tookhimtotheOlympic,whereRobsonwasthenactinginaburlesqueonMacbeth,MrsKeeley,ifIrememberrightly,takingthepartofLadyMacbeth。Inthescenebeforethemurder,MacbethhadsaidhecouldnotkillDuncanwhenhesawhisbootsuponthelanding。LadyMacbethputastoptoherhusband’shesitationbywhippinghimupunderherarm,andcarryinghimoffthestage,kickingandscreaming。Ernestlaughedtillhecried。“WhatrotShakespeareisafterthis。”heexclaimed,involuntarily。IrememberedhisessayontheGreektragedians,andwasmoreIepriswithhimthanever。
Nextdayhesetaboutlookingforemployment,andIdidnotseehimtillaboutfiveo’clock,whenhecameandsaidthathehadhadnosuccess。Thesamethinghappenedthenextdayandthedayafterthat。Whereverhewenthewasinvariablyrefusedandoftenorderedpointblankoutoftheshop;Icouldseebytheexpressionofhisface,thoughhesaidnothing,thathewasgettingfrightened,andbegantothinkIshouldhavetocometotherescue。Hesaidhehadmadeagreatmanyenquiriesandhadalwaysbeentoldthesamestory。
Hefoundthatitwaseasytokeeponinanoldline,butveryhardtostrikeoutintoanewone。
HetalkedtothefishmongerinLeatherLane,wherehewenttobuyabloaterforhistea,casuallyasthoughfromcuriosityandwithoutanyinterestedmotive。“Sell。”saidthemasteroftheshop,“Whynobodywouldn’tbelievewhatcanbesoldbypenn’orthsandtwopenn’orthsifyougotherightwaytowork。Lookatwhelks,forinstance。LastSaturdaynightmeandmylittleEmmahere,wesold7
poundsworthofwhelksbetweeneightandhalfpasteleveno’clock——
andalmostallinpenn’orthsandtwopenn’orths——afew,hap’orths,butnotmany。Itwasthesteamthatdidit。Wekepta-boilingof’emhotandhot,andwheneverthesteamcamestrongupfromthecellarontothepavement,thepeoplebought,butwheneverthesteamwentdowntheyleftoffbuying;soweboiledthemoverandoveragaintilltheywasallsold。That’sjustwhereitis;ifyouknowyourbusinessyoucansell,ifyoudon’tyou’llsoonmakeamessofit。Why,butforthesteam,Ishouldnothavesold10s。worthofwhelksallthenightthrough。”
This,andmanyanotheryarnofkindredsubstancewhichheheardfromotherpeopledeterminedErnestmorethanevertostakeontailoringastheonetradeaboutwhichheknewanythingatall,nevertheless,herewerethreeorfourdaysgonebyandemploymentseemedasfaroffasever。
InowdidwhatIoughttohavedonebefore,thatistosay,IcalledonmyowntailorwhomIhaddealtwithforoveraquarterofacenturyandaskedhisadvice。HedeclaredErnest’splantobehopeless。“If。”saidMrLarkins,forthiswasmytailor’sname,“hehadbegunatfourteen,itmighthavedone,butnomanoftwenty-fourcouldstandbeingturnedtoworkintoaworkshopfulloftailors;hewouldnotgetonwiththemen,northemenwithhim;youcouldnotexpecthimtobe’hailfellow,wellmet’withthem,andyoucouldnotexpecthisfellow-workmentolikehimifhewasnot。Amanmusthavesunklowthroughdrinkornaturaltasteforlowcompany,beforehecouldgetonwiththosewhohavehadsuchadifferenttrainingfromhisown。”
MrLarkinssaidagreatdealmoreandwoundupbytakingmetoseetheplacewherehisownmenworked。“Thisisaparadise。”hesaid,“comparedtomostworkshops。Whatgentlemancouldstandthisair,thinkyou,forafortnight?”
Iwasgladenoughtogetoutofthehot,fetidatmosphereinfiveminutes,andsawthattherewasnobrickofErnest’sprisontobeloosenedbygoingandworkingamongtailorsinaworkshop。
MrLarkinswoundupbysayingthatevenifmyprotegewereamuchbetterworkmanthanheprobablywas,nomasterwouldgivehimemployment,forfearofcreatingabotheramongthemen。
Ileft,feelingthatIoughttohavethoughtofallthismyself,andwasmorethaneverperplexedastowhetherIhadnotbetterletmyyoungfriendhaveafewthousandpoundsandsendhimouttothecolonies,when,onmyreturnhomeataboutfiveo’clock,Ifoundhimwaitingforme,radiant,anddeclaringthathehadfoundallhewanted。
Itseemshehadbeenpatrollingthestreetsforthelastthreeorfournights——Isupposeinsearchofsomethingtodo——atanyrateknowingbetterwhathewantedtogetthanhowtogetit。
Nevertheless,whathewantedwasinrealitysoeasilytobefoundthatittookahighlyeducatedscholarlikehimselftobeunabletofindit。But,howeverthismaybe,hehadbeenscared,andnowsawlionswheretherewerenone,andwasshockedandfrightened,andnightafternighthiscouragehadfailedhimandhehadreturnedtohislodgingsinLaystallStreetwithoutaccomplishinghiserrand。
Hehadnottakenmeintohisconfidenceuponthismatter,andIhadnotenquiredwhathedidwithhimselfintheevenings。Atlasthehadconcludedthat,howeverpainfulitmightbetohim,hewouldcallonMrsJupp,whohethoughtwouldbeabletohelphimifanyonecould。Hehadbeenwalkingmoodilyfromseventillaboutnine,andnowresolvedtogostraighttoAshpitPlaceandmakeamotherconfessorofMrsJuppwithoutmoredelay。
OfalltasksthatcouldbeperformedbymortalwomantherewasnonewhichMrsJuppwouldhavelikedbetterthantheoneErnestwasthinkingofimposinguponher;nordoIknowthatinhisscaredandbroken-downstatehecouldhavedonemuchbetterthanhenowproposed。MissJuppwouldhavemadeitveryeasyforhimtoopenhisgrieftoher;indeed,shewouldhavecoaxeditalloutofhimbeforeheknewwherehewas;butthefateswereagainstMrsJupp,andthemeetingbetweenmyheroandhisformerlandladywaspostponedsinedie,forhisdeterminationhadhardlybeenformedandhehadnotgonemorethanahundredyardsinthedirectionofMrsJupp’shouse,whenawomanaccostedhim。
Hewasturningfromher,ashehadturnedfromsomanyothers,whenshestartedbackwithamovementthatarousedhiscuriosity。Hehadhardlyseenherface,butbeingdeterminedtocatchsightofit,followedherasshehurriedaway,andpassedher;thenturningroundhesawthatshewasnoneotherthanEllen,thehousemaidwhohadbeendismissedbyhismothereightyearspreviously。
HeoughttohaveassignedEllen’sunwillingnesstoseehimtoitstruecause,butaguiltyconsciencemadehimthinkshehadheardofhisdisgraceandwasturningawayfromhimincontempt。Braveashadbeenhisresolutionsaboutfacingtheworld,thiswasmorethanhewaspreparedfor;“What!youtooshunme,Ellen?”heexclaimed。
Thegirlwascryingbitterlyanddidnotunderstandhim。“Oh,MasterErnest。”shesobbed,“letmego;youaretoogoodforthelikesofmetospeaktonow。”
“Why,Ellen。”saidhe,“whatnonsenseyoutalk;youhaven’tbeeninprison,haveyou?”
“Oh,no,no,no,notsobadasthat。”sheexclaimedpassionately。
“Well,Ihave。”saidErnest,withaforcedlaugh,“Icameoutthreeorfourdaysagoaftersixmonthswithhardlabour。”
Ellendidnotbelievehim,butshelookedathimwitha“Lor’!
MasterErnest。”anddriedhereyesatonce。Theicewasbrokenbetweenthem,forasamatteroffactEllenhadbeeninprisonseveraltimes,andthoughshedidnotbelieveErnest,hismerelysayinghehadbeeninprisonmadeherfeelmoreateasewithhim。
Forherthereweretwoclassesofpeople,thosewhohadbeeninprisonandthosewhohadnot。Thefirstshelookeduponasfellow-
creaturesandmoreorlessChristians,thesecond,withfewexceptions,sheregardedwithsuspicion,notwhollyunmingledwithcontempt。
ThenErnesttoldherwhathadhappenedtohimduringthelastsixmonths,andby-and-byshebelievedhim。
“MasterErnest。”saidshe,aftertheyhadtalkedforaquarterofanhourorso,“There’saplaceoverthewaywheretheyselltripeandonions。Iknowyouwasalwaysveryfondoftripeandonions,let’sgooverandhavesome,andwecantalkbetterthere。”
Sothepaircrossedthestreetandenteredthetripeshop;Ernestorderedsupper。
“Andhowisyourporedearmamma,andyourdearpapa,MasterErnest。”saidEllen,whohadnowrecoveredherselfandwasquiteathomewithmyhero。“Oh,dear,dearme。”shesaid,“Ididloveyourpa;hewasagoodgentleman,hewas,andyourmatoo;itwoulddoanyonegoodtolivewithher,I’msure。”
Ernestwassurprisedandhardlyknewwhattosay。HehadexpectedtofindEllenindignantatthewayshehadbeentreated,andinclinedtolaytheblameofherhavingfallentoherpresentstateathisfather’sandmother’sdoor。Itwasnotso。HeronlyrecollectionofBattersbywasasofaplacewhereshehadhadplentytoeatanddrink,nottoomuchhardwork,andwhereshehadnotbeenscolded。WhensheheardthatErnesthadquarrelledwithhisfatherandmothersheassumedasamatterofcoursethatthefaultmustlieentirelywithErnest。
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