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第1章

  I。
  TowardstheendofNovember,duringathaw,atnineo’clockonemorning,atrainontheWarsawandPetersburgrailwaywasapproachingthelattercityatfullspeed。Themorningwassodampandmistythatitwasonlywithgreatdifficultythatthedaysucceededinbreaking;anditwasimpossibletodistinguishanythingmorethanafewyardsawayfromthecarriagewindows。
  Someofthepassengersbythisparticulartrainwerereturningfromabroad;butthethird-classcarriageswerethebestfilled,chieflywithinsignificantpersonsofvariousoccupationsanddegrees,pickedupatthedifferentstationsnearertown。Allofthemseemedweary,andmostofthemhadsleepyeyesandashiveringexpression,whiletheircomplexionsgenerallyappearedtohavetakenonthecolourofthefogoutside。
  Whendaydawned,twopassengersinoneofthethird-classcarriagesfoundthemselvesoppositeeachother。Bothwereyoungfellows,bothwereratherpoorlydressed,bothhadremarkablefaces,andbothwereevidentlyanxioustostartaconversation。
  Iftheyhadbutknownwhy,atthisparticularmoment,theywerebothremarkablepersons,theywouldundoubtedlyhavewonderedatthestrangechancewhichhadsetthemdownoppositetooneanotherinathird-classcarriageoftheWarsawRailwayCompany。
  Oneofthemwasayoungfellowofabouttwenty-seven,nottall,withblackcurlinghair,andsmall,grey,fieryeyes。Hisnosewasbroadandflat,andhehadhighcheekbones;histhinlipswereconstantlycompressedintoanimpudent,ironical——itmightalmostbecalledamalicious——smile;buthisforeheadwashighandwellformed,andatonedforagooddealoftheuglinessofthelowerpartofhisface。Aspecialfeatureofthisphysiognomywasitsdeath-likepallor,whichgavetothewholemananindescribablyemaciatedappearanceinspiteofhishardlook,andatthesametimeasortofpassionateandsufferingexpressionwhichdidnotharmonizewithhisimpudent,sarcasticsmileandkeen,self-satisfiedbearing。Heworealargefur——orratherastrachan——overcoat,whichhadkepthimwarmallnight,whilehisneighbourhadbeenobligedtobearthefullseverityofaRussianNovembernightentirelyunprepared。Hiswidesleevelessmantlewithalargecapetoit——thesortofcloakoneseesupontravellersduringthewintermonthsinSwitzerlandorNorthItaly——wasbynomeansadaptedtothelongcoldjourneythroughRussia,fromEydkuhnentoSt。Petersburg。
  Thewearerofthiscloakwasayoungfellow,alsoofabouttwenty-sixortwenty-sevenyearsofage,slightlyabovethemiddleheight,veryfair,withathin,pointedandverylightcolouredbeard;hiseyeswerelargeandblue,andhadanintentlookaboutthem,yetthatheavyexpressionwhichsomepeopleaffirmtobeapeculiarity。aswellasevidence,ofanepilepticsubject。Hisfacewasdecidedlyapleasantoneforallthat;
  refined,butquitecolourless,exceptforthecircumstancethatatthismomentitwasbluewithcold。Heheldabundlemadeupofanoldfadedsilkhandkerchiefthatapparentlycontainedallhistravellingwardrobe,andworethickshoesandgaiters,hiswholeappearancebeingveryun-Russian。
  Hisblack-hairedneighbourinspectedthesepeculiarities,havingnothingbettertodo,andatlengthremarked,withthatrudeenjoymentofthediscomfortsofotherswhichthecommonclassessooftenshow:
  "Cold?"
  "Very,"saidhisneighbour,readily。"andthisisathaw,too。
  Fancyifithadbeenahardfrost!Ineverthoughtitwouldbesocoldintheoldcountry。I’vegrownquiteoutofthewayofit。"
  "What,beenabroad,Isuppose?"
  "Yes,straightfromSwitzerland。"
  "Wheugh!mygoodness!"Theblack-hairedyoungfellowwhistled,andthenlaughed。
  Theconversationproceeded。Thereadinessofthefair-hairedyoungmaninthecloaktoanswerallhisoppositeneighbour’squestionswassurprising。Heseemedtohavenosuspicionofanyimpertinenceorinappropriatenessinthefactofsuchquestionsbeingputtohim。Replyingtothem,hemadeknowntotheinquirerthathecertainlyhadbeenlongabsentfromRussia,morethanfouryears;thathehadbeensentabroadforhishealth;thathehadsufferedfromsomestrangenervousmalady——akindofepilepsy,withconvulsivespasms。Hisinterlocutorburstoutlaughingseveraltimesathisanswers;andmorethanever,whentothequestion,"whetherhehadbeencured?"thepatientreplied:
  "No,theydidnotcureme。"
  "Hey!that’sit!Youstumpedupyourmoneyfornothing,andwebelieveinthosefellows,here!"remarkedtheblack-hairedindividual,sarcastically。
  "Gospeltruth,sir,Gospeltruth!"exclaimedanotherpassenger,ashabbilydressedmanofaboutforty,wholookedlikeaclerk,andpossessedarednoseandaveryblotchyface。"Gospeltruth!AlltheydoistogetholdofourgoodRussianmoneyfree,gratis,andfornothing。"
  "Oh,butyou’requitewronginmyparticularinstance,"saidtheSwisspatient,quietly。"OfcourseIcan’targuethematter,becauseIknowonlymyowncase;butmydoctorgavememoney——andhehadverylittle——topaymyjourneyback,besideshavingkeptmeathisownexpense,whilethere,fornearlytwoyears。"
  "Why?Wastherenooneelsetopayforyou?"askedtheblack-
  hairedone。
  "No——Mr。Pavlicheff,whohadbeensupportingmethere,diedacoupleofyearsago。IwrotetoMrs。GeneralEpanchinatthetimesheisadistantrelativeofmine,butshedidnotanswermyletter。AndsoeventuallyIcameback。"
  "Andwherehaveyoucometo?"
  "Thatis——whereamIgoingtostay?I——Ireallydon’tquiteknowyet,I——"
  Boththelistenerslaughedagain。
  "Isupposeyourwholeset-upisinthatbundle,then?"askedthefirst。
  "Ibetanythingitis!"exclaimedthered-nosedpassenger,withextremesatisfaction,"andthathehaspreciouslittleintheluggagevan!——thoughofcoursepovertyisnocrime——wemustrememberthat!"
  Itappearedthatitwasindeedastheyhadsurmised。Theyoungfellowhastenedtoadmitthefactwithwonderfulreadiness。
  "Yourbundlehassomeimportance,however,"continuedtheclerk,whentheyhadlaughedtheirfillitwasobservablethatthesubjectoftheirmirthjoinedinthelaughterwhenhesawthemlaughing;"forthoughIdaresayitisnotstuffedfulloffriedrichsd’orandlouisd’or——judgefromyourcostumeandgaiters——still——ifyoucanaddtoyourpossessionssuchavaluablepropertyasarelationlikeMrs。GeneralEpanchin,thenyourbundlebecomesasignificantobjectatonce。Thatis,ofcourse,ifyoureallyarearelativeofMrs。Epanchin’s,andhavenotmadealittleerrorthrough——well,absenceofmind,whichisverycommontohumanbeings;or,say——throughatooluxuriantfancy?"
  "Oh,youarerightagain,"saidthefair-hairedtraveller,"forI
  reallyamALMOSTwrongwhenIsaysheandIarerelated。Sheishardlyarelationatall;solittle,infact,thatIwasnotintheleastsurprisedtohavenoanswertomyletter。Iexpectedasmuch。"
  "H’m!youspentyourpostagefornothing,then。H’m!youarecandid,however——andthatiscommendable。H’m!Mrs。Epanchin——ohyes!amosteminentperson。Iknowher。AsforMr。Pavlicheff,whosupportedyouinSwitzerland,Iknowhimtoo——atleast,ifitwasNicolaiAndreevitchofthatname?Afinefellowhewas——andhadapropertyoffourthousandsoulsinhisday。"
  "Yes,NicolaiAndreevitch——thatwashisname,"andtheyoungfellowlookedearnestlyandwithcuriosityattheall-knowinggentlemanwiththerednose。
  Thissortofcharacterismetwithprettyfrequentlyinacertainclass。Theyarepeoplewhoknoweveryone——thatis,theyknowwhereamanisemployed,whathissalaryis,whomheknows,whomhemarried,whatmoneyhiswifehad,whoarehiscousins,andsecondcousins,etc。,etc。Thesemengenerallyhaveaboutahundredpoundsayeartoliveon,andtheyspendtheirwholetimeandtalentsintheamassingofthisstyleofknowledge,whichtheyreduce——orraise——tothestandardofascience。
  Duringthelatterpartoftheconversationtheblack-hairedyoungmanhadbecomeveryimpatient。Hestaredoutofthewindow,andfidgeted,andevidentlylongedfortheendofthejourney。Hewasveryabsent;hewouldappeartolisten-andheardnothing;andhewouldlaughofasudden,evidentlywithnoideaofwhathewaslaughingabout。
  "Excuseme,"saidthered-nosedmantotheyoungfellowwiththebundle,rathersuddenly;"whomhaveIthehonourtobetalkingto?"
  "PrinceLefNicolaievitchMuishkin,"repliedthelatter,withperfectreadiness。
  "PrinceMuishkin?LefNicolaievitch?H’m!Idon’tknow,I’msure!
  ImaysayIhaveneverheardofsuchaperson,"saidtheclerk,thoughtfully。"Atleast,thename,Iadmit,ishistorical。
  Karamsinmustmentionthefamilyname,ofcourse,inhishistory——
  butasanindividual——oneneverhearsofanyPrinceMuishkinnowadays。"
  "Ofcoursenot,"repliedtheprince;"therearenone,exceptmyself。IbelieveIamthelastandonlyone。Astomyforefathers,theyhavealwaysbeenapoorlot;myownfatherwasasublieutenantinthearmy。Idon’tknowhowMrs。EpanchincomesintotheMuishkinfamily,butsheisdescendedfromthePrincessMuishkin,andshe,too,isthelastofherline。"
  "Anddidyoulearnscienceandallthat,withyourprofessoroverthere?"askedtheblack-hairedpassenger。
  "Ohyes——Ididlearnalittle,but——"
  "I’veneverlearnedanythingwhatever,"saidtheother。
  "Oh,butIlearnedverylittle,youknow!"addedtheprince,asthoughexcusinghimself。"Theycouldnotteachmeverymuchonaccountofmyillness。"
  "DoyouknowtheRogojins?"askedhisquestioner,abruptly。
  "No,Idon’t——notatall!IhardlyknowanyoneinRussia。Why,isthatyourname?"
  "Yes,IamRogojin,ParfenRogojin。"
  "ParfenRogojin?dearme——thendon’tyoubelongtothoseveryRogojins,perhaps——"begantheclerk,withaveryperceptibleincreaseofcivilityinhistone。
  "Yes——thoseveryones,"interruptedRogojin,impatiently,andwithscantcourtesy。Imayremarkthathehadnotoncetakenanynoticeoftheblotchy-facedpassenger,andhadhithertoaddressedallhisremarksdirecttotheprince。
  "Dearme——isitpossible?"observedtheclerk,whilehisfaceassumedanexpressionofgreatdeferenceandservility——ifnotofabsolutealarm:"what,asonofthatverySemenRogojin——
  hereditaryhonourablecitizen——whodiedamonthorsoagoandlefttwomillionandahalfofroubles?"
  "AndhowdoYOUknowthathelefttwomillionandahalfofroubles?"askedRogojin,disdainfully,andnodeigningsomuchastolookattheother。"However,it’strueenoughthatmyfatherdiedamonthago,andthathereamIreturningfromPskoff,amonthafter,withhardlyaboottomyfoot。They’vetreatedmelikeadog!I’vebeenilloffeveratPskoffthewholetime,andnotaline,norfarthingofmoney,haveIreceivedfrommymotherormyconfoundedbrother!"
  "Andnowyou’llhaveamillionroubles,atleast——goodnessgraciousme!"exclaimedtheclerk,rubbinghishands。
  "Fiveweekssince,Iwasjustlikeyourself,"continuedRogojin,addressingtheprince,"withnothingbutabundleandtheclothesIwore。IranawayfrommyfatherandcametoPskofftomyaunt’shouse,whereIcavedinatoncewithfever,andhewentanddiedwhileIwasaway。Allhonourtomyrespectedfather’smemory——butheuncommonlynearlykilledme,allthesame。Giveyoumyword,prince,ifIhadn’tcutandrunthen,whenIdid,he’dhavemurderedmelikeadog。"
  "Isupposeyouangeredhimsomehow?"askedtheprince,lookingatthemillionairewithconsiderablecuriosityButthoughtheremayhavebeensomethingremarkableinthefactthatthismanwasheirtomillionsofroublestherewassomethingabouthimwhichsurprisedandinterestedtheprincemorethanthat。Rogojin,too,seemedtohavetakenuptheconversationwithunusualalacrityitappearedthathewasstillinaconsiderablestateofexcitement,ifnotabsolutelyfeverish,andwasinrealneedofsomeonetotalktoforthemeresakeoftalking,assafety-valvetohisagitation。
  Asforhisred-nosedneighbour,thelatter——sincetheinformationastotheidentityofRogojin——hungoverhim,seemedtobelivingonthehoneyofhiswordsandinthebreathofhisnostrils,catchingateverysyllableasthoughitwereapearlofgreatprice。
  "Oh,yes;Iangeredhim——Icertainlydidangerhim,"repliedRogojin。"Butwhatputsmeoutsoismybrother。Ofcoursemymothercouldn’tdoanything——she’stooold——andwhateverbrotherSenkasaysislawforher!Butwhycouldn’theletmeknow?Hesentatelegram,theysay。What’sthegoodofatelegram?Itfrightenedmyauntsothatshesentitbacktotheofficeunopened,andthereit’sbeeneversince!It’sonlythankstoKoniefthatIheardatall;hewrotemeallaboutit。Hesaysmybrothercutoffthegoldtasselsfrommyfather’scoffin,atnightbecausethey’reworthalotofmoney!’sayshe。Why,IcangethimsentofftoSiberiaforthatalone,ifIlike;it’ssacrilege。Here,you——scarecrow!"headded,addressingtheclerkathisside,"isitsacrilegeornot,bylaw?’
  "Sacrilege,certainly——certainlysacrilege,"saidthelatter。
  "Andit’sSiberiaforsacrilege,isn’tit?"
  "Undoubtedlyso;Siberia,ofcourse!"
  "TheywillthinkthatI’mstillill,"continuedRogojintotheprince,"butIslopedoffquietly,seedyasIwas,tookthetrainandcameaway。Aha,brotherSenka,you’llhavetoopenyourgatesandletmein,myboy!Iknowhetoldtalesaboutmetomyfather——IknowthatwellenoughbutIcertainlydidrilemyfatheraboutNastasiaPhilipovnathat’sverysure,andthatwasmyowndoing。"
  "NastasiaPhilipovna?"saidtheclerk,asthoughtryingtothinkoutsomething。
  "Come,youknownothingaboutHER,"saidRogojin,impatiently。
  "AndsupposingIdoknowsomething?"observedtheother,triumphantly。
  "Bosh!thereareplentyofNastasiaPhilipovnas。Andwhatanimpertinentbeastyouare!"headdedangrily。"IthoughtsomecreaturelikeyouwouldhangontomeassoonasIgotholdofmymoney。"
  "Oh,butIdoknow,asithappens,"saidtheclerkinanaggravatingmanner。"Lebedeffknowsallabouther。Youarepleasedtoreproachme,yourexcellency,butwhatifIprovethatIamrightafterall?NastasiaPhillpovna’sfamilynameisBarashkoff——Iknow,yousee-andsheisaverywellknownlady,indeed,andcomesofagoodfamily,too。SheisconnectedwithoneTotski,AfanasyIvanovitch,amanofconsiderableproperty,adirectorofcompanies,andsoon,andagreatfriendofGeneralEpanchin,whoisinterestedinthesamemattersasheis。"
  "Myeyes!"saidRogojin,reallysurprisedatlast。"Thedeviltakethefellow,howdoesheknowthat?"
  "Why,heknowseverything——Lebedeffknowseverything!IwasamonthortwowithLihachofafterhisfatherdied,yourexcellency,andwhilehewasknockingabout——he’sinthedebtor’sprisonnow——Iwaswithhim,andhecouldn’tdoathingwithoutLebedeff;andIgottoknowNastasiaPhilipovnaandseveralpeopleatthattime。"
  "NastasiaPhilipovna?Why,youdon’tmeantosaythatsheandLihachof——"criedRogojin,turningquitepale。
  "No,no,no,no,no!Nothingofthesort,Iassureyou!"saidLebedeff,hastily。"Ohdearno,notfortheworld!Totski’stheonlymanwithanychancethere。Oh,no!HetakeshertohisboxattheoperaattheFrenchtheatreofanevening,andtheofficersandpeoplealllookatherandsay,’ByJove,there’sthefamousNastasiaPhilipovna!’butnooneevergetsanyfurtherthanthat,forthereisnothingmoretosay。"
  "Yes,it’squitetrue,"saidRogojin,frowninggloomily;"soZaleshofftoldme。IwaswalkingabouttheNefskyonefineday,prince,inmyfather’soldcoat,whenshesuddenlycameoutofashopandsteppedintohercarriage。IswearIwasallofablazeatonce。ThenImetZaleshoff——lookinglikeahair-dresser’sassistant,gotupasfineasIdon’tknowwho,whileIlookedlikeatinker。’Don’tflatteryourself,myboy,’saidhe;’she’snotforsuchasyou;she’saprincess,sheis,andhernameisNastasiaPhilipovnaBarashkoff,andsheliveswithTotski,whowishestogetridofherbecausehe’sgrowingratherold——fifty-
  fiveorso——andwantstomarryacertainbeauty,theloveliestwomaninallPetersburg。’AndthenhetoldmethatIcouldseeNastasiaPhilipovnaattheopera-housethatevening,ifIliked,anddescribedwhichwasherbox。Well,I’dliketoseemyfatherallowinganyofustogotothetheatre;he’dsoonerhavekilledus,anyday。However,IwentforanhourorsoandsawNastasiaPhilipovna,andIneversleptawinkallnightafter。Nextmorningmyfatherhappenedtogivemetwogovernmentloanbondstosell,worthnearlyfivethousandroubleseach。’Sellthem,’
  saidhe,’andthentakeseventhousandfivehundredroublestotheoffice,givethemtothecashier,andbringmebacktherestofthetenthousand,withoutlookinginanywhereontheway;looksharp,Ishallbewaitingforyou。’Well,Isoldthebonds,butI
  didn’ttaketheseventhousandroublestotheoffice;IwentstraighttotheEnglishshopandchoseapairofearrings,withadiamondthesizeofanutineach。TheycostfourhundredroublesmorethanIhad,soIgavemyname,andtheytrustedme。WiththeearringsIwentatoncetoZaleshoff’s。’Comeon!’Isaid,’comeontoNastasiaPhilipovna’s,’andoffwewentwithoutmoreado。I
  tellyouIhadn’tanotionofwhatwasaboutmeorbeforemeorbelowmyfeetalltheway;Isawnothingwhatever。Wewentstraightintoherdrawing-room,andthenshecameouttous。
  "Ididn’tsayrightoutwhoIwas,butZaleshoffsaid:’FromParfenRogojin,inmemoryofhisfirstmeetingwithyouyesterday;besokindastoacceptthese!’
  "Sheopenedtheparcel,lookedattheearrings,andlaughed。
  "’ThankyourfriendMr。Rogojinforhiskindattention,’saysshe,andbowedandwentoff。Whydidn’tIdiethereonthespot?
  Theworstofitallwas,though,thatthebeastZaleshoffgotallthecreditofit!Iwasshortandabominablydressed,andstoodandstaredinherfaceandneversaidaword,becauseIwasshy,likeanass!Andtherewasheallinthefashion,pomadedanddressedout,withasmarttieon,bowingandscraping;andIbetanythingshetookhimformeallthewhile!
  "’Lookherenow,’Isaid,whenwecameout,’noneofyourinterferencehereafterthis-doyouunderstand?’Helaughed:’Andhowareyougoingtosettleupwithyourfather?’sayshe。I
  thoughtImightaswelljumpintotheNevaatoncewithoutgoinghomefirst;butitstruckmethatIwouldn’t,afterall,andI
  wenthomefeelinglikeoneofthedamned。"
  "Mygoodness!"shiveredtheclerk。"Andhisfather,"headded,fortheprince’sinstruction,"andhisfatherwouldhavegivenamanatickettotheotherworldfortenroublesanyday——nottospeakoftenthousand!"
  TheprinceobservedRogojinwithgreatcuriosity;heseemedpalerthaneveratthismoment。
  "Whatdoyouknowaboutit?"criedthelatter。"Well,myfatherlearnedthewholestoryatonce,andZaleshoffblabbeditalloverthetownbesides。Sohetookmeupstairsandlockedmeup,andsworeatmeforanhour。’Thisisonlyaforetaste,’sayshe;
  ’waitabittillnightcomes,andI’llcomebackandtalktoyouagain。’
  "Well,whatdoyouthink?TheoldfellowwentstraightofftoNastasiaPhilipovna,touchedthefloorwithhisforehead,andbeganblubberingandbeseechingheronhiskneestogivehimbackthediamonds。Soafterawhileshebroughttheboxandflewoutathim。’There,’shesays,’takeyourearrings,youwretchedoldmiser;althoughtheyaretentimesdearerthantheirvaluetomenowthatIknowwhatitmusthavecostParfentogetthem!GiveParfenmycompliments,’shesays,’andthankhimverymuch!’
  Well,Imeanwhilehadborrowedtwenty-fiveroublesfromafriend,andoffIwenttoPskofftomyaunt’s。TheoldwomantherelecturedmesothatIleftthehouseandwentonadrinkingtourroundthepublic-housesoftheplace。IwasinahighfeverwhenIgottoPskoff,andbynightfallIwaslyingdeliriousinthestreetssomewhereorother!"
  "Oho!we’llmakeNastasiaPhilipovnasinganothersongnow!"
  giggledLebedeff,rubbinghishandswithglee。"Hey,myboy,we’llgethersomeproperearringsnow!We’llgethersuchearringsthat——"
  "Lookhere,"criedRogojin,seizinghimfiercelybythearm,"lookhere,ifyousomuchasnameNastasiaPhilipovnaagain,I’lltanyourhideassureasyousitthere!"
  "Aha!do——byallmeans!ifyoutanmyhideyouwon’tturnmeawayfromyoursociety。You’llbindmetoyou,withyourlash,forever。Ha,ha!hereweareatthestation,though。"
  Sureenough,thetrainwasjuststeaminginashespoke。
  ThoughRogojinhaddeclaredthatheleftPskoffsecretly,alargecollectionoffriendshadassembledtogreethim,anddidsowithprofusewavingofhatsandshouting。
  "Why,there’sZaleshoffhere,too!"hemuttered,gazingatthescenewithasortoftriumphantbutunpleasantsmile。Thenhesuddenlyturnedtotheprince:"Prince,Idon’tknowwhyIhavetakenafancytoyou;perhapsbecauseImetyoujustwhenIdid。
  Butno,itcan’tbethat,forImetthisfellow"noddingatLebedeff"too,andIhavenottakenafancytohimbyanymeans。
  Cometoseeme,prince;we’lltakeoffthosegaitersofyoursanddressyouupinasmartfurcoat,thebestwecanbuy。Youshallhaveadresscoat,bestquality,whitewaistcoat,anythingyoulike,andyourpocketshallbefullofmoney。Come,andyoushallgowithmetoNastasiaPhilipovna’s。Nowthenwillyoucomeorno?"
  "Accept,accept,PrinceLefNicolaievitch"saidLebedefsolemnly;
  "don’tletitslip!Accept,quick!"
  PrinceMuishkinroseandstretchedouthishandcourteously,whileherepliedwithsomecordiality:
  "Iwillcomewiththegreatestpleasure,andthankyouverymuchfortakingafancytome。IdaresayImayevencometodayifI
  havetime,forItellyoufranklythatIlikeyouverymuchtoo。
  Ilikedyouespeciallywhenyoutoldusaboutthediamondearrings;butIlikedyoubeforethataswell,thoughyouhavesuchadark-cloudedsortofface。Thanksverymuchfortheofferofclothesandafurcoat;Icertainlyshallrequirebothclothesandcoatverysoon。Asformoney,Ihavehardlyacopeckaboutmeatthismoment。"
  "Youshallhavelotsofmoney;bytheeveningIshallhaveplenty;socomealong!"
  "That’strueenough,he’llhavelotsbeforeevening!"putinLebedeff。
  "But,lookhere,areyouagreathandwiththeladies?Let’sknowthatfirst?"askedRogojin。
  "Ohno,ohno!saidtheprince;"Icouldn’t,youknow——myillness——Ihardlyeversawasoul。"
  "H’m!well——here,youfellow-youcancomealongwithmenowifyoulike!"criedRogojintoLebedeff,andsotheyallleftthecarriage。
  Lebedeffhadhisdesire。HewentoffwiththenoisygroupofRogojin’sfriendstowardstheVoznesensky,whiletheprince’sroutelaytowardstheLitaynaya。Itwasdampandwet。Theprinceaskedhiswayofpassers-by,andfindingthathewasacoupleofmilesorsofromhisdestination,hedeterminedtotakeadroshky。
  II。
  GeneralEpanchinlivedinhisownhouseneartheLitaynaya。
  Besidesthislargeresidence——five-sixthsofwhichwasletinflatsandlodgings-thegeneralwasownerofanotherenormoushouseintheSadovayabringinginevenmorerentthanthefirst。
  Besidesthesehouseshehadadelightfullittleestatejustoutoftown,andsomesortoffactoryinanotherpartofthecity。
  GeneralEpanchin,aseveryoneknew,hadagooddealtodowithcertaingovernmentmonopolies;hewasalsoavoice,andanimportantone,inmanyrichpubliccompaniesofvariousdescriptions;infact,heenjoyedthereputationofbeingawell-
  to-domanofbusyhabits,manyties,andaffluentmeans。Hehadmadehimselfindispensableinseveralquarters,amongstothersinhisdepartmentofthegovernment;andyetitwasaknownfactthatFedorIvanovitchEpanchinwasamanofnoeducationwhatever,andhadabsolutelyrisenfromtheranks。
  Thislastfactcould,ofcourse,reflectnothingbutcredituponthegeneral;andyet,thoughunquestionablyasagaciousman,hehadhisownlittleweaknesses-veryexcusableones,——oneofwhichwasadisliketoanyallusiontotheabovecircumstance。Hewasundoubtedlyclever。Forinstance,hemadeapointofneverassertinghimselfwhenhewouldgainmorebykeepinginthebackground;andinconsequencemanyexaltedpersonagesvaluedhimprincipallyforhishumilityandsimplicity,andbecause"heknewhisplace。"Andyetifthesegoodpeoplecouldonlyhavehadapeepintothemindofthisexcellentfellowwho"knewhisplace"
  sowell!Thefactisthat,inspiteofhisknowledgeoftheworldandhisreallyremarkableabilities,healwayslikedtoappeartobecarryingoutotherpeople’sideasratherthanhisown。Andalso,hisluckseldomfailedhim,evenatcards,forwhichhehadapassionthathedidnotattempttoconceal。Heplayedforhighstakes,andmoved,altogether,inveryvariedsociety。
  Astoage,GeneralEpanchinwasintheveryprimeoflife;thatis,aboutfifty-fiveyearsofage,——thefloweringtimeofexistence,whenrealenjoymentoflifebegins。Hishealthyappearance,goodcolour,sound,thoughdiscolouredteeth,sturdyfigure,preoccupiedairduringbusinesshours,andjollygoodhumourduringhisgameatcardsintheevening,allborewitnesstohissuccessinlife,andcombinedtomakeexistenceabedofrosestohisexcellency。Thegeneralwaslordofaflourishingfamily,consistingofhiswifeandthreegrown-updaughters。Hehadmarriedyoung,whilestillalieutenant,hiswifebeingagirlofabouthisownage,whopossessedneitherbeautynoreducation,andwhobroughthimnomorethanfiftysoulsoflandedproperty,whichlittleestateserved,however,asanest-eggforfarmoreimportantaccumulations。Thegeneralneverregrettedhisearlymarriage,orregardeditasafoolishyouthfulescapade;
  andhesorespectedandfearedhiswifethathewasverynearlovingher。Mrs。EpanchincameoftheprincelystockofMuishkin,whichifnotabrilliant,was,atallevents,adecidedlyancientfamily;andshewasextremelyproudofherdescent。
  Withafewexceptions,theworthycouplehadlivedthroughtheirlongunionveryhappily。Whilestillyoungthewifehadbeenabletomakeimportantfriendsamongthearistocracy,partlybyvirtueofherfamilydescent,andpartlybyherownexertions;while,inafterlife,thankstotheirwealthandtothepositionofherhusbandintheservice,shetookherplaceamongthehighercirclesasbyright。
  Duringtheselastfewyearsallthreeofthegeneral’sdaughters-
  Alexandra,Adelaida,andAglaya——hadgrownupandmatured。OfcoursetheywereonlyEpanchins,buttheirmother’sfamilywasnoble;theymightexpectconsiderablefortunes;theirfatherhadhopesofattainingtoveryhighrankindeedinhiscountry’sservice-allofwhichwassatisfactory。Allthreeofthegirlsweredecidedlypretty,eventheeldest,Alexandra,whowasjusttwenty-fiveyearsold。Themiddledaughterwasnowtwenty-three,whiletheyoungest,Aglaya,wastwenty。Thisyoungestgirlwasabsolutelyabeauty,andhadbegunoflatetoattractconsiderableattentioninsociety。Butthiswasnotall,foreveryoneofthethreewasclever,welleducated,andaccomplished。
  Itwasamatterofgeneralknowledgethatthethreegirlswereveryfondofoneanother,andsupportedeachotherineveryway;
  itwasevensaidthatthetwoelderoneshadmadecertainsacrificesforthesakeoftheidolofthehousehold,Aglaya。Insocietytheynotonlydislikedassertingthemselves,butwereactuallyretiring。Certainlynoonecouldblamethemforbeingtooarrogantorhaughty,andyeteverybodywaswellawarethattheywereproudandquiteunderstoodtheirownvalue。Theeldestwasmusical,whilethesecondwasacleverartist,whichfactshehadconcealeduntillately。Inaword,theworldspokewellofthegirls;buttheywerenotwithouttheirenemies,andoccasionallypeopletalkedwithhorrorofthenumberofbookstheyhadread。
  Theywereinnohurrytomarry。Theylikedgoodsociety,butwerenottookeenaboutit。Allthiswasthemoreremarkable,becauseeveryonewaswellawareofthehopesandaimsoftheirparents。
  Itwasabouteleveno’clockintheforenoonwhentheprincerangthebellatGeneralEpanchin’sdoor。Thegenerallivedonthefirstfloororflatofthehouse,asmodestalodgingashispositionpermitted。Aliveriedservantopenedthedoor,andtheprincewasobligedtoenterintolongexplanationswiththisgentleman,who,fromthefirstglance,lookedathimandhisbundlewithgravesuspicion。Atlast,however,ontherepeatedpositiveassurancethathereallywasPrinceMuishkin,andmustabsolutelyseethegeneralonbusiness,thebewildereddomesticshowedhimintoalittleante-chamberleadingtoawaiting-roomthatadjoinedthegeneral’sstudy,therehandinghimovertoanotherservant,whosedutyitwastobeinthisante-chamberallthemorning,andannouncevisitorstothegeneral。Thissecondindividualworeadresscoat,andwassomefortyyearsofage;hewasthegeneral’sspecialstudyservant,andwellawareofhisownimportance。
  "Waitinthenextroom,please;andleaveyourbundlehere,"saidthedoor-keeper,ashesatdowncomfortablyinhisowneasy-chairintheante-chamber。Helookedattheprinceinseveresurpriseasthelattersettledhimselfinanotherchairalongside,withhisbundleonhisknees。
  "Ifyoudon’tmind,Iwouldrathersitherewithyou,"saidtheprince;"Ishouldpreferittosittinginthere。"
  "Oh,butyoucan’tstayhere。Youareavisitor——aguest,sotospeak。Isitthegeneralhimselfyouwishtosee?"
  Themanevidentlycouldnottakeintheideaofsuchashabby-
  lookingvisitor,andhaddecidedtoaskoncemore。
  "Yes——Ihavebusiness——"begantheprince。
  "Idonotaskyouwhatyourbusinessmaybe,allIhavetodoistoannounceyou;andunlessthesecretarycomesinhereIcannotdothat。"
  Theman’ssuspicionsseemedtoincreasemoreandmore。Theprincewastoounliketheusualrunofdailyvisitors;andalthoughthegeneralcertainlydidreceive,onbusiness,allsortsandconditionsofmen,yetinspiteofthisfacttheservantfeltgreatdoubtsonthesubjectofthisparticularvisitor。Thepresenceofthesecretaryasanintermediarywas,hejudged,essentialinthiscase。
  "Surelyyou——arefromabroad?"heinquiredatlast,inaconfusedsortofway。Hehadbegunhissentenceintendingtosay,"SurelyyouarenotPrinceMuishkin,areyou?"
  "Yes,straightfromthetrain!Didnotyouintendtosay,’SurelyyouarenotPrinceMuishkin?’justnow,butrefrainedoutofpoliteness?"
  "H’m!"gruntedtheastonishedservant。
  "IassureyouIamnotdeceivingyou;youshallnothavetoanswerforme。Astomybeingdressedlikethis,andcarryingabundle,there’snothingsurprisinginthat——thefactis,mycircumstancesarenotparticularlyrosyatthismoment。"
  "H’m!——no,I’mnotafraidofthat,yousee;Ihavetoannounceyou,that’sall。Thesecretarywillbeoutdirectly-thatis,unlessyou——yes,that’stherub——unlessyou——come,youmustallowmetoaskyou——you’venotcometobeg,haveyou?"
  "Ohdearno,youcanbeperfectlyeasyonthatscore。Ihavequiteanothermatteronhand。"
  "Youmustexcusemyasking,youknow。Yourappearanceledmetothink——butjustwaitforthesecretary;thegeneralisbusynow,butthesecretaryissuretocomeout。"
  "Oh——well,lookhere,ifIhavesometimetowait,wouldyoumindtellingme,isthereanyplaceaboutwhereIcouldhaveasmoke?
  Ihavemypipeandtobaccowithme。"
  "SMOKE?"saidtheman,inshockedbutdisdainfulsurprise,blinkinghiseyesattheprinceasthoughhecouldnotbelievehissenses。"No,sir,youcannotsmokehere,andIwonderyouarenotashamedoftheverysuggestion。Ha,ha!acoolideathat,Ideclare!"
  "Oh,Ididn’tmeaninthisroom!IknowIcan’tsmokehere,ofcourse。I’dadjourntosomeotherroom,whereveryouliketoshowmeto。Yousee,I’musedtosmokingagooddeal,andnowI
  haven’thadapuffforthreehours;however,justasyoulike。"
  "NowhowonearthamItoannounceamanlikethat?"mutteredtheservant。"Inthefirstplace,you’venorightinhereatall;yououghttobeinthewaiting-room,becauseyou’reasortofvisitor——aguest,infact——andIshallcatchitforthis。Lookhere,doyouintendtotakeupyouabodewithus?"headded,glancingoncemoreattheprince’sbundle,whichevidentlygavehimnopeace。
  "No,Idon’tthinkso。Idon’tthinkIshouldstayeveniftheyweretoinviteme。I’vesimplycometomaketheiracquaintance,andnothingmore。"
  "Maketheiracquaintance?"askedtheman,inamazement,andwithredoubledsuspicion。"Thenwhydidyousayyouhadbusinesswiththegeneral?"
  "Ohwell,verylittlebusiness。Thereisonelittlematter——someadviceIamgoingtoaskhimfor;butmyprincipalobjectissimplytointroducemyself,becauseIamPrinceMuishkin,andMadameEpanchinisthelastofherbranchofthehouse,andbesidesherselfandmetherearenootherMuishkinsleft。"
  "What——you’rearelationthen,areyou?"askedtheservant,sobewilderedthathebegantofeelquitealarmed。
  "Well,hardlyso。Ifyoustretchapoint,wearerelations,ofcourse,butsodistantthatonecannotreallytakecognizanceofit。Ioncewrotetoyourmistressfromabroad,butshedidnotreply。However,Ihavethoughtitrighttomakeacquaintancewithheronmyarrival。Iamtellingyouallthisinordertoeaseyourmind,forIseeyouarestillfarfromcomfortableonmyaccount。AllyouhavetodoistoannouncemeasPrinceMuishkin,andtheobjectofmyvisitwillbeplainenough。IfIamreceived——verygood;ifnot,well,verygoodagain。Buttheyaresuretoreceiveme,Ishouldthink;MadameEpanchinwillnaturallybecurioustoseetheonlyremainingrepresentativeofherfamily。ShevaluesherMuishkindescentveryhighly,ifIamrightlyinformed。"
  Theprince’sconversationwasartlessandconfidingtoadegree,andtheservantcouldnothelpfeelingthatasfromvisitortocommonserving-manthisstateofthingswashighlyimproper。Hisconclusionwasthatoneoftwothingsmustbetheexplanation——
  eitherthatthiswasabeggingimpostor,orthattheprince,ifprincehewere,wassimplyafool,withouttheslightestambition;forasensibleprincewithanyambitionwouldcertainlynotwaitaboutinante-roomswithservants,andtalkofhisownprivateaffairslikethis。Ineithercase,howwashetoannouncethissingularvisitor?
  "IreallythinkImustrequestyoutostepintothenextroom!"
  hesaid,withalltheinsistencehecouldmuster。
  "Why?IfIhadbeensittingtherenow,Ishouldnothavehadtheopportunityofmakingthesepersonalexplanations。Iseeyouarestilluneasyaboutmeandkeepeyeingmycloakandbundle。Don’tyouthinkyoumightgoinyourselfnow,withoutwaitingforthesecretarytocomeout?"
  "No,no!Ican’tannounceavisitorlikeyourselfwithoutthesecretary。Besidesthegeneralsaidhewasnottobedisturbed——
  heiswiththeColonelC。GavrilaArdalionovitchgoesinwithoutannouncing。"
  "Whomaythatbe?aclerk?"
  "What?GavrilaArdalionovitch?Ohno;hebelongstooneofthecompanies。Lookhere,atalleventsputyourbundledown,here。"
  "Yes,IwillifImay;and——canItakeoffmycloak"
  "Ofcourse;youcan’tgoinTHEREwithiton,anyhow。"
  Theprinceroseandtookoffhismantle,revealinganeatenoughmorningcostume——alittleworn,butwellmade。HeworeasteelwatchchainandfromthischaintherehungasilverGenevawatch。
  Fooltheprincemightbe,still,thegeneral’sservantfeltthatitwasnotcorrectforhimtocontinuetoconversethuswithavisitor,inspiteofthefactthattheprincepleasedhimsomehow。
  "Andwhattimeofdaydoestheladyreceive?"thelatterasked,reseatinghimselfinhisoldplace。
  "Oh,that’snotinmyprovince!Ibelieveshereceivesatanytime;itdependsuponthevisitors。Thedressmakergoesinateleven。GavrilaArdalionovitchisallowedmuchearlierthanotherpeople,too;heisevenadmittedtoearlylunchnowandthen。"
  "Itismuchwarmerintheroomsherethanitisabroadatthisseason,"observedtheprince;"butitismuchwarmerthereoutofdoors。Asforthehouses——aRussiancan’tliveintheminthewinteruntilhegetsaccustomedtothem。"
  "Don’ttheyheatthematall?"
  "Well,theydoheatthemalittle;butthehousesandstovesaresodifferenttoours。"
  "H’m!wereyoulongaway?"
  "Fouryears!andIwasinthesameplacenearlyallthetime,——inonevillage。"
  "YoumusthaveforgottenRussia,hadn’tyou?"
  "Yes,indeedIhad——agooddeal;and,wouldyoubelieveit,I
  oftenwonderatmyselffornothavingforgottenhowtospeakRussian?Evennow,asItalktoyou,Ikeepsayingtomyself’howwellIamspeakingit。’PerhapsthatispartlywhyIamsotalkativethismorning。Iassureyou,eversinceyesterdayeveningIhavehadthestrongestdesiretogoonandontalkingRussian。"
  "H’m!yes;didyouliveinPetersburginformeryears?"
  Thisgoodflunkey,inspiteofhisconscientiousscruples,reallycouldnotresistcontinuingsuchaverygenteelandagreeableconversation。
  "InPetersburg?Ohno!hardlyatall,andnowtheysaysomuchischangedintheplacethateventhosewhodidknowitwellareobligedtorelearnwhattheyknew。Theytalkagooddealaboutthenewlawcourts,andchangesthere,don’tthey?"
  "H’m!yes,that’strueenough。Wellnow,howisthelawoverthere,dotheyadministeritmorejustlythanhere?"
  "Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthat!I’veheardmuchthatisgoodaboutourlegaladministration,too。Thereisnocapitalpunishmenthereforonething。"
  "Isthereoverthere?"
  "Yes——IsawanexecutioninFrance——atLyons。Schneidertookmeoverwithhimtoseeit。"
  "What,didtheyhangthefellow?"
  "No,theycutoffpeople’sheadsinFrance。"
  "Whatdidthefellowdo?——yell?"
  "Ohno——it’stheworkofaninstant。Theyputamaninsideaframeandasortofbroadknifefallsbymachinery-theycallthethingaguillotine-itfallswithfearfulforceandweight-theheadspringsoffsoquicklythatyoucan’twinkyoureyeinbetween。Butallthepreparationsaresodreadful。Whentheyannouncethesentence,youknow,andpreparethecriminalandtiehishands,andcarthimofftothescaffold——that’sthefearfulpartofthebusiness。Thepeopleallcrowdround——evenwomen-
  thoughtheydon’tatallapproveofwomenlookingon。"
  "No,it’snotathingforwomen。"
  "Ofcoursenot——ofcoursenot!——bah!Thecriminalwasafineintelligentfearlessman;LeGroswashisname;andImaytellyou——believeitornot,asyoulike——thatwhenthatmansteppeduponthescaffoldheCRIED,hedidindeed,——hewasaswhiteasabitofpaper。Isn’titadreadfulideathatheshouldhavecried——cried!Whoeverheardofagrownmancryingfromfear——notachild,butamanwhoneverhadcriedbefore——agrownmanofforty-fiveyears。Imaginewhatmusthavebeengoingoninthatman’smindatsuchamoment;whatdreadfulconvulsionshiswholespiritmusthaveendured;itisanoutrageonthesoulthat’swhatitis。Becauseitissaid’thoushaltnotkill,’ishetobekilledbecausehemurderedsomeoneelse?No,itisnotright,it’sanimpossibletheory。Iassureyou,Isawthesightamonthagoandit’sdancingbeforemyeyestothismoment。Idreamofit,often。"
  Theprincehadgrownanimatedashespoke,andatingeofcoloursuffusedhispaleface,thoughhiswayoftalkingwasasquietasever。Theservantfollowedhiswordswithsympatheticinterest。
  Clearlyhewasnotatallanxioustobringtheconversationtoanend。Whoknows?Perhapshetoowasamanofimaginationandwithsomecapacityforthought。
  "Well,atalleventsitisagoodthingthatthere’snopainwhenthepoorfellow’sheadfliesoff,"heremarked。
  "Doyouknow,though,"criedtheprincewarmly,"youmadethatremarknow,andeveryonesaysthesamething,andthemachineisdesignedwiththepurposeofavoidingpain,thisguillotineI
  mean;butathoughtcameintomyheadthen:whatifitbeabadplanafterall?Youmaylaughatmyidea,perhaps——butIcouldnothelpitsoccurringtomeallthesame。Nowwiththerackandtorturesandsoon——yousufferterriblepainofcourse;butthenyourtortureisbodilypainonlyalthoughnodoubtyouhaveplentyofthatuntilyoudie。ButHEREIshouldimaginethemostterriblepartofthewholepunishmentis,notthebodilypainatall——butthecertainknowledgethatinanhour,——thenintenminutes,theninhalfaminute,thennow——thisveryINSTANT——yoursoulmustquityourbodyandthatyouwillnolongerbeaman——
  andthatthisiscertain,CERTAIN!That’sthepoint——thecertaintyofit。Justthatinstantwhenyouplaceyourheadontheblockandheartheirongrateoveryourhead——then——thatquarterofasecondisthemostawfulofall。
  "Thisisnotmyownfantasticalopinion——manypeoplehavethoughtthesame;butIfeelitsodeeplythatI’lltellyouwhatI
  think。Ibelievethattoexecuteamanformurderistopunishhimimmeasurablymoredreadfullythanisequivalenttohiscrime。
  Amurderbysentenceisfarmoredreadfulthanamurdercommittedbyacriminal。Themanwhoisattackedbyrobbersatnight,inadarkwood,oranywhere,undoubtedlyhopesandhopesthathemayyetescapeuntiltheverymomentofhisdeath。Thereareplentyofinstancesofamanrunningaway,orimploringformercy——atalleventshopingoninsomedegree——evenafterhisthroatwascut。Butinthecaseofanexecution,thatlasthope——havingwhichitissoimmeasurablylessdreadfultodie,——istakenawayfromthewretchandCERTAINTYsubstitutedinitsplace!Thereishissentence,andwithitthatterriblecertaintythathecannotpossiblyescapedeath——which,Iconsider,mustbethemostdreadfulanguishintheworld。Youmayplaceasoldierbeforeacannon’smouthinbattle,andfireuponhim——andhewillstillhope。Butreadtothatsamesoldierhisdeath-sentence,andhewilleithergomadorburstintotears。Whodarestosaythatanymancansufferthiswithoutgoingmad?No,no!itisanabuse,ashame,itisunnecessary——whyshouldsuchathingexist?
  Doubtlesstheremaybemenwhohavebeensentenced,whohavesufferedthismentalanguishforawhileandthenhavebeenreprieved;perhapssuchmenmayhavebeenabletorelatetheirfeelingsafterwards。OurLordChristspokeofthisanguishanddread。No!no!no!Nomanshouldbetreatedso,noman,noman!"
  Theservant,thoughofcoursehecouldnothaveexpressedallthisastheprincedid,stillclearlyenteredintoitandwasgreatlyconciliated,aswasevidentfromtheincreasedamiabilityofhisexpression。"Ifyouarereallyveryanxiousforasmoke,"
  heremarked,"Ithinkitmightpossiblybemanaged,ifyouareveryquickaboutit。Youseetheymightcomeoutandinquireforyou,andyouwouldn’tbeonthespot。Youseethatdoorthere?Gointhereandyou’llfindalittleroomontheright;youcansmokethere,onlyopenthewindow,becauseIoughtnottoallowitreally,and。"Buttherewasnotime,afterall。
  Ayoungfellowenteredtheante-roomatthismoment,withabundleofpapersinhishand。Thefootmanhastenedtohelphimtakeoffhisovercoat。Thenewarrivalglancedattheprinceoutofthecornersofhiseyes。
  "Thisgentlemandeclares,GavrilaArdalionovitch,"begantheman,confidentiallyandalmostfamiliarly,"thatheisPrinceMuishkinandarelativeofMadameEpanchin’s。Hehasjustarrivedfromabroad,withnothingbutabundlebywayofluggage。"
  Theprincedidnotheartherest,becauseatthispointtheservantcontinuedhiscommunicationinawhisper。
  GavrilaArdalionovitchlistenedattentively,andgazedattheprincewithgreatcuriosity。Atlasthemotionedthemanasideandsteppedhurriedlytowardstheprince。
  "AreyouPrinceMuishkin?"heasked,withthegreatestcourtesyandamiability。
  Hewasaremarkablyhandsomeyoungfellowofsometwenty-eightsummers,fairandofmiddleheight;heworeasmallbeard,andhisfacewasmostintelligent。Yethissmile,inspiteofitssweetness,wasalittlethin,ifImaysocallit,andshowedhisteethtooevenly;hisgazethoughdecidedlygood-humouredandingenuous,wasatrifletooinquisitiveandintenttobealtogetheragreeable。
  "Probablywhenheisalonehelooksquitedifferent,andhardlysmilesatall!"thoughttheprince。
  Heexplainedabouthimselfinafewwords,verymuchthesameashehadtoldthefootmanandRogojinbeforehand。
  GavrilaArdalionovitchmeanwhileseemedtobetryingtorecallsomething。
  "Wasitnotyou,then,whosentaletterayearorlessago——fromSwitzerland,Ithinkitwas——toElizabethaProkofievnaMrs。
  Epanchin?"
  "Itwas。"
  "Oh,then,ofcoursetheywillrememberwhoyouare。Youwishtoseethegeneral?I’lltellhimatonce——hewillbefreeinaminute;butyou——youhadbetterwaitintheante-chamber,——hadn’tyou?Whyishehere?"headded,severely,totheman。
  "Itellyou,sir,hewishedithimself!"
  Atthismomentthestudydooropened,andamilitaryman,withaportfoliounderhisarm,cameouttalkingloudly,andafterbiddinggood-byetosomeoneinside,tookhisdeparture。
  "Youthere,Gania?criedavoicefromthestudy,"comeinhere,willyou?"
  GavrilaArdalionovitchnoddedtotheprinceandenteredtheroomhastily。
  AcoupleofminuteslaterthedooropenedagainandtheaffablevoiceofGaniacried:
  "Comeinplease,prince!"
  III。
  GeneralIvanFedorovitchEpanchinwasstandingInthemiddleoftheroom,andgazedwithgreatcuriosityattheprinceasheentered。Heevenadvancedacoupleofstepstomeethim。
  Theprincecameforwardandintroducedhimself。
  "Quiteso,"repliedthegeneral,"andwhatcanIdoforyou?"
  "Oh,Ihavenospecialbusiness;myprincipalobjectwastomakeyouracquaintance。Ishouldnotliketodisturbyou。Idonotknowyourtimesandarrangementshere,yousee,butIhaveonlyjustarrived。Icamestraightfromthestation。IamcomedirectfromSwitzerland。"
  Thegeneralverynearlysmiled,butthoughtbetterofitandkepthissmileback。Thenhereflected,blinkedhiseyes,staredathisguestoncemorefromheadtofoot;thenabruptlymotionedhimtoachair,satdownhimself,andwaitedwithsomeimpatiencefortheprincetospeak。
  Ganiastoodathistableinthefarcorneroftheroom,turningoverpapers。
  "Ihavenotmuchtimeformakingacquaintances,asarule,"saidthegeneral,"butas,ofcourse,youhaveyourobjectincoming,I——"
  "IfeltsureyouwouldthinkIhadsomeobjectinviewwhenI
  resolvedtopayyouthisvisit,"theprinceinterrupted;"butI
  giveyoumyword,beyondthepleasureofmakingyouracquaintanceIhadnopersonalobjectwhatever。"
  "Thepleasureis,ofcourse,mutual;butlifeisnotallpleasure,asyouareaware。Thereissuchathingasbusiness,andIreallydonotseewhatpossiblereasontherecanbe,orwhatwehaveincommonto——"
  "Oh,thereisnoreason,ofcourse,andIsupposethereisnothingincommonbetweenus,orverylittle;forifIamPrinceMuishkin,andyourwifehappenstobeamemberofmyhouse,thatcanhardlybecalleda’reason。’Iquiteunderstandthat。Andyetthatwasmywholemotiveforcoming。YouseeIhavenotbeeninRussiaforfouryears,andknewverylittleaboutanythingwhenI
  left。Ihadbeenveryillforalongtime,andIfeelnowtheneedofafewgoodfriends。Infact,IhaveacertainquestionuponwhichImuchneedadvice,anddonotknowwhomtogotoforit。IthoughtofyourfamilywhenIwaspassingthroughBerlin。
  ’Theyarealmostrelations,’Isaidtomyself,’soI’llbeginwiththem;perhapswemaygetonwitheachother,Iwiththemandtheywithme,iftheyarekindpeople;’andIhaveheardthatyouareverykindpeople!"
  "Oh,thankyou,thankyou,I’msure,"repliedthegeneral,considerablytakenaback。"MayIaskwhereyouhavetakenupyourquarters?"
  "Nowhere,asyet。"
  "What,straightfromthestationtomyhouse?Andhowaboutyourluggage?"
  "Ionlyhadasmallbundle,containinglinen,withme,nothingmore。Icancarryitinmyhand,easily。Therewillbeplentyoftimetotakearoominsomehotelbytheevening。"
  "Oh,thenyouDOintendtotakearoom?"
  "Ofcourse。"
  "Tojudgefromyourwords,youcamestraighttomyhousewiththeintentionofstayingthere。"
  "Thatcouldonlyhavebeenonyourinvitation。Iconfess,however,thatIshouldnothavestayedhereevenifyouhadinvitedme,notforanyparticularreason,butbecauseitis——
  well,contrarytomypracticeandnature,somehow。"
  "Oh,indeed!ThenitisperhapsaswellthatIneitherDIDinviteyou,norDOinviteyounow。Excuseme,prince,butwehadbettermakethismatterclear,onceforall。Wehavejustagreedthatwithregardtoourrelationshipthereisnotmuchtobesaid,though,ofcourse,itwouldhavebeenverydelightfultoustofeelthatsuchrelationshipdidactuallyexist;therefore,perhaps——"
  "Therefore,perhapsIhadbettergetupandgoaway?"saidtheprince,laughingmerrilyasherosefromhisplace;justasmerrilyasthoughthecircumstanceswerebynomeansstrainedordifficult。"AndIgiveyoumyword,general,thatthoughIknownothingwhateverofmannersandcustomsofsociety,andhowpeopleliveandallthat,yetIfeltquitesurethatthisvisitofminewouldendexactlyasithasendednow。Oh,well,I
  supposeit’sallright;especiallyasmyletterwasnotanswered。
  Well,good-bye,andforgivemeforhavingdisturbedyou!"
  Theprince’sexpressionwassogood-naturedatthismoment,andsoentirelyfreefromevenasuspicionofunpleasantfeelingwasthesmilewithwhichhelookedatthegeneralashespoke,thatthelattersuddenlypaused,andappearedtogazeathisguestfromquiteanewpointofview,allinaninstant。
  "Doyouknow,prince,"hesaid,inquiteadifferenttone,"Idonotknowyouatall,yet,andafterall,ElizabethaProkofievnawouldverylikelybepleasedtohaveapeepatamanofherownname。Waitalittle,ifyoudon’tmind,andifyouhavetimetospare?"
  "Oh,IassureyouI’velotsoftime,mytimeisentirelymyown!"
  Andtheprinceimmediatelyreplacedhissoft,roundhatonthetable。"Iconfess,IthoughtElizabethaProkofievnawouldverylikelyrememberthatIhadwrittenheraletter。Justnowyourservant——outsidethere——wasdreadfullysuspiciousthatIhadcometobegofyou。Inoticedthat!Probablyhehasverystrictinstructionsonthatscore;butIassureyouIdidnotcometobeg。Icametomakesomefriends。ButIamratherbotheredathavingdisturbedyou;that’sallIcareabout——"
  "Lookhere,prince,"saidthegeneral,withacordialsmile,"ifyoureallyarethesortofmanyouappeartobe,itmaybeasourceofgreatpleasuretoustomakeyourbetteracquaintance;
  but,yousee,Iamaverybusyman,andhavetobeperpetuallysittinghereandsigningpapers,orofftoseehisexcellency,ortomydepartment,orsomewhere;sothatthoughIshouldbegladtoseemoreofpeople,nicepeople——yousee,I——however,Iamsureyouaresowellbroughtupthatyouwillseeatonce,and——
  buthowoldareyou,prince?"
  "Twenty-six。"
  "No?Ithoughtyouverymuchyounger。"
  "Yes,theysayIhavea’young’face。AstodisturbingyouI
  shallsoonlearntoavoiddoingthat,forIhatedisturbingpeople。Besides,youandIaresodifferentlyconstituted,I
  shouldthink,thattheremustbeverylittleincommonbetweenus。NotthatIwilleverbelievethereisNOTHINGincommonbetweenanytwopeople,assomedeclareisthecase。Iamsurepeoplemakeagreatmistakeinsortingeachotherintogroups,byappearances;butIamboringyou,Isee,you——"
  "Justtwowords:haveyouanymeansatall?Orperhapsyoumaybeintendingtoundertakesomesortofemployment?Excusemyquestioningyou,but——"
  "Oh,mydearsir,Iesteemandunderstandyourkindnessinputtingthequestion。No;atpresentIhavenomeanswhatever,andnoemploymenteither,butIhopetofindsome。Iwaslivingonotherpeopleabroad。Schneider,theprofessorwhotreatedmeandtaughtme,too,inSwitzerland,gavemejustenoughmoneyformyjourney,sothatnowIhavebutafewcopecksleft。TherecertainlyisonequestionuponwhichIamanxioustohaveadvice,but——"
  "Tellme,howdoyouintendtolivenow,andwhatareyourplans?"interruptedthegeneral。
  "Iwishtowork,somehoworother。"
  "Ohyes,butthen,yousee,youareaphilosopher。Haveyouanytalents,orabilityinanydirection——thatis,anythatwouldbringinmoneyandbread?Excusemeagain——"
  "Oh,don’tapologize。No,Idon’tthinkIhaveeithertalentsorspecialabilitiesofanykind;onthecontrary。Ihavealwaysbeenaninvalidandunabletolearnmuch。Asforbread,Ishouldthink——"
  Thegeneralinterruptedoncemorewithquestions;whiletheprinceagainrepliedwiththenarrativewehaveheardbefore。ItappearedthatthegeneralhadknownPavlicheff;butwhythelatterhadtakenaninterestintheprince,thatyounggentlemancouldnotexplain;probablybyvirtueoftheoldfriendshipwithhisfather,hethought。
  Theprincehadbeenleftanorphanwhenquitealittlechild,andPavlicheffhadentrustedhimtoanoldlady,arelativeofhisown,livinginthecountry,thechildneedingthefreshairandexerciseofcountrylife。Hewaseducated,firstbyagoverness,andafterwardsbyatutor,butcouldnotremembermuchaboutthistimeofhislife。Hisfitsweresofrequentthen,thattheymadealmostanidiotofhimtheprinceusedtheexpression"idiot"
  himself。PavlicheffhadmetProfessorSchneiderinBerlin,andthelatterhadpersuadedhimtosendtheboytoSwitzerland,toSchneider’sestablishmentthere,forthecureofhisepilepsy,and,fiveyearsbeforethistime,theprincewassentoff。ButPavlicheffhaddiedtwoorthreeyearssince,andSchneiderhadhimselfsupportedtheyoungfellow,fromthatdaytothis,athisownexpense。Althoughhehadnotquitecuredhim,hehadgreatlyimprovedhiscondition;andnow,atlast,attheprince’sowndesire,andbecauseofacertainmatterwhichcametotheearsofthelatter,SchneiderhaddespatchedtheyoungmantoRussia。
  Thegeneralwasmuchastonished。
  "Thenyouhavenoone,absolutelyNOoneinRussia?"heasked。
  "Noone,atpresent;butIhopetomakefriends;andthenIhavealetterfrom——"
  "Atallevents,"putinthegeneral,notlisteningtothenewsabouttheletter,"atallevents,youmusthavelearnedSOMETHING,andyourmaladywouldnotpreventyourundertakingsomeeasywork,inoneofthedepartments,forinstance?
  "Ohdearno,ohno!Asforasituation,IshouldmuchliketofindoneforIamanxioustodiscoverwhatIreallyamfitfor。I
  havelearnedagooddealinthelastfouryears,and,besides,I
  readagreatmanyRussianbooks。"
  "Russianbooks,indeed?Then,ofcourse,youcanreadandwritequitecorrectly?"
  "Ohdear,yes!"
  "Capital!Andyourhandwriting?"
  "Ah,thereIamREALLYtalented!Imaysaylamarealcaligraphist。Letmewriteyousomething,justtoshowyou,"saidtheprince,withsomeexcitement。
  "Withpleasure!Infact,itisverynecessary。Ilikeyourreadiness,prince;infact,Imustsay——I-I-likeyouverywell,altogether,"saidthegeneral。
  "Whatdelightfulwritingmaterialsyouhavehere,suchalotofpencilsandthings,andwhatbeautifulpaper!It’sacharmingroomaltogether。Iknowthatpicture,it’saSwissview。I’msuretheartistpainteditfromnature,andthatIhaveseentheveryplace——"
  "Quitelikely,thoughIboughtithere。Gania,givetheprincesomepaper。Herearepensandpaper;nowthen,takethistable。
  What’sthis?"thegeneralcontinuedtoGania,whohadthatmomenttakenalargephotographoutofhisportfolio,andshownittohissenior。"Halloa!NastasiaPhilipovna!Didshesendityouherself?Herself?"heinquired,withmuchcuriosityandgreatanimation。
  "Shegaveitmejustnow,whenIcalledintocongratulateher。I
  askedherforitlongago。Idon’tknowwhethershemeantitforahintthatIhadcomeempty-handed,withoutapresentforherbirthday,orwhat,"addedGania,withanunpleasantsmile。