首页 >出版文学> The Works of Rudyard Kipling One>第103章
  ’I’mverycramped,andI’mfeelingalittlecoldGoodgracious!thecloakisallwhite,andsoisyourmoustache!Ineverknewitwassochilly。’
  AlightfrostlaywhiteontheshoulderofDick’sulsterHe,too,hadforgottenthestateoftheweatherTheylaughedtogether,andwiththatlaughendedallseriousdiscourse。
  Theyraninlandacrossthewastetowarmthemselves,thenturnedtolookatthegloryofthefulltideunderthemoonlightandtheintenseblackshadowsofthefurzebushesItwasanadditionaljoytoDickthatMaisiecouldseecolourevenashesawit,——couldseetheblueinthewhiteofthemist,thevioletthatisingraypalings,andallthingselseastheyare,——notofonehue,butathousandAndthemoonlightcameintoMaisie’ssoul,sothatshe,usuallyreserved,chatteredofherselfandofthethingsshetookinterestin,——ofKami,wisestofteachers,andofthegirlsinthestudio,——ofthePoles,whowillkillthemselveswithoverworkiftheyarenotchecked;oftheFrench,whotalkatgreatlengthofmuchmorethantheywilleveraccomplish;oftheslovenlyEnglish,whotoilhopelesslyandcannotunderstandthatinclinationdoesnotimplypower;
  oftheAmericans,whoseraspingvoicesinthehushofahotafternoonstraintense-drawnnervestobreaking-point,andwhosesuppersleadtoindigestion;oftempestuousRussians,neithertoholdnortobind,whotellthegirlsghost-storiestillthegirlsshriek;ofstolidGermans,whocometolearnonething,and,havingmasteredthatmuch,stolidlygoawayandcopypicturesforevermoreDicklistenedenrapturedbecauseitwasMaisiewhospokeHeknewtheoldlife。
  ’Ithasn’tchangedmuch,’hesaid’Dotheystillstealcoloursatlunch-time?’
  ’NotstealAttractisthewordOfcoursetheydoI’mgood——Ionlyattractultramarine;buttherearestudentswho’dattractflake-white。’
  ’I’vedoneitmyselfYoucan’thelpitwhenthepalettesarehungup。
  Everycolouriscommonpropertyonceitrunsdown,——eventhoughyoudostartitwithadropofoilItteachespeoplenottowastetheirtubes。’
  ’Ishouldliketoattractsomeofyourcolours,DickPerhapsImightcatchyoursuccesswiththem。’
  ’Imustn’tsayabadword,butIshouldliketoWhatintheworld,whichyou’vejustmissedalovelychanceofseeing,doessuccessorwantofsuccess,orathree-storiedsuccess,mattercomparedwith——No,I
  won’topenthatquestionagainIt’stimetogobacktotown。’
  ’I’msorry,Dick,but——’
  ’You’remuchmoreinterestedinthatthanyouareinme。’
  ’Idon’tknow,Idon’tthinkIam。’
  ’WhatwillyougivemeifItellyouasureshort-cuttoeverythingyouwant,——thetroubleandthefussandthetangleandalltherest?Willyoupromisetoobeyme?’
  ’Ofcourse。’
  ’Inthefirstplace,youmustneverforgetamealbecauseyouhappentobeatworkYouforgotyourlunchtwicelastweek,’saidDick,ataventure,forheknewwithwhomhewasdealing。’
  ’No,no,——onlyonce,really。’
  ’That’sbadenoughAndyoumustn’ttakeacupofteaandabiscuitinplaceofaregulardinner,becausedinnerhappenstobeatrouble。’
  ’You’remakingfunofme!’
  ’IneverwasmoreinearnestinmylifeOh,mylove,mylove,hasn’titdawnedonyouyetwhatyouaretome?Here’sthewholeearthinaconspiracytogiveyouachill,orrunoveryou,ordrenchyoutotheskin,orcheatyououtofyourmoney,orletyoudieofoverworkandunderfeeding,andIhaven’tthemererighttolookafteryouWhy,I
  don’tevenknowifyouhavesenseenoughtoputonwarmthingswhentheweather’scold。’
  ’Dick,you’rethemostawfulboytotalkto——really!HowdoyousupposeI
  managedwhenyouwereaway?’
  ’Iwasn’there,andIdidn’tknowButnowI’mbackI’dgiveeverythingI
  havefortherightoftellingyoutocomeinoutoftherain。’
  ’Yoursuccesstoo?’
  ThistimeitcostDickaseverestruggletorefrainfrombadwords。
  ’AsMrsJennettusedtosay,you’reatrial,Maisie!You’vebeencoopedupintheschoolstoolong,andyouthinkeveryoneislookingatyou。
  Therearen’ttwelvehundredpeopleintheworldwhounderstandpicturesTheotherspretendanddon’tcareRemember,I’veseentwelvehundredmendeadintoadstool-bedsIt’sonlythevoiceofthetiniestlittlefractionofpeoplethatmakessuccessTherealworlddoesn’tcareatinker’s——doesn’tcareabitForaughtyouorIknow,everymanintheworldmaybearguingwithaMaisieofhisown。’
  ’PoorMaisie!’
  ’PoorDick,IthinkDoyoubelievewhilehe’sfightingforwhat’sdearerthanhislifehewantstolookatapicture?Andevenifhedid,andifalltheworlddid,andathousandmillionpeopleroseupandshoutedhymnstomyhonourandglory,wouldthatmakeuptomefortheknowledgethatyouwereoutshoppingintheEdgwareRoadonarainydaywithoutanumbrella?Nowwe’llgotothestation。’
  ’Butyousaidonthebeach——’persistedMaisie,withacertainfear。
  Dickgroanedaloud:’Yes,IknowwhatIsaidMyworkiseverythingI
  have,oram,orhopetobe,tome,andIbelieveI’velearntthelawthatgovernsit;butI’vesomelingeringsenseoffunleft,——thoughyou’venearlyknockeditoutofmeIcanjustseethatitisn’teverythingtoalltheworldDowhatIsay,andnotwhatIdo。’
  Maisiewascarefulnottoreopendebatablematters,andtheyreturnedtoLondonjoyouslyTheterminusstoppedDickinthemidstofaneloquentharangueonthebeautiesofexerciseHewouldbuyMaisieahorse,——suchahorseasneveryetbowedheadtobit,——wouldstableit,withacompanion,sometwentymilesfromLondon,andMaisie,solelyforherhealth’ssakeshouldridewithhimtwiceorthriceaweek。
  ’That’sabsurd,’saidshe’Itwouldn’tbeproper。’
  ’Now,whoinallLondonto-nightwouldhavesufficientinterestoraudacitytocallustwotoaccountforanythingwechosetodo?’
  Maisielookedatthelamps,thefog,andthehideousturmoilDickwasright;buthorsefleshdidnotmakeforArtassheunderstoodit。
  ’You’reverynicesometimes,butyou’reveryfoolishmoretimes。
  I’mnotgoingtoletyougivemehorses,ortakeyououtofyourwayto-nightI’llgohomebymyselfOnlyIwantyoutopromisemesomething。
  Youwon’tthinkanymoreaboutthatextrathreepence,willyou?Remember,you’vebeenpaid;andIwon’tallowyoutobespitefulanddobadworkforalittlethinglikethatYoucanbesobigthatyoumustn’tbetiny。’
  ThiswasturningthetableswithavengeanceThereremainedonlytoputMaisieintoherhansom。
  ’Good-bye,’shesaidsimply’You’llcomeonSundayIthasbeenabeautifulday,DickWhycan’titbelikethisalways?’
  ’Becauselove’slikeline-work:youmustgoforwardorbackward;
  youcan’tstandstillBytheway,goonwithyourline-work。
  Good-night,and,formy——formysake,takecareofyourself。’
  Heturnedtowalkhome,meditatingThedayhadbroughthimnothingthathehopedfor,but——surelythiswasworthmanydays——ithadbroughthimnearertoMaisieTheendwasonlyaquestionoftimenow,andtheprizewellworththewaitingByinstinct,oncemore,heturnedtotheriver。
  ’Andsheunderstoodatonce,’hesaid,lookingatthewater’Shefoundoutmypetbesettingsinonthespot,andpaiditoffMyGod,howsheunderstood!AndshesaidIwasbetterthanshewas!Betterthanshewas!’Helaughedattheabsurdityofthenotion’Iwonderifgirlsguessatone-halfaman’slifeTheycan’t,or——theywouldn’tmarryus。’Hetookhergiftoutofhispocket,andconsidereditinthelightofamiracleandapledgeofthecomprehensionthat,oneday,wouldleadtoperfecthappinessMeantime,MaisiewasaloneinLondon,withnonetosaveherfromdangerAndthepackedwildernesswasveryfullofdanger。
  DickmadehisprayertoFatedisjointedlyafterthemanneroftheheathenashethrewthepieceofsilverintotheriverIfanyevilweretobefal,lethimbeartheburdenandletMaisiegounscathed,sincethethreepennypiecewasdearesttohimofallhispossessionsItwasasmallcoininitself,butMaisiehadgivenit,andtheThamesheldit,andsurelytheFateswouldbebribedforthisonce。
  ThedrowningofthecoinseemedtocuthimfreefromthoughtofMaisieforthemomentHetookhimselfoffthebridgeandwentwhistlingtohischamberswithastrongyearningforsomeman-talkandtobaccoafterhisfirstexperienceofanentiredayspentinthesocietyofawoman。
  TherewasastrongerdesireathisheartwhenthererosebeforehimanunsolicitedvisionoftheBarralongdippingdeepandsailingfreefortheSouthernCross。
  Andthesetwo,asIhavetoldyou,WerethefriendsofHiawatha,Chibiabos,themusician,Andtheverystrongman,Kwasind——
  Hiawatha-
  TORPENHOWwaspagingthelastsheetsofsomemanuscript,whiletheNilghai,whohadcomeforchessandremainedtotalktactics,wasreadingthroughthefirstpart,commentingscornfullythewhile。
  ’It’spicturesqueenoughandit’ssketchy,’saidhe;’butasaseriousconsiderationofaffairsinEasternEurope,it’snotworthmuch。’
  ’It’soffmyhandsatanyrateThirty-seven,thirty-eight,thirty-nineslipsaltogether,aren’tthere?ThatshouldmakebetweenelevenandtwelvepagesofvaluablemisinformationHeigho!’Torpenhowshuffledthewritingtogetherandhummed——
  Younglambstosell,younglambstosell,IfI’dasmuchmoneyasIcouldtell,Ineverwouldcry,Younglambstosell!
  Dickentered,self-consciousandalittledefiant,butinthebestoftemperswithalltheworld。
  ’Backatlast?’saidTorpenhow。
  ’MoreorlessWhathaveyoubeendoing?’
  ’WorkDickie,youbehaveasthoughtheBankofEnglandwerebehindyouHere’sSunday,Monday,andTuesdaygoneandyouhaven’tdonealineIt’sscandalous。’
  ’Thenotionscomeandgo,mychildren——theycomeandgolikeour’baccy,’heanswered,fillinghispipe’Moreover,’hestoopedtothrustaspillintothegrate,’Apollodoesnotalwaysstretchhis——Oh,confoundyourclumsyjests,Nilghai!’
  ’Thisisnottheplacetopreachthetheoryofdirectinspiration,’saidtheNilghai,returningTorpenhow’slargeandworkmanlikebellowstotheirnailonthewall’Webelieveincobblers’waxLa!——whereyousitdown。’
  ’Ifyouweren’tsobigandfat,’saidDick,lookingroundforaweapon,’I’d——’
  ’NoskylarkinginmyroomsYoutwosmashedhalfmyfurniturelasttimeyouthrewthecushionsaboutYoumighthavethedecencytosayHowd’youdo?toBinkieLookathim。’
  BinkiehadjumpeddownfromthesofaandwasfawningroundDick’sknee,andscratchingathisboots。
  ’Dearman!’saidDick,snatchinghimup,andkissinghimontheblackpatchabovehisrighteye’Didumswas,Binks?DidthatuglyNilghaiturnyouoffthesofa?Bitehim,MrBinkie。’HepitchedhimontheNilghai’sstomach,asthebigmanlayatease,andBinkiepretendedtodestroytheNilghaiinchbyinch,tillasofacushionextinguishedhim,andpantinghestuckouthistongueatthecompany。
  ’TheBinkie-boywentforawalkthismorningbeforeyouwereup,Torp。
  Isawhimmakinglovetothebutcheratthecornerwhentheshutterswerebeingtakendown——justasifhehadn’tenoughtoeatinhisownproperhouse,’saidDick。