Thisopinionandcommonusagetoobserveothersmorethanourselveshasverymuchrelievedusthatway:’tisaverydispleasingobject:wecanthereseenothingbutmiseryandvanity:nature,thatwemaynotbedejectedwiththesightofourowndeformities,haswiselythrusttheactionofseeingoutward。Wegoforwardwiththecurrent,buttoturnbacktowardsourselvesisapainfulmotion;soistheseamovedandtroubledwhenthewavesrushagainstoneanother。Observe,sayseveryone,themotionsoftheheavens,ofpublicaffairs;observethequarrelofsuchaperson,takenoticeofsuchaone’spulse,ofsuchanother’slastwillandtestament;insum,bealwayslookinghighorlow,ononeside,beforeorbehindyou。ItwasaparadoxicalcommandancientlygivenusbythatgodofDelphos:"Lookintoyourself;discoveryourself;keepclosetoyourself;callbackyourmindandwill,thatelsewhereconsumethemselvesintoyourself;yourunout,youspillyourself;carryamoresteadyhand:menbetrayyou,menspillyou,menstealyoufromyourself。
Dostthounotseethatthisworldweliveinkeepsallitssightconfinedwithin,anditseyesopentocontemplateitself?’Tisalwaysvanityforthee,bothwithinandwithout;but’tislessvanitywhenlessextended。
Exceptingthee,Oman,saidthatgod,everythingstudiesitselffirst,andhasboundstoitslaboursanddesires,accordingtoitsneed。Thereisnothingsoemptyandnecessitousasthou,whoembracesttheuniverse;
thouarttheinvestigatorwithoutknowledge,themagistratewithoutjurisdiction,and,afterall,thefoolofthefarce。
EndTheEssaysofMontaigne,V18
byMicheldeMontaigneTranslatedbyCharlesCottonEditedbyWilliamCarewHazilitt1877
CONTENTSOFVOLUME18。
X。OfManagingtheWill。
XI。OfCripples。
XII。OfPhysiognomy。
CHAPTERX
OFMANAGINGTHEWILL
Fewthings,incomparisonofwhatcommonlyaffectothermen,move,or,tosaybetter,possessme:for’tisbutreasonthey,shouldconcernaman,providedtheydonotpossesshim。Iamverysolicitous,bothbystudyandargument,toenlargethisprivilegeofinsensibility,whichisinmenaturallyraisedtoaprettydegree,sothatconsequentlyIespouseandamverymuchmovedwithveryfewthings。Ihaveaclearsightenough,butIfixituponveryfewobjects;Ihaveasensedelicateandtenderenough;butanapprehensionandapplicationhardandnegligent。Iamveryunwillingtoengagemyself;asmuchasinmelies,Iemploymyselfwhollyonmyself,andeveninthatsubjectshouldratherchoosetocurbandrestrainmyaffectionfromplungingitselfoverheadandearsintoit,itbeingasubjectthatIpossessatthemercyofothers,andoverwhichfortunehasmorerightthanI;sothatevenastohealth,whichI
somuchvalue,’tisallthemorenecessaryformenotsopassionatelytocovetandheedit,thantofinddiseasessoinsupportable。Amanoughttomoderatehimselfbetwixtthehatredofpainandtheloveofpleasure:
andPlatosetsdownamiddlepathoflifebetwixtthetwo。Butagainstsuchaffectionsaswhollycarrymeawayfrommyselfandfixmeelsewhere,againstthose,Isay,Iopposemyselfwithmyutmostpower。’Tismyopinionthatamanshouldlendhimselftoothers,andonlygivehimselftohimself。Weremywilleasytolenditselfoutandtobeswayed,I
shouldnotstickthere;Iamtootenderbothbynatureanduse:
"Fugaxrerum,securaqueinotianatus。"
["Avoidingaffairsandborntosecureease。"
——Ovid,DeTrist。,iii。2,9。]
Hotandobstinatedisputes,whereinmyadversarywouldatlasthavethebetter,theissuethatwouldrendermyheatandobstinacydisgracefulwouldperadventurevexmetothelastdegree。ShouldIsetmyselftoitattheratethatothersdo,mysoulwouldneverhavetheforcetobeartheemotionandalarmsofthosewhograspatsomuch;itwouldimmediatelybedisorderedbythisinwardagitation。If,sometimes,I
havebeenputuponthemanagementofothermen’saffairs,Ihavepromisedtotaketheminhand,butnotintomylungsandliver;totakethemuponme,nottoincorporatethem;totakepains,yes:tobeimpassionedaboutit,bynomeans;Ihaveacareofthem,butIwillnotsituponthem。
IhaveenoughtodotoorderandgovernthedomesticthrongofthosethatIhaveinmyownveinsandbowels,withoutintroducingacrowdofothermen’saffairs;andamsufficientlyconcernedaboutmyownproperandnaturalbusiness,withoutmeddlingwiththeconcernsofothers。Suchasknowhowmuchtheyowetothemselves,andhowmanyofficestheyareboundtooftheirown,,findthatnaturehascutthemoutworkenoughoftheirowntokeepthemfrombeingidle。"Thouhastbusinessenoughathome:
looktothat。"
Menletthemselvesouttohire;theirfacultiesarenotforthemselves,butforthosetowhomtheyhaveenslavedthemselves;’tistheirtenantsoccupythem,notthemselves。Thiscommonhumourpleasesnotme。Wemustbethriftyofthelibertyofoursouls,andneverletitoutbutuponjustoccasions,whichareveryfew,ifwejudgearight。Dobutobservesuchashaveaccustomedthemselvestobeateveryone’scall:theydoitindifferentlyuponall,aswelllittleasgreat,occasions;inthatwhichnothingconcernsthem;asmuchasinwhatimportsthemmost。Theythrustthemselvesinindifferentlywhereverthereisworktodoandobligation,andarewithoutlifewhennotintumultuousbustle:
"Innegotiissunt,negotiicause,"
["Theyareinbusinessforbusiness’sake。"——Seneca,Ep。,22。]
Itisnotsomuchthattheywillgo,asitisthattheycannotstandstill:likearollingstonethatcannotstoptillitcangonofurther。
Occupation,withacertainsortofmen,isamarkofunderstandinganddignity:theirsoulsseekreposeinagitation,aschildrendobybeingrockedinacradle;theymaypronouncethemselvesasserviceabletotheirfriends,astheyaretroublesometothemselves。Noonedistributeshismoneytoothers,buteveryonedistributeshistimeandhislife:thereisnothingofwhichwearesoprodigalasofthesetwothings,ofwhichtobethriftywouldbebothcommendableanduseful。Iamofaquitecontraryhumour;Ilooktomyself,andcommonlycovetwithnogreatardourwhatIdodesire,anddesirelittle;andIemployandbusymyselfatthesamerate,rarelyandtemperately。Whatevertheytakeinhand,theydoitwiththeirutmostwillandvehemence。Therearesomanydangeroussteps,that,forthemoresafety,wemustalittlelightlyandsuperficiallyglideovertheworld,andnotrushthroughit。Pleasureitselfispainfulinprofundity:
"Incedisperignes,Suppositoscineridoloso。"
["Youtreadonfire,hiddenunderdeceitfulashes。"
——Horace,Od。,ii。i,7。]
TheParliamentofBordeauxchosememayoroftheircityatatimewhenI
wasatadistancefromFrance,——[AtBagnoDellaVilla,nearLucca,September1581]——andstillmoreremotefromanysuchthought。
Ientreatedtobeexcused,butIwastoldbymyfriendsthatIhadcommittedanerrorinsodoing,andthegreaterbecausethekinghad,moreover,interposedhiscommandinthataffair。’Tisanofficethatoughttobelookeduponsomuchmorehonourable,asithasnoothersalarynoradvantagethanthebarehonourofitsexecution。Itcontinuestwoyears,butmaybeextendedbyasecondelection,whichveryrarelyhappens;itwastome,andhadneverbeensobuttwicebefore:someyearsagotoMonsieurdeLansac,andlatelytoMonsieurdeBiron,MarshalofFrance,inwhoseplaceIsucceeded;and,IleftminetoMonsieurdeMatignon,MarshalofFrancealso:proudofsonobleafraternity——
"Uterquebonuspacisbelliqueminister。"
["Eitheroneagoodministerinpeaceandwar。"
——AEneid,xi。658。]
Fortunewouldhaveahandinmypromotion,bythisparticularcircumstancewhichsheputinofherown,notaltogethervain;forAlexanderdisdainedtheambassadorsofCorinth,whocametoofferhimaburgess—shipoftheircity;butwhentheyproceededtolaybeforehimthatBacchusandHerculeswerealsointheregister,hegraciouslythankedthem。
Atmyarrival,IfaithfullyandconscientiouslyrepresentedmyselftothemforsuchasIfindmyselftobe——amanwithoutmemory,withoutvigilance,withoutexperience,andwithoutvigour;butwithal,withouthatred,withoutambition,withoutavarice,andwithoutviolence;thattheymightbeinformedofmyqualities,andknowwhattheyweretoexpectfrommyservice。Andwhereastheknowledgetheyhadhadofmylatefather,andthehonourtheyhadforhismemory,hadaloneincitedthemtoconferthisfavouruponme,IplainlytoldthemthatIshouldbeverysorryanythingshouldmakesogreatanimpressionuponmeastheiraffairsandtheconcernsoftheircityhadmadeuponhim,whilstheheldthegovernmenttowhichtheyhadpreferredme。Iremembered,whenaboy,tohaveseenhiminhisoldagecruellytormentedwiththesepublicaffairs,neglectingthesoftreposeofhisownhouse,towhichthedeclensionofhisagehadreducedhimforseveralyearsbefore,themanagementofhisownaffairs,andhishealth;andcertainlydespisinghisownlife,whichwasingreatdangerofbeinglost,bybeingengagedinlongandpainfuljourneysontheirbehalf。Suchwashe;andthishumourofhisproceededfromamarvellousgoodnature;neverwasthereamorecharitableandpopularsoul。YetthisproceedingwhichIcommendinothers,Idonotlovetofollowmyself,andamnotwithoutexcuse。
Hehadlearnedthatamanmustforgethimselfforhisneighbour,andthattheparticularwasofnomannerofconsiderationincomparisonwiththegeneral。Mostoftherulesandpreceptsoftheworldrunthisway;todriveusoutofourselvesintothestreetforthebenefitofpublicsociety;theythoughttodoagreatfeattodivertandremoveusfromourselves,assumingwewerebuttoomuchfixedthere,andbyatoonaturalinclination;andhavesaidalltheycouldtothatpurpose:for’tisnonewthingforthesagestopreachthingsastheyserve,notastheyare。Truthhasitsobstructions,inconveniences,andincompatibilitieswithus;wemustoftendeceivethatwemaynotdeceiveourselves;andshutoureyesandourunderstandingstoredressandamendthem:
"Imperitienimjudicant,etquifrequenterinhocipsumfallendisunt,neerrent。"
["Fortheignorantjudge,andthereforeareofttobedeceived,lesstheyshoulderr。"——Quintil。,Inst。Orat。,xi。17。]
Whentheyorderustolovethree,four,orfiftydegreesofthingsaboveourselves,theydolikearchers,who,tohitthewhite,taketheiraimagreatdealhigherthanthebutt;tomakeacrookedstickstraight,webenditthecontraryway。
IbelievethatintheTempleofPallas,asweseeinallotherreligions,therewereapparentmysteriestobeexposedtothepeople;andothers,moresecretandhigh,thatwereonlytobeshowntosuchaswereprofessed;’tislikelythatinthesethetruepointoffriendshipthateveryoneowestohimselfistobefound;notafalsefriendship,thatmakesusembraceglory,knowledge,riches,andthelike,withaprincipalandimmoderateaffection,asmembersofourbeing;noranindiscreetandeffeminatefriendship,whereinithappens,aswithivy,thatitdecaysandruinsthewallsitembraces;butasoundandregularfriendship,equallyusefulandpleasant。HewhoknowsthedutiesofthisfriendshipandpractisesthemistrulyofthecabinetoftheMuses,andhasattainedtotheheightofhumanwisdomandofourhappiness,suchanone,exactlyknowingwhatheowestohimself,willonhispartfindthatheoughttoapplytohimselftheuseoftheworldandofothermen;andtodothis,tocontributetopublicsocietythedutiesandofficesappertainingtohim。Hewhodoesnotinsomesortliveforothers,doesnotlivemuchforhimself:
"Quisibiamicusest,scitohuncamicumomnibusesse。"
["Hewhoishisownfriend,isafriendtoeverybodyelse。"
——Seneca,Ep。,6。]
Theprincipalchargewehaveis,toeveryonehisownconduct;and’tisforthisonlythatwehereare。Ashewhoshouldforgettoliveavirtuousandholylife,andshouldthinkheacquittedhimselfofhisdutyininstructingandtrainingothersuptoit,wouldbeafool;evensohewhoabandonshisownparticularhealthfulandpleasantlivingtoserveotherstherewith,takes,inmyopinion,awrongandunnaturalcourse。
Iwouldnotthatmenshouldrefuse,intheemploymentstheytakeuponthem,theirattention,pains,eloquence,sweat,andbloodifneedbe:
"NonipseprocarisamicisAutpatria,timidusperire:"
["Himselfnotafraidtodieforbelovedfriends,orforhiscountry。"——Horace,Od。,iv。9,51。]
but’tisonlyborrowed,andaccidentally;hismindbeingalwaysinreposeandinhealth;notwithoutaction,butwithoutvexation,withoutpassion。
Tobesimplyactingcostshimsolittle,thatheactsevensleeping;
butitmustbesetongoingwithdiscretion;forthebodyreceivestheofficesimposeduponitjustaccordingtowhattheyare;themindoftenextendsandmakesthemheavieratitsownexpense,givingthemwhatmeasureitpleases。Menperformlikethingswithseveralsortsofendeavour,anddifferentcontentionofwill;theonedoeswellenoughwithouttheother;forhowmanypeoplehazardthemselveseverydayinwarwithoutanyconcernwhichwayitgoes;andthrustthemselvesintothedangersofbattles,thelossofwhichwillnotbreaktheirnextnight’ssleep?andsuchamanmaybeathome,outofthedangerwhichhedurstnothavelookedupon,whoismorepassionatelyconcernedfortheissueofthiswar,andwhosesoulismoreanxiousabouteventsthanthesoldierwhothereinstakeshisbloodandhislife。Icouldhaveengagedmyselfinpublicemploymentswithoutquittingmyownmattersanail’sbreadth,andhavegivenmyselftootherswithoutabandoningmyself。Thissharpnessandviolenceofdesiresmorehinderthantheyadvancetheexecutionofwhatweundertake;filluswithimpatienceagainstsloworcontraryevents,andwithheatandsuspicionagainstthosewithwhomwehavetodo。Wenevercarryonthatthingwellbywhichweareprepossessedandled:
"MalecunctaministratImpetus。"
["Impulsemanagesallthingsill。"——Statius,Thebaid,x。704。]
Hewhothereinemploysonlyhisjudgmentandaddressproceedsmorecheerfully:hecounterfeits,hegivesway,hedefersquiteathisease,accordingtothenecessitiesofoccasions;hefailsinhisattemptwithouttroubleandaffliction,readyandentireforanewenterprise;
healwaysmarcheswiththebridleinhishand。Inhimwhoisintoxicatedwiththisviolentandtyrannicalintention,wediscover,ofnecessity,muchimprudenceandinjustice;theimpetuosityofhisdesirecarrieshimaway;thesearerashmotions,and,iffortunedonotverymuchassist,ofverylittlefruit。Philosophydirectsthat,intherevengeofinjuriesreceived,weshouldstripourselvesofcholer;notthatthechastisementshouldbeless,but,onthecontrary,thattherevengemaybethebetterandmoreheavilylaidon,which,itconceives,willbebythisimpetuosityhindered。Forangernotonlydisturbs,but,ofitself,alsoweariesthearmsofthosewhochastise;thisfirebenumbsandwastestheirforce;asinprecipitation,"festinatiotardaest,"——hastetripsupitsownheels,fetters,andstopsitself:
"Ipsasevelocitasimplicat。"——Seneca,Ep。44
Forexample,accordingtowhatIcommonlysee,avaricehasnogreaterimpedimentthanitself;themorebentandvigorousitis,thelessitrakestogether,andcommonlysoonergrowsrichwhendisguisedinavisorofliberality。
Averyexcellentgentleman,andafriendofmine,ranariskofimpairinghisfacultiesbyatoopassionateattentionandaffectiontotheaffairsofacertainprincehismaster;——[ProbablytheKingofNavarre,afterwardHenryIV。]——whichmasterhasthusportrayedhimselftome;"thatheforeseestheweightofaccidentsaswellasanother,butthatinthoseforwhichthereisnoremedy,hepresentlyresolvesuponsuffering;inothers,havingtakenallthenecessaryprecautionswhichbythevivacityofhisunderstandinghecanpresentlydo,hequietlyawaitswhatmayfollow。"And,intruth,Ihaveaccordinglyseenhimmaintainagreatindifferencyandlibertyofactionsandserenityofcountenanceinverygreatanddifficultaffairs:Ifindhimmuchgreater,andofgreatercapacityinadversethaninprosperousfortune;hisdefeatsaretohimmoregloriousthanhisvictories,andhismourningthanhistriumph。
Consider,thateveninvainandfrivolousactions,asatchess,tennis,andthelike,thiseagerandardentengagingwithanimpetuousdesire,immediatelythrowsthemindandmembersintoindiscretionanddisorder:amanastoundsandhindershimself;hewhocarrieshimselfmoremoderately,bothtowardsgainandloss,hasalwayshiswitsabouthim;thelesspeevishandpassionateheisatplay,heplaysmuchmoreadvantageouslyandsurely。
Astotherest,wehinderthemind’sgraspandhold,ingivingitsomanythingstoseizeupon;somethingsweshouldonlyoffertoit;tieittoothers,andwithothersincorporateit。Itcanfeelanddiscernallthings,butoughttofeeduponnothingbutitself;andshouldbeinstructedinwhatproperlyconcernsitself,andthatisproperlyofitsownhavingandsubstance。Thelawsofnatureteachuswhatjustlyweneed。Afterthesageshavetoldusthatnooneisindigentaccordingtonature,andthateveryoneissoaccordingtoopinion,theyverysubtlydistinguishbetwixtthedesiresthatproceedfromher,andthosethatproceedfromthedisorderofourownfancy:thoseofwhichwecanseetheendarehers;thosethatflybeforeus,andofwhichwecanseenoend,areourown:thepovertyofgoodsiseasilycured;thepovertyofthesoulisirreparable:
"Namsi,quodsatisesthomini,idsatisessepotessetHocsaterat:nunc,quumhocnonest,quicredimusporroDivitiasullasanimummiexplerepotesse?"
["Forifwhatisformanenough,couldbeenough,itwereenough;
butsinceitisnotso,howcanIbelievethatanywealthcangivemymindcontent。"——LuciliusapedNoniumMarcellinum,V。sec。98。]
Socrates,seeingagreatquantityofriches,jewels,andfurniturecarriedinpompthroughhiscity:"Howmanythings,"saidhe,"Idonotdesire!"——[Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,V。32。]——Metrodoruslivedontwelveouncesaday,Epicurusuponless;Metroclessleptinwinterabroadamongstsheep,insummerinthecloistersofchurches:
"Sufficitadidnatura,quodposcit。"
["Naturesufficesforwhatherequires。"——Seneca,Ep。,90。]
Cleantheslivedbythelabourofhisownhands,andboastedthatCleanthes,ifhewould,couldyetmaintainanotherCleanthes。
Ifthatwhichnatureexactlyandoriginallyrequiresofusfortheconservationofourbeingbetoolittle(asintruthwhatitis,andhowgoodcheaplifemaybemaintained,cannotbebetterexpressedthanbythisconsideration,thatitissolittlethatbyitslittlenessitescapesthegripeandshockoffortune),letusallowourselvesalittlemore;letuscalleveryoneofourhabitsandconditionsnature;letusrateandtreatourselvesbythismeasure;letusstretchourappurtenancesandaccountssofar;forsofar,Ifancy,wehavesomeexcuse。Customisasecondnature,andnolesspowerful。Whatiswantingtomycustom,Ireckoniswantingtome;andIshouldbealmostaswellcontentthattheytookawaymylifeascutmeshortinthewaywhereinIhavesolonglived。Iamnolongerinconditionforanygreatchange,nortoputmyselfintoanewandunwontedcourse,noteventoaugmentation。’TispastthetimeformetobecomeotherthanwhatIam;
andasIshouldcomplainofanygreatgoodhapthatshouldnowbefallme,thatitcamenotintimetobeenjoyed:
"Quomihifortunas,sinonconcedituruti?"
["Whatisthegoodfortunetome,ifitisnotgrantedtometouseit。"——Horace,Ep。,i。5,12。]
soshouldIcomplainofanyinwardacquisition。Itwerealmostbetternever,thansolate,tobecomeanhonestman,andwellfittolive,whenonehasnolongertolive。I,whoamabouttomakemyexitoutoftheworld,wouldeasilyresigntoanynewcomer,whoshoulddesireit,alltheprudenceIamnowacquiringintheworld’scommerce;aftermeat,mustard。
IhavenoneedofgoodsofwhichIcanmakenouse;ofwhatuseisknowledgetohimwhohaslosthishead?’Tisaninjuryandunkindnessinfortunetotenderuspresentsthatwillonlyinspireuswithajustdespitethatwehadthemnotintheirdueseason。Guidemenomore;I
cannolongergo。Ofsomanypartsasmakeupasufficiency,patienceisthemostsufficient。Givethecapacityofanexcellenttrebletothechoristerwhohasrottenlungs,andeloquencetoahermitexiledintothedesertsofArabia。Thereneedsnoarttohelpafall;theendfindsitselfofitselfattheconclusionofeveryaffair。Myworldisatanend,myformexpired;Iamtotallyofthepast,andamboundtoauthoriseit,andtoconformmyoutgoingtoit。Iwillheredeclare,bywayofexample,thatthePope’slatetendays’diminution[GregoryXIII。,in1582,reformedtheCalendar,and,inconsequence,inFrancetheyallatoncepassedfromthe9thtothe20thDecember。]
hastakenmesoabackthatIcannotwellreconcilemyselftoit;Ibelongtotheyearswhereinwekeptanotherkindofaccount。Soancientandsolongacustomchallengesmyadherencetoit,sothatIamconstrainedtobesomewhathereticalonthatpointincapableofany,thoughcorrective,innovation。Myimagination,inspiteofmyteeth,alwayspushesmetendaysforwardorbackward,andisevermurmuringinmyears:"Thisruleconcernsthosewhoaretobegintobe。"Ifhealthitself,sweetasitis,returnstomebyfits,’tisrathertogivemecauseofregretthanpossessionofit;Ihavenoplacelefttokeepitin。Timeleavesme;
withoutwhichnothingcanbepossessed。Oh,whatlittleaccountshouldI
makeofthosegreatelectivedignitiesthatIseeinsuchesteemintheworld,thatareneverconferredbutuponmenwhoaretakingleaveofit;
whereintheydonotsomuchregardhowwellthemanwilldischargehistrust,ashowshorthisadministrationwillbe:fromtheveryentrytheylookattheexit。Inshort,Iamaboutfinishingthisman,andnotrebuildinganother。Bylonguse,thisformisinmeturnedintosubstance,andfortuneintonature。
Isay,therefore,thateveryoneofusfeeblecreaturesisexcusableinthinkingthattobehisownwhichiscomprisedunderthismeasure;butwithal,beyondtheselimits,’tisnothingbutconfusion;’tisthelargestextentwecangranttoourownclaims。Themoreweamplifyourneedandourpossession,somuchthemoredoweexposeourselvestotheblowsofFortuneandadversities。Thecareerofourdesiresoughttobecircumscribedandrestrainedtoashortlimitofthenearestandmostcontiguouscommodities;andtheircourseought,moreover,tobeperformednotinarightline,thatendselsewhere,butinacircle,ofwhichthetwopoints,byashortwheel,meetandterminateinourselves。Actionsthatarecarriedonwithoutthisreflection——anearandessentialreflection,Imean——suchasthoseofambitiousandavariciousmen,andsomanymoreasrunpoint—blank,andtowhosecareeralwayscarriesthembeforethemselves,suchactions,Isay;areerroneousandsickly。
Mostofourbusinessisfarce:
"Mundusuniversusexercethistrioniam。"
——[PetroniusArbiter,iii。8。]
Wemustplayourpartproperly,butwithalasapartofaborrowedpersonage;wemustnotmakerealessenceofamaskandoutwardappearance;norofastrangeperson,ourown;wecannotdistinguishtheskinfromtheshirt:’tisenoughtomealtheface,withoutmealingthebreast。Iseesomewhotransformandtransubstantiatethemselvesintoasmanynewshapesandnewbeingsastheyundertakenewemployments;andwhostrutandfumeeventotheheartandliver,andcarrytheirstatealongwiththemeventotheclose—stool:Icannotmakethemdistinguishthesalutationsmadetothemselvesfromthosemadetotheircommission,theirtrain,ortheirmule:
"Tantumsefortunxpermittunt,etiamutnaturamdediscant。"
["Theysomuchgivethemselvesuptofortune,aseventounlearnnature。"——QuintusCurtius,iii。2。]
Theyswellandpuffuptheirsouls,andtheirnaturalwayofspeaking,accordingtotheheightoftheirmagisterialplace。TheMayorofBordeauxandMontaignehaveeverbeentwobyverymanifestseparation。
Becauseoneisanadvocateorafinancier,hemustnotignoretheknaverythereisinsuchcallings;anhonestmanisnotaccountablefortheviceorabsurdityofhisemployment,andoughtnotonthataccountrefusetotakethecallinguponhim:’tistheusageofhiscountry,andthereismoneytobegotbyit;amanmustlivebytheworld;andmakehisbestofit,suchasitis。Butthejudgmentofanemperoroughttobeabovehisempire,andseeandconsideritasaforeignaccident;andheoughttoknowhowtoenjoyhimselfapartfromit,andtocommunicatehimselfasJamesandPeter,tohimself,atallevents。
Icannotengagemyselfsodeepandsoentire;whenmywillgivesmetoanything,’tisnotwithsoviolentanobligationthatmyjudgmentisinfectedwithit。Inthepresentbroilsofthiskingdom,myowninteresthasnotmademeblindtothelaudablequalitiesofouradversaries,nortothosethatarereproachableinthosemenofourparty。Othersadorealloftheirownside;formypart,Idonotsomuchasexcusemostthingsinthoseofmine:agoodworkhasnevertheworstgracewithmeforbeingmadeagainstme。Theknotofthecontroversyexcepted,Ihavealwayskeptmyselfinequanimityandpureindifference:
"Nequeextranecessitatesbellipraecipuumodiumgero;"
["Norbearparticularhatredbeyondthenecessitiesofwar。"]
forwhichIampleasedwithmyself;andthemorebecauseIseeotherscommonlyfailinthecontrarydirection。Suchasextendtheirangerandhatredbeyondthedisputeinquestion,asmostmendo,showthattheyspringfromsomeotheroccasionandprivatecause;likeonewho,beingcuredofanulcer,hasyetafeverremaining,bywhichitappearsthattheulcerhadanothermoreconcealedbeginning。Thereasonisthattheyarenotconcernedinthecommoncause,becauseitiswoundingtothestateandgeneralinterest;butareonlynettledbyreasonoftheirparticularconcern。Thisiswhytheyaresoespeciallyanimated,andtoadegreesofarbeyondjusticeandpublicreason:
"Nontamomniauniversi,quamea,quaeadquemquepertinent,singulicarpebant。"
["Everyonewasnotsomuchangryagainstthingsingeneral,asagainstthosethatparticularlyconcernhimself。"
——Livy,xxxiv。36。]
Iwouldhavetheadvantageonourside;butifitbenot,Ishallnotrunmad。Iamheartilyfortherightparty;butIdonotwanttobetakennoticeofasanespecialenemytoothers,andbeyondthegeneralquarrel。
Imarvellouslychallengethisviciousformofopinion:"HeisoftheLeaguebecauseheadmiresthegraciousnessofMonsieurdeGuise;heisastonishedattheKingofNavarre’senergy,thereforeheisaHuguenot;
hefindsthistosayofthemannersoftheking,heisthereforeseditiousinhisheart。"AndIdidnotgranttothemagistratehimselfthathedidwellincondemningabookbecauseithadplacedaheretic——
[TheodoredeBeza。]——amongstthebestpoetsofthetime。Shallwenotdaretosayofathiefthathehasahandsomeleg?Ifawomanbeastrumpet,mustitneedsfollowthatshehasafoulsmell?DidtheyinthewisestagesrevoketheproudtitleofCapitolinustheyhadbeforeconferredonMarcusManliusasconservatorofreligionandthepublicliberty,andstiflethememoryofhisliberality,hisfeatsofarms,andmilitaryrecompensesgrantedtohisvalour,becausehe,afterwardsaspiredtothesovereignty,totheprejudiceofthelawsofhiscountry?
Ifwetakeahatredagainstanadvocate,hewillnotbeallowedthenextdaytobeeloquent。Ihaveelsewherespokenofthezealthatpushedonworthymentothelikefaults。Formypart,Icansay,"Suchanonedoesthisthingill,andanotherthingvirtuouslyandwell。"Sointheprognosticationorsinistereventsofaffairstheywouldhaveeveryoneinhispartyblindorablockhead,andthatourpersuasionandjudgmentshouldsubservenottruth,buttotheprojectofourdesires。Ishouldratherinclinetowardstheotherextreme;somuchIfearbeingsubornedbymydesire;towhichmaybeaddedthatIamalittletenderlydistrustfulofthingsthatIwish。
Ihaveinmytimeseenwondersintheindiscreetandprodigiousfacilityofpeopleinsufferingtheirhopesandbelieftobeledandgoverned,whichwaybestpleasedandservedtheirleaders,despiteahundredmistakesoneuponanother,despitemeredreamsandphantasms。InomorewonderatthosewhohavebeenblindedandseducedbythefooleriesofApolloniusandMahomet。Theirsenseandunderstandingareabsolutelytakenawaybytheirpassion;theirdiscretionhasnomoreanyotherchoicethanthatwhichsmilesuponthemandencouragestheircause。
Ihadprincipallyobservedthisinthebeginningofourintestinedistempers;thatother,whichhassprungupsince,inimitating,hassurpassedit;bywhichIamsatisfiedthatitisaqualityinseparablefrompopularerrors;afterthefirst,thatrolls,opinionsdriveononeanotherlikewaveswiththewind:amanisnotamemberofthebody,ifitbeinhispowertoforsakeit,andifhedonotrollthecommonway。
But,doubtless,theywrongthejustsidewhentheygoabouttoassistitwithfraud;Ihaveeverbeenagainstthatpractice:’tisonlyfittoworkuponweakheads;forthesound,therearesurerandmorehonestwaystokeepuptheircourageandtoexcuseadverseaccidents。
HeavenneversawagreateranimositythanthatbetwixtCaesarandPompey,norevershall;andyetIobserve,methinks,inthosebravesouls,agreatmoderationtowardsoneanother:itwasajealousyofhonourandcommand,whichdidnottransportthemtoafuriousandindiscreethatred,andwaswithoutmalignityanddetraction:intheirhottestexploitsupononeanother,Idiscoversomeremainsofrespectandgood—will:andamthereforeofopinionthat,had,itbeenpossible,eachofthemwouldratherhavedonehisbusinesswithouttheruinoftheotherthanwithit。
TakenoticehowmuchotherwisematterswentwithMariusandSylla。
Wemustnotprecipitateourselvessoheadlongafterouraffectionsandinterests。As,whenIwasyoung,IopposedmyselftotheprogressoflovewhichIperceivedtoadvancetoofastuponme,andhadacarelestitshouldatlastbecomesopleasingastoforce,captivate,andwhollyreducemetoitsmercy:soIdothesameuponallotheroccasionswheremywillisrunningonwithtoowarmanappetite。Ileanoppositetothesideitinclinesto;asIfinditgoingtoplungeandmakeitselfdrunkwithitsownwine;Ievadenourishingitspleasuresofar,thatIcannotrecoveritwithoutinfiniteloss。Soulsthat,throughtheirownstupidity,onlydiscernthingsbyhalves,havethishappiness,thattheysmartlesswithhurtfulthings:’tisaspiritualleprosythathassomeshowofhealth,andsuchahealthasphilosophydoesnotaltogethercontemn;butyetwehavenoreasontocallitwisdom,asweoftendo。
AndafterthismannersomeoneancientlymockedDiogeries,who,inthedepthofwinterandquitenaked,wentembracinganimageofsnowforatrialofhisendurance:theotherseeinghiminthisposition,"Artthounowverycold?"saidhe。"Notatall,"repliedDiogenes。"Why,then,"
pursuedtheother,"whatdifficultandexemplarythingdostthouthinkthoudoestinembracingthatsnow?"Totakeatruemeasureofconstancy,onemustnecessarilyknowwhatthesufferingis。
Butsoulsthataretomeetwithadverseeventsandtheinjuriesoffortune,intheirdepthandsharpness,thataretoweighandtastethemaccordingtotheirnaturalweightandbitterness,letsuchshowtheirskillinavoidingthecausesanddivertingtheblow。WhatdidKingCotysdo?Hepaidliberallyfortherichandbeautifulvesselthathadbeenpresentedtohim,but,seeingitwasexceedinglybrittle,heimmediatelybrokeitbetimes,topreventsoeasyamatterofdispleasureagainsthisservants。Inlikemanner,Ihavewillinglyavoidedallconfusioninmyaffairs,andnevercovetedtohavemyestatecontiguoustothoseofmyrelations,andsuchwithwhomIcovetedastrictfriendship;forthencematterofunkindnessandfallingoutoftenproceeds。Iformerlylovedhazardousgamesofcardsanddice;buthavelongsinceleftthemoff,onlyforthisreasonthat,withwhatevergoodairIcarriedmylosses,Icouldnothelpfeelingvexedwithin。Amanofhonour,whooughttobetouchilysensibleofthelieorofaninsult,andwhoisnottotakeascurvyexcuseforsatisfaction,shouldavoidoccasionsofdispute。
Ishunmelancholy,crabbedmen,asIwouldtheplague;andinmattersI
cannottalkofwithoutemotionandconcernInevermeddle,ifnotcompelledbymyduty:
"Meliusnonincipient,quamdesinent。"
["Theyhadbetternevertobeginthantohavetodesist。"
——Seneca,Ep。,72。]
Thesurestway,therefore,istoprepareone’sselfbeforehandforoccasions。
Iknowverywellthatsomewisemenhavetakenanotherway,andhavenotfearedtograppleandengagetotheutmostuponseveralsubjectstheseareconfidentoftheirownstrength,underwhichtheyprotectthemselvesinallillsuccesses,makingtheirpatiencewrestleandcontendwithdisaster:
"Velutrupes,vastumquaeproditinaequor,Obviaventorumfuriis,expostaqueponto,Vimcunctamatqueminasperfertcoeliquemarisque;
Ipsaimmotamanens。"
["Asarock,whichprojectsintothevastocean,exposedtothefuriouswindsandtheragingsea,defiestheforceandmenacesofskyandsea,itselfunshaken。"——Virgil,AEneid,x。693。]
Letusnotattempttheseexamples;weshallnevercomeuptothem。Theysetthemselvesresolutely,andwithoutagitation,tobeholdtheruinoftheircountry,whichpossessedandcommandedalltheirwill:thisistoomuch,andtoohardataskforourcommonersouls。Catogaveupthenoblestlifethateverwasuponthisaccount;wemeanerspiritsmustflyfromthestormasfaraswecan;wemustprovideforsentiment,andnotforpatience,andevadetheblowswecannotmeet。Zeno,seeingChremonides,ayoungmanwhomheloved,drawneartositdownbyhim,suddenlystartedup;andCleanthesdemandingofhimthereasonwhyhedidso,"Ihear,"saidhe,"thatphysiciansespeciallyorderrepose,andforbidemotioninalltumours。"Socratesdoesnotsay:"Donotsurrendertothecharmsofbeauty;standyourground,anddoyourutmosttoopposeit。""Flyit,"sayshe;"shunthefightandencounterofit,asofapowerfulpoisonthatdartsandwoundsatadistance。"Andhisgooddisciple,feigningorreciting,but,inmyopinion,ratherrecitingthanfeigning,therareperfectionsofthegreatCyrus,makeshimdistrustfulofhisownstrengthtoresistthecharmsofthedivinebeautyofthatillustrousPanthea,hiscaptive,andcommittingthevisitingandkeepinghertoanother,whocouldnothavesomuchlibertyashimself。AndtheHolyGhostinlikemanner:
"Nenosinducasintentationem。"
["Leadusnotintotemptation。"——St。Matthew,vi。13。]
Wedonotpraythatourreasonmaynotbecombatedandovercomebyconcupiscence,butthatitshouldnotbesomuchastriedbyit;thatweshouldnotbebroughtintoastatewhereinwearesomuchastosuffertheapproaches,solicitations,andtemptationsofsin:andwebegofAlmightyGodtokeepourconsciencesquiet,fullyandperfectlydeliveredfromallcommerceofevil。
Suchassaythattheyhavereasonfortheirrevengingpassion,oranyothersortoftroublesomeagitationofmind,oftensaytrue,asthingsnoware,butnotastheywere:theyspeaktouswhenthecausesoftheirerrorarebythemselvesnourishedandadvanced;butlookbackward——recallthesecausestotheirbeginning——andthereyouwillputthemtoanonplus。Willtheyhavetheirfaultsless,forbeingoflongercontinuance;andthatofanunjustbeginning,thesequelcanbejust?
Whoevershalldesirethegoodofhiscountry,asIdo,withoutfrettingorpininghimself,willbetroubled,butwillnotswoontoseeitthreateningeitheritsownruin,oranolessruinouscontinuance;poorvessel,thatthewaves,thewinds,andthepilottossandsteertosocontrarydesigns!
"IntamdiversamagisterVentusetundatrahunt。"