertedbythisincident,whenthedoorofthe92openedofitselfandBecky’slittleheadpeepedoutfullofarchnessandmischief。ShelightedonJos。”It’syou。”shesaid,comingout。”HowIhavebeenwaitingforyou!Stop!
notyet——inoneminuteyoushallcomein。”Inthatinstantsheputarouge-pot,abrandybottle,andaplateofbrokenmeatintothebed,gaveonesmoothtoherhair,andfinallyletinhervisitor。
Shehad,bywayofmorningrobe,apinkdomino,atriflefadedandsoiled,andmarkedhereandtherewithpomaturn;butherarmsshoneoutfromtheloosesleevesofthedressverywhiteandfair,anditwastiedroundherlittlewaistsoasnotilltosetoffthetrimlittlefigureofthewearer。SheledJosbythehandintohergarret。
“Comein。”shesaid。”Comeandtalktome。Sityonderonthechair“;andshegavethecivilian’shandalittlesqueezeandlaughinglyplacedhimuponit。Asforherself,sheplacedherselfonthebed——notonthebottleandplate,youmaybesure——onwhichJosmighthavereposed,hadhechosenthatseat;andsothereshesatandtalkedwithheroldadmirer。
“Howlittleyearshavechangedyou。”shesaidwithalookoftenderinterest。”Ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere。Whatacomfortitisamongststrangerstoseeoncemorethefrankhonestfaceofanoldfriend!”
Thefrankhonestface,totellthetruth,atthismomentboreanyexpressionbutoneofopennessandhonesty:itwas,onthecontrary,muchperturbedandpuzzledinlook。Joswassurveyingthequeerlittleapartmentinwhichhefoundhisoldflame。Oneofhergownshungoverthebed,anotherdependingfromahookofthedoor;
herbonnetobscuredhalfthelooking-glass,onwhich,too,laytheprettiestlittlepairofbronzeboots;aFrenchnovelwasonthetablebythebedside,withacandle,notofwax。Beckythoughtofpoppingthatintothebedtoo,butsheonlyputinthelittlepapernight-capwithwhichshehadputthecandleoutongoingtosleep。
“Ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere。”shecontinued;
“awomanneverforgetssomethings。AndyouwerethefirstmanIever——Ieversaw。”
“WasIreally?”saidJos。”Godblessmysoul,you——
youdon’tsayso。”
“WhenIcamewithyoursisterfromChiswick,Iwasscarcelymorethanachild。”Beckysaid。”Howisthat,dearlove?Oh,herhusbandwasasadwickedman,andofcourseitwasofmethatthepoordearwasjealous。
AsifIcaredabouthim,heigho!whentherewassomebody——butno——don’tletustalkofoldtimes“;andshepassedherhandkerchiefwiththetatteredlaceacrosshereyelids。
“Isnotthisastrangeplace。”shecontinued,“forawoman,whohaslivedinaverydifferentworldtoo,tobefoundin?Ihavehadsomanygriefsandwrongs,JosephSedley;IhavebeenmadetosuffersocruellythatIamalmostmademadsometimes。Ican’tstaystillinanyplace,butwanderaboutalwaysrestlessandunhappy。
Allmyfriendshavebeenfalsetome——all。Thereisnosuchthingasanhonestmanintheworld。Iwasthetruestwifethateverlived,thoughImarriedmyhusbandoutofpique,becausesomebodyelse——butnevermindthat。I
wastrue,andhetrampleduponmeanddesertedme。I
wasthefondestmother。Ihadbutonechild,onedarling,onehope,onejoy,whichIheldtomyheartwithamother’saffection,whichwasmylife,myprayer,my——myblessing;andthey——theytoreitfromme——toreitfromme“;andsheputherhandtoherheartwithapassionategestureofdespair,buryingherfaceforamomentonthebed。
Thebrandy-bottleinsideclinkedupagainsttheplatewhichheldthecoldsausage。Bothweremoved,nodoubt,bytheexhibitionofsomuchgrief。MaxandFritzwereatthedoor,listeningwithwondertoMrs。Becky’ssobsandcries。Jos,too,wasagooddealfrightenedandaffectedatseeinghisoldflameinthiscondition。Andshebegan,forthwith,totellherstory——atalesoneat,simple,andartlessthatitwasquiteevidentfromhearingherthatifevertherewasawhite-robedangelescapedfromheaventobesubjecttotheinfernalmachinationsandvillainyoffiendsherebelow,thatspotlessbeing——thatmiserableunsulliedmartyr,waspresentonthebedbeforeJos——onthebed,sittingonthebrandy-bottle。
Theyhadaverylong,amicable,andconfidentialtalkthere,inthecourseofwhichJosSedleywassomehowmadeawarebutinamannerthatdidnotintheleastscareoroffendhimthatBecky’shearthadfirstlearnedtobeatathisenchantingpresence;thatGeorgeOsbornehadcertainlypaidanunjustifiablecourttoHER,whichmightaccountforAmelia’sjealousyandtheirlittlerupture;butthatBeckynevergavetheleastencouragementtotheunfortunateofficer,andthatshehadneverceasedtothinkaboutJosfromtheveryfirstdayshehadseenhim,though,ofcourse,herdutiesasamarriedwomanwereparamount——dutieswhichshehadalwayspreserved,andwould,toherdyingday,oruntiltheproverbiallybadclimateinwhichColonelCrawleywaslivingshouldreleaseherfromayokewhichhiscrueltyhadrenderedodioustoher。
Joswentaway,convincedthatshewasthemostvirtuous,asshewasoneofthemostfascinatingofwomen,andrevolvinginhismindallsortsofbenevolentschemesforherwelfare。Herpersecutionsoughttobeended:
sheoughttoreturntothesocietyofwhichshewasanornament。Hewouldseewhatoughttobedone。Shemustquitthatplaceandtakeaquietlodging。Ameliamustcomeandseeherandbefriendher。Hewouldgoandsettleaboutit,andconsultwiththeMajor。Shewepttearsofheart-feltgratitudeasshepartedfromhim,andpressedhishandasthegallantstoutgentlemanstoopeddowntokisshers。
SoBeckybowedJosoutofherlittlegarretwithasmuchgraceasifitwasapalaceofwhichshedidthehonours;andthatheavygentlemanhavingdisappeareddownthestairs,MaxandFritzcameoutoftheirhole,pipeinmouth,andsheamusedherselfbymimickingJostothemasshemunchedhercoldbreadandsausageandtookdraughtsofherfavouritebrandy-and-water。
JoswalkedovertoDobbin’slodgingswithgreatsolemnityandthereimpartedtohimtheaffectinghistorywithwhichhehadjustbeenmadeacquainted,without,however,mentioningtheplaybusinessofthenightbefore。
AndthetwogentlemenwerelayingtheirheadstogetherandconsultingastothebestmeansofbeingusefultoMrs。Becky,whileshewasfinishingherinterrupteddejeuneralafourchette。
Howwasitthatshehadcometothatlittletown?
Howwasitthatshehadnofriendsandwaswanderingaboutalone?LittleboysatschoolaretaughtintheirearliestLatinbookthatthepathofAvernusisveryeasyofdescent。Letusskipovertheintervalinthehistoryofherdownwardprogress。Shewasnotworsenowthanshehadbeeninthedaysofherprosperity——onlyalittledownonherluck。
AsforMrs。Amelia,shewasawomanofsuchasoftandfoolishdispositionthatwhensheheardofanybodyunhappy,herheartstraightwaymeltedtowardsthesufferer;andasshehadneverthoughtordoneanythingmortallyguiltyherself,shehadnotthatabhorrenceforwickednesswhichdistinguishesmoralistsmuchmoreknowing。Ifshespoiledeverybodywhocamenearherwithkindnessandcompliments——ifshebeggedpardonofallherservantsfortroublingthemtoanswerthebell——ifsheapologizedtoashopboywhoshowedherapieceofsilk,ormadeacurtseytoastreet-sweeperwithacomplimentaryremarkupontheelegantstateofhiscrossing——andshewasalmostcapableofeveryoneofthesefollies——thenotionthatanoldacquaintancewasmiserablewassuretosoftenherheart;norwouldshehearofanybody’sbeingdeservedlyunhappy。Aworldundersuchlegislationasherswouldnotbeaveryorderlyplaceofabode;buttherearenotmanywomen,atleastnotoftherulers,whoareofhersort。Thislady,Ibelieve,wouldhaveabolishedallgaols,punishments,handcuffs,whippings,poverty,sickness,hunger,intheworld,andwassuchamean-spiritedcreaturethat——weareobligedtoconfessit——shecouldevenforgetamortalinjury。
WhentheMajorheardfromJosofthesentimentaladventurewhichhadjustbefallenthelatter,hewasnot,itmustbeowned,nearlyasmuchinterestedasthegentlemanfromBengal。Onthecontrary,hisexcitementwasquitethereversefromapleasurableone;hemadeuseofabriefbutimproperexpressionregardingapoorwomanindistress,saying,infact,“Thelittleminx,hasshecometolightagain?”Heneverhadhadtheslightestlikingforher,buthadheartilymistrustedherfromtheveryfirstmomentwhenhergreeneyeshadlookedat,andturnedawayfrom,hisown。
“Thatlittledevilbringsmischiefwherevershegoes。”
theMajorsaiddisrespectfully。”Whoknowswhatsortoflifeshehasbeenleading?Andwhatbusinesshasshehereabroadandalone?Don’ttellmeaboutpersecutorsandenemies;anhonestwomanalwayshasfriendsandneverisseparatedfromherfamily。Whyhassheleftherhusband?Hemayhavebeendisreputableandwicked,asyousay。Healwayswas。IremembertheconfoundedblacklegandthewayinwhichheusedtocheatandhoodwinkpoorGeorge。Wasn’tthereascandalabouttheirseparation?IthinkIheardsomething。”criedoutMajorDobbin,whodidnotcaremuchaboutgossip,andwhomJostriedinvaintoconvincethatMrs。Beckywasinallrespectsamostinjuredandvirtuousfemale。
“Well,well;let’saskMrs。George。”saidthatarch-
diplomatistofaMajor。”Onlyletusgoandconsulther。
Isupposeyouwillallowthatsheisagoodjudgeatanyrate,andknowswhatisrightinsuchmatters。”
“Hm!Emmyisverywell。”saidJos,whodidnothappentobeinlovewithhissister。
“Verywell?ByGad,sir,she’sthefinestladyIevermetinmylife。”bouncedouttheMajor。”Isayatonce,letusgoandaskherifthiswomanoughttobevisitedornot——Iwillbecontentwithherverdict。”Nowthisodious,artfulrogueofaMajorwasthinkinginhisownmindthathewassureofhiscase。Emmy,heremembered,wasatonetimecruellyanddeservedlyjealousofRebecca,nevermentionedhernamebutwithashrinkingandterror——ajealouswomanneverforgives,thoughtDobbin:andsothepairwentacrossthestreettoMrs。
George’shouse,whereshewascontentedlywarblingatamusiclessonwithMadameStrumpff。
Whenthatladytookherleave,Josopenedthebusinesswithhisusualpompofwords。”Amelia,mydear。”
saidhe,“Ihavejusthadthemostextraordinary——yes——
Godblessmysoul!themostextraordinaryadventure——
anoldfriend——yes,amostinterestingoldfriendofyours,andImaysayinoldtimes,hasjustarrivedhere,andIshouldlikeyoutoseeher。”
“Her!”saidAmelia,“whoisit?MajorDobbin,ifyoupleasenottobreakmyscissors。”TheMajorwastwirlingthemroundbythelittlechainfromwhichtheysometimeshungtotheirlady’swaist,andwastherebyendangeringhisowneye。
ItisawomanwhomIdislikeverymuch。”saidtheMajor,doggedly,“andwhomyouhavenocausetolove。”
“ItisRebecca,I’msureitisRebecca。”Ameliasaid,blushingandbeingverymuchagitated。
“Youareright;youalwaysare。”Dobbinanswered。
Brussels,Waterloo,old,oldtimes,griefs,pangs,remembrances,rushedbackintoAmelia’sgentleheartandcausedacruelagitationthere。
“Don’tletmeseeher。”Emmycontinued。”Icouldn’tseeher。”
“Itoldyouso。”DobbinsaidtoJos。
“Sheisveryunhappy,and——andthatsortofthing。”
Josurged。”Sheisverypoorandunprotected,andhasbeenill——exceedinglyill——andthatscoundrelofahusbandhasdesertedher。”
“Ah!”saidAmelia“Shehasn’tafriendintheworld。”Joswenton,notundexterously,“andshesaidshethoughtshemighttrustinyou。She’ssomiserable,Emmy。Shehasbeenalmostmadwithgrief。Herstoryquiteaffectedme——’ponmywordandhonour,itdid——neverwassuchacruelpersecutionbornesoangelically,Imaysay。Herfamilyhasbeenmostcrueltoher。”
“Poorcreature!”Ameliasaid。
“Andifshecangetnofriend,shesaysshethinksshe’lldie。”Josproceededinalowtremulousvoice。”Godblessmysoul!doyouknowthatshetriedtokillherself?Shecarrieslaudanumwithher——Isawthebottleinherroom——suchamiserablelittleroom——atathird-ratehouse,theElephant,upintheroofatthetopofall。Iwentthere。”
ThisdidnotseemtoaffectEmmy。Sheevensmiledalittle。PerhapsshefiguredJostoherselfpantingupthestair。
“She’sbesideherselfwithgrief。”heresumed。”Theagoniesthatwomanhasenduredarequitefrightfultohearof。Shehadalittleboy,ofthesameageasGeorgy。”
“Yes,yes,IthinkIremember。”Emmyremarked。
“Well?”
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