"Weshallbepleasedtoheartheendofthestorywithoutanyonebeinginformedofourinnocentcuriosity。"
Withthesewords,alongbenedictiondeliveredwithmuchunctioninformedmethatmyaudiencewasatanend。
AsIwasleavingHisHoliness’spalace,Iwasaccostedbyanoldabbe,whoaskedmerespectfullyifIwerenottheM。CasanovawhohadescapedfromTheLeads。
"Yes,"saidI,"Iamtheman。"
"Heavenbepraised,worthysir,thatIseeyouagaininsuchgoodestate!"
"ButwhomhaveIthehonourofaddressing?"
"Don’tyourecollectme?IamMomolo,formerlygondolieratVenice。"
"Haveyouenteredholyorders,then?"
"Notatall,buthereeveryonewearsthecassock。Iamthefirstscopatore(sweeper)ofHisHolinessthePope。"
"Icongratulateyouonyourappointment,butyoumustn’tmindmelaughing。"
"Laughasmuchasyoulike。MywifeanddaughterslaughwhenI
putonthecassockandbands,andIlaughmyself,butherethedressgainsonerespect。Comeandseeus。"
"Wheredoyoulive?"
"BehindtheTrinityofMonti;here’smyaddress。"
"Iwillcometo—night。"
Iwenthomedelightedwiththismeeting,anddeterminedtoenjoytheeveningwithmyVenetianboatman。Igotmybrothertocomewithme,andItoldhimhowthePopehadreceivedme。
TheAbbeWinckelmanncameintheafternoonandinformedmethatI
wasfortunateenoughtobehighinfavourwithhiscardinal,andthatthebookIhadsenthimwasveryvaluable;itwasararework,andinmuchbetterconditionthantheVaticancopy。
"Iamcommissionedtopayyouforit。"
"Ihavetoldhiseminencethatitwasapresent。"
"Heneveracceptsbooksaspresents,andhewantsyoursforhisownlibrary;andasheislibrarianoftheVaticanLibraryheisafraidlestpeoplemightsayunpleasantthings。"
"That’sverywell,butIamnotabookseller;andasthisbookonlycostmethetroubleofacceptingit,Iamdeterminedonlytosellitatthesameprice。Prayaskthecardinaltohonourmebyacceptingit。"
"Heissuretosenditbacktoyou。"
"Hecanifhelikes,butIwillsendbackhisfuneraloration,asIamnotgoingtobeunderanobligationtoanyonewhorefusestotakeapresentfromme。"
NextmorningtheeccentriccardinalreturnedmemyPandects,andI
immediatelyreturnedhisfuneraloration,withaletterinwhichI
pronounceditamasterpieceofcomposition,thoughIlaidbarelyglancedoveritinreality。MybrothertoldmeIwaswrong,butI
didnottroublewhathesaid,notcaringtoguidemyselfbyhisrulings。
IntheeveningmybrotherandIwenttothe’scopatoresantissimo’,whowasexpectingme,andhadannouncedmetohisfamilyasaprodigyofaman。Iintroducedmybrother,andproceededtoaclosescrutinyofthefamily。Isawanelderlywoman,fourgirls,ofwhomtheeldestwastwenty—four,twosmallboys,andabovealluniversalugliness。Itwasnotinvitingforamanofvoluptuoustastes,butIwasthere,andthebestthingwastoputagoodfaceonit;soIstayedandenjoyedmyself。Besidesthegeneralugliness,thehouseholdpresentedthepictureofmisery,forthe’scopatoresantissimo’andhisnumerousfamilywereobligedtoliveontwohundredRomancrownsayear,andastherearenoperquisitesattachedtotheofficeofapostolicsweeper,hewascompelledtofurnishallneedsoutofthisslendersum。InspiteofthatMomolowasamostgenerousman。Assoonashesawmeseatedhetoldmeheshouldhavelikedtogivemeagoodsupper,buttherewasonlyporkchopsandapolenta。
"Theyareverynice,"saidI;"butwillyouallowmetosendforhalfadozenflasksofOrvietofrommylodging?"
"Youaremasterhere。"
IwroteanotetoCosta,tellinghimtobringthesixflasksdirectly,withacookedham。Hecameinhalfanhour,andthefourgirlscriedwhentheysawhim,"Whatafinefellow!"IsawCostawasdelightedwiththisreception,andsaidtoMomolo,"IfyoulikehimaswellasyourgirlsIwilllethimstay。"
Costawascharmedwithsuchhonourbeingshewnhim,andafterthankingmewentintothekitchentohelpthemotherwiththepolenta。
Thelargetablewascoveredwithacleancloth,andsoonaftertheybroughtintwohugedishesofpolentaandanenormouspanfullofchops。Wewerejustgoingtobeginwhenaknockingonthestreetdoorwasheard。
"’TisSignoraMariaandhermother,"saidoneoftheboys。
AtthisannouncementIsawthefourgirlspullingawryface。
"Whoaskedthem?"saidone。"Whatdotheywant?"saidanother。
"Whattroublesomepeopletheyare!"saidathird。"Theymighthavestayedathome,"saidthefourth。Butthegood,kindlyfathersaid,"Mychildren,theyarehungry,andtheyshallsharewhatProvidencehasgivenus。"
Iwasdeeplytouchedwiththeworthyman’skindness。IsawthattrueChristiancharityismoreoftentobefoundinthebreastsofthepoorthantherich,whoaresowellprovidedforthattheycannotfeelforthewantsofothers。
WhileIwasmakingthesewholesomereflectionsthetwohungryonescamein。Onewasayoungwomanofamodestandpleasantaspect,andtheotherhermother,whoseemedveryhumbleandasifashamedoftheirpoverty。Thedaughtersalutedthecompanywiththatnaturalgracewhichisagiftofnature,apologizinginsomeconfusionforherpresence,andsayingthatshewouldnothavetakenthelibertytocomeifshehadknowntherewascompany。TheworthyMomolowastheonlyonewhoansweredher,andhesaid,kindly,thatshehaddonequiterighttocome,andputherachairbetweenmybrotherandmyself。Ilookedatherandthoughtheraperfectbeauty。
Thentheeatingbeganandtherewasnomoretalking。Thepolentawasexcellent,thechopsdelicious,andthehamperfect,andinlessthananhourtheboardwasasbareasiftherehadbeennothingonit;buttheOrvietokeptthecompanyingoodspirts。
Theybegantotalkofthelotterywhichwastobedrawnthedayafternext,andallthegirlsmentionedthenumbersonwhichtheyhadriskedafewbajocchi。
"IfIcouldbesureofonenumber,"saidI,"Iwouldstakesomethingonit。"
MariucciatoldmethatifIwantedanumbershecouldgivemeone。
Ilaughedatthisoffer,butinthegravestwayshenamedmethenumber27。
"Isthelotterystillopen?"IaskedtheAbbeMomolo。
"Tillmidnight,"hereplied,"andifyoulikeIwillgoandgetthenumberforyou。"
"Herearefiftycrowns,"saidI,"puttwenty—fivecrownson27—
thisforthesefiveyoungladies;andtheothertwenty—fiveon27
comingoutthefifthnumber,andthisIwillkeepformyself。"
Hewentoutdirectlyandreturnedwiththetwotickets。
Myprettyneighbourthankedmeandsaidshewassureofwinning,butthatshedidnotthinkIshouldsucceedasitwasnotprobablethat27wouldcomeoutfifth。
"Iamsureofit,"Ianswered,"foryouarethefifthyoungladyI
sawinthishouse。"Thismadeeverybodylaugh。Momolo’swifetoldmeIwouldhavedonemuchbetterifIhadgiventhemoneytothepoor,butherhusbandtoldhertobequiet,asshedidnotknowmyintent。Mybrotherlaughed,andtoldmeIhaddoneafoolishthing。"Ido,sometimes,"saidI,"butweshallseehowitturnsout,andwhenoneplaysoneisobligedeithertowinorlose。"
Imanagedtosqueezemyfairneighbour’shand,andshereturnedthepressurewithallherstrength。FromthattimeIknewthatmyfatewithMariucciawassealed。Ileftthematmidnight,beggingtheworthyMomolotoaskmeagainintwodays’time,thatwemightrejoicetogetheroverourgains。OnourwayhomemybrothersaidIhadeitherbecomeasrichasCroesusorhadgonemad。Itoldhimthatbothsuppositionswereincorrect,butthatMariucciawasashandsomeasanangel,andheagreed。
NextdayMengsreturnedtoRome,andIsuppedwithhimandhisfamily。Hehadanexceedinglyuglysister,whoforallthat,wasagoodandtalentedwoman。Shehadfallendeeplyinlovewithmybrother,anditwaseasytoseethattheflamewasnotyetextinguished,butwhenevershespoketohim,whichshedidwhenevershecouldgetanopportunity,helookedanotherway。
Shewasanexquisitepainterofminiatures,andacapitalhandatcatchingalikeness。TothebestofmybeliefsheisstilllivingatRomewithMaroniherhusband。Sheoftenusedtospeakofmybrothertome,andonedayshesaidthathemustbethemostthanklessofmenorhewouldnotdespiseherso。Iwasnotcuriousenoughtoenquirewhatclaimshehadtohisgratitude。
Mengs’swifewasagoodandprettywoman,attentivetoherhouseholddutiesandverysubmissivetoherhusband,thoughshecouldnothavelovedhim,forhewasanythingbutamiable。Hewasobstinateandfierceinhismanner,andwhenhedinedathomehemadeapointofnotleavingthetablebeforehewasdrunk;outofhisownhousehewastemperatetotheextentofnotdrinkinganythingbutwater。Hiswifecarriedherobediencesofarastoserveashismodelforallthenudefigureshepainted。Ispoketoheronedayaboutthisunpleasantobligation,andshesaidthatherconfessorhadchargedhertofulfilit,"for,"saidhe,"ifyourhusbandhasanotherwomanforamodelhewillbesuretoenjoyherbeforepaintingher,andthatsinwouldbelaidtoyourcharge。"
Aftersupper,Winckelmann,whowasasfargoneasalltheothermaleguests,playedwithMengs’schildren。Therewasnothingofthepedantaboutthisphilosopher;helovedchildrenandyoungpeople,andhischeerfuldispositionmadehimdelightinallkindsofenjoyment。
Nextday,asIwasgoingtopaymycourttothePope,IsawMomolointhefirstante—chamber,andItookcaretoremindhimofthepolentafortheevening。
AssoonasthePopesawme,hesaid,——
"TheVenetianambassadorhasinformedusthatifyouwishtoreturntoyournativeland,youmustgoandpresentyourselfbeforethesecretaryoftheTribunal。"
"MostHolyFather,Iamquitereadytotakethisstep,ifYourHolinesswillgrantmealetterofcommendationwrittenwithyourownhand。WithoutthispowerfulprotectionIshouldneverdreamofexposingmyselftotheriskofbeingagainshutupinaplacefromwhichIescapedbyamiracleandthehelpoftheAlmighty。"
"Youaregailydressed;youdonotlookasifyouweregoingtochurch。"
"True,mostHolyFather,butneitheramIgoingtoaball。"
"Wehaveheardallaboutthepresentsbeingsentback。Confessthatyoudidsotogratifyyourpride。"
"Yes,butalsotolowerapridegreaterthanmine。"
ThpPopesmiledatthisreply,andIkneltdownandbeggedhimtopermitmetopresentthevolumeofPandectstotheVaticanLibrary。Bywayofreplyhegavemehisblessing,whichsignifies,inpapallanguage,"Rise;yourrequestisgranted。"
"Wewillsendyou,"saidhe,"amarkofoursingularaffectionforyouwithoutyourhavingtopayanyfees。"
Asecondblessingbidmebegone。Ihaveoftenfeltwhatagoodthingitwouldbeifthiskindofdismissalcouldbeemployedingeneralsocietytosendawayimportunatepetitioners,towhomonedoesnotdaresay,"Begone。"
IwasextremelycurioustoknowwhatthePopehadmeantby"amarkofoursingularaffection。"Iwasafraidthatitwouldbeablessedrosary,withwhichIshouldnothaveknownwhattodo。
WhenIgothomeIsentthebookbyCostatotheVatican,andthenIwenttodinewithMengs。Whilewewereeatingthesoupthewinningnumbersfromthelotterywerebroughtin。Mybrotherglancedatthemandlookedatmewithastonishment。Iwasnotthinkingofthesubjectatthatmoment,andhisgazesurprisedme。
"Twenty—seven,"hecried,"cameoutfifth。"
"Allthebetter,"saidI,"weshallhavesomeamusementoutofit。"
ItoldthestorytoMengs,whosaid,——
"It’saluckyfollyforyouthistime;butitalwaysisafolly。"
Hewasquiteright,andItoldhimthatIagreedwithhim;butI
addedthattomakeaworthyuseofthefifteenhundredromancrownswhichfortunehadgivenme,IshouldgoandspendfifteendaysatNaples。
"Iwillcometoo,"saidtheAbbeAlfani。"Iwillpassforyoursecretary。"
"Withallmyheart,"Ianswered,"Ishallkeepyoutoyourword。"
IaskedWinckelmanntocomeandeatpolentawiththescopatoresantissimo,andtoldmybrothertoshewhimtheway;andIthencalledontheMarquisBelloni,mybanker,tolookintomyaccounts,andtogetaletterofcreditonthefirmatNaples,whowerehisagents。Istillhadtwohundredthousandfrancs:Ihadjewelleryworththirtythousandfrancs,andfiftythousandflorinsatAmsterdam。
IgottoMomolo’sintheduskoftheevening,andIfoundWinckelmannandmybrotheralreadythere;butinsteadofmirthreigningroundtheboardIsawsadfacesonallsides。
"What’sthematterwiththegirls?"IaskedMomolo。
"Theyarevexedthatyoudidnotstakefortheminthesamewayasyoudidforyourself。"
"Peopleareneversatisfied。IfIhadstakedforthemasIdidformyself,andthenumberhadcomeoutfirstinsteadoffifth,,theywouldhavegotnothing,andtheywouldhavebeenvexedthen。
Twodaysagotheyhadnothing,andnowthattheyhavetwenty—sevenpoundsapiecetheyoughttobecontented。"
"That’sjustwhatItelltheir,butallwomenarethesame。"
"Andmentoo,dearcountryman,unlesstheyarephilosophers。Golddoesnotspellhappiness,andmirthcanonlybefoundinheartsdevoidofcare。Letussaynomoreaboutit,butbehappy。"
Costaplacedabasketcontainingtenpacketsofsweets,uponthetable。
"Iwilldistributethem,"saidI,"wheneverybodyishere。"
Onthis,Momolo’sseconddaughtertoldmethatMariucciaandhermotherwerenotcoming,butthattheywouldsendthemthesweets。
"Whyaretheynotcoming?"
"Theyhadaquarrelyesterday,"saidthefather,"andMariuccia,whowasintheright,wentawaysayingthatshewouldnevercomehereagain。"
"Youungratefulgirls!"saidI,tomyhost’sdaughters,"don’tyouknowthatitistoherthatyouoweyourwinnings,forshegavemethenumbertwenty—seven,whichIshouldneverhavethoughtof。
Quick!thinkofsomewaytomakehercome,orIwillgoawayandtakeallthesweetswithme。"
"Youarequiteright,"saidMomolo。
Themortifiedgirlslookedatoneanotherandbeggedtheirfathertofetchher。
"Ira,"saidhe,"thatwon’tdo;youmadehersaythatshewouldnevercomehereagain,andyoumustmakeupthequarrel。"
Theyheldashortconsultation,andthen,askingCostatogowiththem,theywenttofetchher。
Inhalfanhourtheyreturnedintriumph,andCostawasquiteproudoftheparthehadtakeninthereconciliation。Ithendistributedthesweets,takingcaretogivethetwobestpacketstothefairMary。
Anoblepolentawasplacedupontheboard,flankedbytwolargedishesofporkchops。ButMomolo,whoknewmytastes,andwhomI
hadmaderichinthepersonofhisdaughters,addedtothefeastsomedelicatedishesandsomeexcellentwine。Mariucciawassimplydressed,buthereleganceandbeautyandthemodestyofherdemeanourcompletelyseducedme。
Wecouldonlyexpressourmutualflamesbysqueezingeachother’shands;andshedidthissofeelinglythatIcouldnotdoubtherlove。AsweweregoingoutItookcaretogodownstairsbesideherandaskedifIcouldnotmeetherbyherself,towhichsherepliedbymakinganappointmentwithmefarthenextdayateighto’clockattheTrinityofMonti。
Mariucciawastall:andshapely,aperfectpicture,asfairasawhiterose,andcalculatedtoinspirevoluptuousdesires。Shehadbeautifullightbrownhair,darkblueeyes,andexquisitelyarchedeyelids。Hermouth,thevermilionofherlips,andherivoryteethwereallperfect。Herwell—shapedforeheadgaveheranairapproachingthemajestic。Kindnessandgaietysparkledinhereyes;whileherplumpwhitehands,herroundedfinger—tips,herpinknails,herbreast,whichthecorsetseemedscarcelyabletorestrain,herdaintyfeet,andherprominenthips,madeherworthyofthechiselofPraxiteles。Shewasjustonhereighteenthyear,andsofarhadescapedtheconnoisseurs。ByaluckychanceIcameacrossherinapoorandwretchedstreet,andIwasfortunateenoughtoinsureherhappiness。
ItmayeasilybebelievedthatIdidnotfailtokeeptheappointment,andwhenshewassureIhadseenhershewentoutofthechurch。Ifollowedherataconsiderabledistance:sheenteredaruinedbuilding,andIafterher。Sheclimbedaflightofstepswhichseemedtobebuiltinair,andwhenshehadreachedthetopsheturned。
"Noonewillcomeandlookformehere,"saidshe,"sowecantalkfreelytogether。"
Isatbesideheronastone,andIthendeclaredmypassionateloveforher。
"Tellme,"Iadded,"whatIcandotomakeyouhappy;forIwishtopossessyou,butfirsttoshewmydeserts。"
"Makemehappy,andIwillyieldtoyourdesires,forIloveyou。"
"TellmewhatIcando。"
"Youcandrawmeoutofthepovertyandmiserywhichoverwhelmme。
Ilivewithmymother,whoisagoodwoman,butdevouttothepointofsuperstition;shewilldamnmysoulinhereffortstosaveit。Shefindsfaultwithmykeepingmyselfclean,becauseIhavetotouchmyselfwhenIwash,andthatmightgiverisetoevildesires。
Ifyouhadgivenmethemoneyyoumademewininthelotteryasasimplealmsshewouldhavemademerefuseit,becauseyoumighthavehadintentions。Sheallowsmetogobymyselftomassbecauseourconfessortoldhershemightdoso;butIdarenotstayawayaminutebeyondthetime,exceptonfeastdays,whenI
amallowedtoprayinthechurchfortwoorthreehours。Wecanonlymeethere,butifyouwishtosoftenmylotinlifeyoucandosoasfollows:
"Afineyoungman,whoisahairdresser,andbearsanexcellentcharacter,sawmeatMomolo’safortnightago,andmetmeatthechurchdoornextdayandgavemealetter。Hedeclaredhimselfmylover,andsaidthatifIcouldbringhimadowryoffourhundredcrowns,hecouldopenashop,furnishit,andmarryme。
"’Iampoor,’Ianswered,’andIhaveonlyahundredcrownsincharitytickets,whichmyconfessorkeepsforme。’NowIhavetwohundredcrowns,forifImarry,mymotherwillwillinglygivemehershareofthemoneyyoumadeusgain。Youcanthereforemakemehappybygettingmeticketstotheamountoftwohundredcrownsmore。Taketheticketstomyconfessor,whoisaverygoodmanandfondofme;hewillnotsayanythingtomymotheraboutit。"
"Ineedn’tgoaboutseekingforcharitytickets,myangel。Iwilltaketwohundredpiastrestoyourconfessorto—morrow,andyoumustmanagetherestyourself。Tellmehisname,andto—morrowI
willtellyouwhatIhavedone,butnothere,asthewindandthecoldwouldbethedeathofme。Youcanleavemetofindoutaroomwhereweshallbeatourease,andwithoutanydangerofpeople。suspectingthatwehavespentanhourtogether。Iwillmeetyouatthechurchto—morrowatthesamehourandwhenyouseemefollowme。"
Mariucciatoldmeherconfessor’sname,andallowedmeallthe。
caressespossibleinouruncomfortableposition。Thekissesshegavemeinreturnformineleftnodoubtinmymind,astoherloveforme。Asnineo’clockstruckIlefther,perishingwithcold,butburningwithdesire;myonlythoughtbeingwheretofindaroominwhichImightpossessmyselfofthetreasurethenextday。
Onleavingtheruinedpalace,insteadofreturningtothePiazzadiSpagnaIturnedtotheleftandpassedalonganarrowanddirtystreetonlyinhabitedbypeopleofthelowestsort。AsIslowlywalkedalong,awomancameoutofherhouseandaskedmepolitelyifIwerelookingforanybody。
"Iamlookingforaroomtolet。"
"Therearenonehere,sir,but,youwillfindahundredinthesquare。"
"Iknowit,butIwanttheroomtobehere,notforthesakeoftheexpense,butthatImaybesureofbeingabletospendanhourorsoofamorningwithapersoninwhomIaminterested。Iamreadytopayanything。"
"Iunderstandwhatyoumean,andyoushouldhavearoominmyhouseifIhadonetospare,butaneighbourofminehasoneonthegroundfloor,andifyouwillwaitamomentIwillgoandspeaktoher。"
"Youwillobligemeverymuch。"
"Kindlystepinhere。"
Ienteredapoorroom,whereallseemedwretchedness,andIsawtwochildrendoingtheirlessons。Soonafter,thegoodwomancamebackandaskedmetofollowher。Itookseveralpiecesofmoneyfrommypocket,andputthemdownontheonlytablewhichthispoorplacecontained。Imusthaveseemedverygenerous,forthepoormothercameandkissedmyhandwiththeutmostgratitude。Sopleasantisittodogood,thatnowwhenIhavenothinglefttheremembranceofthehappinessIhavegiventoothersatsmallcostisalmosttheonlypleasureIenjoy。
Iwenttoaneighbouringhousewhereawomanreceivedmeinanemptyroom,whichshetoldmeshewouldletcheaplyifIwouldpaythreemonthsinadvance,andbringinmyownfurniture。
"Whatdoyouaskforthethreemonths’rent?"
"ThreeRomancrowns。"
"IfyouwillseetothefurnishingoftheroomthisverydayI
willgiveyoutwelvecrowns。"
"Twelvecrowns!Whatfurnituredoyouwant?"
"Agoodcleanbed,asmalltablecoveredwithacleancloth,fourgoodchairs,andalargebrazierwithplentyoffireinit,forI
amnearlyperishingofcoldhere。Ishallonlycomeoccasionallyinthemorning,andIshallleavebynoonatthelatest。"
"Comeatthreeo’clock,then,to—day,andyouwillfindeverythingtoyoursatisfaction。"
>FromthereIwenttotheconfessor。HewasaFrenchmonk,aboutsixty,afineandbenevolent—lookingman,whowonone’srespectandconfidence。
"Reverendfather,"Ibegan,"IsawatthehouseofAbbeMomolo,’scoptoresantissimo’,ayounggirlnamedMary,whoseconfessoryouare。Ifellinlovewithher,andofferedhermoneytotryandseduceher。SherepliedthatinsteadoftryingtoleadherintosinIwoulddobettertogethersomecharityticketsthatshemightbeabletomarryayoungmanwholovedher,andwouldmakeherhappy。Iwastouchedbywhatshesaid,butmypassionstillremained。Ispoketoheragain,andsaidthatIwouldgivehertwohundredcrownsfornothing,andthathermothershouldkeepthem。
"’Thatwouldbemyruin,’saidshe;’mymotherwouldthinkthemoneywasthepriceofsin,andwouldnotacceptit。Ifyouarereallygoingtobesogenerous,takethemoneytomyconfessor,andaskhimtodowhathecanformymarriage。’"
"Here,then,reverendfather,isthesumofmoneyforthegoodgirl;bekindenoughtotakechargeofit,andIwilltroublehernomore。IamgoingtoNaplesthedayafterto—morrow,andIhopewhenIcomebackshewillbemarried。"
Thegoodconfessortookthehundredsequinsandgavemeareceipt,tellingmethatininterestingmyselfonbehalfofMariucciaIwasmakinghappyamostpureandinnocentdove,whomhehadconfessedsinceshewasfiveyearsold,andthathehadoftentoldherthatshemightcommunicatewithoutmakingherconfessionbecauseheknewshewasincapableofmortalsin。
"Hermother,"headded,"isasaintedwoman,andassoonasIhaveenquiredintothecharacterofthefuturehusbandIwillsoonbringthemarriageabout。Nooneshalleverknowfromwhomthisgenerousgiftcomes。"
AfterputtingthismatterinorderIdinedwiththeChevalierMengs,andIwillinglyconsentedtogowiththewholefamilytotheAlibertiTheatrethatevening。Ididnotforget,however,togoandinspecttheroomIhadtaken。Ifoundallmyordersexecuted,andIgavetwelvecrownstothelandladyandtookthekey,tellinghertolightthefireatseveneverymorning。
SoimpatientdidIfeelforthenextdaytocomethatIthoughttheoperadetestable,andthenightformewasasleeplessone。
NextmorningIwenttothechurchbeforethetime,andwhenMariucciacame,feelingsurethatshehadseenme,Iwentout。
Shefollowedmeatadistance,andwhenIgottothedoorofthelodgingIturnedforhertobesurethatitwasI,andthenwentinandfoundtheroomwellwarmed。SoonafterMariucciacamein,lookingtimid,confused,andasifsheweredoubtfulofthepathshewastreading。Iclaspedhertomyarms,andreassuredherbymytenderembraces;andhercouragerosewhenIshewedhertheconfessor’sreceipt,andtoldherthattheworthymanhadpromisedtocareforhermarriage。Shekissedmyhandinatransportofdelight,assuringmethatshewouldneverforgetmykindness。
Then,asIurgedhertomakemeahappyman,shesaid,——
"Wehavethreehoursbeforeus,asItoldmymotherIwasgoingtogivethankstoGodforhavingmademeawinnerinthelottery。"
Thisreassuredme,andItookmytime,undressingherbydegrees,andunveilinghercharmsonebyone,tomydelight,withouttheslightestattemptatresistanceonherpart。Allthetimeshekepthereyesfixedonmine,asiftosoothehermodesty;butwhenIbeheldandfeltallhercharmsIwasinanecstasy。Whatabody;whatbeauties!Nowherewastheretheslightestimperfection。ShewaslikeVenusrisingfromthefoamofthesea。
Icarriedhergentlytothebed,andwhileshestrovetohideheralabasterbreastsandthesofthairwhichmarkedtheentrancetothesanctuary,Iundressedinhaste,andconsummatedthesweetestofsacrifices,withouttherebeingtheslightestdoubtinmymindofthepurityofthevictim。Inthefirstsacrificenodoubttheyoungpriestessfeltsomepain,butsheassuredmeoutofdelicacythatshehadnotbeenhurt,andatthesecondassaultsheshewedthatshesharedmyflames。Iwasgoingtoimmolatethevictimforthethirdtimewhentheclockstruckten。Shebegantoberestless,andhurriedlyputonourclothes。IhadtogotoNaples,butIassuredherthatthedesireofembracingheroncemorebeforehermarriagewouldhastenmyreturntoRome。I
promisedtotakeanotherhundredcrownstoherconfessor,advisinghertospendthemoneyshehadwoninthelotteryonhertrousseau。
"IshallbeatMonolo’sto—night,dearest,andyoumustcome,too;
butwemustappearindifferenttoeachother,thoughourheartsbefullofjoy,lestthosemaliciousgirlssuspectourmutualunderstanding。"
"Itisallthemorenecessarytobecautious,"shereplied,"asI
havenoticedthattheysuspectthatweloveeachother。"
BeforewepartedshethankedmeforwhatIhaddoneforher,andbeggedmetobelievethat,herpovertynotwithstanding,shehadgivenherselfforlovealone。
Iwasthelasttoleavethehouse,andItoldmylandladythatI
shouldbeawayfortenortwelvedays。IthenwenttotheconfessortogivehimthehundredcrownsIhadpromisedmymistress。WhenthegoodoldFrenchmanheardthatIhadmadethisfreshsacrificethatMariucciamightbeabletospendherlotterywinningsonherclothes,hetoldmethathewouldcallonthemotherthatverydayandurgehertoconsenttoherdaughter’smarriage,andalsolearnwheretheyoungmanlived。OnmyreturnfromNaplesIheardthathehadfaithfullycarriedouthispromise。
IwassittingattablewithMengswhenachamberlainoftheHolyFathercalled。WhenhecameinheaskedM。MengsifIlivedthere,andonthatgentlemanpointingmeout,hegaveme,fromhisholymaster,theCrossoftheOrderoftheGoldenSpurwiththediploma,andapatentunderthepontificalseal,which,inmyqualityasdoctoroflaws,mademeaprothonotary—apostolic’extraurbem’。
IfeltthatIhadbeenhighlyhonoured,andtoldthebearerthatI
wouldgoandthankmynewsovereignandaskhisblessingthenextday。TheChevalierMengsembracedmeasabrother,butIhadtheadvantageoverhiminnotbeingobligedtopayanything,whereasthegreatartisthadtodisbursetwenty—fiveRomancrownstohavehisdiplomamadeout。ThereisasayingatRome,’Sineefusionesanguinisnonfitremissio’,whichmaybeinterpreted,Nothingwithoutmoney;andasamatteroffact,onecandoanythingwithmoneyintheHolyCity。
FeelinghighlyflatteredatthefavourtheHolyFatherhadshewnme,Iputonthecrosswhichdependedfromabroadredribbon—redbeingthecolourwornbytheKnightsofSt。JohnoftheLateran,thecompanionsofthepalace,’comitespalatini’,orcount—
palatins。AboutthesametimepoorCahusac,authoroftheoperaofZoroaster,wentmadforjoyonthereceiptofthesameorder。
Iwasnotsobadasthat,butIconfess,tomyshame,thatIwassoproudofmydecorationthatIaskedWinckelmannwhetherI
shouldbeallowedtohavethecrosssetwithdiamondsandrubies。
HesaidIcouldifIliked,andifIwantedsuchacrosshecouldgetmeonecheap。Iwasdelighted,andboughtittomakeashowatNaples,butIhadnotthefacetowearitinRome。WhenIwenttothankthePopeIworethecrossinmybutton—holeoutofmodesty。FiveyearsafterwardswhenIwasatWarsaw,Czartoryski,aRussianprince—palatine,mademeleaveitoffbysaying,——
"Whatareyoudoingwiththatwretchedbauble?It’sadruginthemarket,andnoonebutanimpostorwouldwearitnow。"
ThePopesknewthisquitewell,buttheycontinuedtogivethecrosstoambassadorswhiletheyalsogaveittotheir’valetsdechambre’。OnehastowinkatagoodmanythingsinRome。
IntheeveningMomologavemeasupperbywayofcelebratingmynewdignity。Irecoupedhimfortheexpensebyholdingabankatfaro,atwhichIwasdexterousenoughtolosefortycrownstothefamily,withouthavingtheslightestpartialitytoMariucciawhowonliketherest。Shefoundtheopportunitytotellmethatherconfessorhadcalledonher,thatshehadtoldhimwhereherfuturehusbandlived,andthattheworthymonkhadobtainedhermother’sconsenttothehundredcrownsbeingspentonhertrousseau。
InoticedthatMomolo’sseconddaughterhadtakenafancytoCosta,andItoldMomolothatIwasgoingtoNaples,butthatI
wouldleavemymaninRome,andthatifIfoundamarriagehadbeenarrangedonmyreturnIwouldgladlypaytheexpensesofthewedding。
Costalikedthegirl,buthedidnotmarryherthenforfearofmyclaimingthefirst—fruits。Hewasafoolofapeculiarkind,thoughfoolsofallsortsarecommonenough。Hemarriedherayearlaterafterrobbingme,butIshallspeakofthatagain。
Nextday,afterIhadbreakfastedanddulyembracedmybrother,I
setoutinanicecarriagewiththeAbbeAlfani,LeDucprecedingmeonhorseback,andIreachedNaplesatatimewheneverybodywasinastateofexcitementbecauseaneruptionofVesuviusseemedimminent。Atthelaststagetheinn—keepermademereadthewillofhisfatherwhohaddiedduringtheeruptionof1754。Hesaidthatintheyear1761GodwouldoverwhelmthesinfultownofNaples,andtheworthyhostconsequentlyadvisedmetoreturntoRome。Alfanitookthethingseriously,andsaidthatweshoulddowelltobewarnedbysoevidentanindicationofthewillofGod。
Theeventwaspredicted,thereforeithadtohappen。Thusagoodmanypeoplereason,butasIwasnotofthenumberIproceededonmyway。
CHAPTERIX
MyShortButHappyStayatNaples——TheDukedeMataloneMyDaughter——DonnaLucrezia——MyDepartureIshallnot,dearreader,attempttheimpossible,howevermuchI
shouldliketodescribethejoy,thehappiness,Imaysaytheecstasy,whichIexperiencedinreturningtoNaples,ofwhichI
hadsuchpleasantmemories,andwhere,eighteenyearsago,IhadmademyfirstfortuneinreturningfromMataro。AsIhadcomethereforthesecondtimetokeepapromiseIhadmadetotheDukedeMatalonetocomeandseehimatNaples,Ioughttohavevisitedthisnoblemanatonce;butforeseeingthatfromthetimeIdidsoIshouldhavelittlelibertyleftme,Ibeganbyenquiringafterallmyoldfriends。
IwalkedoutearlyinthemorningandcalledonBelloni’sagent。
Hecashedmyletterofcreditandgavemeasmanybank—notesasI
liked,promisingthatnobodyshouldknowthatwedidbusinesstogether。FromthebankersIwenttoseeAntonioCasanova,buttheytoldmehelivednearSalerno,onanestatehehadboughtwhichgavehimthetitleofmarquis。Iwasvexed,butIhadnorighttoexpecttofindNaplesinthestatuquoIleftit。Polowasdead,andhissonlivedatSt。Luciawithhiswifeandchildren;hewasaboywhenIsawhimlast,andthoughIshouldhavemuchlikedtoseehimagainIhadnotimetodoso。
ItmaybeimaginedthatIdidnotforgettheadvocate,Castelli,husbandofmydearLucrezia,whomIhadlovedsowellatRomeandTivoli。Ilongedtoseeherfaceoncemore,andIthoughtofthejoywithwhichweshouldrecalloldtimesthatIcouldneverforget。ButCastellihadbeendeadforsomeyears,andhiswidowlivedatadistanceoftwentymilesfromNaples。IresolvednottoreturntoRomewithoutembracingher。AstoLelioCaraffa,hewasstillaliveandresidingattheMatalonePalace。
Ireturned,feelingtiredwithmyresearches,dressedwithcare,anddrovetotheMatalonePalace,wheretheytoldmethatthedukewasattable。Ididnotcareforthatbuthadmynamesentin,andthedukecameoutanddidmethehonourofembracingmeandthouingme,andthenpresentedmetohiswife,adaughteroftheDukedeBovino,andtothenumerouscompanyattable。ItoldhimIhadonlycometoNaplesinfulfillmentofthepromiseIhadmadehimatParis。
"Then,"saidhe,"youmuststaywithme;"and,withoutwaitingformyanswer,orderedmyluggagetobebroughtfromtheinn,andmycarriagetobeplacedinhiscoach—house。Iacceptedhisinvitation。
Oneoftheguests,afine—lookingman,onhearingmynameannounced,saidgaily,——
"Ifyoubearmyname,youmustbeoneofmyfather’sbastards。"
"No,"saidI,directly,"oneofyourmother’s。"
Thisreparteemadeeverybodylaugh,andthegentlemanwhohadaddressedmecameandembracedme,notintheleastoffended。Thejokewasexplainedtome。HisnamewasCasalnovo,notCasanova,andhewasdukeandlordofthefiefofthatname。
"Didyouknow,"saidtheDukedeMatalone,"thatIhadason?"
"Iwastoldso,butdidnotbelieveit,butnowImustdopenanceformyincredulity,forIseebeforemeanangelcapableofworkingthismiracle。"
Theduchessblushed,butdidnotrewardmycomplimentwithsomuchasaglance;butallthecompanyapplaudedwhatIhadsaid,asitwasnotoriousthatthedukehadbeenimpotentbeforehismarriage。
Thedukesentforhisson,Iadmiredhim,andtoldthefatherthatthelikenesswasperfect。Amerrymonk,whosatattherighthandoftheduchess,said,moretruthfully,thattherewasnolikenessatall。Hehadscarcelyutteredthewordswhentheduchesscoollygavehimaboxontheear,whichthemonkreceivedwiththebestgraceimaginable。
Italkedawaytothebestofmyability,andinhalfanhour’stimeIhadwoneverybody’sgoodgraces,withtheexceptionoftheduchess,whoremainedinflexible。Itriedtomakehertalkfortwodayswithoutsuccess;soasIdidnotcaremuchaboutherI
lefthertoherpride。
AsthedukewastakingmetomyroomhenoticedmySpaniard,andaskedwheremysecretarywas,andwhenhesawthatitwastheAbbeAlfani,whohadtakenthetitlesoastoescapethenoticeoftheNeapolitans,hesaid,——
"Theabbeisverywise,forhehasdeceivedsomanypeoplewithhisfalseantiquesthathemighthavegotintotrouble。"
Hetookmetohisstableswherehehadsomesuperbhorses,Arabs,English,andAndalusians;andthentohisgallery,averyfineone;tohislargeandchoicelibrary;andatlasttohisstudy,wherehehadafinecollectionofprohibitedbooks。
Iwasreadingtitlesandturningoverleaves,whenthedukesaid,——
"PromisetokeepthemostabsolutesecrecyonwhatIamgoingtoshewyou。"
Ipromised,withoutmakinganydifficulty,butIexpectedasurpriseofsomesort。HethenshewedmeasatirewhichIcouldnotunderstand,butwhichwasmeanttoturnthewholeCourtintoridicule。Neverwasthereasecretsoeasilykept。
"YoumustcometotheSt。CharlesTheatre,"saidhe,"andIwillpresentyoutothehandsomestladiesinNaples,andafterwardsyoucangowhenyoulike,asmyboxisalwaysopentomyfriends。I
willalsointroduceyoutomymistress,andshe,Iamsure,willalwaysbegladtoseeyou。"
"What!youhaveamistress,haveyou?"
"Yes,butonlyforform’ssake,asIamveryfondofmywife。Allthesame,Iamsupposedtobedeeplyinlovewithher,andevenjealous,asIneverintroduceanyonetoher,anddonotallowhertoreceiveanyvisitors。"
"Butdoesnotyouryoungandhandsomeduchessobjecttoyourkeepingamistress?"
"Mywifecouldnotpossiblybejealous,assheknowsthatIamimpotent——except,ofcourse,withher。"
"Isee,butitsemsstrange;canonebesaidtohaveamistresswhomonedoesnotlove?"
"IdidnotsayIlovedhernot;onthecontrary,Iamveryfondofher;shehasakeenandpleasantwit,butsheinterestsmyheadratherthanmyheart。"
"Isee;butIsupposesheisugly?"
"Ugly?Youshallseeherto—night,andyoucantellmewhatyouthinkofherafterwards。Sheisahandsomeandwell—educatedgirlofseventeen。"
"CanshespeakFrench?"
"AswellasaFrenchwoman。"
"Iamlongingtoseeher。"
WhenwegottothetheatreIwasintroducedtoseveralladies,butnoneofthempleasedme。Theking,amereboy,satinhisboxinthemiddleofthetheatre,surroundedbyhiscourtiers,richlybuttastefullydressed。Thepitwasfullandtheboxesalso。Thelatterwereornamentedwithmirrors,andonthatoccasionwereallilluminatedforsomereasonorother。Itwasamagnificentscene,butallthisglitterandlightputthestageintothebackground。
Afterwehadgazedforsometimeatthescene,whichisalmostpeculiartoNaples,theduketookmetohisprivateboxandintroducedmetohisfriends,whoconsistedofallthewitsinthetown。
Ihaveoftenlaughedonhearingphilosophersdeclarethattheintelligenceofanationisnotsomuchtheresultoftheclimateasofeducation。SuchsagesshouldbesenttoNaplesandthentoSt。Petersburg,andbetoldtoreflect,orsimplytolookbeforethem。IfthegreatBoerhaavehadlivedatNapleshewouldhavelearntmoreaboutthenatureofsulphurbyobservingitseffectsonvegetables,andstillmoreonanimals。InNaples,andNaplesalone,water,andnothingbutwater,willcurediseaseswhicharefatalelsewhere,despitethedoctors’efforts。
Theduke,whohadleftmetothewitsforashorttime,returnedandtookmetotheboxofhismistress,whowasaccompaniedbyanoldladyofrespectableappearance。Ashewentinhesaid,"’Leonildamia,tipresentoilcavalierDonGiacomoCasanova,Veneziano,amicomio’。"
Shereceivedmekindlyandmodestly,andstoppedlisteningtothemusictotalktome。
Whenawomanispretty,onerecognizeshercharmsinstantaneously;
ifonehastoexamineherclosely,herbeautyisdoubtful。
Leonildawasstrikinglybeautiful。Ismiledandlookedattheduke,whohadtoldmethathelovedherlikeadaughter,andthatheonlykeptherforform’ssake。Heunderstoodtheglance,andsaid,——
"Youmaybelieveme。"
"It’scredible,"Ireplied。
Leonildanodoubtunderstoodwhatwemeant,andsaid,withashysmile,——
"Whateverispossibleiscredible。"
"Quiteso,"saidI,"butonemaybelieve,ornotbelieve,accordingtothevariousdegreesofpossibility。"
"Ithinkit’seasiertobelievethantodisbelieve。YoucametoNaplesyesterday;that’strueandyetincredible。"
"Whyincredible?"
"WouldanymansupposethatastrangerwouldcometoNaplesatatimewhentheinhabitantsarewishingthemselvesaway?"
"Indeed,Ihavefeltafraidtillthismoment,butnowIfeelquiteatmyease,since,youbeinghere,St。JanuariuswillsurelyprotectNaples。"
"Why?"
"BecauseIamsurehelovesyou;butyouarelaughingatme。"
"Itissuchafunnyidea。IamafraidthatifIhadaloverlikeSt。JanuariusIshouldnotgranthimmanyfavours。"
"Isheveryugly,then?"
"Ifhisportraitisagoodlikeness,youcanseeforyourselfbyexamininghisstatue。"
Gaietyleadstofreedom,andfreedomtofriendship。Mentalgracesaresuperiortobodilycharms。
Leonilda’sfranknessinspiredmyconfidence,andIledtheconversationtolove,onwhichshetalkedlikeapastmistress。
"Love,"saidshe,"unlessitleadstothepossessionofthebelovedobject,isameretorment;ifboundsareplacedtopassion,lovemustdie。"
"Youareright;andtheenjoymentofabeautifulobjectisnotatruepleasureunlessitbeprecededbylove。"
"Nodoubtifloveprecedesitaccompanies,butIdonotthinkitnecessarilyfollows,enjoyment。"
"True,itoftenmakeslovetocease。"
"Sheisaselfishdaughter,then,tokillherfather;andifafterenjoymentlovestillcontinueintheheartofone,itisworsethanmurder,forthepartyinwhichlovestillsurvivesmustneedsbewretched。"
"Youareright;andfromyourstrictlylogicalargumentsI
conjecturethatyouwouldhavethesenseskeptinsubjection:thatistoohard!"
"IwouldhavenothingtodowiththatPlatonicaffectiondevoidoflove,butIleaveyoutoguesswhatmymaximwouldbe。"
"Toloveandenjoy;toenjoyandlove。Turnandturnabout。"
"Youhavehitthemark。"
WiththisLeonildaburstoutlaughing,andthedukekissedherhand。Hergoverness,notunderstandingFrench,wasattendingtotheopera,butIwasinflames。
Leonildawasonlyseventeen,andwasasprettyagirlastheheartcoulddesire。
ThedukerepeatedalivelyepigramofLafontaine’son"Enjoyment,"
whichisonlyfoundinthefirsteditionofhisworks。Itbeginsasfollows:——
"LajouissanceetlesdesirsSontcequel’hommeadeplusrare;
MaiscenesonspasvraisplaisirsDeslemomentqu’onlessepare。"
IhavetranslatedthisepigramintoItalianandLatin;inthelatterlanguageIwasalmostabletorenderLafontainelineforline;butIhadtousetwentylinesofItaliantotranslatethefirsttenlinesoftheFrench。Ofcoursethisarguesnothingastothesuperiorityoftheonelanguageovertheother。
InthebestsocietyatNaplesoneaddressesanewcomerinthesecondpersonsingularasapeculiarmarkofdistinction。Thisputsbothpartiesattheireasewithoutdiminishingtheirmutualrespectforoneanother。
Leonildahadalreadyturnedmyfirstfeelingofadmirationintosomethingmuchwarmer,andtheopera,whichlastedforfivehours,seemedoverinamoment。
Afterthetwoladieshadgonethedukesaid,"Nowwemustpart,unlessyouarefondofgamesofchance。"
"Idon’tobjecttothemwhenIamtoplaywithgoodhands。"
"Thenfollowme;tenortwelveofmyfriendswillplayfaro,andthensitdowntoacoldcollation,butIwarnyouitisasecret,asgamingisforbidden。Iwillanswerforyoukeepingyourowncounsel,however。"
"Youmaydoso。"
HetookmetotheDukedeMonteLeone’s。Wewentuptothethirdfloor,passedthroughadozenrooms,andatlastreachedthegamester’schamber。Apolite—lookingbanker,withabankofaboutfourhundredsequins,hadthecardsinhishands。Thedukeintroducedmeashisfriend,andmademesitbesidehim。Iwasgoingtodrawoutmypurse,butIwastoldthatdebtswerenotpaidfortwenty—fourhoursaftertheyweredue。Thebankergavemeapackofcards,withalittlebasketcontainingathousandcounters。ItoldthecompanythatIshouldconsidereachcounterasaNaplesducat。Inlessthantwohoursmybasketwasempty。I
stoppedplayingandproceededtoenjoymysupper。ItwasarrangedintheNeapolitanstyle,andconsistedofanenormousdishofmacaroniandtenortwelvedifferentkindsofshellfishwhichareplentifulontheNeapolitancoasts。WhenweleftItookcarenottogivetheduke。timetocondolewithmeonmyloss,butbegantotalktohimabouthisdeliciousLeonilda。
EarlynextdayhesentapagetomyroomtotellmethatifI
wantedtocomewithhimandkisstheking’shandImustputonmygaladress。Iputonasuitofrose—colouredvelvet,withgoldspangles,andIhadthegreathonourofkissingasmallhand,coveredwithchilblains,belongingtoaboyofnine。ThePrincedeSt。Nicanderbroughtuptheyoungkingtothebestofhisability,buthewasnaturallyakindly,just,andgenerousmonarch;ifhehadhadmoredignityhewouldhavebeenanidealking;buthewastoounceremonious,andthat,Ithink,isadefectinonedestinedtoruleothers。
Ihadthehonourofsittingnexttheduchessatdinner,andshedeignedtosaythatshehadneverseenafinerdress。"That’smyway,"Isaid,"ofdistractingattentionfrommyfaceandfigure。"
Shesmiled,andherpolitenesstomeduringmystaywerealmostlimitedtothesefewwords。
Whenweleftthetabletheduketookmetotheapartmentoccupiedbyhisuncle,DonLelio,whorecognizedmedirectly。Ikissedthevenerableoldman’shand,andbeggedhimtopardonmeforthefreaksofmyyouth。"It’seighteenyearsago,"saidhe,"sinceI
choseM。Casanovaasthecompanionofyourstudies"IdelightedhimbygivinghimabriefaccountofmyadventuresinRomewithCardinalAcquaviva。Aswewentout,hebeggedmetocomeandseehimoften。
Towardstheeveningthedukesaid,——
"IfyougototheOperaBuffayouwillpleaseLeonilda。"
Hegavemethenumberofherbox,andadded,——
"Iwillcomeforyoutowardstheclose,andwewillsuptogetherasbefore。"
Ihadnoneedtoordermyhorsestobeputin,astherewasalwaysacarriagereadyformeinthecourtyard。
WhenIgottothetheatretheoperahadbegun。IpresentedmyselftoLeonilda,whoreceivedmewiththepleasantwords,"CaroDonGiacomo,Iamsopleasedtoseeyouagain。"
Nodoubtshedidnotliketothoume,buttheexpressionofhereyesandthetoneofhervoiceweremuchbetterthanthetowhichisoftenusedlavishlyatNaples。
Theseductivefeaturesofthischarminggirlwerenotaltogetherunknowntome,butIcouldnotrecollectofwhatwomansheremindedme。Leonildawascertainlyabeauty,andsomethingsuperiortoabeauty,ifpossible。Shehadsplendidlightchestnuthair,andherblackandbrillianteyes,shadedbythicklashes,seemedtohearandspeakatthesametime。Butwhatravishedmestillmorewasherexpression,andtheexquisiteappropriatenessofthegestureswithwhichsheaccompaniedwhatshewassaying。Itseemedasifhertonguecouldnotgivespeechtothethoughtswhichcrowdedherbrain。Shewasnaturallyquick—
witted,andherintellecthadbeendevelopedbyanexcellenteducation。
TheconversationturneduponLafontaine’sepigram,ofwhichIhadonlyrecitedthefirsttenverses,astherestistoolicentious;
andshesaid,——
"ButIsupposeitisonlyapoet’sfancy,atwhichonecouldbutsmile。"
"Possibly,butIdidnotcaretowoundyourears。"
"Youareverygood,"saidshe,usingthepleasanttu,"butallthesame,Iamnotsothin—skinned,asIhaveaclosetwhichthedukehashadpaintedoverwithcouplesinvariousamorousattitudes。
Wegotheresometimes,andIassureyouthatIdonotexperiencetheslightestsensation。"
"Thatmaybethroughadefectoftemperament,forwheneverIseewell—paintedvoluptuouspicturesIfeelmyselfonfire。Iwonderthatwhileyouandthedukelookatthem,youdonottrytoputsomeofthemintopractice。"
"Wehaveonlyfriendshipforoneanother。"
"Lethimbelieveitwhowill。"
"Iamsureheisaman,butIamunabletosaywhetherheisabletogiveawomananyrealproofsofhislove。"
"Yethehasason。"
"Yes,hehasachildwhocallshimfather;buthehimselfconfessesthatheisonlyabletoshewhismanlypowerswithhiswife。"
"That’sallnonsense,foryouaremadetogivebirthtoamorousdesires,andamanwhocouldlivewithyouwithoutbeingabletopossessyououghttoceasetolive。"
"Doyoureallythinkso?"
"DearLeonilda,ifIwereintheduke’splaceIwouldshewyouwhatamanwhoreallylovescando。"
"CaroDonGiacomo,Iamdelightedtohearyouloveme,butyouwillsoonforgetme,asyouareleavingNaples。"
"Cursedbethegaming—table,forwithoutitwemightspendsomedelightfulhourtogether。"
"Theduketoldmethatyoulostathousandducatsyesterdayeveninglikeaperfectgentleman。Youmustbeveryunlucky。"
"Notalways,butwhenIplayonadayinwhichIhavefalleninloveIamsuretolose。"
"Youwillwinbackyourmoneythisevening。"
"Thisisthedeclarationday;Ishallloseagain。"
"Thendon’tplay。"
"PeoplewouldsayIwasafraid,orthatallmymoneywasgone。"
"Ihopeatalleventsthatyouwillwinsometimes,andthatyouwilltellmeofyourgoodluck。Comeandseemeto—morrowwiththeduke。"
Thedukecameinatthatmoment,andaskedmeifIhadlikedtheopera。Leonildaansweredforme,"Wehavebeentalkingaboutloveallthetime,sowedon’tknowwhathasbeengoingonthestage。"
"Youhavedonewell。"
"ItrustyouwillbringM。Casanovatoseemetomorrowmorning,asIhopehewillbringmenewsthathehaswon。"
"It’smyturntodealthisevening,dearest,butwhetherhewinsorlosesyoushallseehimto—morrow。Youmustgiveussomebreakfast。"
"Ishallbedelighted。"
Wekissedherhand,andwenttothesameplaceasthenightbefore。Thecompanywaswaitingfortheduke。Thereweretwelvemembersoftheclub,andtheyallheldthebankinturn。Theysaidthatthismadethechancesmoreequal;butIlaughedatthisopinion,asthereisnothingmoredifficulttoestablishthanequalitybetweenplayers。
TheDukedeMatalonesatdown,drewouthispurseandhispocket—
book,andputtwothousandducatsinthebank,beggingpardonoftheothersfordoublingtheusualsuminfavourofthestranger。
Thebankneverexceededathousandducats。
"Then,"saidI,"Iwillhazardtwothousandducatsalsoandnotmore,fortheysayatVenicethataprudentplayerneverrisksmorethanhecanwin。Eachofmycounterswillbeequivalenttotwoducats。"Sosaying,Itooktennotesofahundredducatseachfrommypocket,andgavethemtothelastevening’sbankerwhohadwonthemfromme。
Playbegan;andthoughIwasprudent,andonlyriskedmymoneyonasinglecard,inlessthanthreehoursmycounterswereallgone。
Istoppedplaying,thoughIhadstilltwenty—fivethousandducats;
butIhadsaidthatIwouldnotriskmorethantwothousand,andI
wasashamedtogobackfrommyword。
ThoughIhavealwaysfeltlosingmymoney,noonehaseverseenmeputout,mynaturalgaietywasheightenedbyartonsuchoccasions,andseemedtobemorebrilliantthanever。Ihavealwaysfounditagreatadvantagetobeabletolosepleasantly。
Imadeanexcellentsupper,andmyhighspiritsfurnishedmewithsuchafundofamusingconversationthatallthetablewasinaroar。IevensucceededindissipatingthemelancholyoftheDukedeMatalone,whowasindespairathavingwonsuchasumfromhisfriendandguest。Hewasafraidhehadhalfruinedme,andalsothatpeoplemightsayhehadonlywelcomedmeforthesakeofmymoney。
Aswereturnedtothepalacetheconversationwasaffectionateonhissideandjovialonmine,butIcouldseehewasinsometrouble,andguessedwhatwasthematter。HewantedtosaythatI
couldpaythemoneyIowedhimwheneverIliked,butwasafraidofwoundingmyfeelings;butassoonashegotinhewrotemeafriendlynotetotheeffectthatifIwantedmoneyhisbankerwouldletmehaveasmuchasIrequired。IreplieddirectlythatIfeltthegenerosityofhisoffer,andifIwasinneedoffundsIwouldavailmyselfofit。
EarlynextmorningIwenttohisroom,andafteranaffectionateembraceItoldhimnottoforgetthatweweregoingtobreakfastwithhisfairmistress。WebothputongreatcoatsandwenttoLeonilda’sprettyhouse。
Wefoundhersittingupinbed,negligentlybutdecentlydressed,withadimitycorsettiedwithredribbons。Shelookedbeautiful,andhergracefulpostureaddedtohercharms。ShewasreadingCrebillon’sSopha。Thedukesatdownatthebottomofthebed,andIstoodstaringatherinspeechlessadmiration,endeavouringtorecalltomymemorywhereIhadseensuchanotherfaceashers。
ItseemedtomethatIhadlovedawomanlikeher。ThiswasthefirsttimeIhadseenherwithoutthedeceitfulglitterofcandles。Shelaughedatmyabsent—mindedness,andtoldmetositdownonachairbyherbedside。
TheduketoldherthatIwasquitepleasedathavinglosttwothousandducatstohisbank,asthelossmademesureshelovedme。
"CaromioDonGiacomo,Iamsorrytohearthat!Youwouldhavedonebetternottoplay,forIshouldhavelovedyouallthesame,andyouwouldhavebeentwothousandducatsbetteroff。"
"AndItwothousandducatsworseoff,"saidtheduke,laughing。
"Nevermind,dearLeonilda,Ishallwinthiseveningifyougrantmesomefavourto—day。Ifyoudonotdoso,Ishallloseheart,andyouwillmournatmygravebeforelong。"
"Think,Leonilda,whatyoucandoformyfriend。"
"Idon’tseethatIcandoanything。"
Theduketoldhertodress,thatwemightgoandbreakfastinthepaintedcloset。Shebeganatonce,andpreservedajustmeaninwhatsheletusseeandwhatsheconcealed,andthussetmeinflames,thoughIwasalreadycaptivatedbyherface,herwit,andhercharmingmanners。Icastanindiscreetglancetowardsherbeautifulbreast,andthusaddedfueltothefire。IconfessthatIonlyobtainedthissatisfactionbyaspeciesoflarceny,butI
couldnothavesucceededifshehadnotbeenwelldisposedtowardsme。Ipretendedtohaveseennothing。
Whiledressingshemaintainedwithmuchingenuitythatawisegirlwillbemuchmorecharyofherfavourstowardsamanshelovesthantowardsamanshedoesnotlove,becauseshewouldbeafraidtolosethefirst,whereasshedoesnotcareaboutthesecond。
"Itwillnotbesowithme,charmingLeonilda,"saidI。
"Youmakeamistake,Iamsure。"
Thepictureswithwhichtheclosetwherewebreakfastedwasadornedwereadmirablemorefromthecolouringandthedesignthanfromtheamorouscombatstheyrepresented。
"Theydon’tmakeanyimpressiononme,"saidtheduke,andheshewedusthatitwasso。
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