首页 >出版文学> The Essays of Montaigne>第26章
  Ilookupontheseasinthesameconditionwiththefirst:buttheobstinacyisnottheresoeasytobeovercome。Thiscontrarietyandvolubilityofopinionsosudden,soviolent,thattheyfeign,areakindofmiracletome:theypresentuswiththestateofanindigestibleagonyofmind。
  Itseemedtomeafantasticimaginationinthosewho,theselateyearspast,werewonttoreproacheverymantheyknewtobeofanyextraordinaryparts,andmadeprofessionoftheCatholicreligion,thatitwasbutoutwardly;maintaining,moreover,todohimhonourforsooth,thatwhateverhemightpretendtothecontraryhecouldnotbutinhisheartbeoftheirreformedopinion。Anuntowarddisease,thatamanshouldbesorivetedtohisownbeliefastofancythatotherscannotbelieveotherwisethanashedoes;andyetworse,thattheyshouldentertainsoviciousanopinionofsuchgreatpartsastothinkanymansoqualified,shouldpreferanypresentadvantageoffortunetothepromisesofeternallifeandthemenacesofeternaldamnation。Theymaybelieveme:couldanythinghavetemptedmyyouth,theambitionofthedangeranddifficultiesinthelatecommotionshadnotbeentheleastmotives。
  Itisnotwithoutverygoodreason,inmyopinion,thattheChurchinterdictsthepromiscuous,indiscreet,andirreverentuseoftheholyanddivinePsalms,withwhichtheHolyGhostinspiredKingDavid。WeoughtnottomixGodinouractions,butwiththehighestreverenceandcaution;thatpoesyistooholytobeputtonootherusethantoexercisethelungsandtodelightourears;itoughttocomefromtheconscience,andnotfromthetongue。Itisnotfitthataprenticeinhisshop,amongsthisvainandfrivolousthoughts,shouldbepermittedtopassawayhistimeanddiverthimselfwithsuchsacredthings。NeitherisitdecenttoseetheHolyBookoftheholymysteriesofourbelieftumbledupanddownahallorakitchentheywereformerlymysteries,butarenowbecomesportsandrecreations。’Tisabooktooseriousandtoovenerabletobecursorilyorslightlyturnedover:thereadingofthescriptureoughttobeatemperateandpremeditatedact,andtowhichmenshouldalwaysaddthisdevoutpreface,’sursumcorda’,preparingeventhebodytosohumbleandcomposedagestureandcountenanceasshallevidenceaparticularvenerationandattention。Neitherisitabookforeveryonetofist,butthestudyofselectmensetapartforthatpurpose,andwhomAlmightyGodhasbeenpleasedtocalltothatofficeandsacredfunction:thewickedandignorantgrowworsebyit。’Tis,notastorytotell,butahistorytorevere,fear,andadore。Arenottheythenpleasantmenwhothinktheyhaverenderedthisfitforthepeople’shandlingbytranslatingitintothevulgartongue?Doestheunderstandingofallthereincontainedonlystickatwords?ShallI
  venturetosayfurther,thatbycomingsoneartounderstandalittle,theyaremuchwiderofthewholescopethanbefore。Apureandsimpleignoranceandwhollydependingupontheexpositionofqualifiedpersons,wasfarmorelearnedandsalutarythanthisvainandverbalknowledge,whichhasonlytemerityandpresumption。
  AndIdofurtherbelievethatthelibertyeveryonehastakentodispersethesacredwritintosomanyidiomscarrieswithitagreatdealmoreofdangerthanutility。TheJews,Mohammedans,andalmostallotherpeoples,havereverentiallyespousedthelanguagewhereintheirmysterieswerefirstconceived,andhaveexpressly,andnotwithoutcolourofreason,forbiddenthealterationofthemintoanyother。AreweassuredthatinBiscayandinBrittanythereareenoughcompetentjudgesofthisaffairtoestablishthistranslationintotheirownlanguage?TheuniversalChurchhasnotamoredifficultandsolemnjudgmenttomake。
  Inpreachingandspeakingtheinterpretationisvague,free,mutable,andofapiecebyitself;so’tisnotthesamething。
  OneofourGreekhistoriansagejustlycensuresthehelivedin,becausethesecretsoftheChristianreligionweredispersedintothehandsofeverymechanic,toexpoundandargueupon,accordingtohisownfancy,andthatweoughttobemuchashamed,wewhobyGod’sespecialfavourenjoythepuremysteriesofpiety,tosufferthemtobeprofanedbytheignorantrabble;consideringthattheGentilesexpresslyforbadSocrates,Plato,andtheothersagestoinquireintoorsomuchasmentionthethingscommittedtothepriestsofDelphi;andhesays,moreover,thatthefactionsofprincesupontheologicalsubjectsarearmednotwithzealbutfury;thatzealspringsfromthedivinewisdomandjustice,andgovernsitselfwithprudenceandmoderation,butdegeneratesintohatredandenvy,producingtaresandnettlesinsteadofcornandwinewhenconductedbyhumanpassions。Anditwastrulysaidbyanother,who,advisingtheEmperorTheodosius,toldhimthatdisputesdidnotsomuchrocktheschismsoftheChurchasleep,asitrousedandanimatedheresies;that,therefore,allcontentionsanddialecticdisputationsweretobeavoided,andmenabsolutelytoacquiesceintheprescriptionsandformulasoffaithestablishedbytheancients。AndtheEmperorAndronicushavingoverheardsomegreatmenathighwordsinhispalacewithLapodiusaboutapointofoursofgreatimportance,gavethemsosevereacheckastothreatentocausethemtobethrownintotheriveriftheydidnotdesist。Theverywomenandchildrennowadaystakeuponthemtolecturetheoldestandmostexperiencedmenabouttheecclesiasticallaws;whereasthefirstofthoseofPlatoforbidsthemtoinquiresomuchasintothecivillaws,whichweretostandinsteadofdivineordinances;and,allowingtheoldmentoconferamongstthemselvesorwiththemagistrateaboutthosethings,headds,provideditbenotinthepresenceofyoungorprofanepersons。
  Abishophasleftinwritingthatattheotherendoftheworldthereisanisle,bytheancientscalledDioscorides,abundantlyfertileinallsortsoftreesandfruits,andofanexceedinglyhealthfulair;theinhabitantsofwhichareChristians,havingchurchesandaltars,onlyadornedwithcrosseswithoutanyotherimages,greatobserversoffastsandfeasts,exactpayersoftheirtithestothepriests,andsochaste,thatnoneofthemispermittedtohavetodowithmorethanonewomaninhislife——[WhatOsoriussaysisthatthesepeopleonlyhadonewifeatatime。]——astotherest,socontentwiththeircondition,thatenvironedwiththeseatheyknownothingofnavigation,andsosimplethattheyunderstandnotonesyllableofthereligiontheyprofessandwhereintheyaresodevout:athingincredibletosuchasdonotknowthatthePagans,whoaresozealousidolaters,knownothingmoreoftheirgodsthantheirbarenamesandtheirstatues。Theancientbeginningof’Menalippus’,atragedyofEuripides,ranthus:
  "OJupiter!forthatnamealoneOfwhatthouarttomeisknown。"
  Ihavealsoknowninmytimesomemen’swritingsfoundfaultwithforbeingpurelyhumanandphilosophical,withoutanymixtureoftheology;
  andyet,withsomeshowofreason,itmight,onthecontrary,besaidthatthedivinedoctrine,asqueenandregentoftherest,betterkeepsherstateapart,thatsheoughttobesovereignthroughout,notsubsidiaryandsuffragan,andthat,peradventure,grammatical,rhetorical,logicalexamplesmayelsewherebemoresuitablychosen,asalsothematerialforthestage,games,andpublicentertainments,thanfromsosacredamatter;thatdivinereasonsareconsideredwithgreatervenerationandattentionbythemselves,andintheirownproperstyle,thanwhenmixedwithandadaptedtohumandiscourse;thatitisafaultmuchmoreoftenobservedthatthedivineswritetoohumanly,thanthatthehumanistswritenottheologicallyenough。Philosophy,saysSt。
  Chrysostom,haslongbeenbanishedtheholyschools,asanhandmaidaltogetheruselessandthoughtunworthytolook,somuchasinpassingbythedoor,intothesanctuaryoftheholytreasuresofthecelestialdoctrine;thatthehumanwayofspeakingisofamuchlowerformandoughtnottoadoptforherselfthedignityandmajestyofdivineeloquence。Letwhowill’verbisindisciplinatis’talkoffortune,destiny,accident,goodandevilhap,andothersuchlikephrases,accordingtohisownhumour;Iformypartproposefanciesmerelyhumanandmerelymyown,andthatsimplyashumanfancies,andseparatelyconsidered,notasdeterminedbyanydecreefromheaven,incapableofdoubtordispute;matterofopinion,notmatteroffaith;thingswhichI
  discourseofaccordingtomyownnotions,notasIbelieve,accordingtoGod;afteralaical,notclerical,andyetalwaysafteraveryreligiousmanner,aschildrenpreparetheirexercises,nottoinstructbuttobeinstructed。
  Andmightitnotbesaid,thatanedictenjoiningallpeoplebutsuchasarepublicprofessorsofdivinity,tobeveryreservedinwritingofreligion,wouldcarrywithitaverygoodcolourofutilityandjustice——
  andtome,amongsttherestperadventure,toholdmyprating?IhavebeentoldthateventhosewhoarenotofourChurchneverthelessamongstthemselvesexpresslyforbidthenameofGodtobeusedincommondiscourse,norsomuchevenbywayofinterjection,exclamation,assertionofatruth,orcomparison;andIthinkthemintheright:uponwhatoccasionsoeverwecalluponGodtoaccompanyandassistus,itoughtalwaystobedonewiththegreatestreverenceanddevotion。
  Thereis,asIremember,apassageinXenophonwherehetellsusthatweoughtsomuchthemoreseldomtocalluponGod,byhowmuchitishardtocomposeoursoulstosuchadegreeofcalmness,patience,anddevotionasitoughttobeinatsuchatime;otherwiseourprayersarenotonlyvainandfruitless,butvicious:"forgiveus,"wesay,"ourtrespasses,asweforgivethemthattrespassagainstus";whatdowemeanbythispetitionbutthatwepresenttoGodasoulfreefromallrancourandrevenge?AndyetwemakenothingofinvokingGod’sassistanceinourvices,andinvitingHimintoourunjustdesigns:
  "Quae,nisiseductis,nequeascommitteredivis"
  ["Whichyoucanonlyimparttothegods,whenyouhavegainedthemover。"——Persius,ii。4。]
  thecovetousmanpraysfortheconservationofhisvainandsuperfluousriches;theambitiousforvictoryandthegoodconductofhisfortune;
  thethiefcallsHimtohisassistance,todeliverhimfromthedangersanddifficultiesthatobstructhiswickeddesigns,orreturnsHimthanksforthefacilityhehasmetwithincuttingaman’sthroat;atthedoorofthehousemenaregoingtostormorbreakintobyforceofapetard,theyfalltoprayersforsuccess,theirintentionsandhopesofcruelty,avarice,andlust。
  "Hocigitur,quotoJovisauremimpelleretentas,DicagedumStaio:’prohJupiter!Obone,clamet,Jupiter!’AtsesenonclametJupiteripse。"
  ["Thistherefore,withwhichyouseektodrawtheearofJupiter,saytoStaius。’OJupiter!OgoodJupiter!’lethimcry。ThinkyouJupiterhimselfwouldnotcryoutuponit?"——Persius,ii。21。]
  Marguerite,QueenofNavarre,——[IntheHeptameron。]——tellsofayoungprince,who,thoughshedoesnotnamehim,iseasilyenoughbyhisgreatqualitiestobeknown,whogoinguponanamorousassignationtoliewithanadvocate’swifeofParis,hiswaythitherbeingthroughachurch,heneverpassedthatholyplacegoingtoorreturningfromhispiousexercise,buthealwayskneeleddowntopray。Whereinhewouldemploythedivinefavour,hissoulbeingfullofsuchvirtuousmeditations,Ileaveotherstojudge,which,nevertheless,sheinstancesforatestimonyofsingulardevotion。Butthisisnottheonlyproofwehavethatwomenarenotveryfittotreatoftheologicalaffairs。
  AtrueprayerandreligiousreconcilingofourselvestoAlmightyGodcannotenterintoanimpuresoul,subjectattheverytimetothedominionofSatan。HewhocallsGodtohisassistancewhilstinacourseofvice,doesasifacut—purseshouldcallamagistratetohelphim,orlikethosewhointroducethenameofGodtotheattestationofalie。
  "TacitomalavotasusurroConcipimus。"
  ["Wewhisperourguiltyprayers。"———Lucan,v。104。]
  TherearefewmenwhodurstpublishtotheworldtheprayerstheymaketoAlmightyGod:
  "Haudcuivispromptumest,murmurque,humilesquesusurrosTolleredetemplis,etapertoviverevoto"
  ["’Tisnotconvenientforeveryonetobringtheprayershemuttersoutofthetemple,andtogivehiswishestothepublicear。
  ——"Persius,ii。6。]
  [See:"LettersTotheEarth"byMarkTwaininthestoryofAbnerSchofield,CoalDealer,Buffalo,N。Y。:foradiscussionofthecontradictionsbetween’public’and’private’prayers。D。W。]
  andthisisthereasonwhythePythagoreanswouldhavethemalwayspublicandheardbyeveryone,totheendtheymightnotpreferindecentorunjustpetitionsasthisman:
  "Clarequumdixit,Apollo!
  Labramovet,metuensaudiri:PulcraLaverna,Damihifallere,dajustumsanctumquevideri;
  Noctempeccatis,etfraudibusobjicenubem。"
  ["WhenhehasclearlysaidApollo!hemoveshislips,fearfultobeheard;hemurmurs:OfairLaverna,grantmethetalenttodeceive;
  grantmetoappearholyandjust;shroudmysinswithnight,andcastacloudovermyfrauds。"——Horace,Ep。,i。16,59。——(Lavernawasthegoddessofthieves。)
  ThegodsseverelypunishedthewickedprayersofOEdipusingrantingthem:hehadprayedthathischildrenmightamongstthemselvesdeterminethesuccessiontohisthronebyarms,andwassomiserableastoseehimselftakenathisword。Wearenottopraythatallthingsmaygoaswewouldhavethem,butasmostconcurrentwithprudence。
  Weseem,intruth,tomakeuseofourprayersasofakindofjargon,andasthosedowhoemployholywordsaboutsorceriesandmagicaloperations;
  andasifwereckonedthebenefitwearetoreapfromthemasdependinguponthecontexture,sound,andjingleofwords,oruponthegravecomposingofthecountenance。Forhavingthesoulcontaminatedwithconcupiscence,nottouchedwithrepentance,orcomfortedbyanylatereconciliationwithGod,wegotopresentHimsuchwordsasthememorysuggeststothetongue,andhopefromthencetoobtaintheremissionofoursins。Thereisnothingsoeasy,sosweet,andsofavourable,asthedivinelaw:itcallsandinvitesustoher,guiltyandabominableasweare;extendsherarmsandreceivesusintoherbosom,foulandpollutedasweatpresentare,andareforthefuturetobe。Butthen,inreturn,wearetolookuponherwitharespectfuleye;wearetoreceivethispardonwithallgratitudearidsubmission,andforthatinstantatleast,whereinweaddressourselvestoher,tohavethesoulsensibleoftheillswehavecommitted,andatenmitywiththosepassionsthatseducedustooffendher;neitherthegodsnorgoodmen(saysPlato)willacceptthepresentofawickedman:
  "Immunisaramsiterigitmanus,NonsumptuosablandiorhostiaMollivitaversosPenatesFarrepioetsalientemica。"
  ["Ifapurehandhastouchedthealtar,thepiousofferingofasmallcakeandafewgrainsofsaltwillappeasetheoffendedgodsmoreeffectuallythancostlysacrifices。"
  ——Horace,Od。,iii。23,17。]
  CHAPTERLVII
  OFAGE
  Icannotallowofthewayinwhichwesettleforourselvesthedurationofourlife。Iseethatthesagescontractitverymuchincomparisonofthecommonopinion:"what,"saidtheyoungerCatotothosewhowouldstayhishandfromkillinghimself,"amInowofanagetobereproachedthatIgooutoftheworldtoosoon?"Andyethewasbuteight—and—fortyyearsold。Hethoughtthattobeamatureandadvancedage,consideringhowfewarriveuntoit。Andsuchas,soothingtheirthoughtswithIknownotwhatcourseofnature,promisetothemselvessomeyearsbeyondit,couldtheybeprivilegedfromtheinfinitenumberofaccidentstowhichwearebyanaturalsubjectionexposed,theymighthavesomereasonsotodo。Whatamidleconceitisittoexpecttodieofadecayofstrength,whichistheeffectofextremestage,andtoproposetoourselvesnoshorterleaseoflifethanthat,consideringitisakindofdeathofallothersthemostrareandveryseldomseen?Wecallthatonlyanaturaldeath;asifitwerecontrarytonaturetoseeamanbreakhisneckwithafall,bedrownedinshipwreck,besnatchedawaywithapleurisyortheplague,andasifourordinaryconditiondidnotexposeustotheseinconveniences。Letusnolongerflatterourselveswiththesefinewords;weoughtrather,peradventure,tocallthatnaturalwhichisgeneral,common,anduniversal。
  Todieofoldageisadeathrare,extraordinary,andsingular,and,therefore,somuchlessnaturalthantheothers;’tisthelastandextremestsortofdying:andthemoreremote,thelesstobehopedfor。
  Itis,indeed,thebournbeyondwhichwearenottopass,andwhichthelawofnaturehassetasalimit,nottobeexceeded;butitis,withal,aprivilegesheisrarelyseentogiveustolasttillthen。’Tisaleasesheonlysignsbyparticularfavour,anditmaybetooneonlyinthespaceoftwoorthreeages,andthenwithapasstoboot,tocarryhimthroughallthetraversesanddifficultiesshehasstrewedinthewayofthislongcareer。Andthereforemyopinionis,thatwhenoncefortyyearsweshouldconsideritasanagetowhichveryfewarrive。Forseeingthatmendonotusuallyproceedsofar,itisasignthatweareprettywelladvanced;andsincewehaveexceededtheordinarybounds,whichisthejustmeasureoflife,weoughtnottoexpecttogomuchfurther;havingescapedsomanyprecipicesofdeath,whereintowehaveseensomanyothermenfall,weshouldacknowledgethatsoextraordinaryafortuneasthatwhichhashithertorescuedusfromthoseeminentperils,andkeptusalivebeyondtheordinarytermofliving,isnotliketocontinuelong。
  ’Tisafaultinourverylawstomaintainthiserror:thesesaythatamanisnotcapableofmanaginghisownestatetillhebefive—and—twentyyearsold,whereashewillhavemuchadotomanagehislifesolong。
  AugustuscutofffiveyearsfromtheancientRomanstandard,anddeclaredthatthirtyyearsoldwassufficientforajudge。ServiusTulliussupersededtheknightsofaboveseven—and—fortyyearsofagefromthefatiguesofwar;Augustusdismissedthematforty—five;thoughmethinksitseemsalittleunreasonablethatmenshouldbesenttothefiresidetillfive—and—fiftyorsixtyyearsofage。Ishouldbeofopinionthatourvocationandemploymentshouldbeasfaraspossibleextendedforthepublicgood:Ifindthefaultontheotherside,thattheydonotemployusearlyenough。Thisemperorwasarbiterofthewholeworldatnineteen,andyetwouldhaveamantobethirtybeforehecouldbefittodetermineadisputeaboutagutter。
  Formypart,Ibelieveoursoulsareadultattwentyasmuchastheyareeverliketobe,andascapablethenasever。Asoulthathasnotbythattimegivenevidentearnestofitsforceandvirtuewillneveraftercometoproof。Thenaturalqualitiesandvirtuesproducewhattheyhaveofvigorousandfine,withinthattermornever,"Sil’espinerionpicquequandnai,Apenequepicquejamai,"
  ["Ifthethorndoesnotprickatitsbirth,’twillhardlyeverprickatall。"
  astheysayinDauphin。
  OfallthegreathumanactionsIeverheardorreadof,ofwhatsortsoever,Ihaveobserved,bothinformeragesandourown,morewereperformedbeforetheageofthirtythanafter;andthisofttimesintheverylivesofthesamemen。MayInotconfidentlyinstanceinthoseofHannibalandhisgreatrivalScipio?Thebetterhalfoftheirlivestheylivedupontheglorytheyhadacquiredintheiryouth;greatmenafter,’tistrue,incomparisonofothers;butbynomeansincomparisonofthemselves。Astomyownparticular,Idocertainlybelievethatsincethatage,bothmyunderstandingandmyconstitutionhaveratherdecayedthanimproved,andretiredratherthanadvanced。’Tispossible,thatwiththosewhomakethebestuseoftheirtime,knowledgeandexperiencemayincreasewiththeiryears;butvivacity,promptitude,steadiness,andotherpiecesofus,ofmuchgreaterimportance,andmuchmoreessentiallyourown,languishanddecay:
  "UbijamvalidisquassatumestviribusaeviCorpus,etobtusiscecideruntviribusartus,Claudicatingenium,deliratlinguaque,mensque。"
  ["Whenoncethebodyisshakenbytheviolenceoftime,bloodandvigourebbingaway,thejudgmenthalts,thetongueandtheminddote。"——Lucretius,iii。452。]
  Sometimesthebodyfirstsubmitstoage,sometimesthemind;andIhaveseenenoughwhohavegotaweaknessintheirbrainsbeforeeitherintheirlegsorstomach;andbyhowmuchthemoreitisadiseaseofnogreatpaintothesufferer,andofobscuresymptoms,somuchgreateristhedanger。ForthisreasonitisthatIcomplainofourlaws,notthattheykeepustoolongtoourwork,butthattheysetustoworktoolate。
  Forthefrailtyoflifeconsidered,andtohowmanyordinaryandnaturalrocksitisexposed,oneoughtnottogiveupsolargeaportionofittochildhood,idleness,andapprenticeship。
  [WhichCottonthusrenders:"Birththoughnoble,oughtnottosharesolargeavacancy,andsotediousacourseofeducation。"Florio(1613)makesthepassagereadas—follows:"Methinksthat,consideringtheweaknessofourlife,andseeingtheinfinitenumberofordinaryrocksandnaturaldangersitissubjectunto,weshouldnot,sosoonaswecomeintotheworld,allotsolargeasharethereofuntounprofitablewantonnessinyouth,ill—breedingidleness,andslow—learningprentisage。"
  EndTheEssaysofMontaigne,V9
  byMicheldeMontaigneTranslatedbyCharlesCottonEditedbyWilliamCarewHazilitt1877
  CONTENTSOFVOLUME9。
  I。Oftheinconstancyofouractions。
  II。Ofdrunkenness。
  III。AcustomoftheIsleofCea。
  IV。To—morrow’sanewday。
  V。Ofconscience。
  VI。Usemakesperfect。
  ESSAYSOFMONTAIGNE
  BOOKTHESECOND
  CHAPTERI
  OFTHEINCONSTANCYOFOURACTIONS
  Suchasmakeittheirbusinesstooverseehumanactions,donotfindthemselvesinanythingsomuchperplexedastoreconcilethemandbringthemintotheworld’seyewiththesamelustreandreputation;fortheycommonlysostrangelycontradictoneanotherthatitseemsimpossibletheyshouldproceedfromoneandthesameperson。WefindtheyoungerMariusonewhileasonofMarsandanotherasonofVenus。PopeBonifaceVIII。entered,itissaid,intohisPapacylikeafox,behavedhimselfinitlikealion,anddiedlikeadog;andwhocouldbelieveittobethesameNero,theperfectimageofallcruelty,who,havingthesentenceofacondemnedmanbroughttohimtosign,aswasthecustom,criedout,"OthatIhadneverbeentaughttowrite!"somuchitwenttohishearttocondemnamantodeath。Allstoryisfullofsuchexamples,andeverymanisabletoproducesomanytohimself,oroutofhisownpracticeorobservation,thatIsometimeswondertoseemenofunderstandinggivethemselvesthetroubleofsortingthesepieces,consideringthatirresolutionappearstometobethemostcommonandmanifestviceofournaturewitnessthefamousverseoftheplayerPublius:
  "Malumconsiliumest,quodmutarinonpotest。"
  ["’Tisevilcounselthatwilladmitnochange。"
  ——Pub。Mim。,exAul。Gell。,xvii。14。]
  Thereseemssomereasoninformingajudgmentofamanfromthemostusualmethodsofhislife;but,consideringthenaturalinstabilityofourmannersandopinions,Ihaveoftenthoughteventhebestauthorsalittleoutinsoobstinatelyendeavouringtomakeofusanyconstantandsolidcontexture;theychooseageneralairofaman,andaccordingtothatinterpretallhisactions,ofwhich,iftheycannotbendsometoauniformitywiththerest,theyarepresentlyimputedtodissimulation。
  Augustushasescapedthem,fortherewasinhimsoapparent,sudden,andcontinualvarietyofactionsallthewholecourseofhislife,thathehasslippedawayclearandundecidedfromthemostdaringcritics。Icanmorehardlybelieveaman’sconstancythananyothervirtue,andbelievenothingsoonerthanthecontrary。Hethatwouldjudgeofamanindetailanddistinctly,bitbybit,wouldoftenerbeabletospeakthetruth。Itisahardmatter,fromallantiquity,topickoutadozenmenwhohaveformedtheirlivestoonecertainandconstantcourse,whichistheprincipaldesignofwisdom;fortocompriseitallinoneword,saysoneoftheancients,andtocontractalltherulesofhumanlifeintoone,"itistowill,andnottowill,alwaysoneandthesamething:Iwillnotvouchsafe,"sayshe,"toadd,providedthewillbejust,forifitbenotjust,itisimpossibleitshouldbealwaysone。"Ihaveindeedformerlylearnedthatviceisnothingbutirregularity,andwantofmeasure,andtherefore’tisimpossibletofixconstancytoit。’Tisasayingof。Demosthenes,"thatthebeginningohallvirtueisconsultationanddeliberation;theendandperfection,constancy。"Ifwewouldresolveonanycertaincoursebyreason,weshouldpitchuponthebest,butnobodyhasthoughton’t:
  "Quodpetiit,spernit;repetit,quodnuperomisit;
  AEstuat,etvitaedisconvenitordinetoto。"
  ["Thatwhichhesoughthedespises;whathelatelylost,heseeksagain。Hefluctuates,andisinconsistentinthewholeorderoflife。!——Horace,Ep。,i。I,98。]
  Ourordinarypracticeistofollowtheinclinationsofourappetite,beittotheleftorright,upwardsordownwards,accordingaswearewaftedbythebreathofoccasion。Wenevermeditatewhatwewouldhavetilltheinstantwehaveamindtohaveit;andchangelikethatlittlecreaturewhichreceivesitscolourfromwhatitislaidupon。Whatwebutjustnowproposedtoourselvesweimmediatelyalter,andpresentlyreturnagaintoit;’tisnothingbutshiftingandinconsistency:
  "Ducimur,utnervisalienismobilelignum。"
  ["Weareturnedaboutlikethetopwiththethongofothers。"
  ——Idem,Sat。,ii。7,82。]
  Wedonotgo,wearedriven;likethingsthatfloat,nowleisurely,thenwithviolence,accordingtothegentlenessorrapidityofthecurrent:
  "Nonnevidemus,Quidsibiquisquevelit,nescire,etquaereresemperCommutarelocum,quasionusdeponerepossit?"
  ["Dowenotseethem,uncertainwhattheywant,andalwaysaskingforsomethingnew,asiftheycouldgetridoftheburthen。"
  ——Lucretius,iii。1070。
  Everydayanewwhimsy,andourhumourskeepmotionwiththetime。
  "Talessunthominummentes,qualipateripseJuppiterauctificaslustravitlumineterras。"
  ["Sucharethemindsofmen,thattheychangeasthelightwithwhichfatherJupiterhimselfhasilluminedtheincreasingearth。"
  ——Cicero,Frag。Poet,lib。x。]
  Wefluctuatebetwixtvariousinclinations;wewillnothingfreely,nothingabsolutely,nothingconstantly。Inanyonewhohadprescribedandestablisheddeterminatelawsandrulesinhisheadforhisownconduct,weshouldperceiveanequalityofmanners,anorderandaninfalliblerelationofonethingoractiontoanother,shinethroughhiswholelife;EmpedoclesobservedthisdiscrepancyintheAgrigentines,thattheygavethemselvesuptodelights,asifeverydaywastheirlast,andbuiltasiftheyhadbeentoliveforever。Thejudgmentwouldnotbehardtomake,asisveryevidentintheyoungerCato;hewhothereinhasfoundonestep,itwillleadhimtoalltherest;’tisaharmonyofveryaccordingsounds,thatcannotjar。Butwithus’tisquitecontrary;everyparticularactionrequiresaparticularjudgment。Thesurestwaytosteer,inmyopinion,wouldbetotakeourmeasuresfromthenearestalliedcircumstances,withoutengaginginalongerinquisition,orwithoutconcludinganyotherconsequence。Iwastold,duringthecivildisordersofourpoorkingdom,thatamaid,hardbytheplacewhereIthenwas,hadthrownherselfoutofawindowtoavoidbeingforcedbyacommonsoldierwhowasquarteredinthehouse;shewasnotkilledbythefall,andtherefore,repeatingherattemptwouldhavecutherownthroat,hadshenotbeenprevented;buthaving,nevertheless,woundedherselftosomeshowofdanger,shevoluntarilyconfessedthatthesoldierhadnotasyetimportunedherotherwise;thanbycourtship,earnestsolicitation,andpresents;butthatshewasafraidthatintheendhewouldhaveproceededtoviolence,allwhichshedeliveredwithsuchacountenanceandaccent,andwithalembruedinherownblood,thehighesttestimonyofhervirtue,thatsheappearedanotherLucretia;andyetIhavesincebeenverywellassuredthatbothbeforeandaftershewasnotsodifficultapiece。And,accordingtomyhost’staleinAriosto,beashandsomeamanandasworthyagentlemanasyouwill,donotconcludetoomuchuponyourmistress’sinviolablechastityforhavingbeenrepulsed;youdonotknowbutshemayhaveabetterstomachtoyourmuleteer。
  Antigonus,havingtakenoneofhissoldiersintoagreatdegreeoffavourandesteemforhisvalour,gavehisphysiciansstrictchargetocurehimofalongandinwarddiseaseunderwhichhehadagreatwhilelanguished,andobservingthat,afterhiscure,hewentmuchmorecoldlytoworkthanbefore,heaskedhimwhathadsoalteredandcowedhim:"Yourself,sir,"
  repliedtheother,"byhavingeasedmeofthepainsthatmademewearyofmylife。"Lucullus’ssoldierhavingbeenrifledbytheenemy,performedupontheminrevengeabraveexploit,bywhichhavingmadehimselfagainer,Lucullus,whohadconceivedagoodopinionofhimfromthataction,wentabouttoengagehiminsomeenterpriseofverygreatdanger,withalltheplausiblepersuasionsandpromiseshecouldthinkof;
  "Verbis,quaetimidoquoquepossentadderementem"
  ["Wordswhichmightaddcouragetoanytimidman。"
  ——Horace,Ep。,ii。2,1,2。]
  "Prayemploy,"answeredhe,"somemiserableplunderedsoldierinthataffair":
  "Quantumvisrusticus,ibit,Ibiteo,quovis,quizonamperdidit,inquit;"
  ["Somepoorfellow,whohaslosthispurse,willgowhitheryouwish,saidhe。"——Horace,Ep。,ii。2,39。]
  andflatlyrefusedtogo。WhenwereadthatMahomethavingfuriouslyratedChasan,BassaoftheJanissaries,becausehehadseentheHungariansbreakintohissquadrons,andhimselfbehaveveryillinthebusiness,andthatChasan,insteadofanyotheranswer,rushedfuriouslyalone,scimitarinhand,intothefirstbodyoftheenemy,wherehewaspresentlycuttopieces,wearenottolookuponthataction,peradventure,somuchasvindicationasaturnofmind,notsomuchnaturalvalourasasuddendespite。Themanyousawyesterdaysoadventurousandbrave,youmustnotthinkitstrangetoseehimasgreatapoltroonthenext:anger,necessity,company,wine,orthesoundofthetrumpethadrousedhisspirits;thisisnovalourformedandestablishedbyreason,butaccidentallycreatedbysuchcircumstances,andthereforeitisnowonderifbycontrarycircumstancesitappearquiteanotherthing。
  Thesesupplevariationsandcontradictionssomanifestinus,havegivenoccasiontosometobelievethatmanhastwosouls;othertwodistinctpowersthatalwaysaccompanyandinclineus,theonetowardsgoodandtheothertowardsill,accordingtotheirownnatureandpropension;soabruptavarietynotbeingimaginabletoflowfromoneandthesamesource。
  Formypart,thepuffofeveryaccidentnotonlycarriesmealongwithitaccordingtoitsownproclivity,butmoreoverIdiscomposeandtroublemyselfbytheinstabilityofmyownposture;andwhoeverwilllooknarrowlyintohisownbosom,willhardlyfindhimselftwiceinthesamecondition。Igivetomysoulsometimesonefaceandsometimesanother,accordingtothesideIturnherto。IfIspeakvariouslyofmyself,itisbecauseIconsidermyselfvariously;allthecontrarietiesaretheretobefoundinonecorneroranother;afteronefashionoranother:
  bashful,insolent;chaste,lustful;prating,silent;laborious,delicate;
  ingenious,heavy;melancholic,pleasant;lying,true;knowing,ignorant;
  liberal,covetous,andprodigal:Ifindallthisinmyself,moreorless,accordingasIturnmyselfabout;andwhoeverwillsifthimselftothebottom,willfindinhimself,andeveninhisownjudgment,thisvolubilityanddiscordance。Ihavenothingtosayofmyselfentirely,simply,andsolidlywithoutmixtureandconfusion。’Distinguo’isthemostuniversalmemberofmylogic。ThoughIalwaysintendtospeakwellofgoodthings,andrathertointerpretsuchthingsasfalloutinthebestsensethanotherwise,yetsuchisthestrangenessofourcondition,thatweareoftenpushedontodowellevenbyviceitself,ifwell—doingwerenotjudgedbytheintentiononly。Onegallantaction,therefore,oughtnottoconcludeamanvaliant;ifamanwerebraveindeed,hewouldbealwaysso,anduponalloccasions。Ifitwereahabitofvalourandnotasally,itwouldrenderamanequallyresoluteinallaccidents;thesamealoneasincompany;thesameinlistsasinabattle:for,letthemsaywhattheywill,thereisnotonevalourforthepavementandanotherforthefield;hewouldbearasicknessinhisbedasbravelyasawoundinthefield,andnomorefeardeathinhisownhousethanatanassault。
  Weshouldnotthenseethesamemanchargeintoabreachwithabraveassurance,andafterwardstormenthimselflikeawomanforthelossofatrialatlaworthedeathofachild;when,beinganinfamouscoward,heisfirminthenecessitiesofpoverty;whenheshrinksatthesightofabarber’srazor,andrushesfearlessupontheswordsoftheenemy,theactioniscommendable,nottheman。
  ManyoftheGreeks,saysCicero,——[Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,ii。27。]——
  cannotendurethesightofanenemy,andyetarecourageousinsickness;
  theCimbriansandCeltiberiansquitecontrary;
  "Nihilenimpotestesseaequabile,quodnonacertarationeproficiscatur。"
  ["Nothingcanberegularthatdoesnotproceedfromafixedgroundofreason。"——Idem,ibid。,c。26。]
  NovalourcanbemoreextremeinitskindthanthatofAlexander:butitisofbutonekind,norfullenoughthroughout,noruniversal。
  Incomparableasitis,ithasyetsomeblemishes;ofwhichhisbeingsooftenathiswits’enduponeverylightsuspicionofhiscaptainsconspiringagainsthislife,andthecarryinghimselfinthatinquisitionwithsomuchvehemenceandindiscreetinjustice,andwithafearthatsubvertedhisnaturalreason,isonepregnantinstance。Thesuperstition,also,withwhichhewassomuchtainted,carriesalongwithitsomeimageofpusillanimity;andtheexcessofhispenitenceforthemurderofClytusisalsoatestimonyoftheunevennessofhiscourage。
  Allweperformisnootherthanacento,asamanmaysay,ofseveralpieces,andwewouldacquirehonourbyafalsetitle。Virtuecannotbefollowedbutforherself,andifonesometimesborrowshermasktosomeotherpurpose,shepresentlypullsitawayagain。’Tisavividandstrongtincturewhich,whenthesoulhasoncethoroughlyimbibedit,willnotoutbutwiththepiece。And,therefore,tomakearightjudgmentofaman,wearelongandveryobservinglytofollowhistrace:ifconstancydoesnottherestandfirmuponherownproperbase,"Cuivivendiviaconsiderataatqueprovisaest,"
  ["Ifthewayofhislifeisthoroughlyconsideredandtracedout。"
  ——Cicero,Paradox,v。1。]
  ifthevarietyofoccurrencesmakeshimalterhispace(hispath,Imean,forthepacemaybefasterorslower)lethimgo;suchanonerunsbeforethewind,"Avauledent,"asthemottoofourTalebothasit。
  ’Tisnowonder,saysoneoftheancients,thatchancehassogreatadominionoverus,sinceitisbychancewelive。Itisnotpossibleforanyonewhohasnotdesignedhislifeforsomecertainend,itisimpossibleforanyonetoarrangethepieces,whohasnotthewholeformalreadycontrivedinhisimagination。Ofwhatusearecolourstohimthatknowsnotwhatheistopaint?Noonelaysdownacertaindesignforhislife,andweonlydeliberatethereofbypieces。Thearcheroughtfirsttoknowatwhatheistoaim,andthenaccommodatehisarm,bow,string,shaft,andmotiontoit;ourcounselsdeviateandwander,becausenotlevelledtoanydeterminateend。Nowindserveshimwhoaddresseshisvoyagetonocertain,port。IcannotacquiesceinthejudgmentgivenbyoneinthebehalfofSophocles,whoconcludedhimcapableofthemanagementofdomesticaffairs,againsttheaccusationofhisson,fromhavingreadoneofhistragedies。