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  Bessiewithdrew,scrubbinghercheekwitharaggedpocket-handkerchiefThetwomenlookedateachother。
  ’You’reaman,’saidTorpenhow。
  ’I’mafraidI’vebeenafoolItisn’tourbusinesstorunabouttheearthreformingBessieBrokesAndawomanofanykindhasnorightonthislanding。’
  ’Perhapsshewon’tcomeback。’
  ’ShewillifshethinksshecangetfoodandwarmthhereIknowshewill,worseluckButremember,oldman,sheisn’tawoman;she’smymodel;
  andbecareful。’
  ’Theidea!She’sadissolutelittlescarecrow,——agutter-snippetandnothingmore。’
  ’SoyouthinkWaittillshehasbeenfedalittleandfreedfromfearThatfairtyperecoversitselfveryquicklyYouwon’tknowherinaweekortwo,whenthatabjectfearhasdiedoutofhereyesShe’llbetoohappyandsmilingformypurposes。’
  ’Butsurelyyou’renottakingheroutofcharity?——topleaseme?’
  ’Iamnotinthehabitofplayingwithhotcoalstopleaseanybody。
  Shehasbeensentfromheaven,asImayhaveremarkedbefore,tohelpmewithmyMelancolia。’
  ’Neverheardawordabouttheladybefore。’
  ’What’stheuseofhavingafriend,ifyoumustslingyournotionsathiminwords?YououghttoknowwhatI’mthinkingaboutYou’veheardmegruntlately?’
  ’Evenso;butgruntsmeananythinginyourlanguage,frombad’baccytowickeddealersAndIdon’tthinkI’vebeenmuchinyourconfidenceforsometime。’
  ’ItwasahighandsoulfulgruntYououghttohaveunderstoodthatitmeanttheMelancolia。’DickwalkedTorpenhowupanddowntheroom,keepingsilenceThenhesmotehimintheribs,’Nowdon’tyouseeit?
  Bessie’sabjectfutility,andtheterrorinhereyes,weldedontooneortwodetailsinthewayofsorrowthathavecomeundermyexperiencelatelyLikewisesomeorangeandblack,——twokeysofeachButI
  can’texplainonanemptystomach。’
  ’ItsoundsmadenoughYou’dbettersticktoyoursoldiers,Dick,insteadofmaunderingaboutheadsandeyesandexperiences。’
  ’Thinkso?’Dickbegantodanceonhisheels,singing——
  ’They’reasproudasaturkeywhentheyholdthereadycash,Yououghtto’earthewaytheylaughan’joke;
  Theyaretrickyan’they’refunnywhenthey’vegotthereadymoney,——
  Ow!butsee’emwhenthey’reallstone-broke。’
  ThenhesatdowntopourouthishearttoMaisieinafour-sheetletterofcounselandencouragement,andregisteredanoaththathewouldgettoworkwithanundividedheartassoonasBessieshouldreappear。
  Thegirlkeptherappointmentunpaintedandunadorned,afraidandoverboldbyturnsWhenshefoundthatshewasmerelyexpectedtositstill,shegrewcalmer,andcriticisedtheappointmentsofthestudiowithfreedomandsomepointShelikedthewarmthandthecomfortandthereleasefromfearofphysicalpainDickmadetwoorthreestudiesofherheadinmonochrome,buttheactualnotionoftheMelancoliawouldnotarrive。
  ’Whatamessyoukeepyourthingsin!’saidBessie,somedayslater,whenshefeltherselfthoroughlyathome’Is’poseyourclothesarejustasbad。
  Gentlemenneverthinkwhatbuttonsandtapearemadefor。’
  ’Ibuythingstowear,andwear’emtilltheygotopiecesIdon’tknowwhatTorpenhowdoes。’
  Bessiemadediligentinquiryinthelatter’sroom,andunearthedabaleofdisreputablesocks’SomeoftheseI’llmendnow,’shesaid,’andsomeI’lltakehomeD’youknow,Isitalldaylongathomedoingnothing,justlikealady,andnomorenoticingthemothergirlsinthehousethaniftheywassomanyfliesIdon’thaveanyunnecessarywords,butIput’emdownquick,Icantellyou,whentheytalktomeNo;it’squitenicethesedaysIlockmydoor,andtheycanonlycallmenamesthroughthekeyhole,andIsitinside,justlikealady,mendingsocksMr。
  Torpenhowwearshissocksoutbothendsatonce。’
  ’Threequidaweekfromme,andthedelightsofmysocietyNosocksmendedNothingfromTorpexceptanodonthelandingnowandagain,andallhissocksmendedBessieisverymuchawoman,’thoughtDick;
  andhelookedatherbetweenhalf-shuteyesFoodandresthadtransformedthegirl,asDickknewtheywould。
  ’Whatareyoulookingatmelikethatfor?’shesaidquickly’Don’t。
  Youlookreg’larbadwhenyoulookthatwayYoudon’tthinkmucho’
  me,doyou?’
  ’Thatdependsonhowyoubehave。’
  BessiebehavedbeautifullyOnlyitwasdifficultattheendofasittingtobidhergooutintothegraystreetsSheverymuchpreferredthestudioandabigchairbythestove,withsomesocksinherlapasanexcusefordelayThenTorpenhowwouldcomein,andBessiewouldbemovedtotellstrangeandwonderfulstoriesofherpast,andstillstrangeronesofherpresentimprovedcircumstancesShewouldmakethemteaasthoughshehadarighttomakeit;andonceortwiceontheseoccasionsDickcaughtTorpenhow’seyesfixedonthetrimlittlefigure,andbecauseBessie’’flittingsabouttheroommadeDickardentlylongforMaisie,herealisedwhitherTorpenhow’sthoughtsweretendingAndBessiewasexceedinglycarefuloftheconditionofTorpenhow’slinenShespokeverylittletohim,butsometimestheytalkedtogetheronthelanding。
  ’Iwasagreatfool,’Dicksaidtohimself’Iknowwhatredfirelightlooksl...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看

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