’Yourwork——bah!No,Ididn’tmeanthatIt’sallright,dearOfcourseyoumustdoyourwork,and——IthinkI’llsaygood-byeforthisweek。’
’Won’tyouevenstayfortea?
’No,thankyouHaveIyourleavetogo,dear?There’snothingmoreyouparticularlywantmetodo,andtheline-workdoesn’tmatter。’
’Iwishyoucouldstay,andthenwecouldtalkovermypictureIfonlyonesinglepicture’sasuccess,itdrawsattentiontoalltheothersI
knowsomeofmyworkisgood,ifonlypeoplecouldseeAndyouneedn’thavebeensorudeaboutit。’
’I’msorryWe’lltalktheMelancoliaoversomeoneoftheotherSundays。
Therearefourmore——yes,one,two,three,four——beforeyougo。
Good-bye,Maisie。’
Maisiestoodbythestudiowindow,thinking,tillthered-hairedgirlreturned,alittlewhiteatthecornersofherlips。
’Dick’sgoneoff,’saidMaisie’JustwhenIwantedtotalkaboutthepictureIsn’titselfishofhim?’
Hercompanionopenedherlipsasiftospeak,shutthemagain,andwentonreadingTheCityofDreadfulNight-
DickwasinthePark,walkingroundandroundatreethathehadchosenashisconfidanteformanySundayspastHewasswearingaudibly,andwhenhefoundthattheinfirmitiesoftheEnglishtonguehemmedinhisrage,hesoughtconsolationinArabic,whichisexpresslydesignedfortheuseoftheafflictedHewasnotpleasedwiththerewardofhispatientservice;norwashepleasedwithhimself;anditwaslongbeforehearrivedatthepropositionthatthequeencoulddonowrong。
’It’salosinggame,’hesaid’I’mworthnothingwhenawhimofhersisinquestionButinalosinggameatPortSaidweusedtodoublethestakesandgoonShedoaMelancolia!Shehasn’tthepower,ortheinsight,orthetrainingOnlythedesireShe’scursedwiththecurseofReubenShewon’tdoline-work,becauseitmeansrealwork;andyetshe’sstrongerthanIamI’llmakeherunderstandthatIcanbeatheronherownMelancoliaEventhenshewouldn’tcareShesaysIcanonlydobloodandbonesIdon’tbelieveshehasbloodinherveinsAllthesameI
loverher;andImustgoonlovingher;andifIcanhumbleherinordinatevanityIwillI’lldoaMelancoliathatshallbesomethinglikeaMelancolia——“theMelancoliathattranscendsallwit。”I’lldoitatonce,con——blessher。’
Hediscoveredthatthenotionwouldnotcometoorder,andthathecouldnotfreehismindforanhourfromthethoughtofMaisie’sdepartureHetookverysmallinterestinherroughstudiesfortheMelancoliawhensheshowedthemnextweekTheSundayswereracingpast,andthetimewasathandwhenallthechurchbellsinLondoncouldnotringMaisiebacktohimOnceortwicehesaidsomethingtoBinkieabout’hermaphroditicfutilities,’butthelittledogreceivedsomanyconfidencesbothfromTorpenhowandDickthathedidnottroublehistulip-earstolisten。
DickwaspermittedtoseethegirlsoffTheyweregoingbytheDovernight-boat;andtheyhopedtoreturninAugustItwasthenFebruary,andDickfeltthathewasbeinghardlyusedMaisiewassobusystrippingthesmallhouseacrossthePark,andpackinghercanvases,thatshehadnottimeforthoughtDickwentdowntoDoverandwastedadaytherefrettingoverawonderfulpossibilityWouldMaisieattheverylastallowhimonesmallkiss?Hereflectedthathemightcaptureherbythestrongarm,ashehadseemwomencapturedintheSouthernSoudan,andleadheraway;butMaisiewouldneverbeledShewouldturnhergrayeyesuponhimandsay,’Dick,howselfishyouare!’ThenhiscouragewouldfailhimItwouldbebetter,afterall,tobegforthatkiss。
Maisielookedmorethanusuallykissableasshesteppedfromthenight-mailontothewindypier,inagraywaterproofandalittlegrayclothtravelling-capThered-hairedgirlwasnotsolovelyHergreeneyeswerehollowandherlipsweredryDicksawthetrunksaboard,andwenttoMaisie’ssideinthedarknessunderthebr...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看: