Bessiewithdrew,scrubbinghercheekwitharaggedpocket-handkerchiefThetwomenlookedateachother。
’You’reaman,’saidTorpenhow。
’I’mafraidI’vebeenafoolItisn’tourbusinesstorunabouttheearthreformingBessieBrokesAndawomanofanykindhasnorightonthislanding。’
’Perhapsshewon’tcomeback。’
’ShewillifshethinksshecangetfoodandwarmthhereIknowshewill,worseluckButremember,oldman,sheisn’tawoman;she’smymodel;
andbecareful。’
’Theidea!She’sadissolutelittlescarecrow,——agutter-snippetandnothingmore。’
’SoyouthinkWaittillshehasbeenfedalittleandfreedfromfearThatfairtyperecoversitselfveryquicklyYouwon’tknowherinaweekortwo,whenthatabjectfearhasdiedoutofhereyesShe’llbetoohappyandsmilingformypurposes。’
’Butsurelyyou’renottakingheroutofcharity?——topleaseme?’
’Iamnotinthehabitofplayingwithhotcoalstopleaseanybody。
Shehasbeensentfromheaven,asImayhaveremarkedbefore,tohelpmewithmyMelancolia。’
’Neverheardawordabouttheladybefore。’
’What’stheuseofhavingafriend,ifyoumustslingyournotionsathiminwords?YououghttoknowwhatI’mthinkingaboutYou’veheardmegruntlately?’
’Evenso;butgruntsmeananythinginyourlanguage,frombad’baccytowickeddealersAndIdon’tthinkI’vebeenmuchinyourconfidenceforsometime。’
’ItwasahighandsoulfulgruntYououghttohaveunderstoodthatitmeanttheMelancolia。’DickwalkedTorpenhowupanddowntheroom,keepingsilenceThenhesmotehimintheribs,’Nowdon’tyouseeit?
Bessie’sabjectfutility,andtheterrorinhereyes,weldedontooneortwodetailsinthewayofsorrowthathavecomeundermyexperiencelatelyLikewisesomeorangeandblack,——twokeysofeachButI
can’texplainonanemptystomach。’
’ItsoundsmadenoughYou’dbettersticktoyoursoldiers,Dick,insteadofmaunderingaboutheadsandeyesandexperiences。’
’Thinkso?’Dickbegantodanceonhisheels,singing——
’They’reasproudasaturkeywhentheyholdthereadycash,Yououghtto’earthewaytheylaughan’joke;
Theyaretrickyan’they’refunnywhenthey’vegotthereadymoney,——
Ow!butsee’emwhenthey’reallstone-broke。’
ThenhesatdowntopourouthishearttoMaisieinafour-sheetletterofcounselandencouragement,andregisteredanoaththathewouldgettoworkwithanundividedheartassoonasBessieshouldreappear。
Thegirlkeptherappointmentunpaintedandunadorned,afraidandoverboldbyturnsWhenshefoundthatshewasmerelyexpectedtositstill,shegrewcalmer,andcriticisedtheappointmentsofthestudiowithfreedomandsomepointShelikedthewarmthandthecomfortandthereleasefromfearofphysicalpainDickmadetwoorthreestudiesofherheadinmonochrome,buttheactualnotionoftheMelancoliawouldnotarrive。
’Whatamessyoukeepyourthingsin!’saidBessie,somedayslater,whenshefeltherselfthoroughlyathome’Is’poseyourclothesarejustasbad。
Gentlemenneverthinkwhatbuttonsandtapearemadefor。’
’Ibuythingstowear,andwear’emtilltheygotopiecesIdon’tknowwhatTorpenhowdoes。’
Bessiemadediligentinquiryinthelatter’sroom,andunearthedabaleofdisreputablesocks’SomeoftheseI’llmendnow,’shesaid,’andsomeI’lltakehomeD’youknow,Isitalldaylongathomedoingnothing,justlikealady,andnomorenoticingthemothergirlsinthehousethaniftheywassomanyfliesIdon’thaveanyunnecessarywords,butIput’emdownquick,Icantellyou,whentheytalktomeNo;it’squitenicethesedaysIlockmydoor,andtheycanonlycallmenamesthroughthekeyhole,andIsitinside,justlikealady,mendingsocksMr。
Torpenhowwearshissocksoutbothendsatonce。’
’Threequidaweekfromme,andthedelightsofmysocietyNosocksmendedNothingfromTorpexceptanodonthelandingnowandagain,andallhissocksmendedBessieisverymuchawoman,’thoughtDick;
andhelookedatherbetweenhalf-shuteyesFoodandresthadtransformedthegirl,asDickknewtheywould。
’Whatareyoulookingatmelikethatfor?’shesaidquickly’Don’t。
Youlookreg’larbadwhenyoulookthatwayYoudon’tthinkmucho’
me,doyou?’
’Thatdependsonhowyoubehave。’
BessiebehavedbeautifullyOnlyitwasdifficultattheendofasittingtobidhergooutintothegraystreetsSheverymuchpreferredthestudioandabigchairbythestove,withsomesocksinherlapasanexcusefordelayThenTorpenhowwouldcomein,andBessiewouldbemovedtotellstrangeandwonderfulstoriesofherpast,andstillstrangeronesofherpresentimprovedcircumstancesShewouldmakethemteaasthoughshehadarighttomakeit;andonceortwiceontheseoccasionsDickcaughtTorpenhow’seyesfixedonthetrimlittlefigure,andbecauseBessie’’flittingsabouttheroommadeDickardentlylongforMaisie,herealisedwhitherTorpenhow’sthoughtsweretendingAndBessiewasexceedinglycarefuloftheconditionofTorpenhow’slinenShespokeverylittletohim,butsometimestheytalkedtogetheronthelanding。
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