Ilookupontheseasinthesameconditionwiththefirst:buttheobstinacyisnottheresoeasytobeovercome。Thiscontrarietyandvolubilityofopinionsosudden,soviolent,thattheyfeign,areakindofmiracletome:theypresentuswiththestateofanindigestibleagonyofmind。
Itseemedtomeafantasticimaginationinthosewho,theselateyearspast,werewonttoreproacheverymantheyknewtobeofanyextraordinaryparts,andmadeprofessionoftheCatholicreligion,thatitwasbutoutwardly;maintaining,moreover,todohimhonourforsooth,thatwhateverhemightpretendtothecontraryhecouldnotbutinhisheartbeoftheirreformedopinion。Anuntowarddisease,thatamanshouldbesorivetedtohisownbeliefastofancythatotherscannotbelieveotherwisethanashedoes;andyetworse,thattheyshouldentertainsoviciousanopinionofsuchgreatpartsastothinkanymansoqualified,shouldpreferanypresentadvantageoffortunetothepromisesofeternallifeandthemenacesofeternaldamnation。Theymaybelieveme:couldanythinghavetemptedmyyouth,theambitionofthedangeranddifficultiesinthelatecommotionshadnotbeentheleastmotives。
Itisnotwithoutverygoodreason,inmyopinion,thattheChurchinterdictsthepromiscuous,indiscreet,andirreverentuseoftheholyanddivinePsalms,withwhichtheHolyGhostinspiredKingDavid。WeoughtnottomixGodinouractions,butwiththehighestreverenceandcaution;thatpoesyistooholytobeputtonootherusethantoexercisethelungsandtodelightourears;itoughttocomefromtheconscience,andnotfromthetongue。Itisnotfitthataprenticeinhisshop,amongsthisvainandfrivolousthoughts,shouldbepermittedtopassawayhistimeanddiverthimselfwithsuchsacredthings。NeitherisitdecenttoseetheHolyBookoftheholymysteriesofourbelieftumbledupanddownahallorakitchentheywereformerlymysteries,butarenowbecomesportsandrecreations。’Tisabooktooseriousandtoovenerabletobecursorilyorslightlyturnedover:thereadingofthescriptureoughttobeatemperateandpremeditatedact,andtowhichmenshouldalwaysaddthisdevoutpreface,’sursumcorda’,preparingeventhebodytosohumbleandcomposedagestureandcountenanceasshallevidenceaparticularvenerationandattention。Neitherisitabookforeveryonetofist,butthestudyofselectmensetapartforthatpurpose,andwhomAlmightyGodhasbeenpleasedtocalltothatofficeandsacredfunction:thewickedandignorantgrowworsebyit。’Tis,notastorytotell,butahistorytorevere,fear,andadore。Arenottheythenpleasantmenwhothinktheyhaverenderedthisfitforthepeople’shandlingbytranslatingitintothevulgartongue?Doestheunderstandingofallthereincontainedonlystickatwords?ShallI
venturetosayfurther,thatbycomingsoneartounderstandalittle,theyaremuchwiderofthewholescopethanbefore。Apureandsimpleignoranceandwhollydependingupontheexpositionofqualifiedpersons,wasfarmorelearnedandsalutarythanthisvainandverbalknowledge,whichhasonlytemerityandpresumption。
AndIdofurtherbelievethatthelibertyeveryonehastakentodispersethesacredwritintosomanyidiomscarrieswithitagreatdealmoreofdangerthanutility。TheJews,Mohammedans,andalmostallotherpeoples,havereverentiallyespousedthelanguagewhereintheirmysterieswerefirstconceived,andhaveexpressly,andnotwithoutcolourofreason,forbiddenthealterationofthemintoanyother。AreweassuredthatinBiscayandinBrittanythereareenoughcompetentjudgesofthisaffairtoestablishthistranslationintotheirownlanguage?TheuniversalChurchhasnotamoredifficultandsolemnjudgmenttomake。
Inpreachingandspeakingtheinterpretationisvague,free,mutable,andofapiecebyitself;so’tisnotthesamething。
OneofourGreekhistoriansagejustlycensuresthehelivedin,becausethesecretsoftheChristianreligionweredispersedintothehandsofeverymechanic,toexpoundandargueupon,accordingtohisownfancy,andthatweoughttobemuchashamed,wewhobyGod’sespecialfavourenjoythepuremysteriesofpiety,tosufferthemtobeprofanedbytheignorantrabble;consideringthattheGentilesexpresslyforbadSocrates,Plato,andtheothersagestoinquireintoorsomuchasmentionthethingscommittedtothepriestsofDelphi;andhesays,moreover,thatthefactionsofprincesupontheologicalsubjectsarearmednotwithzealbutfury;thatzealspringsfromthedivinewisdomandjustice,andgovernsitselfwithprudenceandmoderation,butdegeneratesintohatredandenvy,producingtaresandnettlesinsteadofcornandwinewhenconductedbyhumanpassions。Anditwastrulysaidbyanother,who,advisingtheEmperorTheodosius,toldhimthatdisputesdidnotsomuchrocktheschismsoftheChurchasleep,asitrousedandanimatedheresies;that,therefore,allcontentionsanddialecticdisputationsweretobeavoided,andmenabsolutelytoacquiesceintheprescriptionsandformulasoffaithestablishedbytheancients。AndtheEmperorAndronicushavingoverheardsomegreatmenathighwordsinhispalacewithLapodiusaboutapointofoursofgreatimportance,gavethemsosevereacheckastothreatentocausethemtobethrownintotheriveriftheydidnotdesist。Theverywomenandchildrennowadaystakeuponthemtolecturetheoldestandmostexperiencedmenabouttheecclesiasticallaws;whereasthefirstofthoseofPlatoforbidsthemtoinquiresomuchasintothecivillaws,whichweretostandinsteadofdivineordinances;and,allowingtheoldmentoconferamongstthemselvesorwiththemagistrateaboutthosethings,headds,provideditbenotinthepresenceofyoungorprofanepersons。
Abishophasleftinwritingthatattheotherendoftheworldthereisanisle,bytheancientscalledDioscorides,abundantlyfertileinallsortsoftreesandfruits,andofanexceedinglyhealthfulair;theinhabitantsofwhichareChristians,havingchurchesandaltars,onlyadornedwithcrosseswithoutanyotherimages,greatobserversoffastsandfeasts,exactpayersoftheirtithestothepriests,andsochaste,thatnoneofthemispermittedtohavetodowithmorethanonewomaninhislife——[WhatOsoriussaysisthatthesepeopleonlyhadonewifeatatime。]——astotherest,socontentwiththeircondition,thatenvironedwiththeseatheyknownothingofnavigation,andsosimplethattheyunderstandnotonesyllableofthereligiontheyprofessandwhereintheyaresodevout:athingincredibletosuchasdonotknowthatthePagans,whoaresozealousidolaters,knownothingmoreoftheirgodsthantheirbarenamesandtheirstatues。Theancientbeginningof’Menalippus’,atragedyofEuripides,ranthus:
"OJupiter!forthatnamealoneOfwhatthouarttomeisknown。"
Ihavealsoknowninmytimesomemen’swritingsfoundfaultwithforbeingpurelyhumanandphilosophical,withoutanymixtureoftheology;
andyet,withsomeshowofreason,itmight,onthecontrary,besaidthatthedivinedoctrine,asqueenandregentoftherest,betterkeepsherstateapart,thatsheoughttobesovereignthroughout,notsubsidiaryandsuffragan,andthat,peradventure,grammatical,rhetorical,logicalexamplesmayelsewherebemoresuitablychosen,asalsothematerialforthestage,games,andpublicentertainments,thanfromsosacredamatter;thatdivinereasonsareconsideredwithgreatervenerationandattentionbythemselves,andintheirownproperstyle,thanwhenmixedwithandadaptedtohumandiscourse;thatitisafaultmuchmoreoftenobservedthatthedivineswritetoohumanly,thanthatthehumanistswritenottheologicallyenough。Philosophy,saysSt。
Chrysostom,haslongbeenbanishedtheholyschools,asanhandmaidaltogetheruselessandthoughtunworthytolook,somuchasinpassingbythedoor,intothesanctuaryoftheholytreasuresofthecelestialdoctrine;thatthehumanwayofspeakingisofamuchlowerformandoughtnottoadoptforherselfthedignityandmajestyofdivineeloquence。Letwhowill’verbisindisciplinatis’talkoffortune,destiny,accident,goodandevilhap,andothersuchlikephrases,accordingtohisownhumour;Iformypartproposefanciesmerelyhumanandmerelymyown,andthatsimplyashumanfancies,andseparatelyconsidered,notasdeterminedbyanydecreefromheaven,incapableofdoubtordispute;matterofopinion,notmatteroffaith;thingswhichI
discourseofaccordingtomyownnotions,notasIbelieve,accordingtoGod;afteralaical,notclerical,andyetalwaysafteraveryreligiousmanner,aschildrenpreparetheirexercises,nottoinstructbuttobeinstructed。
Andmightitnotbesaid,thatanedictenjoiningallpeoplebutsuchasarepublicprofessorsofdivinity,tobeveryreservedinwritingofreligion,wouldcarrywithitaverygoodcolourofutilityandjustice——
andtome,amongsttherestperadventure,toholdmyprating?IhavebeentoldthateventhosewhoarenotofourChurchneverthelessamongstthemselvesexpresslyforbidthenameofGodtobeusedincommondiscourse,norsomuchevenbywayofinterjection,exclamation,assertionofatruth,orcomparison;andIthinkthemintheright:uponwhatoccasionsoeverwecalluponGodtoaccompanyandassistus,itoughtalwaystobedonewiththegreatestreverenceanddevotion。
Thereis,asIremember,apassageinXenophonwherehetellsusthatweoughtsomuchthemoreseldomtocalluponGod,byhowmuchitishardtocomposeoursoulstosuchadegreeofcalmness,patience,anddevotionasitoughttobeinatsuchatime;otherwiseourprayersarenotonlyvainandfruitless,butvicious:"forgiveus,"wesay,"ourtrespasses,asweforgivethemthattrespassagainstus";whatdowemeanbythispetitionbutthatwepresenttoGodasoulfreefromallrancourandrevenge?AndyetwemakenothingofinvokingGod’sassistanceinourvices,andinvitingHimintoourunjustdesigns:
"Quae,nisiseductis,nequeascommitteredivis"
["Whichyoucanonlyimparttothegods,whenyouhavegainedthemover。"——Persius,ii。4。]
thecovetousmanpraysfortheconservationofhisvainandsuperfluousriches;theambitiousforvictoryandthegoodconductofhisfortune;
thethiefcallsHimtohisassistance,todeliverhimfromthedangersanddifficultiesthatobstructhiswickeddesigns,orreturnsHimthanksforthefacilityhehasmetwithincuttingaman’sthroat;atthedoorofthehousemenaregoingtostormorbreakintobyforceofapetard,theyfalltoprayersforsuccess,theirintentionsandhopesofcruelty,avarice,andlust。
"Hocigitur,quotoJovisauremimpelleretentas,DicagedumStaio:’prohJupiter!Obone,clamet,Jupiter!’AtsesenonclametJupiteripse。"
["Thistherefore,withwhichyouseektodrawtheearofJupiter,saytoStaius。’OJupiter!OgoodJupiter!’lethimcry。ThinkyouJupiterhimselfwouldnotcryoutuponit?"——Persius,ii。21。]
Marguerite,QueenofNavarre,——[IntheHeptameron。]——tellsofayoungprince,who,thoughshedoesnotnamehim,iseasilyenoughbyhisgreatqualitiestobeknown,whogoinguponanamorousassignationtoliewithanadvocate’swifeofParis,hiswaythitherbeingthroughachurch,heneverpassedthatholyplacegoingtoorreturningfromhispiousexercise,buthealwayskneeleddowntopray。Whereinhewouldemploythedivinefavour,hissoulbeingfullofsuchvirtuousmeditations,Ileaveotherstojudge,which,nevertheless,sheinstancesforatestimonyofsingulardevotion。Butthisisnottheonlyproofwehavethatwomenarenotveryfittotreatoftheologicalaffairs。
AtrueprayerandreligiousreconcilingofourselvestoAlmightyGodcannotenterintoanimpuresoul,subjectattheverytimetothedominionofSatan。HewhocallsGodtohisassistancewhilstinacourseofvice,doesasifacut—purseshouldcallamagistratetohelphim,orlikethosewhointroducethenameofGodtotheattestationofalie。
"TacitomalavotasusurroConcipimus。"
["Wewhisperourguiltyprayers。"———Lucan,v。104。]
TherearefewmenwhodurstpublishtotheworldtheprayerstheymaketoAlmightyGod:
"Haudcuivispromptumest,murmurque,humilesquesusurrosTolleredetemplis,etapertoviverevoto"
["’Tisnotconvenientforeveryonetobringtheprayershemuttersoutofthetemple,andtogivehiswishestothepublicear。
——"Persius,ii。6。]
[See:"LettersTotheEarth"byMarkTwaininthestoryofAbnerSchofield,CoalDealer,Buffalo,N。Y。:foradiscussionofthecontradictionsbetween’public’and’private’prayers。D。W。]
andthisisthereasonwhythePythagoreanswouldhavethemalwayspublicandheardbyeveryone,totheendtheymightnotpreferindecentorunjustpetitionsasthisman:
"Clarequumdixit,Apollo!
Labramovet,metuensaudiri:PulcraLaverna,Damihifallere,dajustumsanctumquevideri;
Noctempeccatis,etfraudibusobjicenubem。"
["WhenhehasclearlysaidApollo!hemoveshislips,fearfultobeheard;hemurmurs:OfairLaverna,grantmethetalenttodeceive;
grantmetoappearholyandjust;shroudmysinswithnight,andcastacloudovermyfrauds。"——Horace,Ep。,i。16,59。——(Lavernawasthegoddessofthieves。)
ThegodsseverelypunishedthewickedprayersofOEdipusingrantingthem:hehadprayedthathischildrenmightamongstthemselvesdeterminethesuccessiontohisthronebyarms,andwassomiserableastoseehimselftakenathisword。Wearenottopraythatallthingsmaygoaswewouldhavethem,butasmostconcurrentwithprudence。
Weseem,intruth,tomakeuseofourprayersasofakindofjargon,andasthosedowhoemployholywordsaboutsorceriesandmagicaloperations;
andasifwereckonedthebenefitwearetoreapfromthemasdependinguponthecontexture,sound,andjingleofwords,oruponthegravecomposingofthecountenance。Forhavingthesoulcontaminatedwithconcupiscence,nottouchedwithrepentance,orcomfortedbyanylatereconciliationwithGod,wegotopresentHimsuchwordsasthememorysuggeststothetongue,andhopefromthencetoobtaintheremissionofoursins。Thereisnothingsoeasy,sosweet,andsofavourable,asthedivinelaw:itcallsandinvitesustoher,guiltyandabominableasweare;extendsherarmsandreceivesusintoherbosom,foulandpollutedasweatpresentare,andareforthefuturetobe。Butthen,inreturn,wearetolookuponherwitharespectfuleye;wearetoreceivethispardonwithallgratitudearidsubmission,andforthatinstantatleast,whereinweaddressourselvestoher,tohavethesoulsensibleoftheillswehavecommitted,andatenmitywiththosepassionsthatseducedustooffendher;neitherthegodsnorgoodmen(saysPlato)willacceptthepresentofawickedman:
"Immunisaramsiterigitmanus,NonsumptuosablandiorhostiaMollivitaversosPenatesFarrepioetsalientemica。"
["Ifapurehandhastouchedthealtar,thepiousofferingofasmallcakeandafewgrainsofsaltwillappeasetheoffendedgodsmoreeffectuallythancostlysacrifices。"
——Horace,Od。,iii。23,17。]
CHAPTERLVII
OFAGE
Icannotallowofthewayinwhichwesettleforourselvesthedurationofourlife。Iseethatthesagescontractitverymuchincomparisonofthecommonopinion:"what,"saidtheyoungerCatotothosewhowouldstayhishandfromkillinghimself,"amInowofanagetobereproachedthatIgooutoftheworldtoosoon?"Andyethewasbuteight—and—fortyyearsold。Hethoughtthattobeamatureandadvancedage,consideringhowfewarriveuntoit。Andsuchas,soothingtheirthoughtswithIknownotwhatcourseofnature,promisetothemselvessomeyearsbeyondit,couldtheybeprivilegedfromtheinfinitenumberofaccidentstowhichwearebyanaturalsubjectionexposed,theymighthavesomereasonsotodo。Whatamidleconceitisittoexpecttodieofadecayofstrength,whichistheeffectofextremestage,andtoproposetoourselvesnoshorterleaseoflifethanthat,consideringitisakindofdeathofallothersthemostrareandveryseldomseen?Wecallthatonlyanaturaldeath;asifitwerecontrarytonaturetoseeamanbreakhisneckwithafall,bedrownedinshipwreck,besnatchedawaywithapleurisyortheplague,andasifourordinaryconditiondidnotexposeustotheseinconveniences。Letusnolongerflatterourselveswiththesefinewords;weoughtrather,peradventure,tocallthatnaturalwhichisgeneral,common,anduniversal。
Todieofoldageisadeathrare,extraordinary,andsingular,and,therefore,somuchlessnaturalthantheothers;’tisthelastandextremestsortofdying:andthemoreremote,thelesstobehopedfor。
Itis,indeed,thebournbeyondwhichwearenottopass,andwhichthelawofnaturehassetasalimit,nottobeexceeded;butitis,withal,aprivilegesheisrarelyseentogiveustolasttillthen。’Tisaleasesheonlysignsbyparticularfavour,anditmaybetooneonlyinthespaceoftwoorthreeages,andthenwithapasstoboot,tocarryhimthroughallthetraversesanddifficultiesshehasstrewedinthewayofthislongcareer。Andthereforemyopinionis,thatwhenoncefortyyearsweshouldconsideritasanagetowhichveryfewarrive。Forseeingthatmendonotusuallyproceedsofar,itisasignthatweareprettywelladvanced;andsincewehaveexceededtheordinarybounds,whichisthejustmeasureoflife,weoughtnottoexpecttogomuchfurther;havingescapedsomanyprecipicesofdeath,whereintowehaveseensomanyothermenfall,weshouldacknowledgethatsoextraordinaryafortuneasthatwhichhashithertorescuedusfromthoseeminentperils,andkeptusalivebeyondtheordinarytermofliving,isnotliketocontinuelong。
’Tisafaultinourverylawstomaintainthiserror:thesesaythatamanisnotcapableofmanaginghisownestatetillhebefive—and—twentyyearsold,whereashewillhavemuchadotomanagehislifesolong。
AugustuscutofffiveyearsfromtheancientRomanstandard,anddeclaredthatthirtyyearsoldwassufficientforajudge。ServiusTulliussupersededtheknightsofaboveseven—and—fortyyearsofagefromthefatiguesofwar;Augustusdismissedthematforty—five;thoughmethinksitseemsalittleunreasonablethatmenshouldbesenttothefiresidetillfive—and—fiftyorsixtyyearsofage。Ishouldbeofopinionthatourvocationandemploymentshouldbeasfaraspossibleextendedforthepublicgood:Ifindthefaultontheotherside,thattheydonotemployusearlyenough。Thisemperorwasarbiterofthewholeworldatnineteen,andyetwouldhaveamantobethirtybeforehecouldbefittodetermineadisputeaboutagutter。
Formypart,Ibelieveoursoulsareadultattwentyasmuchastheyareeverliketobe,andascapablethenasever。Asoulthathasnotbythattimegivenevidentearnestofitsforceandvirtuewillneveraftercometoproof。Thenaturalqualitiesandvirtuesproducewhattheyhaveofvigorousandfine,withinthattermornever,"Sil’espinerionpicquequandnai,Apenequepicquejamai,"
["Ifthethorndoesnotprickatitsbirth,’twillhardlyeverprickatall。"
astheysayinDauphin。
OfallthegreathumanactionsIeverheardorreadof,ofwhatsortsoever,Ihaveobserved,bothinformeragesandourown,morewereperformedbeforetheageofthirtythanafter;andthisofttimesintheverylivesofthesamemen。MayInotconfidentlyinstanceinthoseofHannibalandhisgreatrivalScipio?Thebetterhalfoftheirlivestheylivedupontheglorytheyhadacquiredintheiryouth;greatmenafter,’tistrue,incomparisonofothers;butbynomeansincomparisonofthemselves。Astomyownparticular,Idocertainlybelievethatsincethatage,bothmyunderstandingandmyconstitutionhaveratherdecayedthanimproved,andretiredratherthanadvanced。’Tispossible,thatwiththosewhomakethebestuseoftheirtime,knowledgeandexperiencemayincreasewiththeiryears;butvivacity,promptitude,steadiness,andotherpiecesofus,ofmuchgreaterimportance,andmuchmoreessentiallyourown,languishanddecay:
"UbijamvalidisquassatumestviribusaeviCorpus,etobtusiscecideruntviribusartus,Claudicatingenium,deliratlinguaque,mensque。"
["Whenoncethebodyisshakenbytheviolenceoftime,bloodandvigourebbingaway,thejudgmenthalts,thetongueandtheminddote。"——Lucretius,iii。452。]
Sometimesthebodyfirstsubmitstoage,sometimesthemind;andIhaveseenenoughwhohavegotaweaknessintheirbrainsbeforeeitherintheirlegsorstomach;andbyhowmuchthemoreitisadiseaseofnogreatpaintothesufferer,andofobscuresymptoms,somuchgreateristhedanger。ForthisreasonitisthatIcomplainofourlaws,notthattheykeepustoolongtoourwork,butthattheysetustoworktoolate。
Forthefrailtyoflifeconsidered,andtohowmanyordinaryandnaturalrocksitisexposed,oneoughtnottogiveupsolargeaportionofittochildhood,idleness,andapprenticeship。
[WhichCottonthusrenders:"Birththoughnoble,oughtnottosharesolargeavacancy,andsotediousacourseofeducation。"Florio(1613)makesthepassagereadas—follows:"Methinksthat,consideringtheweaknessofourlife,andseeingtheinfinitenumberofordinaryrocksandnaturaldangersitissubjectunto,weshouldnot,sosoonaswecomeintotheworld,allotsolargeasharethereofuntounprofitablewantonnessinyouth,ill—breedingidleness,andslow—learningprentisage。"
EndTheEssaysofMontaigne,V9
byMicheldeMontaigneTranslatedbyCharlesCottonEditedbyWilliamCarewHazilitt1877
CONTENTSOFVOLUME9。
I。Oftheinconstancyofouractions。
II。Ofdrunkenness。
III。AcustomoftheIsleofCea。
IV。To—morrow’sanewday。
V。Ofconscience。
VI。Usemakesperfect。
ESSAYSOFMONTAIGNE
BOOKTHESECOND
CHAPTERI
OFTHEINCONSTANCYOFOURACTIONS
Suchasmakeittheirbusinesstooverseehumanactions,donotfindthemselvesinanythingsomuchperplexedastoreconcilethemandbringthemintotheworld’seyewiththesamelustreandreputation;fortheycommonlysostrangelycontradictoneanotherthatitseemsimpossibletheyshouldproceedfromoneandthesameperson。WefindtheyoungerMariusonewhileasonofMarsandanotherasonofVenus。PopeBonifaceVIII。entered,itissaid,intohisPapacylikeafox,behavedhimselfinitlikealion,anddiedlikeadog;andwhocouldbelieveittobethesameNero,theperfectimageofallcruelty,who,havingthesentenceofacondemnedmanbroughttohimtosign,aswasthecustom,criedout,"OthatIhadneverbeentaughttowrite!"somuchitwenttohishearttocondemnamantodeath。Allstoryisfullofsuchexamples,andeverymanisabletoproducesomanytohimself,oroutofhisownpracticeorobservation,thatIsometimeswondertoseemenofunderstandinggivethemselvesthetroubleofsortingthesepieces,consideringthatirresolutionappearstometobethemostcommonandmanifestviceofournaturewitnessthefamousverseoftheplayerPublius:
"Malumconsiliumest,quodmutarinonpotest。"
["’Tisevilcounselthatwilladmitnochange。"
——Pub。Mim。,exAul。Gell。,xvii。14。]
Thereseemssomereasoninformingajudgmentofamanfromthemostusualmethodsofhislife;but,consideringthenaturalinstabilityofourmannersandopinions,Ihaveoftenthoughteventhebestauthorsalittleoutinsoobstinatelyendeavouringtomakeofusanyconstantandsolidcontexture;theychooseageneralairofaman,andaccordingtothatinterpretallhisactions,ofwhich,iftheycannotbendsometoauniformitywiththerest,theyarepresentlyimputedtodissimulation。
Augustushasescapedthem,fortherewasinhimsoapparent,sudden,andcontinualvarietyofactionsallthewholecourseofhislife,thathehasslippedawayclearandundecidedfromthemostdaringcritics。Icanmorehardlybelieveaman’sconstancythananyothervirtue,andbelievenothingsoonerthanthecontrary。Hethatwouldjudgeofamanindetailanddistinctly,bitbybit,wouldoftenerbeabletospeakthetruth。Itisahardmatter,fromallantiquity,topickoutadozenmenwhohaveformedtheirlivestoonecertainandconstantcourse,whichistheprincipaldesignofwisdom;fortocompriseitallinoneword,saysoneoftheancients,andtocontractalltherulesofhumanlifeintoone,"itistowill,andnottowill,alwaysoneandthesamething:Iwillnotvouchsafe,"sayshe,"toadd,providedthewillbejust,forifitbenotjust,itisimpossibleitshouldbealwaysone。"Ihaveindeedformerlylearnedthatviceisnothingbutirregularity,andwantofmeasure,andtherefore’tisimpossibletofixconstancytoit。’Tisasayingof。Demosthenes,"thatthebeginningohallvirtueisconsultationanddeliberation;theendandperfection,constancy。"Ifwewouldresolveonanycertaincoursebyreason,weshouldpitchuponthebest,butnobodyhasthoughton’t:
"Quodpetiit,spernit;repetit,quodnuperomisit;
AEstuat,etvitaedisconvenitordinetoto。"
["Thatwhichhesoughthedespises;whathelatelylost,heseeksagain。Hefluctuates,andisinconsistentinthewholeorderoflife。!——Horace,Ep。,i。I,98。]
Ourordinarypracticeistofollowtheinclinationsofourappetite,beittotheleftorright,upwardsordownwards,accordingaswearewaftedbythebreathofoccasion。Wenevermeditatewhatwewouldhavetilltheinstantwehaveamindtohaveit;andchangelikethatlittlecreaturewhichreceivesitscolourfromwhatitislaidupon。Whatwebutjustnowproposedtoourselvesweimmediatelyalter,andpresentlyreturnagaintoit;’tisnothingbutshiftingandinconsistency:
"Ducimur,utnervisalienismobilelignum。"
["Weareturnedaboutlikethetopwiththethongofothers。"
——Idem,Sat。,ii。7,82。]
Wedonotgo,wearedriven;likethingsthatfloat,nowleisurely,thenwithviolence,accordingtothegentlenessorrapidityofthecurrent:
"Nonnevidemus,Quidsibiquisquevelit,nescire,etquaereresemperCommutarelocum,quasionusdeponerepossit?"
["Dowenotseethem,uncertainwhattheywant,andalwaysaskingforsomethingnew,asiftheycouldgetridoftheburthen。"
——Lucretius,iii。1070。
Everydayanewwhimsy,andourhumourskeepmotionwiththetime。
"Talessunthominummentes,qualipateripseJuppiterauctificaslustravitlumineterras。"
["Sucharethemindsofmen,thattheychangeasthelightwithwhichfatherJupiterhimselfhasilluminedtheincreasingearth。"
——Cicero,Frag。Poet,lib。x。]
Wefluctuatebetwixtvariousinclinations;wewillnothingfreely,nothingabsolutely,nothingconstantly。Inanyonewhohadprescribedandestablisheddeterminatelawsandrulesinhisheadforhisownconduct,weshouldperceiveanequalityofmanners,anorderandaninfalliblerelationofonethingoractiontoanother,shinethroughhiswholelife;EmpedoclesobservedthisdiscrepancyintheAgrigentines,thattheygavethemselvesuptodelights,asifeverydaywastheirlast,andbuiltasiftheyhadbeentoliveforever。Thejudgmentwouldnotbehardtomake,asisveryevidentintheyoungerCato;hewhothereinhasfoundonestep,itwillleadhimtoalltherest;’tisaharmonyofveryaccordingsounds,thatcannotjar。Butwithus’tisquitecontrary;everyparticularactionrequiresaparticularjudgment。Thesurestwaytosteer,inmyopinion,wouldbetotakeourmeasuresfromthenearestalliedcircumstances,withoutengaginginalongerinquisition,orwithoutconcludinganyotherconsequence。Iwastold,duringthecivildisordersofourpoorkingdom,thatamaid,hardbytheplacewhereIthenwas,hadthrownherselfoutofawindowtoavoidbeingforcedbyacommonsoldierwhowasquarteredinthehouse;shewasnotkilledbythefall,andtherefore,repeatingherattemptwouldhavecutherownthroat,hadshenotbeenprevented;buthaving,nevertheless,woundedherselftosomeshowofdanger,shevoluntarilyconfessedthatthesoldierhadnotasyetimportunedherotherwise;thanbycourtship,earnestsolicitation,andpresents;butthatshewasafraidthatintheendhewouldhaveproceededtoviolence,allwhichshedeliveredwithsuchacountenanceandaccent,andwithalembruedinherownblood,thehighesttestimonyofhervirtue,thatsheappearedanotherLucretia;andyetIhavesincebeenverywellassuredthatbothbeforeandaftershewasnotsodifficultapiece。And,accordingtomyhost’staleinAriosto,beashandsomeamanandasworthyagentlemanasyouwill,donotconcludetoomuchuponyourmistress’sinviolablechastityforhavingbeenrepulsed;youdonotknowbutshemayhaveabetterstomachtoyourmuleteer。
Antigonus,havingtakenoneofhissoldiersintoagreatdegreeoffavourandesteemforhisvalour,gavehisphysiciansstrictchargetocurehimofalongandinwarddiseaseunderwhichhehadagreatwhilelanguished,andobservingthat,afterhiscure,hewentmuchmorecoldlytoworkthanbefore,heaskedhimwhathadsoalteredandcowedhim:"Yourself,sir,"
repliedtheother,"byhavingeasedmeofthepainsthatmademewearyofmylife。"Lucullus’ssoldierhavingbeenrifledbytheenemy,performedupontheminrevengeabraveexploit,bywhichhavingmadehimselfagainer,Lucullus,whohadconceivedagoodopinionofhimfromthataction,wentabouttoengagehiminsomeenterpriseofverygreatdanger,withalltheplausiblepersuasionsandpromiseshecouldthinkof;
"Verbis,quaetimidoquoquepossentadderementem"
["Wordswhichmightaddcouragetoanytimidman。"
——Horace,Ep。,ii。2,1,2。]
"Prayemploy,"answeredhe,"somemiserableplunderedsoldierinthataffair":
"Quantumvisrusticus,ibit,Ibiteo,quovis,quizonamperdidit,inquit;"
["Somepoorfellow,whohaslosthispurse,willgowhitheryouwish,saidhe。"——Horace,Ep。,ii。2,39。]
andflatlyrefusedtogo。WhenwereadthatMahomethavingfuriouslyratedChasan,BassaoftheJanissaries,becausehehadseentheHungariansbreakintohissquadrons,andhimselfbehaveveryillinthebusiness,andthatChasan,insteadofanyotheranswer,rushedfuriouslyalone,scimitarinhand,intothefirstbodyoftheenemy,wherehewaspresentlycuttopieces,wearenottolookuponthataction,peradventure,somuchasvindicationasaturnofmind,notsomuchnaturalvalourasasuddendespite。Themanyousawyesterdaysoadventurousandbrave,youmustnotthinkitstrangetoseehimasgreatapoltroonthenext:anger,necessity,company,wine,orthesoundofthetrumpethadrousedhisspirits;thisisnovalourformedandestablishedbyreason,butaccidentallycreatedbysuchcircumstances,andthereforeitisnowonderifbycontrarycircumstancesitappearquiteanotherthing。
Thesesupplevariationsandcontradictionssomanifestinus,havegivenoccasiontosometobelievethatmanhastwosouls;othertwodistinctpowersthatalwaysaccompanyandinclineus,theonetowardsgoodandtheothertowardsill,accordingtotheirownnatureandpropension;soabruptavarietynotbeingimaginabletoflowfromoneandthesamesource。
Formypart,thepuffofeveryaccidentnotonlycarriesmealongwithitaccordingtoitsownproclivity,butmoreoverIdiscomposeandtroublemyselfbytheinstabilityofmyownposture;andwhoeverwilllooknarrowlyintohisownbosom,willhardlyfindhimselftwiceinthesamecondition。Igivetomysoulsometimesonefaceandsometimesanother,accordingtothesideIturnherto。IfIspeakvariouslyofmyself,itisbecauseIconsidermyselfvariously;allthecontrarietiesaretheretobefoundinonecorneroranother;afteronefashionoranother:
bashful,insolent;chaste,lustful;prating,silent;laborious,delicate;
ingenious,heavy;melancholic,pleasant;lying,true;knowing,ignorant;
liberal,covetous,andprodigal:Ifindallthisinmyself,moreorless,accordingasIturnmyselfabout;andwhoeverwillsifthimselftothebottom,willfindinhimself,andeveninhisownjudgment,thisvolubilityanddiscordance。Ihavenothingtosayofmyselfentirely,simply,andsolidlywithoutmixtureandconfusion。’Distinguo’isthemostuniversalmemberofmylogic。ThoughIalwaysintendtospeakwellofgoodthings,andrathertointerpretsuchthingsasfalloutinthebestsensethanotherwise,yetsuchisthestrangenessofourcondition,thatweareoftenpushedontodowellevenbyviceitself,ifwell—doingwerenotjudgedbytheintentiononly。Onegallantaction,therefore,oughtnottoconcludeamanvaliant;ifamanwerebraveindeed,hewouldbealwaysso,anduponalloccasions。Ifitwereahabitofvalourandnotasally,itwouldrenderamanequallyresoluteinallaccidents;thesamealoneasincompany;thesameinlistsasinabattle:for,letthemsaywhattheywill,thereisnotonevalourforthepavementandanotherforthefield;hewouldbearasicknessinhisbedasbravelyasawoundinthefield,andnomorefeardeathinhisownhousethanatanassault。
Weshouldnotthenseethesamemanchargeintoabreachwithabraveassurance,andafterwardstormenthimselflikeawomanforthelossofatrialatlaworthedeathofachild;when,beinganinfamouscoward,heisfirminthenecessitiesofpoverty;whenheshrinksatthesightofabarber’srazor,andrushesfearlessupontheswordsoftheenemy,theactioniscommendable,nottheman。
ManyoftheGreeks,saysCicero,——[Cicero,Tusc。Quaes。,ii。27。]——
cannotendurethesightofanenemy,andyetarecourageousinsickness;
theCimbriansandCeltiberiansquitecontrary;
"Nihilenimpotestesseaequabile,quodnonacertarationeproficiscatur。"
["Nothingcanberegularthatdoesnotproceedfromafixedgroundofreason。"——Idem,ibid。,c。26。]
NovalourcanbemoreextremeinitskindthanthatofAlexander:butitisofbutonekind,norfullenoughthroughout,noruniversal。
Incomparableasitis,ithasyetsomeblemishes;ofwhichhisbeingsooftenathiswits’enduponeverylightsuspicionofhiscaptainsconspiringagainsthislife,andthecarryinghimselfinthatinquisitionwithsomuchvehemenceandindiscreetinjustice,andwithafearthatsubvertedhisnaturalreason,isonepregnantinstance。Thesuperstition,also,withwhichhewassomuchtainted,carriesalongwithitsomeimageofpusillanimity;andtheexcessofhispenitenceforthemurderofClytusisalsoatestimonyoftheunevennessofhiscourage。
Allweperformisnootherthanacento,asamanmaysay,ofseveralpieces,andwewouldacquirehonourbyafalsetitle。Virtuecannotbefollowedbutforherself,andifonesometimesborrowshermasktosomeotherpurpose,shepresentlypullsitawayagain。’Tisavividandstrongtincturewhich,whenthesoulhasoncethoroughlyimbibedit,willnotoutbutwiththepiece。And,therefore,tomakearightjudgmentofaman,wearelongandveryobservinglytofollowhistrace:ifconstancydoesnottherestandfirmuponherownproperbase,"Cuivivendiviaconsiderataatqueprovisaest,"
["Ifthewayofhislifeisthoroughlyconsideredandtracedout。"
——Cicero,Paradox,v。1。]
ifthevarietyofoccurrencesmakeshimalterhispace(hispath,Imean,forthepacemaybefasterorslower)lethimgo;suchanonerunsbeforethewind,"Avauledent,"asthemottoofourTalebothasit。
’Tisnowonder,saysoneoftheancients,thatchancehassogreatadominionoverus,sinceitisbychancewelive。Itisnotpossibleforanyonewhohasnotdesignedhislifeforsomecertainend,itisimpossibleforanyonetoarrangethepieces,whohasnotthewholeformalreadycontrivedinhisimagination。Ofwhatusearecolourstohimthatknowsnotwhatheistopaint?Noonelaysdownacertaindesignforhislife,andweonlydeliberatethereofbypieces。Thearcheroughtfirsttoknowatwhatheistoaim,andthenaccommodatehisarm,bow,string,shaft,andmotiontoit;ourcounselsdeviateandwander,becausenotlevelledtoanydeterminateend。Nowindserveshimwhoaddresseshisvoyagetonocertain,port。IcannotacquiesceinthejudgmentgivenbyoneinthebehalfofSophocles,whoconcludedhimcapableofthemanagementofdomesticaffairs,againsttheaccusationofhisson,fromhavingreadoneofhistragedies。