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第4章

  Whenbaffledlipsdemandedspeech,Speechtrembledintobirth——
  (OnedaythelyricwordshallreachFromearthtolaughingearth)——
  Whenman’sdimeyesdemandedlightThelighthesoughtwasborn——
  Hiswish,aTitan,scaledtheheightAndflunghimbackthemorn!
  Fromdeedtodream,fromdreamtodeed,Fromdaringhopetohope,Therestlesswish,theinstantneed,Stilllashedhimuptheslope!……
  Isingnogovernedfirmament,Cold,ordered,regular——
  IsingthestingingdiscontentThatleapsfromstartostar!
  THEPILTDOWNSKULL
  WHATwashislife,backyonderIntheduskwheretimebegan,ThisbeastuncouthwiththejawofanapeAndtheeyeandbrainofaman?——
  Work,andthewooingofwoman,Fight,andthelustoffight,Play,andtheblindbeginningsOfanArtthatgropedforlight?——
  Inthewonderofreddermornings,Bythebeautyofbrighterseas,Didhestand,theworld’sfirstthinker,Scorninghisclan’sdecrees?——
  Seeking,withbaffledeyes,Inthedumb,inscrutableskies,AnameforthegreatergloryThatonlythedreamersees?
  Oneday,whentheafterglows,Likequickandsentientthings,Witharushoftheirvast,wildwings,RoseoutoftheshakenoceanAsgreatbirdsrisefromthesod,DidtheshockoftheirsuddensplendorStirhimandstartleandthrillhim,GriphimandshakehimandfillhimWithasenseasofheightsuntrod?——
  Didhetremblewithhopeandvision,AndgraspatahintofGod?
  LondonstandswherethemammothCakedshagflankswithslime——
  AndwhatareourlivesthatinheritThetreasuresofalltime?
  Work,andthewooingofwoman,Fight,andthelustoffight,Alittleplay(andtoomuchtoil!)
  WithanArtthatgropesforlight;
  Andnowandthenadreamer,Rapt,fromhislonelysodLooksupandisthrilledandstartledWithafleetingsenseofGod!
  THESEEKER
  THEcreedshewroughtofdreamandthoughtFallfromhimatthetouchoflife,Hisoldgodsfailhiminthestrife——
  Withdrawn,theheavenshesought!
  Vanished,themiraclesthatled,Thecloudatnoon,theflameatnight;
  Thevisionthathewing’dandspedFallsbackward,baffled,fromtheheight;
  YetinthewreckofthesehestandsUpheldbysomethinggrimandstrong;
  SomestubborninstinctliftsasongAndnerveshim,heartandhands:
  Hedoesnotdaretocallithope;——
  Itisnotaughtthatseeksreward——
  Norfaith,thatupsomesunwardslopeRunsaureoledtomeetitslord;
  IttouchessomethingelderfarThanfaithorcreedorthoughtinman,ItwasereyettheselivedandranLikelightfromstartostar;
  Ittouchesthatstark,primalneedThatfromunpeopledvoidsandvastFashionedthefirstcrude,childishcreed,——
  Andstillshallfashion,tillthelast!
  Foronewordisthetaleofmen:
  Theyflingtheiriconstothesod,AndhavingtrampleddownagodTheyseekagodagain!
  Strippedofhiscreedsinherited,Bereftofallhissiresheldtrue,AmidthewreckofvisionsdeadHethrillsattouchofvisionsnew……
  HewingsanotherDreamforflight……
  HeseeksbeyondtheoutmostdawnAgodhesetthere……and,anon,Dragsthatgodfromtheheight!……
  ButayefromruinedfaithsandoldThatdroopanddie,fallbruisedseeds;
  AndwhennewflowersandfaithsunfoldThey’relovelierflowers,they’rekindliercreeds。
  THEAWAKENING
  THEsteam,thereek,thefume,ofprayerBlownoutwardforamillionyears,Becomesamistbetweenthespheres,AndwakingSentiencestrugglesthere。
  Prayerstillcreatestheboonwepray;
  Andgodswe’vehopedfor,fromthosehopesWillgainsufficientformonedayAndinfullgodhoodstormtheslopesWhereancientChaos,starkandgray,Alreadytremblesforhissway。
  WhenthattherestlessworldswouldflyTheirwishcreatedrapidwings,ButnottillaeonshadpassedbyWithdowerofmanyidlerthings;
  AndwhendumbfleshdemandedspeechSpeechstruggledtothelipsatlast;——
  NowtheunpeopledVoid,andvast,CleantothatuttermostblankbeachWheretotheboldestthoughtmayreachThatvoyagesfromthevaguestpast——
  (Dimrealmandultimateofspace)——
  Isvexedandtroubled,stirsandshakes,Inprescienceofagodthatwakes,Bornofman’swishtoseeGod’sface!
  Theendless,groping,dumbdesires,——
  Theclimbingincensethickandsweet,Thelovelypurposethataspires,Thewraithsofvaporwing’dandfleetThatriseandrunwitheagerfeetForthfromamyriadaltarfires:
  AllthesebecomeamistthatfillsThevalesandchasmsnebular;
  AshapingSoulthatmovesandthrillsThewastesbetweenredstarandstar!
  ASONGOFMEN
  OUTofthesoilandtheslime,Reeking,theyclimb,Outofthemuckandthemire,Rank,theyaspire;
  Filthywithmurderandmud,Blackwithshedblood,Lustandpassionandclay——
  Dying,theyslay;
  Stirredbyvaguehintsofagoal,Seekingasoul!
  GropingthroughterrorandnightUptothelight:
  LifeinthedustandtheclodSensingaGod;
  FlushedoftheglamorandgleamCaughtfromadream;
  Stainedofthestruggleandtoil,Stainedofthesoil,AllyofGodintheend——
  Helperandfriend——
  HeroandprophetandpriestOutofthebeast!
  THENOBLERLESSON
  CHRISTwasofvirginbirth,and,beingslain,Thecreedistssay,Herosefromdeathagain。
  Oh,futileage—longtalkofdeathandbirth!——
  Hislife,thatistheonethingwonder—worth;
  NothowHecame,buthowHelivedonearth。
  Forifgodsstoop,andwithquaintjuggleryMocknature’slaws,howshallthatprofitthee?——
  ThenoblerlessonisthatmortalscanGrowgodlikethroughthisbaffledfrontofman!
  ATLAST
  EACHracehasdiedandlivedandfoughtforthe"true"godsofthatpoorrace,Unconsciously,divinestthoughtofeachracegild—
  ingitsgod’sface。
  Andeveryracethatlivesanddiesshallmakeitselfsomeothergods,Shallbuild,withmingledtruthandlies,newiconsfromtheworld—oldclods。
  ThroughallthetangledcreedsanddreamsandshiftingshibbolethsmenholdThefalse—and—true,inwoven,gleams:amattedmassofdrossandgold。
  Prove,then,thygodsinthineownsoul;allothers’
  gods,forthee,arevain;
  Norswervedbe,strugglingforthegoal,bybribeofjoynorthreatofpain。
  Asskullsgrowbroader,sodofaiths;asoldtonguesdie,oldgodsdie,too,Andonlyghostsofgodsandwraithsmaymeetthebackward—gazer’sview。
  Where,wherethefaithsofyesterday?Ah,whithervanished,whithergone?
  Say,whatApollosdriveto—dayadowntheflamingslopesofdawn?
  Oh,doestheblankpasthidefromviewforgottenChrists,tobereborn,ThefuturetremblewheresomenewMessiah—
  Memnonsingsthemorn?
  Ofalltheworlds,sayanyearth,likedustwind—
  harriedtoandfro,ShallgivethenextPrometheusbirth;butsay——
  atlast——youdonotknow。
  HowshouldIknowwhatdawnmaygleambeyondthegatesofdarknessthere?——
  Whichgodofallthegodsmendream?WhyshouldIwhipmyselftocare?
  WhicheveroverallhathplacehathshapedandmademewhatIam;
  Hathmademestrongtofronthisface,todaretoquestionthoughhedamn。
  PerhapstocringeandcowerandbringashrineaforcedandfaithlessfaithIsfarmorefutilethantoflingyourlaughterinthefaceofDeath。
  Forwritheorwhirlindervishrout,theyarenotflatteredthereonhigh,Orshambelieftohideadoubt——nogodsareminethatlovealie!
  Norgodsthatbegbeliefonearthwithportentsthatsomeseerforetells——
  Islifeitselfnotwonder—worththatwemustcryformiracles?
  Isitnotstrangeenoughwebreathe?Doesevery—
  thingnotGodreveal?
  Ormustweeverweaveandwreathesomecreedthatshallhisfaceconceal?
  Somecreedofwhichitsprophetscryitholdsthesecret’sall—in—all:
  Somecreedwhicheverbyeandbyedothcrumble,totter,toitsfall!
  Sayanydreamofallthedreamsthatdriftanddarkle,glintandglow,Holdsmostoftruthwithinitsgleams;butsay——atlast——youdonotknow。
  Oh,saythesoul,fromstartostar,withvictorywing’d,leaponthroughspaceAndscalethebastionednightsthatbarthesecret’sinnerdwelling—place;
  Orsayiteverroamdimgladeswherepallidwraithsoflong—deadmoonsFlitlikeblownfeathersthroughtheshades,borneonthebreathofsobbingtunes:
  Sayanytideofanytime,ofallthetidesthatebbandflow,Shallbuoyusontowardanyclime;butsay——atlast——youdonotknow!
  LYRICS
  "KINGPANDION,HEISDEAD"
  "KingPandion,heisdead;
  Allthyfriendsarelapp’dinlead。"
  ——SHAKESPEARE。
  DREAMERS,drinkers,rebelyouth,Where’sthefollyfreeandfineYouandImistookfortruth?
  Witsandwastrels,friendsofwine,Wagsandpoets,friendsofmine,Gleamsandglamorsallarefled,Firesandfrenzieshalfdivine!
  KingPandion,heisdead!
  Time’sunmannerly,uncouth!
  Here’sthecrow’s—footforasign!
  And,uponourbrows,forsooth,Witsandwastrels,friendsofwine,Timehathsethismarkmalign;
  Frosthastouchedus,heartandhead,Cooledthebloodanddulledtheeyne:
  KingPandion,heisdead!
  Time’satyrantwithoutruth:——
  FanciesusedtobloomandtwineRoundacommontavernbooth,Witsandwastrels,friendsofwine,Inthatyouthofmineandthine!
  ’Tisforyouththefeastisspread;
  Whenwedinenow——webutdine!——
  KingPandion,heisdead!
  Howourdreamswouldglowandshine,Witsandwastrels,friendsofwine,ErethedrabHourcamethatsaid:
  KingPandion,heisdead!
  DAVIDTOBATHSHEBA
  VERYredaretherosesofSharon,Butredderthymouth,Thereisnard,thereismyrrh,inEnGedi,FromtheuplandsofLebanon,heavyWithbalsam,thewindsDriftfreightedandscentedandcedarn——
  Butthymouthismorepreciousthanspices!
  ThybreastsaretwinliliesofKedron;
  Whitelilies,thatsleepIntheshallowswhereloiteringKedronBroadensoutandislostintheJordan;
  Globedlilies,sowhiteThatDavid,thyKing,thybelovedDeclareththemmeetforhisgardens。
  UnderthestarsverystrangelyThestillwatersgleam;
  DeepdowninthewatersofHebronThesoulofthestarlightissunken,ButdeepinthineeyesStirsamorewonderfulsecretThanpoolseverlearnofthestarlight。
  THEJESTERS
  ATOASTtotheFools!
  Pierrot,Pantaloon,Harlequin,Clown,Merry—Andrew,Buffoon——
  TouchstoneandTriboulet——allofthetribe。——
  Dancerandjesterandsingerandscribe。
  WesighoverYorick——(unfortunatefool,TenthousandHamletshavefumbledhisskull!)——
  ButwhereistheHamlettoweepo’erthebiersOfhisbrothers?
  AndwhereisthepoetsolicitsourtearsFortheothers?
  Theyhavepassedfromtheworldandleftneverasign,AndfewofusnowhavethecouragetosingThattheirwhimsiesmadelifeamorelivablething——
  We,thatareleftoftheline,Letusdrinktothejesters——ingooseberrywine!
  Thenhere’stotheFools!
  FloutingthesagesThroughhistory’spagesAnddrivingthedrearyoldseersintorages——
  ThehumbuggingMagisWhopratethatthewagesOfFollyareDeath——toasttheFoolsofallages!
  Theyhaveriddenlikefrothdownthewhirlpoolsoftime,Theyhavejingledtheircapsinthecouncilsofstate,Theyhavesnaredhalfthewisdomoflifeinarhyme,Andtrippedintonothingnessgrinningatfate——
  Ho,brothersmine,Brimuptheglasseswithgooseberrywine!
  Thoughtheprincewithhisfirman,Thejudgeinhisermine,AffirmanddetermineBoldwordsneedthewhip,Letthemspareustherodandremitusthesermon,ForDeathhasaquipOfthetombandtheverminThatwillsilenceatlastthemostimpudentlip!
  Istheworldbutabubble,abauble,ajoke?
  Heigho,BrotherFools,nowyourbubbleisbroke,Doyouaskforatear?——orisitworthwhile?
  Here’sasighforyou,then——butitendsinasmile!
  Ho,BrotherDeath,Wewouldlaughatyou,too——ifyousparedusthebreath!
  "MARY,MARY,QUITECONTRARY"
  "Mary,Mary,quitecontrary,Howdoesyourgardengrow?
  Withsilverbellsandcockle—shellsAndprettymaidsallinarow!"
  ——MotherGoose。
  MARY,MistressMary,Howdoesyourgardengrow?
  Fromyouruplandsairy,Mary,MistressMary,FloatthechimesoffaeryWhenthebreezesblow!
  Mary,MistressMary,Howdoesyourgardengrow?
  Withflower—maidens,singingAmongthemorninghills——
  Withsilvernbellsa—ringing,Withflower—maidenssinging,Withvocallilies,springingBychantingdaffodils;
  Withflower—maidens,singingAmongthemorninghills!
  THETRIOLET
  YOURtrioletshouldglimmerLikeabutterfly;
  Ingoldenlight,ordimmer,Yourtrioletshouldglimmer,Tremble,turn,andshimmer,Flash,andflutterby;
  YourtrioletshouldglimmerLikeabutterfly。
  FROMTHEBRIDGE
  HELDandthrilledbythevisionIstood,asthetwilightdied,WherethegreatbridgesoarslikeasongOverthecrawlingtide——
  Stoodonthemiddlearch——
  Andnightfloodedinfromthebay,AndwonderfulunderthestarsBeforemethecitylay;
  Girdledwithswingingwaters——
  Guardedbyshiponship——
  AgemthatthestrongoldoceanHeldinhisgiantgrip;
  TherewasplayofshadowsaboveAnddriftinggleamsbelow,AndmagicofshiftingwavesThatdarkleandglanceandglow;
  Duskyandpurpleandsplendid,Bandedwithloopsoflight,Thetalltowersroselikepillars,Liftingthedomeofnight;
  TheglidingcarsoftrafficSlidswiftlyupanddownLikemonsters,fierymailed,Leapingacrossthetown。
  Notplannedwithathoughtofbeauty;
  Builtbyalawlessbreed;
  Buildedoflustforpower,Buildedofgoldandgreed。
  Risenoutofthetrader’sBrutalandsordidwars——
  Andyet,behold!acityWonderfulunderthestars!
  "PALADINS,PALADINS,YOUTHNOBLE—HEARTED"
  GALAHADS,Galahads,Percivals,gallop!
  Bayards,tothesaddle!——theclangoroustrumpets,Hoarsewiththeirecstasy,calltothemellay。
  Paladins,Paladins,Rolandsflame—hearted,Olivers,Olivers,followthebugles!
  Girtwiththegloryandglamorofpower,Errorsitsthronedinthehighplaceofjustice;
  Paladins,Paladins,youthnoble—hearted,Saddleandspear,forthebattle—flagsbeckon!
  Thrustthekeensteelthroughthethroatoftheliar。
  Star(orSanGrael)thatilluminesthypathway,Followit,followthatfarIdeal!——
  Thinenottheguerdontogainitorgraspit;
  Soulofthee,passing,ascendethuntoit,Augmentingitsbrightnessforthemthatcomeafter。
  Heedthenthecallofthetrumpets,thetrumpets,Hoarsewiththefervor,thefrenzyofbattle,——
  Paladins,Paladins,saddle!tosaddle!
  Bidenot,abidenot,God’sbuglesarecalling!——
  Thrustthesharpswordthroughtheheartoftheliar。
  "MYLANDS,NOTTHINE"
  MYlands,notthine,welookupon,FriendCroesus,hillandvaleandlawn。
  Mineeverywoodlandmadrigal,AndminethysingingwaterfallThatvaguelyhintsofHelicon。
  MarkhowthineuplandslopeshavedrawnAgoldengloryfromthedawn!——
  Fool’sgold?——thydullnessprovesthemallMylands——notthine!
  Forwhenalltitle—deedsaregone,Still,stillwillsatyr,nymph,andfaunThroughbrakeandcovertpipeandcallIndancesboldandbacchanal——
  Forthem,forme,youholdinpawn,Mylands——notthine!
  TOADANCINGDOLL
  FORMAL,quaint,precise,andtrim,Youbeginyourstepsdemurely——
  There’saspiritalmostprimInthefeetthatmovesosurely,Sodiscreetly,tothechimeOfthemusicthatsosweetlyMarksthetime。
  ButthechordsbegintotinkleQuicker,Andyourfeettheyflashandflicker——
  Twinkle!——
  FlashandfluttertoatricksyFicklemeter;
  Andyoufootitlikeapixie——
  Onlyfleeter!
  Nowourcurrent,dowdyThings——
  "Turkey—trots"androwdyFlings——
  FortheymadeyouoverseasInpolitertimesthanthese,Inanagewhengracecouldplease,EreSt。VitusClutchedandshookus,spineandknees;——
  Loosedaplagueofjerkstosmiteus!
  Well,ourdayisfarmorebriskAndourmannerratherslacker),AndyouarenothingmorethanbisqueAndlacquer——
  ButyoushameuswiththegracesOfcourtliertimesandplacesWhenthecheapAndvulgarwasn’t"art"——
  WhenthefaunalpranceandleapWeren’t"smart。"
  HavewelostthetrickofweddingGracetopleasure?
  MustweclownitatthebiddingOfsometawdry,commonmeasure?
  Can’tyouschoolusinthegracesOfyourposeanddaintypaces?——
  NowthechordsbegintotinkleQuicker——
  Andyourfeettheyflashandflicker——
  Twinkle!——
  AndyoumockusasyoufeatlySwingandfluttertothechimeOfthemusic—boxthatsweetlyMarksthetime!
  LOWERNEWYORK——ASTORM
  WHITEwing’dbelowthedarklingcloudsThedrivensea—gullswheel;
  TherousedseaflingsastormagainstThetowersofstoneandsteel。
  TheveryvoiceofoceanringsAlongtheshakenstreet——
  Dusk,storm,andbeautywhelmtheworldWhereseaandcitymeet——
  Butwhatcaretheyforflashingwings,Quickbeauty,loudrefrain,Thesehuddledthousands,deafandblindToallbutgreedandgain?
  ATSUNSET
  THEsun—godstoopedfromouttheskyTokisstheflushingsea,WhileallthewindsofalltheworldMadejovialmelody;
  ThenightcamehurryinguptohideTheloverswithhertent;
  Thegovernedthunders,rankonrank,Stoodmutewithwonderment;
  Thepalewornmoon,ajealousshade,Peeredfromthefirmament;
  Theearlystars,thecuriousstars,CamepeeringforthtoseeWhatmightynuptialsshooktheworldWithsuchanecstasyWhenasthesun—godlefttheskyTominglewiththesea。
  ACHRISTMASGIFT
  ALACK—A—DAYforpoverty!
  Whatjewelsmyminddothgivetothee!
  Carvedagatestoneporphyrogene,Greenemeraldandberylgreen,Deepsapphineandpaleamethyst,Slyopal,cloakingwithamistThelevinofitsloveelate,Shybrides’pearls,flushedanddelicate,Sea—coloredlapislazuli,Sardonyxandchalcedony,Enkindlingdiamond,candidgold,Redrubiesandredgarnetsbold:
  AndalltheirhumorsshouldbeblentInoneintolerableblaze,Barbaric,fierce,andopulent,Todazzlehimthatdaredtogaze!
  Alack—a—dayforpoverty:
  Myrhymesareallyougetofme!
  Yet,ifyourheartreceive,behold!
  Theworthlesswordsaresetingold。
  SILVIA
  ISTILLrememberhowshemovedAmongtherathe,wildbloomssheloved,(WhenSpringcametip—toedowntheslopes,Atremble’twixtherdoubtsandhopes,Halffearfulandallvirginal)——
  HowSilviasoughtthisdelltocallHerflowersintofullfestival,Andchidthemwiththismadrigal:
  "ThebusyspiderhangsthebrushWithfilmygossamers,Thefrogsarecroakinginthecreek,Thesluggishblacksnakestirs,ButstillthegroundisbareofbloomBeneaththefragrantfirs。
  "Arise,arise,Obriarrose,Andsleepyviolet!
  Awake,awake,anemone,Yourwintrydreamsforget——
  Forshame,youtardymarigold,Areyounotbuddedyet?
  "TheSwallow’sback,andclaimstheeavesThatlastyearwerehishome;
  TheRobinfollowswheretheplowBreaksupthecrustedloam;
  AndRed—wingsspiestheThrushandpipes:
  ’Look!Speckle—breastiscome!’
  "Up,blooms!andstormthewoodedslopes,Thelowlandsandtheplain——
  Blow,jonquil,blowyourgoldenhornAcrosstheranksofrain!
  Toarms!toarms!andputtoflightTheWinter’sbrokentrain!"
  Shepausedbesidethisselfsamerill,Andassheceased,adaffodilHeldupreproachfullyhisheadAndflutteredintospeech,andsaid:
  "Chidenottheflowers!YoulittleknowOfalltheirtravail’neaththesnow,
  TheirstrugglinghoursOfchokingsorrowunderground。
  Chidenottheflowers!
  YoulittleguessofthatprofoundAndblind,dumbagonyofours!
  Yet,victorherebesidetherill,IgreetthelightthatIhavefound,ADaffodil!"
  AndwhentheDaffodilwasdoneAboastfulMarigoldspakeon:
  "Oh,chidethewhitefrost,ifyouchoose,Theheavyclod,sohardtoloose,ThepreyingpowersOfwormandinsectunderground。
  Chidenottheflowers!
  Forspiteofscatheandcruelwound,Unconqueredbythesunlesshours,Iriseinregalpride,aboldAndgolden—hearted,golden—crownedMarshMarigold!"
  Andwhenshecamenomore,hercreekWouldnotbelieve,butbadeusseekHither,yon,andtoandfro——
  EverywherethatchildrengoWhentheSpringIsonthewingAndthewindsofAprilblow——
  "Iwillneverthinkherdead;
  "Shewillcomeagain!"itsaid;