’I’mverycramped,andI’mfeelingalittlecoldGoodgracious!thecloakisallwhite,andsoisyourmoustache!Ineverknewitwassochilly。’
AlightfrostlaywhiteontheshoulderofDick’sulsterHe,too,hadforgottenthestateoftheweatherTheylaughedtogether,andwiththatlaughendedallseriousdiscourse。
Theyraninlandacrossthewastetowarmthemselves,thenturnedtolookatthegloryofthefulltideunderthemoonlightandtheintenseblackshadowsofthefurzebushesItwasanadditionaljoytoDickthatMaisiecouldseecolourevenashesawit,——couldseetheblueinthewhiteofthemist,thevioletthatisingraypalings,andallthingselseastheyare,——notofonehue,butathousandAndthemoonlightcameintoMaisie’ssoul,sothatshe,usuallyreserved,chatteredofherselfandofthethingsshetookinterestin,——ofKami,wisestofteachers,andofthegirlsinthestudio,——ofthePoles,whowillkillthemselveswithoverworkiftheyarenotchecked;oftheFrench,whotalkatgreatlengthofmuchmorethantheywilleveraccomplish;oftheslovenlyEnglish,whotoilhopelesslyandcannotunderstandthatinclinationdoesnotimplypower;
oftheAmericans,whoseraspingvoicesinthehushofahotafternoonstraintense-drawnnervestobreaking-point,andwhosesuppersleadtoindigestion;oftempestuousRussians,neithertoholdnortobind,whotellthegirlsghost-storiestillthegirlsshriek;ofstolidGermans,whocometolearnonething,and,havingmasteredthatmuch,stolidlygoawayandcopypicturesforevermoreDicklistenedenrapturedbecauseitwasMaisiewhospokeHeknewtheoldlife。
’Ithasn’tchangedmuch,’hesaid’Dotheystillstealcoloursatlunch-time?’
’NotstealAttractisthewordOfcoursetheydoI’mgood——Ionlyattractultramarine;buttherearestudentswho’dattractflake-white。’
’I’vedoneitmyselfYoucan’thelpitwhenthepalettesarehungup。
Everycolouriscommonpropertyonceitrunsdown,——eventhoughyoudostartitwithadropofoilItteachespeoplenottowastetheirtubes。’
’Ishouldliketoattractsomeofyourcolours,DickPerhapsImightcatchyoursuccesswiththem。’
’Imustn’tsayabadword,butIshouldliketoWhatintheworld,whichyou’vejustmissedalovelychanceofseeing,doessuccessorwantofsuccess,orathree-storiedsuccess,mattercomparedwith——No,I
won’topenthatquestionagainIt’stimetogobacktotown。’
’I’msorry,Dick,but——’
’You’remuchmoreinterestedinthatthanyouareinme。’
’Idon’tknow,Idon’tthinkIam。’
’WhatwillyougivemeifItellyouasureshort-cuttoeverythingyouwant,——thetroubleandthefussandthetangleandalltherest?Willyoupromisetoobeyme?’
’Ofcourse。’
’Inthefirstplace,youmustneverforgetamealbecauseyouhappentobeatworkYouforgotyourlunchtwicelastweek,’saidDick,ataventure,forheknewwithwhomhewasdealing。’
’No,no,——onlyonce,really。’
’That’sbadenoughAndyoumustn’ttakeacupofteaandabiscuitinplaceofaregulardinner,becausedinnerhappenstobeatrouble。’
’You’remakingfunofme!’
’IneverwasmoreinearnestinmylifeOh,mylove,mylove,hasn’titdawnedonyouyetwhatyouaretome?Here’sthewholeearthinaconspiracytogiveyouachill,orrunoveryou,ordrenchyoutotheskin,orcheatyououtofyourmoney,orletyoudieofoverworkandunderfeeding,andIhaven’tthemererighttolookafteryouWhy,I
don’tevenknowifyouhavesenseenoughtoputonwarmthingswhentheweather’scold。’
’Dick,you’rethemostawfulboytotalkto——really!HowdoyousupposeI
managedwhenyouwereaway?’
’Iwasn’there,andIdidn’tknowButnowI’mbackI’dgiveeverythingI
havefortherightoftellingyoutocomeinoutoftherain。’
’Yoursuccesstoo?’
ThistimeitcostDickaseverestruggletorefrainfrombadwords。
’AsMrsJennettusedtosay,you’reatrial,Maisie!You’vebeencoopedupintheschoolstoolong,andyouthinkeveryoneislookingatyou。
Therearen’ttwelvehundredpeopleintheworldwhounderstandpicturesTheotherspretendanddon’tcareRemember,I’veseentwelvehundredmendeadintoadstool-bedsIt’sonlythevoiceofthetiniestlittlefractionofpeoplethatmakessuccessTherealworlddoesn’tcareatinker’s——doesn’tcareabitForaughtyouorIknow,everymanintheworldmaybearguingwithaMaisieofhisown。’
’PoorMaisie!’
’PoorDick,IthinkDoyoubelievewhilehe’sfightingforwhat’sdearerthanhislifehewantstolookatapicture?Andevenifhedid,andifalltheworlddid,andathousandmillionpeopleroseupandshoutedhymnstomyhonourandglory,wouldthatmakeuptomefortheknowledgethatyouwereoutshoppingintheEdgwareRoadonarainydaywithoutanumbrella?Nowwe’llgotothestation。’
’Butyousaidonthebeach——’persistedMaisie,withacertainfear。
Dickgroanedaloud:’Yes,IknowwhatIsaidMyworkiseverythingI
have,oram,orhopetobe,tome,andIbelieveI’velearntthelawthatgovernsit;butI’vesomelingeringsenseoffunleft,——thoughyou’venearlyknockeditoutofmeIcanjustseethatitisn’teverythingtoalltheworldDowhatIsay,andnotwhatIdo。’
Maisiewascarefulnottoreopendebatablematters,andtheyreturnedtoLondonjoyouslyTheterminusstoppedDickinthemidstofaneloquentharangueonthebeautiesofexerciseHewouldbuyMaisieahorse,——suchahorseasneveryetbowedheadtobit,——wouldstableit,withacompanion,sometwentymilesfromLondon,andMaisie,solelyforherhealth’ssakeshouldridewithhimtwiceorthriceaweek。
’That’sabsurd,’saidshe’Itwouldn’tbeproper。’
’Now,whoinallLondonto-nightwouldhavesufficientinterestoraudacitytocallustwotoaccountforanythingwechosetodo?’
Maisielookedatthelamps,thefog,andthehideousturmoilDickwasright;buthorsefleshdidnotmakeforArtassheunderstoodit。
’You’reverynicesometimes,butyou’reveryfoolishmoretimes。
I’mnotgoingtoletyougivemehorses,ortakeyououtofyourwayto-nightI’llgohomebymyselfOnlyIwantyoutopromisemesomething。
Youwon’tthinkanymoreaboutthatextrathreepence,willyou?Remember,you’vebeenpaid;andIwon’tallowyoutobespitefulanddobadworkforalittlethinglikethatYoucanbesobigthatyoumustn’tbetiny。’
ThiswasturningthetableswithavengeanceThereremainedonlytoputMaisieintoherhansom。
’Good-bye,’shesaidsimply’You’llcomeonSundayIthasbeenabeautifulday,DickWhycan’titbelikethisalways?’
’Becauselove’slikeline-work:youmustgoforwardorbackward;
youcan’tstandstillBytheway,goonwithyourline-work。
Good-night,and,formy——formysake,takecareofyourself。’
Heturnedtowalkhome,meditatingThedayhadbroughthimnothingthathehopedfor,but——surelythiswasworthmanydays——ithadbroughthimnearertoMaisieTheendwasonlyaquestionoftimenow,andtheprizewellworththewaitingByinstinct,oncemore,heturnedtotheriver。
’Andsheunderstoodatonce,’hesaid,lookingatthewater’Shefoundoutmypetbesettingsinonthespot,andpaiditoffMyGod,howsheunderstood!AndshesaidIwasbetterthanshewas!Betterthanshewas!’Helaughedattheabsurdityofthenotion’Iwonderifgirlsguessatone-halfaman’slifeTheycan’t,or——theywouldn’tmarryus。’Hetookhergiftoutofhispocket,andconsidereditinthelightofamiracleandapledgeofthecomprehensionthat,oneday,wouldleadtoperfecthappinessMeantime,MaisiewasaloneinLondon,withnonetosaveherfromdangerAndthepackedwildernesswasveryfullofdanger。
DickmadehisprayertoFatedisjointedlyafterthemanneroftheheathenashethrewthepieceofsilverintotheriverIfanyevilweretobefal,lethimbeartheburdenandletMaisiegounscathed,sincethethreepennypiecewasdearesttohimofallhispossessionsItwasasmallcoininitself,butMaisiehadgivenit,andtheThamesheldit,andsurelytheFateswouldbebribedforthisonce。
ThedrowningofthecoinseemedtocuthimfreefromthoughtofMaisieforthemomentHetookhimselfoffthebridgeandwentwhistlingtohischamberswithastrongyearningforsomeman-talkandtobaccoafterhisfirstexperienceofanentiredayspentinthesocietyofawoman。
TherewasastrongerdesireathisheartwhenthererosebeforehimanunsolicitedvisionoftheBarralongdippingdeepandsailingfreefortheSouthernCross。
Andthesetwo,asIhavetoldyou,WerethefriendsofHiawatha,Chibiabos,themusician,Andtheverystrongman,Kwasind——
Hiawatha-
TORPENHOWwaspagingthelastsheetsofsomemanuscript,whiletheNilghai,whohadcomeforchessandremainedtotalktactics,wasreadingthroughthefirstpart,commentingscornfullythewhile。
’It’spicturesqueenoughandit’ssketchy,’saidhe;’butasaseriousconsiderationofaffairsinEasternEurope,it’snotworthmuch。’
’It’soffmyhandsatanyrateThirty-seven,thirty-eight,thirty-nineslipsaltogether,aren’tthere?ThatshouldmakebetweenelevenandtwelvepagesofvaluablemisinformationHeigho!’Torpenhowshuffledthewritingtogetherandhummed——
Younglambstosell,younglambstosell,IfI’dasmuchmoneyasIcouldtell,Ineverwouldcry,Younglambstosell!
Dickentered,self-consciousandalittledefiant,butinthebestoftemperswithalltheworld。
’Backatlast?’saidTorpenhow。
’MoreorlessWhathaveyoubeendoing?’
’WorkDickie,youbehaveasthoughtheBankofEnglandwerebehindyouHere’sSunday,Monday,andTuesdaygoneandyouhaven’tdonealineIt’sscandalous。’
’Thenotionscomeandgo,mychildren——theycomeandgolikeour’baccy,’heanswered,fillinghispipe’Moreover,’hestoopedtothrustaspillintothegrate,’Apollodoesnotalwaysstretchhis——Oh,confoundyourclumsyjests,Nilghai!’
’Thisisnottheplacetopreachthetheoryofdirectinspiration,’saidtheNilghai,returningTorpenhow’slargeandworkmanlikebellowstotheirnailonthewall’Webelieveincobblers’waxLa!——whereyousitdown。’
’Ifyouweren’tsobigandfat,’saidDick,lookingroundforaweapon,’I’d——’
’NoskylarkinginmyroomsYoutwosmashedhalfmyfurniturelasttimeyouthrewthecushionsaboutYoumighthavethedecencytosayHowd’youdo?toBinkieLookathim。’
BinkiehadjumpeddownfromthesofaandwasfawningroundDick’sknee,andscratchingathisboots。
’Dearman!’saidDick,snatchinghimup,andkissinghimontheblackpatchabovehisrighteye’Didumswas,Binks?DidthatuglyNilghaiturnyouoffthesofa?Bitehim,MrBinkie。’HepitchedhimontheNilghai’sstomach,asthebigmanlayatease,andBinkiepretendedtodestroytheNilghaiinchbyinch,tillasofacushionextinguishedhim,andpantinghestuckouthistongueatthecompany。
’TheBinkie-boywentforawalkthismorningbeforeyouwereup,Torp。
Isawhimmakinglovetothebutcheratthecornerwhentheshutterswerebeingtakendown——justasifhehadn’tenoughtoeatinhisownproperhouse,’saidDick。