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  PresentlyhecameoutandfoundmeleavingcardsontheMess。
  Therewasnooneelseintheante-room。
  Hesaid:“TheBoyhasgoneoutshootingDOESamanshootteturwitharevolverandawriting-case?”
  Isaid:“Nonsense,Major!”forIsawwhatwasinhismind。
  Hesaid:“Nonsenseornonsense,I’mgoingtotheCanalnow——atonceIdon’tfeeleasy。”
  Thenhethoughtforaminute,andsaid:“Canyoulie?”
  “Youknowbest。”Ianswered“It’smyprofession。”
  “Verywell。”saidtheMajor;“youmustcomeoutwithmenow——atonce——inanekkatotheCanaltoshootblack-buckGoandputonshikar-kit——quick——anddriveherewithagun。”
  TheMajorwasamasterfulman;andIknewthathewouldnotgiveordersfornothingSoIobeyed,andonreturnfoundtheMajorpackedupinanekka——gun-casesandfoodslungbelow——allreadyforashooting-trip。
  HedismissedthedriveranddrovehimselfWejoggedalongquietlywhileinthestation;butassoonaswegottothedustyroadacrosstheplains,hemadethatponyflyAcountry-bredcandonearlyanythingatapinchWecoveredthethirtymilesinunderthreehours,butthepoorbrutewasnearlydead。
  OnceIsaid:“What’stheblazinghurry,Major?”
  Hesaid,quietly:“TheBoyhasbeenalone,byhimself,for——one,two,five——fourteenhoursnow!Itellyou,Idon’tfeeleasy。”
  Thisuneasinessspreaditselftome,andIhelpedtobeatthepony。
  WhenwecametotheCanalEngineer’sRestHousetheMajorcalledforTheBoy’sservant;buttherewasnoanswerThenwewentuptothehouse,callingforTheBoybyname;buttherewasnoanswer。
  “Oh,he’soutshooting。”saidI。
  JustthenIsawthroughoneofthewindowsalittlehurricane-lampburningThiswasatfourintheafternoonWebothstoppeddeadintheverandah,holdingourbreathtocatcheverysound;andweheard,insidetheroom,the“brr——brr——brr“ofamultitudeoffliesTheMajorsaidnothing,buthetookoffhishelmetandweenteredverysoftly。
  TheBoywasdeadonthecharpoyinthecentreofthebare,lime-
  washedroomHehadshothisheadnearlytopieceswithhisrevolverThegun-caseswerestillstrapped,sowasthebedding,andonthetablelayTheBoy’swriting-casewithphotographsHehadgoneawaytodielikeapoisonedrat!
  TheMajorsaidtohimselfsoftly:“PoorBoy!Poor,POORdevil!”
  Thenheturnedawayfromthebedandsaid:“Iwantyourhelpinthisbusiness。”
  KnowingTheBoywasdeadbyhisownhand,Isawexactlywhatthathelpwouldbe,soIpassedovertothetable,tookachair,litacheroot,andbegantogothroughthewriting-case;theMajorlookingovermyshoulderandrepeatingtohimself:“Wecametoolate!——Likearatinahole!——Poor,POORdevil!”
  TheBoymusthavespenthalfthenightinwritingtohispeople,andtohisColonel,andtoagirlatHome;andassoonashehadfinished,musthaveshothimself,forhehadbeendeadalongtimewhenwecamein。
  Ireadallthathehadwritten,andpassedovereachsheettotheMajorasIfinishedit。
  WesawfromhisaccountshowveryseriouslyhehadtakeneverythingHewroteabout“disgracewhichhewasunabletobear“——
  “indelibleshame“——“criminalfolly“——“wastedlife。”andsoon;
  besidesalotofprivatethingstohisFatherandMothertoomuchtoosacredtoputintoprintThelettertothegirlatHomewasthemostpitifulofall;andIchokedasIreaditTheMajormadenoattempttokeepdry-eyedIrespectedhimforthatHereadandrockedhimselftoandfro,andsimplycriedlikeawomanwithoutcaringtohideitThelettersweresodrearyandhopelessandtouchingWeforgotallaboutTheBoy’sfollies,andonlythoughtofthepoorThingonthecharpoyandthescrawledsheetsinourhandsItwasutterlyimpossibletoletthelettersgoHome。
  TheywouldhavebrokenhisFather’sheartandkilledhisMotherafterkillingherbeliefinherson。
  AtlasttheMajordriedhiseyesopenly,andsaid:“NicesortofthingtospringonanEnglishfamily!Whatshallwedo?”
  Isaid,knowingwhattheMajorhadbroughtmebutfor:“TheBoydiedofcholeraWewerewithhimatthetimeWecan’tcommitourselvestohalf-measuresComealong。”
  ThenbeganoneofthemostgrimycomicscenesIhaveevertakenpartin——theconcoctionofabig,writtenlie,bolsteredwithevidence,tosootheTheBoy’speopleatHomeIbegantheroughdraftofaletter,theMajorthrowinginhintshereandtherewhilehegatheredupallthestuffthatTheBoyhadwrittenandburntitinthefireplaceItwasahot,stilleveningwhenwebegan,andthelampburnedverybadlyInduecourseIgotthedrafttomysatisfaction,settingforthhowTheBoywasthepatternofallvirtues,belovedbyhisregiment,witheverypromiseofagreatcareerbeforehim,andsoon;howwehadhelpedhimthroughthesickness——itwasnotimeforlittlelies,youwillunderstand——andhowhehaddiedwithoutpainIchokedwhileIwasputtingdownthesethingsandthinkingofthepoorpeoplewhowouldreadthem。
  ThenIlaughedatthegrotesquenessoftheaffair,andthelaughtermixeditselfupwiththechoke——andtheMajorsaidthatwebothwanteddrinks。
  IamafraidtosayhowmuchwhiskeywedrankbeforetheletterwasfinishedIthadnottheleasteffectonusThenwetookoffTheBoy’swatch,locket,andrings。
  Lastly,theMajorsaid:“WemustsendalockofhairtooA
  womanvaluesthat。”
  Buttherewerereasonswhywecouldnotfindalockfittosend。
  TheBoywasblack-haired,andsowastheMajor,luckilyIcutoffapieceoftheMajor’shairabovethetemplewithaknife,andputitintothepacketweweremakingThelaughing-fitandthechokesgotholdofmeagain,andIhadtostopTheMajorwasnearlyasbad;andwebothknewthattheworstpartoftheworkwastocome。
  Wesealedupthepacket,photographs,locket,seals,ring,letter,andlockofhairwithTheBoy’ssealing-waxandTheBoy’sseal。
  ThentheMajorsaid:“ForGod’ssakelet’sgetoutside——awayfromtheroom——andthink!”
  Wewentoutside,andwalkedonthebanksoftheCanalforanhour,eatinganddrinkingwhatwehadwithus,untilthemoonroseI
  knownowexactlyhowamurdererfeelsFinally,weforcedourselvesbacktotheroomwiththelampandtheOtherThinginit,andbegantotakeupthenextpieceofworkIamnotgoingtowriteaboutthisItwastoohorribleWeburnedthebedsteadanddroppedtheashesintotheCanal;wetookupthemattingoftheroomandtreatedthatinthesamewayIwentofftoavillageandborrowedtwobighoes——Ididnotwantthevillagerstohelp——whiletheMajorarranged——theothermattersIttookusfourhours’hardworktomakethegraveAsweworked,wearguedoutwhetheritwasrighttosayasmuchaswerememberedoftheBurialoftheDead。
  WecompromisedthingsbysayingtheLord’sPrayerwithaprivateunofficialprayerforthepeaceofthesoulofTheBoyThenwefilledinthegraveandwentintotheverandah——notthehouse——toliedowntosleepWeweredead-tired。
  WhenwewoketheMajorsaid,wearily:“Wecan’tgobacktillto-
  morrowWemustgivehimadecenttimetodieinHediedearlyTHISmorning,rememberThatseemsmorenatural。”SotheMajormusthavebeenlyingawakeallthetime,thinking。
  Isaid:“Thenwhydidn’twebringthebodybacktothecantonments?”
  TheMajorthoughtforaminute:——“BecausethepeopleboltedwhentheyheardofthecholeraAndtheekkahasgone!”
  ThatwasstrictlytrueWehadforgottenallabouttheekka-pony,andhehadgonehome。
  So,wewerelefttherealone,allthatstiflingday,intheCanalRestHouse,testingandre-testingourstoryofTheBoy’sdeathtoseeifitwasweakatanypointAnativeturnedupintheafternoon,butwesaidthataSahibwasdeadofcholera,andheranawayAstheduskgathered,theMajortoldmeallhisfearsaboutTheBoy,andawfulstoriesofsuicideornearly-carried-outsuicide——talesthatmadeone’shaircrispHesaidthathehimselfhadoncegoneintothesameValleyoftheShadowastheBoy,whenhewasyoungandnewtothecountry;soheunderstoodhowthingsfoughttogetherinTheBoy’spoorjumbledheadHealsosaidthatyoungsters,intheirrepentantmoments,considertheirsinsmuchmoreseriousandineffaceablethantheyreallyareWetalkedtogetherallthroughtheevening,andrehearsedthestoryofthedeathofTheBoyAssoonasthemoonwasup,andTheBoy,theoretically,justburied,westruckacrosscountryfortheStationWewalkedfromeighttillsixo’clockinthemorning;butthoughweweredead-tired,wedidnotforgettogotoTheBoy’sroomandputawayhisrevolverwiththeproperamountofcartridgesinthepouchAlsotosethiswriting-caseonthetableWefoundtheColonelandreportedthedeath,feelingmorelikemurderersthaneverThenwewenttobedandslepttheclockround;fortherewasnomoreinus。
  Thetalehadcredenceaslongaswasnecessary,foreveryoneforgotaboutTheBoybeforeafortnightwasoverManypeople,however,foundtimetosaythattheMajorhadbehavedscandalouslyinnotbringinginthebodyforaregimentalfuneralThesaddestthingofallwasaletterfromTheBoy’smothertotheMajorandme——withbiginkyblistersalloverthesheetShewrotethesweetestpossiblethingsaboutourgreatkindness,andtheobligationshewouldbeundertousaslongasshelived。
  Allthingsconsidered,sheWASunderanobligation;butnotexactlyasshemeant。
  MISSYOUGHAL’SSAIS。
  WhenManandWomanareagreed,whatcantheKazido?
  MahomedanProverb。
  SomepeoplesaythatthereisnoromanceinIndiaThosepeoplearewrongOurlivesholdquiteasmuchromanceasisgoodforus。
  Sometimesmore。
  StricklandwasinthePolice,andpeopledidnotunderstandhim;
  sotheysaidhewasadoubtfulsortofmanandpassedbyontheothersideStricklandhadhimselftothankforthisHeheldtheextraordinarytheorythataPolicemaninIndiashouldtrytoknowasmuchaboutthenativesasthenativesthemselvesNow,inthewholeofUpperIndia,thereisonlyONEmanwhocanpassforHinduorMohammedan,chamarorfaquir,ashepleasesHeisfearedandrespectedbythenativesfromtheGhorKathritotheJammaMusjid;
  andheissupposedtohavethegiftofinvisibilityandexecutivecontrolovermanyDevilsButwhatgoodhasthisdonehimwiththeGovernment?NoneintheworldHehasnevergotSimlaforhischarge;andhisnameisalmostunknowntoEnglishmen。
  Stricklandwasfoolishenoughtotakethatmanforhismodel;and,followingouthisabsurdtheory,dabbledinunsavoryplacesnorespectablemanwouldthinkofexploring——allamongthenativeriff-raffHeeducatedhimselfinthispeculiarwayforsevenyears,andpeoplecouldnotappreciateitHewasperpetually“goingFantee“amongthenatives,which,ofcourse,nomanwithanysensebelievesinHewasinitiatedintotheSatBhaiatAllahabadonce,whenhewasonleave;heknewtheLizard-SongoftheSansis,andtheHalli-Hukkdance,whichisareligiouscan-canofastartlingkindWhenamanknowswhodancestheHalli-Hukk,andhow,andwhen,andwhere,heknowssomethingtobeproudof。
  HehasgonedeeperthantheskinButStricklandwasnotproud,thoughhehadhelpedonce,atJagadhri,atthePaintingoftheDeathBull,whichnoEnglishmanmustevenlookupon;hadmasteredthethieves’-patterofthechangars;hadtakenaEusufzaihorse-
  thiefalonenearAttock;andhadstoodunderthemimbar-boardofaBordermosqueandconductedserviceinthemannerofaSunniMollah。
  HiscrowningachievementwasspendingelevendaysasafaquirinthegardensofBabaAtalatAmritsar,andtherepickingupthethreadsofthegreatNasibanMurderCaseButpeoplesaid,justlyenough:“Whyonearthcan’tStricklandsitinhisofficeandwriteuphisdiary,andrecruit,andkeepquiet,insteadofshowinguptheincapacityofhisseniors?”SotheNasibanMurderCasedidhimnogooddepartmentally;but,afterhisfirstfeelingofwrath,hereturnedtohisoutlandishcustomofpryingintonativelifeBytheway,whenamanonceacquiresatasteforthisparticularamusement,itabideswithhimallhisdaysItisthemostfascinatingthingintheworld;LovenotexceptedWhereothermentooktendaystotheHills,Stricklandtookleaveforwhathecalledshikar,putonthedisguisethatappealedtohimatthetime,steppeddownintothebrowncrowd,andwasswallowedupforawhileHewasaquiet,darkyoungfellow——spare,black-eyes——and,whenhewasnotthinkingofsomethingelse,averyinterestingcompanionStricklandonNativeProgressashehadseenitwasworthhearingNativeshatedStrickland;buttheywereafraidofhimHeknewtoomuch。