“Tosaveme,Cad,Ican’t,“heanswered。”Ioughtto,too;I’ve,seentheplayenough。There’sagirlinitthatwasstolenwhen,shewasaninfant——waspickedoffthestreetorsomething——and,she’stheonethat’shoundedbythetwooldcriminalsIwas,tellingyouabout。”Hestoppedwithamouthfulofpiepoisedona,forkbeforehisface。”Shecomesveryneargettingdrowned——no,that’snotit。I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“heconcluded,hopelessly,“I’llgetyouthebook。Ican’tremembernowforthe,lifeofme。”
“Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,whenhehadconcluded,her,interestanddesiretoshinedramaticallystrugglingwithher,timidityforthemastery。”ImightgoifyouthoughtI’ddoall,right。”
“Ofcourse,you’lldo,“saidDrouet,who,inhiseffortsto,enthuseCarrie,hadinterestedhimself。”DoyouthinkI’dcome,homehereandurgeyoutodosomethingthatIdidn’tthinkyou,wouldmakeasuccessof?Youcanactallright。It’llbegood,foryou。”
“WhenmustIgo?”saidCarrie,reflectively。
“ThefirstrehearsalisFridaynight。I’llgetthepartforyou,to-night。”
“Allright,“saidCarrieresignedly,“I’lldoit,butifImakea,failurenowit’syourfault。”
“Youwon’tfail,“assuredDrouet。”Justactasyoudoaround,here。Benatural。You’reallright。I’veoftenthoughtyou’d,makeacorkinggoodactress。”
“Didyoureally?”askedCarrie。
“That’sright,“saidthedrummer。
Helittleknewashewentoutofthedoorthatnightwhata,secretflamehehadkindledinthebosomofthegirlheleft,behind。Carriewaspossessedofthatsympathetic,impressionable,naturewhich,everinthemostdevelopedform,hasbeentheglory,ofthedrama。Shewascreatedwiththatpassivityofsoulwhich,isalwaysthemirroroftheactiveworld。Shepossessedan,innatetasteforimitationandnosmallability。Evenwithout,practice,shecouldsometimesrestoredramaticsituationsshehad,witnessedbyre-creating,beforehermirror,theexpressionsof,thevariousfacestakingpartinthescene。Shelovedto,modulatehervoiceaftertheconventionalmannerofthe,distressedheroine,andrepeatsuchpatheticfragmentsas,appealedmosttohersympathies。Oflate,seeingtheairygrace,oftheingenueinseveralwell-constructedplays,shehadbeen,movedtosecretlyimitateit,andmanywerethelittlemovements,andexpressionsofthebodyinwhichsheindulgedfromtimeto,timeintheprivacyofherchamber。Onseveraloccasions,when,Drouethadcaughtheradmiringherself,asheimagined,inthe,mirror,shewasdoingnothingmorethanrecallingsomelittle,graceofthemouthortheeyeswhichshehadwitnessedin,another。Underhisairyaccusationshemistookthisforvanity,andacceptedtheblamewithafaintsenseoferror,though,asa,matteroffact,itwasnothingmorethanthefirstsubtle,outcroppingsofanartisticnature,endeavouringtore-createthe,perfectlikenessofsomephaseofbeautywhichappealedtoher。
Insuchfeebletendencies,beitknown,suchoutworkingofdesire,toreproducelife,liesthebasisofalldramaticart。
Now,whenCarrieheardDrouet’slaudatoryopinionofherdramatic,ability,herbodytingledwithsatisfaction。Liketheflame,whichweldstheloosenedparticlesintoasolidmass,hiswords,unitedthosefloatingwispsoffeelingwhichshehadfelt,but,neverbelieved,concerningherpossibleability,andmadethem,intoagaudyshredofhope。Likeallhumanbeings,shehada,touchofvanity。Shefeltthatshecoulddothingsifsheonly,hadachance。Howoftenhadshelookedatthewell-dressed,actressesonthestageandwonderedhowshewouldlook,how,delightfulshewouldfeelifonlyshewereintheirplace。The,glamour,thetensesituation,thefineclothes,theapplause,thesehadluredheruntilshefeltthatshe,too,couldact——that,she,too,couldcompelacknowledgmentofpower。Nowshewastold,thatshereallycould——thatlittlethingsshehaddoneaboutthe,househadmadeevenhimfeelherpower。Itwasadelightful,sensationwhileitlasted。
WhenDrouetwasgone,shesatdowninherrocking-chairbythe,windowtothinkaboutit。Asusual,imaginationexaggeratedthe,possibilitiesforher。Itwasasifhehadputfiftycentsin,herhandandshehadexercisedthethoughtsofathousand,dollars。Shesawherselfinascoreofpatheticsituationsin,whichsheassumedatremulousvoiceandsufferingmanner。Her,minddelighteditselfwithscenesofluxuryandrefinement,situationsinwhichshewasthecynosureofalleyes,thearbiter,ofallfates。Assherockedtoandfroshefeltthetensityof,woeinabandonment,themagnificenceofwrathafterdeception,thelanguourofsorrowafterdefeat。Thoughtsofallthe,charmingwomenshehadseeninplays——everyfancy,everyillusion,whichshehadconcerningthestage——nowcamebackasareturning,tideaftertheebb。Shebuiltupfeelingsandadetermination,whichtheoccasiondidnotwarrant。
Drouetdroppedinatthelodgewhenhewentdowntown,and,swashedaroundwithagreatAIR,asQuincelmethim。
“Whereisthatyoungladyyouweregoingtogetforus?”asked,thelatter。
“I’vegother,“saidDrouet。
“Haveyou?”saidQuincel,rathersurprisedbyhispromptness;
“that’sgood。What’sheraddress?”andhepulledouthis,notebookinordertobeabletosendherparttoher。
“Youwanttosendherherpart?”askedthedrummer。
“Yes。”
“Well,I’lltakeit。I’mgoingrightbyherhouseinthe,morning。
“Whatdidyousayheraddresswas?Weonlywantitincasewe,haveanyinformationtosendher。”
“Twenty-nineOgdenPlace。”
“Andhername?”
“CarrieMadenda,“saidthedrummer,firingatrandom。Thelodge,membersknewhimtobesingle。
“Thatsoundslikesomebodythatcanact,doesn’tit?”said,Quincel。
“Yes,itdoes。”
HetooktheparthometoCarrieandhandedittoherwiththe,mannerofonewhodoesafavour。
“Hesaysthat’sthebestpart。Doyouthinkyoucandoit?”
“Idon’tknowuntilIlookitover。YouknowI’mafraid,now,thatI’vesaidIwould。”
“Oh,goon。Whathaveyougottobeafraidof?It’sacheap,company。Therestofthemaren’tasgoodasyouare。”
“Well,I’llsee,“saidCarrie,pleasedtohavethepart,forall,hermisgivings。
Hesidledaround,dressingandfidgetingbeforehearrangedto,makehisnextremark。
“Theyweregettingreadytoprinttheprogrammes,“hesaid,“and,IgavethemthenameofCarrieMadenda。Wasthatallright?”
“Yes,Iguessso,“saidhiscompanion,lookingupathim。She,wasthinkingitwasslightlystrange。
“Ifyoudidn’tmakeahit,youknow,“hewenton。
“Oh,yes,“sheanswered,ratherpleasednowwithhiscaution。It,wascleverforDrouet。
“Ididn’twanttointroduceyouasmywife,becauseyou’dfeel,worsethenifyoudidn’tGO。Theyallknowmesowell。But,you’llGOallright。Anyhow,you’llprobablynevermeetanyof,themagain。”
“Oh,Idon’tcare,“saidCarriedesperately。Shewasdetermined,nowtohaveatryatthefascinatinggame。
Drouetbreathedasighofrelief。Hehadbeenafraidthathewas,abouttoprecipitateanotherconversationuponthemarriage,question。
ThepartofLaura,asCarriefoundoutwhenshebegantoexamine,it,wasoneofsufferingandtears。AsdelineatedbyMr。Daly,itwastruetothemostsacredtraditionsofmelodramaashe,founditwhenhebeganhiscareer。Thesorrowfuldemeanour,the,tremolomusic,thelong,explanatory,cumulativeaddresses,all,werethere。
“Poorfellow,“readCarrie,consultingthetextanddrawingher,voiceoutpathetically。”Martin,besureandgivehimaglassof,winebeforehegoes。”
Shewassurprisedatthebriefnessoftheentirepart,not,knowingthatshemustbeonthestagewhileothersweretalking,andnotonlybethere,butalsokeepherselfinharmonywiththe,dramaticmovementofthescenes。
“IthinkIcandothat,though,“sheconcluded。
WhenDrouetcamethenextnight,shewasverymuchsatisfiedwith,herday’sstudy。
“Well,howgoesit,Caddie?”hesaid。
“Allright,“shelaughed。”IthinkIhaveitmemorisednearly。”
“That’sgood,“hesaid。”Let’shearsomeofit。”
“Oh,Idon’tknowwhetherIcangetupandsayitoffhere,“she,saidbashfully。
“Well,Idon’tknowwhyyoushouldn’t。It’llbeeasierherethan,itwillthere。”
“Idon’tknowaboutthat,“sheanswered。
Eventuallyshetookofftheballroomepisodewithconsiderable,feeling,forgetting,asshegotdeeperinthescene,allabout,Drouet,andlettingherselfrisetoafinestateoffeeling。
“Good,“saidDrouet;“fine,outo’sight!You’reallright,Caddie,Itellyou。”
Hewasreallymovedbyherexcellentrepresentationandthe,generalappearanceofthepatheticlittlefigureasitswayedand,finallyfaintedtothefloor。Hehadboundeduptocatchher,andnowheldherlaughinginhisarms。
“Ain’tyouafraidyou’llhurtyourself?”heasked。
“Notabit。”
“Well,you’reawonder。Say,Ineverknewyoucoulddoanything,likethat。”
“Ineverdid,either,“saidCarriemerrily,herfaceflushedwith,delight。
“Well,youcanbetthatyou’reallright,“saidDrouet。”Youcan,takemywordforthat。Youwon’tfail。”
ChapterXVII
AGLIMPSETHROUGHTHEGATEWAY——HOPELIGHTENSTHEEYE
The,toCarrie,veryimportanttheatricalperformancewastotake,placeattheAveryonconditionswhichweretomakeitmore,noteworthythanwasatfirstanticipated。Thelittledramatic,studenthadwrittentoHurstwoodtheverymorningherpartwas,broughtherthatshewasgoingtotakepartinaplay。
“Ireallyam,“shewrote,feelingthathemighttakeitasa,jest;“Ihavemypartnow,honest,truly。”
Hurstwoodsmiledinanindulgentwayashereadthis。
“Iwonderwhatitisgoingtobe?Imustseethat。”
Heansweredatonce,makingapleasantreferencetoherability。
“Ihaven’ttheslightestdoubtyouwillmakeasuccess。Youmust,cometotheparkto-morrowmorningandtellmeallaboutit。”
Carriegladlycomplied,andrevealedallthedetailsofthe,undertakingassheunderstoodit。
“Well,“hesaid,“that’sfine。I’mgladtohearit。Ofcourse,youwilldowell,you’resoclever。”
Hehadtrulyneverseensomuchspiritinthegirlbefore。Her,tendencytodiscoveratouchofsadnesshadforthenonce,disappeared。Asshespokehereyeswerebright,hercheeksred。
Sheradiatedmuchofthepleasurewhichherundertakingsgave,her。Forallhermisgivings——andtheywereasplentifulasthe,momentsoftheday——shewasstillhappy。Shecouldnotrepress,herdelightindoingthislittlethingwhich,toanordinary,observer,hadnoimportanceatall。
Hurstwoodwascharmedbythedevelopmentofthefactthatthe,girlhadcapabilities。Thereisnothingsoinspiringinlifeas,thesightofalegitimateambition,nomatterhowincipient。It,givescolour,force,andbeautytothepossessor。
Carriewasnowlightenedbyatouchofthisdivineafflatus。She,drewtoherselfcommendationfromhertwoadmirerswhichshehad,notearned。Theiraffectionforhernaturallyheightenedtheir,perceptionofwhatshewastryingtodoandtheirapprovalof,whatshedid。Herinexperienceconservedherownexuberant,fancy,whichranriotwitheverystrawofopportunity,makingof,itagoldendiviningrodwherebythetreasureoflifewastobe,discovered。
“Let’ssee,“saidHurstwood,“Ioughttoknowsomeoftheboysin,thelodge。I’manElkmyself。”
“Oh,youmustn’tlethimknowItoldyou。”
“That’sso,“saidthemanager。
“I’dlikeforyoutobethere,ifyouwanttocome,butIdon’t,seehowyoucanunlessheasksyou。”
“I’llbethere,“saidHurstwoodaffectionately。”Icanfixitso,hewon’tknowyoutoldme。Youleaveittome。”
Thisinterestofthemanagerwasalargethinginitselfforthe,performance,forhisstandingamongtheElkswassomethingworth,talkingabout。Alreadyhewasthinkingofaboxwithsome,friends,andflowersforCarrie。Hewouldmakeitadress-suit,affairandgivethelittlegirlachance。
Withinadayortwo,DrouetdroppedintotheAdamsStreetresort,andhewasatoncespiedbyHurstwood。Itwasatfiveinthe,afternoonandtheplacewascrowdedwithmerchants,actors,managers,politicians,agoodlycompanyofrotund,rosyfigures,silk-hatted,starchy-bosomed,beringedandbescarfpinnedtothe,queen’staste。JohnL。Sullivan,thepugilist,wasatoneendof,theglitteringbar,surroundedbyacompanyofloudlydressed,sports,whowereholdingamostanimatedconversation。Drouet,cameacrossthefloorwithafestivestride,anewpairoftan,shoessqueakingaudiblyathisprogress。
“Well,sir,“saidHurstwood,“Iwaswonderingwhathadbecomeof,you。Ithoughtyouhadgoneoutoftownagain。”
Drouetlaughed。
“Ifyoudon’treportmoreregularlywe’llhavetocutyouoffthe,list。”
“Couldn’thelpit,“saidthedrummer,“I’vebeenbusy。”
Theystrolledovertowardthebaramidthenoisy,shifting,companyofnotables。Thedressymanagerwasshakenbythehand,threetimesinasmanyminutes。
“Ihearyourlodgeisgoingtogiveaperformance,“observed,Hurstwood,inthemostoffhandmanner。
“Yes,whotoldyou?”
“Noone,“saidHurstwood。”Theyjustsentmeacoupleof,tickets,whichIcanhavefortwodollars。Isitgoingtobeany,good?”
“Idon’tknow,“repliedthedrummer。”They’vebeentryingtoget,metogetsomewomantotakeapart。”
“Iwasn’tintendingtogo,“saidthemanagereasily。”I’ll,subscribe,ofcourse。Howarethingsoverthere?”
“Allright。They’regoingtofitthingsupoutoftheproceeds。”
“Well,“saidthemanager,“Ihopetheymakeasuccessofit。
Haveanother?”
Hedidnotintendtosayanymore。Now,ifheshouldappearon,thescenewithafewfriends,hecouldsaythathehadbeenurged,tocomealong。Drouethadadesiretowipeoutthepossibility,ofconfusion。
“Ithinkthegirlisgoingtotakeapartinit,“hesaid,abruptly,afterthinkingitover。
“Youdon’tsayso!Howdidthathappen?”
“Well,theywereshortandwantedmetofindthemsomeone。I
toldCarrie,andsheseemstowanttotry。”
“Goodforher,“saidthemanager。”It’llbearealniceaffair。
Dohergood,too。Hassheeverhadanyexperience?”
“Notabit。”
“Oh,well,itisn’tanythingveryserious。”
“She’sclever,though,“saidDrouet,castingoffanyimputation,againstCarrie’sability。”Shepicksupherpartquickenough。”
“Youdon’tsayso!”saidthemanager。
“Yes,sir;shesurprisedmetheothernight。ByGeorge,ifshe,didn’t。”
“Wemustgiveheranicelittlesend-off,“saidthemanager。
“I’lllookaftertheflowers。”
Drouetsmiledathisgood-nature。
“Aftertheshowyoumustcomewithmeandwe’llhavealittle,supper。”
“Ithinkshe’lldoallright,“saidDrouet。
“Iwanttoseeher。She’sgottodoallright。We’llmakeher,“
andthemanagergaveoneofhisquick,steelyhalf-smiles,which,wasacompoundofgood-natureandshrewdness。
Carrie,meanwhile,attendedthefirstrehearsal。Atthis,performanceMr。Quincelpresided,aidedbyMr。Millice,ayoung,manwhohadsomequalificationsofpastexperience,whichwere,notexactlyunderstoodbyanyone。Hewassoexperiencedandso,business-like,however,thathecameverynearbeingrude——
failingtoremember,ashedid,thattheindividualshewas,tryingtoinstructwerevolunteerplayersandnotsalaried,underlings。
“Now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,addressingCarrie,whostoodinone,partuncertainastowhatmovetomake,“youdon’twanttostand,likethat。Putexpressioninyourface。Remember,youare,troubledovertheintrusionofthestranger。Walkso,“andhe,struckoutacrosstheAverystageinalmostdroopingmanner。
Carriedidnotexactlyfancythesuggestion,butthenoveltyof,thesituation,thepresenceofstrangers,allmoreorless,nervous,andthedesiretodoanythingratherthanmakea,failure,madehertimid。Shewalkedinimitationofhermentor,asrequested,inwardlyfeelingthattherewassomethingstrangely,lacking。
“Now,Mrs。Morgan,“saidthedirectortooneyoungmarriedwoman,whowastotakethepartofPearl,“yousithere。Now,Mr。
Bamberger,youstandhere,so。Now,whatisityousay?”
“Explain,“saidMr。Bambergerfeebly。HehadthepartofRay,Laura’slover,thesocietyindividualwhowastowaverinhis,thoughtsofmarryingher,uponfindingthatshewasawaifanda,nobodybybirth。
“Howisthat——whatdoesyourtextsay?”
“Explain,“repeatedMr。Bamberger,lookingintentlyathispart。
“Yes,butitalsosays,“thedirectorremarked,“thatyouareto,lookshocked。Now,sayitagain,andseeifyoucan’tlook,shocked。”
“Explain!”demandedMr。Bambergervigorously。
“No,no,thatwon’tdo!Sayitthisway——EXPLAIN。”
“Explain,“saidMr。Bamberger,givingamodifiedimitation。
“That’sbetter。Nowgoon。”
“Onenight,“resumedMrs。Morgan,whoselinescamenext,“father,andmotherweregoingtotheopera。Whentheywerecrossing,Broadway,theusualcrowdofchildrenaccostedthemforalms——“
“Holdon,“saidthedirector,rushingforward,hisarmextended。
“Putmorefeelingintowhatyouaresaying。”
Mrs。Morganlookedathimasifshefearedapersonalassault。
Hereyelightenedwithresentment。
“Remember,Mrs。Morgan,“headded,ignoringthegleam,but,modifyinghismanner,“thatyou’redetailingapatheticstory。
Youarenowsupposedtobetellingsomethingthatisagriefto,you。Itrequiresfeeling,repression,thus:’Theusualcrowdof,childrenaccostedthemforalms。’“
“Allright,“saidMrs。Morgan。
“Now,goon。”
“Asmotherfeltinherpocketforsomechange,herfingers,touchedacoldandtremblinghandwhichhadclutchedherpurse。”
“Verygood,“interruptedthedirector,noddinghishead,significantly。
“Apickpocket!Well!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger,speakingthelines,thatherefelltohim。
“No,no,Mr。Bamberger,“saidthedirector,approaching,“not,thatway。’Apickpocket——well?’so。That’stheidea。”
“Don’tyouthink,“saidCarrieweakly,noticingthatithadnot,beenprovedyetwhetherthemembersofthecompanyknewtheir,lines,letalonethedetailsofexpression,“thatitwouldbe,betterifwejustwentthroughourlinesoncetoseeifweknow,them?Wemightpickupsomepoints。”
“Averygoodidea,MissMadenda,“saidMr。Quincel,whosatat,thesideofthestage,lookingserenelyonandvolunteering,opinionswhichthedirectordidnotheed。
“Allright,“saidthelatter,somewhatabashed,“itmightbewell,todoit。”Thenbrightening,withashowofauthority,“Suppose,werunrightthrough,puttinginasmuchexpressionaswecan。”
“Good,“saidMr。Quincel。
“Thishand,“resumedMrs。Morgan,glancingupatMr。Bamberger,anddownatherbook,asthelinesproceeded,“mymothergrasped,inherown,andsotightthatasmall,feeblevoiceutteredan,exclamationofpain。Motherlookeddown,andtherebesideher,wasalittleraggedgirl。”
“Verygood,“observedthedirector,nowhopelesslyidle。
“Thethief!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger。
“Louder,“putinthedirector,findingitalmostimpossibleto,keephishandsoff。
“Thethief!”roaredpoorBamberger。
“Yes,butathiefhardlysixyearsold,withafacelikean,angel’s。’Stop,’saidmymother。’Whatareyoudoing?’
“’Tryingtosteal,’saidthechild。
“’Don’tyouknowthatitiswickedtodoso?’askedmyfather。
“’No,’saidthegirl,’butitisdreadfultobehungry。’
“’Whotoldyoutosteal?’askedmymother。
“’She——there,’saidthechild,pointingtoasqualidwomanina,doorwayopposite,whofledsuddenlydownthestreet。’Thatis,oldJudas,’saidthegirl。”
Mrs。Morganreadthisratherflatly,andthedirectorwasin,despair。Hefidgetedaround,andthenwentovertoMr。Quincel。
“Whatdoyouthinkofthem?”heasked。
“Oh,Iguesswe’llbeabletowhipthemintoshape,“saidthe,latter,withanairofstrengthunderdifficulties。
“Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”ThatfellowBamberger,strikesmeasbeingaprettypoorshiftforalover。”
“He’sallwe’vegot,“saidQuincel,rollinguphiseyes。
“Harrisonwentbackonmeatthelastminute。Whoelsecanwe,get?”
“Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”I’mafraidhe’llneverpick,up。”
AtthismomentBambergerwasexclaiming,“Pearl,youarejoking,withme。”
“Lookatthatnow,“saidthedirector,whisperingbehindhis,hand。”MyLord!whatcanyoudowithamanwhodrawlsouta,sentencelikethat?”
“Dothebestyoucan,“saidQuincelconsolingly。
TherenditionranoninthiswiseuntilitcametowhereCarrie,asLaura,comesintotheroomtoexplaintoRay,who,after,hearingPearl’sstatementaboutherbirth,hadwrittentheletter,repudiatingher,which,however,hedidnotdeliver。Bamberger,wasjustconcludingthewordsofRay,“Imustgobeforeshe,returns。Herstep!Toolate,“andwascrammingtheletterinhis,pocket,whenshebegansweetlywith:
“Ray!”
“Miss——MissCourtland,“Bambergerfalteredweakly。
Carrielookedathimamomentandforgotallaboutthecompany,present。Shebegantofeelthepart,andsummonedanindifferent,smiletoherlips,turningasthelinesdirectedandgoingtoa,window,asifhewerenotpresent。Shediditwithagracewhich,wasfascinatingtolookupon。
“Whoisthatwoman?”askedthedirector,watchingCarrieinher,littlescenewithBamberger。
“MissMadenda,“saidQuincel。
“Iknowhername,“saidthedirector,“butwhatdoesshedo?”
“Idon’tknow,“saidQuincel。”She’safriendofoneofour,members。”
“Well,she’sgotmoregumptionthananyoneI’veseenhereso,far——seemstotakeaninterestinwhatshe’sdoing。”
“Pretty,too,isn’tshe?”saidQuincel。
Thedirectorstrolledawaywithoutanswering。
Inthesecondscene,whereshewassupposedtofacethecompany,intheball-room,shedidevenbetter,winningthesmileofthe,director,whovolunteered,becauseofherfascinationforhim,to,comeoverandspeakwithher。
“Wereyoueveronthestage?”heaskedinsinuatingly。
“No,“saidCarrie。
“Youdosowell,Ithoughtyoumighthavehadsomeexperience。”
Carrieonlysmiledconsciously。
HewalkedawaytolistentoBamberger,whowasfeeblyspouting,someardentline。
Mrs。MorgansawthedriftofthingsandgleamedatCarriewith,enviousandsnappingblackeyes。
“She’ssomecheapprofessional,“shegaveherselfthe,satisfactionofthinking,andscornedandhatedheraccordingly。
Therehearsalendedforoneday,andCarriewenthomefeeling,thatshehadacquittedherselfsatisfactorily。Thewordsofthe,directorwereringinginherears,andshelongedforan,opportunitytotellHurstwood。Shewantedhimtoknowjusthow,wellshewasdoing。Drouet,too,wasanobjectforher,confidences。Shecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldaskher,and,yetshedidnothavethevanitytobringitup。Thedrummer,however,hadanotherlineofthoughtto-night,andherlittle,experiencedidnotappealtohimasimportant。Heletthe,conversationdrop,saveforwhatshechosetorecitewithout,solicitation,andCarriewasnotgoodatthat。Hetookitfor,grantedthatshewasdoingverywellandhewasrelievedof,furtherworry。ConsequentlyhethrewCarrieintorepression,whichwasirritating。Shefelthisindifferencekeenlyand,longedtoseeHurstwood。Itwasasifhewerenowtheonly,friendshehadonearth。ThenextmorningDrouetwasinterested,again,butthedamagehadbeendone。
Shegotaprettyletterfromthemanager,sayingthatbythetime,shegotithewouldbewaitingforherinthepark。Whenshe,came,heshoneuponherasthemorningsun。
“Well,mydear,“heasked,“howdidyoucomeout?”
“Wellenough,“shesaid,stillsomewhatreducedafterDrouet。
“Now,tellmejustwhatyoudid。Wasitpleasant?”
Carrierelatedtheincidentsoftherehearsal,warmingupasshe,proceeded。
“Well,that’sdelightful,“saidHurstwood。”I’msoglad。Imust,getovertheretoseeyou。Whenisthenextrehearsal?”
“Tuesday,“saidCarrie,“buttheydon’tallowvisitors。”
“IimagineIcouldgetin,“saidHurstwoodsignificantly。
Shewascompletelyrestoredanddelightedbyhisconsideration,butshemadehimpromisenottocomearound。
“Now,youmustdoyourbesttopleaseme,“hesaidencouragingly。
“JustrememberthatIwantyoutosucceed。Wewillmakethe,performanceworthwhile。Youdothatnow。”
“I’lltry,“saidCarrie,brimmingwithaffectionandenthusiasm。
“That’sthegirl,“saidHurstwoodfondly。”Now,remember,“
shakinganaffectionatefingerather,“yourbest。”
“Iwill,“sheanswered,lookingback。
Thewholeearthwasbrimmingsunshinethatmorning。Shetripped,along,theclearskypouringliquidblueintohersoul。Oh,blessedarethechildrenofendeavourinthis,thattheytryand,arehopeful。Andblessedalsoaretheywho,knowing,smileand,approve。
ChapterXVIII
JUSTOVERTHEBORDER——AHAILANDFAREWELL
Bytheeveningofthe16ththesubtlehandofHurstwoodhadmade,itselfapparent。Hehadgiventhewordamonghisfriends——and,theyweremanyandinfluential——thatherewassomethingwhich,theyoughttoattend,and,asaconsequence,thesaleoftickets,byMr。Quincel,actingforthelodge,hadbeenlarge。Small,four-linenoteshadappearedinallofthedailynewspapers。
Thesehehadarrangedforbytheaidofoneofhisnewspaper,friendsonthe“Times,“Mr。HarryMcGarren,themanagingeditor。
“Say,Harry,“Hurstwoodsaidtohimoneevening,asthelatter,stoodatthebardrinkingbeforewendinghisbelatedway,homeward,“youcanhelptheboysout,Iguess。”
“Whatisit?”saidMcGarren,pleasedtobeconsultedbythe,opulentmanager。
“TheCusterLodgeisgettingupalittleentertainmentfortheir,owngood,andthey’dlikealittlenewspapernotice。Youknow,whatImean——asquibortwosayingthatit’sgoingtotake,place。”
“Certainly,“saidMcGarren,“Icanfixthatforyou,George。”
AtthesametimeHurstwoodkepthimselfwhollyinthebackground。
ThemembersofCusterLodgecouldscarcelyunderstandwhytheir,littleaffairwastakingsowell。Mr。HarryQuincelwaslooked,uponasquiteastarforthissortofwork。
Bythetimethe16thhadarrivedHurstwood’sfriendshadrallied,likeRomanstoasenator’scall。Awell-dressed,good-natured,flatteringly-inclinedaudiencewasassuredfromthemomenthe,thoughtofassistingCarrie。
Thatlittlestudenthadmasteredherparttoherown,satisfaction,muchasshetrembledforherfatewhensheshould,oncefacethegatheredthrong,behindtheglareofthe,footlights。Shetriedtoconsoleherselfwiththethoughtthata,scoreofotherpersons,menandwomen,wereequallytremulous,concerningtheoutcomeoftheirefforts,butshecouldnot,disassociatethegeneraldangerfromherownindividual,liability。Shefearedthatshewouldforgetherlines,thatshe,mightbeunabletomasterthefeelingwhichshenowfelt,concerningherownmovementsintheplay。Attimesshewished,thatshehadnevergoneintotheaffair;atothers,shetrembled,lestsheshouldbeparalysedwithfearandstandwhiteand,gasping,notknowingwhattosayandspoilingtheentire,performance。
Inthematterofthecompany,Mr。Bambergerhaddisappeared。
Thathopelessexamplehadfallenunderthelanceofthe,director’scriticism。Mrs。Morganwasstillpresent,butenvious,anddetermined,iffornothingmorethanspite,todoaswellas,Carrieatleast。Aloafingprofessionalhadbeencalledinto,assumetheroleofRay,and,whilehewasapoorstickofhis,kind,hewasnottroubledbyanyofthosequalmswhichattackthe,spiritofthosewhohaveneverfacedanaudience。Heswashed,aboutcautionedthoughhewastomaintainsilenceconcerninghis,pasttheatricalrelationshipsinsuchaself-confidentmanner,thathewasliketoconvinceeveryoneofhisidentitybymere,matterofcircumstantialevidence。
“Itissoeasy,“hesaidtoMrs。Morgan,intheusualaffected,stagevoice。”Anaudiencewouldbethelastthingtotroubleme。
It’sthespiritofthepart,youknow,thatisdifficult。”
Carriedislikedhisappearance,butshewastoomuchtheactress,nottoswallowhisqualitieswithcomplaisance,seeingthatshe,mustsufferhisfictitiouslovefortheevening。
Atsixshewasreadytogo。Theatricalparaphernaliahadbeen,providedoverandabovehercare。Shehadpractisedhermake-up,inthemorning,hadrehearsedandarrangedhermaterialforthe,eveningbyoneo’clock,andhadgonehometohaveafinallookat,herpart,waitingfortheeveningtocome。
Onthisoccasionthelodgesentacarriage。Drouetrodewithher,asfarasthedoor,andthenwentabouttheneighbouringstores,lookingforsomegoodcigars。Thelittleactressmarched,nervouslyintoherdressing-roomandbeganthatpainfully,anticipatedmatterofmake-upwhichwastotransformher,a,simplemaiden,toLaura,TheBelleofSociety。
Theflareofthegas-jets,theopentrunks,suggestiveoftravel,anddisplay,thescatteredcontentsofthemake-upbox——rouge,pearlpowder,whiting,burntcork,Indiaink,pencilsforthe,eye-lids,wigs,scissors,looking-glasses,drapery——inshort,all,thenamelessparaphernaliaofdisguise,havearemarkable,atmosphereoftheirown。Sinceherarrivalinthecitymany,thingshadinfluencedher,butalwaysinafar-removedmanner。
Thisnewatmospherewasmorefriendly。Itwaswhollyunlikethe,greatbrilliantmansionswhichwavedhercoldlyaway,permitting,heronlyaweanddistantwonder。Thistookherbythehand,kindly,asonewhosays,“Mydear,comein。”Itopenedforheras,ifforitsown。Shehadwonderedatthegreatnessofthenames,uponthebill-boards,themarvelofthelongnoticesinthe,papers,thebeautyofthedressesuponthestage,theatmosphere,ofcarriages,flowers,refinement。Herewasnoillusion。Here,wasanopendoortoseeallofthat。Shehadcomeuponitasone,whostumblesuponasecretpassageand,behold,shewasinthe,chamberofdiamondsanddelight!
Asshedressedwithaflutter,inherlittlestageroom,hearing,thevoicesoutside,seeingMr。Quincelhurryinghereandthere,notingMrs。MorganandMrs。Hoaglandattheirnervousworkof,preparation,seeingallthetwentymembersofthecastmoving,aboutandworryingoverwhattheresultwouldbe,shecouldnot,helpthinkingwhatadelightthiswouldbeifitwouldendure;
howperfectastate,ifshecouldonlydowellnow,andthensome,timegetaplaceasarealactress。Thethoughthadtakena,mightyholduponher。Ithummedinherearsasthemelodyofan,oldsong。
Outsideinthelittlelobbyanotherscenewasbeginenacted。
WithouttheinterestofHurstwood,thelittlehallwouldprobably,havebeencomfortablyfilled,forthemembersofthelodgewere,moderatelyinterestedinitswelfare。Hurstwood’sword,however,hadgonetherounds。Itwastobeafull-dressaffair。Thefour,boxeshadbeentaken。Dr。NormanMcNeillHaleandhiswifewere,tooccupyone。Thiswasquiteacard。C。R。Walker,dry-goods,merchantandpossessorofatleasttwohundredthousanddollars,hadtakenanother;awell-knowncoalmerchanthadbeeninducedto,takethethird,andHurstwoodandhisfriendsthefourth。Among,thelatterwasDrouet。Thepeoplewhowerenowpouringherewere,notcelebrities,norevenlocalnotabilities,inageneralsense。
Theywerethelightsofacertaincircle——thecircleofsmall,fortunesandsecretorderdistinctions。ThesegentlemenElks,knewthestandingofoneanother。Theyhadregardforthe,abilitywhichcouldamassasmallfortune,ownanicehome,keep,abaroucheorcarriage,perhaps,wearfineclothes,andmaintain,agoodmercantileposition。Naturally,Hurstwood,whowasa,littleabovetheorderofmindwhichacceptedthisstandardas,perfect,whohadshrewdnessandmuchassumptionofdignity,who,heldanimposingandauthoritativeposition,andcommanded,friendshipbyintuitivetactinhandlingpeople,wasquitea,figure。Hewasmoregenerallyknownthanmostothersinthesame,circle,andwaslookeduponassomeonewhosereservecovereda,mineofinfluenceandsolidfinancialprosperity。
To-nighthewasinhiselement。Hecamewithseveralfriends,directlyfromRector’sinacarriage。Inthelobbyhemet,Drouet,whowasjustreturningfromatripformorecigars。All,fivenowjoinedinananimatedconversationconcerningthe,companypresentandthegeneraldriftoflodgeaffairs。
“Who’shere?”saidHurstwood,passingintothetheatreproper,wherethelightswereturnedupandacompanyofgentlemenwere,laughingandtalkingintheopenspacebackoftheseats。
“Why,howdoyoudo,Mr。Hurstwood?”camefromthefirst,individualrecognised。
“Gladtoseeyou,“saidthelatter,graspinghishandlightly。
“Looksquiteanaffair,doesn’tit?”
“Yes,indeed,“saidthemanager。
“Custerseemstohavethebackingofitsmembers,“observedthe,friend。
“Soitshould,“saidtheknowingmanager。”I’mgladtoseeit。”
“Well,George,“saidanotherrotundcitizen,whoseavoirdupois,madenecessaryanalmostalarmingdisplayofstarchedshirt,bosom,“howgoesitwithyou?”
“Excellent,“saidthemanager。
“Whatbringsyouoverhere?You’renotamemberofCuster。”
“Good-nature,“returnedthemanager。”Liketoseetheboys,you,know。”
“Wifehere?”
“Shecouldn’tcometo-night。She’snotwell。”
“Sorrytohearit——nothingserious,Ihope。”
“No,justfeelingalittleill。”
“IrememberMrs。Hurstwoodwhenshewastravellingoncewithyou,overtoSt。Joe——“andherethenewcomerlaunchedoffina,trivialrecollection,whichwasterminatedbythearrivalofmore,friends。
“Why,George,howareyou?”saidanothergenialWestSide,politicianandlodgemember。”My,butI’mgladtoseeyouagain;
howarethings,anyhow?”
“Verywell;Iseeyougotthatnominationforalderman。”
“Yes,wewhippedthemoutovertherewithoutmuchtrouble。”
“WhatdoyousupposeHennessywilldonow?”
“Oh,he’llgobacktohisbrickbusiness。Hehasabrick-yard,youknow。”
“Ididn’tknowthat,“saidthemanager。”Feltprettysore,I
suppose,overhisdefeat。”
“Perhaps,“saidtheother,winkingshrewdly。
Someofthemorefavouredofhisfriendswhomhehadinvited,begantorollupincarriagesnow。Theycameshufflinginwitha,greatshowoffineryandmuchevidentfeelingofcontentand,importance。
“Hereweare,“saidHurstwood,turningtoonefromagroupwith,whomhewastalking。
“That’sright,“returnedthenewcomer,agentlemanofabout,forty-five。
“Andsay,“hewhispered,jovially,pullingHurstwoodoverbythe,shouldersothathemightwhisperinhisear,“ifthisisn’ta,goodshow,I’llpunchyourhead。”
“Yououghttopayforseeingyouroldfriends。Bothertheshow!”
Toanotherwhoinquired,“Isitsomethingreallygood?”the,managerreplied:
“Idon’tknow。Idon’tsupposeso。”Then,liftinghishand,graciously,“Forthelodge。”
“Lotsofboysout,eh?”
“Yes,lookupShanahan。Hewasjustaskingforyouamoment,ago。”
Itwasthusthatthelittletheatreresoundedtoababbleof,successfulvoices,thecreakoffineclothes,thecommonplaceof,good-nature,andalllargelybecauseofthisman’sbidding。Look,athimanytimewithinthehalfhourbeforethecurtainwasup,hewasamemberofaneminentgroup——aroundedcompanyoffiveor,morewhosestoutfigures,largewhitebosoms,andshiningpins,bespokethecharacteroftheirsuccess。Thegentlemenwho,broughttheirwivescalledhimouttoshakehands。Seats,clicked,ushersbowedwhilehelookedblandlyon。Hewas,evidentlyalightamongthem,reflectinginhispersonalitythe,ambitionsofthosewhogreetedhim。Hewasacknowledged,fawned,upon,inawaylionised。Throughitallonecouldseethe,standingoftheman。Itwasgreatnessinaway,smallasitwas。
ChapterXIX
ANHOURINELFLAND——ACLAMOURHALFHEARD
Atlastthecurtainwasreadytogoup。Allthedetailsofthe,make-uphadbeencompleted,andthecompanysettleddownasthe,leaderofthesmall,hiredorchestratappedsignificantlyupon,hismusicrackwithhisbatonandbeganthesoftcurtain-raising,strain。Hurstwoodceasedtalking,andwentwithDrouetandhis,friendSagarMorrisonaroundtothebox。
“Now,we’llseehowthelittlegirldoes,“hesaidtoDrouet,in,atonewhichnooneelsecouldhear。
Onthestage,sixofthecharactershadalreadyappearedinthe,openingparlourscene。DrouetandHurstwoodsawataglancethat,Carriewasnotamongthem,andwentontalkinginawhisper。
Mrs。Morgan,Mrs。Hoagland,andtheactorwhohadtaken,Bamberger’spartwererepresentingtheprincipalrolesinthis,scene。Theprofessional,whosenamewasPatton,hadlittleto,recommendhimoutsideofhisassurance,butthisatthepresent,momentwasmostpalpablyneeded。Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,was,stiffwithfright。Mrs。Hoaglandwashuskyinthethroat。The,wholecompanywassoweak-kneedthatthelinesweremerely,spoken,andnothingmore。Ittookallthehopeanduncritical,good-natureoftheaudiencetokeepfrommanifestingpitybythat,unrestwhichistheagonyoffailure。
Hurstwoodwasperfectlyindifferent。Hetookitforgrantedthat,itwouldbeworthless。Allhecaredforwastohaveitendurable,enoughtoallowforpretensionandcongratulationafterward。
Afterthefirstrushoffright,however,theplayersgotoverthe,dangerofcollapse。Theyrambledweaklyforward,losingnearly,alltheexpressionwhichwasintended,andmakingthethingdull,intheextreme,whenCarriecamein。
Oneglanceather,andbothHurstwoodandDrouetsawplainlythat,shealsowasweak-kneed。Shecamefaintlyacrossthestage,saying:
“Andyou,sir;wehavebeenlookingforyousinceeighto’clock,“
butwithsolittlecolourandinsuchafeeblevoicethatitwas,positivelypainful。
“She’sfrightened,“whisperedDrouettoHurstwood。
Themanagermadenoanswer。
Shehadalinepresentlywhichwassupposedtobefunny。
“Well,that’sasmuchastosaythatI’masortoflifepill。”
Itcameoutsoflat,however,thatitwasadeathlything。
Drouetfidgeted。Hurstwoodmovedhistoetheleastbit。
TherewasanotherplaceinwhichLaurawastoriseand,witha,senseofimpendingdisaster,say,sadly:
“Iwishyouhadn’tsaidthat,Pearl。Youknowtheoldproverb,’Callamaidbyamarriedname。’“
Thelackoffeelinginthethingwasridiculous。Carriedidnot,getitatall。Sheseemedtobetalkinginhersleep。Itlooked,asifshewerecertaintobeawretchedfailure。Shewasmore,hopelessthanMrs。Morgan,whohadrecoveredsomewhat,andwas,nowsayingherlinesclearlyatleast。Drouetlookedawayfrom,thestageattheaudience。Thelatterheldoutsilently,hoping,forageneralchange,ofcourse。Hurstwoodfixedhiseyeon,Carrie,asiftohypnotiseherintodoingbetter。Hewaspouring,determinationofhisowninherdirection。Hefeltsorryfor,her。
Inafewmoreminutesitfelltohertoreadthelettersentin,bythestrangevillain。Theaudiencehadbeenslightlydiverted,byaconversationbetweentheprofessionalactorandacharacter,calledSnorky,impersonatedbyashortlittleAmerican,who,reallydevelopedsomehumourasahalf-crazed,one-armedsoldier,turnedmessengerforaliving。Hebawledhislinesoutwithsuch,defiancethat,whiletheyreallydidnotpartakeofthehumour,intended,theywerefunny。Nowhewasoff,however,anditwas,backtopathos,withCarrieasthechieffigure。Shedidnot,recover。Shewanderedthroughthewholescenebetweenherself,andtheintrudingvillain,strainingthepatienceofthe,audience,andfinallyexiting,muchtotheirrelief。
“She’stoonervous,“saidDrouet,feelinginthemildnessofthe,remarkthathewaslyingforonce。
“Bettergobackandsayawordtoher。”
Drouetwasgladtodoanythingforrelief。Hefairlyhustled,aroundtothesideentrance,andwasletinbythefriendlydoor-
keeper。Carriewasstandinginthewings,weaklywaitingher,nextcue,allthesnapandnervegoneoutofher。
“Say,Cad,“hesaid,lookingather,“youmustn’tbenervous。
Wakeup。Thoseguysouttheredon’tamounttoanything。What,areyouafraidof?”
“Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。”Ijustdon’tseemtobeabletodo,it。”
Shewasgratefulforthedrummer’spresence,though。Shehad,foundthecompanysonervousthatherownstrengthhadgone。
“Comeon,“saidDrouet。”Braceup。Whatareyouafraidof?Go,onouttherenow,anddothetrick。Whatdoyoucare?”
Carrierevivedalittleunderthedrummer’selectrical,nervous,condition。
“DidIdosoverybad?”
“Notabit。Allyouneedisalittlemoreginger。Doitasyou,showedme。Getthattossofyourheadyouhadtheothernight。”
Carrierememberedhertriumphintheroom。Shetriedtothink,shecouldtoit。
’What’snext?”hesaid,lookingatherpart,whichshehadbeen,studying。
“Why,thescenebetweenRayandmewhenIrefusehim。”
“Well,nowyoudothatlively,“saidthedrummer。”Putinsnap,that’sthething。Actasifyoudidn’tcare。”
“Yourturnnext,MissMadenda,“saidtheprompter。
“Oh,dear,“saidCarrie。
“Well,you’reachumpforbeingafraid,“saidDrouet。”Comeon,now,braceup。I’llwatchyoufromrighthere。”
“Willyou?”saidCarrie。
“Yes,nowgoon。Don’tbeafraid。”
Thepromptersignalledher。
Shestartedout,weakasever,butsuddenlyhernervepartially,returned。ShethoughtofDrouetlooking。
“Ray,“shesaid,gently,usingatoneofvoicemuchmorecalm,thanwhenshehadlastappeared。Itwasthescenewhichhad,pleasedthedirectorattherehearsal。
“She’seasier,“thoughtHurstwoodtohimself。
Shedidnotdothepartasshehadatrehearsal,butshewas,better。Theaudiencewasatleastnotirritated。The,improvementoftheworkoftheentirecompanytookawaydirect,observationfromher。Theyweremakingveryfairprogress,and,nowitlookedasiftheplaywouldbepassable,intheless,tryingpartsatleast。
Carriecameoffwarmandnervous。
“Well,“shesaid,lookingathim,“wasitanybetter?”
“Well,Ishouldsayso。That’stheway。Putlifeintoit。You,didthataboutathousandpercent。betterthanyoudidthe,otherscene。Nowgoonandfireup。Youcandoit。Knock’em。”
“Wasitreallybetter?”
“Better,Ishouldsayso。Whatcomesnext?”
“Thatballroomscene。”
“Well,youcandothatallright,“hesaid。
“Idon’tknow,“answeredCarrie。
“Why,woman,“heexclaimed,“youdiditforme!Nowyougoout,thereanddoit。It’llbefunforyou。Justdoasyoudidin,theroom。Ifyou’llreelitoffthatway,I’llbetyoumakea,hit。Now,what’llyoubet?Youdoit。”
Thedrummerusuallyallowedhisardentgood-naturetogetthe,betterofhisspeech。HereallydidthinkthatCarriehadacted,thisparticularsceneverywell,andhewantedhertorepeatit,inpublic。Hisenthusiasmwasduetothemerespiritofthe,occasion。
Whenthetimecame,hebuoyedCarrieupmosteffectually。He,begantomakeherfeelasifshehaddoneverywell。Theold,melancholyofdesirebegantocomebackashetalkedather,and,bythetimethesituationrolledaroundshewasrunninghighin,feeling。
“IthinkIcandothis。”
“Sureyoucan。Nowyougoaheadandsee。”
Onthestage,Mrs。VanDamwasmakinghercruelinsinuation,againstLaura。
Carrielistened,andcaughttheinfectionofsomething——shedid,notknowwhat。Hernostrilssniffedthinly。
“Itmeans,“theprofessionalactorbegan,speakingasRay,“that,societyisaterribleavengerofinsult。Haveyoueverheardof,theSiberianwolves?Whenoneofthepackfallsthroughweakness,theothersdevourhim。Itisnotanelegantcomparison,but,thereissomethingwolfishinsociety。Laurahasmockeditwith,apretence,andsociety,whichismadeupofpretence,will,bitterlyresentthemockery。”
AtthesoundofherstagenameCarriestarted。Shebegantofeel,thebitternessofthesituation。Thefeelingsoftheoutcast,descendeduponher。Shehungatthewing’sedge,wraptinher,ownmountingthoughts。Shehardlyheardanythingmore,saveher,ownrumblingblood。
“Come,girls,“saidMrs。VanDam,solemnly,“letuslookafter,ourthings。Theyarenolongersafewhensuchanaccomplished,thiefenters。”
“Cue,“saidtheprompter,closetoherside,butshedidnot,hear。Alreadyshewasmovingforwardwithasteadygrace,born,ofinspiration。Shedawnedupontheaudience,handsomeand,proud,shifting,withthenecessityofthesituation,toacold,white,helplessobject,asthesocialpackmovedawayfromher,scornfully。
Hurstwoodblinkedhiseyesandcaughttheinfection。The,radiatingwavesoffeelingandsinceritywerealreadybreaking,againstthefarthestwallsofthechamber。Themagicofpassion,whichwillyetdissolvetheworld,washereatwork。
Therewasadrawing,too,ofattention,arivetingoffeeling,heretoforewandering。
“Ray!Ray!Whydoyounotcomebacktoher?”wasthecryof,Pearl。
EveryeyewasfixedonCarrie,stillproudandscornful。They,movedasshemoved。Theireyeswerewithhereyes。
Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,approachedher。
“Letusgohome,“shesaid。
“No,“answeredCarrie,hervoiceassumingforthefirsttimea,penetratingqualitywhichithadneverknown。”Staywithhim!”
Shepointedanalmostaccusinghandtowardherlover。Then,with,apathoswhichstruckhomebecauseofitsuttersimplicity,“He,shallnotsufferlong。”
Hurstwoodrealisedthathewasseeingsomethingextraordinarily,good。Itwasheightenedforhimbytheapplauseoftheaudience,asthecurtaindescendedandthefactthatitwasCarrie。He,thoughtnowthatshewasbeautiful。Shehaddonesomethingwhich,wasabovehissphere。Hefeltakeendelightinrealisingthat,shewashis。
“Fine,“hesaid,andthen,seizedbyasuddenimpulse,aroseand,wentabouttothestagedoor。
WhenhecameinuponCarrieshewasstillwithDrouet。His,feelingsforherweremostexuberant。Hewasalmostsweptaway,bythestrengthandfeelingsheexhibited。Hisdesirewasto,pourforthhispraisewiththeunboundedfeelingsofalover,but,herewasDrouet,whoseaffectionwasalsorapidlyreviving。The,latterwasmorefascinated,ifanything,thanHurstwood。At,least,inthenatureofthings,ittookamoreruddyform。
“Well,well,“saidDrouet,“youdidoutofsight。Thatwas,simplygreat。Iknewyoucoulddoit。Oh,butyou’realittle,daisy!”
Carrie’seyesflamedwiththelightofachievement。
“DidIdoallright?”
“Didyou?Well,Iguess。Didn’tyouheartheapplause?”
Therewassomefaintsoundofclappingyet。
“IthoughtIgotitsomethinglike——Ifeltit。”
JustthenHurstwoodcamein。Instinctivelyhefeltthechangein,Drouet。HesawthatthedrummerwasneartoCarrie,andjealousy,leapedalightinhisbosom。Inaflashofthought,hereproached,himselfforhavingsenthimback。Also,hehatedhimasan,intruder。Hecouldscarcelypullhimselfdowntothelevelwhere,hewouldhavetocongratulateCarrieasafriend。Nevertheless,themanmasteredhimself,anditwasatriumph。Healmostjerked,theoldsubtlelighttohiseyes。
“Ithought,“hesaid,lookingatCarrie,“Iwouldcomearoundand,tellyouhowwellyoudid,Mrs。Drouet。Itwasdelightful。”
Carrietookthecue,andreplied:
“Oh,thankyou。”
“Iwasjusttellingher,“putinDrouet,nowdelightedwithhis,possession,“thatIthoughtshedidfine。”
“Indeedyoudid,“saidHurstwood,turninguponCarrieeyesin,whichshereadmorethanthewords。
Carrielaughedluxuriantly。
“Ifyoudoaswellintherestoftheplay,youwillmakeusall,thinkyouareabornactress。”
Carriesmiledagain。ShefelttheacutenessofHurstwood’s,position,andwisheddeeplythatshecouldbealonewithhim,but,shedidnotunderstandthechangeinDrouet。Hurstwoodfound,thathecouldnottalk,repressedashewas,andgrudgingDrouet,everymomentofhispresence,hebowedhimselfoutwiththe,eleganceofaFaust。Outsidehesethisteethwithenvy。
“Damnit!”hesaid,“ishealwaysgoingtobeintheway?”Hewas,moodywhenhegotbacktothebox,andcouldnottalkfor,thinkingofhiswretchedsituation。
Asthecurtainforthenextactarose,Drouetcameback。Hewas,verymuchenlivenedintemperandinclinedtowhisper,but,Hurstwoodpretendedinterest。Hefixedhiseyesonthestage,althoughCarriewasnotthere,ashortbitofmelodramaticcomedy,precedingherentrance。Hedidnotseewhatwasgoingon,however。Hewasthinkinghisownthoughts,andtheywere,wretched。
Theprogressoftheplaydidnotimprovemattersforhim。
Carrie,fromnowon,waseasilythecentreofinterest。The,audience,whichhadbeeninclinedtofeelthatnothingcouldbe,goodafterthefirstgloomyimpression,nowwenttotheother,extremeandsawpowerwhereitwasnot。Thegeneralfeeling,reactedonCarrie。Shepresentedherpartwithsomefelicity,thoughnothingliketheintensitywhichhadarousedthefeeling,attheendofthelongfirstact。
BothHurstwoodandDrouetviewedherprettyfigurewithrising,feelings。Thefactthatsuchabilityshouldrevealitselfin,her,thattheyshouldseeitsetforthundersucheffective,circumstances,framedalmostinmassygoldandshoneuponbythe,appropriatelightsofsentimentandpersonality,heightenedher,charmforthem。ShewasmorethantheoldCarrietoDrouet。He,longedtobeathomewithheruntilhecouldtellher。He,awaitedimpatientlytheend,whentheyshouldgohomealone。
Hurstwood,onthecontrary,sawinthestrengthofhernew,attractivenesshismiserablepredicament。Hecouldhavecursed,themanbesidehim。BytheLord,hecouldnotevenapplaud,feelinglyashewould。Foroncehemustsimulatewhenitlefta,tasteinhismouth。
ItwasinthelastactthatCarrie’sfascinationforherlovers,assumeditsmosteffectivecharacter。
Hurstwoodlistenedtoitsprogress,wonderingwhenCarriewould,comeon。Hehadnotlongtowait。Theauthorhadusedthe,artificeofsendingallthemerrycompanyforadrive,andnow,Carriecameinalone。ItwasthefirsttimethatHurstwoodhad,hadachancetoseeherfacingtheaudiencequitealone,for,nowhereelsehadshebeenwithoutafoilofsomesort。He,suddenlyfelt,assheentered,thatheroldstrength——thepower,thathadgraspedhimattheendofthefirstact——hadcomeback。
Sheseemedtobegainingfeeling,nowthattheplaywasdrawing,toacloseandtheopportunityforgreatactionwaspassing。
“PoorPearl,“shesaid,speakingwithnaturalpathos。”Itisa,sadthingtowantforhappiness,butitisaterriblethingto,seeanothergropingaboutblindlyforit,whenitisalmost,withinthegrasp。”
Shewasgazingnowsadlyoutupontheopensea,herarmresting,listlesslyuponthepolisheddoor-post。
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