andifthingswentwellwithus,wemightrealisefifteenpercentofthefirstoutlay。Wewerenotmerelybankrupt,wewerecomicbankrupts:afairbuttforjeeringinthestreets。IhopeI
boretheblowwithagoodcountenance;indeed,mymindhadlongbeenquitemadeup,andsincethedaywefoundtheopiumIhadknowntheresult。ButthethoughtofJimandMamieachedinmelikeaphysicalpain,andIshrankfromspeechandcompanionship。
Iwasinthisframeofmindwhenthecaptainproposedthatweshouldlandupontheisland。Isawhehadsomethingtosay,andonlyfeareditmightbeconsolation;forIcouldjustbearmygrief,notbunglingsympathy;andyetIhadnochoicebuttoaccedetohisproposal。
Wewalkedawhilealongthebeachinsilence。Thesunoverheadreverberatedraysofheat;thestaringsand,theglaringlagoon,torturedoureyes;andthebirdsandtheboomofthefar-awaybreakersmadeasavagesymphony。
“Idon’trequiretotellyouthegame’sup?”Naresasked。
“No。”saidI。
“Iwasthinkingofgettingtoseato-morrow。”hepursued。
“Thebestthingyoucando。”saidI。
“ShallwesayHonolulu?”heinquired。
“O,yes;let’ssticktotheprogramme。”Icried。“Honolulubeit!”
Therewasanothersilence,andthenNaresclearedhisthroat。
“We’vebeenprettygoodfriends,youandme,Mr。Dodd。”heresumed。“We’vebeengoingthroughthekindofthingthattriesaman。We’vehadthehardestkindofwork,we’vebeenbadlybacked,andnowwe’rebadlybeaten。Andwe’vefetchedthroughwithoutawordofdisagreement。Idon’tsaythistopraisemyself:it’smytrade;it’swhatI’mpaidfor,andtrainedfor,andbroughtupto。Butitwasanotherthingforyou;itwasallnewtoyou;anditdidmegoodtoseeyoustandrightuptoitandswingrightintoit,dayin,dayout。Andthenseehowyou’vetakenthisdisappointment,wheneverybodyknowsyoumusthavebeentauteneduptoshying-point!Iwishyou’dletmetellyou,Mr。Dodd,thatyou’vestoodoutmightymanlyandhandsomelyinallthisbusiness,andmadeeveryonelikeyouandadmireyou。AndIwishyou’dletmetellyou,besides,thatI’vetakenthiswreckbusinessasmuchtoheartasyouhave;
somethingkindofrisesinmythroatwhenIthinkwe’rebeaten;
andifIthoughtwaitingwoulddoit,Iwouldstickonthisreefuntilwestarved。”
Itriedinvaintothankhimforthesegenerouswords,buthewasbeforehandwithmeinamoment。
“Ididn’tbringyouashoretosoundmypraises。”heinterrupted。
“Weunderstandoneanothernow,that’sall;andIguessyoucantrustme。WhatIwishedtospeakaboutismoreimportant,andit’sgottobefaced。WhatarewetodoabouttheFlyingScudandthedimenovel?”
“Ireallyhavethoughtnothingaboutthat。”Ireplied。“ButI
expectImeantogetatthebottomofit;andifthebogusCaptainTrentistobefoundontheearth’ssurface,IguessI
meantofindhim。”
“Allyou’vegottodoistalk。”saidNares;“youcanmakethebiggestkindofboom;itisn’toftenthereportershaveachanceatsuchayarnasthis;andIcantellyouhowitwillgo。Itwillgobytelegraph,Mr。Dodd;it’llbetelegraphedbythecolumn,andhead-lined,andfrothedup,anddeniedbyauthority,andit’llhitbogusCaptainTrentinaMexicanbar-room,andknockoverbogusGoddedaalinaslumsomewhereuptheBaltic,andbowldownHardyandBrowninsailors’musichallsroundGreenock。O,there’snodoubtyoucanhavearegulardomesticJudgmentDay。Theonlypointiswhetheryoudeliberatelywantto。”
“Well。”saidI,“Ideliberatelydon’twantonething:I
deliberatelydon’twanttomakeapublicexhibitionofmyselfandPinkerton:somoral——smugglingopium;suchdamnedfools——payingfiftythousandfora’deadhorse’!”
“Nodoubtitmightdamageyouinabusinesssense。”thecaptainagreed。“AndI’mpleasedyoutakethatview;forI’veturnedkindofsoftuponthejob。There’sbeensomecrookednessabout,nodoubtofit;but,Lawblessyou!ifwedroppeduponthetroupe,allthepremierartistswouldsliprightoutwiththeboodleintheirgrip-sacks,andyou’donlycollaralotofoldmutton-headedshell-backsthatdidn’tknowthebackofthebusinessfromthefront。Idon’ttakemuchstockinMercantileJack,youknowthat;but,poordevil,he’sgottogowherehe’stold;andifyoumaketrouble,tentooneit’llmakeyousicktoseetheinnocentswhohavetostandtheracket。Itwouldbedifferentifweunderstoodtheoperation;butwedon’t,yousee:there’salotofqueercornersinlife;andmyvoteistolettheblame’thinglie。”
“Youspeakasifwehadthatinourpower。”Iobjected。
“Andsowehave。”saidhe。
“Whataboutthemen?”Iasked。“Theyknowtoomuchbyhalf;
andyoucan’tkeepthemfromtalking。”
“Can’tI?”returnedNares。“Ibetaboarding-mastercan!Theycanbeallhalf-seas-over,whentheygetashore,blinddrunkbydark,andcruisingoutoftheGoldenGateindifferentdeep-seashipsbythenextmorning。Can’tkeepthemfromtalking,can’tI?Well,Icanmake’emtalkseparate,leastways。Ifawholecrewcametalking,partieswouldlisten;butifit’sonlyoneloneoldshell-back,it’stheusualyarn。Andatleast,theyneedn’ttalkbeforesixmonths,or——ifwehaveluck,andthere’sawhalerhandy——threeyears。Andbythattime,Mr。Dodd,it’sancienthistory。”
“That’swhattheycallShanghaiing,isn’tit?”Iasked。“I
thoughtitbelongedtothedimenovel。”
“O,dimenovelsarerightenough。”returnedthecaptain。
“Nothingwrongwiththedimenovel,onlythatthingshappenthickerthantheydoinlife,andthepracticalseamanshipisoff-
colour。”
“Sowecankeepthebusinesstoourselves。”Imused。
“There’soneotherpersonthatmightblab。”saidthecaptain。
“ThoughIdon’tbelieveshehasanythinglefttotell。”
“AndwhoisSHE?”Iasked。
“Theoldgirlthere。”heanswered,pointingtothewreck。“I
knowthere’snothinginher;butsomehowI’mafraidofsomeoneelse——it’sthelastthingyou’dexpect,soit’sjustthefirstthat’llhappen——someonedroppingintothisGod-forgottenislandwherenobodydropsin,waltzingintothatwreckthatwe’vegrownoldwithsearching,stoopingstraightdown,andpickingrightuptheverythingthattellsthestory。What’sthattome?youmayask,andwhyamIgoneSoftTommyonthisMuseumofCrooks?They’vesmashedupyouandMr。
Pinkerton;they’veturnedmyhairgreywithconundrums;
they’vebeenuptolarks,nodoubt;andthat’sallIknowofthem——yousay。Well,andthat’sjustwhereitis。Idon’tknowenough;Idon’tknowwhat’suppermost;it’sjustsuchalotofmiscellaneouseventualitiesasIdon’tcaretogostirringup;andIaskyoutoletmedealwiththeoldgirlafterapatentofmyown。”
“Certainly——whatyouplease。”saidI,scarcewithattention,foranewthoughtnowoccupiedmybrain。“Captain。”Ibrokeout,“youarewrong:wecannothushthisup。Thereisonethingyouhaveforgotten。”
“Whatisthat?”heasked。
“AbogusCaptainTrent,abogusGoddedaal,awholeboguscrew,haveallstartedhome。”saidI。“Ifweareright,notoneofthemwillreachhisjourney’send。Anddoyoumeantosaythatsuchacircumstanceasthatcanpasswithoutremark?”
“Sailors。”saidthecaptain,“onlysailors!Iftheywereallboundforoneplace,inabody,Idon’tsayso;butthey’reallgoingseparate——toHull,toSweden,totheClyde,totheThames。
Well,ateachplace,whatisit?Nothingnew。Onlyonesailormanmissing:gotdrunk,orgotdrowned,orgotleft:thepropersailor’send。”
Somethingbitterinthethoughtandinthespeaker’stonesstruckmehard。“Hereisonethathasgotleft!”Icried,gettingsharplytomyfeet;forwehadbeensometimeseated。“Iwishitweretheother。Idon’t——don’trelishgoinghometoJimwiththis!”
“Seehere。”saidNares,withreadytact,“Imustbegettingaboard。Johnson’sinthebrigannexingchandleryandcanvas,andthere’ssomethingsintheNorahthatwantfixingagainstwegotosea。Wouldyouliketobelefthereinthechicken-
ranch?I’llsendforyoutosupper。”
Iembracedtheproposalwithdelight。Solitude,inmyframeofmind,wasnottoodearlypurchasedattheriskofsunstrokeorsand-blindness;andsoonIwasaloneontheill-omenedislet。I
shouldfindithardtotellofwhatIthought——ofJim,ofMamie,ofourlostfortune,ofmylosthopes,ofthedoombeforeme:toturntoatsomemechanicaloccupationinsomesubalternrank,andtotoilthere,unremarkedandunamused,untilthehourofthelastdeliverance。Iwas,atleast,sosunkinsadnessthatI
scarceremarkedwhereIwasgoing;andchanceorsomefinersensethatlivesinus,andonlyguidesuswhenthemindisinabeyanceconductedmystepsintoaquarteroftheislandwherethebirdswerefew。Bysomedeviousroute,whichIwasunabletoretraceformyreturn,Iwasthusabletomount,withoutinterruption,tothehighestpointofland。AndhereI
wasrecalledtoconsciousnessbyalastdiscovery。
ThespotonwhichIstoodwaslevel,andcommandedawideviewofthelagoon,theboundingreef,theroundhorizon。
NearerhandIsawthesisterislet,thewreck,theNorahCreina,andtheNorah’sboatalreadymovingshoreward。Forthesunwasnowlow,flamingonthesea’sverge;andthegalleychimneysmokedonboardtheschooner。
Itthusbefellthatthoughmydiscoverywasbothaffectingandsuggestive,Ihadnoleisuretoexaminefurther。WhatIsawwastheblackenedembersoffireofwreck。Byallthesigns,itmusthaveblazedtoagoodheightandburnedfordays;fromthescantlingofasparthatlayuponthemarginonlyhalfconsumed,itmusthavebeentheworkofmorethanone;andI
receivedatoncetheimageofaforlorntroopofcastaways,houselessinthatlostcorneroftheearth,andfeedingtheretheirfireofsignal。Thenextmomentahailreachedmefromtheboat;andburstingthroughthebushesandtherisingsea-fowl,I
saidfarewellItrustforevertothatdesertisle。
ThelastnightatMidway,Ihadlittlesleep;thenextmorning,afterthesunwasrisen,andtheclatterofdeparturehadbeguntoreignondeck,Ilayalongwhiledozing;andwhenatlastI
steppedfromthecompanion,theschoonerwasalreadyleapingthroughthepassintotheopensea。Closeonherboard,thehugescrollofabreakerunfurleditselfalongthereefwithaprodigiousclamour;andbehindIsawthewreckvomitingintothemorningairacoilofsmoke。Thewreathsalreadyblewoutfartoleeward,flamesalreadyglitteredinthecabinskylight;
andthesea-fowlwerescatteredinsurpriseaswideasthelagoon。Aswedrewfartheroff,theconflagrationoftheFlyingScudflamedhigher;andlongafterwehaddroppedallsignsofMidwayIsland,thesmokestillhunginthehorizonlikethatofadistantsteamer。Withthefadingoutofthatlastvestige,theNorahCreina,passedagainintotheemptyworldofcloudandwaterbywhichshehadapproached;andthenextfeaturesthatappeared,elevendayslater,tobreakthelineofsky,werethearidmountainsofOahu。
Ithasoftensincebeenacomfortablethoughttomethatwehadthusdestroyedthetell-taleremnantsoftheFlyingScud;andoftenastrangeonethatmylastsightandreminiscenceofthatfatalshipshouldbeapillarofsmokeonthehorizon。Tosomanyothersbesidesmyselfthesameappearancehadplayedapartinthevariousstagesofthatbusiness:luringsometowhattheylittleimagined,fillingsomewithunimaginableterrors。
Butourswasthelastsmokeraisedinthestory;andwithitsdyingawaythesecretoftheFlyingScudbecameaprivateproperty。
Itwasbythefirstlightofdawnthatwesaw,closeonboard,themetropolitanislandofHawaii。Weheldalongthecoast,asnearaswecouldventure,withafreshbreezeandunderanuncloudedheaven;beholding,aswewent,thearidmountainsidesandscrubbycocoa-palmsofthatsomewhatmelancholyarchipelago。AboutfouroftheafternoonweturnedWaimanoloPoint,thewesterlyheadlandofthegreatbightofHonolulu;
showedourselvesfortwentyminutesinfullview;andthenfellagaintoleeward,andputintherestofdaylight,plyingundershortenedsailundertheleeofWaimanolo。
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