Alittleafterdarkwebeatoncemoreaboutthepoint,andcreptcautiouslytowardthemouthofthePearlLochs,whereJimandIhadarrangedIwastomeetthesmugglers。Thenightwashappilyobscure,thewatersmooth。Weshowed,accordingtoinstructions,nolightondeck:onlyaredlanterndroppedfromeithercatheadtowithinacoupleoffeetofthewater。Alookoutwasstationedonthebowspritend,anotherinthecrosstrees;
andthewholeship’scompanycrowdedforward,scoutingforenemiesorfriends。Itwasnowthecrucialmomentofourenterprise;wewerenowriskinglibertyandcredit;andthatforasumsosmalltoamaninmybankruptsituation,thatIcouldhavelaughedaloudinbitterness。Butthepiecehadbeenarranged,andwemustplayittothefinish。
Forsomewhile,wesawnothingbutthedarkmountainoutlineoftheisland,thetorchesofnativefishermenglitteringhereandtherealongtheforeshore,andrightinthemidstthatclusterofbravelightswithwhichthetownofHonoluluadvertisesitselftotheseaward。Presentlyaruddystarappearedinshoreofus,andseemedtodrawnearunsteadily。Thiswastheanticipatedsignal;andwemadehastetoshowthecountersign,loweringawhitelightfromthequarter,extinguishingthetwoothers,andlayingtheschoonerincontinentlyto。Thestarapproachedslowly;thesoundsofoarsandofmen’sspeechcametousacrossthewater;andthenavoicehailedus。
“IsthatMr。Dodd?”
“Yes。”Ireturned。“IsJimPinkertonthere?”
“No,sir。”repliedthevoice。“Butthere’soneofhiscrowdhere;
nameofSpeedy。”
“I’mhere,Mr。Dodd。”addedSpeedyhimself。“Ihavelettersforyou。”
“Allright。”Ireplied。“Comeaboard,gentlemen,andletmeseemymail。”
Awhaleboataccordinglyrangedalongside,andthreemenboardedus:myoldSanFranciscofriend,thestock-gamblerSpeedy,alittlewizenedpersonofthenameofSharpe,andabig,flourishing,dissipated-lookingmancalledFowler。ThetwolastIlearnedafterwardwerefrequentpartners;Sharpesuppliedthecapital,andFowler,whowasquiteacharacterintheislandsandoccupiedaconsiderablestation,broughtactivity,daring,andaprivateinfluence,highlynecessaryinthecase。Bothseemedtoapproachthebusinesswithakeensenseofromance;andIbelievethiswasthechiefattraction,atleastwithFowler——forwhomIearlyconceivedasentimentofliking。
ButinthatfirstmomentIhadsomethingelsetothinkofthantojudgemynewacquaintances;andbeforeSpeedyhadfishedouttheletters,thefullextentofourmisfortunewasrevealed。
“We’veratherbadnewsforyou,Mr。Dodd。”saidFowler。
“Yourfirm’sgoneup。”
“Already!”Iexclaimed。
“Well,itwasthoughtratherawonderPinkertonheldonaslongashedid。”wasthereply。“Thewreckdealwastoobigforyourcredit;youweredoingabigbusiness,nodoubt,butyouweredoingitonpreciouslittlecapital;andwhenthestraincame,youwereboundtogo。Pinkerton’sthroughallright:
sevencentsdividend;someremarksmade,butnothingtohurt;
thepressletyoudowneasy——IguessJimhadrelationsthere。
Theonlytroubleis,thatallthisFlyingScudaffairgotinthepaperswiththerest;everybody’swideawakeinHonolulu,andthesoonerwegetthestuffinandthedollarsout,thebetterforallconcerned。”
“Gentlemen。”saidI,“youmustexcuseme。Myfriend,thecaptainhere,willdrinkaglassofchampagnewithyoutogiveyoupatience;butasformyself,IamunfitevenforordinaryconversationtillIhavereadtheseletters。”
Theydemurredalittle:andindeedthedangerofdelayseemedobvious;butthesightofmydistress,whichIwasunableentirelytocontrol,appealedstronglytotheirgood-nature;andI
wassufferedatlasttogetbymyselfondeck,where,bythelightofalanternsmuggledundershelterofthelowrail,Ireadthefollowingwretchedcorrespondence。
“MydearLoudon。”ranthefirst,“thiswillbehandedyoubyyourfriendSpeedyoftheCatamount。HissterlingcharacterandloyaldevotiontoyourselfpointedhimoutasthebestmanforourpurposesinHonolulu——thepartiesonthespotbeingdifficulttomanipulate。AmancalledBillyFowleryoumusthaveheardofBillyistheboss;heisinpoliticssome,andsquarestheofficers。Ihavehardtimesbeforemeinthecity,butIfeelasbrightasadollarandasstrongasJohnL。
Sullivan。WhatwithMamiehere,andmypartnerspeedingovertheseas,andthebonanzainthewreck,IfeellikeIcouldjugglewiththePyramidsofEgypt,sameasconjurersdowithaluminiumballs。Myearnestprayersfollowyou,Loudon,thatyoumayfeelthewayIdo——justinspired!Myfeetdon’ttouchtheground;Ikindofswim。MamieislikeMosesandAaronthathelduptheotherindividual’sarms。Shecarriesmealonglikeahorseandbuggy。Iambeatingtherecord。
“Yourtruepartner,“J。PINKERTON。”
Numbertwowasinadifferentstyle:——
“MydearestLoudon,howamItoprepareyouforthisdireintelligence?Odearme,itwillstrikeyoutotheearth。TheFiathasgoneforth;ourfirmwentbustataquarterbeforetwelve。ItwasabillofBradley’sfor$200thatbroughtthesevastoperationstoaclose,andevolvedliabilitiesofupwardsoftwohundredandfiftythousand。O,theshameandpityofit!
andyoubutthreeweeksgone!Loudon,don’tblameyourpartner:ifhumanhandsandbrainscouldhavesufficed,I
wouldhaveheldthethingtogether。Butitjustslowlycrumbled;Bradleywasthelastkick,buttheblamedbusinessjustMELTED。Igivetheliabilities;it’ssupposedthey’reallin;
forthecowardswerewaiting,andtheclaimswerefiledliketakingticketstohearPatti。Idon’tquitehavethehangoftheassetsyet,ourinterestsweresoextended;butIamatitdayandnight,andIguesswillmakeacreditabledividend。Ifthewreckpansoutonlyhalfthewayitought,we’llturnthelaughstill。Iamasfullofgritandworkasever,andjusttoweraboveourtroubles。Mamieisahostinherself。SomehowIfeellikeitwasonlymethathadgonebust,andyouandshesoaredclearofit。Hurryup。That’sallyouhavetodo。
“Yoursever,“J。PINKERTON。”
Thethirdwasyetmorealtered:——
“MypoorLoudon。”itbegan,“Ilabourfarintothenightgettingouraffairsinorder;youcouldnotbelievetheirvastnessandcomplexity。DouglasB。Longhurstsaidhumorouslythatthereceiver’sworkwouldbecutoutforhim。Icannotdenythatsomeofthemhaveaspeculativelook。Godforbidasensitive,refinedspiritlikeyoursshouldevercomefacetofacewithaCommissionerinBankruptcy;thesemengetallthesweetnessknockedrightoutofthem。ButIcouldbearupbetterifitweren’tforpresscomments。Oftenandoften,Loudon,Irecalltomindyourmostlegitimatecritiquesofthepresssystem。
Theypublishedaninterviewwithme,nottheleastlikewhatI
said,andwithJEERINGcomments;itwouldmakeyourbloodboil,itwasliterallyINHUMANE;Iwouldn’thavewrittenitaboutayellowdogthatwasintroublelikewhatIam。Mamiejustwinced,thefirsttimeshehasturnedahairrightthroughthewholecatastrophe。HowwonderfullytruewaswhatyousaidlongagoinParis,abouttouchingonpeople’spersonalappearance!Thefellowsaid——“Andthenthesewordshadbeenscoredthrough;andmydistressedfriendturnedtoanothersubject。“Icannotbeartodwelluponourassets。Theysimplydon’tshowup。EvenThirteenStar,assoundalineascanbeproduceduponthiscoast,goesbegging。Thewreckhasthrownablightonallweevertouched。Andwhere’stheuse?Godnevermadeawreckbigenoughtofillourdeficit。Iamhauntedbythethoughtthatyoumayblameme;IknowhowIdespisedyourremonstrances。O,Loudon,don’tbehardonyourmiserablepartner。Thefunny-dogbusinessiswhatkills。IfearyoursternrectitudeofmindliketheeyeofGod。Icannotthinkbutwhatsomeofmybooksseemmixedup;otherwise,Idon’tseemtoseemywayasplainasIcouldwishto。Orelsemybrainisgonesoft。Loudon,ifthereshouldbeanyunpleasantness,youcantrustmetodotherightthingandkeepyouclear。I’vebeentellingthemalready,howyouhadnobusinessgripandneversawthebooks。O,ItrustIhavedonerightinthis!Iknewitwasaliberty;Iknowyoumayjustlycomplain;butitwassomethingsthatweresaid。Andmindyou,alllegitimatebusiness!Notevenyourshrinkingsensitivenesscouldfindfaultwiththefirstlookofoneofthem,iftheyhadpannedoutright。Andyouknow,theFlyingScudwasthebiggestgambleofthecrowd,andthatwasyourownidea。Mamiesaysshenevercouldbeartolookyouintheface,ifthatideahadbeenmine,sheisSOconscientious!
“Yourbroken-hearted“JIM。”
Thelastbeganwithoutformality:——
“Thisistheendofmecommercially。Igiveup;mynerveisgone。IsupposeIoughttobeglad;forwe’rethroughthecourt。
Idon’tknowaseverIknewhow,andI’msureIdon’tremember。Ifitpansout——thewreck,Imean——we’llgotoEurope,andliveontheinterestofourmoney。Nomoreworkforme。Ishakewhenpeoplespeaktome。Ihavegoneon,hopingandhoping,andworkingandworking,andtheleadhaspinchedrightout。IwanttolieonmybackinagardenandreadShakespeareandE。P。Roe。Don’tsupposeit’scowardice,Loudon。I’masickman。RestiswhatImusthave。I’veworkedhardallmylife;Ineversparedmyself;everydollarI
evermade,I’vecoinedmybrainsforit。I’veneverdoneameanthing;I’velivedrespectable,andgiventothepoor。WhohasabetterrighttoaholidaythanIhave?AndImeantohaveayearofitstraightout;andifIdon’t,Ishalllierightdownhereinmytracks,anddieofworryandbraintrouble。Don’tmistake。
That’sso。Ifthereareanypickingsatall,TRUSTSPEEDY;
don’tletthecreditorsgetwindofwhatthereis。Ihelpedyouwhenyouweredown;helpmenow。Don’tdeceiveyourself;
you’vegottohelpmerightnow,ornever。Iamclerking,andNOTFITTOCYPHER。Mamie’stypewritingatthePhoenixGuanoExchange,downtown。Thelightisrightoutofmylife。
Iknowyou’llnotliketodowhatIpropose。Thinkonlyofthis;
thatit’slifeordeathfor“JIMPINKERTON。
“P。S。Ourfigurewassevenpercent。O,whatafallwasthere!
Well,well,it’spastmending;Idon’twanttowhine。But,Loudon,Idowanttolive。Nomoreambition;allIaskislife。I
havesomuchtomakeitsweettome!Iamclerking,andUSELESSATTHAT。IknowIwouldhavefiredsuchaclerkinsideoffortyminutes,inMYtime。Butmytime’sover。Icanonlyclingontoyou。Don’tfail“JIMPINKERTON。”
Therewasyetonemorepostscript,yetonemoreoutburstofself-pityandpatheticadjuration;andadoctor’sopinion,unpromisingenough,wasbesidesenclosed。Ipassthembothinsilence。Ithinkshametohaveshown,atsogreatlength,thehalf-bakedvirtuesofmyfrienddissolvinginthecrucibleofsicknessanddistress;andtheeffectuponmyspiritscanbejudgedalready。IgottomyfeetwhenIhaddone,drewadeepbreath,andstaredhardatHonolulu。Onemomenttheworldseemedatanend;thenext,Iwasconsciousofarushofindependentenergy。OnJimIcouldrelynolonger;Imustnowtakeholdmyself。Imustdecideandactonmyownbetterthoughts。
Thewordwaseasytosay;thething,atthefirstblush,wasundiscoverable。Iwasoverwhelmedwithmiserable,womanishpityformybrokenfriend;hisoutcriesgrievedmyspirit;Isawhimthenandnow——then,soinvincible;now,broughtsolow——
andknewneitherhowtorefuse,norhowtoconsenttohisproposal。Theremembranceofmyfather,whohadfalleninthesamefieldunstained,theimageofhismonumentincongruouslyrising,afearofthelaw,achillairthatseemedtoblowuponmyfancyfromthedoorsofprisons,andtheimaginaryclankoffetters,recalledmetoadifferentresolve。
Andthenagain,thewailsofmysickpartnerintervened。SoI
stoodhesitating,andyetwithastrongsenseofcapacitybehind:
sure,ifIcouldbutchoosemypath,thatIshouldwalkinitwithresolution。
ThenIrememberedthatIhadafriendonboard,andsteppedtothecompanion。
“Gentlemen。”saidI,“onlyafewmomentsmore:butthese,I
regrettosay,Imustmakemoretediousstillbyremovingyourcompanion。ItisindispensablethatIshouldhaveawordortwowithCaptainNares。”
Boththesmugglerswereafootatonce,protesting。Thebusiness,theydeclared,mustbedespatchedatonce;theyhadrunriskenough,withaconscience;andtheymusteitherfinishnow,orgo。
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