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第5章

  “Howareyou?”hesaid,easily。”Icouldnotresistthe,temptationtocomeoutthisafternoon,itwassopleasant。”
  “Yes,“saidCarrie,haltingbeforehim,“Iwasjustpreparingto,goforawalkmyself。”
  “Oh,wereyou?”hesaid。”Supposing,then,yougetyourhatand,webothgo?”
  TheycrossedtheparkandwentwestalongWashingtonBoulevard,beautifulwithitsbroadmacadamisedroad,andlargeframehouses,setbackfromthesidewalks。Itwasastreetwheremanyofthe,moreprosperousresidentsoftheWestSidelived,andHurstwood,couldnothelpfeelingnervousoverthepublicityofit。They,hadgonebutafewblockswhenaliverystablesigninoneofthe,sidestreetssolvedthedifficultyforhim。Hewouldtakeherto,drivealongthenewBoulevard。
  TheBoulevardatthattimewaslittlemorethanacountryroad。
  Thepartheintendedshowingherwasmuchfartheroutonthis,sameWestSide,wheretherewasscarcelyahouse。Itconnected,DouglasParkwithWashingtonorSouthPark,andwasnothingmore,thananeatlyMADEroad,runningduesouthforsomefivemiles,overanopen,grassyprairie,andthendueeastoverthesame,kindofprairieforthesamedistance。Therewasnotahouseto,beencounteredanywherealongthelargerpartoftheroute,and,anyconversationwouldbepleasantlyfreeofinterruption。
  Atthestablehepickedagentlehorse,andtheyweresoonoutof,rangeofeitherpublicobservationorhearing。
  “Canyoudrive?”hesaid,afteratime。
  “Inevertried,“saidCarrie。
  Heputthereinsinherhand,andfoldedhisarms。
  “Youseethere’snothingtoitmuch,“hesaid,smilingly。
  “Notwhenyouhaveagentlehorse,“saidCarrie。
  “Youcanhandleahorseaswellasanyone,afteralittle,practice,“headded,encouragingly。
  Hehadbeenlookingforsometimeforabreakintheconversation,whenhecouldgiveitaseriousturn。Onceortwicehehadheld,hispeace,hopingthatinsilenceherthoughtswouldtakethe,colourofhisown,butshehadlightlycontinuedthesubject。
  Presently,however,hissilencecontrolledthesituation。The,driftofhisthoughtsbegantotell。Hegazedfixedlyatnothing,inparticular,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingwhich,concernedhernotatall。Histhoughts,however,spokefor,themselves。Shewasverymuchawarethataclimaxwaspending。
  “Doyouknow,“hesaid,“Ihavespentthehappiesteveningsin,yearssinceIhaveknownyou?”
  “Haveyou?”shesaid,withassumedairiness,butstillexcitedby,theconvictionwhichthetoneofhisvoicecarried。
  “Iwasgoingtotellyoutheotherevening,“headded,“but,somehowtheopportunityslippedaway。”
  Carriewaslisteningwithoutattemptingtoreply。Shecould,thinkofnothingworthwhiletosay。Despitealltheideas,concerningrightwhichhadtroubledhervaguelysinceshehad,lastseenhim,shewasnowinfluencedagainstronglyinhis,favour。
  “Icameouthereto-day,“hewenton,solemnly,“totellyoujust,howIfeel——toseeifyouwouldn’tlistentome。”
  Hurstwoodwassomethingofaromanticistafterhiskind。Hewas,capableofstrongfeelings——oftenpoeticones——andunderastress,ofdesire,suchasthepresent,hewaxedeloquent。Thatis,his,feelingsandhisvoicewerecolouredwiththatseemingrepression,andpathoswhichistheessenceofeloquence。
  “Youknow,“hesaid,puttinghishandonherarm,andkeepinga,strangesilencewhileheformulatedwords,“thatIloveyou?”
  Carriedidnotstiratthewords。Shewasboundupcompletelyin,theman’satmosphere。Hewouldhavechurchlikesilenceinorder,toexpresshisfeelings,andshekeptit。Shedidnotmoveher,eyesfromtheflat,openscenebeforeher。Hurstwoodwaitedfor,afewmoments,andthenrepeatedthewords。
  “Youmustnotsaythat,“shesaid,weakly。
  Herwordswerenotconvincingatall。Theyweretheresultofa,feeblethoughtthatsomethingoughttobesaid。Hepaidno,attentiontothemwhatever。
  “Carrie,“hesaid,usingherfirstnamewithsympathetic,familiarity,“Iwantyoutoloveme。Youdon’tknowhowmuchI
  needsomeonetowastealittleaffectiononme。Iam,practicallyalone。Thereisnothinginmylifethatispleasant,ordelightful。It’sallworkandworrywithpeoplewhoare,nothingtome。”
  Ashesaidthis,Hurstwoodreallyimaginedthathisstatewas,pitiful。Hehadtheabilitytogetoffatadistanceandview,himselfobjectively——ofseeingwhathewantedtoseeinthe,thingswhichmadeuphisexistence。Now,ashespoke,hisvoice,trembledwiththatpeculiarvibrationwhichistheresultof,tensity。Itwentringinghometohiscompanion’sheart。
  “Why,Ishouldthink,“shesaid,turninguponhimlargeeyes,whichwerefullofsympathyandfeeling,“thatyouwouldbevery,happy。Youknowsomuchoftheworld。”
  “Thatisit,“hesaid,hisvoicedroppingtoasoftminor,“I
  knowtoomuchoftheworld。”
  Itwasanimportantthingtohertohearonesowell-positioned,andpowerfulspeakinginthismanner。Shecouldnothelpfeeling,thestrangenessofhersituation。Howwasitthat,insolittle,awhile,thenarrowlifeofthecountryhadfallenfromherasa,garment,andthecity,withallitsmystery,takenitsplace?
  Herewasthisgreatestmystery,themanofmoneyandaffairs,sittingbesideher,appealingtoher。Behold,hehadeaseand,comfort,hisstrengthwasgreat,hispositionhigh,hisclothing,rich,andyethewasappealingtoher。Shecouldformulateno,thoughtwhichwouldbejustandright。Shetroubledherselfno,moreuponthematter。Sheonlybaskedinthewarmthofhis,feeling,whichwasasagratefulblazetoonewhoiscold。
  Hurstwoodglowedwithhisownintensity,andtheheatofhis,passionwasalreadymeltingthewaxofhiscompanion’sscruples。
  “Youthink,“hesaid,“Iamhappy;thatIoughtnottocomplain?
  Ifyouweretomeetalldaywithpeoplewhocareabsolutely,nothingaboutyou,ifyouwentdayafterdaytoaplacewhere,therewasnothingbutshowandindifference,iftherewasnotone,personinallthoseyouknewtowhomyoucouldappealfor,sympathyortalktowithpleasure,perhapsyouwouldbeunhappy,too。
  Hewasstrikingachordnowwhichfoundsympatheticresponsein,herownsituation。Sheknewwhatitwastomeetwithpeoplewho,wereindifferent,towalkaloneamidsomanywhocaredabsolutely,nothingaboutyou。Hadnotshe?,Wasnotsheatthisverymoment,quitealone?,Whowasthereamongallwhomsheknewtowhomshe,couldappealforsympathy?,Notone。Shewaslefttoherselfto,broodandwonder。
  “Icouldbecontent,“wentonHurstwood,“ifIhadyoutolove,me。IfIhadyoutogoto;youforacompanion。Asitis,I
  simplymoveaboutfromplacetoplacewithoutanysatisfaction。
  Timehangsheavilyonmyhands。BeforeyoucameIdidnothing,butidleanddriftintoanythingthatoffereditself。Sinceyou,came——well,I’vehadyoutothinkabout。”
  Theoldillusionthatherewassomeonewhoneededheraidbegan,togrowinCarrie’smind。Shetrulypitiedthissad,lonely,figure。Tothinkthatallhisfinestateshouldbesobarrenfor,wantofher;thatheneededtomakesuchanappealwhenshe,herselfwaslonelyandwithoutanchor。Surely,thiswastoobad。
  “Iamnotverybad,“hesaid,apologetically,asifheoweditto,hertoexplainonthisscore。”Youthink,probably,thatIroam,around,andgetintoallsortsofevil?,Ihavebeenrather,reckless,butIcouldeasilycomeoutofthat。Ineedyouto,drawmeback,ifmylifeeveramountstoanything。”
  Carrielookedathimwiththetendernesswhichvirtueeverfeels,initshopeofreclaimingvice。Howcouldsuchamanneed,reclaiming?,Hiserrors,whatwerethey,thatshecouldcorrect?
  Smalltheymustbe,whereallwassofine。Atworst,theywere,gildedaffairs,andwithwhatleniencyaregildederrorsviewed。
  Heputhimselfinsuchalonelylightthatshewasdeeplymoved。
  “Isitthatway?”shemused。
  Heslippedhisarmaboutherwaist,andshecouldnotfindthe,hearttodrawaway。Withhisfreehandheseizeduponher,fingers。Abreathofsoftspringwindwentboundingoverthe,road,rollingsomebrowntwigsofthepreviousautumnbeforeit。
  Thehorsepacedleisurelyon,unguided。
  “Tellme,“hesaid,softly,“thatyouloveme。”
  Hereyesfellconsciously。
  “Owntoit,dear,“hesaid,feelingly;“youdo,don’tyou?”
  Shemadenoanswer,buthefelthisvictory。
  “Tellme,“hesaid,richly,drawinghersoclosethattheirlips,wereneartogether。Hepressedherhandwarmly,andthen,releasedittotouchhercheek。
  “Youdo?”hesaid,pressinghislipstoherown。
  Foranswer,herlipsreplied。
  “Now,“hesaid,joyously,hisfineeyesablaze,“you’remyown,girl,aren’tyou?”
  Bywayoffurtherconclusion,herheadlaysoftlyuponhis,shoulder。
  ChapterXIV
  WITHEYESANDNOTSEEING——ONEINFLUENCEWANES
  Carrieinherroomsthateveningwasinafineglow,physically,andmentally。Shewasdeeplyrejoicinginheraffectionfor,Hurstwoodandhislove,andlookedforwardwithfinefancyto,theirnextmeetingSundaynight。Theyhadagreed,withoutany,feelingofenforcedsecrecy,thatsheshouldcomedowntownand,meethim,though,afterall,theneedofitwasthecause。
  Mrs。Hale,fromherupperwindow,sawhercomein。
  “Um,“shethoughttoherself,“shegoesridingwithanotherman,whenherhusbandisoutofthecity。Hehadbetterkeepaneye,onher。”
  ThetruthisthatMrs。Halewasnottheonlyonewhohada,thoughtonthisscore。ThehousemaidwhohadwelcomedHurstwood,hadheropinionalso。ShehadnoparticularregardforCarrie,whomshetooktobecoldanddisagreeable。Atthesametime,she,hadafancyforthemerryandeasy-manneredDrouet,whothrewher,apleasantremarknowandthen,andinotherwaysextendedher,theevidenceofthatregardwhichhehadforallmembersofthe,sex。Hurstwoodwasmorereservedandcriticalinhismanner。He,didnotappealtothisbodicedfunctionaryinthesamepleasant,way。Shewonderedthathecamesofrequently,thatMrs。Drouet,shouldgooutwithhimthisafternoonwhenMr。Drouetwasabsent。
  Shegaveventtoheropinionsinthekitchenwherethecookwas。
  Asaresult,ahumofgossipwassetgoingwhichmovedaboutthe,houseinthatsecretmannercommontogossip。
  Carrie,nowthatshehadyieldedsufficientlytoHurstwoodto,confessheraffection,nolongertroubledaboutherattitude,towardshim。TemporarilyshegavelittlethoughttoDrouet,thinkingonlyofthedignityandgraceofherloverandofhis,consumingaffectionforher。Onthefirstevening,shedid,littlebutgooverthedetailsoftheafternoon。Itwasthe,firsttimehersympathieshadeverbeenthoroughlyaroused,and,theythrewanewlightonhercharacter。Shehadsomepowerof,initiative,latentbefore,whichnowbegantoexertitself。She,lookedmorepracticallyuponherstateandbegantosee,glimmeringsofawayout。Hurstwoodseemedadraginthe,directionofhonour。Herfeelingswereexceedinglycreditable,inthattheyconstructedoutoftheserecentdevelopments,somethingwhichconqueredfreedomfromdishonour。Shehadno,ideawhatHurstwood’snextwordwouldbe。Sheonlytookhis,affectiontobeafinething,andappendedbetter,moregenerous,resultsaccordingly。
  Asyet,Hurstwoodhadonlyathoughtofpleasurewithout,responsibility。Hedidnotfeelthathewasdoinganythingto,complicatehislife。Hispositionwassecure,hishome-life,if,notsatisfactory,wasatleastundisturbed,hispersonalliberty,ratheruntrammelled。Carrie’sloverepresentedonlysomuch,addedpleasure。Hewouldenjoythisnewgiftoverandabovehis,ordinaryallowanceofpleasure。Hewouldbehappywithherand,hisownaffairswouldgoonastheyhad,undisturbed。
  OnSundayeveningCarriedinedwithhimataplacehehad,selectedinEastAdamsStreet,andthereaftertheytookacabto,whatwasthenapleasanteveningresortoutonCottageGrove,Avenuenear39thStreet。Intheprocessofhisdeclarationhe,soonrealisedthatCarrietookhisloveuponahigherbasisthan,hehadanticipated。Shekepthimatadistanceinarather,earnestway,andsubmittedonlytothosetendertokensof,affectionwhichbetterbecometheinexperiencedlover。Hurstwood,sawthatshewasnottobepossessedfortheasking,anddeferred,pressinghissuittoowarmly。
  Sincehefeignedtobelieveinhermarriedstatehefoundthathe,hadtocarryoutthepart。Histriumph,hesaw,wasstillata,littledistance。Howfarhecouldnotguess。
  TheywerereturningtoOgdenPlaceinthecab,whenheasked:
  “WhenwillIseeyouagain?”
  “Idon’tknow,“sheanswered,wonderingherself。
  “WhynotcomedowntoTheFair,“hesuggested,“nextTuesday?”
  Sheshookherhead。
  “Notsosoon,“sheanswered。
  “I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“headded。”I’llwriteyou,careof,thisWestSidePost-office。CouldyoucallnextTuesday?”
  Carrieassented。
  Thecabstoppedonedooroutofthewayaccordingtohiscall。
  “Good-night,“hewhispered,asthecabrolledaway。
  Unfortunatelyforthesmoothprogressionofthisaffair,Drouet,returned。Hurstwoodwassittinginhisimposinglittleoffice,thenextafternoonwhenhesawDrouetenter。
  “Why,hello,Charles,“hecalledaffably;“backagain?”
  “Yes,“smiledDrouet,approachingandlookinginatthedoor。
  Hurstwoodarose。
  “Well,“hesaid,lookingthedrummerover,“rosyasever,eh?”
  Theybegantalkingofthepeopletheyknewandthingsthathad,happened。
  “Beenhomeyet?”finallyaskedHurstwood。
  “No,Iamgoing,though,“saidDrouet。
  “Irememberedthelittlegirloutthere,“saidHurstwood,“and,calledonce。Thoughtyouwouldn’twantherleftquitealone。”
  “Rightyouare,“agreedDrouet。”Howisshe?”
  “Verywell,“saidHurstwood。”Ratheranxiousaboutyouthough。
  You’dbettergooutnowandcheerherup。”
  “Iwill,“saidDrouet,smilingly。
  “Liketohaveyoubothcomedownandgototheshowwithme,Wednesday,“concludedHurstwoodatparting。
  “Thanks,oldman,“saidhisfriend,“I’llseewhatthegirlsays,andletyouknow。”
  Theyseparatedinthemostcordialmanner。
  “There’sanicefellow,“Drouetthoughttohimselfasheturned,thecornertowardsMadison。
  “Drouetisagoodfellow,“Hurstwoodthoughttohimselfashe,wentbackintohisoffice,“buthe’snomanforCarrie。”
  Thethoughtofthelatterturnedhismindintoamostpleasant,vein,andhewanderedhowhewouldgetaheadofthedrummer。
  WhenDrouetenteredCarrie’spresence,hecaughtherinhisarms,asusual,butsherespondedtohiskisswithatremourof,opposition。
  “Well,“hesaid,“Ihadagreattrip。”
  “Didyou?HowdidyoucomeoutwiththatLaCrossemanyouwere,tellingmeabout?”
  “Oh,fine;soldhimacompleteline。Therewasanotherfellow,there,representingBurnstein,aregularhook-nosedsheeny,but,hewasn’tinit。Imadehimlooklikenothingatall。”
  Asheundidhiscollarandunfastenedhisstuds,preparatoryto,washinghisfaceandchanginghisclothes,hedilateduponhis,trip。Carriecouldnothelplisteningwithamusementtohis,animateddescriptions。
  “Itellyou,“hesaid,“Isurprisedthepeopleattheoffice。
  I’vesoldmoregoodsthislastquarterthananyothermanofour,houseontheroad。Isoldthreethousanddollars’worthinLa,Crosse。”
  Heplungedhisfaceinabasinofwater,andpuffedandblewas,herubbedhisneckandearswithhishands,whileCarriegazed,uponhimwithmingledthoughtsofrecollectionandpresent,judgment。Hewasstillwipinghisface,whenhecontinued:
  “I’mgoingtostrikeforaraiseinJune。Theycanaffordtopay,it,asmuchbusinessasIturnin。I’llgetittoo,don’tyou,forget。”
  “Ihopeyoudo,“saidCarrie。
  “AndthenifthatlittlerealestatedealI’vegotongoes,through,we’llgetmarried,“hesaidwithagreatshowof,earnestness,thewhilehetookhisplacebeforethemirrorand,beganbrushinghishair。
  “Idon’tbelieveyoueverintendtomarryme,Charlie,“Carrie,saidruefully。TherecentprotestationsofHurstwoodhadgiven,hercouragetosaythis。
  “Oh,yesIdo——courseIdo——whatputthatintoyourhead?”
  Hehadstoppedhistriflingbeforethemirrornowandcrossed,overtoher。ForthefirsttimeCarriefeltasifshemustmove,awayfromhim。
  “Butyou’vebeensayingthatsolong,“shesaid,lookingwithher,prettyfaceupturnedintohis。
  “Well,andImeanittoo,butittakesmoneytoliveasIwant,to。Now,whenIgetthisincrease,Icancomeprettynearfixing,thingsallright,andI’lldoit。Now,don’tyouworry,girlie。”
  Hepattedherreassuringlyupontheshoulder,butCarriefelthow,reallyfutilehadbeenherhopes。Shecouldclearlyseethat,thiseasy-goingsoulintendednomoveinherbehalf。Hewas,simplylettingthingsdriftbecausehepreferredthefreeround,ofhispresentstatetoanylegaltrammellings。
  Incontrast,Hurstwoodappearedstrongandsincere。Hehadno,easymannerofputtingheroff。Hesympathisedwithherand,showedherwhathertruevaluewas。Heneededher,whileDrouet,didnotcare。
  “Oh,no,“shesaidremorsefully,hertonereflectingsomeofher,ownsuccessandmoreofherhelplessness,“youneverwill。”
  “Well,youwaitalittlewhileandsee,“heconcluded。”I’ll,marryyouallright。”
  Carrielookedathimandfeltjustified。Shewaslookingfor,somethingwhichwouldcalmherconscience,andhereitwas,a,light,airydisregardofherclaimsuponhisjustice。Hehad,faithfullypromisedtomarryher,andthiswasthewayhe,fulfilledhispromise。
  “Say,“hesaid,afterhehad,ashethought,pleasantlydisposed,ofthemarriagequestion,“IsawHurstwoodto-day,andhewants,ustogotothetheatrewithhim。”
  Carriestartedatthename,butrecoveredquicklyenoughtoavoid,notice。
  “When?”sheasked,withassumedindifference。
  “Wednesday。We’llgo,won’twe?”
  “Ifyouthinkso,“sheanswered,hermannerbeingsoenforcedly,reservedastoalmostexcitesuspicion。Drouetnoticedsomething,buthethoughtitwasduetoherfeelingsconcerningtheirtalk,aboutmarriage。
  “Hecalledonce,hesaid。”
  “Yes,“saidCarrie,“hewasouthereSundayevening。”
  “Washe?”saidDrouet。”Ithoughtfromwhathesaidthathehad,calledaweekorsoago。”
  “Sohedid,“answeredCarrie,whowaswhollyunawareofwhat,conversationherloversmighthaveheld。Shewasallatsea,mentally,andfearfulofsomeentanglementwhichmightensuefrom,whatshewouldanswer。
  “Oh,thenhecalledtwice?”saidDrouet,thefirstshadeof,misunderstandingshowinginhisface。
  “Yes,“saidCarrieinnocently,feelingnowthatHurstwoodmust,havementionedbutonecall。
  Drouetimaginedthathemusthavemisunderstoodhisfriend。He,didnotattachparticularimportancetotheinformation,after,all。
  “Whatdidhehavetosay?”hequeried,withslightlyincreased,curiosity。
  “HesaidhecamebecausehethoughtImightbelonely。You,hadn’tbeenintheresolonghewonderedwhathadbecomeofyou。”
  “Georgeisafinefellow,“saidDrouet,rathergratifiedbyhis,conceptionofthemanager’sinterest。”Comeonandwe’llgoout,todinner。”
  WhenHurstwoodsawthatDrouetwasbackhewroteatonceto,Carrie,saying:
  “ItoldhimIcalledonyou,dearest,whenhewasaway。Idid,notsayhowoften,butheprobablythoughtonce。Letmeknowof,anythingyoumayhavesaid。Answerbyspecialmessengerwhenyou,getthis,and,darling,Imustseeyou。Letmeknowifyoucan’t,meetmeatJacksonandThroopStreetsWednesdayafternoonattwo,o’clock。Iwanttospeakwithyoubeforewemeetatthe,theatre。”
  CarriereceivedthisTuesdaymorningwhenshecalledattheWest,Sidebranchofthepost-office,andansweredatonce。
  “Isaidyoucalledtwice,“shewrote。”Hedidn’tseemtomind。
  IwilltryandbeatThroopStreetifnothinginterferes。Iseem,tobegettingverybad。It’swrongtoactasIdo,Iknow。”
  Hurstwood,whenhemetherasagreed,reassuredheronthis,score。
  “Youmustn’tworry,sweetheart,“hesaid。”Justassoonashe,goesontheroadagainwewillarrangesomething。We’llfixit,sothatyouwon’thavetodeceiveanyone。”
  Carrieimaginedthathewouldmarryheratonce,thoughhehad,notdirectlysaidso,andherspiritsrose。Sheproposedtomake,thebestofthesituationuntilDrouetleftagain。
  “Don’tshowanymoreinterestinmethanyoueverhave,“
  Hurstwoodcounselledconcerningtheeveningatthetheatre。
  “Youmustn’tlookatmesteadilythen,“sheanswered,mindfulof,thepowerofhiseyes。
  “Iwon’t,“hesaid,squeezingherhandatpartingandgivingthe,glanceshehadjustcautionedagainst。
  “There,“shesaidplayfully,pointingafingerathim。
  “Theshowhasn’tbegunyet,“hereturned。
  Hewatchedherwalkfromhimwithtendersolicitation。Such,youthandprettinessreacteduponhimmoresubtlythanwine。
  AtthetheatrethingspassedastheyhadinHurstwood’sfavour。
  IfhehadbeenpleasingtoCarriebefore,howmuchmoresowashe,now。Hisgracewasmorepermeatingbecauseitfoundareadier,medium。Carriewatchedhiseverymovementwithpleasure。She,almostforgotpoorDrouet,whobabbledonasifhewerethehost。
  Hurstwoodwastooclevertogivetheslightestindicationofa,change。Hepaid,ifanything,moreattentiontohisoldfriend,thanusual,andyetinnowayheldhimuptothatsubtleridicule,whichaloverinfavourmaysosecretlypractisebeforethe,mistressofhisheart。Ifanything,hefelttheinjusticeofthe,gameasitstood,andwasnotcheapenoughtoaddtoitthe,slightestmentaltaunt。
  Onlytheplayproducedanironicalsituation,andthiswasdueto,Drouetalone。
  Thescenewasonein“TheCovenant,“inwhichthewifelistened,totheseductivevoiceofaloverintheabsenceofherhusband。
  “Servedhimright,“saidDrouetafterward,eveninviewofher,keenexpiationofhererror。”Ihaven’tanypityforamanwho,wouldbesuchachumpasthat。”
  “Well,younevercantell,“returnedHurstwoodgently。”He,probablythoughthewasright。”
  “Well,amanoughttobemoreattentivethanthattohiswifeif,hewantstokeepher。”
  Theyhadcomeoutofthelobbyandmadetheirwaythroughthe,showycrushabouttheentranceway。
  “Say,mister,“saidavoiceatHurstwood’sside,“wouldyoumind,givingmethepriceofabed?”
  HurstwoodwasinterestedlyremarkingtoCarrie。
  “HonesttoGod,mister,I’mwithoutaplacetosleep。”
  Thepleawasthatofagaunt-facedmanofaboutthirty,who,lookedthepictureofprivationandwretchedness。Drouetwasthe,firsttosee。Hehandedoveradimewithanupwellingfeelingof,pityinhisheart。Hurstwoodscarcelynoticedtheincident。
  Carriequicklyforgot。
  ChapterXV
  THEIRKOFTHEOLDTIES——THEMAGICOFYOUTH
  ThecompleteignoringbyHurstwoodofhisownhomecamewiththe,growthofhisaffectionforCarrie。Hisactions,inallthat,relatedtohisfamily,wereofthemostperfunctorykind。Hesat,atbreakfastwithhiswifeandchildren,absorbedinhisown,fancies,whichreachedfarwithouttherealmoftheirinterests。
  Hereadhispaper,whichwasheightenedininterestbythe,shallownessofthethemesdiscussedbyhissonanddaughter。
  Betweenhimselfandhiswiferanariverofindifference。
  NowthatCarriehadcome,hewasinafairwaytobeblissful,again。Therewasdelightingoingdowntownevenings。Whenhe,walkedforthintheshortdays,thestreetlampshadamerry,twinkle。Hebegantoexperiencethealmostforgottenfeeling,whichhastensthelover’sfeet。Whenhelookedathisfine,clothes,hesawthemwithhereyes——andhereyeswereyoung。
  Whenintheflushofsuchfeelingsheheardhiswife’svoice,whentheinsistentdemandsofmatrimonyrecalledhimfromdreams,toastalepractice,howitgrated。Hethenknewthatthiswasa,chainwhichboundhisfeet。
  “George,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,inthattoneofvoicewhichhad,longsincecometobeassociatedinhismindwithdemands,“we,wantyoutogetusaseasontickettotheraces。”
  “Doyouwanttogotoallofthem?”hesaidwitharising,inflection。
  “Yes,“sheanswered。
  TheracesinquestionweresoontoopenatWashingtonPark,on,theSouthSide,andwereconsideredquitesocietyaffairsamong,thosewhodidnotaffectreligiousrectitudeandconservatism。
  Mrs。Hurstwoodhadneveraskedforawholeseasonticketbefore,butthisyearcertainconsiderationsdecidedhertogetabox。
  Foronething,oneofherneighbours,acertainMr。andMrs。
  Ramsey,whowerepossessorsofmoney,madeoutofthecoal,business,haddoneso。Inthenextplace,herfavourite,physician,Dr。Beale,agentlemaninclinedtohorsesandbetting,hadtalkedwithherconcerninghisintentiontoenteratwo-year-
  oldintheDerby。Inthethirdplace,shewishedtoexhibit,Jessica,whowasgaininginmaturityandbeauty,andwhomshe,hopedtomarrytoamanofmeans。Herowndesiretobeaboutin,suchthingsandparadeamongheracquaintancesandcommonthrong,wasasmuchanincentiveasanything。
  Hurstwoodthoughtoverthepropositionafewmomentswithout,answering。Theywereinthesittingroomonthesecondfloor,waitingforsupper。Itwastheeveningofhisengagementwith,CarrieandDrouettosee“TheCovenant,“whichhadbroughthim,hometomakesomealterationsinhisdress。
  “You’resureseparateticketswouldn’tdoaswell?”heasked,hesitatingtosayanythingmorerugged。
  “No,“sherepliedimpatiently。
  “Well,“hesaid,takingoffenceathermanner,“youneedn’tget,madaboutit。I’mjustaskingyou。”
  “I’mnotmad,“shesnapped。”I’mmerelyaskingyouforaseason,ticket。”
  “AndI’mtellingyou,“hereturned,fixingaclear,steadyeyeon,her,“thatit’snoeasythingtoget。I’mnotsurewhetherthe,managerwillgiveittome。”
  Hehadbeenthinkingallthetimeofhis“pull“withtherace-
  trackmagnates。
  “Wecanbuyitthen,“sheexclaimedsharply。
  “Youtalkeasy,“hesaid。”Aseasonfamilyticketcostsone,hundredandfiftydollars。”
  “I’llnotarguewithyou,“sherepliedwithdetermination。”I
  wanttheticketandthat’sallthereistoit。”
  Shehadrisen,andnowwalkedangrilyoutoftheroom。
  “Well,yougetitthen,“hesaidgrimly,thoughinamodified,toneofvoice。
  Asusual,thetablewasoneshortthatevening。
  Thenextmorninghehadcooleddownconsiderably,andlaterthe,ticketwasdulysecured,thoughitdidnothealmatters。Hedid,notmindgivinghisfamilyafairshareofallthatheearned,buthedidnotliketobeforcedtoprovideagainsthiswill。
  “Didyouknow,mother,“saidJessicaanotherday,“theSpencers,aregettingreadytogoaway?”
  “No。Where,Iwonder?”
  “Europe,“saidJessica。”ImetGeorgineyesterdayandshetold,me。Shejustputonmoreairsaboutit。”
  “Didshesaywhen?”
  “Monday,Ithink。They’llgetanoticeinthepapersagain——they,alwaysdo。”
  “Nevermind,“saidMrs。Hurstwoodconsolingly,“we’llgooneof,thesedays。”
  Hurstwoodmovedhiseyesoverthepaperslowly,butsaidnothing。
  “’WesailforLiverpoolfromNewYork,’“Jessicaexclaimed,mockingheracquaintance。”’Expecttospendmostofthe“summah“
  inFrance,’——vainthing。AsIfitwasanythingtogotoEurope。”
  “Itmustbeifyouenvyhersomuch,“putinHurstwood。
  Itgrateduponhimtoseethefeelinghisdaughterdisplayed。
  “Don’tworryoverthem,mydear,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。
  “DidGeorgegetoff?”askedJessicaofhermotheranotherday,thusrevealingsomethingthatHurstwoodhadheardnothingabout。
  “Wherehashegone?”heasked,lookingup。Hehadneverbefore,beenkeptinignoranceconcerningdepartures。
  “HewasgoingtoWheaton,“saidJessica,notnoticingtheslight,putuponherfather。
  “What’soutthere?”heasked,secretlyirritatedandchagrinedto,thinkthatheshouldbemadetopumpforinformationinthis,manner。
  “Atennismatch,“saidJessica。
  “Hedidn’tsayanythingtome,“Hurstwoodconcluded,findingit,difficulttorefrainfromabittertone。
  “Iguesshemusthaveforgotten,“exclaimedhiswifeblandly。In,thepasthehadalwayscommandedacertainamountofrespect,whichwasacompoundofappreciationandawe。Thefamiliarity,whichinpartstillexistedbetweenhimselfandhisdaughterhe,hadcourted。Asitwas,itdidnotgobeyondthelight,assumptionofwords。TheTONEwasalwaysmodest。Whateverhad,been,however,hadlackedaffection,andnowhesawthathewas,losingtrackoftheirdoings。Hisknowledgewasnolonger,intimate。Hesometimessawthemattable,andsometimesdidnot。
  Heheardoftheirdoingsoccasionally,moreoftennot。Somedays,hefoundthathewasallatseaastowhattheyweretalking,about——thingstheyhadarrangedtodoorthattheyhaddonein,hisabsence。Moreaffectingwasthefeelingthattherewere,littlethingsgoingonofwhichhenolongerheard。Jessicawas,beginningtofeelthatheraffairswereherown。George,Jr。,flourishedaboutasifhewereamanentirelyandmustneedshave,privatematters。AllthisHurstwoodcouldsee,anditlefta,traceoffeeling,forhewasusedtobeingconsidered——inhis,officialposition,atleast——andfeltthathisimportanceshould,notbegintowanehere。Todarkenitall,hesawthesame,indifferenceandindependencegrowinginhiswife,whilehe,lookedonandpaidthebills。
  Heconsoledhimselfwiththethought,however,that,afterall,hewasnotwithoutaffection。Thingsmightgoastheywouldat,hishouse,buthehadCarrieoutsideofit。Withhismind’seye,helookedintohercomfortableroominOgdenPlace,wherehehad,spentseveralsuchdelightfulevenings,andthoughthowcharming,itwouldbewhenDrouetwasdisposedofentirelyandshewas,waitingeveningsincoseylittlequartersforhim。Thatnocause,wouldcomeupwherebyDrouetwouldbeledtoinformCarrie,concerninghismarriedstate,hefelthopeful。Thingsweregoing,sosmoothlythathebelievedtheywouldnotchange。Shortlynow,hewouldpersuadeCarrieandallwouldbesatisfactory。
  Thedayaftertheirtheatrevisithebeganwritingherregularly——
  alettereverymorning,andbegginghertodoasmuchforhim。
  Hewasnotliterarybyanymeans,butexperienceoftheworldand,hisgrowingaffectiongavehimsomewhatofastyle。Thishe,exercisedathisofficedeskwithperfectdeliberation。He,purchasedaboxofdelicatelycolouredandscentedwritingpaper,inmonogram,whichhekeptlockedinoneofthedrawers。His,friendsnowwonderedattheclericandveryofficial-looking,natureofhisposition。Thefivebartendersviewedwithrespect,thedutieswhichcouldcallamantodosomuchdesk-workand,penmanship。
  Hurstwoodsurprisedhimselfwithhisfluency。Bythenaturallaw,whichgovernsalleffort,whathewrotereacteduponhim。He,begantofeelthosesubtletieswhichhecouldfindwordsto,express。Witheveryexpressioncameincreasedconception。Those,inmostbreathingswhichtherefoundwordstookholduponhim。He,thoughtCarrieworthyofalltheaffectionhecouldthere,express。
  Carriewasindeedworthlovingifeveryouthandgraceareto,commandthattokenofacknowledgmentfromlifeintheirbloom。
  Experiencehadnotyettakenawaythatfreshnessofthespirit,whichisthecharmofthebody。Hersofteyescontainedintheir,liquidlustrenosuggestionoftheknowledgeofdisappointment。
  Shehadbeentroubledinawaybydoubtandlonging,butthese,hadmadenodeeperimpressionthancouldbetracedinacertain,openwistfulnessofglanceandspeech。Themouthhadthe,expressionattimes,intalkingandinrepose,ofonewhomight,beuponthevergeoftears。Itwasnotthatgriefwasthusever,present。Thepronunciationofcertainsyllablesgavetoherlips,thispeculiarityofformation——aformationassuggestiveand,movingaspathositself。
  Therewasnothingboldinhermanner。Lifehadnottaughther,domination——superciliousnessofgrace,whichisthelordlypower,ofsomewomen。Herlongingforconsiderationwasnot,sufficientlypowerfultomovehertodemandit。Evennowshe,lackedself-assurance,buttherewasthatinwhatshehadalready,experiencedwhichleftheralittlelessthantimid。Shewanted,pleasure,shewantedposition,andyetshewasconfusedasto,whatthesethingsmightbe。Everyhourthekaleidoscopeofhuman,affairsthrewanewlustreuponsomething,andtherewithit,becameforherthedesired——theall。Anothershiftofthebox,andsomeotherhadbecomethebeautiful,theperfect。
  Onherspiritualside,also,shewasrichinfeeling,assucha,naturewellmightbe。Sorrowinherwasarousedbymanya,spectacle——anuncriticalupwellingofgrieffortheweakandthe,helpless。Shewasconstantlypainedbythesightofthewhite-
  faced,raggedmenwhosloppeddesperatelybyherinasortof,wretchedmentalstupor。Thepoorlycladgirlswhowentblowing,byherwindowevenings,hurryinghomefromsomeoftheshopsof,theWestSide,shepitiedfromthedepthsofherheart。She,wouldstandandbiteherlipsastheypassed,shakingherlittle,headandwondering。Theyhadsolittle,shethought。Itwasso,sadtoberaggedandpoor。Thehangoffadedclothespainedher,eyes。
  “Andtheyhavetoworksohard!”washeronlycomment。
  Onthestreetsometimesshewouldseemenworking——Irishmenwith,picks,coal-heaverswithgreatloadstoshovel,Americansbusy,aboutsomeworkwhichwasamerematterofstrength——andthey,touchedherfancy。Toil,nowthatshewasfreeofit,seemed,evenamoredesolatethingthanwhenshewaspartofit。Shesaw,itthroughamistoffancy——apale,sombrehalf-light,whichwas,theessenceofpoeticfeeling。Heroldfather,inhisflour-
  dustedmiller’ssuit,sometimesreturnedtoherinmemory,revivedbyafaceinawindow。Ashoemakerpeggingathislast,ablastmanseenthroughanarrowwindowinsomebasementwhere,ironwasbeingmelted,abench-workerseenhighaloftinsome,window,hiscoatoff,hissleevesrolledup;thesetookherback,infancytothedetailsofthemill。Shefelt,thoughsheseldom,expressedthem,sadthoughtsuponthisscore。Hersympathies,wereeverwiththatunder-worldoftoilfromwhichshehadso,recentlysprung,andwhichshebestunderstood。
  ThoughHurstwooddidnotknowit,hewasdealingwithonewhose,feelingswereastenderandasdelicateasthis。Hedidnot,know,butitwasthisinher,afterall,whichattractedhim。He,neverattemptedtoanalysethenatureofhisaffection。Itwas,sufficientthattherewastendernessinhereye,weaknessinher,manner,goodnatureandhopeinherthoughts。Hedrewnearthis,lily,whichhadsuckeditswaxenbeautyandperfumefrombelowa,depthofwaterswhichhehadneverpenetrated,andoutofooze,andmouldwhichhecouldnotunderstand。Hedrewnearbecauseit,waswaxenandfresh。Itlightenedhisfeelingsforhim。Itmade,themorningworthwhile。
  Inamaterialway,shewasconsiderablyimproved。Her,awkwardnesshadallbutpassed,leaving,ifanything,aquaint,residuewhichwasaspleasingasperfectgrace。Herlittleshoes,nowfittedhersmartlyandhadhighheels。Shehadlearnedmuch,aboutlacesandthoselittleneckpieceswhichaddsomuchtoa,woman’sappearance。Herformhadfilledoutuntilitwas,admirablyplumpandwell-rounded。
  Hurstwoodwroteheronemorning,askinghertomeethimin,JeffersonPark,MonroeStreet。Hedidnotconsideritpolicyto,callanymore,evenwhenDrouetwasathome。
  Thenextafternoonhewasintheprettylittleparkbyone,and,hadfoundarusticbenchbeneaththegreenleavesofalilacbush,whichborderedoneofthepaths。Itwasatthatseasonofthe,yearwhenthefulnessofspringhadnotyetwornquiteaway。At,alittlepondnearbysomecleanlydressedchildrenweresailing,whitecanvasboats。Intheshadeofagreenpagodaabebuttoned,officerofthelawwasresting,hisarmsfolded,hisclubatrest,inhisbelt。Anoldgardenerwasuponthelawn,withapairof,pruningshears,lookingaftersomebushes。Highoverheadwasthe,cleanblueskyofthenewsummer,andinthethicknessofthe,shinygreenleavesofthetreeshoppedandtwitteredthebusy,sparrows。
  Hurstwoodhadcomeoutofhisownhomethatmorningfeelingmuch,ofthesameoldannoyance。Athisstorehehadidled,there,beingnoneedtowrite。Hehadcomeawaytothisplacewiththe,lightnessofheartwhichcharacterisesthosewhoputweariness,behind。Now,intheshadeofthiscool,greenbush,helooked,abouthimwiththefancyofthelover。Heheardthecartsgo,lumberingbyupontheneighbouringstreets,buttheywerefar,off,andonlybuzzeduponhisear。Thehumofthesurrounding,citywasfaint,theclangofanoccasionalbellwasasmusic。He,lookedanddreamedanewdreamofpleasurewhichconcernedhis,presentfixedconditionnotatall。Hegotbackinfancytothe,oldHurstwood,whowasneithermarriednorfixedinasolid,positionforlife。Herememberedthelightspiritinwhichhe,oncelookedafterthegirls——howhehaddanced,escortedthem,home,hungovertheirgates。Healmostwishedhewasbackthere,again——hereinthispleasantscenehefeltasifhewerewholly,free。
  AttwoCarriecametrippingalongthewalktowardhim,rosyand,clean。Shehadjustrecentlydonnedasailorhatfortheseason,withabandofprettywhite-dottedbluesilk。Herskirtwasofa,richbluematerial,andhershirtwaistmatchedit,withathin-
  stripeofblueuponasnow-whiteground——stripesthatwereas,fineashairs。Herbrownshoespeepedoccasionallyfrombeneath,herskirt。Shecarriedherglovesinherhand。
  Hurstwoodlookedupatherwithdelight。
  “Youcame,dearest,“hesaideagerly,standingtomeetherand,takingherhand。
  “Ofcourse,“shesaid,smiling;“didyouthinkIwouldn’t?”
  “Ididn’tknow,“hereplied。
  Helookedatherforehead,whichwasmoistfromherbriskwalk。
  Thenhetookoutoneofhisownsoft,scentedsilkhandkerchiefs,andtouchedherfacehereandthere。
  “Now,“hesaidaffectionately,“you’reallright。”
  Theywerehappyinbeingnearoneanother——inlookingintoeach,other’seyes。Finally,whenthelongflushofdelighthadsub,sided,hesaid:
  “WhenisCharliegoingawayagain?”
  “Idon’tknow,“sheanswered。”Hesayshehassomethingstodo,forthehouseherenow。”
  Hurstwoodgrewserious,andhelapsedintoquietthought。He,lookedupafteratimetosay:
  “Comeawayandleavehim。”
  Heturnedhiseyestotheboyswiththeboats,asiftherequest,wereoflittleimportance。
  “Wherewouldwego?”sheaskedinmuchthesamemanner,rolling,hergloves,andlookingintoaneighbouringtree。
  “Wheredoyouwanttogo?”heenquired。
  Therewassomethinginthetoneinwhichhesaidthiswhichmade,herfeelasifshemustrecordherfeelingsagainstanylocal,habitation。
  “Wecan’tstayinChicago,“shereplied。
  Hehadnothoughtthatthiswasinhermind——thatanyremoval,wouldbesuggested。
  “Whynot?”heaskedsoftly。
  “Oh,because,“shesaid,“Iwouldn’twantto。”
  Helistenedtothiswithbutdullperceptionofwhatitmeant。
  Ithadnoseriousringtoit。Thequestionwasnotupfor,immediatedecision。
  “Iwouldhavetogiveupmyposition,“hesaid。
  Thetoneheusedmadeitseemasifthematterdeservedonly,slightconsideration。Carriethoughtalittle,thewhile,enjoyingtheprettyscene。
  “Iwouldn’tliketoliveinChicagoandhimhere,“shesaid,thinkingofDrouet。
  “It’sabigtown,dearest,“Hurstwoodanswered。”Itwouldbeas,goodasmovingtoanotherpartofthecountrytomovetothe,SouthSide。”
  Hehadfixeduponthatregionasanobjectivepoint。
  “Anyhow,“saidCarrie,“Ishouldn’twanttogetmarriedaslong,asheishere。Iwouldn’twanttorunaway。”
  ThesuggestionofmarriagestruckHurstwoodforcibly。Hesaw,clearlythatthiswasheridea——hefeltthatitwasnottobe,gottenovereasily。Bigamylightenedthehorizonofhisshadowy,thoughtsforamoment。Hewonderedforthelifeofhimhowit,wouldallcomeout。Hecouldnotseethathewasmakingany,progresssaveinherregard。Whenhelookedathernow,he,thoughtherbeautiful。Whatathingitwastohaveherlovehim,evenifitbeentangling!Sheincreasedinvalueinhiseyes,becauseofherobjection。Shewassomethingtostrugglefor,and,thatwaseverything。Howdifferentfromthewomenwhoyielded,willingly!Hesweptthethoughtofthemfromhismind。
  “Andyoudon’tknowwhenhe’llgoaway?”askedHurstwood,quietly。
  Sheshookherhead。
  Hesighed。
  “You’readeterminedlittlemiss,aren’tyou?”hesaid,aftera,fewmoments,lookingupintohereyes。
  Shefeltawaveoffeelingsweepoverheratthis。Itwaspride,atwhatseemedhisadmiration——affectionforthemanwhocould,feelthisconcerningher。
  “No,“shesaidcoyly,“butwhatcanIdo?”
  Againhefoldedhishandsandlookedawayoverthelawnintothe,street。
  “Iwish,“hesaidpathetically,“youwouldcometome。Idon’t,liketobeawayfromyouthisway。Whatgoodistherein,waiting?You’renotanyhappier,areyou?”
  “Happier!”sheexclaimedsoftly,“youknowbetterthanthat。”
  “Herewearethen,“hewentoninthesametone,“wastingour,days。Ifyouarenothappy,doyouthinkIam?Isitandwrite,toyouthebiggestpartofthetime。I’lltellyouwhat,Carrie,“heexclaimed,throwingsuddenforceofexpressioninto,hisvoiceandfixingherwithhiseyes,“Ican’tlivewithout,you,andthat’sallthereistoit。Now,“heconcluded,showing,thepalmofoneofhiswhitehandsinasortofat-an-end,helplessexpression,“whatshallIdo?”
  ThisshiftingoftheburdentoherappealedtoCarrie。The,semblanceoftheloadwithouttheweighttouchedthewoman’s,heart。
  “Can’tyouwaitalittlewhileyet?”shesaidtenderly。”I’ll,tryandfindoutwhenhe’sgoing。”
  “Whatgoodwillitdo?”heasked,holdingthesamestrainof,feeling。
  “Well,perhapswecanarrangetogosomewhere。”
  Shereallydidnotseeanythingclearerthanbefore,butshewas,gettingintothatframeofmindwhere,outofsympathy,awoman,yields。
  Hurstwooddidnotunderstand。Hewaswonderinghowshewastobe,persuaded——whatappealwouldmovehertoforsakeDrouet。He,begantowonderhowfarheraffectionforhimwouldcarryher。
  Hewasthinkingofsomequestionwhichwouldmakehertell。
  Finallyhehitupononeofthoseproblematicalpropositionswhich,oftendisguiseourowndesireswhileleadingustoan,understandingofthedifficultieswhichothersmakeforus,and,sodiscoverforusaway。Ithadnottheslightestconnection,withanythingintendedonhispart,andwasspokenatrandom,beforehehadgivenitamoment’sseriousthought。
  “Carrie,“hesaid,lookingintoherfaceandassumingaserious,lookwhichhedidnotfeel,“supposeIweretocometoyounext,week,orthisweekforthatmatter——to-nightsay——andtellyouI
  hadtogoaway——thatIcouldn’tstayanotherminuteandwasn’t,comingbackanymore——wouldyoucomewithme?”
  Hissweetheartviewedhimwiththemostaffectionateglance,her,answerreadybeforethewordswereoutofhismouth。
  “Yes,“shesaid。
  “Youwouldn’tstoptoargueorarrange?”
  “Notifyoucouldn’twait。”
  Hesmiledwhenhesawthatshetookhimseriously,andhethought,whatachanceitwouldaffordforapossiblejunketofaweekor,two。Hehadanotiontotellherthathewasjokingandsobrush,awayhersweetseriousness,buttheeffectofitwastoo,delightful。Heletitstand。
  “Supposewedidn’thavetimetogetmarriedhere?”headded,an,afterthoughtstrikinghim。
  “Ifwegotmarriedassoonaswegottotheotherendofthe,journeyitwouldbeallright。”
  “Imeantthat,“hesaid。
  “Yes。”
  Themorningseemedpeculiarlybrighttohimnow。Hewondered,whatevercouldhaveputsuchathoughtintohishead。Impossible,asitwas,hecouldnothelpsmilingatitscleverness。It,showedhowshelovedhim。Therewasnodoubtinhismindnow,andhewouldfindawaytowinher。
  “Well,“hesaid,jokingly,“I’llcomeandgetyouoneofthese,evenings,“andthenhelaughed。
  “Iwouldn’tstaywithyou,though,ifyoudidn’tmarryme,“
  Carrieaddedreflectively。
  “Idon’twantyouto,“hesaidtenderly,takingherhand。
  Shewasextremelyhappynowthatsheunderstood。Shelovedhim,themoreforthinkingthathewouldrescueherso。Asforhim,themarriageclausedidnotdwellinhismind。Hewasthinking,thatwithsuchaffectiontherecouldbenobartohiseventual,happiness。
  “Let’sstrollabout,“hesaidgayly,risingandsurveyingallthe,lovelypark。
  “Allright,“saidCarrie。
  TheypassedtheyoungIrishman,wholookedafterthemwith,enviouseyes。
  “’Tisafoinecouple,“heobservedtohimself。”Theymustbe,rich。”
  ChapterXVI
  AWITLESSALADDIN——THEGATETOTHEWORLD
  InthecourseofhispresentstayinChicago,Drouetpaidsome,slightattentiontothesecretordertowhichhebelonged。
  Duringhislasttriphehadreceivedanewlightonits,importance。
  “Itellyou,“saidanotherdrummertohim,“it’sagreatthing。
  LookatHazenstab。Heisn’tsodeucedclever。Ofcoursehe’s,gotagoodhousebehindhim,butthatwon’tdoalone。Itellyou,it’shisdegree。He’saway-upMason,andthatgoesalongway。
  He’sgotasecretsignthatstandsforsomething。”
  Drouetresolvedthenandtherethathewouldtakemoreinterest,insuchmatters。SowhenhegotbacktoChicagoherepairedto,hislocallodgeheadquarters。
  “Isay,Drouet,“saidMr。HarryQuincel,anindividualwhowas,veryprominentinthislocalbranchoftheElks,“you’retheman,thatcanhelpusout。”
  Itwasafterthebusinessmeetingandthingsweregoingsocially,withahum。Drouetwasbobbingaroundchattingandjokingwitha,scoreofindividualswhomheknew。
  “Whatareyouupto?”heinquiredgenially,turningasmiling,faceuponhissecretbrother。
  “We’retryingtogetupsometheatricalsfortwoweeksfromto-
  day,andwewanttoknowifyoudon’tknowsomeyoungladywho,couldtakeapart——it’saneasypart。”
  “Sure,“saidDrouet,“whatisit?”Hedidnottroubletoremember,thatheknewnoonetowhomhecouldappealonthisscore。His,innategood-nature,however,dictatedafavourablereply。
  “Well,now,I’lltellyouwhatwearetryingtodo,“wentonMr。
  Quincel。”Wearetryingtogetanewsetoffurnitureforthe,lodge。Thereisn’tenoughmoneyinthetreasuryatthepresent,time,andwethoughtwewouldraiseitbyalittle,entertainment。”
  “Sure,“interruptedDrouet,“that’sagoodidea。”
  “Severaloftheboysaroundherehavegottalent。There’sHarry,Burbeck,hedoesafineblack-faceturn。MacLewisisallright,atheavydramatics。Didyoueverhearhimrecite’Overthe,Hills’?”
  “Neverdid。”
  “Well,Itellyou,hedoesitfine。”
  “Andyouwantmetogetsomewomantotakeapart?”questioned,Drouet,anxioustoterminatethesubjectandgetontosomething,else。”Whatareyougoingtoplay?”
  “’UndertheGaslight,’“saidMr。Quincel,mentioningAugustin,Daly’sfamousproduction,whichhadwornfromagreatpublic,successdowntoanamateurtheatricalfavourite,withmanyofthe,troublesomeaccessoriescutoutandthedramatispersonaereduced,tothesmallestpossiblenumber。
  Drouethadseenthisplaysometimeinthepast。
  “That’sit,“hesaid;“that’safineplay。Itwillgoallright。
  Yououghttomakealotofmoneyoutofthat。”
  “Wethinkwe’lldoverywell,“Mr。Quincelreplied。”Don’tyou,forgetnow,“heconcluded,Drouetshowingsignsofrestlessness;
  “someyoungwomantotakethepartofLaura。”
  “Sure,I’llattendtoit。”
  Hemovedaway,forgettingalmostallaboutitthemomentMr。
  Quincelhadceasedtalking。Hehadnoteventhoughttoaskthe,timeorplace。
  Drouetwasremindedofhispromiseadayortwolaterbythe,receiptofaletterannouncingthatthefirstrehearsalwasset,forthefollowingFridayevening,andurginghimtokindly,forwardtheyounglady’saddressatonce,inorderthatthepart,mightbedeliveredtoher。
  “Now,whothedeucedoIknow?”askedthedrummerreflectively,scratchinghisrosyear。”Idon’tknowanyonethatknows,anythingaboutamateurtheatricals。”
  Hewentoverinmemorythenamesofanumberofwomenheknew,andfinallyfixedonone,largelybecauseoftheconvenient,locationofherhomeontheWestSide,andpromisedhimselfthat,ashecameoutthateveninghewouldseeher。When,however,he,startedwestonthecarheforgot,andwasonlyremindedofhis,delinquencybyaniteminthe“EveningNews“——asmallthree-line,affairundertheheadofSecretSocietyNotes——whichstatedthe,CusterLodgeoftheOrderofElkswouldgiveatheatrical,performanceinAveryHallonthe16th,when“UndertheGaslight“
  wouldbeproduced。
  “George!”exclaimedDrouet,“Iforgotthat。”
  “What?”inquiredCarrie。
  Theywereattheirlittletableintheroomwhichmighthavebeen,usedforakitchen,whereCarrieoccasionallyservedameal。To-
  nightthefancyhadcaughther,andthelittletablewasspread,withapleasingrepast。
  “Why,mylodgeentertainment。They’regoingtogiveaplay,and,theywantedmetogetthemsomeyoungladytotakeapart。”
  “Whatisitthey’regoingtoplay?”
  “’UndertheGaslight。’“
  “When?”
  “Onthe16th。”
  “Well,whydon’tyou?”askedCarrie。
  “Idon’tknowanyone,“hereplied。
  Suddenlyhelookedup。
  “Say,“hesaid,“howwouldyouliketotakethepart?”
  “Me?”saidCarrie。”Ican’tact。”
  “Howdoyouknow?”questionedDrouetreflectively。
  “Because,“answeredCarrie,“Ineverdid。”
  Nevertheless,shewaspleasedtothinkhewouldask。Hereyes,brightened,foriftherewasanythingthatenlistedher,sympathiesitwastheartofthestage。
  Truetohisnature,Drouetclungtothisideaasaneasywayout。
  “That’snothing。Youcanactallyouhavetodownthere。”
  “No,Ican’t,“saidCarrieweakly,verymuchdrawntowardthe,propositionandyetfearful。
  “Yes,youcan。Now,whydon’tyoudoit?Theyneedsomeone,and,itwillbelotsoffunforyou。”
  “Oh,no,itwon’t,“saidCarrieseriously。
  “You’dlikethat。Iknowyouwould。I’veseenyoudancing,aroundhereandgivingimitationsandthat’swhyIaskedyou。
  You’recleverenough,allright。”
  “No,I’mnot,“saidCarrieshyly。
  “Now,I’lltellyouwhatyoudo。Yougodownandseeaboutit。
  It’llbefunforyou。Therestofthecompanyisn’tgoingtobe,anygood。Theyhaven’tanyexperience。Whatdotheyknowabout,theatricals?”
  Hefrownedashethoughtoftheirignorance。
  “Handmethecoffee,“headded。
  “Idon’tbelieveIcouldact,Charlie,“Carriewentonpettishly。
  “Youdon’tthinkIcould,doyou?”
  “Sure。Outo’sight。Ibetyoumakeahit。Nowyouwanttogo,Iknowyoudo。IknewitwhenIcamehome。That’swhyIasked,you。”
  “Whatistheplay,didyousay?”
  “’UndertheGaslight。’“
  “Whatpartwouldtheywantmetotake?”
  “Oh,oneoftheheroines——Idon’tknow。”
  “Whatsortofaplayisit?”
  “Well,“saidDrouet,whosememoryforsuchthingswasnotthe,best,“it’saboutagirlwhogetskidnappedbyacoupleof,crooks——amanandawomanthatliveintheslums。Shehadsome,moneyorsomethingandtheywantedtogetit。Idon’tknownow,howitdidgoexactly。”
  “Don’tyouknowwhatpartIwouldhavetotake?”
  “No,Idon’t,totellthetruth。”Hethoughtamoment。”Yes,I
  do,too。Laura,that’sthething——you’retobeLaura。”
  “Andyoucan’trememberwhatthepartislike?”