首页 >出版文学> The Works of Rudyard Kipling One>第64章
  ThatlettermadeAgnesLaiterveryunhappy,andshecriedandputitawayinherdesk,andbecameMrsSomebodyElseforthegoodofherfamilyWhichisthefirstdutyofeveryChristianmaid。
  Philwenthisways,andthoughtnomoreofhisletter,exceptasanartistthinksofaneatlytouched-insketchHiswayswerenotbad,buttheywerenotaltogethergooduntiltheybroughthimacrossDunmaya,thedaughterofaRajputex-Subadar-MajorofourNativeArmyThegirlhadastrainofHillbloodinher,and,liketheHillwomen,wasnotapurdahnashinWherePhilmether,orhowheheardofher,doesnotmatterShewasagoodgirlandhandsome,and,inherway,verycleverandshrewd;though,ofcourse,alittlehardItistoberememberedthatPhilwaslivingverycomfortably,denyinghimselfnosmallluxury,neverputtingbyananna,verysatisfiedwithhimselfandhisgoodintentions,wasdroppingallhisEnglishcorrespondentsonebyone,andbeginningmoreandmoretolookuponthislandashishomeSomemenfallthisway;andtheyareofnouseafterwardsTheclimatewherehewasstationedwasgood,anditreallydidnotseemtohimthattherewasanythingtogoHomefor。
  Hedidwhatmanyplantershavedonebeforehim——thatistosay,hemadeuphismindtomarryaHillgirlandsettledownHewassevenandtwentythen,withalonglifebeforehim,butnospirittogothroughwithitSohemarriedDunmayabytheformsoftheEnglishChurch,andsomefellow-planterssaidhewasafool,andsomesaidhewasawisemanDunmayawasathoroughlyhonestgirl,and,inspiteofherreverenceforanEnglishman,hadareasonableestimateofherhusband’sweaknessesShemanagedhimtenderly,andbecame,inlessthanayear,averypassableimitationofanEnglishladyindressandcarriage[ItiscurioustothinkthataHillman,afteralifetime’seducation,isaHillmanstill;butaHillwomancaninsixmonthsmastermostofthewaysofherEnglishsistersTherewasacooliewomanonceButthatisanotherstory。]Dunmayadressedbypreferenceinblackandyellow,andlookedwell。
  MeantimetheletterlayinAgnes’sdesk,andnowandagainshewouldthinkofpoorresolutehard-workingPhilamongthecobrasandtigersofDarjiling,toilinginthevainhopethatshemightcomebacktohimHerhusbandwasworthtenPhils,exceptthathehadrheumatismoftheheartThreeyearsafterhewasmarried——andafterhehadtriedNiceandAlgeriaforhiscomplaint——hewenttoBombay,wherehedied,andsetAgnesfreeBeingadevoutwoman,shelookedonhisdeathandtheplaceofit,asadirectinterpositionofProvidence,andwhenshehadrecoveredfromtheshock,shetookoutandrereadPhil’sletterwiththe“etc。,etc……”
  andthebigdashes,andthelittledashes,andkisseditseveraltimesNooneknewherinBombay;shehadherhusband’sincome,whichwasalargeone,andPhilwascloseathandItwaswrongandimproper,ofcourse,butshedecided,asheroinesdoinnovels,tofindheroldlover,toofferhimherhandandhergold,andwithhimspendtherestofherlifeinsomespotfarfromunsympatheticsoulsShesatfortwomonths,aloneinWatson’sHotel,elaboratingthisdecision,andthepicturewasaprettyoneThenshesetoutinsearchofPhilGarron,Assistantonateaplantationwithamorethanusuallyunpronounceablename……
  ShefoundhimShespentamonthoverit,,forhisplantationwasnotintheDarjilingdistrictatall,butnearerKangraPhilwasverylittlealtered,andDunmayawasverynicetoher。
  NowtheparticularsinandshameofthewholebusinessisthatPhil,whoreallyisnotworththinkingoftwice,wasandislovedbyDunmaya,andmorethanlovedbyAgnes,thewholeofwhoselifeheseemstohavespoilt。
  Worstofall,Dunmayaismakingadecentmanofhim;andhewillbeultimatelysavedfromperditionthroughhertraining。
  Whichismanifestlyunfair。
  FALSEDAWN。
  To-nightGodknowswhatthingshalltide,TheEarthisrackedandfaint——
  Expectant,sleepless,open-eyed;
  Andwe,whofromtheEarthweremade,ThrillwithourMother’spain。
  InDurance。
  Nomanwilleverknowtheexacttruthofthisstory;thoughwomenmaysometimeswhisperittooneanotherafteradance,whentheyareputtinguptheirhairforthenightandcomparinglistsofvictimsAman,ofcourse,cannotassistatthesefunctionsSothetalemustbetoldfromtheoutside——inthedark——allwrong。
  Neverpraiseasistertoasister,inthehopeofyourcomplimentsreachingtheproperears,andsopreparingthewayforyoulateronSistersarewomenfirst,andsistersafterwards;andyouwillfindthatyoudoyourselfharm。
  SaumarezknewthiswhenhemadeuphismindtoproposetotheelderMissCopleighSaumarezwasastrangeman,withfewmerits,sofarasmencouldsee,thoughhewaspopularwithwomen,andcarriedenoughconceittostockaViceroy’sCouncilandleavealittleoverfortheCommander-in-Chief’sStaffHewasaCivilianVerymanywomentookaninterestinSaumarez,perhaps,becausehismannertothemwasoffensiveIfyouhitaponyoverthenoseattheoutsetofyouracquaintance,hemaynotloveyou,buthewilltakeadeepinterestinyourmovementseverafterwardsTheelderMissCopleighwasnice,plump,winningandprettyTheyoungerwasnotsopretty,and,frommendisregardingthehintsetforthabove,herstylewasrepellantandunattractiveBothgirlshad,practically,thesamefigure,andtherewasastronglikenessbetweentheminlookandvoice;thoughnoonecoulddoubtforaninstantwhichwasthenicerofthetwo。
  Saumarezmadeuphismind,assoonastheycameintothestationfromBehar,tomarrytheelderoneAtleast,weallmadesurethathewould,whichcomestothesamethingShewastwoandtwenty,andhewasthirty-three,withpayandallowancesofnearlyfourteenhundredrupeesamonthSothematch,aswearrangedit,wasineverywayagoodoneSaumarezwashisname,andsummarywashisnature,asamanoncesaidHavingdraftedhisResolution,heformedaSelectCommitteeofOnetosituponit,andresolvedtotakehistimeInourunpleasantslang,theCopleighgirls“huntedincouples。”Thatistosay,youcoulddonothingwithonewithouttheotherTheywereverylovingsisters;buttheirmutualaffectionwassometimesinconvenientSaumarezheldthebalance-
  hairtruebetweenthem,andnonebuthimselfcouldhavesaidtowhichsidehisheartinclined;thougheveryoneguessedHerodewiththemagooddealanddancedwiththem,butheneversucceededindetachingthemfromeachotherforanylengthoftime。
  Womensaidthatthetwogirlskepttogetherthroughdeepmistrust,eachfearingthattheotherwouldstealamarchonherButthathasnothingtodowithamanSaumarezwassilentforgoodorbad,andasbusiness-likelyattentiveashecouldbe,havingdueregardtohisworkandhispoloBeyonddoubtbothgirlswerefondofhim。
  Asthehotweatherdrewnearer,andSaumarezmadenosign,womensaidthatyoucouldseetheirtroubleintheeyesofthegirls——
  thattheywerelookingstrained,anxious,andirritableMenarequiteblindinthesemattersunlesstheyhavemoreofthewomanthanthemanintheircomposition,inwhichcaseitdoesnotmatterwhattheysayorthinkImaintainitwasthehotAprildaysthattookthecoloroutoftheCopleighgirls’cheeksTheyshouldhavebeensenttotheHillsearlyNoone——manorwoman——feelsanangelwhenthehotweatherisapproachingTheyoungersistergrewmorecynical——nottosayacid——inherways;andthewinningnessoftheelderworethinTherewasmoreeffortinit。
  NowtheStationwhereinallthesethingshappenedwas,thoughnotalittleone,offthelineofrail,andsufferedthroughwantofattentionTherewerenogardensorbandsoramusementsworthspeakingof,anditwasnearlyaday’sjourneytocomeintoLahoreforadancePeopleweregratefulforsmallthingstointerestthem。
  AboutthebeginningofMay,andjustbeforethefinalexodusofHill-goers,whentheweatherwasveryhotandtherewerenotmorethantwentypeopleintheStation,Saumarezgaveamoonlightriding-picnicatanoldtomb,sixmilesaway,nearthebedoftheriverItwasa“Noah’sArk“picnic;andtherewastobetheusualarrangementofquarter-mileintervalsbetweeneachcouple,onaccountofthedustSixcouplescamealtogether,includingchaperonsMoonlightpicnicsareusefuljustattheveryendoftheseason,beforeallthegirlsgoawaytotheHillsTheyleadtounderstandings,andshouldbeencouragedbychaperones;
  especiallythosewhosegirlslooksweetishinridinghabitsI
  knewacaseonceButthatisanotherstoryThatpicnicwascalledthe“GreatPopPicnic。”becauseeveryoneknewSaumarezwouldproposethentotheeldestMissCopleigh;and,besidehisaffair,therewasanotherwhichmightpossiblycometohappiness。
  Thesocialatmospherewasheavilychargedandwantedclearing。
  Wemetattheparade-groundatten:thenightwasfearfullyhot。
  Thehorsessweatedevenatwalking-pace,butanythingwasbetterthansittingstillinourowndarkhousesWhenwemovedoffunderthefullmoonwewerefourcouples,onetriplet,andMrSaumarezrodewiththeCopleighgirls,andIloiteredatthetailoftheprocession,wonderingwithwhomSaumarezwouldridehome。
  Everyonewashappyandcontented;butweallfeltthatthingsweregoingtohappenWerodeslowly:anditwasnearlymidnightbeforewereachedtheoldtomb,facingtheruinedtank,inthedecayedgardenswhereweweregoingtoeatanddrinkIwaslateincomingup;andbeforeIwentintothegarden,Isawthatthehorizontothenorthcarriedafaint,dun-coloredfeatherButnoonewouldhavethankedmeforspoilingsowell-managedanentertainmentasthispicnic——andadust-storm,moreorless,doesnogreatharm。
  WegatheredbythetankSomeonehadbroughtoutabanjo——whichisamostsentimentalinstrument——andthreeorfourofussang。
  YoumustnotlaughatthisOuramusementsinout-of-the-wayStationsareveryfewindeedThenwetalkedingroupsortogether,lyingunderthetrees,withthesun-bakedrosesdroppingtheirpetalsonourfeet,untilsupperwasreadyItwasabeautifulsupper,ascoldandasicedasyoucouldwish;andwestayedlongoverit。
  Ihadfeltthattheairwasgrowinghotterandhotter;butnobodyseemedtonoticeituntilthemoonwentoutandaburninghotwindbeganlashingtheorange-treeswithasoundlikethenoiseoftheseaBeforeweknewwherewewere,thedust-stormwasonus,andeverythingwasroaring,whirlingdarknessThesupper-tablewasblownbodilyintothetankWewereafraidofstayinganywhereneartheoldtombforfearitmightbeblowndownSowefeltourwaytotheorange-treeswherethehorseswerepicketedandwaitedforthestormtoblowoverThenthelittlelightthatwasleftvanished,andyoucouldnotseeyourhandbeforeyourfaceTheairwasheavywithdustandsandfromthebedoftheriver,thatfilledbootsandpocketsanddrifteddownnecksandcoatedeyebrowsandmoustachesItwasoneoftheworstdust-stormsoftheyear。
  Wewereallhuddledtogetherclosetothetremblinghorses,withthethunderclatteringoverhead,andthelightningspurtinglikewaterfromasluice,allwaysatonceTherewasnodanger,ofcourse,unlessthehorsesbrokelooseIwasstandingwithmyheaddownwardandmyhandsovermymouth,hearingthetreesthrashingeachotherIcouldnotseewhowasnextmetilltheflashescame。
  ThenIfoundthatIwaspackednearSaumarezandtheeldestMissCopleigh,withmyownhorsejustinfrontofmeIrecognizedtheeldestMissCopleigh,becauseshehadapagriroundherhelmet,andtheyoungerhadnotAlltheelectricityintheairhadgoneintomybodyandIwasquiveringandtinglingfromheadtofoot——exactlyasacornshootsandtinglesbeforerainItwasagrandstorm。
  Thewindseemedtobepickinguptheearthandpitchingittoleewardingreatheaps;andtheheatbeatupfromthegroundliketheheatoftheDayofJudgment。
  Thestormlulledslightlyafterthefirsthalf-hour,andIheardadespairinglittlevoiceclosetomyear,sayingtoitself,quietlyandsoftly,asifsomelostsoulwereflyingaboutwiththewind:
  “OmyGod!”ThentheyoungerMissCopleighstumbledintomyarms,saying:“Whereismyhorse?GetmyhorseIwanttogohomeI
  WANTtogohomeTakemehome。”
  Ithoughtthatthelightningandtheblackdarknesshadfrightenedher;soIsaidtherewasnodanger,butshemustwaittillthestormblewoverSheanswered:“ItisnotTHAT!ItisnotTHAT!
  Iwanttogohome!Otakemeawayfromhere!”
  Isaidthatshecouldnotgotillthelightcame;butIfeltherbrushpastmeandgoawayItwastoodarktoseewhereThenthewholeskywassplitopenwithonetremendousflash,asiftheendoftheworldwerecoming,andallthewomenshrieked。