“Thechoiceisyours,gentlemen。”saidI,“and,Ibelieve,theeagerness。IamnotyetsurethatIhaveanythinginyourway;
evenifIhave,thereareahundredthingstobeconsidered;andIassureyouitisnotatallmyhabittodobusinesswithapistoltomyhead。”
“Thatisallveryproper,Mr。Dodd;thereisnowishtocoerceyou,believeme。”saidFowler;“only,pleaseconsiderourposition。Itisreallydangerous;wewerenottheonlypeopletoseeyourschooneroffWaimanolo。”
“Mr。Fowler。”Ireplied,“Iwasnotbornyesterday。Willyouallowmetoexpressanopinion,inwhichImaybequitewrong,buttowhichIamentirelywedded?Ifthecustom-houseofficershadbeencoming,theywouldhavebeenherenow。Inotherwords,somebodyisworkingtheoracle,andforagoodguess
hisnameisFowler。”
Bothmenlaughedloudandlong;andbeingsuppliedwithanotherbottleofLonghurst’schampagne,sufferedthecaptainandmyselftoleavethemwithoutfurtherword。
IgaveNaresthecorrespondence,andheskimmeditthrough。
“Now,captain。”saidI,“Iwantafreshmindonthis。Whatdoesitmean?”
“It’slargeenoughtext。”repliedthecaptain。“Itmeansyou’retostakeyourpileonSpeedy,handhimoverallyoucan,andholdyourtongue。Ialmostwishyouhadn’tshownitme。”headdedwearily。“Whatwiththespeciefromthewreckandtheopiummoney,itcomestoabiggishdeal。”
“That’ssupposingthatIdoit?”saidI。
“Exactly。”saidhe,“supposingyoudoit。”
“Andthereareprosandconstothat。”Iobserved。
“There’sSanQuentin,tostartinwith。”saidthecaptain;“andsupposeyouclearthepenitentiary,there’sthenastytasteinthemouth。Thefigure’sbigenoughtomakebadtrouble,butit’snotbigenoughtobepicturesque;andIshouldguessamanalwaysfeelskindofsmallwhohassoldhimselfundersixcyphers。Thatwouldbemyway,atleast;there’sanexcitementaboutamillionthatmightcarrymeon;buttheotherway,I
shouldfeelkindoflonelywhenIwokeinbed。Thenthere’sSpeedy。Doyouknowhimwell?”
“No,Idonot。”saidI。
“Well,ofcoursehecanvamoosewiththeentirespeculation,ifhechooses。”pursuedthecaptain,“andifhedon’tIcan’tseebutwhatyou’vegottosupportandbedandboardwithhimtotheendoftime。Iguessitwouldwearyme。Thenthere’sMr。
Pinkerton,ofcourse。He’sbeenagoodfriendtoyou,hasn’the?
Stoodbyyou,andallthat?andpulledyouthroughforallhewasworth?”
“Thathehas。”Icried;“Icouldneverbegintellingyoumydebttohim!”
“Well,andthat’saconsideration。”saidthecaptain。“Asamatterofprinciple,Iwouldn’tlookatthisbusinessatthemoney。’Notgoodenough,’wouldbemyword。Butevenprinciplegoesunderwhenitcomestofriends——therightsort,I
mean。ThisPinkertonisfrightened,andheseemssick;themedicodon’tseemtocareacentabouthisstateofhealth;andyou’vegottofigurehowyouwouldlikeitifhecametodie。
Remember,theriskofthislittleswindleisallyours;it’snosortofrisktoMr。Pinkerton。Well,you’vegottoputitthatwayplainly,andseehowyoulikethesoundofit:myfriendPinkertonisindangeroftheNewJerusalem,IamindangerofSanQuentin;whichriskdoIproposetorun?”
“That’sanuglywaytoputit。”Iobjected,“andperhapshardlyfair。There’srightandwrongtobeconsidered。”
“Don’tknowtheparties。”repliedNares;“andI’mcomingtothem,anyway。Foritstrikesme,whenitcametosmugglingopium,youwalkedrightup?”
“SoIdid。”Isaid;“sickIamtohavetosayit!”
“Allthesame。”continuedNares,“youwentintotheopium-
smugglingwithyourheaddown;andagooddealoffussingI’velistenedto,thatyouhadn’tmoreofittosmuggle。Now,maybeyourpartner’snotquitefixedthesameasyouare;
maybeheseespreciouslittledifferencebetweentheonethingandtheother。”
“Youcouldnotsaytruer:heseesnone,Idobelieve。”criedI;
“andthoughIseeone,Icouldnevertellyouhow。”
“Wenevercan。”saidtheoracularNares;“tasteisallamatterofopinion。Butthepointis,howwillyourfriendtakeit?Yourefuseafavour,andyoutakethehighhorseatthesametime;
youdisappointhim,andyouraphimovertheknuckles。Itwon’tdo,Mr。Dodd;nofriendshipcanstandthat。Youmustbeasgoodasyourfriend,orasbadasyourfriend,orstartonafreshdealwithouthim。”
“Idon’tseeit!”saidI。“Youdon’tknowJim!”
“Well,youWILLsee。”saidNares。“Andnow,here’sanotherpoint。ThisbitofmoneylooksmightybigtoMr。Pinkerton;itmayspelllifeorhealthtohim;butamongallyourcreditors,I
don’tseethatitamountstoahillofbeans——Idon’tbelieveit’llpaytheircar-faresallround。Anddon’tyouthinkyou’llevergetthanked。Youwereknowntopayalongpriceforthechanceofrummagingthatwreck;youdotherummaging,youcomehome,andyouhandovertenthousand——ortwenty,ifyoulike——apartofwhichyou’llhavetoownupyoumadebysmuggling;and,mind!you’llnevergetBillyFowlertostickhisnametoareceipt。Nowjustglanceatthetransactionfromtheoutside,andseewhataclearcaseitmakes。Yourtenthousandisasop;andpeoplewillonlywonderyouweresodamnedimpudentastooffersuchasmallone!Whicheverwayyoutakeit,Mr。Dodd,thebottom’soutofyourcharacter;sothere’sonethinglesstobeconsidered。”
“Idaresayyou’llscarcebelieveme。”saidI,“butIfeelthatapositiverelief。”
“Youmustbemadesomewaydifferentfromme,then。”
returnedNares。“And,talkingaboutme,ImightjustmentionhowIstand。You’llhavenotroublefromme——you’vetroubleenoughofyourown;andI’mfriendenough,whenafriend’sinneed,toshutmyeyesandgorightwherehetellsme。Allthesame,I’mratherqueerlyfixed。Myowners’llhavetorankwiththerestontheircharter-party。HereamI,theirrepresentative!
andIhavetolookovertheship’ssidewhilethebankruptwalkshisassetsashoreinMr。Speedy’shat-box。It’sathingI
wouldn’tdoforJamesG。Blaine;butI’lldoitforyou,Mr。
Dodd,andonlysorryIcan’tdomore。”
“Thankyou,captain;mymindismadeup。”saidI。“I’llgostraight,RUATCOELUM!Ineverunderstoodthatoldtagbeforeto-night。”
“Ihopeitisn’tmybusinessthatdecidesyou?”askedthecaptain。
“I’llneverdenyitwasanelement。”saidI。“Ihope,IhopeI’mnotcowardly;IhopeIcouldstealforJimmyself;butwhenitcomestodragginginyouandSpeedy,andthisoneandtheother,why,Jimhasgottodie,andthere’sanend。I’lltryandworkforhimwhenIgetto’Frisco,Isuppose;andIsupposeI’llfail,andlookonathisdeath,andkickmyself:itcan’tbehelped——I’llfightitonthisline。”
“Idon’tsayasyou’rewrong。”repliedNares,“andI’llbehangedifIknowifyou’reright。Itsuitsmeanyway。Andlookhere——
hadn’tyoubetterjustshowourfriendsovertheside?”headded;“nogoodofbeingattheriskandworryofsmugglingforthebenefitofcreditors。”
“Idon’tthinkofthecreditors。”saidI。“ButI’vekeptthispairsolong,Ihaven’tgotthebrasstofirethemnow。”
Indeed,Ibelievethatwasmyonlyreasonforenteringuponatransactionwhichwasnowoutsidemyinterest,butwhichasitchancedrepaidmefifty-foldinentertainment。FowlerandSharpewerebothpreternaturallysharp;theydidmethehonourinthebeginningtoattributetomyselftheirpropervices;andbeforeweweredonehadgrowntoregardmewithanesteemakintoworship。ThisproudpositionIattainedbynomorereconditearts,thantellingthemeretruthandunaffectedlydisplayingmyindifferencetotheresult。Ihavedoubtlessstatedtheessentialsofallgooddiplomacy,whichmayberatherregarded,therefore,asagraceofstate,thantheeffectofmanagement。Fortotellthetruthisnotinitselfdiplomatic,andtohavenocarefortheresultathinginvoluntary。WhenI
mentioned,forinstance,thatIhadbuttwohundredandfortypoundsofdrug,mysmugglersexchangedmeaningglances,aswhoshouldsay,“Hereisafoemanworthyofoursteel!”ButwhenIcarelesslyproposedthirty-fivedollarsapound,asanamendmenttotheirofferedtwenty,andwoundupwiththeremark:“Thewholethingisamatterofmoonshinetome,gentlemen。Takeitorwantit,andfillyourglasses“——IhadtheindescribablegratificationtoseeSharpenudgeFowlerwarningly,andFowlerchokedownthejovialacceptancethatstoodreadyonhislips,andlamelysubstitutea“No——nomorewine,please,Mr。Dodd!”Norwasthisall:forwhentheaffairwassettledatfiftydollarsapound——ashrewdstrokeofbusinessformycreditors——andourfriendshadgotonboardtheirwhaleboatandshovedoff,itappearedtheywereimperfectlyacquaintedwiththeconveyanceofsounduponstillwater,andI
hadthejoytooverhearthefollowingtestimonial。
“Deepman,thatDodd。”saidSharpe。
Andthebass-tonedFowlerechoed,“DamnedifIunderstandhisgame。”
ThuswewereleftoncemorealoneupontheNorahCreina;andthenewsofthenight,andthelamentationsofPinkerton,andthethoughtofmyownharshdecision,returnedandbesiegedmeinthedark。AccordingtoalltherubbishIhadread,I
shouldhavebeensustainedbythewarmconsciousnessofvirtue。Alas,Ihadbuttheonefeeling:thatIhadsacrificedmysickfriendtothefearofprison-cellsandstupidstarers。Andnomoralisthasyetadvancedsofarastonumbercowardiceamongstthethingsthataretheirownreward。
Intheearlysunlightofthenextday,wetossedcloseoffthebuoyandsawthecitysparkleinitsgrovesaboutthefootofthePunch-bowl,andthemastsclusteringthickinthesmallharbour。Agoodbreeze,whichhadrisenwiththesea,carriedustriumphantlythroughtheintricaciesofthepassage;andwehadsoonbroughtupnotfarfromthelanding-stairs。I
remembertohaveremarkedanuglyhornedreptileofamodernwarshipintheusualmooringsacrosstheport,butmymindwassoprofoundlyplungedinmelancholythatIpaidnoheed。
Indeed,Ihadlittletimeatmydisposal。MessieursSharpeandFowlerhadleftthenightbeforeinthepersuasionthatIwasaliarofthefirstmagnitude;thegenialbeliefbroughtthemaboardagainwiththeearliestopportunity,profferinghelptoonewhohadprovedhowlittleherequiredit,andhospitalitytosorespectableacharacter。Ihadbusinesstomind,Ihadsomeneedbothofassistanceanddiversion;IlikedFowler——Idon’tknowwhy;andinshort,Iletthemdowithmeastheydesired。
Nocreditorintervening,IspentthefirsthalfofthedayinquiringintotheconditionsoftheteaandsilkmarketundertheauspicesofSharpe;lunchedwithhiminaprivateapartmentattheHawaiianHotel——forSharpewasateetotalerinpublic;andaboutfourintheafternoonwasdeliveredintothehandsofFowler。ThisgentlemanownedabungalowontheWaikikibeach;andthereincompanywithcertainyoungbloodsofHonolulu,Iwasentertainedtoasea-bathe,indiscriminatecocktails,adinner,ahula-hula,andtoroundoffthenight,pokerandassortedliquors。Tolosemoneyinthesmallhourstopale,intoxicatedyouth,hasalwaysappearedtomeapleasureoverrated。Inmythenframeofmind,IconfessI
founditevendelightful;putupmymoneyorrathermycreditors’,andputdownFowler’schampagnewithequalavidityandsuccess;andawokethenextmorningtoamildheadacheandtheratheragreeableleesofthelastnight’sexcitement。Theyoungbloods,manyofwhomwerestillfarfromsober,hadtakenthekitchenintotheirownhands,vicetheChinamandeposed;andsinceeachwasengageduponadishofhisown,andnonehadtheleastscrupleindemolishinghisneighbour’shandiwork,Ibecameearlyconvincedthatmanyeggswouldbebrokenandfewomeletsmade。Thediscoveryofajugofmilkandacrustofbreadenabledmetostaymyappetite;andsinceitwasSunday,whennobusinesscouldbedone,andthefestivitiesweretoberenewedthatnightintheabodeofFowler,itoccurredtometoslipsilentlyawayandenjoysomeairandsolitude。
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