首页 >出版文学> The Way of All Flesh>第57章
  tookhimtotheOlympic,whereRobsonwasthenactinginaburlesqueonMacbeth,MrsKeeley,ifIrememberrightly,takingthepartofLadyMacbeth。Inthescenebeforethemurder,MacbethhadsaidhecouldnotkillDuncanwhenhesawhisbootsuponthelanding。LadyMacbethputastoptoherhusband’shesitationbywhippinghimupunderherarm,andcarryinghimoffthestage,kickingandscreaming。Ernestlaughedtillhecried。“WhatrotShakespeareisafterthis。”heexclaimed,involuntarily。IrememberedhisessayontheGreektragedians,andwasmoreIepriswithhimthanever。
  Nextdayhesetaboutlookingforemployment,andIdidnotseehimtillaboutfiveo’clock,whenhecameandsaidthathehadhadnosuccess。Thesamethinghappenedthenextdayandthedayafterthat。Whereverhewenthewasinvariablyrefusedandoftenorderedpointblankoutoftheshop;Icouldseebytheexpressionofhisface,thoughhesaidnothing,thathewasgettingfrightened,andbegantothinkIshouldhavetocometotherescue。Hesaidhehadmadeagreatmanyenquiriesandhadalwaysbeentoldthesamestory。
  Hefoundthatitwaseasytokeeponinanoldline,butveryhardtostrikeoutintoanewone。
  HetalkedtothefishmongerinLeatherLane,wherehewenttobuyabloaterforhistea,casuallyasthoughfromcuriosityandwithoutanyinterestedmotive。“Sell。”saidthemasteroftheshop,“Whynobodywouldn’tbelievewhatcanbesoldbypenn’orthsandtwopenn’orthsifyougotherightwaytowork。Lookatwhelks,forinstance。LastSaturdaynightmeandmylittleEmmahere,wesold7
  poundsworthofwhelksbetweeneightandhalfpasteleveno’clock——
  andalmostallinpenn’orthsandtwopenn’orths——afew,hap’orths,butnotmany。Itwasthesteamthatdidit。Wekepta-boilingof’emhotandhot,andwheneverthesteamcamestrongupfromthecellarontothepavement,thepeoplebought,butwheneverthesteamwentdowntheyleftoffbuying;soweboiledthemoverandoveragaintilltheywasallsold。That’sjustwhereitis;ifyouknowyourbusinessyoucansell,ifyoudon’tyou’llsoonmakeamessofit。Why,butforthesteam,Ishouldnothavesold10s。worthofwhelksallthenightthrough。”
  This,andmanyanotheryarnofkindredsubstancewhichheheardfromotherpeopledeterminedErnestmorethanevertostakeontailoringastheonetradeaboutwhichheknewanythingatall,nevertheless,herewerethreeorfourdaysgonebyandemploymentseemedasfaroffasever。
  InowdidwhatIoughttohavedonebefore,thatistosay,IcalledonmyowntailorwhomIhaddealtwithforoveraquarterofacenturyandaskedhisadvice。HedeclaredErnest’splantobehopeless。“If。”saidMrLarkins,forthiswasmytailor’sname,“hehadbegunatfourteen,itmighthavedone,butnomanoftwenty-fourcouldstandbeingturnedtoworkintoaworkshopfulloftailors;hewouldnotgetonwiththemen,northemenwithhim;youcouldnotexpecthimtobe’hailfellow,wellmet’withthem,andyoucouldnotexpecthisfellow-workmentolikehimifhewasnot。Amanmusthavesunklowthroughdrinkornaturaltasteforlowcompany,beforehecouldgetonwiththosewhohavehadsuchadifferenttrainingfromhisown。”
  MrLarkinssaidagreatdealmoreandwoundupbytakingmetoseetheplacewherehisownmenworked。“Thisisaparadise。”hesaid,“comparedtomostworkshops。Whatgentlemancouldstandthisair,thinkyou,forafortnight?”
  Iwasgladenoughtogetoutofthehot,fetidatmosphereinfiveminutes,andsawthattherewasnobrickofErnest’sprisontobeloosenedbygoingandworkingamongtailorsinaworkshop。
  MrLarkinswoundupbysayingthatevenifmyprotegewereamuchbetterworkmanthanheprobablywas,nomasterwouldgivehimemployment,forfearofcreatingabotheramongthemen。
  Ileft,feelingthatIoughttohavethoughtofallthismyself,andwasmorethaneverperplexedastowhetherIhadnotbetterletmyyoungfriendhaveafewthousandpoundsandsendhimouttothecolonies,when,onmyreturnhomeataboutfiveo’clock,Ifoundhimwaitingforme,radiant,anddeclaringthathehadfoundallhewanted。
  Itseemshehadbeenpatrollingthestreetsforthelastthreeorfournights——Isupposeinsearchofsomethingtodo——atanyrateknowingbetterwhathewantedtogetthanhowtogetit。
  Nevertheless,whathewantedwasinrealitysoeasilytobefoundthatittookahighlyeducatedscholarlikehimselftobeunabletofindit。But,howeverthismaybe,hehadbeenscared,andnowsawlionswheretherewerenone,andwasshockedandfrightened,andnightafternighthiscouragehadfailedhimandhehadreturnedtohislodgingsinLaystallStreetwithoutaccomplishinghiserrand。
  Hehadnottakenmeintohisconfidenceuponthismatter,andIhadnotenquiredwhathedidwithhimselfintheevenings。Atlasthehadconcludedthat,howeverpainfulitmightbetohim,hewouldcallonMrsJupp,whohethoughtwouldbeabletohelphimifanyonecould。Hehadbeenwalkingmoodilyfromseventillaboutnine,andnowresolvedtogostraighttoAshpitPlaceandmakeamotherconfessorofMrsJuppwithoutmoredelay。
  OfalltasksthatcouldbeperformedbymortalwomantherewasnonewhichMrsJuppwouldhavelikedbetterthantheoneErnestwasthinkingofimposinguponher;nordoIknowthatinhisscaredandbroken-downstatehecouldhavedonemuchbetterthanhenowproposed。MissJuppwouldhavemadeitveryeasyforhimtoopenhisgrieftoher;indeed,shewouldhavecoaxeditalloutofhimbeforeheknewwherehewas;butthefateswereagainstMrsJupp,andthemeetingbetweenmyheroandhisformerlandladywaspostponedsinedie,forhisdeterminationhadhardlybeenformedandhehadnotgonemorethanahundredyardsinthedirectionofMrsJupp’shouse,whenawomanaccostedhim。
  Hewasturningfromher,ashehadturnedfromsomanyothers,whenshestartedbackwithamovementthatarousedhiscuriosity。Hehadhardlyseenherface,butbeingdeterminedtocatchsightofit,followedherasshehurriedaway,andpassedher;thenturningroundhesawthatshewasnoneotherthanEllen,thehousemaidwhohadbeendismissedbyhismothereightyearspreviously。
  HeoughttohaveassignedEllen’sunwillingnesstoseehimtoitstruecause,butaguiltyconsciencemadehimthinkshehadheardofhisdisgraceandwasturningawayfromhimincontempt。Braveashadbeenhisresolutionsaboutfacingtheworld,thiswasmorethanhewaspreparedfor;“What!youtooshunme,Ellen?”heexclaimed。
  Thegirlwascryingbitterlyanddidnotunderstandhim。“Oh,MasterErnest。”shesobbed,“letmego;youaretoogoodforthelikesofmetospeaktonow。”
  “Why,Ellen。”saidhe,“whatnonsenseyoutalk;youhaven’tbeeninprison,haveyou?”
  “Oh,no,no,no,notsobadasthat。”sheexclaimedpassionately。
  “Well,Ihave。”saidErnest,withaforcedlaugh,“Icameoutthreeorfourdaysagoaftersixmonthswithhardlabour。”
  Ellendidnotbelievehim,butshelookedathimwitha“Lor’!
  MasterErnest。”anddriedhereyesatonce。Theicewasbrokenbetweenthem,forasamatteroffactEllenhadbeeninprisonseveraltimes,andthoughshedidnotbelieveErnest,hismerelysayinghehadbeeninprisonmadeherfeelmoreateasewithhim。
  Forherthereweretwoclassesofpeople,thosewhohadbeeninprisonandthosewhohadnot。Thefirstshelookeduponasfellow-
  creaturesandmoreorlessChristians,thesecond,withfewexceptions,sheregardedwithsuspicion,notwhollyunmingledwithcontempt。
  ThenErnesttoldherwhathadhappenedtohimduringthelastsixmonths,andby-and-byshebelievedhim。
  “MasterErnest。”saidshe,aftertheyhadtalkedforaquarterofanhourorso,“There’saplaceoverthewaywheretheyselltripeandonions。Iknowyouwasalwaysveryfondoftripeandonions,let’sgooverandhavesome,andwecantalkbetterthere。”
  Sothepaircrossedthestreetandenteredthetripeshop;Ernestorderedsupper。
  “Andhowisyourporedearmamma,andyourdearpapa,MasterErnest。”saidEllen,whohadnowrecoveredherselfandwasquiteathomewithmyhero。“Oh,dear,dearme。”shesaid,“Ididloveyourpa;hewasagoodgentleman,hewas,andyourmatoo;itwoulddoanyonegoodtolivewithher,I’msure。”
  Ernestwassurprisedandhardlyknewwhattosay。HehadexpectedtofindEllenindignantatthewayshehadbeentreated,andinclinedtolaytheblameofherhavingfallentoherpresentstateathisfather’sandmother’sdoor。Itwasnotso。HeronlyrecollectionofBattersbywasasofaplacewhereshehadhadplentytoeatanddrink,nottoomuchhardwork,andwhereshehadnotbeenscolded。WhensheheardthatErnesthadquarrelledwithhisfatherandmothersheassumedasamatterofcoursethatthefaultmustlieentirelywithErnest。