believeImaybeinapositiontobeofsomeservicetoafriendofyours——togivehim,atleast,someverywelcomeinformation。”
Thelastclausewasasoptomyconscience:Icouldnotpretend,eventomyself,eitherthepowerorthewilltoserveMr。Carthew;butIfeltsurehewouldliketoheartheFlyingScudwasburned。
“Idon’tknow——I——Idon’tunderstandyou。”stammeredmyvictim。“Idon’thaveanyfriendsinHonolulu,don’tyouknow?”
“ThefriendtowhomIreferisEnglish。”Ireplied。“ItisMr。
Carthew,whomyoupickedupatMidway。Myfirmhasboughtthewreck;Iamjustreturnedfrombreakingherup;and——tomakemybusinessquitecleartoyou——IhaveacommunicationitisnecessaryIshouldmake;andhavetotroubleyouforMr。Carthew’saddress。”
ItwillbeseenhowrapidlyIhaddroppedallhopeofinterestingthefrigidBritishbear。He,onhisside,wasplainlyonthornsatmyinsistence;IjudgedhewassufferingtormentsofalarmlestIshouldproveanundesirableacquaintance;diagnosedhimforashy,dull,vain,unamiableanimal,withoutadequatedefence——
asortofdishousedsnail;andconcluded,rightlyenough,thathewouldconsenttoanythingtobringourinterviewtoaconclusion。Amomentlater,hehadfled,leavingmewithasheetofpaper,thusinscribed:——
NorrisCarthew,Stallbridge-le-Carthew,Dorset。
Imighthavecriedvictory,thefieldofbattleandsomeoftheenemy’sbaggageremaininginmyoccupation。Asamatteroffact,mymoralsufferingsduringtheengagementhadrivalledthoseofMr。Sebright;Iwasleftincapableoffreshhostilities;I
ownedthatthenavyofoldEnglandwasformeinvincibleasofyore;andgivingupallthoughtofthedoctor,inclinedtosaluteherveteranflag,inthefuture,fromaprudentdistance。
Suchwasmyinclination,whenIretiredtorest;andmyfirstexperiencethenextmorningstrengthenedittocertainty。ForI
hadthepleasureofencounteringmyfairantagonistonhiswayonboard;andhehonouredmewitharecognitionsodisgustinglydry,thatmyimpatienceoverflowed,andrecallingthetacticsofNelsonIneglectedtoperceiveortoreturnit。
Judgeofmyastonishment,somehalf-hourlater,toreceiveanoteofinvitationfromtheTempest。
“DearSir。”itbegan,“weareallnaturallyverymuchinterestedinthewreckoftheFlyingScud,andassoonasImentionedthatIhadthepleasureofmakingyouracquaintance,averygeneralwishwasexpressedthatyouwouldcomeanddineonboard。Itwillgiveusallthegreatestpleasuretoseeyouto-night,orincaseyoushouldbeotherwiseengaged,toluncheoneitherto-morroworto-day。”Anoteofthehoursfollowed,andthedocumentwoundupwiththenameof“J。
LascellesSebright。”underanundeniablestatementthathewassincerelymine。
“No,Mr。LascellesSebright。”Ireflected,“youarenot,butI
begintosuspectthatliketheladyinthesongyouareanother’s。Youhavementionedyouradventure,myfriend;youhavebeenblownup;youhavegotyourorders;thisnotehasbeendictated;andIamaskedonboardinspiteofyourmelancholyprotestsnottomeetthemen,andnottotalkabouttheFlyingScud,buttoundergothescrutinyofsomeoneinterestedinCarthew:thedoctor,forawager。Andforasecondwager,allthisspringsfromyourfacilityingivingtheaddress。”Ilostnotimeinansweringthebillet,electingfortheearliestoccasion;andattheappointedhour,asomewhatblackguard-lookingboat’screwfromtheNorahCreinaconveyedmeunderthegunsoftheTempest。
Theward-roomappearedpleasedtoseeme;Sebright’sbrotherofficers,incontrasttohimself,tookaboyishinterestinmycruise;andmuchwastalkedoftheFlyingScud;ofhowshehadbeenlost,ofhowIhadfoundher,andoftheweather,theanchorage,andthecurrentsaboutMidwayIsland。Carthewwasreferredtomorethanoncewithoutembarrassment;theparallelcaseofalateEarlofAberdeen,whodiedmateonboardaYankeeschooner,wasadduced。Iftheytoldmelittleoftheman,itwasbecausetheyhadnotmuchtotell,andonlyfeltaninterestinhisrecognitionandpityforhisprolongedill-
health。Icouldneverthinkthesubjectwasavoided;anditwasclearthattheofficers,farfrompractisingconcealment,hadnothingtoconceal。
Sofar,then,allseemednatural,andyetthedoctortroubledme。
Thiswasatall,rugged,plainman,onthewrongsideoffifty,alreadygray,andwitharestlessmouthandbushyeyebrows:hespokeseldom,butthenwithgaiety;andhisgreat,quaking,silentlaughterwasinfectious。Icouldmakeoutthathewasatoncethequizoftheward-roomandperfectlyrespected;andI
madesurethatheobservedmecovertly。ItiscertainIreturnedthecompliment。IfCarthewhadfeignedsickness——andallseemedtopointinthatdirection——herewasthemanwhoknewall——orcertainlyknewmuch。Hisstrong,sterlingfaceprogressivelyandsilentlypersuadedofhisfullknowledge。
Thatwasnotthemouth,thesewerenottheeyes,ofonewhowouldactinignorance,orcouldbeledatrandom。Noragainwasitthefaceofamansqueamishinthecaseofmalefactors;
therewasevenatouchofBrutusthere,andsomethingofthehangingjudge。Inshort,heseemedthelastcharacterforthepartassignedhiminmytheories;andwonderandcuriositycontendedinmymind。
Luncheonwasover,andanadjournmenttothesmoking-roomproposed,whenuponasuddenimpulseIburnedmyships,andpleadingindisposition,requestedtoconsultthedoctor。
“Thereisnothingthematterwithmybody,Dr。Urquart。”saidI,assoonaswewerealone。
Hehummed,hismouthworked,heregardedmesteadilywithhisgrayeyes,butresolutelyheldhispeace。
“IwanttotalktoyouabouttheFlyingScudandMr。Carthew。”
Iresumed。“Come:youmusthaveexpectedthis。Iamsureyouknowall;youareshrewd,andmusthaveaguessthatI
knowmuch。Howarewetostandtooneanother?andhowamItostandtoMr。Carthew?”
“Idonotfullyunderstandyou。”hereplied,afterapause;andthen,afteranother:“ItisthespiritIreferto,Mr。Dodd。”
“Thespiritofmyinquiries?”Iasked。
Henodded。
“Ithinkweareatcross-purposes。”saidI。“ThespiritispreciselywhatIcameinquestof。IboughttheFlyingScudataruinousfigure,runupbyMr。Carthewthroughanagent;andIam,inconsequence,abankrupt。ButifIhavefoundnofortuneinthewreck,Ihavefoundunmistakableevidencesoffoulplay。Conceivemyposition:Iamruinedthroughthisman,whomIneversaw;Imightverywelldesirerevengeorcompensation;andIthinkyouwilladmitIhavethemeanstoextorteither。”
Hemadenosigninanswertothischallenge。
“Canyounotunderstand,then。”Iresumed,“thespiritinwhichIcometoonewhoissurelyinthesecret,andaskhim,honestlyandplainly:HowdoIstandtoMr。Carthew?”
“Imustaskyoutobemoreexplicit。”saidhe。
“Youdonothelpmemuch。”Iretorted。“Butseeifyoucanunderstand:myconscienceisnotveryfine-spun;still,Ihaveone。Now,therearedegreesoffoulplay,tosomeofwhichI
havenoparticularobjection。IamsurewithMr。Carthew,Iamnotatallthepersontoforgoanadvantage;andIhavemuchcuriosity。Butontheotherhand,Ihavenotasteforpersecution;andIaskyoutobelievethatIamnotthemantomakebadworse,orheaptroubleontheunfortunate。”
“Yes;IthinkIunderstand。”saidhe。“SupposeIpassyoumywordthat,whatevermayhaveoccurred,therewereexcuses——
greatexcuses——Imaysay,verygreat?”
“Itwouldhaveweightwithme,doctor。”Ireplied。
“Imaygofurther。”hepursued。“SupposeIhadbeenthere,oryouhadbeenthere:afteracertaineventhadtakenplace,it’sagravequestionwhatwemighthavedone——it’sevenaquestionwhatwecouldhavedone——ourselves。Ortakeme。Iwillbeplainwithyou,andownthatIaminpossessionofthefacts。
YouhaveashrewdguesshowIhaveactedinthatknowledge。
MayIaskyoutojudgefromthecharacterofmyaction,somethingofthenatureofthatknowledge,whichIhavenocall,noryetnotitle,tosharewithyou?”
IcannotconveyasenseoftheruggedconvictionandjudicialemphasisofDr。Urquart’sspeech。Tothosewhodidnothearhim,itmayappearasifhefedmeonenigmas;tomyself,whoheard,Iseemedtohavereceivedalessonandacompliment。
“Ithankyou。”Isaid。“Ifeelyouhavesaidasmuchaspossible,andmorethanIhadanyrighttoask。Itakethatasamarkofconfidence,whichIwilltrytodeserve。Ihope,sir,youwillletmeregardyouasafriend。”
Heevadedmyprofferedfriendshipwithabluntproposaltorejointhemess;andyetamomentlater,contrivedtoalleviatethesnub。For,asweenteredthesmoking-room,helaidhishandonmyshoulderwithakindfamiliarity。
“IhavejustprescribedforMr。Dodd。”sayshe,“aglassofourMadeira。”
IhaveneveragainmetDr。Urquart:buthewrotehimselfsoclearuponmymemorythatIthinkIseehimstill。AndindeedIhadcausetorememberthemanforthesakeofhiscommunication。ItwashardenoughtomakeatheoryfitthecircumstancesoftheFlyingScud;butoneinwhichthechiefactorshouldstandtheleastexcused,andmightretaintheesteemoratleastthepityofamanlikeDr。Urquart,failedmeutterly。Hereatleastwastheendofmydiscoveries;Ilearnednomore,tillIlearnedall;andmyreaderhastheevidencecomplete。IshemoreastutethanIwas?or,likeme,doeshegiveitup?
IhavesaidhardwordsofSanFrancisco;theymustscarcebeliterallyunderstoodonecannotsupposetheIsraelitesdidjusticetothelandofPharaoh;andthecitytookafinerevengeofmeonmyreturn。Shehadneverwornamorebecomingguise;thesunshone,theairwaslively,thepeoplehadflowersintheirbutton-holesandsmilesupontheirfaces;andasImademywaytowardsJim’splaceofemployment,withsomeveryblackanxietiesatheart,Iseemedtomyselfablotonthesurroundinggaiety。
Mydestinationwasinaby-streetinamean,ricketybuilding;
“TheFranklinH。DodgeSteamPrintingCompany“appeareduponitsfront,andincharactersofgreaterfreshness,soastosuggestrecentconversion,thewatch-cry,“WhiteLabourOnly。”
Intheoffice,inadustypen,Jimsatalonebeforeatable。A
wretchedchangehadovertakenhiminclothes,body,andbearing;helookedsickandshabby;hewhohadoncerejoicedinhisday’semployment,likeahorseamongpastures,nowsatstaringonacolumnofaccounts,idlychewingapen,attimesheavilysighing,thepictureofinefficiencyandinattention。Hewassunkdeepinapainfulreverie;heneithersawnorheardme;andIstoodandwatchedhimunobserved。Ihadasuddenvainrelenting。Repentancebludgeonedme。AsIhadpredictedtoNares,Istoodandkickedmyself。HerewasIcomehomeagain,myhonoursaved;therewasmyfriendinwantofrest,nursing,andagenerousdiet;andIaskedmyselfwithFalstaff,“Whatisinthatwordhonour?whatisthathonour?”and,likeFalstaff,Itoldmyselfthatitwasair。
“Jim!”saidI。
“Loudon!”hegasped,andjumpedfromhischairandstoodshaking。
ThenextmomentIwasoverthebarrier,andwewerehandinhand。
“Mypooroldman!”Icried。
“ThankGod,you’rehomeatlast!”hegulped,andkeptpattingmyshoulderwithhishand。
“I’venogoodnewsforyou,Jim!”saidI。
“You’vecome——that’sthegoodnewsthatIwant。”hereplied。
“O,howI’velongedforyou,Loudon!”
“Icouldn’tdowhatyouwroteme。”Isaid,loweringmyvoice。
“Thecreditorshaveitall。Icouldn’tdoit。”
“Ssh!”returnedJim。“Iwascrazywhenwrote。IcouldneverhavelookedMamieinthefaceifwehaddoneit。O,Loudon,whatagiftthatwomanis!Youthinkyouknowsomethingoflife:youjustdon’tknowanything。It’stheGOODNESSofthewoman,it’sarevelation!”
“That’sallright。”saidI。“That’showIhopedtohearyou,Jim。”
“AndsotheFlyingScudwasafraud。”heresumed。“Ididn’tquiteunderstandyourletter,butImadeoutthat。”
“Fraudisamildtermforit。”saidI。“Thecreditorswillneverbelievewhatfoolswewere。Andthatremindsme。”I
continued,rejoicinginthetransition,“howaboutthebankruptcy?”
“Youwereluckytobeoutofthat。”answeredJim,shakinghishead;“youwereluckynottoseethepapers。The_Occidental_
calledmeafifth-rateKerbstonebrokerwithwateronthebrain;
anothersaidIwasatree-frogthathadgotintothesamemeadowwithLonghurst,andhadblownmyselfouttillIwentpop。Itwasroughonamaninhishoneymoon;sowaswhattheysaidaboutmylooks,andwhatIhadon,andthewayI
perspired。ButIbracedmyselfupwiththeFlyingScud。Howdiditexactlyfigureoutanyway?Idon’tseemtocatchontothatstory,Loudon。”
“Thedevilyoudon’t!”thinksItomyself;andthenaloud:“Youseewehadneitheroneofusgoodluck。Ididn’tdomuchmorethancovercurrentexpenses;andyougotflooredimmediately。
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