"Oh,nonsense,nonsense,"saidthegeneral,withdecision。"Whatextraordinaryideasyouhave,Gania!Asifshewouldhint;that’snotherwayatall。Besides,whatcouldyougiveher,withouthavingthousandsatyourdisposal?Youmighthavegivenheryourportrait,however。Hassheeveraskedyouforit?"
"No,notyet。Verylikelysheneverwill。Isupposeyouhaven’tforgottenabouttonight,haveyou,IvanFedorovitch?Youwereoneofthosespeciallyinvited,youknow。"
"Ohno,Irememberallright,andIshallgo,ofcourse。Ishouldthinkso!She’stwenty-fiveyearsoldtoday!And,youknow,Gania,youmustbereadyforgreatthings;shehaspromisedbothmyselfandAfanasyIvanovitchthatshewillgiveadecidedanswertonight,yesorno。Sobeprepared!"
Ganiasuddenlybecamesoillateasethathisfacegrewpalerthanever。
"Areyousureshesaidthat?"heasked,andhisvoiceseemedtoquiverashespoke。
"Yes,shepromised。Webothworriedhersothatshegavein;butshewishedustotellyounothingaboutituntiltheday。"
ThegeneralwatchedGania’sconfusionintently,andclearlydidnotlikeit。
"Remember,IvanFedorovitch,"saidGania,ingreatagitation,"thatIwastobefreetoo,untilherdecision;andthateventhenIwastohavemy’yesorno’free。"
"Why,don’tyou,aren’tyou——"beganthegeneral,inalarm。
"Oh,don’tmisunderstand——"
"But,mydearfellow,whatareyoudoing,whatdoyoumean?"
"Oh,I’mnotrejectingher。Imayhaveexpressedmyselfbadly,butIdidn’tmeanthat。"
"Rejecther!Ishouldthinknot!"saidthegeneralwithannoyance,andapparentlynotintheleastanxioustoconcealit。
"Why,mydearfellow,it’snotaquestionofyourrejectingher,itiswhetheryouarepreparedtoreceiveherconsentjoyfully,andwithpropersatisfaction。Howarethingsgoingonathome?"
"Athome?Oh,IcandoasIlikethere,ofcourse;onlymyfatherwillmakeafoolofhimself,asusual。Heisrapidlybecomingageneralnuisance。Idon’tevertalktohimnow,butIholdhimincheek,safeenough。Iswearifithadnotbeenformymother,I
shouldhaveshownhimthewayout,longago。Mymotherisalwayscrying,ofcourse,andmysistersulks。IhadtotellthematlastthatIintendedtobemasterofmyowndestiny,andthatI
expecttobeobeyedathome。Atleast,Igavemysistertounderstandasmuch,andmymotherwaspresent。"
"Well,Imustsay,Icannotunderstandit!"saidthegeneral,shrugginghisshouldersanddroppinghishands。"Yourememberyourmother,NinaAlexandrovna,thatdayshecameandsathereandgroaned-andwhenIaskedherwhatwasthematter,shesays,’Oh,it’ssuchaDISHONOURtous!’dishonour!Stuffandnonsense!
IshouldliketoknowwhocanreproachNastasiaPhilipovna,orwhocansayawordofanykindagainsther。DidshemeanbecauseNastasiahadbeenlivingwithTotski?Whatnonsenseitis!Youwouldnotlethercomenearyourdaughters,saysNinaAlexandrovna。Whatnext,Iwonder?Idon’tseehowshecanfailto——tounderstand——"
"Herownposition?"promptedGania。"Shedoesunderstand。Don’tbeannoyedwithher。Ihavewarnedhernottomeddleinotherpeople’saffairs。However,althoughthere’scomparativepeaceathomeatpresent,thestormwillbreakifanythingisfinallysettledtonight。"
Theprinceheardthewholeoftheforegoingconversation,ashesatatthetable,writing。Hefinishedatlast,andbroughttheresultofhislabourtothegeneral’sdesk。
"SothisisNastasiaPhilipovna,"hesaid,lookingattentivelyandcuriouslyattheportrait。"Howwonderfullybeautiful!"heimmediatelyadded,withwarmth。Thepicturewascertainlythatofanunusuallylovelywoman。Shewasphotographedinablacksilkdressofsimpledesign,herhairwasevidentlydarkandplainlyarranged,hereyesweredeepandthoughtful,theexpressionofherfacepassionate,butproud。Shewasratherthin,perhaps,andalittlepale。BothGaniaandthegeneralgazedattheprinceinamazement。
"Howdoyouknowit’sNastasiaPhilipovna?"askedthegeneral;
"yousurelydon’tknowheralready,doyou?"
"Yes,Ido!IhaveonlybeenonedayinRussia,butIhaveheardofthegreatbeauty!"AndtheprinceproceededtonarratehismeetingwithRogojininthetrainandthewholeofthelatter’sstory。
"There’snews!"saidthegeneralinsomeexcitement,afterlisteningtothestorywithengrossedattention。
"Oh,ofcourseit’snothingbuthumbug!"criedGania,alittledisturbed,however。"It’sallhumbug;theyoungmerchantwaspleasedtoindulgeinalittleinnocentrecreation!IhaveheardsomethingofRogojin!"
"Yes,sohaveI!"repliedthegeneral。"NastasiaPhilipovnatoldusallabouttheearringsthatveryday。Butnowitisquiteadifferentmatter。Youseethefellowreallyhasamillionofroubles,andheispassionatelyinlove。Thewholestorysmellsofpassion,andweallknowwhatthisclassofgentryiscapableofwheninfatuated。Iammuchafraidofsomedisagreeablescandal,Iamindeed!"
"Youareafraidofthemillion,Isuppose,"saidGania,grinningandshowinghisteeth。
"AndyouareNOT,Ipresume,eh?"
"Howdidhestrikeyou,prince?"askedGania,suddenly。"Didheseemtobeaserioussortofaman,orjustacommonrowdyfellow?Whatwasyourownopinionaboutthematter?"
WhileGaniaputthisquestion,anewideasuddenlyflashedintohisbrain,andblazedout,impatiently,inhiseyes。Thegeneral,whowasreallyagitatedanddisturbed,lookedattheprincetoo,butdidnotseemtoexpectmuchfromhisreply。
"Ireallydon’tquiteknowhowtotellyou,"repliedtheprince,"butitcertainlydidseemtomethatthemanwasfullofpassion,andnot,perhaps,quitehealthypassion。Heseemedtobestillfarfromwell。Verylikelyhewillbeinbedagaininadayortwo,especiallyifhelivesfast。"
"No!doyouthinkso?"saidthegeneral,catchingattheidea。
"Yes,Idothinkso!"
"Yes,butthesortofscandalIreferredtomayhappenatanymoment。Itmaybethisveryevening,"remarkedGaniatothegeneral,withasmile。
"Ofcourse;quiteso。Inthatcaseitalldependsuponwhatisgoingoninherbrainatthismoment。"
"Youknowthekindofpersonsheisattimes。"
"How?Whatkindofpersonisshe?"criedthegeneral,arrivedatthelimitsofhispatience。Lookhere,Gania,don’tyougoannoyinghertonightWhatyouaretodoistobeasagreeabletowardsheraseveryoucan。Well,whatareyousmilingat?Youmustunderstand,Gania,thatIhavenointerestwhateverinspeakinglikethis。Whicheverwaythequestionissettled,itwillbetomyadvantage。NothingwillmoveTotskifromhisresolution,soIrunnorisk。IfthereisanythingIdesire,youmustknowthatitisyourbenefitonly。Can’tyoutrustme?Youareasensiblefellow,andIhavebeencountingonyou;for,inthismatter,that,that——"
"Yes,that’sthechiefthing,"saidGania,helpingthegeneraloutofhisdifficultiesagain,andcurlinghislipsinanenvenomedsmile,whichhedidnotattempttoconceal。Hegazedwithhisfeveredeyesstraightintothoseofthegeneral,asthoughhewereanxiousthatthelattermightreadhisthoughts。
Thegeneralgrewpurplewithanger。
"Yes,ofcourseitisthechiefthing!"hecried,lookingsharplyatGania。"Whataverycuriousmanyouare,Gania!YouactuallyseemtobeGLADtohearofthismillionairefellow’sarrival-
justasthoughyouwishedforanexcusetogetoutofthewholething。Thisisanaffairinwhichyououghttoacthonestlywithbothsides,andgiveduewarning,toavoidcompromisingothers。But,evennow,thereisstilltime。Doyouunderstandme?
Iwishtoknowwhetheryoudesirethisarrangementorwhetheryoudonot?Ifnot,sayso,——and-andwelcome!Nooneistryingtoforceyouintothesnare,GavrilaArdalionovitch,ifyouseeasnareinthematter,atleast。"
"Idodesireit,"murmuredGania,softlybutfirmly,loweringhiseyes;andherelapsedintogloomysilence。
Thegeneralwassatisfied。Hehadexcitedhimself,andwasevidentlynowregrettingthathehadgonesofar。Heturnedtotheprince,andsuddenlythedisagreeablethoughtofthelatter’spresencestruckhim,andthecertaintythathemusthaveheardeverywordoftheconversation。Buthefeltateaseinanothermoment;itonlyneededoneglanceattheprincetoseethatinthatquartertherewasnothingtofear。
"Oh!"criedthegeneral,catchingsightoftheprince’sspecimenofcaligraphy,whichthelatterhadnowhandedhimforinspection。"Why,thisissimplybeautiful;lookatthat,Gania,there’srealtalentthere!"
Onasheetofthickwriting-papertheprincehadwritteninmedievalcharactersthelegend:
"ThegentleAbbotPafnutesignedthis。"
"There,"explainedtheprince,withgreatdelightandanimation,"there,that’stheabbot’srealsignature——fromamanuscriptofthefourteenthcentury。Alltheseoldabbotsandbishopsusedtowritemostbeautifully,withsuchtasteandsomuchcareanddiligence。HaveyounocopyofPogodin,general?IfyouhadoneI
couldshowyouanothertype。Stopabit——hereyouhavethelargeroundwritingcommoninFranceduringtheeighteenthcentury。
Someofthelettersareshapedquitedifferentlyfromthosenowinuse。Itwasthewritingcurrentthen,andemployedbypublicwritersgenerally。Icopiedthisfromoneofthem,andyoucanseehowgooditis。Lookatthewell-roundedaandd。IhavetriedtotranslatetheFrenchcharacterintotheRussianletters——
adifficultthingtodo,butIthinkIhavesucceededfairly。
Hereisafinesentence,writteninagood,originalhand——’Zealtriumphsoverall。’ThatisthescriptoftheRussianWarOffice。
Thatishowofficialdocumentsaddressedtoimportantpersonagesshouldbewritten。Thelettersareround,thetypeblack,andthestylesomewhatremarkable。Astylistwouldnotallowtheseornaments,orattemptsatflourishes——justlookattheseunfinishedtails!——butithasdistinctionandreallydepictsthesoulofthewriter。Hewouldliketogiveplaytohisimagination,andfollowtheinspirationofhisgenius,butasoldierisonlyateaseintheguard-room,andthepenstopshalf-way,aslavetodiscipline。Howdelightful!ThefirsttimeImetanexampleofthishandwriting,Iwaspositivelyastonished,andwheredoyouthinkIchancedtofindit?InSwitzerland,ofallplaces!NowthatisanordinaryEnglishhand。
Itcanhardlybeimproved,itissorefinedandexquisite——almostperfection。Thisisanexampleofanotherkind,amixtureofstyles。ThecopywasgivenmebyaFrenchcommercialtraveller。
ItisfoundedontheEnglish,butthedownstrokesarealittleblacker,andmoremarked。Noticethattheovalhassomeslightmodification——itismorerounded。Thiswritingallowsforflourishes;nowaflourishisadangerousthing!Itsuserequiressuchtaste,but,ifsuccessful,whatadistinctionitgivestothewhole!Itresultsinanincomparabletype——onetofallinlovewith!"
"Dearme!Howyouhavegoneintoalltherefinementsanddetailsofthequestion!Why,mydearfellow,youarenotacaligraphist,youareanartist!Eh,Gania?"
"Wonderful!"saidGania。"Andheknowsittoo,"headded,withasarcasticsmile。
"Youmaysmile,——butthere’sacareerinthis,"saidthegeneral。
"Youdon’tknowwhatagreatpersonageIshallshowthisto,prince。Why,youcancommandasituationatthirty-fiveroublespermonthtostartwith。However,it’shalf-pasttwelve,"heconcluded,lookingathiswatch;"sotobusiness,prince,forI
mustbesettingtoworkandshallnotseeyouagaintoday。Sitdownaminute。IhavetoldyouthatIcannotreceiveyoumyselfveryoften,butIshouldliketobeofsomeassistancetoyou,somesmallassistance,ofakindthatwouldgiveyousatisfaction。IshallfindyouaplaceinoneoftheStatedepartments,aneasyplace——butyouwillrequiretobeaccurate。
Now,astoyourplans——inthehouse,orratherinthefamilyofGaniahere——myyoungfriend,whomIhopeyouwillknowbetter——hismotherandsisterhavepreparedtwoorthreeroomsforlodgers,andletthemtohighlyrecommendedyoungfellows,withboardandattendance。IamsureNinaAlexandrovnawilltakeyouinonmyrecommendation。Thereyouwillbecomfortableandwelltakencareof;forIdonotthink,prince,thatyouarethesortofmantobelefttothemercyofFateinatownlikePetersburg。NinaAlexandrovna,Gania’smother,andVarvaraAlexandrovna,areladiesforwhomIhavethehighestpossibleesteemandrespect。
NinaAlexandrovnaisthewifeofGeneralArdalionAlexandrovitch,myoldbrotherinarms,withwhom,Iregrettosay,onaccountofcertaincircumstances,Iamnolongeracquainted。Igiveyouallthisinformation,prince,inordertomakeitcleartoyouthatI
ampersonallyrecommendingyoutothisfamily,andthatinsodoing,Iammoreorlesstakinguponmyselftoanswerforyou。
Thetermsaremostreasonable,andItrustthatyoursalarywillveryshortlyproveamplysufficientforyourexpenditure。Ofcoursepocket-moneyisanecessity,ifonlyalittle;donotbeangry,prince,ifIstronglyrecommendyoutoavoidcarryingmoneyinyourpocket。Butasyourpurseisquiteemptyatthepresentmoment,youmustallowmetopressthesetwenty-fiveroublesuponyouracceptance,assomethingtobeginwith。Ofcoursewewillsettlethislittlematteranothertime,andifyouaretheupright,honestmanyoulook,Ianticipateverylittletroublebetweenusonthatscore。TakingsomuchinterestinyouasyoumayperceiveIdo,Iamnotwithoutmyobject,andyoushallknowitingoodtime。Yousee,Iamperfectlycandidwithyou。Ihope,Gania,youhavenothingtosayagainsttheprince’stakinguphisabodeinyourhouse?"
"Oh,onthecontrary!mymotherwillbeveryglad,"saidGania,courteouslyandkindly。
"Ithinkonlyoneofyourroomsisengagedasyet,isitnot?
ThatfellowFerd-Ferd——"
"Ferdishenko。"
"Yes——Idon’tlikethatFerdishenko。Ican’tunderstandwhyNastasiaPhilipovnaencourageshimso。Ishereallyhercousin,ashesays?"
"Ohdearno,it’sallajoke。NomorecousinthanIam。"
"Well,whatdoyouthinkofthearrangement,prince?"
"Thankyou,general;youhavebehavedverykindlytome;allthemoresosinceIdidnotaskyoutohelpme。Idon’tsaythatoutofpride。Icertainlydidnotknowwheretolaymyheadtonight。
Rogojinaskedmetocometohishouse,ofcourse,but——"
"Rogojin?No,no,mygoodfellow。Ishouldstronglyrecommendyou,paternally,——or,ifyoupreferit,asafriend,——toforgetallaboutRogojin,and,infact,tosticktothefamilyintowhichyouareabouttoenter。"
"Thankyou,"begantheprince;"andsinceyouaresoverykindthereisjustonematterwhichI——"
"Youmustreallyexcuseme,"interruptedthegeneral,"butI
positivelyhaven’tanothermomentnow。IshalljusttellElizabethaProkofievnaaboutyou,andifshewishestoreceiveyouatonce——asIshalladviseher——Istronglyrecommendyoutoingratiateyourselfwithheratthefirstopportunity,formywifemaybeofthegreatestservicetoyouinmanyways。Ifshecannotreceiveyounow,youmustbecontenttowaittillanothertime。Meanwhileyou,Gania,justlookovertheseaccounts,willyou?Wemustn’tforgettofinishoffthatmatter——"
Thegenerallefttheroom,andtheprinceneversucceededinbroachingthebusinesswhichhehadonhand,thoughhehadendeavouredtodosofourtimes。
Ganialitacigaretteandofferedonetotheprince。Thelatteracceptedtheoffer,butdidnottalk,beingunwillingtodisturbGania’swork。Hecommencedtoexaminethestudyanditscontents。ButGaniahardlysomuchasglancedatthepaperslyingbeforehim;hewasabsentandthoughtful,andhissmileandgeneralappearancestrucktheprincestillmoredisagreeablynowthatthetwowereleftalonetogether。
SuddenlyGaniaapproachedourherowhowasatthemomentstandingoverNastasiaPhilipovna’sportrait,gazingatit。
"Doyouadmirethatsortofwoman,prince?"heasked,lookingintentlyathim。Heseemedtohavesomespecialobjectinthequestion。
"It’sawonderfulface,"saidtheprince,"andIfeelsurethatherdestinyisnotbyanymeansanordinary,uneventfulone。Herfaceissmilingenough,butshemusthavesufferedterribly——
hasn’tshe?Hereyesshowit——thosetwobonesthere,thelittlepointsunderhereyes,justwherethecheekbegins。It’saproudfacetoo,terriblyproud!AndI——Ican’tsaywhethersheisgoodandkind,ornot。Oh,ifshebebutgood!Thatwouldmakeallwell!"
"Andwouldyoumarryawomanlikethat,now?"continuedGania,nevertakinghisexcitedeyesofftheprince’sface。
"Icannotmarryatall,"saidthelatter。"Iamaninvalid。"
"WouldRogojinmarryher,doyouthink?"
"Whynot?Certainlyhewould,Ishouldthink。Hewouldmarryhertomorrow!——marryhertomorrowandmurderherinaweek!"
HardlyhadtheprinceutteredthelastwordwhenGaniagavesuchafearfulshudderthattheprincealmostcriedout。
"What’sthematter?"saidhe,seizingGania’shand。
"Yourhighness!Hisexcellencybegsyourpresenceinherexcellency’sapartments!"announcedthefootman,appearingatthedoor。
Theprinceimmediatelyfollowedthemanoutoftheroom。
IV。
ALLthreeoftheMissEpanchinswerefine,healthygirls,well-
grown,withgoodshouldersandbusts,andstrong——almostmasculine——hands;and,ofcourse,withalltheaboveattributes,theyenjoyedcapitalappetites,ofwhichtheywerenotintheleastashamed。
ElizabethaProkofievnasometimesinformedthegirlsthattheywerealittletoocandidinthismatter,butinspiteoftheiroutwarddeferencetotheirmotherthesethreeyoungwomen,insolemnconclave,hadlongagreedtomodifytheunquestioningobediencewhichtheyhadbeeninthehabitofaccordingtoher;
andMrs。GeneralEpanchinhadjudgeditbettertosaynothingaboutit,though,ofcourse,shewaswellawareofthefact。
Itistruethathernaturesometimesrebelledagainstthesedictatesofreason,andthatshegrewyearlymorecapriciousandimpatient;buthavingarespectfulandwell-disciplinedhusbandunderherthumbatalltimes,shefounditpossible,asarule,toemptyanylittleaccumulationsofspleenuponhishead,andthereforetheharmonyofthefamilywaskeptdulybalanced,andthingswentassmoothlyasfamilymatterscan。
Mrs。Epanchinhadafairappetiteherself,andgenerallytookhershareofthecapitalmid-daylunchwhichwasalwaysservedforthegirls,andwhichwasnearlyasgoodasadinner。Theyoungladiesusedtohaveacupofcoffeeeachbeforethismeal,atteno’clock,whilestillinbed。Thiswasafavouriteandunalterablearrangementwiththem。Athalf-pasttwelve,thetablewaslaidinthesmalldining-room,andoccasionallythegeneralhimselfappearedatthefamilygathering,ifhehadtime。
Besidesteaandcoffee,cheese,honey,butter,pan-cakesofvariouskindstheladyofthehouselovedthesebest,cutlets,andsoon,therewasgenerallystrongbeefsoup,andothersubstantialdelicacies。
Ontheparticularmorningonwhichourstoryhasopened,thefamilyhadassembledinthedining-room,andwerewaitingthegeneral’sappearance,thelatterhavingpromisedtocomethisday。Ifhehadbeenonemomentlate,hewouldhavebeensentforatonce;butheturneduppunctually。
Ashecameforwardtowishhiswifegood-morningandkissherhands,ashiscustomwas,heobservedsomethinginherlookwhichbodedill。Hethoughtheknewthereason,andhadexpectedit,butstill,hewasnotaltogethercomfortable。Hisdaughtersadvancedtokisshim,too,andthoughtheydidnotlookexactlyangry,therewassomethingstrangeintheirexpressionaswell。
Thegeneralwas,owingtocertaincircumstances,alittleinclinedtobetoosuspiciousathome,andneedlesslynervous;
but,asanexperiencedfatherandhusband,hejudgeditbettertotakemeasuresatoncetoprotecthimselffromanydangerstheremightbeintheair。
However,IhopeIshallnotinterferewiththepropersequenceofmynarrativetoomuch,ifIdivergeforamomentatthispoint,inordertoexplainthemutualrelationsbetweenGeneralEpanchin’sfamilyandothersactingapartinthishistory,atthetimewhenwetakeupthethreadoftheirdestiny。Ihavealreadystatedthatthegeneral,thoughhewasamanoflowlyorigin,andofpooreducation,was,forallthat,anexperiencedandtalentedhusbandandfather。Amongotherthings,heconsidereditundesirabletohurryhisdaughterstothematrimonialaltarandtoworrythemtoomuchwithassurancesofhispaternalwishesfortheirhappiness,asisthecustomamongparentsofmanygrown-updaughters。Heevensucceededinranginghiswifeonhissideonthisquestion,thoughhefoundthefeatverydifficulttoaccomplish,becauseunnatural;butthegeneral’sargumentswereconclusive,andfoundeduponobviousfacts。Thegeneralconsideredthatthegirls’tasteandgoodsenseshouldbeallowedtodevelopandmaturedeliberately,andthattheparents’dutyshouldmerelybetokeepwatch,inorderthatnostrangeorundesirablechoicebemade;butthattheselectiononceeffected,bothfatherandmotherwereboundfromthatmomenttoenterheartandsoulintothecause,andtoseethatthematterprogressedwithouthindranceuntilthealtarshouldbehappilyreached。
Besidesthis,itwasclearthattheEpanchins’positiongainedeachyear,withgeometricalaccuracy,bothastofinancialsolidityandsocialweight;and,therefore,thelongerthegirlswaited,thebetterwastheirchanceofmakingabrilliantmatch。
Butagain,amidsttheincontrovertiblefactsjustrecorded,onemore,equallysignificant,roseuptoconfrontthefamily;andthiswas,thattheeldestdaughter,Alexandra,hadimperceptiblyarrivedathertwenty-fifthbirthday。Almostatthesamemoment,AfanasyIvanovitchTotski,amanofimmensewealth,highconnections,andgoodstanding,announcedhisintentionofmarrying。AfanasyIvanovitchwasagentlemanoffifty-fiveyearsofage,artisticallygifted,andofmostrefinedtastes。Hewishedtomarrywell,and,moreover,hewasakeenadmirerandjudgeofbeauty。
Now,sinceTotskihad,oflate,beenupontermsofgreatcordialitywithEpanchin,whichexcellentrelationswereintensifiedbythefactthattheywere,sotospeak,partnersinseveralfinancialenterprises,itsohappenedthattheformernowputinafriendlyrequesttothegeneralforcounselwithregardtotheimportantstephemeditated。Mighthesuggest,forinstance,suchathingasamarriagebetweenhimselfandoneofthegeneral’sdaughters?
Evidentlythequiet,pleasantcurrentofthefamilylifeoftheEpanchinswasabouttoundergoachange。
Theundoubtedbeautyofthefamily,parexcellence,wastheyoungest,Aglaya,asaforesaid。ButTotskihimself,thoughanegotistoftheextremesttype,realizedthathehadnochancethere;Aglayawasclearlynotforsuchashe。
PerhapsthesisterlyloveandfriendshipofthethreegirlshadmoreorlessexaggeratedAglaya’schancesofhappiness。Intheiropinion,thelatter’sdestinywasnotmerelytobeveryhappy;
shewastoliveinaheavenonearth。Aglaya’shusbandwastobeacompendiumofallthevirtues,andofallsuccess,nottospeakoffabulouswealth。Thetwoeldersistershadagreedthatallwastobesacrificedbythem,ifneedbe,forAglaya’ssake;herdowrywastobecolossalandunprecedented。
Thegeneralandhiswifewereawareofthisagreement,and,therefore,whenTotskisuggestedhimselfforoneofthesisters,theparentsmadenodoubtthatoneofthetwoeldergirlswouldprobablyaccepttheoffer,sinceTotskiwouldcertainlymakenodifficultyastodowry。Thegeneralvaluedtheproposalveryhighly。Heknewlife,andrealizedwhatsuchanofferwasworth。
Theanswerofthesisterstothecommunicationwas,ifnotconclusive,atleastconsolingandhopeful。Itmadeknownthattheeldest,Alexandra,wouldverylikelybedisposedtolistentoaproposal。
Alexandrawasagood-naturedgirl,thoughshehadawillofherown。Shewasintelligentandkind-hearted,and,ifsheweretomarryTotski,shewouldmakehimagoodwife。Shedidnotcareforabrilliantmarriage;shewaseminentlyawomancalculatedtosootheandsweetenthelifeofanyman;decidedlypretty,ifnotabsolutelyhandsome。WhatbettercouldTotskiwish?
Sothemattercreptslowlyforward。ThegeneralandTotskihadagreedtoavoidanyhastyandirrevocablestep。Alexandra’sparentshadnotevenbeguntotalktotheirdaughtersfreelyuponthesubject,whensuddenly,asitwere,adissonantchordwasstruckamidtheharmonyoftheproceedings。Mrs。Epanchinbegantoshowsignsofdiscontent,andthatwasaseriousmatter。A
certaincircumstancehadcreptin,adisagreeableandtroublesomefactor,whichthreatenedtooverturnthewholebusiness。
Thiscircumstancehadcomeintoexistenceeighteenyearsbefore。
ClosetoanestateofTotski’s,inoneofthecentralprovincesofRussia,therelived,atthattime,apoorgentlemanwhoseestatewasofthewretchedestdescription。Thisgentlemanwasnotedinthedistrictforhispersistentill-fortune;hisnamewasBarashkoff,and,asregardsfamilyanddescent,hewasvastlysuperiortoTotski,buthisestatewasmortgagedtothelastacre。Oneday,whenhehadriddenovertothetowntoseeacreditor,thechiefpeasantofhisvillagefollowedhimshortlyafter,withthenewsthathishousehadbeenburntdown,andthathiswifehadperishedwithit,buthischildrenweresafe。
EvenBarashkoff,inuredtothestormsofevilfortuneashewas,couldnotstandthislaststroke。Hewentmadanddiedshortlyafterinthetownhospital。Hisestatewassoldforthecreditors;andthelittlegirls——twoofthem,ofsevenandeightyearsofagerespectively,——wereadoptedbyTotski,whoundertooktheirmaintenanceandeducationinthekindnessofhisheart。
TheywerebroughtuptogetherwiththechildrenofhisGermanbailiff。Verysoon,however,therewasonlyoneofthemleft-
NastasiaPhilipovna——fortheotherlittleonediedofwhooping-
cough。Totski,whowaslivingabroadatthistime,verysoonforgotallaboutthechild;butfiveyearsafter,returningtoRussia,itstruckhimthathewouldliketolookoverhisestateandseehowmattersweregoingthere,and,arrivedathisbailiff’shouse,hewasnotlongindiscoveringthatamongthechildrenofthelattertherenowdweltamostlovelylittlegirloftwelve,sweetandintelligent,andbright,andpromisingtodevelopbeautyofmostunusualquality-astowhichlastTotskiwasanundoubtedauthority。
Heonlystayedathiscountryscatafewdaysonthisoccasion,buthehadtimetomakehisarrangements。Greatchangestookplaceinthechild’seducation;agoodgovernesswasengaged,aSwissladyofexperienceandculture。ForfouryearsthisladyresidedinthehousewithlittleNastia,andthentheeducationwasconsideredcomplete。Thegovernesstookherdeparture,andanotherladycamedowntofetchNastia,byTotski’sinstructions。
ThechildwasnowtransportedtoanotherofTotski’sestatesinadistantpartofthecountry。Hereshefoundadelightfullittlehouse,justbuilt,andpreparedforherreceptionwithgreatcareandtaste;andhereshetookupherabodetogetherwiththeladywhohadaccompaniedherfromheroldhome。Inthehousethereweretwoexperiencedmaids,musicalinstrumentsofallsorts,acharming"younglady’slibrary,"pictures,paint-boxes,alap-
dog,andeverythingtomakelifeagreeable。WithinafortnightTotskihimselfarrived,andfromthattimeheappearedtohavetakenagreatfancytothispartoftheworldandcamedowneachsummer,stayingtwoandthreemonthsatatime。Sopassedfouryearspeacefullyandhappily,incharmingsurroundings。
Attheendofthattime,andaboutfourmonthsafterTotski’slastvisithehadstayedbutafortnightonthisoccasion,areportreachedNastasiaPhilipovnathathewasabouttobemarriedinSt。Petersburg,toarich,eminent,andlovelywoman。
Thereportwasonlypartiallytrue,themarriageprojectbeingonlyinanembryocondition;butagreatchangenowcameoverNastasiaPhilipovna。Shesuddenlydisplayedunusualdecisionofcharacter;andwithoutwastingtimeinthought,shelefthercountryhomeandcameuptoSt。Petersburg,straighttoTotski’shouse,allalone。
Thelatter,amazedatherconduct,begantoexpresshisdispleasure;butheverysoonbecameawarethathemustchangehisvoice,style,andeverythingelse,withthisyounglady;thegoodoldtimesweregone。Anentirelynewanddifferentwomansatbeforehim,betweenwhomandthegirlhehadleftinthecountrylastJulythereseemednothingincommon。
Inthefirstplace,thisnewwomanunderstoodagooddealmorethanwasusualforyoungpeopleofherage;somuchindeed,thatTotskicouldnothelpwonderingwhereshehadpickedupherknowledge。Surelynotfromher"younglady’slibrary"?Itevenembracedlegalmatters,andthe"world"ingeneral,toaconsiderableextent。
Hercharacterwasabsolutelychanged。Nomoreofthegirlishalternationsoftimidityandpetulance,theadorablenaivete,thereveries,thetears,theplayfulness……Itwasanentirelynewandhithertounknownbeingwhonowsatandlaughedathim,andinformedhimtohisfacethatshehadneverhadthefaintestfeelingforhimofanykind,exceptloathingandcontempt——
contemptwhichhadfollowedcloselyuponhersensationsofsurpriseandbewildermentafterherfirstacquaintancewithhim。
Thisnewwomangavehimfurthertounderstandthatthoughitwasabsolutelythesametoherwhomhemarried,yetshehaddecidedtopreventthismarriage——fornoparticularreason,butthatshechosetodoso,andbecauseshewishedtoamuseherselfathisexpenseforthatitwas"quiteherturntolaughalittlenow!"
Suchwereherwords——verylikelyshedidnotgiveherrealreasonforthiseccentricconduct;but,atallevents,thatwasalltheexplanationshedeignedtooffer。
Meanwhile,Totskithoughtthematteroveraswellashisscatteredideaswouldpermit。Hismeditationslastedafortnight,however,andattheendofthattimehisresolutionwastaken。
Thefactwas,Totskiwasatthattimeamanoffiftyyearsofage;hispositionwassolidandrespectable;hisplaceinsocietyhadlongbeenfirmlyfixeduponsafefoundations;helovedhimself,hispersonalcomforts,andhispositionbetterthanalltheworld,aseveryrespectablegentlemanshould!
AtthesametimehisgraspofthingsingeneralsoonshowedTotskithathenowhadtodealwithabeingwhowasoutsidethepaleoftheordinaryrulesoftraditionalbehaviour,andwhowouldnotonlythreatenmischiefbutwouldundoubtedlycarryitout,andstopfornoone。
Therewasevidently,heconcluded,somethingatworkhere;somestormofthemind,someparoxysmofromanticanger,goodnessknowsagainstwhomorwhat,someinsatiablecontempt——inaword,somethingaltogetherabsurdandimpossible,butatthesametimemostdangeroustobemetwithbyanyrespectablepersonwithapositioninsocietytokeepup。
ForamanofTotski’swealthandstanding,itwould,ofcourse,havebeenthesimplestpossiblemattertotakestepswhichwouldridhimatoncefromallannoyance;whileitwasobviouslyimpossibleforNastasiaPhilipovnatoharmhiminanyway,eitherlegallyorbystirringupascandal,for,incaseofthelatterdanger,hecouldsoeasilyremovehertoasphereofsafety。
However,theseargumentswouldonlyholdgoodincaseofNastasiaactingasothersmightinsuchanemergency。Shewasmuchmorelikelytooversteptheboundsofreasonableconductbysomeextraordinaryeccentricity。
HerethesoundjudgmentofTotskistoodhimingoodstead。HerealizedthatNastasiaPhilipovnamustbewellawarethatshecoulddonothingbylegalmeanstoinjurehim,andthatherflashingeyesbetrayedsomeentirelydifferentintention。
NastasiaPhilipovnawasquitecapableofruiningherself,andevenofperpetratingsomethingwhichwouldsendhertoSiberia,forthemerepleasureofinjuringamanforwhomshehaddevelopedsoinhumanasenseofloathingandcontempt。Hehadsufficientinsighttounderstandthatshevaluednothingintheworld——herselfleastofall——andhemadenoattempttoconcealthefactthathewasacowardinsomerespects。Forinstance,ifhehadbeentoldthathewouldbestabbedatthealtar,orpubliclyinsulted,hewouldundoubtedlyhavebeenfrightened;butnotsomuchattheideaofbeingmurdered,orwounded,orinsulted,asatthethoughtthatifsuchthingsweretohappenhewouldbemadetolookridiculousintheeyesofsociety。
HeknewwellthatNastasiathoroughlyunderstoodhimandwheretowoundhimandhow,andtherefore,asthemarriagewasstillonlyinembryo,Totskidecidedtoconciliateherbygivingitup。HisdecisionwasstrengthenedbythefactthatNastasiaPhilipovnahadcuriouslyalteredoflate。Itwouldbedifficulttoconceivehowdifferentshewasphysically,atthepresenttime,tothegirlofafewyearsago。Shewasprettythen……butnow!……
Totskilaughedangrilywhenhethoughthowshort-sightedhehadbeen。Indaysgonebyherememberedhowhehadlookedatherbeautifuleyes,howeventhenhehadmarvelledattheirdarkmysteriousdepths,andattheirwonderinggazewhichseemedtoseekananswertosomeunknownriddle。Hercomplexionalsohadaltered。Shewasnowexceedinglypale,but,curiously,thischangeonlymadehermorebeautiful。Likemostmenoftheworld,Totskihadratherdespisedsuchacheaply-boughtconquest,butoflateyearshehadbeguntothinkdifferentlyaboutit。IthadstruckhimaslongagoaslastspringthatheoughttobefindingagoodmatchforNastasia;forinstance,somerespectableandreasonableyoungfellowservinginagovernmentofficeinanotherpartofthecountry。HowmaliciouslyNastasialaughedattheideaofsuchathing,now!
However,itappearedtoTotskithathemightmakeuseofherinanotherway;andhedeterminedtoestablishherinSt。
Petersburg,surroundingherwithallthecomfortsandluxuriesthathiswealthcouldcommand。Inthiswayhemightgaingloryincertaincircles。
FiveyearsofthisPetersburglifewentby,and,ofcourse,duringthattimeagreatdealhappened。Totski’spositionwasveryuncomfortable;having"funked"once,hecouldnottotallyregainhisease。Hewasafraid,hedidnotknowwhy,buthewassimplyafraidofNastasiaPhilipovna。Forthefirsttwoyearsorsohehadsuspectedthatshewishedtomarryhimherself,andthatonlyhervanitypreventedhertellinghimso。Hethoughtthatshewantedhimtoapproachherwithahumbleproposalfromhisownside,Buttohisgreat,andnotentirelypleasurableamazement,hediscoveredthatthiswasbynomeansthecase,andthatwerehetoofferhimselfhewouldberefused。Hecouldnotunderstandsuchastateofthings,andwasobligedtoconcludethatitwaspride,theprideofaninjuredandimaginativewoman,whichhadgonetosuchlengthsthatitpreferredtositandnurseitscontemptandhatredinsolituderatherthanmounttoheightsofhithertounattainablesplendour。Tomakemattersworse,shewasquiteimpervioustomercenaryconsiderations,andcouldnotbebribedinanyway。
Finally,Totskitookcunningmeanstotrytobreakhischainsandbefree。Hetriedtotemptherinvariouswaystoloseherheart;
heinvitedprinces,hussars,secretariesofembassies,poets,novelists,evenSocialists,toseeher;butnotoneofthemallmadethefaintestimpressionuponNastasia。Itwasasthoughshehadapebbleinplaceofaheart,asthoughherfeelingsandaffectionsweredriedupandwitheredforever。
Shelivedalmostentirelyalone;sheread,shestudied,shelovedmusic。Herprincipalacquaintanceswerepoorwomenofvariousgrades,acoupleofactresses,andthefamilyofapoorschoolteacher。Amongthesepeopleshewasmuchbeloved。
Shereceivedfourorfivefriendssometimes,ofanevening。
Totskioftencame。Lately,too,GeneralEpanchinhadbeenenabledwithgreatdifficultytointroducehimselfintohercircle。Ganiamadeheracquaintancealso,andotherswereFerdishenko,anill-
bred,andwould-bewitty,youngclerk,andPtitsin,amoney-
lenderofmodestandpolishedmanners,whohadrisenfrompoverty。Infact,NastasiaPhilipovna’sbeautybecameathingknowntoallthetown;butnotasinglemancouldboastofanythingmorethanhisownadmirationforher;andthisreputationofhers,andherwitandcultureandgrace,allconfirmedTotskiintheplanhehadnowprepared。
AnditwasatthismomentthatGeneralEpanchinbegantoplaysolargeandimportantapartinthestory。
WhenTotskihadapproachedthegeneralwithhisrequestforfriendlycounselastoamarriagewithoneofhisdaughters,hehadmadeafullandcandidconfession。Hehadsaidthatheintendedtostopatnomeanstoobtainhisfreedom;evenifNastasiaweretopromisetoleavehimentirelyaloneinfuture,hewouldnothesaidbelieveandtrusther;wordswerenotenoughforhim;hemusthavesolidguaranteesofsomesort。Soheandthegeneraldeterminedtotrywhatanattempttoappealtoherheartwouldeffect。HavingarrivedatNastasia’shouseoneday,withEpanchin,Totskiimmediatelybegantospeakoftheintolerabletormentofhisposition。Headmittedthathewastoblameforall,butcandidlyconfessedthathecouldnotbringhimselftofeelanyremorseforhisoriginalguilttowardsherself,becausehewasamanofsensualpassionswhichwereinbornandineradicable,andthathehadnopoweroverhimselfinthisrespect;butthathewished,seriously,tomarryatlast,andthatthewholefateofthemostdesirablesocialunionwhichhecontemplated,wasinherhands;inaword,heconfidedhisalltohergenerosityofheart。
GeneralEpanchintookuphispartandspokeinthecharacteroffatherofafamily;hespokesensibly,andwithoutwastingwordsoveranyattemptatsentimentality,hemerelyrecordedhisfulladmissionofherrighttobethearbiterofTotski’sdestinyatthismoment。Hethenpointedoutthatthefateofhisdaughter,andverylikelyofbothhisotherdaughters,nowhunguponherreply。
ToNastasia’squestionastowhattheywishedhertodo,Totskiconfessedthathehadbeensofrightenedbyher,fiveyearsago,thathecouldnevernowbeentirelycomfortableuntilsheherselfmarried。Heimmediatelyaddedthatsuchasuggestionfromhimwould,ofcourse,beabsurd,unlessaccompaniedbyremarksofamorepointednature。Heverywellknew,hesaid,thatacertainyounggentlemanofgoodfamily,namely,GavrilaArdalionovitchIvolgin,withwhomshewasacquainted,andwhomshereceivedatherhouse,hadlonglovedherpassionately,andwouldgivehislifeforsomeresponsefromher。TheyoungfellowhadconfessedthisloveofhistohimTotskiandhadalsoadmitteditinthehearingofhisbenefactor,GeneralEpanchin。Lastly,hecouldnothelpbeingofopinionthatNastasiamustbeawareofGania’sloveforher,andifheTotskimistooknot,shehadlookedwithsomefavouruponit,beingoftenlonely,andrathertiredofherpresentlife。Havingremarkedhowdifficultitwasforhim,ofallpeople,tospeaktoherofthesematters,TotskiconcludedbysayingthathetrustedNastasiaPhilipovnawouldnotlookwithcontemptuponhimifhenowexpressedhissinceredesiretoguaranteeherfuturebyagiftofseventy-fivethousandroubles。
Headdedthatthesumwouldhavebeenleftherallthesameinhiswill,andthatthereforeshemustnotconsiderthegiftasinanywayanindemnificationtoherforanything,butthattherewasnoreason,afterall,whyamanshouldnotbeallowedtoentertainanaturaldesiretolightenhisconscience,etc。,etc。;
infact,allthatwouldnaturallybesaidunderthecircumstances。
Totskiwasveryeloquentallthrough,and,inconclusion,justtouchedonthefactthatnotasoulintheworld,notevenGeneralEpanchin,hadeverheardawordabouttheaboveseventy-fivethousandroubles,andthatthiswasthefirsttimehehadevergivenexpressiontohisintentionsinrespecttothem。
NastasiaPhilipovna’sreplytothislongrigmaroleastonishedboththefriendsconsiderably。
Notonlywastherenotraceofherformerirony,ofheroldhatredandenmity,andofthatdreadfullaughter,theveryrecollectionofwhichsentacoldchilldownTotski’sbacktothisveryday;butsheseemedcharmedandreallygladtohavetheopportunityoftalkingseriouslywithhimforonceinaway。Sheconfessedthatshehadlongwishedtohaveafrankandfreeconversationandtoaskforfriendlyadvice,butthatpridehadhithertopreventedher;now,however,thattheicewasbroken,nothingcouldbemorewelcometoherthanthisopportunity。
First,withasadsmile,andthenwithatwinkleofmerrimentinhereyes,sheadmittedthatsuchastormasthatoffiveyearsagowasnowquiteoutofthequestion。Shesaidthatshehadlongsincechangedherviewsofthings,andrecognizedthatfactsmustbetakenintoconsiderationinspiteofthefeelingsoftheheart。Whatwasdonewasdoneandended,andshecouldnotunderstandwhyTotskishouldstillfeelalarmed。
ShenextturnedtoGeneralEpanchinandobserved,mostcourteously,thatshehadlongsinceknownofhisdaughters,andthatshehadheardnonebutgoodreport;thatshehadlearnedtothinkofthemwithdeepandsincererespect。Theideaalonethatshecouldinanywayservethem,wouldbetoherbothaprideandasourceofrealhappiness。
Itwastruethatshewaslonelyinherpresentlife;Totskihadjudgedherthoughtsaright。Shelongedtorise,ifnottolove,atleasttofamilylifeandnewhopesandobjects,butastoGavrilaArdalionovitch,shecouldnotasyetsaymuch。Shethoughtitmustbethecasethathelovedher;shefeltthatshetoomightlearntolovehim,ifshecouldbesureofthefirmnessofhisattachmenttoherself;buthewasveryyoung,anditwasadifficultquestiontodecide。Whatshespeciallylikedabouthimwasthatheworked,andsupportedhisfamilybyhistoil。
Shehadheardthathewasproudandambitious;shehadheardmuchthatwasinterestingofhismotherandsister,shehadheardofthemfromMr。Ptitsin,andwouldmuchliketomaketheiracquaintance,but——anotherquestion!——wouldtheyliketoreceiveherintotheirhouse?Atallevents,thoughshedidnotrejecttheideaofthismarriage,shedesirednottobehurried。Asfortheseventy-fivethousandroubles,Mr。Totskineednothavefoundanydifficultyorawkwardnessaboutthematter;shequiteunderstoodthevalueofmoney,andwould,ofcourse,acceptthegift。Shethankedhimforhisdelicacy,however,butsawnoreasonwhyGavrilaArdalionovitchshouldnotknowaboutit。
Shewouldnotmarrythelatter,shesaid,untilshefeltpersuadedthatneitheronhispartnoronthepartofhisfamilydidthereexistanysortofconcealedsuspicionsastoherself。
Shedidnotintendtoaskforgivenessforanythinginthepast,whichfactshedesiredtobeknown。Shedidnotconsiderherselftoblameforanythingthathadhappenedinformeryears,andshethoughtthatGavrilaArdalionovitchshouldbeinformedastotherelationswhichhadexistedbetweenherselfandTotskiduringthelastfiveyears。Ifsheacceptedthismoneyitwasnottobeconsideredasindemnificationforhermisfortuneasayounggirl,whichhadnotbeeninanydegreeherownfault,butmerelyascompensationforherruinedlife。
ShebecamesoexcitedandagitatedduringalltheseexplanationsandconfessionsthatGeneralEpanchinwashighlygratified,andconsideredthemattersatisfactorilyarrangedonceforall。ButtheoncebittenTotskiwastwiceshy,andlookedforhiddensnakesamongtheflowers。However,thespecialpointtowhichthetwofriendsparticularlytrustedtobringabouttheirobjectnamely,Gania’sattractivenessforNastasiaPhilipovna,stoodoutmoreandmoreprominently;thepourparlershadcommenced,andgraduallyevenTotskibegantobelieveinthepossibilityofsuccess。
BeforelongNastasiaandGaniahadtalkedthematterover。Verylittlewassaid——hermodestyseemedtosufferundertheinflictionofdiscussingsuchaquestion。Butsherecognizedhislove,ontheunderstandingthatsheboundherselftonothingwhatever,andthatshereservedtherighttosay"no"uptotheveryhourofthemarriageceremony。Ganiawastohavethesamerightofrefusalatthelastmoment。
ItsoonbecamecleartoGania,afterscenesofwrathandquarrellingsatthedomestichearth,thathisfamilywereseriouslyopposedtothematch,andthatNastasiawasawareofthisfactwasequallyevident。Shesaidnothingaboutit,thoughhedailyexpectedhertodoso。
Therewereseveralrumoursafloat,beforelong,whichupsetTotski’sequanimityagooddeal,butwewillnotnowstoptodescribethem;merelymentioninganinstanceortwo。OnewasthatNastasiahadenteredintocloseandsecretrelationswiththeEpanchingirls——amostunlikelyrumour;anotherwasthatNastasiahadlongsatisfiedherselfofthefactthatGaniawasmerelymarryingherformoney,andthathisnaturewasgloomyandgreedy,impatientandselfish,toanextraordinarydegree;andthatalthoughhehadbeenkeenenoughinhisdesiretoachieveaconquestbefore,yetsincethetwofriendshadagreedtoexploithispassionfortheirownpurposes,itwasclearenoughthathehadbeguntoconsiderthewholethinganuisanceandanightmare。
Inhisheartpassionandhateseemedtoholddividedsway,andalthoughhehadatlastgivenhisconsenttomarrythewomanashesaid,underthestressofcircumstances,yethepromisedhimselfthathewould"takeitoutofher,"aftermarriage。
NastasiaseemedtoTotskitohavedivinedallthis,andtobepreparingsomethingonherownaccount,whichfrightenedhimtosuchanextentthathedidnotdarecommunicatehisviewseventothegeneral。Butattimeshewouldpluckuphiscourageandbefullofhopeandgoodspiritsagain,acting,infact,asweakmendoactinsuchcircumstances。
However,boththefriendsfeltthatthethinglookedrosyindeedwhenonedayNastasiainformedthemthatshewouldgiveherfinalanswerontheeveningofherbirthday,whichanniversarywasdueinaveryshorttime。
Astrangerumourbegantocirculate,meanwhile;nolessthanthattherespectableandhighlyrespectedGeneralEpanchinwashimselfsofascinatedbyNastasiaPhilipovnathathisfeelingforheramountedalmosttopassion。WhathethoughttogainbyGania’smarriagetothegirlitwasdifficulttoimagine。PossiblyhecountedonGania’scomplaisance;forTotskihadlongsuspectedthatthereexistedsomesecretunderstandingbetweenthegeneralandhissecretary。AtalleventsthefactwasknownthathehadpreparedamagnificentpresentofpearlsforNastasia’sbirthday,andthathewaslookingforwardtotheoccasionwhenheshouldpresenthisgiftwiththegreatestexcitementandimpatience。Thedaybeforeherbirthdayhewasinafeverofagitation。
Mrs。Epanchin,longaccustomedtoherhusband’sinfidelities,hadheardofthepearls,andtherumourexcitedherliveliestcuriosityandinterest。Thegeneralremarkedhersuspicions,andfeltthatagrandexplanationmustshortlytakeplace——whichfactalarmedhimmuch。
Thisisthereasonwhyhewassounwillingtotakelunchonthemorninguponwhichwetookupthisnarrativewiththerestofhisfamily。Beforetheprince’sarrivalhehadmadeuphismindtopleadbusiness,and"cut"themeal;whichsimplymeantrunningaway。
Hewasparticularlyanxiousthatthisonedayshouldbepassed——
especiallytheevening——withoutunpleasantnessbetweenhimselfandhisfamily;andjustattherightmomenttheprinceturnedup——"asthoughHeavenhadsenthimonpurpose,"saidthegeneraltohimself,asheleftthestudytoseekoutthewifeofhisbosom。
V。
Mrs。GeneralEpanchinwasaproudwomanbynature。WhatmustherfeelingshavebeenwhensheheardthatPrinceMuishkin,thelastofhisandherline,hadarrivedinbeggar’sguise,awretchedidiot,arecipientofcharity——allofwhichdetailsthegeneralgaveoutforgreatereffect!Hewasanxioustostealherinterestatthefirstswoop,soastodistractherthoughtsfromothermattersnearerhome。
Mrs。Epanchinwasinthehabitofholdingherselfverystraight,andstaringbeforeher,withoutspeaking,inmomentsofexcitement。
Shewasafinewomanofthesameageasherhusband,withaslightlyhookednose,ahigh,narrowforehead,thickhairturningalittlegrey,andasallowcomplexion。Hereyesweregreyandworeaverycuriousexpressionattimes。Shebelievedthemtobemosteffective——abeliefthatnothingcouldalter。
"What,receivehim!Now,atonce?"askedMrs。Epanchin,gazingvaguelyatherhusbandashestoodfidgetingbeforeher。
"Oh,dearme,Iassureyouthereisnoneedtostandonceremonywithhim,"thegeneralexplainedhastily。"Heisquiteachild,nottosayapathetic-lookingcreature。Hehasfitsofsomesort,andhasjustarrivedfromSwitzerland,straightfromthestation,dressedlikeaGermanandwithoutafarthinginhispocket。I
gavehimtwenty-fiveroublestogoonwith,andamgoingtofindhimsomeeasyplaceinoneofthegovernmentoffices。Ishouldlikeyoutoplyhimwellwiththevictuals,mydears,forI
shouldthinkhemustbeveryhungry。"
"Youastonishme,"saidthelady,gazingasbefore。"Fits,andhungrytoo!Whatsortoffits?"
"Oh,theydon’tcomeonfrequently,besides,he’saregularchild,thoughheseemstobefairlyeducated。Ishouldlikeyou,ifpossible,mydears,"thegeneraladded,makingslowlyforthedoor,"toputhimthroughhispacesabit,andseewhatheisgoodfor。Ithinkyoushouldbekindtohim;itisagooddeed,youknow——however,justasyoulike,ofcourse——butheisasortofrelation,remember,andIthoughtitmightinterestyoutoseetheyoungfellow,seeingthatthisisso。"
"Oh,ofcourse,mamma,ifweneedn’tstandonceremonywithhim,wemustgivethepoorfellowsomethingtoeatafterhisjourney;
especiallyashehasnottheleastideawheretogoto,"saidAlexandra,theeldestofthegirls。
"Besides,he’squiteachild;wecanentertainhimwithalittlehide-and-seek,incaseofneed,"saidAdelaida。
"Hide-and-seek?Whatdoyoumean?"inquiredMrs。Epanchin。
"Oh,dostoppretending,mamma,"criedAglaya,invexation。"Sendhimup,father;motherallows。"
Thegeneralrangthebellandgaveordersthattheprinceshouldbeshownin。
"Onlyonconditionthathehasanapkinunderhischinatlunch,then,"saidMrs。Epanchin,"andletFedor,orMavra,standbehindhimwhileheeats。Ishequietwhenhehasthesefits?Hedoesn’tshowviolence,doeshe?"
"Onthecontrary,heseemstobeverywellbroughtup。Hismannersareexcellent——buthereheishimself。Hereyouare,prince——letmeintroduceyou,thelastoftheMuishkins,arelativeofyourown,mydear,oratleastofthesamename。
Receivehimkindly,please。They’llbringinlunchdirectly,prince;youmuststopandhavesome,butyoumustexcuseme。I’minahurry,Imustbeoff——"
"WeallknowwhereYOUmustbeoffto!"saidMrs。Epanchin,inameaningvoice。
"Yes,yes——Imusthurryaway,I’mlate!Lookhere,dears,lethimwriteyousomethinginyouralbums;you’venoideawhatawonderfulcaligraphistheis,wonderfultalent!Hehasjustwrittenout’AbbotPafnutesignedthis’forme。Well,aurevoir!"
"Stopaminute;whereareyouoffto?Whoisthisabbot?"criedMrs。Epanchintoherretreatinghusbandinatoneofexcitedannoyance。
"Yes,mydear,itwasanoldabbotofthatname-Imustbeofftoseethecount,he’swaitingforme,I’mlate——Good-bye!Aurevoir,prince!"——andthegeneralboltedatfullspeed。
"Oh,yes——Iknowwhatcountyou’regoingtosee!"remarkedhiswifeinacuttingmanner,assheturnedherangryeyesontheprince。"Nowthen,what’sallthisabout?——Whatabbot——Who’sPafnute?"sheadded,brusquely。
"Mamma!"saidAlexandra,shockedatherrudeness。
Aglayastampedherfoot。
"Nonsense!Letmealone!"saidtheangrymother。"Nowthen,prince,sitdownhere,no,nearer,comenearerthelight!Iwanttohaveagoodlookatyou。So,nowthen,whoisthisabbot?"
"AbbotPafnute,"saidourfriend,seriouslyandwithdeference。
"Pafnute,yes。Andwhowashe?"
Mrs。Epanchinputthesequestionshastilyandbrusquely,andwhentheprinceansweredshenoddedherheadsagelyateachwordhesaid。
"TheAbbotPafnutelivedinthefourteenthcentury,"begantheprince;"hewasinchargeofoneofthemonasteriesontheVolga,aboutwhereourpresentKostromagovernmentlies。HewenttoOreolandhelpedinthegreatmattersthengoingoninthereligiousworld;hesignedanedictthere,andIhaveseenaprintofhissignature;itstruckme,soIcopiedit。Whenthegeneralaskedme,inhisstudy,towritesomethingforhim,toshowmyhandwriting,Iwrote’TheAbbotPafnutesignedthis,’intheexacthandwritingoftheabbot。Thegenerallikeditverymuch,andthat’swhyherecalleditjustnow。"
"Aglaya,makeanoteof’Pafnute,’orweshallforgethim。H’m!
andwhereisthissignature?"
"Ithinkitwasleftonthegeneral’stable。"
"Letitbesentforatonce!"
"Oh,I’llwriteyouanewoneinhalfaminute,"saidtheprince,"ifyoulike!"
"Ofcourse,mamma!"saidAlexandra。"Butlet’shavelunchnow,weareallhungry!"
"Yes;comealong,prince,"saidthemother,"areyouveryhungry?"
"Yes;ImustsaythatIamprettyhungry,thanksverymuch。"
"H’m!Iliketoseethatyouknowyourmanners;andyouarebynomeanssuchapersonasthegeneralthoughtfittodescribeyou。
Comealong;yousithere,oppositetome,"shecontinued,"Iwishtobeabletoseeyourface。Alexandra,Adelaida,lookaftertheprince!Hedoesn’tseemsoveryill,doeshe?Idon’tthinkherequiresanapkinunderhischin,afterall;areyouaccustomedtohavingoneon,prince?"
"Formerly,whenIwassevenyearsoldorso。IbelieveIworeone;butnowIusuallyholdmynapkinonmykneewhenIeat。"
"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Andaboutyourfits?"
"Fits?"askedtheprince,slightlysurprised。"Iveryseldomhavefitsnowadays。Idon’tknowhowitmaybehere,though;theysaytheclimatemaybebadforme。"
"Hetalksverywell,youknow!"saidMrs。Epanchin,whostillcontinuedtonodateachwordtheprincespoke。"Ireallydidnotexpectitatall;infact,Isupposeitwasallstuffandnonsenseonthegeneral’spart,asusual。Eataway,prince,andtellmewhereyouwereborn,andwhereyouwerebroughtup。I
wishtoknowallaboutyou,youinterestmeverymuch!"
Theprinceexpressedhisthanksoncemore,andeatingheartilythewhile,recommencedthenarrativeofhislifeinSwitzerland,allofwhichwehaveheardbefore。Mrs。Epanchinbecamemoreandmorepleasedwithherguest;thegirls,too,listenedwithconsiderableattention。Intalkingoverthequestionofrelationshipitturnedoutthattheprincewasverywellupinthematterandknewhispedigreeoffbyheart。ItwasfoundthatscarcelyanyconnectionexistedbetweenhimselfandMrs。
Epanchin,butthetalk,andtheopportunityofconversingaboutherfamilytree,gratifiedthelatterexceedingly,andsherosefromthetableingreatgoodhumour。
"Let’sallgotomyboudoir,"shesaid,"andtheyshallbringsomecoffeeinthere。That’stheroomwhereweallassembleandbusyourselvesaswelikebest,"sheexplained。"Alexandra,myeldest,here,playsthepiano,orreadsorsews;Adelaidapaintslandscapesandportraitsbutneverfinishesany;andAglayasitsanddoesnothing。Idon’tworktoomuch,either。Hereweare,now;sitdown,prince,nearthefireandtalktous。Iwanttohearyourelatesomething。Iwishtomakesureofyoufirstandthentellmyoldfriend,PrincessBielokonski,aboutyou。I
wishyoutoknowallthegoodpeopleandtointerestthem。Nowthen,begin!"
"Mamma,it’sratherastrangeorder,that!"saidAdelaida,whowasfussingamongherpaintsandpaint-brushesattheeasel。
AglayaandAlexandrahadsettledthemselveswithfoldedhandsonasofa,evidentlymeaningtobelisteners。Theprincefeltthatthegeneralattentionwasconcentrateduponhimself。
"IshouldrefusetosayawordifIwereorderedtotellastorylikethat!"observedAglaya。
"Why?what’stherestrangeaboutit?Hehasatongue。Whyshouldn’thetellussomething?Iwanttojudgewhetherheisagoodstory-teller;anythingyoulike,prince-howyoulikedSwitzerland,whatwasyourfirstimpression,anything。You’llsee,he’llbegindirectlyandtellusallaboutitbeautifully。"
"Theimpressionwasforcible——"theprincebegan。
"There,yousee,girls,"saidtheimpatientlady,"hehasbegun,yousee。"
"Well,then,LEThimtalk,mamma,"saidAlexandra。"Thisprinceisagreathumbugandbynomeansanidiot,"shewhisperedtoAglaya。
"Oh,Isawthatatonce,"repliedthelatter。"Idon’tthinkitatallniceofhimtoplayapart。Whatdoeshewishtogainbyit,Iwonder?"
"Myfirstimpressionwasaverystrongone,"repeatedtheprince。
"WhentheytookmeawayfromRussia,IrememberIpassedthroughmanyGermantownsandlookedoutofthewindows,butdidnottroublesomuchastoaskquestionsaboutthem。Thiswasafteralongseriesoffits。Ialwaysusedtofallintoasortoftorpidconditionaftersuchaseries,andlostmymemoryalmostentirely;andthoughIwasnotaltogetherwithoutreasonatsuchtimes,yetIhadnologicalpowerofthought。Thiswouldcontinueforthreeorfourdays,andthenIwouldrecovermyselfagain。I
remembermymelancholywasintolerable;Ifeltinclinedtocry;I
satandwonderedandwondereduncomfortably;theconsciousnessthateverythingwasstrangeweighedterriblyuponme;Icouldunderstandthatitwasallforeignandstrange。IrecollectI
awokefromthisstateforthefirsttimeatBasle,oneevening;
thebrayofadonkeyarousedme,adonkeyinthetownmarket。I
sawthedonkeyandwasextremelypleasedwithit,andfromthatmomentmyheadseemedtoclear。"
"Adonkey?Howstrange!Yetitisnotstrange。Anyoneofusmightfallinlovewithadonkey!Ithappenedinmythologicaltimes,"
saidMadameEpanchin,lookingwrathfullyatherdaughters,whohadbeguntolaugh。"Goon,prince。"
"SincethateveningIhavebeenspeciallyfondofdonkeys。I
begantoaskquestionsaboutthem,forIhadneverseenonebefore;andIatoncecametotheconclusionthatthismustbeoneofthemostusefulofanimals——strong,willing,patient,cheap;and,thankstothisdonkey,IbegantolikethewholecountryIwastravellingthrough;andmymelancholypassedaway。"
"Allthisisverystrangeandinteresting,"saidMrs。Epanchin。
"Nowlet’sleavethedonkeyandgoontoothermatters。Whatareyoulaughingat,Aglaya?andyoutoo,Adelaida?Theprincetoldushisexperiencesverycleverly;hesawthedonkeyhimself,andwhathaveyoueverseen?YOUhaveneverbeenabroad。"
"Ihaveseenadonkeythough,mamma!"saidAglaya。
"AndI’veheardone!"saidAdelaida。Allthreeofthegirlslaughedoutloud,andtheprincelaughedwiththem。
"Well,it’stoobadofyou,"saidmamma。"Youmustforgivethem,prince;theyaregoodgirls。Iamveryfondofthem,thoughI
oftenhavetobescoldingthem;theyareallassillyandmadasmarchhares。"
"Oh,whyshouldn’ttheylaugh?"saidtheprince。"Ishouldn’thaveletthechancegobyintheirplace,Iknow。ButIstickupforthedonkey,allthesame;he’sapatient,good-naturedfellow。"
"Areyouapatientman,prince?Iaskoutofcuriosity,"saidMrs。Epanchin。
Alllaughedagain。
"Oh,thatwretcheddonkeyagain,Isee!"criedthelady。"I
assureyou,prince,Iwasnotguiltyoftheleast——"
"Insinuation?Oh!Iassureyou,Itakeyourwordforit。"Andtheprincecontinuedlaughingmerrily。
"Imustsayit’sveryniceofyoutolaugh。Iseeyoureallyareakind-heartedfellow,"saidMrs。Epanchin。
"I’mnotalwayskind,though。"
"Iamkindmyself,andALWAYSkindtoo,ifyouplease!"sheretorted,unexpectedly;"andthatismychieffault,foroneoughtnottobealwayskind。Iamoftenangrywiththesegirlsandtheirfather;buttheworstofitis,IamalwayskindestwhenIamcross。Iwasveryangryjustbeforeyoucame,andAglayatherereadmealesson——thanks,Aglaya,dear——comeandkissme——there——that’senough"sheadded,asAglayacameforwardandkissedherlipsandthenherhand。"Nowthen,goon,prince。
Perhapsyoucanthinkofsomethingmoreexcitingthanaboutthedonkey,eh?"
"Imustsay,again,Ican’tunderstandhowyoucanexpectanyonetotellyoustoriesstraightaway,so,"saidAdelaida。"IknowI
nevercould!"
"Yes,buttheprincecan,becauseheisclever——clevererthanyouarebytenortwentytimes,ifyoulike。There,that’sso,prince;andseriously,let’sdropthedonkeynow——whatelsedidyouseeabroad,besidesthedonkey?"
"Yes,buttheprincetoldusaboutthedonkeyverycleverly,allthesame,"saidAlexandra。"Ihavealwaysbeenmostinterestedtohearhowpeoplegomadandgetwellagain,andthatsortofthing。Especiallywhenithappenssuddenly。"
"Quiteso,quiteso!"criedMrs。Epanchin,delighted。"IseeyouCANbesensiblenowandthen,Alexandra。YouwerespeakingofSwitzerland,prince?"
"Yes。WecametoLucerne,andIwastakenoutinaboat。Ifelthowlovelyitwas,butthelovelinessweigheduponmesomehoworother,andmademefeelmelancholy。"
"Why?"askedAlexandra。
"Idon’tknow;IalwaysfeellikethatwhenIlookatthebeautiesofnatureforthefirsttime;butthen,Iwasillatthattime,ofcourse!"
"Oh,butIshouldliketoseeit!"saidAdelaida;"andIdon’tknowWHENweshallevergoabroad。I’vebeentwoyearslookingoutforagoodsubjectforapicture。I’vedoneallIknow。’TheNorthandSouthIknowbyheart,’asourpoetobserves。Dohelpmetoasubject,prince。"
"Oh,butIknownothingaboutpainting。Itseemstomeoneonlyhastolook,andpaintwhatonesees。"
"ButIdon’tknowHOWtosee!"
"Nonsense,whatrubbishyoutalk!"themotherstruckin。"Notknowhowtosee!Openyoureyesandlook!Ifyoucan’tseehere,youwon’tseeabroadeither。Telluswhatyousawyourself,prince!"
"Yes,that’sbetter,"saidAdelaida;"theprincelearnedtoseeabroad。"
"Oh,Ihardlyknow!Yousee,Ionlywenttorestoremyhealth。I
don’tknowwhetherIlearnedtosee,exactly。Iwasveryhappy,however,nearlyallthetime。"
"Happy!youcanbehappy?"criedAglaya。"Thenhowcanyousayyoudidnotlearntosee?Ishouldthinkyoucouldteachustosee!"
"Oh!DOteachus,"laughedAdelaida。
"Oh!Ican’tdothat,"saidtheprince,laughingtoo。"IlivedalmostallthewhileinonelittleSwissvillage;whatcanI
teachyou?AtfirstIwasonlyjustnotabsolutelydull;thenmyhealthbegantoimprove——theneverydaybecamedearerandmoreprecioustome,andthelongerIstayed,thedearerbecamethetimetome;somuchsothatIcouldnothelpobservingit;butwhythiswasso,itwouldbedifficulttosay。"
"Sothatyoudidn’tcaretogoawayanywhereelse?"
"Well,atfirstIdid;Iwasrestless;Ididn’tknowhoweverI
shouldmanagetosupportlife——youknowtherearesuchmoments,especiallyinsolitude。Therewasawaterfallnearus,suchalovelythinstreakofwater,likeathreadbutwhiteandmoving。
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