“Howareyou?”hesaid,easily。”Icouldnotresistthe,temptationtocomeoutthisafternoon,itwassopleasant。”
“Yes,“saidCarrie,haltingbeforehim,“Iwasjustpreparingto,goforawalkmyself。”
“Oh,wereyou?”hesaid。”Supposing,then,yougetyourhatand,webothgo?”
TheycrossedtheparkandwentwestalongWashingtonBoulevard,beautifulwithitsbroadmacadamisedroad,andlargeframehouses,setbackfromthesidewalks。Itwasastreetwheremanyofthe,moreprosperousresidentsoftheWestSidelived,andHurstwood,couldnothelpfeelingnervousoverthepublicityofit。They,hadgonebutafewblockswhenaliverystablesigninoneofthe,sidestreetssolvedthedifficultyforhim。Hewouldtakeherto,drivealongthenewBoulevard。
TheBoulevardatthattimewaslittlemorethanacountryroad。
Thepartheintendedshowingherwasmuchfartheroutonthis,sameWestSide,wheretherewasscarcelyahouse。Itconnected,DouglasParkwithWashingtonorSouthPark,andwasnothingmore,thananeatlyMADEroad,runningduesouthforsomefivemiles,overanopen,grassyprairie,andthendueeastoverthesame,kindofprairieforthesamedistance。Therewasnotahouseto,beencounteredanywherealongthelargerpartoftheroute,and,anyconversationwouldbepleasantlyfreeofinterruption。
Atthestablehepickedagentlehorse,andtheyweresoonoutof,rangeofeitherpublicobservationorhearing。
“Canyoudrive?”hesaid,afteratime。
“Inevertried,“saidCarrie。
Heputthereinsinherhand,andfoldedhisarms。
“Youseethere’snothingtoitmuch,“hesaid,smilingly。
“Notwhenyouhaveagentlehorse,“saidCarrie。
“Youcanhandleahorseaswellasanyone,afteralittle,practice,“headded,encouragingly。
Hehadbeenlookingforsometimeforabreakintheconversation,whenhecouldgiveitaseriousturn。Onceortwicehehadheld,hispeace,hopingthatinsilenceherthoughtswouldtakethe,colourofhisown,butshehadlightlycontinuedthesubject。
Presently,however,hissilencecontrolledthesituation。The,driftofhisthoughtsbegantotell。Hegazedfixedlyatnothing,inparticular,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingwhich,concernedhernotatall。Histhoughts,however,spokefor,themselves。Shewasverymuchawarethataclimaxwaspending。
“Doyouknow,“hesaid,“Ihavespentthehappiesteveningsin,yearssinceIhaveknownyou?”
“Haveyou?”shesaid,withassumedairiness,butstillexcitedby,theconvictionwhichthetoneofhisvoicecarried。
“Iwasgoingtotellyoutheotherevening,“headded,“but,somehowtheopportunityslippedaway。”
Carriewaslisteningwithoutattemptingtoreply。Shecould,thinkofnothingworthwhiletosay。Despitealltheideas,concerningrightwhichhadtroubledhervaguelysinceshehad,lastseenhim,shewasnowinfluencedagainstronglyinhis,favour。
“Icameouthereto-day,“hewenton,solemnly,“totellyoujust,howIfeel——toseeifyouwouldn’tlistentome。”
Hurstwoodwassomethingofaromanticistafterhiskind。Hewas,capableofstrongfeelings——oftenpoeticones——andunderastress,ofdesire,suchasthepresent,hewaxedeloquent。Thatis,his,feelingsandhisvoicewerecolouredwiththatseemingrepression,andpathoswhichistheessenceofeloquence。
“Youknow,“hesaid,puttinghishandonherarm,andkeepinga,strangesilencewhileheformulatedwords,“thatIloveyou?”
Carriedidnotstiratthewords。Shewasboundupcompletelyin,theman’satmosphere。Hewouldhavechurchlikesilenceinorder,toexpresshisfeelings,andshekeptit。Shedidnotmoveher,eyesfromtheflat,openscenebeforeher。Hurstwoodwaitedfor,afewmoments,andthenrepeatedthewords。
“Youmustnotsaythat,“shesaid,weakly。
Herwordswerenotconvincingatall。Theyweretheresultofa,feeblethoughtthatsomethingoughttobesaid。Hepaidno,attentiontothemwhatever。
“Carrie,“hesaid,usingherfirstnamewithsympathetic,familiarity,“Iwantyoutoloveme。Youdon’tknowhowmuchI
needsomeonetowastealittleaffectiononme。Iam,practicallyalone。Thereisnothinginmylifethatispleasant,ordelightful。It’sallworkandworrywithpeoplewhoare,nothingtome。”
Ashesaidthis,Hurstwoodreallyimaginedthathisstatewas,pitiful。Hehadtheabilitytogetoffatadistanceandview,himselfobjectively——ofseeingwhathewantedtoseeinthe,thingswhichmadeuphisexistence。Now,ashespoke,hisvoice,trembledwiththatpeculiarvibrationwhichistheresultof,tensity。Itwentringinghometohiscompanion’sheart。
“Why,Ishouldthink,“shesaid,turninguponhimlargeeyes,whichwerefullofsympathyandfeeling,“thatyouwouldbevery,happy。Youknowsomuchoftheworld。”
“Thatisit,“hesaid,hisvoicedroppingtoasoftminor,“I
knowtoomuchoftheworld。”
Itwasanimportantthingtohertohearonesowell-positioned,andpowerfulspeakinginthismanner。Shecouldnothelpfeeling,thestrangenessofhersituation。Howwasitthat,insolittle,awhile,thenarrowlifeofthecountryhadfallenfromherasa,garment,andthecity,withallitsmystery,takenitsplace?
Herewasthisgreatestmystery,themanofmoneyandaffairs,sittingbesideher,appealingtoher。Behold,hehadeaseand,comfort,hisstrengthwasgreat,hispositionhigh,hisclothing,rich,andyethewasappealingtoher。Shecouldformulateno,thoughtwhichwouldbejustandright。Shetroubledherselfno,moreuponthematter。Sheonlybaskedinthewarmthofhis,feeling,whichwasasagratefulblazetoonewhoiscold。
Hurstwoodglowedwithhisownintensity,andtheheatofhis,passionwasalreadymeltingthewaxofhiscompanion’sscruples。
“Youthink,“hesaid,“Iamhappy;thatIoughtnottocomplain?
Ifyouweretomeetalldaywithpeoplewhocareabsolutely,nothingaboutyou,ifyouwentdayafterdaytoaplacewhere,therewasnothingbutshowandindifference,iftherewasnotone,personinallthoseyouknewtowhomyoucouldappealfor,sympathyortalktowithpleasure,perhapsyouwouldbeunhappy,too。
Hewasstrikingachordnowwhichfoundsympatheticresponsein,herownsituation。Sheknewwhatitwastomeetwithpeoplewho,wereindifferent,towalkaloneamidsomanywhocaredabsolutely,nothingaboutyou。Hadnotshe?,Wasnotsheatthisverymoment,quitealone?,Whowasthereamongallwhomsheknewtowhomshe,couldappealforsympathy?,Notone。Shewaslefttoherselfto,broodandwonder。
“Icouldbecontent,“wentonHurstwood,“ifIhadyoutolove,me。IfIhadyoutogoto;youforacompanion。Asitis,I
simplymoveaboutfromplacetoplacewithoutanysatisfaction。
Timehangsheavilyonmyhands。BeforeyoucameIdidnothing,butidleanddriftintoanythingthatoffereditself。Sinceyou,came——well,I’vehadyoutothinkabout。”
Theoldillusionthatherewassomeonewhoneededheraidbegan,togrowinCarrie’smind。Shetrulypitiedthissad,lonely,figure。Tothinkthatallhisfinestateshouldbesobarrenfor,wantofher;thatheneededtomakesuchanappealwhenshe,herselfwaslonelyandwithoutanchor。Surely,thiswastoobad。
“Iamnotverybad,“hesaid,apologetically,asifheoweditto,hertoexplainonthisscore。”Youthink,probably,thatIroam,around,andgetintoallsortsofevil?,Ihavebeenrather,reckless,butIcouldeasilycomeoutofthat。Ineedyouto,drawmeback,ifmylifeeveramountstoanything。”
Carrielookedathimwiththetendernesswhichvirtueeverfeels,initshopeofreclaimingvice。Howcouldsuchamanneed,reclaiming?,Hiserrors,whatwerethey,thatshecouldcorrect?
Smalltheymustbe,whereallwassofine。Atworst,theywere,gildedaffairs,andwithwhatleniencyaregildederrorsviewed。
Heputhimselfinsuchalonelylightthatshewasdeeplymoved。
“Isitthatway?”shemused。
Heslippedhisarmaboutherwaist,andshecouldnotfindthe,hearttodrawaway。Withhisfreehandheseizeduponher,fingers。Abreathofsoftspringwindwentboundingoverthe,road,rollingsomebrowntwigsofthepreviousautumnbeforeit。
Thehorsepacedleisurelyon,unguided。
“Tellme,“hesaid,softly,“thatyouloveme。”
Hereyesfellconsciously。
“Owntoit,dear,“hesaid,feelingly;“youdo,don’tyou?”
Shemadenoanswer,buthefelthisvictory。
“Tellme,“hesaid,richly,drawinghersoclosethattheirlips,wereneartogether。Hepressedherhandwarmly,andthen,releasedittotouchhercheek。
“Youdo?”hesaid,pressinghislipstoherown。
Foranswer,herlipsreplied。
“Now,“hesaid,joyously,hisfineeyesablaze,“you’remyown,girl,aren’tyou?”
Bywayoffurtherconclusion,herheadlaysoftlyuponhis,shoulder。
ChapterXIV
WITHEYESANDNOTSEEING——ONEINFLUENCEWANES
Carrieinherroomsthateveningwasinafineglow,physically,andmentally。Shewasdeeplyrejoicinginheraffectionfor,Hurstwoodandhislove,andlookedforwardwithfinefancyto,theirnextmeetingSundaynight。Theyhadagreed,withoutany,feelingofenforcedsecrecy,thatsheshouldcomedowntownand,meethim,though,afterall,theneedofitwasthecause。
Mrs。Hale,fromherupperwindow,sawhercomein。
“Um,“shethoughttoherself,“shegoesridingwithanotherman,whenherhusbandisoutofthecity。Hehadbetterkeepaneye,onher。”
ThetruthisthatMrs。Halewasnottheonlyonewhohada,thoughtonthisscore。ThehousemaidwhohadwelcomedHurstwood,hadheropinionalso。ShehadnoparticularregardforCarrie,whomshetooktobecoldanddisagreeable。Atthesametime,she,hadafancyforthemerryandeasy-manneredDrouet,whothrewher,apleasantremarknowandthen,andinotherwaysextendedher,theevidenceofthatregardwhichhehadforallmembersofthe,sex。Hurstwoodwasmorereservedandcriticalinhismanner。He,didnotappealtothisbodicedfunctionaryinthesamepleasant,way。Shewonderedthathecamesofrequently,thatMrs。Drouet,shouldgooutwithhimthisafternoonwhenMr。Drouetwasabsent。
Shegaveventtoheropinionsinthekitchenwherethecookwas。
Asaresult,ahumofgossipwassetgoingwhichmovedaboutthe,houseinthatsecretmannercommontogossip。
Carrie,nowthatshehadyieldedsufficientlytoHurstwoodto,confessheraffection,nolongertroubledaboutherattitude,towardshim。TemporarilyshegavelittlethoughttoDrouet,thinkingonlyofthedignityandgraceofherloverandofhis,consumingaffectionforher。Onthefirstevening,shedid,littlebutgooverthedetailsoftheafternoon。Itwasthe,firsttimehersympathieshadeverbeenthoroughlyaroused,and,theythrewanewlightonhercharacter。Shehadsomepowerof,initiative,latentbefore,whichnowbegantoexertitself。She,lookedmorepracticallyuponherstateandbegantosee,glimmeringsofawayout。Hurstwoodseemedadraginthe,directionofhonour。Herfeelingswereexceedinglycreditable,inthattheyconstructedoutoftheserecentdevelopments,somethingwhichconqueredfreedomfromdishonour。Shehadno,ideawhatHurstwood’snextwordwouldbe。Sheonlytookhis,affectiontobeafinething,andappendedbetter,moregenerous,resultsaccordingly。
Asyet,Hurstwoodhadonlyathoughtofpleasurewithout,responsibility。Hedidnotfeelthathewasdoinganythingto,complicatehislife。Hispositionwassecure,hishome-life,if,notsatisfactory,wasatleastundisturbed,hispersonalliberty,ratheruntrammelled。Carrie’sloverepresentedonlysomuch,addedpleasure。Hewouldenjoythisnewgiftoverandabovehis,ordinaryallowanceofpleasure。Hewouldbehappywithherand,hisownaffairswouldgoonastheyhad,undisturbed。
OnSundayeveningCarriedinedwithhimataplacehehad,selectedinEastAdamsStreet,andthereaftertheytookacabto,whatwasthenapleasanteveningresortoutonCottageGrove,Avenuenear39thStreet。Intheprocessofhisdeclarationhe,soonrealisedthatCarrietookhisloveuponahigherbasisthan,hehadanticipated。Shekepthimatadistanceinarather,earnestway,andsubmittedonlytothosetendertokensof,affectionwhichbetterbecometheinexperiencedlover。Hurstwood,sawthatshewasnottobepossessedfortheasking,anddeferred,pressinghissuittoowarmly。
Sincehefeignedtobelieveinhermarriedstatehefoundthathe,hadtocarryoutthepart。Histriumph,hesaw,wasstillata,littledistance。Howfarhecouldnotguess。
TheywerereturningtoOgdenPlaceinthecab,whenheasked:
“WhenwillIseeyouagain?”
“Idon’tknow,“sheanswered,wonderingherself。
“WhynotcomedowntoTheFair,“hesuggested,“nextTuesday?”
Sheshookherhead。
“Notsosoon,“sheanswered。
“I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“headded。”I’llwriteyou,careof,thisWestSidePost-office。CouldyoucallnextTuesday?”
Carrieassented。
Thecabstoppedonedooroutofthewayaccordingtohiscall。
“Good-night,“hewhispered,asthecabrolledaway。
Unfortunatelyforthesmoothprogressionofthisaffair,Drouet,returned。Hurstwoodwassittinginhisimposinglittleoffice,thenextafternoonwhenhesawDrouetenter。
“Why,hello,Charles,“hecalledaffably;“backagain?”
“Yes,“smiledDrouet,approachingandlookinginatthedoor。
Hurstwoodarose。
“Well,“hesaid,lookingthedrummerover,“rosyasever,eh?”
Theybegantalkingofthepeopletheyknewandthingsthathad,happened。
“Beenhomeyet?”finallyaskedHurstwood。
“No,Iamgoing,though,“saidDrouet。
“Irememberedthelittlegirloutthere,“saidHurstwood,“and,calledonce。Thoughtyouwouldn’twantherleftquitealone。”
“Rightyouare,“agreedDrouet。”Howisshe?”
“Verywell,“saidHurstwood。”Ratheranxiousaboutyouthough。
You’dbettergooutnowandcheerherup。”
“Iwill,“saidDrouet,smilingly。
“Liketohaveyoubothcomedownandgototheshowwithme,Wednesday,“concludedHurstwoodatparting。
“Thanks,oldman,“saidhisfriend,“I’llseewhatthegirlsays,andletyouknow。”
Theyseparatedinthemostcordialmanner。
“There’sanicefellow,“Drouetthoughttohimselfasheturned,thecornertowardsMadison。
“Drouetisagoodfellow,“Hurstwoodthoughttohimselfashe,wentbackintohisoffice,“buthe’snomanforCarrie。”
Thethoughtofthelatterturnedhismindintoamostpleasant,vein,andhewanderedhowhewouldgetaheadofthedrummer。
WhenDrouetenteredCarrie’spresence,hecaughtherinhisarms,asusual,butsherespondedtohiskisswithatremourof,opposition。
“Well,“hesaid,“Ihadagreattrip。”
“Didyou?HowdidyoucomeoutwiththatLaCrossemanyouwere,tellingmeabout?”
“Oh,fine;soldhimacompleteline。Therewasanotherfellow,there,representingBurnstein,aregularhook-nosedsheeny,but,hewasn’tinit。Imadehimlooklikenothingatall。”
Asheundidhiscollarandunfastenedhisstuds,preparatoryto,washinghisfaceandchanginghisclothes,hedilateduponhis,trip。Carriecouldnothelplisteningwithamusementtohis,animateddescriptions。
“Itellyou,“hesaid,“Isurprisedthepeopleattheoffice。
I’vesoldmoregoodsthislastquarterthananyothermanofour,houseontheroad。Isoldthreethousanddollars’worthinLa,Crosse。”
Heplungedhisfaceinabasinofwater,andpuffedandblewas,herubbedhisneckandearswithhishands,whileCarriegazed,uponhimwithmingledthoughtsofrecollectionandpresent,judgment。Hewasstillwipinghisface,whenhecontinued:
“I’mgoingtostrikeforaraiseinJune。Theycanaffordtopay,it,asmuchbusinessasIturnin。I’llgetittoo,don’tyou,forget。”
“Ihopeyoudo,“saidCarrie。
“AndthenifthatlittlerealestatedealI’vegotongoes,through,we’llgetmarried,“hesaidwithagreatshowof,earnestness,thewhilehetookhisplacebeforethemirrorand,beganbrushinghishair。
“Idon’tbelieveyoueverintendtomarryme,Charlie,“Carrie,saidruefully。TherecentprotestationsofHurstwoodhadgiven,hercouragetosaythis。
“Oh,yesIdo——courseIdo——whatputthatintoyourhead?”
Hehadstoppedhistriflingbeforethemirrornowandcrossed,overtoher。ForthefirsttimeCarriefeltasifshemustmove,awayfromhim。
“Butyou’vebeensayingthatsolong,“shesaid,lookingwithher,prettyfaceupturnedintohis。
“Well,andImeanittoo,butittakesmoneytoliveasIwant,to。Now,whenIgetthisincrease,Icancomeprettynearfixing,thingsallright,andI’lldoit。Now,don’tyouworry,girlie。”
Hepattedherreassuringlyupontheshoulder,butCarriefelthow,reallyfutilehadbeenherhopes。Shecouldclearlyseethat,thiseasy-goingsoulintendednomoveinherbehalf。Hewas,simplylettingthingsdriftbecausehepreferredthefreeround,ofhispresentstatetoanylegaltrammellings。
Incontrast,Hurstwoodappearedstrongandsincere。Hehadno,easymannerofputtingheroff。Hesympathisedwithherand,showedherwhathertruevaluewas。Heneededher,whileDrouet,didnotcare。
“Oh,no,“shesaidremorsefully,hertonereflectingsomeofher,ownsuccessandmoreofherhelplessness,“youneverwill。”
“Well,youwaitalittlewhileandsee,“heconcluded。”I’ll,marryyouallright。”
Carrielookedathimandfeltjustified。Shewaslookingfor,somethingwhichwouldcalmherconscience,andhereitwas,a,light,airydisregardofherclaimsuponhisjustice。Hehad,faithfullypromisedtomarryher,andthiswasthewayhe,fulfilledhispromise。
“Say,“hesaid,afterhehad,ashethought,pleasantlydisposed,ofthemarriagequestion,“IsawHurstwoodto-day,andhewants,ustogotothetheatrewithhim。”
Carriestartedatthename,butrecoveredquicklyenoughtoavoid,notice。
“When?”sheasked,withassumedindifference。
“Wednesday。We’llgo,won’twe?”
“Ifyouthinkso,“sheanswered,hermannerbeingsoenforcedly,reservedastoalmostexcitesuspicion。Drouetnoticedsomething,buthethoughtitwasduetoherfeelingsconcerningtheirtalk,aboutmarriage。
“Hecalledonce,hesaid。”
“Yes,“saidCarrie,“hewasouthereSundayevening。”
“Washe?”saidDrouet。”Ithoughtfromwhathesaidthathehad,calledaweekorsoago。”
“Sohedid,“answeredCarrie,whowaswhollyunawareofwhat,conversationherloversmighthaveheld。Shewasallatsea,mentally,andfearfulofsomeentanglementwhichmightensuefrom,whatshewouldanswer。
“Oh,thenhecalledtwice?”saidDrouet,thefirstshadeof,misunderstandingshowinginhisface。
“Yes,“saidCarrieinnocently,feelingnowthatHurstwoodmust,havementionedbutonecall。
Drouetimaginedthathemusthavemisunderstoodhisfriend。He,didnotattachparticularimportancetotheinformation,after,all。
“Whatdidhehavetosay?”hequeried,withslightlyincreased,curiosity。
“HesaidhecamebecausehethoughtImightbelonely。You,hadn’tbeenintheresolonghewonderedwhathadbecomeofyou。”
“Georgeisafinefellow,“saidDrouet,rathergratifiedbyhis,conceptionofthemanager’sinterest。”Comeonandwe’llgoout,todinner。”
WhenHurstwoodsawthatDrouetwasbackhewroteatonceto,Carrie,saying:
“ItoldhimIcalledonyou,dearest,whenhewasaway。Idid,notsayhowoften,butheprobablythoughtonce。Letmeknowof,anythingyoumayhavesaid。Answerbyspecialmessengerwhenyou,getthis,and,darling,Imustseeyou。Letmeknowifyoucan’t,meetmeatJacksonandThroopStreetsWednesdayafternoonattwo,o’clock。Iwanttospeakwithyoubeforewemeetatthe,theatre。”
CarriereceivedthisTuesdaymorningwhenshecalledattheWest,Sidebranchofthepost-office,andansweredatonce。
“Isaidyoucalledtwice,“shewrote。”Hedidn’tseemtomind。
IwilltryandbeatThroopStreetifnothinginterferes。Iseem,tobegettingverybad。It’swrongtoactasIdo,Iknow。”
Hurstwood,whenhemetherasagreed,reassuredheronthis,score。
“Youmustn’tworry,sweetheart,“hesaid。”Justassoonashe,goesontheroadagainwewillarrangesomething。We’llfixit,sothatyouwon’thavetodeceiveanyone。”
Carrieimaginedthathewouldmarryheratonce,thoughhehad,notdirectlysaidso,andherspiritsrose。Sheproposedtomake,thebestofthesituationuntilDrouetleftagain。
“Don’tshowanymoreinterestinmethanyoueverhave,“
Hurstwoodcounselledconcerningtheeveningatthetheatre。
“Youmustn’tlookatmesteadilythen,“sheanswered,mindfulof,thepowerofhiseyes。
“Iwon’t,“hesaid,squeezingherhandatpartingandgivingthe,glanceshehadjustcautionedagainst。
“There,“shesaidplayfully,pointingafingerathim。
“Theshowhasn’tbegunyet,“hereturned。
Hewatchedherwalkfromhimwithtendersolicitation。Such,youthandprettinessreacteduponhimmoresubtlythanwine。
AtthetheatrethingspassedastheyhadinHurstwood’sfavour。
IfhehadbeenpleasingtoCarriebefore,howmuchmoresowashe,now。Hisgracewasmorepermeatingbecauseitfoundareadier,medium。Carriewatchedhiseverymovementwithpleasure。She,almostforgotpoorDrouet,whobabbledonasifhewerethehost。
Hurstwoodwastooclevertogivetheslightestindicationofa,change。Hepaid,ifanything,moreattentiontohisoldfriend,thanusual,andyetinnowayheldhimuptothatsubtleridicule,whichaloverinfavourmaysosecretlypractisebeforethe,mistressofhisheart。Ifanything,hefelttheinjusticeofthe,gameasitstood,andwasnotcheapenoughtoaddtoitthe,slightestmentaltaunt。
Onlytheplayproducedanironicalsituation,andthiswasdueto,Drouetalone。
Thescenewasonein“TheCovenant,“inwhichthewifelistened,totheseductivevoiceofaloverintheabsenceofherhusband。
“Servedhimright,“saidDrouetafterward,eveninviewofher,keenexpiationofhererror。”Ihaven’tanypityforamanwho,wouldbesuchachumpasthat。”
“Well,younevercantell,“returnedHurstwoodgently。”He,probablythoughthewasright。”
“Well,amanoughttobemoreattentivethanthattohiswifeif,hewantstokeepher。”
Theyhadcomeoutofthelobbyandmadetheirwaythroughthe,showycrushabouttheentranceway。
“Say,mister,“saidavoiceatHurstwood’sside,“wouldyoumind,givingmethepriceofabed?”
HurstwoodwasinterestedlyremarkingtoCarrie。
“HonesttoGod,mister,I’mwithoutaplacetosleep。”
Thepleawasthatofagaunt-facedmanofaboutthirty,who,lookedthepictureofprivationandwretchedness。Drouetwasthe,firsttosee。Hehandedoveradimewithanupwellingfeelingof,pityinhisheart。Hurstwoodscarcelynoticedtheincident。
Carriequicklyforgot。
ChapterXV
THEIRKOFTHEOLDTIES——THEMAGICOFYOUTH
ThecompleteignoringbyHurstwoodofhisownhomecamewiththe,growthofhisaffectionforCarrie。Hisactions,inallthat,relatedtohisfamily,wereofthemostperfunctorykind。Hesat,atbreakfastwithhiswifeandchildren,absorbedinhisown,fancies,whichreachedfarwithouttherealmoftheirinterests。
Hereadhispaper,whichwasheightenedininterestbythe,shallownessofthethemesdiscussedbyhissonanddaughter。
Betweenhimselfandhiswiferanariverofindifference。
NowthatCarriehadcome,hewasinafairwaytobeblissful,again。Therewasdelightingoingdowntownevenings。Whenhe,walkedforthintheshortdays,thestreetlampshadamerry,twinkle。Hebegantoexperiencethealmostforgottenfeeling,whichhastensthelover’sfeet。Whenhelookedathisfine,clothes,hesawthemwithhereyes——andhereyeswereyoung。
Whenintheflushofsuchfeelingsheheardhiswife’svoice,whentheinsistentdemandsofmatrimonyrecalledhimfromdreams,toastalepractice,howitgrated。Hethenknewthatthiswasa,chainwhichboundhisfeet。
“George,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,inthattoneofvoicewhichhad,longsincecometobeassociatedinhismindwithdemands,“we,wantyoutogetusaseasontickettotheraces。”
“Doyouwanttogotoallofthem?”hesaidwitharising,inflection。
“Yes,“sheanswered。
TheracesinquestionweresoontoopenatWashingtonPark,on,theSouthSide,andwereconsideredquitesocietyaffairsamong,thosewhodidnotaffectreligiousrectitudeandconservatism。
Mrs。Hurstwoodhadneveraskedforawholeseasonticketbefore,butthisyearcertainconsiderationsdecidedhertogetabox。
Foronething,oneofherneighbours,acertainMr。andMrs。
Ramsey,whowerepossessorsofmoney,madeoutofthecoal,business,haddoneso。Inthenextplace,herfavourite,physician,Dr。Beale,agentlemaninclinedtohorsesandbetting,hadtalkedwithherconcerninghisintentiontoenteratwo-year-
oldintheDerby。Inthethirdplace,shewishedtoexhibit,Jessica,whowasgaininginmaturityandbeauty,andwhomshe,hopedtomarrytoamanofmeans。Herowndesiretobeaboutin,suchthingsandparadeamongheracquaintancesandcommonthrong,wasasmuchanincentiveasanything。
Hurstwoodthoughtoverthepropositionafewmomentswithout,answering。Theywereinthesittingroomonthesecondfloor,waitingforsupper。Itwastheeveningofhisengagementwith,CarrieandDrouettosee“TheCovenant,“whichhadbroughthim,hometomakesomealterationsinhisdress。
“You’resureseparateticketswouldn’tdoaswell?”heasked,hesitatingtosayanythingmorerugged。
“No,“sherepliedimpatiently。
“Well,“hesaid,takingoffenceathermanner,“youneedn’tget,madaboutit。I’mjustaskingyou。”
“I’mnotmad,“shesnapped。”I’mmerelyaskingyouforaseason,ticket。”
“AndI’mtellingyou,“hereturned,fixingaclear,steadyeyeon,her,“thatit’snoeasythingtoget。I’mnotsurewhetherthe,managerwillgiveittome。”
Hehadbeenthinkingallthetimeofhis“pull“withtherace-
trackmagnates。
“Wecanbuyitthen,“sheexclaimedsharply。
“Youtalkeasy,“hesaid。”Aseasonfamilyticketcostsone,hundredandfiftydollars。”
“I’llnotarguewithyou,“sherepliedwithdetermination。”I
wanttheticketandthat’sallthereistoit。”
Shehadrisen,andnowwalkedangrilyoutoftheroom。
“Well,yougetitthen,“hesaidgrimly,thoughinamodified,toneofvoice。
Asusual,thetablewasoneshortthatevening。
Thenextmorninghehadcooleddownconsiderably,andlaterthe,ticketwasdulysecured,thoughitdidnothealmatters。Hedid,notmindgivinghisfamilyafairshareofallthatheearned,buthedidnotliketobeforcedtoprovideagainsthiswill。
“Didyouknow,mother,“saidJessicaanotherday,“theSpencers,aregettingreadytogoaway?”
“No。Where,Iwonder?”
“Europe,“saidJessica。”ImetGeorgineyesterdayandshetold,me。Shejustputonmoreairsaboutit。”
“Didshesaywhen?”
“Monday,Ithink。They’llgetanoticeinthepapersagain——they,alwaysdo。”
“Nevermind,“saidMrs。Hurstwoodconsolingly,“we’llgooneof,thesedays。”
Hurstwoodmovedhiseyesoverthepaperslowly,butsaidnothing。
“’WesailforLiverpoolfromNewYork,’“Jessicaexclaimed,mockingheracquaintance。”’Expecttospendmostofthe“summah“
inFrance,’——vainthing。AsIfitwasanythingtogotoEurope。”
“Itmustbeifyouenvyhersomuch,“putinHurstwood。
Itgrateduponhimtoseethefeelinghisdaughterdisplayed。
“Don’tworryoverthem,mydear,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。
“DidGeorgegetoff?”askedJessicaofhermotheranotherday,thusrevealingsomethingthatHurstwoodhadheardnothingabout。
“Wherehashegone?”heasked,lookingup。Hehadneverbefore,beenkeptinignoranceconcerningdepartures。
“HewasgoingtoWheaton,“saidJessica,notnoticingtheslight,putuponherfather。
“What’soutthere?”heasked,secretlyirritatedandchagrinedto,thinkthatheshouldbemadetopumpforinformationinthis,manner。
“Atennismatch,“saidJessica。
“Hedidn’tsayanythingtome,“Hurstwoodconcluded,findingit,difficulttorefrainfromabittertone。
“Iguesshemusthaveforgotten,“exclaimedhiswifeblandly。In,thepasthehadalwayscommandedacertainamountofrespect,whichwasacompoundofappreciationandawe。Thefamiliarity,whichinpartstillexistedbetweenhimselfandhisdaughterhe,hadcourted。Asitwas,itdidnotgobeyondthelight,assumptionofwords。TheTONEwasalwaysmodest。Whateverhad,been,however,hadlackedaffection,andnowhesawthathewas,losingtrackoftheirdoings。Hisknowledgewasnolonger,intimate。Hesometimessawthemattable,andsometimesdidnot。
Heheardoftheirdoingsoccasionally,moreoftennot。Somedays,hefoundthathewasallatseaastowhattheyweretalking,about——thingstheyhadarrangedtodoorthattheyhaddonein,hisabsence。Moreaffectingwasthefeelingthattherewere,littlethingsgoingonofwhichhenolongerheard。Jessicawas,beginningtofeelthatheraffairswereherown。George,Jr。,flourishedaboutasifhewereamanentirelyandmustneedshave,privatematters。AllthisHurstwoodcouldsee,anditlefta,traceoffeeling,forhewasusedtobeingconsidered——inhis,officialposition,atleast——andfeltthathisimportanceshould,notbegintowanehere。Todarkenitall,hesawthesame,indifferenceandindependencegrowinginhiswife,whilehe,lookedonandpaidthebills。
Heconsoledhimselfwiththethought,however,that,afterall,hewasnotwithoutaffection。Thingsmightgoastheywouldat,hishouse,buthehadCarrieoutsideofit。Withhismind’seye,helookedintohercomfortableroominOgdenPlace,wherehehad,spentseveralsuchdelightfulevenings,andthoughthowcharming,itwouldbewhenDrouetwasdisposedofentirelyandshewas,waitingeveningsincoseylittlequartersforhim。Thatnocause,wouldcomeupwherebyDrouetwouldbeledtoinformCarrie,concerninghismarriedstate,hefelthopeful。Thingsweregoing,sosmoothlythathebelievedtheywouldnotchange。Shortlynow,hewouldpersuadeCarrieandallwouldbesatisfactory。
Thedayaftertheirtheatrevisithebeganwritingherregularly——
alettereverymorning,andbegginghertodoasmuchforhim。
Hewasnotliterarybyanymeans,butexperienceoftheworldand,hisgrowingaffectiongavehimsomewhatofastyle。Thishe,exercisedathisofficedeskwithperfectdeliberation。He,purchasedaboxofdelicatelycolouredandscentedwritingpaper,inmonogram,whichhekeptlockedinoneofthedrawers。His,friendsnowwonderedattheclericandveryofficial-looking,natureofhisposition。Thefivebartendersviewedwithrespect,thedutieswhichcouldcallamantodosomuchdesk-workand,penmanship。
Hurstwoodsurprisedhimselfwithhisfluency。Bythenaturallaw,whichgovernsalleffort,whathewrotereacteduponhim。He,begantofeelthosesubtletieswhichhecouldfindwordsto,express。Witheveryexpressioncameincreasedconception。Those,inmostbreathingswhichtherefoundwordstookholduponhim。He,thoughtCarrieworthyofalltheaffectionhecouldthere,express。
Carriewasindeedworthlovingifeveryouthandgraceareto,commandthattokenofacknowledgmentfromlifeintheirbloom。
Experiencehadnotyettakenawaythatfreshnessofthespirit,whichisthecharmofthebody。Hersofteyescontainedintheir,liquidlustrenosuggestionoftheknowledgeofdisappointment。
Shehadbeentroubledinawaybydoubtandlonging,butthese,hadmadenodeeperimpressionthancouldbetracedinacertain,openwistfulnessofglanceandspeech。Themouthhadthe,expressionattimes,intalkingandinrepose,ofonewhomight,beuponthevergeoftears。Itwasnotthatgriefwasthusever,present。Thepronunciationofcertainsyllablesgavetoherlips,thispeculiarityofformation——aformationassuggestiveand,movingaspathositself。
Therewasnothingboldinhermanner。Lifehadnottaughther,domination——superciliousnessofgrace,whichisthelordlypower,ofsomewomen。Herlongingforconsiderationwasnot,sufficientlypowerfultomovehertodemandit。Evennowshe,lackedself-assurance,buttherewasthatinwhatshehadalready,experiencedwhichleftheralittlelessthantimid。Shewanted,pleasure,shewantedposition,andyetshewasconfusedasto,whatthesethingsmightbe。Everyhourthekaleidoscopeofhuman,affairsthrewanewlustreuponsomething,andtherewithit,becameforherthedesired——theall。Anothershiftofthebox,andsomeotherhadbecomethebeautiful,theperfect。
Onherspiritualside,also,shewasrichinfeeling,assucha,naturewellmightbe。Sorrowinherwasarousedbymanya,spectacle——anuncriticalupwellingofgrieffortheweakandthe,helpless。Shewasconstantlypainedbythesightofthewhite-
faced,raggedmenwhosloppeddesperatelybyherinasortof,wretchedmentalstupor。Thepoorlycladgirlswhowentblowing,byherwindowevenings,hurryinghomefromsomeoftheshopsof,theWestSide,shepitiedfromthedepthsofherheart。She,wouldstandandbiteherlipsastheypassed,shakingherlittle,headandwondering。Theyhadsolittle,shethought。Itwasso,sadtoberaggedandpoor。Thehangoffadedclothespainedher,eyes。
“Andtheyhavetoworksohard!”washeronlycomment。
Onthestreetsometimesshewouldseemenworking——Irishmenwith,picks,coal-heaverswithgreatloadstoshovel,Americansbusy,aboutsomeworkwhichwasamerematterofstrength——andthey,touchedherfancy。Toil,nowthatshewasfreeofit,seemed,evenamoredesolatethingthanwhenshewaspartofit。Shesaw,itthroughamistoffancy——apale,sombrehalf-light,whichwas,theessenceofpoeticfeeling。Heroldfather,inhisflour-
dustedmiller’ssuit,sometimesreturnedtoherinmemory,revivedbyafaceinawindow。Ashoemakerpeggingathislast,ablastmanseenthroughanarrowwindowinsomebasementwhere,ironwasbeingmelted,abench-workerseenhighaloftinsome,window,hiscoatoff,hissleevesrolledup;thesetookherback,infancytothedetailsofthemill。Shefelt,thoughsheseldom,expressedthem,sadthoughtsuponthisscore。Hersympathies,wereeverwiththatunder-worldoftoilfromwhichshehadso,recentlysprung,andwhichshebestunderstood。
ThoughHurstwooddidnotknowit,hewasdealingwithonewhose,feelingswereastenderandasdelicateasthis。Hedidnot,know,butitwasthisinher,afterall,whichattractedhim。He,neverattemptedtoanalysethenatureofhisaffection。Itwas,sufficientthattherewastendernessinhereye,weaknessinher,manner,goodnatureandhopeinherthoughts。Hedrewnearthis,lily,whichhadsuckeditswaxenbeautyandperfumefrombelowa,depthofwaterswhichhehadneverpenetrated,andoutofooze,andmouldwhichhecouldnotunderstand。Hedrewnearbecauseit,waswaxenandfresh。Itlightenedhisfeelingsforhim。Itmade,themorningworthwhile。
Inamaterialway,shewasconsiderablyimproved。Her,awkwardnesshadallbutpassed,leaving,ifanything,aquaint,residuewhichwasaspleasingasperfectgrace。Herlittleshoes,nowfittedhersmartlyandhadhighheels。Shehadlearnedmuch,aboutlacesandthoselittleneckpieceswhichaddsomuchtoa,woman’sappearance。Herformhadfilledoutuntilitwas,admirablyplumpandwell-rounded。
Hurstwoodwroteheronemorning,askinghertomeethimin,JeffersonPark,MonroeStreet。Hedidnotconsideritpolicyto,callanymore,evenwhenDrouetwasathome。
Thenextafternoonhewasintheprettylittleparkbyone,and,hadfoundarusticbenchbeneaththegreenleavesofalilacbush,whichborderedoneofthepaths。Itwasatthatseasonofthe,yearwhenthefulnessofspringhadnotyetwornquiteaway。At,alittlepondnearbysomecleanlydressedchildrenweresailing,whitecanvasboats。Intheshadeofagreenpagodaabebuttoned,officerofthelawwasresting,hisarmsfolded,hisclubatrest,inhisbelt。Anoldgardenerwasuponthelawn,withapairof,pruningshears,lookingaftersomebushes。Highoverheadwasthe,cleanblueskyofthenewsummer,andinthethicknessofthe,shinygreenleavesofthetreeshoppedandtwitteredthebusy,sparrows。
Hurstwoodhadcomeoutofhisownhomethatmorningfeelingmuch,ofthesameoldannoyance。Athisstorehehadidled,there,beingnoneedtowrite。Hehadcomeawaytothisplacewiththe,lightnessofheartwhichcharacterisesthosewhoputweariness,behind。Now,intheshadeofthiscool,greenbush,helooked,abouthimwiththefancyofthelover。Heheardthecartsgo,lumberingbyupontheneighbouringstreets,buttheywerefar,off,andonlybuzzeduponhisear。Thehumofthesurrounding,citywasfaint,theclangofanoccasionalbellwasasmusic。He,lookedanddreamedanewdreamofpleasurewhichconcernedhis,presentfixedconditionnotatall。Hegotbackinfancytothe,oldHurstwood,whowasneithermarriednorfixedinasolid,positionforlife。Herememberedthelightspiritinwhichhe,oncelookedafterthegirls——howhehaddanced,escortedthem,home,hungovertheirgates。Healmostwishedhewasbackthere,again——hereinthispleasantscenehefeltasifhewerewholly,free。
AttwoCarriecametrippingalongthewalktowardhim,rosyand,clean。Shehadjustrecentlydonnedasailorhatfortheseason,withabandofprettywhite-dottedbluesilk。Herskirtwasofa,richbluematerial,andhershirtwaistmatchedit,withathin-
stripeofblueuponasnow-whiteground——stripesthatwereas,fineashairs。Herbrownshoespeepedoccasionallyfrombeneath,herskirt。Shecarriedherglovesinherhand。
Hurstwoodlookedupatherwithdelight。
“Youcame,dearest,“hesaideagerly,standingtomeetherand,takingherhand。
“Ofcourse,“shesaid,smiling;“didyouthinkIwouldn’t?”
“Ididn’tknow,“hereplied。
Helookedatherforehead,whichwasmoistfromherbriskwalk。
Thenhetookoutoneofhisownsoft,scentedsilkhandkerchiefs,andtouchedherfacehereandthere。
“Now,“hesaidaffectionately,“you’reallright。”
Theywerehappyinbeingnearoneanother——inlookingintoeach,other’seyes。Finally,whenthelongflushofdelighthadsub,sided,hesaid:
“WhenisCharliegoingawayagain?”
“Idon’tknow,“sheanswered。”Hesayshehassomethingstodo,forthehouseherenow。”
Hurstwoodgrewserious,andhelapsedintoquietthought。He,lookedupafteratimetosay:
“Comeawayandleavehim。”
Heturnedhiseyestotheboyswiththeboats,asiftherequest,wereoflittleimportance。
“Wherewouldwego?”sheaskedinmuchthesamemanner,rolling,hergloves,andlookingintoaneighbouringtree。
“Wheredoyouwanttogo?”heenquired。
Therewassomethinginthetoneinwhichhesaidthiswhichmade,herfeelasifshemustrecordherfeelingsagainstanylocal,habitation。
“Wecan’tstayinChicago,“shereplied。
Hehadnothoughtthatthiswasinhermind——thatanyremoval,wouldbesuggested。
“Whynot?”heaskedsoftly。
“Oh,because,“shesaid,“Iwouldn’twantto。”
Helistenedtothiswithbutdullperceptionofwhatitmeant。
Ithadnoseriousringtoit。Thequestionwasnotupfor,immediatedecision。
“Iwouldhavetogiveupmyposition,“hesaid。
Thetoneheusedmadeitseemasifthematterdeservedonly,slightconsideration。Carriethoughtalittle,thewhile,enjoyingtheprettyscene。
“Iwouldn’tliketoliveinChicagoandhimhere,“shesaid,thinkingofDrouet。
“It’sabigtown,dearest,“Hurstwoodanswered。”Itwouldbeas,goodasmovingtoanotherpartofthecountrytomovetothe,SouthSide。”
Hehadfixeduponthatregionasanobjectivepoint。
“Anyhow,“saidCarrie,“Ishouldn’twanttogetmarriedaslong,asheishere。Iwouldn’twanttorunaway。”
ThesuggestionofmarriagestruckHurstwoodforcibly。Hesaw,clearlythatthiswasheridea——hefeltthatitwasnottobe,gottenovereasily。Bigamylightenedthehorizonofhisshadowy,thoughtsforamoment。Hewonderedforthelifeofhimhowit,wouldallcomeout。Hecouldnotseethathewasmakingany,progresssaveinherregard。Whenhelookedathernow,he,thoughtherbeautiful。Whatathingitwastohaveherlovehim,evenifitbeentangling!Sheincreasedinvalueinhiseyes,becauseofherobjection。Shewassomethingtostrugglefor,and,thatwaseverything。Howdifferentfromthewomenwhoyielded,willingly!Hesweptthethoughtofthemfromhismind。
“Andyoudon’tknowwhenhe’llgoaway?”askedHurstwood,quietly。
Sheshookherhead。
Hesighed。
“You’readeterminedlittlemiss,aren’tyou?”hesaid,aftera,fewmoments,lookingupintohereyes。
Shefeltawaveoffeelingsweepoverheratthis。Itwaspride,atwhatseemedhisadmiration——affectionforthemanwhocould,feelthisconcerningher。
“No,“shesaidcoyly,“butwhatcanIdo?”
Againhefoldedhishandsandlookedawayoverthelawnintothe,street。
“Iwish,“hesaidpathetically,“youwouldcometome。Idon’t,liketobeawayfromyouthisway。Whatgoodistherein,waiting?You’renotanyhappier,areyou?”
“Happier!”sheexclaimedsoftly,“youknowbetterthanthat。”
“Herewearethen,“hewentoninthesametone,“wastingour,days。Ifyouarenothappy,doyouthinkIam?Isitandwrite,toyouthebiggestpartofthetime。I’lltellyouwhat,Carrie,“heexclaimed,throwingsuddenforceofexpressioninto,hisvoiceandfixingherwithhiseyes,“Ican’tlivewithout,you,andthat’sallthereistoit。Now,“heconcluded,showing,thepalmofoneofhiswhitehandsinasortofat-an-end,helplessexpression,“whatshallIdo?”
ThisshiftingoftheburdentoherappealedtoCarrie。The,semblanceoftheloadwithouttheweighttouchedthewoman’s,heart。
“Can’tyouwaitalittlewhileyet?”shesaidtenderly。”I’ll,tryandfindoutwhenhe’sgoing。”
“Whatgoodwillitdo?”heasked,holdingthesamestrainof,feeling。
“Well,perhapswecanarrangetogosomewhere。”
Shereallydidnotseeanythingclearerthanbefore,butshewas,gettingintothatframeofmindwhere,outofsympathy,awoman,yields。
Hurstwooddidnotunderstand。Hewaswonderinghowshewastobe,persuaded——whatappealwouldmovehertoforsakeDrouet。He,begantowonderhowfarheraffectionforhimwouldcarryher。
Hewasthinkingofsomequestionwhichwouldmakehertell。
Finallyhehitupononeofthoseproblematicalpropositionswhich,oftendisguiseourowndesireswhileleadingustoan,understandingofthedifficultieswhichothersmakeforus,and,sodiscoverforusaway。Ithadnottheslightestconnection,withanythingintendedonhispart,andwasspokenatrandom,beforehehadgivenitamoment’sseriousthought。
“Carrie,“hesaid,lookingintoherfaceandassumingaserious,lookwhichhedidnotfeel,“supposeIweretocometoyounext,week,orthisweekforthatmatter——to-nightsay——andtellyouI
hadtogoaway——thatIcouldn’tstayanotherminuteandwasn’t,comingbackanymore——wouldyoucomewithme?”
Hissweetheartviewedhimwiththemostaffectionateglance,her,answerreadybeforethewordswereoutofhismouth。
“Yes,“shesaid。
“Youwouldn’tstoptoargueorarrange?”
“Notifyoucouldn’twait。”
Hesmiledwhenhesawthatshetookhimseriously,andhethought,whatachanceitwouldaffordforapossiblejunketofaweekor,two。Hehadanotiontotellherthathewasjokingandsobrush,awayhersweetseriousness,buttheeffectofitwastoo,delightful。Heletitstand。
“Supposewedidn’thavetimetogetmarriedhere?”headded,an,afterthoughtstrikinghim。
“Ifwegotmarriedassoonaswegottotheotherendofthe,journeyitwouldbeallright。”
“Imeantthat,“hesaid。
“Yes。”
Themorningseemedpeculiarlybrighttohimnow。Hewondered,whatevercouldhaveputsuchathoughtintohishead。Impossible,asitwas,hecouldnothelpsmilingatitscleverness。It,showedhowshelovedhim。Therewasnodoubtinhismindnow,andhewouldfindawaytowinher。
“Well,“hesaid,jokingly,“I’llcomeandgetyouoneofthese,evenings,“andthenhelaughed。
“Iwouldn’tstaywithyou,though,ifyoudidn’tmarryme,“
Carrieaddedreflectively。
“Idon’twantyouto,“hesaidtenderly,takingherhand。
Shewasextremelyhappynowthatsheunderstood。Shelovedhim,themoreforthinkingthathewouldrescueherso。Asforhim,themarriageclausedidnotdwellinhismind。Hewasthinking,thatwithsuchaffectiontherecouldbenobartohiseventual,happiness。
“Let’sstrollabout,“hesaidgayly,risingandsurveyingallthe,lovelypark。
“Allright,“saidCarrie。
TheypassedtheyoungIrishman,wholookedafterthemwith,enviouseyes。
“’Tisafoinecouple,“heobservedtohimself。”Theymustbe,rich。”
ChapterXVI
AWITLESSALADDIN——THEGATETOTHEWORLD
InthecourseofhispresentstayinChicago,Drouetpaidsome,slightattentiontothesecretordertowhichhebelonged。
Duringhislasttriphehadreceivedanewlightonits,importance。
“Itellyou,“saidanotherdrummertohim,“it’sagreatthing。
LookatHazenstab。Heisn’tsodeucedclever。Ofcoursehe’s,gotagoodhousebehindhim,butthatwon’tdoalone。Itellyou,it’shisdegree。He’saway-upMason,andthatgoesalongway。
He’sgotasecretsignthatstandsforsomething。”
Drouetresolvedthenandtherethathewouldtakemoreinterest,insuchmatters。SowhenhegotbacktoChicagoherepairedto,hislocallodgeheadquarters。
“Isay,Drouet,“saidMr。HarryQuincel,anindividualwhowas,veryprominentinthislocalbranchoftheElks,“you’retheman,thatcanhelpusout。”
Itwasafterthebusinessmeetingandthingsweregoingsocially,withahum。Drouetwasbobbingaroundchattingandjokingwitha,scoreofindividualswhomheknew。
“Whatareyouupto?”heinquiredgenially,turningasmiling,faceuponhissecretbrother。
“We’retryingtogetupsometheatricalsfortwoweeksfromto-
day,andwewanttoknowifyoudon’tknowsomeyoungladywho,couldtakeapart——it’saneasypart。”
“Sure,“saidDrouet,“whatisit?”Hedidnottroubletoremember,thatheknewnoonetowhomhecouldappealonthisscore。His,innategood-nature,however,dictatedafavourablereply。
“Well,now,I’lltellyouwhatwearetryingtodo,“wentonMr。
Quincel。”Wearetryingtogetanewsetoffurnitureforthe,lodge。Thereisn’tenoughmoneyinthetreasuryatthepresent,time,andwethoughtwewouldraiseitbyalittle,entertainment。”
“Sure,“interruptedDrouet,“that’sagoodidea。”
“Severaloftheboysaroundherehavegottalent。There’sHarry,Burbeck,hedoesafineblack-faceturn。MacLewisisallright,atheavydramatics。Didyoueverhearhimrecite’Overthe,Hills’?”
“Neverdid。”
“Well,Itellyou,hedoesitfine。”
“Andyouwantmetogetsomewomantotakeapart?”questioned,Drouet,anxioustoterminatethesubjectandgetontosomething,else。”Whatareyougoingtoplay?”
“’UndertheGaslight,’“saidMr。Quincel,mentioningAugustin,Daly’sfamousproduction,whichhadwornfromagreatpublic,successdowntoanamateurtheatricalfavourite,withmanyofthe,troublesomeaccessoriescutoutandthedramatispersonaereduced,tothesmallestpossiblenumber。
Drouethadseenthisplaysometimeinthepast。
“That’sit,“hesaid;“that’safineplay。Itwillgoallright。
Yououghttomakealotofmoneyoutofthat。”
“Wethinkwe’lldoverywell,“Mr。Quincelreplied。”Don’tyou,forgetnow,“heconcluded,Drouetshowingsignsofrestlessness;
“someyoungwomantotakethepartofLaura。”
“Sure,I’llattendtoit。”
Hemovedaway,forgettingalmostallaboutitthemomentMr。
Quincelhadceasedtalking。Hehadnoteventhoughttoaskthe,timeorplace。
Drouetwasremindedofhispromiseadayortwolaterbythe,receiptofaletterannouncingthatthefirstrehearsalwasset,forthefollowingFridayevening,andurginghimtokindly,forwardtheyounglady’saddressatonce,inorderthatthepart,mightbedeliveredtoher。
“Now,whothedeucedoIknow?”askedthedrummerreflectively,scratchinghisrosyear。”Idon’tknowanyonethatknows,anythingaboutamateurtheatricals。”
Hewentoverinmemorythenamesofanumberofwomenheknew,andfinallyfixedonone,largelybecauseoftheconvenient,locationofherhomeontheWestSide,andpromisedhimselfthat,ashecameoutthateveninghewouldseeher。When,however,he,startedwestonthecarheforgot,andwasonlyremindedofhis,delinquencybyaniteminthe“EveningNews“——asmallthree-line,affairundertheheadofSecretSocietyNotes——whichstatedthe,CusterLodgeoftheOrderofElkswouldgiveatheatrical,performanceinAveryHallonthe16th,when“UndertheGaslight“
wouldbeproduced。
“George!”exclaimedDrouet,“Iforgotthat。”
“What?”inquiredCarrie。
Theywereattheirlittletableintheroomwhichmighthavebeen,usedforakitchen,whereCarrieoccasionallyservedameal。To-
nightthefancyhadcaughther,andthelittletablewasspread,withapleasingrepast。
“Why,mylodgeentertainment。They’regoingtogiveaplay,and,theywantedmetogetthemsomeyoungladytotakeapart。”
“Whatisitthey’regoingtoplay?”
“’UndertheGaslight。’“
“When?”
“Onthe16th。”
“Well,whydon’tyou?”askedCarrie。
“Idon’tknowanyone,“hereplied。
Suddenlyhelookedup。
“Say,“hesaid,“howwouldyouliketotakethepart?”
“Me?”saidCarrie。”Ican’tact。”
“Howdoyouknow?”questionedDrouetreflectively。
“Because,“answeredCarrie,“Ineverdid。”
Nevertheless,shewaspleasedtothinkhewouldask。Hereyes,brightened,foriftherewasanythingthatenlistedher,sympathiesitwastheartofthestage。
Truetohisnature,Drouetclungtothisideaasaneasywayout。
“That’snothing。Youcanactallyouhavetodownthere。”
“No,Ican’t,“saidCarrieweakly,verymuchdrawntowardthe,propositionandyetfearful。
“Yes,youcan。Now,whydon’tyoudoit?Theyneedsomeone,and,itwillbelotsoffunforyou。”
“Oh,no,itwon’t,“saidCarrieseriously。
“You’dlikethat。Iknowyouwould。I’veseenyoudancing,aroundhereandgivingimitationsandthat’swhyIaskedyou。
You’recleverenough,allright。”
“No,I’mnot,“saidCarrieshyly。
“Now,I’lltellyouwhatyoudo。Yougodownandseeaboutit。
It’llbefunforyou。Therestofthecompanyisn’tgoingtobe,anygood。Theyhaven’tanyexperience。Whatdotheyknowabout,theatricals?”
Hefrownedashethoughtoftheirignorance。
“Handmethecoffee,“headded。
“Idon’tbelieveIcouldact,Charlie,“Carriewentonpettishly。
“Youdon’tthinkIcould,doyou?”
“Sure。Outo’sight。Ibetyoumakeahit。Nowyouwanttogo,Iknowyoudo。IknewitwhenIcamehome。That’swhyIasked,you。”
“Whatistheplay,didyousay?”
“’UndertheGaslight。’“
“Whatpartwouldtheywantmetotake?”
“Oh,oneoftheheroines——Idon’tknow。”
“Whatsortofaplayisit?”
“Well,“saidDrouet,whosememoryforsuchthingswasnotthe,best,“it’saboutagirlwhogetskidnappedbyacoupleof,crooks——amanandawomanthatliveintheslums。Shehadsome,moneyorsomethingandtheywantedtogetit。Idon’tknownow,howitdidgoexactly。”
“Don’tyouknowwhatpartIwouldhavetotake?”
“No,Idon’t,totellthetruth。”Hethoughtamoment。”Yes,I
do,too。Laura,that’sthething——you’retobeLaura。”
“Andyoucan’trememberwhatthepartislike?”
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