首页 >出版文学> Sister Carrie>第6章

第6章

  “Tosaveme,Cad,Ican’t,“heanswered。”Ioughtto,too;I’ve,seentheplayenough。There’sagirlinitthatwasstolenwhen,shewasaninfant——waspickedoffthestreetorsomething——and,she’stheonethat’shoundedbythetwooldcriminalsIwas,tellingyouabout。”Hestoppedwithamouthfulofpiepoisedona,forkbeforehisface。”Shecomesveryneargettingdrowned——no,that’snotit。I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“heconcluded,hopelessly,“I’llgetyouthebook。Ican’tremembernowforthe,lifeofme。”
  “Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,whenhehadconcluded,her,interestanddesiretoshinedramaticallystrugglingwithher,timidityforthemastery。”ImightgoifyouthoughtI’ddoall,right。”
  “Ofcourse,you’lldo,“saidDrouet,who,inhiseffortsto,enthuseCarrie,hadinterestedhimself。”DoyouthinkI’dcome,homehereandurgeyoutodosomethingthatIdidn’tthinkyou,wouldmakeasuccessof?Youcanactallright。It’llbegood,foryou。”
  “WhenmustIgo?”saidCarrie,reflectively。
  “ThefirstrehearsalisFridaynight。I’llgetthepartforyou,to-night。”
  “Allright,“saidCarrieresignedly,“I’lldoit,butifImakea,failurenowit’syourfault。”
  “Youwon’tfail,“assuredDrouet。”Justactasyoudoaround,here。Benatural。You’reallright。I’veoftenthoughtyou’d,makeacorkinggoodactress。”
  “Didyoureally?”askedCarrie。
  “That’sright,“saidthedrummer。
  Helittleknewashewentoutofthedoorthatnightwhata,secretflamehehadkindledinthebosomofthegirlheleft,behind。Carriewaspossessedofthatsympathetic,impressionable,naturewhich,everinthemostdevelopedform,hasbeentheglory,ofthedrama。Shewascreatedwiththatpassivityofsoulwhich,isalwaysthemirroroftheactiveworld。Shepossessedan,innatetasteforimitationandnosmallability。Evenwithout,practice,shecouldsometimesrestoredramaticsituationsshehad,witnessedbyre-creating,beforehermirror,theexpressionsof,thevariousfacestakingpartinthescene。Shelovedto,modulatehervoiceaftertheconventionalmannerofthe,distressedheroine,andrepeatsuchpatheticfragmentsas,appealedmosttohersympathies。Oflate,seeingtheairygrace,oftheingenueinseveralwell-constructedplays,shehadbeen,movedtosecretlyimitateit,andmanywerethelittlemovements,andexpressionsofthebodyinwhichsheindulgedfromtimeto,timeintheprivacyofherchamber。Onseveraloccasions,when,Drouethadcaughtheradmiringherself,asheimagined,inthe,mirror,shewasdoingnothingmorethanrecallingsomelittle,graceofthemouthortheeyeswhichshehadwitnessedin,another。Underhisairyaccusationshemistookthisforvanity,andacceptedtheblamewithafaintsenseoferror,though,asa,matteroffact,itwasnothingmorethanthefirstsubtle,outcroppingsofanartisticnature,endeavouringtore-createthe,perfectlikenessofsomephaseofbeautywhichappealedtoher。
  Insuchfeebletendencies,beitknown,suchoutworkingofdesire,toreproducelife,liesthebasisofalldramaticart。
  Now,whenCarrieheardDrouet’slaudatoryopinionofherdramatic,ability,herbodytingledwithsatisfaction。Liketheflame,whichweldstheloosenedparticlesintoasolidmass,hiswords,unitedthosefloatingwispsoffeelingwhichshehadfelt,but,neverbelieved,concerningherpossibleability,andmadethem,intoagaudyshredofhope。Likeallhumanbeings,shehada,touchofvanity。Shefeltthatshecoulddothingsifsheonly,hadachance。Howoftenhadshelookedatthewell-dressed,actressesonthestageandwonderedhowshewouldlook,how,delightfulshewouldfeelifonlyshewereintheirplace。The,glamour,thetensesituation,thefineclothes,theapplause,thesehadluredheruntilshefeltthatshe,too,couldact——that,she,too,couldcompelacknowledgmentofpower。Nowshewastold,thatshereallycould——thatlittlethingsshehaddoneaboutthe,househadmadeevenhimfeelherpower。Itwasadelightful,sensationwhileitlasted。
  WhenDrouetwasgone,shesatdowninherrocking-chairbythe,windowtothinkaboutit。Asusual,imaginationexaggeratedthe,possibilitiesforher。Itwasasifhehadputfiftycentsin,herhandandshehadexercisedthethoughtsofathousand,dollars。Shesawherselfinascoreofpatheticsituationsin,whichsheassumedatremulousvoiceandsufferingmanner。Her,minddelighteditselfwithscenesofluxuryandrefinement,situationsinwhichshewasthecynosureofalleyes,thearbiter,ofallfates。Assherockedtoandfroshefeltthetensityof,woeinabandonment,themagnificenceofwrathafterdeception,thelanguourofsorrowafterdefeat。Thoughtsofallthe,charmingwomenshehadseeninplays——everyfancy,everyillusion,whichshehadconcerningthestage——nowcamebackasareturning,tideaftertheebb。Shebuiltupfeelingsandadetermination,whichtheoccasiondidnotwarrant。
  Drouetdroppedinatthelodgewhenhewentdowntown,and,swashedaroundwithagreatAIR,asQuincelmethim。
  “Whereisthatyoungladyyouweregoingtogetforus?”asked,thelatter。
  “I’vegother,“saidDrouet。
  “Haveyou?”saidQuincel,rathersurprisedbyhispromptness;
  “that’sgood。What’sheraddress?”andhepulledouthis,notebookinordertobeabletosendherparttoher。
  “Youwanttosendherherpart?”askedthedrummer。
  “Yes。”
  “Well,I’lltakeit。I’mgoingrightbyherhouseinthe,morning。
  “Whatdidyousayheraddresswas?Weonlywantitincasewe,haveanyinformationtosendher。”
  “Twenty-nineOgdenPlace。”
  “Andhername?”
  “CarrieMadenda,“saidthedrummer,firingatrandom。Thelodge,membersknewhimtobesingle。
  “Thatsoundslikesomebodythatcanact,doesn’tit?”said,Quincel。
  “Yes,itdoes。”
  HetooktheparthometoCarrieandhandedittoherwiththe,mannerofonewhodoesafavour。
  “Hesaysthat’sthebestpart。Doyouthinkyoucandoit?”
  “Idon’tknowuntilIlookitover。YouknowI’mafraid,now,thatI’vesaidIwould。”
  “Oh,goon。Whathaveyougottobeafraidof?It’sacheap,company。Therestofthemaren’tasgoodasyouare。”
  “Well,I’llsee,“saidCarrie,pleasedtohavethepart,forall,hermisgivings。
  Hesidledaround,dressingandfidgetingbeforehearrangedto,makehisnextremark。
  “Theyweregettingreadytoprinttheprogrammes,“hesaid,“and,IgavethemthenameofCarrieMadenda。Wasthatallright?”
  “Yes,Iguessso,“saidhiscompanion,lookingupathim。She,wasthinkingitwasslightlystrange。
  “Ifyoudidn’tmakeahit,youknow,“hewenton。
  “Oh,yes,“sheanswered,ratherpleasednowwithhiscaution。It,wascleverforDrouet。
  “Ididn’twanttointroduceyouasmywife,becauseyou’dfeel,worsethenifyoudidn’tGO。Theyallknowmesowell。But,you’llGOallright。Anyhow,you’llprobablynevermeetanyof,themagain。”
  “Oh,Idon’tcare,“saidCarriedesperately。Shewasdetermined,nowtohaveatryatthefascinatinggame。
  Drouetbreathedasighofrelief。Hehadbeenafraidthathewas,abouttoprecipitateanotherconversationuponthemarriage,question。
  ThepartofLaura,asCarriefoundoutwhenshebegantoexamine,it,wasoneofsufferingandtears。AsdelineatedbyMr。Daly,itwastruetothemostsacredtraditionsofmelodramaashe,founditwhenhebeganhiscareer。Thesorrowfuldemeanour,the,tremolomusic,thelong,explanatory,cumulativeaddresses,all,werethere。
  “Poorfellow,“readCarrie,consultingthetextanddrawingher,voiceoutpathetically。”Martin,besureandgivehimaglassof,winebeforehegoes。”
  Shewassurprisedatthebriefnessoftheentirepart,not,knowingthatshemustbeonthestagewhileothersweretalking,andnotonlybethere,butalsokeepherselfinharmonywiththe,dramaticmovementofthescenes。
  “IthinkIcandothat,though,“sheconcluded。
  WhenDrouetcamethenextnight,shewasverymuchsatisfiedwith,herday’sstudy。
  “Well,howgoesit,Caddie?”hesaid。
  “Allright,“shelaughed。”IthinkIhaveitmemorisednearly。”
  “That’sgood,“hesaid。”Let’shearsomeofit。”
  “Oh,Idon’tknowwhetherIcangetupandsayitoffhere,“she,saidbashfully。
  “Well,Idon’tknowwhyyoushouldn’t。It’llbeeasierherethan,itwillthere。”
  “Idon’tknowaboutthat,“sheanswered。
  Eventuallyshetookofftheballroomepisodewithconsiderable,feeling,forgetting,asshegotdeeperinthescene,allabout,Drouet,andlettingherselfrisetoafinestateoffeeling。
  “Good,“saidDrouet;“fine,outo’sight!You’reallright,Caddie,Itellyou。”
  Hewasreallymovedbyherexcellentrepresentationandthe,generalappearanceofthepatheticlittlefigureasitswayedand,finallyfaintedtothefloor。Hehadboundeduptocatchher,andnowheldherlaughinginhisarms。
  “Ain’tyouafraidyou’llhurtyourself?”heasked。
  “Notabit。”
  “Well,you’reawonder。Say,Ineverknewyoucoulddoanything,likethat。”
  “Ineverdid,either,“saidCarriemerrily,herfaceflushedwith,delight。
  “Well,youcanbetthatyou’reallright,“saidDrouet。”Youcan,takemywordforthat。Youwon’tfail。”
  ChapterXVII
  AGLIMPSETHROUGHTHEGATEWAY——HOPELIGHTENSTHEEYE
  The,toCarrie,veryimportanttheatricalperformancewastotake,placeattheAveryonconditionswhichweretomakeitmore,noteworthythanwasatfirstanticipated。Thelittledramatic,studenthadwrittentoHurstwoodtheverymorningherpartwas,broughtherthatshewasgoingtotakepartinaplay。
  “Ireallyam,“shewrote,feelingthathemighttakeitasa,jest;“Ihavemypartnow,honest,truly。”
  Hurstwoodsmiledinanindulgentwayashereadthis。
  “Iwonderwhatitisgoingtobe?Imustseethat。”
  Heansweredatonce,makingapleasantreferencetoherability。
  “Ihaven’ttheslightestdoubtyouwillmakeasuccess。Youmust,cometotheparkto-morrowmorningandtellmeallaboutit。”
  Carriegladlycomplied,andrevealedallthedetailsofthe,undertakingassheunderstoodit。
  “Well,“hesaid,“that’sfine。I’mgladtohearit。Ofcourse,youwilldowell,you’resoclever。”
  Hehadtrulyneverseensomuchspiritinthegirlbefore。Her,tendencytodiscoveratouchofsadnesshadforthenonce,disappeared。Asshespokehereyeswerebright,hercheeksred。
  Sheradiatedmuchofthepleasurewhichherundertakingsgave,her。Forallhermisgivings——andtheywereasplentifulasthe,momentsoftheday——shewasstillhappy。Shecouldnotrepress,herdelightindoingthislittlethingwhich,toanordinary,observer,hadnoimportanceatall。
  Hurstwoodwascharmedbythedevelopmentofthefactthatthe,girlhadcapabilities。Thereisnothingsoinspiringinlifeas,thesightofalegitimateambition,nomatterhowincipient。It,givescolour,force,andbeautytothepossessor。
  Carriewasnowlightenedbyatouchofthisdivineafflatus。She,drewtoherselfcommendationfromhertwoadmirerswhichshehad,notearned。Theiraffectionforhernaturallyheightenedtheir,perceptionofwhatshewastryingtodoandtheirapprovalof,whatshedid。Herinexperienceconservedherownexuberant,fancy,whichranriotwitheverystrawofopportunity,makingof,itagoldendiviningrodwherebythetreasureoflifewastobe,discovered。
  “Let’ssee,“saidHurstwood,“Ioughttoknowsomeoftheboysin,thelodge。I’manElkmyself。”
  “Oh,youmustn’tlethimknowItoldyou。”
  “That’sso,“saidthemanager。
  “I’dlikeforyoutobethere,ifyouwanttocome,butIdon’t,seehowyoucanunlessheasksyou。”
  “I’llbethere,“saidHurstwoodaffectionately。”Icanfixitso,hewon’tknowyoutoldme。Youleaveittome。”
  Thisinterestofthemanagerwasalargethinginitselfforthe,performance,forhisstandingamongtheElkswassomethingworth,talkingabout。Alreadyhewasthinkingofaboxwithsome,friends,andflowersforCarrie。Hewouldmakeitadress-suit,affairandgivethelittlegirlachance。
  Withinadayortwo,DrouetdroppedintotheAdamsStreetresort,andhewasatoncespiedbyHurstwood。Itwasatfiveinthe,afternoonandtheplacewascrowdedwithmerchants,actors,managers,politicians,agoodlycompanyofrotund,rosyfigures,silk-hatted,starchy-bosomed,beringedandbescarfpinnedtothe,queen’staste。JohnL。Sullivan,thepugilist,wasatoneendof,theglitteringbar,surroundedbyacompanyofloudlydressed,sports,whowereholdingamostanimatedconversation。Drouet,cameacrossthefloorwithafestivestride,anewpairoftan,shoessqueakingaudiblyathisprogress。
  “Well,sir,“saidHurstwood,“Iwaswonderingwhathadbecomeof,you。Ithoughtyouhadgoneoutoftownagain。”
  Drouetlaughed。
  “Ifyoudon’treportmoreregularlywe’llhavetocutyouoffthe,list。”
  “Couldn’thelpit,“saidthedrummer,“I’vebeenbusy。”
  Theystrolledovertowardthebaramidthenoisy,shifting,companyofnotables。Thedressymanagerwasshakenbythehand,threetimesinasmanyminutes。
  “Ihearyourlodgeisgoingtogiveaperformance,“observed,Hurstwood,inthemostoffhandmanner。
  “Yes,whotoldyou?”
  “Noone,“saidHurstwood。”Theyjustsentmeacoupleof,tickets,whichIcanhavefortwodollars。Isitgoingtobeany,good?”
  “Idon’tknow,“repliedthedrummer。”They’vebeentryingtoget,metogetsomewomantotakeapart。”
  “Iwasn’tintendingtogo,“saidthemanagereasily。”I’ll,subscribe,ofcourse。Howarethingsoverthere?”
  “Allright。They’regoingtofitthingsupoutoftheproceeds。”
  “Well,“saidthemanager,“Ihopetheymakeasuccessofit。
  Haveanother?”
  Hedidnotintendtosayanymore。Now,ifheshouldappearon,thescenewithafewfriends,hecouldsaythathehadbeenurged,tocomealong。Drouethadadesiretowipeoutthepossibility,ofconfusion。
  “Ithinkthegirlisgoingtotakeapartinit,“hesaid,abruptly,afterthinkingitover。
  “Youdon’tsayso!Howdidthathappen?”
  “Well,theywereshortandwantedmetofindthemsomeone。I
  toldCarrie,andsheseemstowanttotry。”
  “Goodforher,“saidthemanager。”It’llbearealniceaffair。
  Dohergood,too。Hassheeverhadanyexperience?”
  “Notabit。”
  “Oh,well,itisn’tanythingveryserious。”
  “She’sclever,though,“saidDrouet,castingoffanyimputation,againstCarrie’sability。”Shepicksupherpartquickenough。”
  “Youdon’tsayso!”saidthemanager。
  “Yes,sir;shesurprisedmetheothernight。ByGeorge,ifshe,didn’t。”
  “Wemustgiveheranicelittlesend-off,“saidthemanager。
  “I’lllookaftertheflowers。”
  Drouetsmiledathisgood-nature。
  “Aftertheshowyoumustcomewithmeandwe’llhavealittle,supper。”
  “Ithinkshe’lldoallright,“saidDrouet。
  “Iwanttoseeher。She’sgottodoallright。We’llmakeher,“
  andthemanagergaveoneofhisquick,steelyhalf-smiles,which,wasacompoundofgood-natureandshrewdness。
  Carrie,meanwhile,attendedthefirstrehearsal。Atthis,performanceMr。Quincelpresided,aidedbyMr。Millice,ayoung,manwhohadsomequalificationsofpastexperience,whichwere,notexactlyunderstoodbyanyone。Hewassoexperiencedandso,business-like,however,thathecameverynearbeingrude——
  failingtoremember,ashedid,thattheindividualshewas,tryingtoinstructwerevolunteerplayersandnotsalaried,underlings。
  “Now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,addressingCarrie,whostoodinone,partuncertainastowhatmovetomake,“youdon’twanttostand,likethat。Putexpressioninyourface。Remember,youare,troubledovertheintrusionofthestranger。Walkso,“andhe,struckoutacrosstheAverystageinalmostdroopingmanner。
  Carriedidnotexactlyfancythesuggestion,butthenoveltyof,thesituation,thepresenceofstrangers,allmoreorless,nervous,andthedesiretodoanythingratherthanmakea,failure,madehertimid。Shewalkedinimitationofhermentor,asrequested,inwardlyfeelingthattherewassomethingstrangely,lacking。
  “Now,Mrs。Morgan,“saidthedirectortooneyoungmarriedwoman,whowastotakethepartofPearl,“yousithere。Now,Mr。
  Bamberger,youstandhere,so。Now,whatisityousay?”
  “Explain,“saidMr。Bambergerfeebly。HehadthepartofRay,Laura’slover,thesocietyindividualwhowastowaverinhis,thoughtsofmarryingher,uponfindingthatshewasawaifanda,nobodybybirth。
  “Howisthat——whatdoesyourtextsay?”
  “Explain,“repeatedMr。Bamberger,lookingintentlyathispart。
  “Yes,butitalsosays,“thedirectorremarked,“thatyouareto,lookshocked。Now,sayitagain,andseeifyoucan’tlook,shocked。”
  “Explain!”demandedMr。Bambergervigorously。
  “No,no,thatwon’tdo!Sayitthisway——EXPLAIN。”
  “Explain,“saidMr。Bamberger,givingamodifiedimitation。
  “That’sbetter。Nowgoon。”
  “Onenight,“resumedMrs。Morgan,whoselinescamenext,“father,andmotherweregoingtotheopera。Whentheywerecrossing,Broadway,theusualcrowdofchildrenaccostedthemforalms——“
  “Holdon,“saidthedirector,rushingforward,hisarmextended。
  “Putmorefeelingintowhatyouaresaying。”
  Mrs。Morganlookedathimasifshefearedapersonalassault。
  Hereyelightenedwithresentment。
  “Remember,Mrs。Morgan,“headded,ignoringthegleam,but,modifyinghismanner,“thatyou’redetailingapatheticstory。
  Youarenowsupposedtobetellingsomethingthatisagriefto,you。Itrequiresfeeling,repression,thus:’Theusualcrowdof,childrenaccostedthemforalms。’“
  “Allright,“saidMrs。Morgan。
  “Now,goon。”
  “Asmotherfeltinherpocketforsomechange,herfingers,touchedacoldandtremblinghandwhichhadclutchedherpurse。”
  “Verygood,“interruptedthedirector,noddinghishead,significantly。
  “Apickpocket!Well!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger,speakingthelines,thatherefelltohim。
  “No,no,Mr。Bamberger,“saidthedirector,approaching,“not,thatway。’Apickpocket——well?’so。That’stheidea。”
  “Don’tyouthink,“saidCarrieweakly,noticingthatithadnot,beenprovedyetwhetherthemembersofthecompanyknewtheir,lines,letalonethedetailsofexpression,“thatitwouldbe,betterifwejustwentthroughourlinesoncetoseeifweknow,them?Wemightpickupsomepoints。”
  “Averygoodidea,MissMadenda,“saidMr。Quincel,whosatat,thesideofthestage,lookingserenelyonandvolunteering,opinionswhichthedirectordidnotheed。
  “Allright,“saidthelatter,somewhatabashed,“itmightbewell,todoit。”Thenbrightening,withashowofauthority,“Suppose,werunrightthrough,puttinginasmuchexpressionaswecan。”
  “Good,“saidMr。Quincel。
  “Thishand,“resumedMrs。Morgan,glancingupatMr。Bamberger,anddownatherbook,asthelinesproceeded,“mymothergrasped,inherown,andsotightthatasmall,feeblevoiceutteredan,exclamationofpain。Motherlookeddown,andtherebesideher,wasalittleraggedgirl。”
  “Verygood,“observedthedirector,nowhopelesslyidle。
  “Thethief!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger。
  “Louder,“putinthedirector,findingitalmostimpossibleto,keephishandsoff。
  “Thethief!”roaredpoorBamberger。
  “Yes,butathiefhardlysixyearsold,withafacelikean,angel’s。’Stop,’saidmymother。’Whatareyoudoing?’
  “’Tryingtosteal,’saidthechild。
  “’Don’tyouknowthatitiswickedtodoso?’askedmyfather。
  “’No,’saidthegirl,’butitisdreadfultobehungry。’
  “’Whotoldyoutosteal?’askedmymother。
  “’She——there,’saidthechild,pointingtoasqualidwomanina,doorwayopposite,whofledsuddenlydownthestreet。’Thatis,oldJudas,’saidthegirl。”
  Mrs。Morganreadthisratherflatly,andthedirectorwasin,despair。Hefidgetedaround,andthenwentovertoMr。Quincel。
  “Whatdoyouthinkofthem?”heasked。
  “Oh,Iguesswe’llbeabletowhipthemintoshape,“saidthe,latter,withanairofstrengthunderdifficulties。
  “Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”ThatfellowBamberger,strikesmeasbeingaprettypoorshiftforalover。”
  “He’sallwe’vegot,“saidQuincel,rollinguphiseyes。
  “Harrisonwentbackonmeatthelastminute。Whoelsecanwe,get?”
  “Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”I’mafraidhe’llneverpick,up。”
  AtthismomentBambergerwasexclaiming,“Pearl,youarejoking,withme。”
  “Lookatthatnow,“saidthedirector,whisperingbehindhis,hand。”MyLord!whatcanyoudowithamanwhodrawlsouta,sentencelikethat?”
  “Dothebestyoucan,“saidQuincelconsolingly。
  TherenditionranoninthiswiseuntilitcametowhereCarrie,asLaura,comesintotheroomtoexplaintoRay,who,after,hearingPearl’sstatementaboutherbirth,hadwrittentheletter,repudiatingher,which,however,hedidnotdeliver。Bamberger,wasjustconcludingthewordsofRay,“Imustgobeforeshe,returns。Herstep!Toolate,“andwascrammingtheletterinhis,pocket,whenshebegansweetlywith:
  “Ray!”
  “Miss——MissCourtland,“Bambergerfalteredweakly。
  Carrielookedathimamomentandforgotallaboutthecompany,present。Shebegantofeelthepart,andsummonedanindifferent,smiletoherlips,turningasthelinesdirectedandgoingtoa,window,asifhewerenotpresent。Shediditwithagracewhich,wasfascinatingtolookupon。
  “Whoisthatwoman?”askedthedirector,watchingCarrieinher,littlescenewithBamberger。
  “MissMadenda,“saidQuincel。
  “Iknowhername,“saidthedirector,“butwhatdoesshedo?”
  “Idon’tknow,“saidQuincel。”She’safriendofoneofour,members。”
  “Well,she’sgotmoregumptionthananyoneI’veseenhereso,far——seemstotakeaninterestinwhatshe’sdoing。”
  “Pretty,too,isn’tshe?”saidQuincel。
  Thedirectorstrolledawaywithoutanswering。
  Inthesecondscene,whereshewassupposedtofacethecompany,intheball-room,shedidevenbetter,winningthesmileofthe,director,whovolunteered,becauseofherfascinationforhim,to,comeoverandspeakwithher。
  “Wereyoueveronthestage?”heaskedinsinuatingly。
  “No,“saidCarrie。
  “Youdosowell,Ithoughtyoumighthavehadsomeexperience。”
  Carrieonlysmiledconsciously。
  HewalkedawaytolistentoBamberger,whowasfeeblyspouting,someardentline。
  Mrs。MorgansawthedriftofthingsandgleamedatCarriewith,enviousandsnappingblackeyes。
  “She’ssomecheapprofessional,“shegaveherselfthe,satisfactionofthinking,andscornedandhatedheraccordingly。
  Therehearsalendedforoneday,andCarriewenthomefeeling,thatshehadacquittedherselfsatisfactorily。Thewordsofthe,directorwereringinginherears,andshelongedforan,opportunitytotellHurstwood。Shewantedhimtoknowjusthow,wellshewasdoing。Drouet,too,wasanobjectforher,confidences。Shecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldaskher,and,yetshedidnothavethevanitytobringitup。Thedrummer,however,hadanotherlineofthoughtto-night,andherlittle,experiencedidnotappealtohimasimportant。Heletthe,conversationdrop,saveforwhatshechosetorecitewithout,solicitation,andCarriewasnotgoodatthat。Hetookitfor,grantedthatshewasdoingverywellandhewasrelievedof,furtherworry。ConsequentlyhethrewCarrieintorepression,whichwasirritating。Shefelthisindifferencekeenlyand,longedtoseeHurstwood。Itwasasifhewerenowtheonly,friendshehadonearth。ThenextmorningDrouetwasinterested,again,butthedamagehadbeendone。
  Shegotaprettyletterfromthemanager,sayingthatbythetime,shegotithewouldbewaitingforherinthepark。Whenshe,came,heshoneuponherasthemorningsun。
  “Well,mydear,“heasked,“howdidyoucomeout?”
  “Wellenough,“shesaid,stillsomewhatreducedafterDrouet。
  “Now,tellmejustwhatyoudid。Wasitpleasant?”
  Carrierelatedtheincidentsoftherehearsal,warmingupasshe,proceeded。
  “Well,that’sdelightful,“saidHurstwood。”I’msoglad。Imust,getovertheretoseeyou。Whenisthenextrehearsal?”
  “Tuesday,“saidCarrie,“buttheydon’tallowvisitors。”
  “IimagineIcouldgetin,“saidHurstwoodsignificantly。
  Shewascompletelyrestoredanddelightedbyhisconsideration,butshemadehimpromisenottocomearound。
  “Now,youmustdoyourbesttopleaseme,“hesaidencouragingly。
  “JustrememberthatIwantyoutosucceed。Wewillmakethe,performanceworthwhile。Youdothatnow。”
  “I’lltry,“saidCarrie,brimmingwithaffectionandenthusiasm。
  “That’sthegirl,“saidHurstwoodfondly。”Now,remember,“
  shakinganaffectionatefingerather,“yourbest。”
  “Iwill,“sheanswered,lookingback。
  Thewholeearthwasbrimmingsunshinethatmorning。Shetripped,along,theclearskypouringliquidblueintohersoul。Oh,blessedarethechildrenofendeavourinthis,thattheytryand,arehopeful。Andblessedalsoaretheywho,knowing,smileand,approve。
  ChapterXVIII
  JUSTOVERTHEBORDER——AHAILANDFAREWELL
  Bytheeveningofthe16ththesubtlehandofHurstwoodhadmade,itselfapparent。Hehadgiventhewordamonghisfriends——and,theyweremanyandinfluential——thatherewassomethingwhich,theyoughttoattend,and,asaconsequence,thesaleoftickets,byMr。Quincel,actingforthelodge,hadbeenlarge。Small,four-linenoteshadappearedinallofthedailynewspapers。
  Thesehehadarrangedforbytheaidofoneofhisnewspaper,friendsonthe“Times,“Mr。HarryMcGarren,themanagingeditor。
  “Say,Harry,“Hurstwoodsaidtohimoneevening,asthelatter,stoodatthebardrinkingbeforewendinghisbelatedway,homeward,“youcanhelptheboysout,Iguess。”
  “Whatisit?”saidMcGarren,pleasedtobeconsultedbythe,opulentmanager。
  “TheCusterLodgeisgettingupalittleentertainmentfortheir,owngood,andthey’dlikealittlenewspapernotice。Youknow,whatImean——asquibortwosayingthatit’sgoingtotake,place。”
  “Certainly,“saidMcGarren,“Icanfixthatforyou,George。”
  AtthesametimeHurstwoodkepthimselfwhollyinthebackground。
  ThemembersofCusterLodgecouldscarcelyunderstandwhytheir,littleaffairwastakingsowell。Mr。HarryQuincelwaslooked,uponasquiteastarforthissortofwork。
  Bythetimethe16thhadarrivedHurstwood’sfriendshadrallied,likeRomanstoasenator’scall。Awell-dressed,good-natured,flatteringly-inclinedaudiencewasassuredfromthemomenthe,thoughtofassistingCarrie。
  Thatlittlestudenthadmasteredherparttoherown,satisfaction,muchasshetrembledforherfatewhensheshould,oncefacethegatheredthrong,behindtheglareofthe,footlights。Shetriedtoconsoleherselfwiththethoughtthata,scoreofotherpersons,menandwomen,wereequallytremulous,concerningtheoutcomeoftheirefforts,butshecouldnot,disassociatethegeneraldangerfromherownindividual,liability。Shefearedthatshewouldforgetherlines,thatshe,mightbeunabletomasterthefeelingwhichshenowfelt,concerningherownmovementsintheplay。Attimesshewished,thatshehadnevergoneintotheaffair;atothers,shetrembled,lestsheshouldbeparalysedwithfearandstandwhiteand,gasping,notknowingwhattosayandspoilingtheentire,performance。
  Inthematterofthecompany,Mr。Bambergerhaddisappeared。
  Thathopelessexamplehadfallenunderthelanceofthe,director’scriticism。Mrs。Morganwasstillpresent,butenvious,anddetermined,iffornothingmorethanspite,todoaswellas,Carrieatleast。Aloafingprofessionalhadbeencalledinto,assumetheroleofRay,and,whilehewasapoorstickofhis,kind,hewasnottroubledbyanyofthosequalmswhichattackthe,spiritofthosewhohaveneverfacedanaudience。Heswashed,aboutcautionedthoughhewastomaintainsilenceconcerninghis,pasttheatricalrelationshipsinsuchaself-confidentmanner,thathewasliketoconvinceeveryoneofhisidentitybymere,matterofcircumstantialevidence。
  “Itissoeasy,“hesaidtoMrs。Morgan,intheusualaffected,stagevoice。”Anaudiencewouldbethelastthingtotroubleme。
  It’sthespiritofthepart,youknow,thatisdifficult。”
  Carriedislikedhisappearance,butshewastoomuchtheactress,nottoswallowhisqualitieswithcomplaisance,seeingthatshe,mustsufferhisfictitiouslovefortheevening。
  Atsixshewasreadytogo。Theatricalparaphernaliahadbeen,providedoverandabovehercare。Shehadpractisedhermake-up,inthemorning,hadrehearsedandarrangedhermaterialforthe,eveningbyoneo’clock,andhadgonehometohaveafinallookat,herpart,waitingfortheeveningtocome。
  Onthisoccasionthelodgesentacarriage。Drouetrodewithher,asfarasthedoor,andthenwentabouttheneighbouringstores,lookingforsomegoodcigars。Thelittleactressmarched,nervouslyintoherdressing-roomandbeganthatpainfully,anticipatedmatterofmake-upwhichwastotransformher,a,simplemaiden,toLaura,TheBelleofSociety。
  Theflareofthegas-jets,theopentrunks,suggestiveoftravel,anddisplay,thescatteredcontentsofthemake-upbox——rouge,pearlpowder,whiting,burntcork,Indiaink,pencilsforthe,eye-lids,wigs,scissors,looking-glasses,drapery——inshort,all,thenamelessparaphernaliaofdisguise,havearemarkable,atmosphereoftheirown。Sinceherarrivalinthecitymany,thingshadinfluencedher,butalwaysinafar-removedmanner。
  Thisnewatmospherewasmorefriendly。Itwaswhollyunlikethe,greatbrilliantmansionswhichwavedhercoldlyaway,permitting,heronlyaweanddistantwonder。Thistookherbythehand,kindly,asonewhosays,“Mydear,comein。”Itopenedforheras,ifforitsown。Shehadwonderedatthegreatnessofthenames,uponthebill-boards,themarvelofthelongnoticesinthe,papers,thebeautyofthedressesuponthestage,theatmosphere,ofcarriages,flowers,refinement。Herewasnoillusion。Here,wasanopendoortoseeallofthat。Shehadcomeuponitasone,whostumblesuponasecretpassageand,behold,shewasinthe,chamberofdiamondsanddelight!
  Asshedressedwithaflutter,inherlittlestageroom,hearing,thevoicesoutside,seeingMr。Quincelhurryinghereandthere,notingMrs。MorganandMrs。Hoaglandattheirnervousworkof,preparation,seeingallthetwentymembersofthecastmoving,aboutandworryingoverwhattheresultwouldbe,shecouldnot,helpthinkingwhatadelightthiswouldbeifitwouldendure;
  howperfectastate,ifshecouldonlydowellnow,andthensome,timegetaplaceasarealactress。Thethoughthadtakena,mightyholduponher。Ithummedinherearsasthemelodyofan,oldsong。
  Outsideinthelittlelobbyanotherscenewasbeginenacted。
  WithouttheinterestofHurstwood,thelittlehallwouldprobably,havebeencomfortablyfilled,forthemembersofthelodgewere,moderatelyinterestedinitswelfare。Hurstwood’sword,however,hadgonetherounds。Itwastobeafull-dressaffair。Thefour,boxeshadbeentaken。Dr。NormanMcNeillHaleandhiswifewere,tooccupyone。Thiswasquiteacard。C。R。Walker,dry-goods,merchantandpossessorofatleasttwohundredthousanddollars,hadtakenanother;awell-knowncoalmerchanthadbeeninducedto,takethethird,andHurstwoodandhisfriendsthefourth。Among,thelatterwasDrouet。Thepeoplewhowerenowpouringherewere,notcelebrities,norevenlocalnotabilities,inageneralsense。
  Theywerethelightsofacertaincircle——thecircleofsmall,fortunesandsecretorderdistinctions。ThesegentlemenElks,knewthestandingofoneanother。Theyhadregardforthe,abilitywhichcouldamassasmallfortune,ownanicehome,keep,abaroucheorcarriage,perhaps,wearfineclothes,andmaintain,agoodmercantileposition。Naturally,Hurstwood,whowasa,littleabovetheorderofmindwhichacceptedthisstandardas,perfect,whohadshrewdnessandmuchassumptionofdignity,who,heldanimposingandauthoritativeposition,andcommanded,friendshipbyintuitivetactinhandlingpeople,wasquitea,figure。Hewasmoregenerallyknownthanmostothersinthesame,circle,andwaslookeduponassomeonewhosereservecovereda,mineofinfluenceandsolidfinancialprosperity。
  To-nighthewasinhiselement。Hecamewithseveralfriends,directlyfromRector’sinacarriage。Inthelobbyhemet,Drouet,whowasjustreturningfromatripformorecigars。All,fivenowjoinedinananimatedconversationconcerningthe,companypresentandthegeneraldriftoflodgeaffairs。
  “Who’shere?”saidHurstwood,passingintothetheatreproper,wherethelightswereturnedupandacompanyofgentlemenwere,laughingandtalkingintheopenspacebackoftheseats。
  “Why,howdoyoudo,Mr。Hurstwood?”camefromthefirst,individualrecognised。
  “Gladtoseeyou,“saidthelatter,graspinghishandlightly。
  “Looksquiteanaffair,doesn’tit?”
  “Yes,indeed,“saidthemanager。
  “Custerseemstohavethebackingofitsmembers,“observedthe,friend。
  “Soitshould,“saidtheknowingmanager。”I’mgladtoseeit。”
  “Well,George,“saidanotherrotundcitizen,whoseavoirdupois,madenecessaryanalmostalarmingdisplayofstarchedshirt,bosom,“howgoesitwithyou?”
  “Excellent,“saidthemanager。
  “Whatbringsyouoverhere?You’renotamemberofCuster。”
  “Good-nature,“returnedthemanager。”Liketoseetheboys,you,know。”
  “Wifehere?”
  “Shecouldn’tcometo-night。She’snotwell。”
  “Sorrytohearit——nothingserious,Ihope。”
  “No,justfeelingalittleill。”
  “IrememberMrs。Hurstwoodwhenshewastravellingoncewithyou,overtoSt。Joe——“andherethenewcomerlaunchedoffina,trivialrecollection,whichwasterminatedbythearrivalofmore,friends。
  “Why,George,howareyou?”saidanothergenialWestSide,politicianandlodgemember。”My,butI’mgladtoseeyouagain;
  howarethings,anyhow?”
  “Verywell;Iseeyougotthatnominationforalderman。”
  “Yes,wewhippedthemoutovertherewithoutmuchtrouble。”
  “WhatdoyousupposeHennessywilldonow?”
  “Oh,he’llgobacktohisbrickbusiness。Hehasabrick-yard,youknow。”
  “Ididn’tknowthat,“saidthemanager。”Feltprettysore,I
  suppose,overhisdefeat。”
  “Perhaps,“saidtheother,winkingshrewdly。
  Someofthemorefavouredofhisfriendswhomhehadinvited,begantorollupincarriagesnow。Theycameshufflinginwitha,greatshowoffineryandmuchevidentfeelingofcontentand,importance。
  “Hereweare,“saidHurstwood,turningtoonefromagroupwith,whomhewastalking。
  “That’sright,“returnedthenewcomer,agentlemanofabout,forty-five。
  “Andsay,“hewhispered,jovially,pullingHurstwoodoverbythe,shouldersothathemightwhisperinhisear,“ifthisisn’ta,goodshow,I’llpunchyourhead。”
  “Yououghttopayforseeingyouroldfriends。Bothertheshow!”
  Toanotherwhoinquired,“Isitsomethingreallygood?”the,managerreplied:
  “Idon’tknow。Idon’tsupposeso。”Then,liftinghishand,graciously,“Forthelodge。”
  “Lotsofboysout,eh?”
  “Yes,lookupShanahan。Hewasjustaskingforyouamoment,ago。”
  Itwasthusthatthelittletheatreresoundedtoababbleof,successfulvoices,thecreakoffineclothes,thecommonplaceof,good-nature,andalllargelybecauseofthisman’sbidding。Look,athimanytimewithinthehalfhourbeforethecurtainwasup,hewasamemberofaneminentgroup——aroundedcompanyoffiveor,morewhosestoutfigures,largewhitebosoms,andshiningpins,bespokethecharacteroftheirsuccess。Thegentlemenwho,broughttheirwivescalledhimouttoshakehands。Seats,clicked,ushersbowedwhilehelookedblandlyon。Hewas,evidentlyalightamongthem,reflectinginhispersonalitythe,ambitionsofthosewhogreetedhim。Hewasacknowledged,fawned,upon,inawaylionised。Throughitallonecouldseethe,standingoftheman。Itwasgreatnessinaway,smallasitwas。
  ChapterXIX
  ANHOURINELFLAND——ACLAMOURHALFHEARD
  Atlastthecurtainwasreadytogoup。Allthedetailsofthe,make-uphadbeencompleted,andthecompanysettleddownasthe,leaderofthesmall,hiredorchestratappedsignificantlyupon,hismusicrackwithhisbatonandbeganthesoftcurtain-raising,strain。Hurstwoodceasedtalking,andwentwithDrouetandhis,friendSagarMorrisonaroundtothebox。
  “Now,we’llseehowthelittlegirldoes,“hesaidtoDrouet,in,atonewhichnooneelsecouldhear。
  Onthestage,sixofthecharactershadalreadyappearedinthe,openingparlourscene。DrouetandHurstwoodsawataglancethat,Carriewasnotamongthem,andwentontalkinginawhisper。
  Mrs。Morgan,Mrs。Hoagland,andtheactorwhohadtaken,Bamberger’spartwererepresentingtheprincipalrolesinthis,scene。Theprofessional,whosenamewasPatton,hadlittleto,recommendhimoutsideofhisassurance,butthisatthepresent,momentwasmostpalpablyneeded。Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,was,stiffwithfright。Mrs。Hoaglandwashuskyinthethroat。The,wholecompanywassoweak-kneedthatthelinesweremerely,spoken,andnothingmore。Ittookallthehopeanduncritical,good-natureoftheaudiencetokeepfrommanifestingpitybythat,unrestwhichistheagonyoffailure。
  Hurstwoodwasperfectlyindifferent。Hetookitforgrantedthat,itwouldbeworthless。Allhecaredforwastohaveitendurable,enoughtoallowforpretensionandcongratulationafterward。
  Afterthefirstrushoffright,however,theplayersgotoverthe,dangerofcollapse。Theyrambledweaklyforward,losingnearly,alltheexpressionwhichwasintended,andmakingthethingdull,intheextreme,whenCarriecamein。
  Oneglanceather,andbothHurstwoodandDrouetsawplainlythat,shealsowasweak-kneed。Shecamefaintlyacrossthestage,saying:
  “Andyou,sir;wehavebeenlookingforyousinceeighto’clock,“
  butwithsolittlecolourandinsuchafeeblevoicethatitwas,positivelypainful。
  “She’sfrightened,“whisperedDrouettoHurstwood。
  Themanagermadenoanswer。
  Shehadalinepresentlywhichwassupposedtobefunny。
  “Well,that’sasmuchastosaythatI’masortoflifepill。”
  Itcameoutsoflat,however,thatitwasadeathlything。
  Drouetfidgeted。Hurstwoodmovedhistoetheleastbit。
  TherewasanotherplaceinwhichLaurawastoriseand,witha,senseofimpendingdisaster,say,sadly:
  “Iwishyouhadn’tsaidthat,Pearl。Youknowtheoldproverb,’Callamaidbyamarriedname。’“
  Thelackoffeelinginthethingwasridiculous。Carriedidnot,getitatall。Sheseemedtobetalkinginhersleep。Itlooked,asifshewerecertaintobeawretchedfailure。Shewasmore,hopelessthanMrs。Morgan,whohadrecoveredsomewhat,andwas,nowsayingherlinesclearlyatleast。Drouetlookedawayfrom,thestageattheaudience。Thelatterheldoutsilently,hoping,forageneralchange,ofcourse。Hurstwoodfixedhiseyeon,Carrie,asiftohypnotiseherintodoingbetter。Hewaspouring,determinationofhisowninherdirection。Hefeltsorryfor,her。
  Inafewmoreminutesitfelltohertoreadthelettersentin,bythestrangevillain。Theaudiencehadbeenslightlydiverted,byaconversationbetweentheprofessionalactorandacharacter,calledSnorky,impersonatedbyashortlittleAmerican,who,reallydevelopedsomehumourasahalf-crazed,one-armedsoldier,turnedmessengerforaliving。Hebawledhislinesoutwithsuch,defiancethat,whiletheyreallydidnotpartakeofthehumour,intended,theywerefunny。Nowhewasoff,however,anditwas,backtopathos,withCarrieasthechieffigure。Shedidnot,recover。Shewanderedthroughthewholescenebetweenherself,andtheintrudingvillain,strainingthepatienceofthe,audience,andfinallyexiting,muchtotheirrelief。
  “She’stoonervous,“saidDrouet,feelinginthemildnessofthe,remarkthathewaslyingforonce。
  “Bettergobackandsayawordtoher。”
  Drouetwasgladtodoanythingforrelief。Hefairlyhustled,aroundtothesideentrance,andwasletinbythefriendlydoor-
  keeper。Carriewasstandinginthewings,weaklywaitingher,nextcue,allthesnapandnervegoneoutofher。
  “Say,Cad,“hesaid,lookingather,“youmustn’tbenervous。
  Wakeup。Thoseguysouttheredon’tamounttoanything。What,areyouafraidof?”
  “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。”Ijustdon’tseemtobeabletodo,it。”
  Shewasgratefulforthedrummer’spresence,though。Shehad,foundthecompanysonervousthatherownstrengthhadgone。
  “Comeon,“saidDrouet。”Braceup。Whatareyouafraidof?Go,onouttherenow,anddothetrick。Whatdoyoucare?”
  Carrierevivedalittleunderthedrummer’selectrical,nervous,condition。
  “DidIdosoverybad?”
  “Notabit。Allyouneedisalittlemoreginger。Doitasyou,showedme。Getthattossofyourheadyouhadtheothernight。”
  Carrierememberedhertriumphintheroom。Shetriedtothink,shecouldtoit。
  ’What’snext?”hesaid,lookingatherpart,whichshehadbeen,studying。
  “Why,thescenebetweenRayandmewhenIrefusehim。”
  “Well,nowyoudothatlively,“saidthedrummer。”Putinsnap,that’sthething。Actasifyoudidn’tcare。”
  “Yourturnnext,MissMadenda,“saidtheprompter。
  “Oh,dear,“saidCarrie。
  “Well,you’reachumpforbeingafraid,“saidDrouet。”Comeon,now,braceup。I’llwatchyoufromrighthere。”
  “Willyou?”saidCarrie。
  “Yes,nowgoon。Don’tbeafraid。”
  Thepromptersignalledher。
  Shestartedout,weakasever,butsuddenlyhernervepartially,returned。ShethoughtofDrouetlooking。
  “Ray,“shesaid,gently,usingatoneofvoicemuchmorecalm,thanwhenshehadlastappeared。Itwasthescenewhichhad,pleasedthedirectorattherehearsal。
  “She’seasier,“thoughtHurstwoodtohimself。
  Shedidnotdothepartasshehadatrehearsal,butshewas,better。Theaudiencewasatleastnotirritated。The,improvementoftheworkoftheentirecompanytookawaydirect,observationfromher。Theyweremakingveryfairprogress,and,nowitlookedasiftheplaywouldbepassable,intheless,tryingpartsatleast。
  Carriecameoffwarmandnervous。
  “Well,“shesaid,lookingathim,“wasitanybetter?”
  “Well,Ishouldsayso。That’stheway。Putlifeintoit。You,didthataboutathousandpercent。betterthanyoudidthe,otherscene。Nowgoonandfireup。Youcandoit。Knock’em。”
  “Wasitreallybetter?”
  “Better,Ishouldsayso。Whatcomesnext?”
  “Thatballroomscene。”
  “Well,youcandothatallright,“hesaid。
  “Idon’tknow,“answeredCarrie。
  “Why,woman,“heexclaimed,“youdiditforme!Nowyougoout,thereanddoit。It’llbefunforyou。Justdoasyoudidin,theroom。Ifyou’llreelitoffthatway,I’llbetyoumakea,hit。Now,what’llyoubet?Youdoit。”
  Thedrummerusuallyallowedhisardentgood-naturetogetthe,betterofhisspeech。HereallydidthinkthatCarriehadacted,thisparticularsceneverywell,andhewantedhertorepeatit,inpublic。Hisenthusiasmwasduetothemerespiritofthe,occasion。
  Whenthetimecame,hebuoyedCarrieupmosteffectually。He,begantomakeherfeelasifshehaddoneverywell。Theold,melancholyofdesirebegantocomebackashetalkedather,and,bythetimethesituationrolledaroundshewasrunninghighin,feeling。
  “IthinkIcandothis。”
  “Sureyoucan。Nowyougoaheadandsee。”
  Onthestage,Mrs。VanDamwasmakinghercruelinsinuation,againstLaura。
  Carrielistened,andcaughttheinfectionofsomething——shedid,notknowwhat。Hernostrilssniffedthinly。
  “Itmeans,“theprofessionalactorbegan,speakingasRay,“that,societyisaterribleavengerofinsult。Haveyoueverheardof,theSiberianwolves?Whenoneofthepackfallsthroughweakness,theothersdevourhim。Itisnotanelegantcomparison,but,thereissomethingwolfishinsociety。Laurahasmockeditwith,apretence,andsociety,whichismadeupofpretence,will,bitterlyresentthemockery。”
  AtthesoundofherstagenameCarriestarted。Shebegantofeel,thebitternessofthesituation。Thefeelingsoftheoutcast,descendeduponher。Shehungatthewing’sedge,wraptinher,ownmountingthoughts。Shehardlyheardanythingmore,saveher,ownrumblingblood。
  “Come,girls,“saidMrs。VanDam,solemnly,“letuslookafter,ourthings。Theyarenolongersafewhensuchanaccomplished,thiefenters。”
  “Cue,“saidtheprompter,closetoherside,butshedidnot,hear。Alreadyshewasmovingforwardwithasteadygrace,born,ofinspiration。Shedawnedupontheaudience,handsomeand,proud,shifting,withthenecessityofthesituation,toacold,white,helplessobject,asthesocialpackmovedawayfromher,scornfully。
  Hurstwoodblinkedhiseyesandcaughttheinfection。The,radiatingwavesoffeelingandsinceritywerealreadybreaking,againstthefarthestwallsofthechamber。Themagicofpassion,whichwillyetdissolvetheworld,washereatwork。
  Therewasadrawing,too,ofattention,arivetingoffeeling,heretoforewandering。
  “Ray!Ray!Whydoyounotcomebacktoher?”wasthecryof,Pearl。
  EveryeyewasfixedonCarrie,stillproudandscornful。They,movedasshemoved。Theireyeswerewithhereyes。
  Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,approachedher。
  “Letusgohome,“shesaid。
  “No,“answeredCarrie,hervoiceassumingforthefirsttimea,penetratingqualitywhichithadneverknown。”Staywithhim!”
  Shepointedanalmostaccusinghandtowardherlover。Then,with,apathoswhichstruckhomebecauseofitsuttersimplicity,“He,shallnotsufferlong。”
  Hurstwoodrealisedthathewasseeingsomethingextraordinarily,good。Itwasheightenedforhimbytheapplauseoftheaudience,asthecurtaindescendedandthefactthatitwasCarrie。He,thoughtnowthatshewasbeautiful。Shehaddonesomethingwhich,wasabovehissphere。Hefeltakeendelightinrealisingthat,shewashis。
  “Fine,“hesaid,andthen,seizedbyasuddenimpulse,aroseand,wentabouttothestagedoor。
  WhenhecameinuponCarrieshewasstillwithDrouet。His,feelingsforherweremostexuberant。Hewasalmostsweptaway,bythestrengthandfeelingsheexhibited。Hisdesirewasto,pourforthhispraisewiththeunboundedfeelingsofalover,but,herewasDrouet,whoseaffectionwasalsorapidlyreviving。The,latterwasmorefascinated,ifanything,thanHurstwood。At,least,inthenatureofthings,ittookamoreruddyform。
  “Well,well,“saidDrouet,“youdidoutofsight。Thatwas,simplygreat。Iknewyoucoulddoit。Oh,butyou’realittle,daisy!”
  Carrie’seyesflamedwiththelightofachievement。
  “DidIdoallright?”
  “Didyou?Well,Iguess。Didn’tyouheartheapplause?”
  Therewassomefaintsoundofclappingyet。
  “IthoughtIgotitsomethinglike——Ifeltit。”
  JustthenHurstwoodcamein。Instinctivelyhefeltthechangein,Drouet。HesawthatthedrummerwasneartoCarrie,andjealousy,leapedalightinhisbosom。Inaflashofthought,hereproached,himselfforhavingsenthimback。Also,hehatedhimasan,intruder。Hecouldscarcelypullhimselfdowntothelevelwhere,hewouldhavetocongratulateCarrieasafriend。Nevertheless,themanmasteredhimself,anditwasatriumph。Healmostjerked,theoldsubtlelighttohiseyes。
  “Ithought,“hesaid,lookingatCarrie,“Iwouldcomearoundand,tellyouhowwellyoudid,Mrs。Drouet。Itwasdelightful。”
  Carrietookthecue,andreplied:
  “Oh,thankyou。”
  “Iwasjusttellingher,“putinDrouet,nowdelightedwithhis,possession,“thatIthoughtshedidfine。”
  “Indeedyoudid,“saidHurstwood,turninguponCarrieeyesin,whichshereadmorethanthewords。
  Carrielaughedluxuriantly。
  “Ifyoudoaswellintherestoftheplay,youwillmakeusall,thinkyouareabornactress。”
  Carriesmiledagain。ShefelttheacutenessofHurstwood’s,position,andwisheddeeplythatshecouldbealonewithhim,but,shedidnotunderstandthechangeinDrouet。Hurstwoodfound,thathecouldnottalk,repressedashewas,andgrudgingDrouet,everymomentofhispresence,hebowedhimselfoutwiththe,eleganceofaFaust。Outsidehesethisteethwithenvy。
  “Damnit!”hesaid,“ishealwaysgoingtobeintheway?”Hewas,moodywhenhegotbacktothebox,andcouldnottalkfor,thinkingofhiswretchedsituation。
  Asthecurtainforthenextactarose,Drouetcameback。Hewas,verymuchenlivenedintemperandinclinedtowhisper,but,Hurstwoodpretendedinterest。Hefixedhiseyesonthestage,althoughCarriewasnotthere,ashortbitofmelodramaticcomedy,precedingherentrance。Hedidnotseewhatwasgoingon,however。Hewasthinkinghisownthoughts,andtheywere,wretched。
  Theprogressoftheplaydidnotimprovemattersforhim。
  Carrie,fromnowon,waseasilythecentreofinterest。The,audience,whichhadbeeninclinedtofeelthatnothingcouldbe,goodafterthefirstgloomyimpression,nowwenttotheother,extremeandsawpowerwhereitwasnot。Thegeneralfeeling,reactedonCarrie。Shepresentedherpartwithsomefelicity,thoughnothingliketheintensitywhichhadarousedthefeeling,attheendofthelongfirstact。
  BothHurstwoodandDrouetviewedherprettyfigurewithrising,feelings。Thefactthatsuchabilityshouldrevealitselfin,her,thattheyshouldseeitsetforthundersucheffective,circumstances,framedalmostinmassygoldandshoneuponbythe,appropriatelightsofsentimentandpersonality,heightenedher,charmforthem。ShewasmorethantheoldCarrietoDrouet。He,longedtobeathomewithheruntilhecouldtellher。He,awaitedimpatientlytheend,whentheyshouldgohomealone。
  Hurstwood,onthecontrary,sawinthestrengthofhernew,attractivenesshismiserablepredicament。Hecouldhavecursed,themanbesidehim。BytheLord,hecouldnotevenapplaud,feelinglyashewould。Foroncehemustsimulatewhenitlefta,tasteinhismouth。
  ItwasinthelastactthatCarrie’sfascinationforherlovers,assumeditsmosteffectivecharacter。
  Hurstwoodlistenedtoitsprogress,wonderingwhenCarriewould,comeon。Hehadnotlongtowait。Theauthorhadusedthe,artificeofsendingallthemerrycompanyforadrive,andnow,Carriecameinalone。ItwasthefirsttimethatHurstwoodhad,hadachancetoseeherfacingtheaudiencequitealone,for,nowhereelsehadshebeenwithoutafoilofsomesort。He,suddenlyfelt,assheentered,thatheroldstrength——thepower,thathadgraspedhimattheendofthefirstact——hadcomeback。
  Sheseemedtobegainingfeeling,nowthattheplaywasdrawing,toacloseandtheopportunityforgreatactionwaspassing。
  “PoorPearl,“shesaid,speakingwithnaturalpathos。”Itisa,sadthingtowantforhappiness,butitisaterriblethingto,seeanothergropingaboutblindlyforit,whenitisalmost,withinthegrasp。”
  Shewasgazingnowsadlyoutupontheopensea,herarmresting,listlesslyuponthepolisheddoor-post。