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第39章

  Howdidwecometogososoon?”
  “Well,we’llhavetohaveatalkoverallthis。”saidJimwithasuddenstart。“Ishouldbegettingtomybooks;andIguessyouhadbettergouprightawaytoMamie。She’satSpeedy’s。Sheexpectsyouwithimpatience。Sheregardsyouinthelightofafavouritebrother,Loudon。”
  Anyschemewaswelcomewhichallowedmetopostponethehourofexplanation,andavoidwereitonlyforabreathingspacethetopicoftheFlyingScud。IhastenedaccordinglytoBushStreet。Mrs。Speedy,alreadyrejoicinginthereturnofaspouse,hailedmewithacclamation。“Andit’sbeautifulyou’relooking,Mr。Dodd,mydear。”shewaskindenoughtosay。
  “Andamiracletheynaygurwaheeniesletyelavetheoilands。I
  havemysuspicionsofShpeedy。”sheadded,roguishly。“Didyeseehimafterthenaygressesnow?”
  IgaveSpeedyanunblemishedcharacter。
  “Theoneofyewillniverbethraytheother。”saidtheplayfuldame,andusheredmeintoabareroom,whereMamiesatworkingatype-writer。
  Iwastouchedbythecordialityofhergreeting。Withtheprettiestgestureintheworldshegavemebothherhands;
  wheeledforthachair;andproduced,fromacupboard,atinofmyfavouritetobacco,andabookofmyexclusivecigarettepapers。
  “There!”shecried;“yousee,Mr。Loudon,wewereallpreparedforyou;thethingswereboughttheverydayyousailed。”
  Iimaginedshehadalwaysintendedmeapleasantwelcome;
  butthecertainfervourofsincerity,whichIcouldnothelpremarking,flowedfromanunexpectedsource。CaptainNares,withakindnessforwhichIcanneverbesufficientlygrateful,hadstolenamomentfromhisoccupations,driventocallonMamie,anddrawnheragenerouspictureofmyprowessatthewreck。Shewascarefulnottobreatheawordofthisinterview,tillshehadledmeontotellmyadventuresformyself。
  “Ah!CaptainNareswasbetter。”shecried,whenIhaddone。
  “Fromyouraccount,Ihaveonlylearnedonenewthing,thatyouaremodestaswellasbrave。”
  IcannottellwithwhatsortofdisclamationIsoughttoreply。
  “Itisofnouse。”saidMamie。“Iknowahero。AndwhenI
  heardofyouworkingalldaylikeacommonlabourer,withyourhandsbleedingandyournailsbroken——andhowyoutoldthecaptainto’crackon’Ithinkhesaidinthestorm,whenhewasterrifiedhimself——andthedangerofthathorridmutiny“——
  Nareshadbeenobliginglydippinghisbrushinearthquakeandeclipse——“andhowitwasalldone,inpartatleast,forJimandme——Ifeltwecouldneversayhowweadmiredandthankedyou。”
  “Mamie。”Icried,“don’ttalkofthanks;itisnotawordtobeusedbetweenfriends。JimandIhavebeenprosperoustogether;nowweshallbepoortogether。We’vedoneourbest,andthat’sallthatneedbesaid。Thenextthingisformetofindasituation,andsendyouandJimupcountryforalongholidayintheredwoods——foraholidayJimhasgottohave。”
  “Jimcan’ttakeyourmoney,Mr。Loudon。”saidMamie。
  “Jim?”criedI。“He’sgotto。Didn’tItakehis?”
  Presentlyafter,Jimhimselfarrived,andbeforehehadyetdonemoppinghisbrow,hewasatmewiththeaccursedsubject。
  “Now,Loudon。”saidhe,“herewearealltogether,theday’sworkdoneandtheeveningbeforeus;juststartinwiththewholestory。”
  “Onewordonbusinessfirst。”saidI,speakingfromthelipsoutward,andmeanwhileintheprivateapartmentsofmybraintryingforthethousandthtimetofindsomeplausiblearrangementofmystory。“Iwanttohaveanotionhowwestandaboutthebankruptcy。”
  “O,that’sancienthistory。”criedJim。“Wepaidsevencents,andawonderwedidaswell。Thereceiver——“methoughtaspasmseizedhimatthenameofthisofficial,andhebrokeoff。
  “Butit’sallpastanddonewithanyway;andwhatIwanttogetatisthefactsaboutthewreck。Idon’tseemtounderstandit;
  appearstomelikeastherewassomethingunderneath。”
  “TherewasnothingINit,anyway。”Isaid,withaforcedlaugh。
  “That’swhatIwanttojudgeof。”returnedJim。
  “HowthemischiefisitIcanneverkeepyoutothatbankruptcy?Itlooksasifyouavoidedit。”saidI——foramaninmysituation,withunpardonablefolly。
  “Don’titlookalittleasifyouweretryingtoavoidthewreck?”
  askedJim。
  Itwasmyowndoing;therewasnoretreat。“Mydearfellow,ifyoumakeapointofit,heregoes!”saidI,andlaunchedwithspuriousgaietyintothecurrentofmytale。Itolditwithpointandspirit;describedtheislandandthewreck,mimickedAndersonandtheChinese,maintainedthesuspense。Mypenhasstumbledonthefatalword。Imaintainedthesuspensesowellthatitwasneverrelieved;andwhenIstopped——Idarenotsayconcluded,wheretherewasnoconclusion——IfoundJimandMamieregardingmewithsurprise。
  “Well?”saidJim。
  “Well,that’sall。”saidI。
  “Buthowdoyouexplainit?”heasked。
  “Ican’texplainit。”saidI。
  Mamiewaggedherheadominously。
  “But,greatCaesar’sghost!themoneywasoffered!”criedJim。
  “Itwon’tdo,Loudon;it’snonsense,onthefaceofit!Idon’tsaybutwhatyouandNaresdidyourbest;I’msure,ofcourse,youdid;butIdosay,yougotfooled。Isaythestuffisinthatshipto-day,andIsayImeantogetit。”
  “Thereisnothingintheship,Itellyou,butoldwoodandiron!”
  saidI。
  “You’llsee。”saidJim。“NexttimeIgomyself。I’lltakeMamieforthetrip;Longhurstwon’trefusemetheexpenseofaschooner。YouwaittillIgetthesearchingofher。”
  “Butyoucan’tsearchher!”criedI。“She’sburned。”
  “Burned!”criedMamie,startingalittlefromtheattitudeofquiescentcapacityinwhichshehadhithertosattohearme,herhandsfoldedinherlap。
  Therewasanappreciablepause。
  “Ibegyourpardon,Loudon。”beganJimatlast,“butwhyinsnakesdidyouburnher?”
  “ItwasanideaofNares’s。”saidI。
  “Thisiscertainlythestrangestcircumstanceofall。”observedMamie。
  “Imustsay,Loudon,itdoesseemkindofunexpected。”addedJim。“Itseemskindofcrazyeven。Whatdidyou——whatdidNaresexpecttogainbyburningher?”
  “Idon’tknow;itdidn’tseemtomatter;wehadgotalltherewastoget。”saidI。
  “That’stheverypoint。”criedJim。“Itwasquiteplainyouhadn’t。”
  “Whatmadeyousosure?”askedMamie。
  “HowcanItellyou?”Icried。“Wehadbeenallthroughher。
  WeWEREsure;that’sallthatIcansay。”
  “Ibegintothinkyouwere。”shereturned,withasignificantemphasis。
  Jimhurriedlyintervened。“WhatIdon’tquitemakeout,Loudon,isthatyoudon’tseemtoappreciatethepeculiaritiesofthething。”saidhe。“Itdoesn’tseemtohavestruckyousameasitdoesme。”
  “Pshaw!whygoonwiththis?”criedMamie,suddenlyrising。
  “Mr。Doddisnottellinguseitherwhathethinksorwhatheknows。”
  “Mamie!”criedJim。
  “Youneednotbeconcernedforhisfeelings,James;heisnotconcernedforyours。”returnedthelady。“Hedarenotdenyit,besides。Andthisisnotthefirsttimehehaspractisedreticence。Haveyouforgottenthatheknewtheaddress,anddidnottellityouuntilthatmanhadescaped?”
  Jimturnedtomepleadingly——wewereallonourfeet。
  “Loudon。”hesaid,“youseeMamiehassomefancy;andImustsaythere’sjustasortofashadowofanexcuse;foritIS
  bewildering——eventome,Loudon,withmytrainedbusinessintelligence。ForGod’ssake,clearitup。”
  “Thisservesmeright。”saidI。“Ishouldnothavetriedtokeepyouinthedark;IshouldhavetoldyouatfirstthatIwaspledgedtosecrecy;Ishouldhaveaskedyoutotrustmeinthebeginning。ItisallIcandonow。Thereismoreofthestory,butitconcernsnoneofus,andmytongueistied。Ihavegivenmywordofhonour。Youmusttrustmeandtrytoforgiveme。”
  “IdaresayIamverystupid,Mr。Dodd。”beganMamie,withanalarmingsweetness,“butIthoughtyouwentuponthistripasmyhusband’srepresentativeandwithmyhusband’smoney?
  Youtellusnowthatyouarepledged,butIshouldhavethoughtyouwerepledgedfirstofalltoJames。Yousayitdoesnotconcernus;wearepoorpeople,andmyhusbandissick,anditconcernsusagreatdealtounderstandhowwecometohavelostourmoney,andwhyourrepresentativecomesbacktouswithnothing。Youaskthatweshouldtrustyou;youdonotseemtounderstand;thequestionweareaskingourselvesiswhetherwehavenottrustedyoutoomuch。”
  “Idonotaskyoutotrustme。”Ireplied。“IaskJim。Heknowsme。”
  “YouthinkyoucandowhatyoupleasewithJames;youtrusttohisaffection,doyounot?Andme,Isuppose,youdonotconsider。”saidMamie。“Butitwasperhapsanunfortunatedayforyouwhenweweremarried,forIatleastamnotblind。Thecrewrunaway,theshipissoldforagreatdealofmoney,youknowthatman’saddressandyouconcealit,youdonotfindwhatyouweresenttolookfor,andyetyouburntheship;andnow,whenweaskexplanations,youarepledgedtosecrecy!
  ButIampledgedtonosuchthing;Iwillnotstandbyinsilenceandseemysickandruinedhusbandbetrayedbyhiscondescendingfriend。Iwillgiveyouthetruthforonce。Mr。
  Dodd,youhavebeenboughtandsold。”
  “Mamie。”criedJim,“nomoreofthis!It’smeyou’restriking;
  it’sonlymeyouhurt。Youdon’tknow,youcannotunderstandthesethings。Why,to-day,ifithadn’tbeenforLoudon,I
  couldn’thavelookedyouintheface。Hesavedmyhonesty。”
  “Ihaveheardplentyofthistalkbefore。”shereplied。“Youareasweet-heartedfool,andIloveyouforit。ButIamaclear-
  headedwoman;myeyesareopen,andIunderstandthisman’shypocrisy。Didhenotcomehereto-dayandpretendhewouldtakeasituation——pretendhewouldsharehishard-earnedwageswithusuntilyouwerewell?Pretend!Itmakesmefurious!
  Hiswages!ashareofhiswages!Thatwouldhavebeenyourpittance,thatwouldhavebeenyourshareoftheFlyingScud——youwhoworkedandtoiledforhimwhenhewasabeggarinthestreetsofParis。Butwedonotwantyourcharity;
  thankGod,Icanworkformyownhusband!Seewhatitistohaveobligedagentleman。Hewouldletyoupickhimupwhenhewasbegging;hewouldstandandlookon,andletyoublackhisshoes,andsneeratyou。ForyouwerealwayssneeringatmyJames;youalwayslookeddownuponhiminyourheart,youknowit!”SheturnedbacktoJim。“Andnowwhenheisrich。”shebegan,andthenswoopedagainonme。“Foryouarerich,Idareyoutodenyit;Idefyyoutolookmeinthefaceandtrytodenythatyouarerich——richwithourmoney——myhusband’smoney——“
  Heavenknowstowhataheightshemighthaverisen,being,bythistime,bodilywhirledawayinherownhurricaneofwords。
  Heart-sickness,ablackdepression,atreacheroussympathywithmyassailant,pityunutterableforpoorJim,alreadyfilled,divided,andabashedmyspirit。Flightseemedtheonlyremedy;andmakingaprivatesigntoJim,asiftoaskpermission,Islunkfromtheunequalfield。
  Iwasbutalittlewaydownthestreet,whenIwasarrestedbythesoundofsomeonerunning,andJim’svoicecallingmebyname。Hehadfollowedmewithaletterwhichhadbeenlongawaitingmyreturn。