Andthenthebirdsthatusethevale,Broken—hearted,turnedthetaleIntosyllablesofsongAndchirpedithalfasummerlong:
"Silvia,Silvia,BeourSongoncemore,Ourvalerevisit,Silvia,AndbeourSongoncemore:
Forjoyliessleepinginthelute;
Themerrypipe,thewoodlandflute,AndallthepleadingreedsaremuteThatbreathedtotheeofyore。
"Silvia,Silvia,BeourMoonagain,
Shineonourvalley,Silvia,AndbeourMoonagain:
ThefluffyowlandnightingaleFlitsilentthroughthedarklingvale,OrutteronlywordsofwailFromthroatsallharshwithpain。
"Silvia,Silvia,BeSpringtime,asofold;
Comecladinlaughter,Silvia,OurSpringtime,asofold:
ThewaitinglowlandsandthehillsAretremulouswithdaffodilsUnblown,untilthyfootstepthrillsTheirpromiseintogold。"
And,musingonherhere,ItooMustwonderifitcanbetrueShedied,asothermortalsdo。
Thethoughtwouldfithermore,tofeignThat,fulloflifeandunawareThatearthholdsaughtofgrieforstain,ThefairiesstoleandholdherwhereDeathentersnot,norstrifenorpain;——
That,drowsingonsomebedofpansies,ByTitania’snecromanciesHersensesweretoslumberlulled,Deeplysunken,steepedanddulled,AndbywaftureofswiftpinionsShewasborneoutthroughearth’sportalsTothefairyqueen’sdominions,Tosomelandoftheimmortals。
THEEXPLORERS
ANDsomestillcry:"Whatistheuse?
Theservicerendered?Whatthegain?
Heroic,yes!——butinwhatcause?
Havetheymadelessoneearth—bornepain?
Broadenedtheboundedspirit’sscope?
Ordiedtomakethedullworldhope?"
MustmanstillbetheslaveofUse?——
Butthesemen,carelessandelate,JoinbattlewithaburlyworldOrcometowrestlinggripswithfate,AndnotforanygoodnorgainNoranyfamethatmaybefall——
But,thrillingintheclutchoflife,Heedtheloudchallengeandthecall;——
Andgrowntosymbolsatthelast,StandinheroicsilhouetteAgainsthorizonsultimate,Astowersthatfrontlostseasareset;——
Therecklessgesture,thestrongpose,Sharpbattle—cryflungbacktoEarth,Andbuoyanthumor,asagodMightsay:"Lo,heremyfeethavetrod!"——
Thereliesthemeaningandtheworth!
Theybringnogoldentreasurehome,Theywinnoacresfortheirclan,NordreamnordeedoftheirsshallmendTheillsofman’sbedeviledspan——
Noraretheyskilledinsleightsofspeech,(Norovereager)tomakeplainTheusetheyserve,transcendinguse,——
Thegainbeyondapparentgain!
EARLYAUTUMN
WITHhalf—heartedleviesoffrostthatmakeforay,retire,andrefrain——
Ambiguousbuglesthatblowandthatfaltertosilenceagain——
Withbannersofmistthatstillwaverabovethem,advanceandretreat,ThehostsoftheAutumnstillhideinthehills,foradoubtstaystheirfeet;——
Butanon,withabarbaricsplendortodazzletheeyesthatbehold,Andregalinraimentofpurpleandumberandamberandgold,Andgirtwiththeglamorofconquestandscarvedwithredsymbolsofpride,Fromthehillsintheirmightandtheirmirthonthesteedsofthewindwilltheyride,TomakesportandmakespoiloftheSummer,whodwellsinadreamontheplain,Stilltentedinopulenteaseinthecampsofherindolenttrain。
"TIMESTEALSFROMLOVE"
TIMEstealsfromLoveallbutLove’swings;
Andhowshouldaughtbutevilthings,Oranygoodbutdeath,befallHimthatisthralluntoTime’sthrall,SlavetothelesseroftheseKings?
Oheartofyouththatwakesandsings!
Ogoldenvowsandgoldenrings!
LifemocksyouwiththetaleofallTimestealsfromLove!
Orivenluteandwrithenstrings,Deadboughwheretonoblossomclings,Theglorywasephemeral!
NormayourAutumngriefrecallThepassionoftheperishedSpringsTimestealsfromLove!
THERONDEAU
YOURrondeau’stalemuststillbelight——
Nobugle—calltolife’ssternfight!
RatherasmilinginterludeMemorialtosometransientmoodOfidleloveandgala—night。
ItsmanneristhemerestsleightO’hand;yetthereindwellsitsmight,ForiftheheaviertouchintrudeYourrondeau’sstale。
Fragrantandfragile,fleetandbright,Andwing’dwithwhim,itgleamsinflightLikeAprilblossomswind—pursuedDownaislesoftangledunderwood;——
NorbetooseriouswhenyouwriteYourrondeau’stail!
VISITORS
THEYhauntme,theyteasemewithhintedWithheldrevelations,ThesongsthatImaynotutter;
Theyleadme,theyflatter,theywoome。
Ifollow,Ifollow,IsnatchAttheveilsoftheirsecretsinvain——
Forlo!theyhaveleftmeandvanished,ThesongsthatIcannotsing。
TherearevisionselusivethatcomeWithaquiverandshimmerofwings;——
Shapesshadowsandshapes,andthemurmurOfvoices;——
Shapes,thatoutofthetwilightLeap,andwithgestureappealingSeemtodeliveramessage,Andaregone’twixtabreathandabreath;——
ShapesthatraceinwiththewavesMovingsilverlyunderthemoon,AndaregoneeretheybreakintofoamontherocksAndrecede;——
BreathingsoflovefrominvisibleFlutes,BlownsomewhereoutinthetenderDusk,ThatdieonthebosomofSilence;——
Formless,Andfleeterthanthought,Vaguerthanthoughtoremotion,Whatarethesevisitors?
OutofthevastandunchartedRealmsthatencirclethevisibleworld,Withaglimmeroflightontheirpinions,Theyrush……
Theywaver,theyvanish,Leavingmestirredwithadreamoftheultimatebeauty,Asenseoftheultimatemusic,Inevershallcapture;——
TheyareBeauty,FormlessandtremulousBeauty,Beautyunborn;
BeautyasyetunappareledInthought;
Beautythathesitates,Falters,Withdrawsfromthevergeofbirth,Flutters,Retreatsfromtheportalsoflife;——
OBeautyforeveruncaptured!
OsongsthatInevershallsing!
THEPARTING
WEhavecome"theprimroseway,"
Folly,thouandI!
SuchaglamorandagraceEverglimmeredonthyface,EversuchawitcheryLitthelaughingeyesofthee,CouldafoollikemewithstandFolly’sfeastandbeckoninghand?
Drinking,howthylips’caressSpicedthecupofwaywardness!
Sowecame"theprimroseway,"
Folly,thouandI!
Butnow,Folly,wemustpart,Folly,thouandI!
ShallonelookwithmirthortearsBackonallhiswastedyears,Purposesdissolvedinwine,Pearlsflungtotheheedlessswine?——
Idledaysandnightsofmirth,Weretheypleasuresnothingworth?
Well,there’snogainsayingweSquanderedyouthrightmerrily!
Butnow,Folly,wemustpart,Folly,thouandI!
ANOPENFIRE
THESElogswithdramaandwithdreamarerife,ForalltheirgoldenSummersandgreenSpringsThroughleafandroottheysuckedtheforest’slife,Drankinitssecret,deep,essentialthings,Itsmidwoodmoods,itsmysticrunes,Itsbreathinghushesstirredoffaerywings,ItsAugustnightsandAprilnoons;
ThegarneredfervorsofforgottenJunesFlareforthagainandwasteaway;
AndinthesapthatleapsandsingsWehearagainthechantthecricketflingsAcrossthehawthorn—scenteddusksofMay。
REALITIES
REALITIES
WEaredeceivedbytheshadow,weseenotthesubstanceofthings。
Forthehillsarelesssolidthanthought;anddeedsarebutvapors;andfleshIsamistthrownoffandresumedbythesoul,asaworldbyagod。
Backofthetransientappearancedwellsininef—
fablecalmTheutterreality,ultimatetruth;thisseemsandthatis。
THESTRUGGLE
IHAVEbeendowninadarkvalley;
Ihavebeengropingthroughadeepgorge;
Farabove,thelipsofitwererimmedwithmoon—
light,AndhereandtherethelightlayonthedrippingrocksSothatitseemedtheydrippedwithmoonlight,notwithwater;
Sodeepitwas,thatnarrowgashamongthehills,ThatthosegreatpineswhichfringeditsedgeSeemedtomenolargerthanupthrustfingersSilhouettedagainstthesky;
Andatitstopthevalewasstrait,AndtherayswereslantAndreachedbutpartwaydownthesides;
Icouldnotseethemoonitself;
Iwalkedthroughdarkness,andthevalley’sedgeSeemedalmostlevelwiththestars,Thestarsthatwerelikefirefliesinthelittletrees。
Itwasthemidnightofdefeat;
IfeltthatIhadfailed;
Iwasmockedofthegods;
Therewasnowayoutofthatgorge;
ThepathslednowhitherAndIcouldnotremembertheirbeginnings;
Iwasdoomedtowanderevermore,Thirsty,withthesoundofmockingwatersinmineears,Groping,withgleamsofuselesslightSplashedinironicbeautyontherocksabove。
AndsoIwhined。
Andthendespairflashedintorage;
Ileapterect,andcried:
"CouldIbutgraspmylifeassculptorsgrasptheclayAndkneadandthrustitintoshapeagain!——
IfallthescornofHeavenwerebutthrownIntothefocusofsomecreatureIcouldclutch!——
IfsomethingtangiblewerebutvouchsafedmeBythecold,fargods!——
IftheybutsentaReasonforthefailureofmylifeI’danswerit;
IftheybutsentaFiend,I’dconquerit!——
ButIreachout,andgrasptheair,Irage,andthebruterockechoesmywordsinmockery——
Howcanonefighttheslidingmoonlightonthecliffs?
Yougods,cowardgods,Comedown,Ichallengeyou!——
Youwhosetsnareswithrosesandwithpassion,Youwhomakefleshbeautifulanddamnmenthroughtheflesh,Youwhoplumpthepurplegrapeandthenputpoisoninthecup,YouwhoputserpentsinyourEdens,Youwhogavemedelightofmysensesandbrokemeforit,Youwhohavemingleddeathwithbeauty,Youwhohaveputintomybloodtheimpulsesforwhichyoucursedme,Youwhopermittedmybrainthedoubtswhereforeyoudamnme,Behold,Idoubtyou,gods,nolonger,butdefy!——
Iperishhere?
ThenIwillbeslainofagod!
Youwhohavewrappedmeinthescornofyoursilence,Thedivinityinthissamedustyouflout
i>Flamesthroughthedust,Anddares,Andflingsyoubackyourscorn,——
Come,facetoface,andslaymeifyouwill,Butnotuntilyou’vefelttheweightOfallbetrickedhumanity’scontemptInoneboldblow!——
SpeakforthaReason,andIwillanswerit,Yes,toyourfacesIwillanswerit;
ComegarmentedinfleshandIwillfightwithyou,Yes,inyourfaceswillIsmiteyou,gods;
CowardgodsandtrickstersthatsettrapsInparadise!——
FargodsthathedgeyourselvesaboutwithsilenceAndwithdistance;
ThatmockmenfromtheunscalableescarpmentsofyourHeavens。"
ThusIraved,beingmad。
IhadnosoonerfinishedspeakingthanIfeltThedarknessflutteredbyapproachingfeet,Andthesilencewasburnedthroughbytremblingflamesofsound,AndIwas’warethatSomethingstoodbyme。
AndwithashoutIleaptandgraspedthatBeing,AndtheThinggraspedme。
Wecametowrestlinggrips,Andbackandforthweswayed,Handseekingthroat,andcrook’dkneeseekingToencrookunwaryleg,Andspreadtoesgraspingtheunevenground;
Thestrainedbreastmusclescrackedandcreaked,Thesweatraninmyeyes,Theplaguedbreathsobbedandwhistledthroughmythroat,Itastedblood,andstrangled,butstillstruggledon——
Thestarsabovemedancedinswarmslikeyellowbees,Theshakenmoonlightwrithedupontherocks;——
ButatthelastIfelthisbreathingweakergrow,Thetenselimbsgrowlesstense,AndwithaburstingcryIbenthisheadrightback,Back,back,untilIheardhisneckbonessnap;
Hisspinecrunchedinmygrip;
IflunghimtotheearthandkneltuponhisbreastAndlistenedtilltheflutteringpulsewasstilled。
Man,god,ordevil,Ihadwrenchedthelifefromhim!
Andlo!——evenashediedThemoonlightfailedabovethevale,——
Andsomehow,sure,Iknownowhow!——
BetweentheriftedrocksthegreatSunstruckAfingerdownthecliff,andthatredbeamLaysharpacrossthefaceofhimthatIhadslain;
AndinthatlightIreadtheanswerofthesilentgodsUntomycursed—outprayer,Forhethatlayuponthegroundwas——I!
Iunderstoodthelessonthen;
Itwasmyselfthatlaytheredead;
Yes,IhadslainmySelf。
THEREBEL
NodoubttheorderedworldsspeedonWithpurposeintheirwings;
NodoubttheorderedsongsaresweetEachworthyangelsings;
AnddoubtlessitiswisetoheedTheorderedwordsofKings;
ButhowtheheartleapsuptogreetTheheadlong,rebelflight,WhenassomerecklessmeteorBlazesacrossthenight!
Somecomet——Byron——Lucifer——
HasdaredtoBe,andfight!
NodoubtbutitissafetodwellWhereordereddutiesare;
NodoubtthecherubsearntheirwageWhowindeachtickingstar;
Nodoubtthesystemisquiteright!——
Sane,ordered,regular;
ButhowtherebelfiresthesoulWhodaresthestronggods’ire!
EachByron!——Shelley!——Lucifer!——
AndalltheoutcastchoirThatchantwhensomePrometheusLeapsuptostealJove’sfire!
THECHILDANDTHEMILL
BETTERapauper,penniless,asleeponthekindlysod——
Betteragipsy,houseless,butneartotheheartofGod,Thatbeatsforearsnotdulledbytheclankingwheelsofcare——
Betterstarvationandfreedom,hopeandthegoodfreshairThandeathtotheSomethinginhimthatwasborntolaughanddream,Thatwaskintotheidleliliesandtheripplesofthestream。
Foroutofthedreamsofchildhood,thatcarelesscomeandgo,Theboygainsstrength,unknowing,thattheManwillproveandknow。
Butthesefoolswiththeirliesandtheirdollars,theirmillsandtheirbloodyhands,Whomakeagodofawheel,whoworshiptheirwhirringbands,Theyareflingingthelifeofapeople,raw,tothebrutemachines。
Dull—eyed,weary,andold——oldinhisearlyteens——
Stuntedandstupidandtwisted,marredinthemillsofgrief,CanyourfactoriesfashionaManofthisthing——
aManandaChief?
Dumbistheheartofhimnow,atthetimewhenhisheartshouldsing——
Wastersofbodyandbrain,whatracewillthefuturebring?
Whatofthenation’snervewhenasswiftcrisescome?
Whatofthebrawnthatshouldheavethegunsonthebeckofthedrum?
Thievesofbodyandsoul,whocanneitherthinknorfeel,Swine—eyedpriestsoflittlefalsegodsofgoldandsteel,Bowtoyourobscenealtars,worshipyourloudmillsthen!
FeedtoMolochandBaalthebrawnandbrainsofmen——
ButsilentandwatchfulandhiddenforeveroverallThemastersbroodofthoseMillsthat"grindexceedingsmall。"
AnditneedsnooccultartnormagictoforeshowThatapeoplewhosowdefeattheywillreapthethingtheysow。
"SICTRANSITGLORIAMUNDI"
CONQUERORSleonine,lordly,Princesandvauntingkings,Yearedrunkwiththesoundofyourbraggarttrumps——
Butlo!yearelittlethings!
Earth……itischarnelwithmonarchs!
AndthepuffsofdustthatstartWhereyourwarsteedsstampwiththeirringinghoofsWereeachsomewarrior’sheart。
Peoplesimperial,mighty,Masterful,challengingfate,Thetreadofyourcohortsshakesthehills——
Butlo!yearenotgreat!
Nationsthatswarmandmurmur,Yearemothsthatflutterandclimb——
Yearewhirlinggnats,yeareswirlingbees,Tossedinthewindsoftime!
Earththatisflushedwithglory,Amarvelousworldyeare!
Butlo!inthemidstofamillionstarsYeareonlyonepalestar!
Abreathstirsthedarkabysses……
ThedeepsbelowthedeepAretroubledandvexed……andathousandworldsFalloneternalsleep!
THECOMRADE
I
HATHnotmanathisnoblestAnairofsomethingmorethanman?——
Ahintofgraceimmortal,BornofhisgreatlydaringtoassistthegodsInconqueringtheseshaggywastes,Thesedesertworlds,Andplantinglifeandorderinthesestars?——
SoWomanatherbest:
HereyesarebrightwithvisionsandwithdreamsThattriumphovertime;
Herplumedthought,wingforwing,ismatewithhis。
II
Theworldrollsonfromdreamtodream,And’neaththevastimpersonalrevengesofitsgoing,CrushedfoolsthatcrieddefeatLiedeadamidthedusttheyprophesied——
Yedoubtersofman’slargerdestiny,Yethatdespair,Lookbackwarddownthevistaedyears,Andallisbattle——andallvictory!
Manfought,tobeaman!
Throughpainfulcenturiestheslowbeastfought,Blindedandbaffled,foughttogainhissoul;——
Wild,hairy,shag,andfearedofshadows,YetthecloudsMadehimstrangesignalsthathepuzzledo’er;——
Beast,child,andape,Andyetthewindsharpedtohim,andtheseaRolledinuponhisconsciousnessItstidesofwonderandromance;——
Uncouthandcakedwithmire,Andyetthestarssaidsomethingtohim,andthesunDeclareditselfagod;——
ThelaggingcyclesturnedatlastThepicturesintothought,Thoughtfloweredinsoul;——
But,oh,themyriadwearyyearsEreCalibanwasShakespeare’sselfAndDarwin’sapehadDarwin’sbrain!——
Thebattling,battling,andthesteepascent,Thefighttoholdthelittlegained,Theloss,thedoubt,theshakenheart,Thestubborn,gropingslowrecovery!——
Butlookingbackwardtowardthedimbeginnings,Youthatdespair,Hathhenotclimbedandconquered?
Lookbackwardandall’sVictory!
Whatcowardlooksforwardandforeseesdefeat?
III
Whoclimbedbesidehim,andwhofoughtAndsufferedandwasglad?
Isshealesserthingthanhe,Whostainedtheslopeswithbloodyfeet,orstoodBesidehimonsomehard—woneminenceofhopeExultingasthebolddawnsweptAharperhandalongtheringinghills?
Fleshofhisflesh,andofhissoulthesoul,Hathshenotfought,hathshenotclimbed?
Andhowisshealesserthing?——
Nay,ifsheeverwas’Twaswethatmadeherso,whocalledherqueenButkeptherslave。
IV
Hadshenotcourageforthefight?
Hathshenotcouragefortheyearstocome?
Hathshenotcouragewhodescendsalone——
(Howpitifullyalone,exceptforLove!)
Whereman’sthoughtevenfaltersthatwouldfollow,Intotheshadowyabyss(ThroughvastandmurmurouscavernsdarkwithcrowdingdreadAndterriblewithhoveringwings),TobattletherewithDeath?——tobattleTherewithDeath,andwrestfromhim,OConquerorandMother,Life!
V
Hathshetoolongdweltdream—boundintheworldoflove,Unconsciousofthesternerthroes,Themoreaustere,impersonal,widefaith,TheurgethatdrivesChriststothecrossNotfortheloveofonebeloved,Butfortheloveofall?
Ifso,shewakes!
Wakesanddemandsashareinallman’sbolderdestinies,Thehigh,audaciousventuresofthesoulThatthinkstoscalethebastionedslopesAndstrikestarkChaosfromhisthrone。
Westillstandinthedawnoftime。
Notmeanlyletusstandnorshakenwithlowdoubts!
FortherebeyondthevergeandmarginofgraycloudThefuturethrillswithpromiseAndtheskiesaretremulouswithgoldenlight;——
Shetoowouldsharethosevictories,Comrade,andmorethancomrade;——
Newtimes,newneedsconfrontusnow;
WemustevolvenewpowersTobattlewith;——
Wemustgoforwardnowtogether,Orperchancewefail!
ENVOI
ALITTLEWHILE
Alittlewhilethetearsandlaughter,Thewillowandtherose——
Alittlewhile,andwhatcomesafterNomanknows。
Anhourtosing,toloveandlinger……
ThenlutanistandluteWillfallonsilence,songandsingerBothbemute。
Ourgodsfromourdesireswefashion……
Exaltourbaffledlives,AnddreamtheirvitalbloomandpassionStillsurvives;
Butwhenwe’redonewithmirthandweeping,Withmyrtle,rue,androse,ShallDeathtakeLifeintohiskeeping?……
Nomanknows。
Whathearthathnot,throughtwilightplaces,SoughtforitsdeadagainTogildwithlovetheirpallidfaces?……
Soughtinvain!……
StillmountstheDreamonshiningpinion……
Stillbroodsthedulldistrust……
Whichshallhaveultimatedominion,Dream,ordust?
Alittlewhilewithgriefandlaughter,Andthenthedaywillclose;
Theshadowsgather……whatcomesafterNomanknows!
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