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第7章

  Geraldwasonthepointofknocking—inHalliday'sface;whenhewasfilledwithsuddendisgustandindifference,andhewentaway,leavingHallidayinafoolishstateofgloatingtriumph,thePussumhardandestablished,andMaximstandingclear。Birkinwasabsent,hehadgoneoutoftownagain。
  GeraldwaspiquedbecausehehadleftwithoutgivingthePussummoney。
  Itwastrue,shedidnotcarewhetherhegavehermoneyornot,andheknewit。Butshewouldhavebeengladoftenpounds,andhewouldhavebeenverygladtogivethemtoher。Nowhefeltinafalseposition。
  Hewentawaychewinghislipstogetattheendsofhisshortclippedmoustache。
  HeknewthePussumwasmerelygladtoberidofhim。ShehadgotherHallidaywhomshewanted。Shewantedhimcompletelyinherpower。Thenshewouldmarryhim。Shewantedtomarryhim。ShehadsetherwillonmarryingHalliday。
  SheneverwantedtohearofGeraldagain;unless,perhaps,shewereindifficulty;becauseafterall,Geraldwaswhatshecalledaman,andtheseothers,Halliday,Libidnikov,Birkin,thewholeBohemianset,theywereonlyhalfmen。Butitwashalfmenshecoulddealwith。Shefeltsureofherselfwiththem。Therealmen,likeGerald,putherinherplacetoomuch。
  Still,sherespectedGerald,shereallyrespectedhim。Shehadmanagedtogethisaddress,sothatshecouldappealtohimintimeofdistress。
  Sheknewhewantedtogivehermoney。Shewouldperhapswritetohimonthatinevitablerainyday。
  WomenInLove:Chapter8CHAPTERVIIIBreadalbyBREADALBYwasaGeorgianhousewithCorinthianpillars,standingamongthesofter,greenerhillsofDerbyshire,notfarfromCromford。Infront,itlookedoveralawn,overafewtrees,downtoastringoffish—pondsinthehollowofthesilentpark。Atthebackweretrees,amongwhichweretobefoundthestables,andthebigkitchengarden,behindwhichwasawood。
  Itwasaveryquietplace,somemilesfromthehigh—road,backfromtheDerwentValley,outsidetheshowscenery。Silentandforsaken,thegoldenstuccoshowedbetweenthetrees,thehouse—frontlookeddownthepark,unchangedandunchanging。
  Oflate,however,Hermionehadlivedagooddealatthehouse。ShehadturnedawayfromLondon,awayfromOxford,towardsthesilenceofthecountry。
  Herfatherwasmostlyabsent,abroad,shewaseitheraloneinthehouse,withhervisitors,ofwhomtherewerealwaysseveral,orshehadwithherherbrother,abachelor,andaLiberalmemberofParliament。HealwayscamedownwhentheHousewasnotsitting,seemedalwaystobepresentinBreadalby,althoughhewasmostconscientiousinhisattendancetoduty。
  ThesummerwasjustcominginwhenUrsulaandGudrunwenttostaythesecondtimewithHermione。Comingalonginthecar,aftertheyhadenteredthepark,theylookedacrossthedip,wherethefish—pondslayinsilence,atthepillaredfrontofthehouse,sunnyandsmalllikeanEnglishdrawingoftheoldschool,onthebrowofthegreenhill,againstthetrees。Thereweresmallfiguresonthegreenlawn,womeninlavenderandyellowmovingtotheshadeoftheenormous,beautifullybalancedcedartree。
  `Isn'titcomplete!'saidGudrun。`Itisasfinalasanoldaquatint。'
  Shespokewithsomeresentmentinhervoice,asifshewerecaptivatedunwillingly,asifshemustadmireagainstherwill。
  `Doyouloveit?'askedUrsula。
  `Idon'tloveit,butinitsway,Ithinkitisquitecomplete。'
  Themotor—carrandownthehillandupagaininonebreath,andtheywerecurvingtothesidedoor。Aparlour—maidappeared,andthenHermione,comingforwardwithherpalefacelifted,andherhandsoutstretched,advancingstraighttothenew—comers,hervoicesinging:
  `Hereyouare——I'msogladtoseeyou——'shekissedGudrun——`sogladtoseeyou——'shekissedUrsulaandremainedwithherarmroundher。
  `Areyouverytired?'
  `Notatalltired,'saidUrsula。
  `Areyoutired,Gudrun?'
  `Notatall,thanks,'saidGudrun。
  `No——'drawledHermione。Andshestoodandlookedatthem。Thetwogirlswereembarrassedbecauseshewouldnotmoveintothehouse,butmusthaveherlittlesceneofwelcomethereonthepath。Theservantswaited。
  `Comein,'saidHermioneatlast,havingfullytakeninthepairofthem。Gudrunwasthemorebeautifulandattractive,shehaddecidedagain,Ursulawasmorephysical,morewomanly。SheadmiredGudrun'sdressmore。
  Itwasofgreenpoplin,withaloosecoataboveit,ofbroad,dark—greenanddark—brownstripes。Thehatwasofapale,greenishstraw,thecolourofnewhay,andithadaplaitedribbonofblackandorange,thestockingsweredarkgreen,theshoesblack。Itwasagoodget—up,atoncefashionableandindividual。Ursula,indarkblue,wasmoreordinary,thoughshealsolookedwell。
  Hermioneherselfworeadressofprune—colouredsilk,withcoralbeadsandcoralcolouredstockings。Butherdresswasbothshabbyandsoiled,evenratherdirty。
  `Youwouldliketoseeyourroomsnow,wouldn'tyou!Yes。Wewillgoupnow,shallwe?'
  Ursulawasgladwhenshecouldbeleftaloneinherroom。Hermionelingeredsolong,madesuchastressonone。Shestoodsoneartoone,pressingherselfnearuponone,inawaythatwasmostembarrassingandoppressive。
  Sheseemedtohinderone'sworkings。
  Lunchwasservedonthelawn,underthegreattree,whosethick,blackishboughscamedownclosetothegrass。TherewerepresentayoungItalianwoman,slightandfashionable,ayoung,athletic—lookingMissBradley,alearned,dryBaronetoffifty,whowasalwaysmakingwitticismsandlaughingatthemheartilyinaharsh,horse—laugh,therewasRupertBirkin,andthenawomansecretary,aFrauleinMarz,youngandslimandpretty。
  Thefoodwasverygood,thatwasonething。Gudrun,criticalofeverything,gaveitherfullapproval。Ursulalovedthesituation,thewhitetablebythecedartree,thescentofnewsunshine,thelittlevisionoftheleafypark,withfar—offdeerfeedingpeacefully。Thereseemedamagiccircledrawnabouttheplace,shuttingoutthepresent,enclosingthedelightful,preciouspast,treesanddeerandsilence,likeadream。
  Butinspiritshewasunhappy。Thetalkwentonlikearattleofsmallartillery,alwaysslightlysententious,withasententiousnessthatwasonlyemphasisedbythecontinualcracklingofawitticism,thecontinualspatterofverbaljest,designedtogiveatoneofflippancytoastreamofconversationthatwasallcriticalandgeneral,acanalofconversationratherthanastream。
  Theattitudewasmentalandverywearying。Onlytheelderlysociologist,whosementalfibrewassotoughastobeinsentient,seemedtobethoroughlyhappy。Birkinwasdowninthemouth。Hermioneappeared,withamazingpersistence,towishtoridiculehimandmakehimlookignominiousintheeyesofeverybody。
  Anditwassurprisinghowsheseemedtosucceed,howhelplessheseemedagainsther。Helookedcompletelyinsignificant。UrsulaandGudrun,bothveryunused,weremostlysilent,listeningtotheslow,rhapsodicsing—songofHermione,ortheverbalsalliesofSirJoshua,ortheprattleofFraulein,ortheresponsesoftheothertwowomen。
  Luncheonwasover,coffeewasbroughtoutonthegrass,thepartyleftthetableandsataboutinloungechairs,intheshadeorinthesunshineastheywished。Frauleindepartedintothehouse,Hermionetookupherembroidery,thelittleContessatookabook,MissBradleywasweavingabasketoutoffinegrass,andtheretheyallwereonthelawnintheearlysummerafternoon,workingleisurelyandspatteringwithhalf—intellectual,deliberatetalk。
  Suddenlytherewasthesoundofthebrakesandtheshuttingoffofamotor—car。
  `There'sSalsie!'sangHermione,inherslow,amusingsing—song。Andlayingdownherwork,sheroseslowly,andslowlypassedoverthelawn,roundthebushes,outofsight。
  `Whoisit?'askedGudrun。
  `MrRoddice——MissRoddice'sbrother——atleast,Isupposeit'she,'
  saidSirJoshua。
  `Salsie,yes,itisherbrother,'saidthelittleContessa,liftingherheadforamomentfromherbook,andspeakingasiftogiveinformation,inherslightlydeepened,gutturalEnglish。
  Theyallwaited。AndthenroundthebushescamethetallformofAlexanderRoddice,stridingromanticallylikeaMeredithherowhoremembersDisraeli。
  Hewascordialwitheverybody,hewasatonceahost,withaneasy,offhandhospitalitythathehadlearnedforHermione'sfriends。HehadjustcomedownfromLondon,fromtheHouse。AtoncetheatmosphereoftheHouseofCommonsmadeitselffeltoverthelawn:theHomeSecretaryhadsaidsuchandsuchathing,andhe,Roddice,ontheotherhand,thoughtsuchandsuchathing,andhadsaidso—and—sotothePM。
  NowHermionecameroundthebusheswithGeraldCrich。HehadcomealongwithAlexander。Geraldwaspresentedtoeverybody,waskeptbyHermioneforafewmomentsinfullview,thenhewasledaway,stillbyHermione。
  Hewasevidentlyherguestofthemoment。
  TherehadbeenasplitintheCabinet;theministerforEducationhadresignedowingtoadversecriticism。Thisstartedaconversationoneducation。
  `Ofcourse,'saidHermione,liftingherfacelikearhapsodist,`therecanbenoreason,noexcuseforeducation,exceptthejoyandbeautyofknowledgeinitself。'Sheseemedtorumbleandruminatewithsubterraneanthoughtsforaminute,thensheproceeded:`Vocationaleducationisn'teducation,itisthecloseofeducation。'
  Gerald,onthebrinkofdiscussion,sniffedtheairwithdelightandpreparedforaction。
  `Notnecessarily,'hesaid。`Butisn'teducationreallylikegymnastics,isn'ttheendofeducationtheproductionofawell—trained,vigorous,energeticmind?'
  `Justasathleticsproduceahealthybody,readyforanything,'criedMissBradley,inheartyaccord。
  Gudrunlookedatherinsilentloathing。
  `Well——'rumbledHermione,`Idon'tknow。Tomethepleasureofknowingissogreat,sowonderful——nothinghasmeantsomuchtomeinalllife,ascertainknowledge——no,Iamsure——nothing。'
  `Whatknowledge,forexample,Hermione?'askedAlexander。
  Hermioneliftedherfaceandrumbled——
  `M——m——m——Idon'tknow……Butonethingwasthestars,whenIreallyunderstoodsomethingaboutthestars。Onefeelssouplifted,sounbounded……'
  Birkinlookedatherinawhitefury。
  `Whatdoyouwanttofeelunboundedfor?'hesaidsarcastically。`Youdon'twanttobeunbounded。'
  Hermionerecoiledinoffence。
  `Yes,butonedoeshavethatlimitlessfeeling,'saidGerald。`It'slikegettingontopofthemountainandseeingthePacific。'
  `SilentuponapeakinDariayn,'murmuredtheItalian,liftingherfaceforamomentfromherbook。
  `NotnecessarilyinDariayn,'saidGerald,whileUrsulabegantolaugh。
  Hermionewaitedforthedusttosettle,andthenshesaid,untouched:
  `Yes,itisthegreatestthinginlife——toknow。Itisreallytobehappy,tobefree。'
  `Knowledgeis,ofcourse,liberty,'saidMattheson。
  `Incompressedtabloids,'saidBirkin,lookingatthedry,stifflittlebodyoftheBaronet。ImmediatelyGudrunsawthefamoussociologistasaflatbottle,containingtabloidsofcompressedliberty。Thatpleasedher。
  SirJoshuawaslabelledandplacedforeverinhermind。
  `Whatdoesthatmean,Rupert?'sangHermione,inacalmsnub。
  `Youcanonlyhaveknowledge,strictly,'hereplied,`ofthingsconcluded,inthepast。It'slikebottlingthelibertyoflastsummerinthebottledgooseberries。'
  `Canonehaveknowledgeonlyofthepast?'askedtheBaronet,pointedly。`Couldwecallourknowledgeofthelawsofgravitationforinstance,knowledgeofthepast?'
  `Yes,'saidBirkin。
  `Thereisamostbeautifulthinginmybook,'suddenlypipedthelittleItalianwoman。`Itsaysthemancametothedoorandthrewhiseyesdownthestreet。'
  Therewasagenerallaughinthecompany。MissBradleywentandlookedovertheshoulderoftheContessa。
  `See!'saidtheContessa。
  `Bazarovcametothedoorandthrewhiseyeshurriedlydownthestreet,'
  sheread。
  Againtherewasaloudlaugh,themoststartlingofwhichwastheBaronet's,whichrattledoutlikeaclatteroffallingstones。
  `Whatisthebook?'askedAlexander,promptly。
  `FathersandSons,byTurgenev,'saidthelittleforeigner,pronouncingeverysyllabledistinctly。Shelookedatthecover,toverifyherself。
  `AnoldAmericanedition,'saidBirkin。
  `Ha!——ofcourse——translatedfromtheFrench,'saidAlexander,withafinedeclamatoryvoice。`Bazarovouvralaporteetjetalesyeuxdanslarue。'
  Helookedbrightlyroundthecompany。
  `Iwonderwhatthe"hurriedly"was,'saidUrsula。
  Theyallbegantoguess。
  Andthen,totheamazementofeverybody,themaidcamehurryingwithalargetea—tray。Theafternoonhadpassedsoswiftly。
  Aftertea,theywereallgatheredforawalk。
  `Wouldyouliketocomeforawalk?'saidHermionetoeachofthem,onebyone。Andtheyallsaidyes,feelingsomehowlikeprisonersmarshalledforexercise。Birkinonlyrefused。
  `Willyoucomeforawalk,Rupert?'
  `No,Hermione。'
  `Butareyousure?'
  `Quitesure。'Therewasasecond'shesitation。
  `Andwhynot?'sangHermione'squestion。Itmadeherbloodrunsharp,tobethwartedinevensotriflingamatter。Sheintendedthemalltowalkwithherinthepark。
  `BecauseIdon'tliketroopingoffinagang,'hesaid。
  Hervoicerumbledinherthroatforamoment。Thenshesaid,withacuriousstraycalm:
  `Thenwe'llleavealittleboybehind,ifhe'ssulky。'
  Andshelookedreallygay,whilesheinsultedhim。Butitmerelymadehimstiff。
  Shetrailedofftotherestofthecompany,onlyturningtowaveherhandkerchieftohim,andtochucklewithlaughter,singingout:
  `Good—bye,good—bye,littleboy。'
  `Good—bye,impudenthag,'hesaidtohimself。
  Theyallwentthroughthepark。Hermionewantedtoshowthemthewilddaffodilsonalittleslope。`Thisway,thisway,'sangherleisurelyvoiceatintervals。Andtheyhadalltocomethisway。Thedaffodilswerepretty,butwhocouldseethem?Ursulawasstiffalloverwithresentmentbythistime,resentmentofthewholeatmosphere。Gudrun,mockingandobjective,watchedandregisteredeverything。
  Theylookedattheshydeer,andHermionetalkedtothestag,asifhetoowereaboyshewantedtowheedleandfondle。Hewasmale,soshemustexertsomekindofpoweroverhim。Theytrailedhomebythefish—ponds,andHermionetoldthemaboutthequarreloftwomaleswans,whohadstrivenfortheloveoftheonelady。Shechuckledandlaughedasshetoldhowtheoustedloverhadsatwithhisheadburiedunderhiswing,onthegravel。
  Whentheyarrivedbackatthehouse,Hermionestoodonthelawnandsangout,inastrange,small,highvoicethatcarriedveryfar:
  `Rupert!Rupert!'Thefirstsyllablewashighandslow,theseconddroppeddown。`Roo—o—opert。'
  Buttherewasnoanswer。Amaidappeared。
  `WhereisMrBirkin,Alice?'askedthemildstrayingvoiceofHermione。
  Butunderthestrayingvoice,whatapersistent,almostinsanewill!
  `Ithinkhe'sinhisroom,madam。'
  `Ishe?'
  Hermionewentslowlyupthestairs,alongthecorridor,singingoutinherhigh,smallcall:
  `Ru—oo—pert!Ru—oopert!'
  Shecametohisdoor,andtapped,stillcrying:`Roo—pert。'
  `Yes,'soundedhisvoiceatlast。
  `Whatareyoudoing?'
  Thequestionwasmildandcurious。
  Therewasnoanswer。Thenheopenedthedoor。
  `We'vecomeback,'saidHermione。`Thedaffodilsaresobeautiful。'
  `Yes,'hesaid,`I'veseenthem。'
  Shelookedathimwithherlong,slow,impassivelook,alonghercheeks。
  `Haveyou?'sheechoed。Andsheremainedlookingathim。Shewasstimulatedaboveallthingsbythisconflictwithhim,whenhewaslikeasulkyboy,helpless,andshehadhimsafeatBreadalby。Butunderneathsheknewthesplitwascoming,andherhatredofhimwassubconsciousandintense。
  `Whatwereyoudoing?'shereiterated,inhermild,indifferenttone。
  Hedidnotanswer,andshemadeherway,almostunconsciouslyintohisroom。HehadtakenaChinesedrawingofgeesefromtheboudoir,andwascopyingit,withmuchskillandvividness。
  `Youarecopyingthedrawing,'shesaid,standingnearthetable,andlookingdownathiswork。`Yes。Howbeautifullyyoudoit!Youlikeitverymuch,don'tyou?'
  `It'samarvellousdrawing,'hesaid。
  `Isit?I'msogladyoulikeit,becauseI'vealwaysbeenfondofit。
  TheChineseAmbassadorgaveitme。'
  `Iknow,'hesaid。
  `Butwhydoyoucopyit?'sheasked,casualandsing—song。`Whynotdosomethingoriginal?'
  `Iwanttoknowit,'hereplied。`OnegetsmoreofChina,copyingthispicture,thanreadingallthebooks。'
  `Andwhatdoyouget?'
  Shewasatonceroused,shelaidasitwereviolenthandsonhim,toextracthissecretsfromhim。Shemustknow。Itwasadreadfultyranny,anobsessioninher,toknowallheknew。Forsometimehewassilent,hatingtoanswerher。Then,compelled,hebegan:
  `Iknowwhatcentrestheylivefrom——whattheyperceiveandfeel——
  thehot,stingingcentralityofagooseinthefluxofcoldwaterandmud——thecuriousbitterstingingheatofagoose'sblood,enteringtheirownbloodlikeaninoculationofcorruptivefire——fireofthecold—burningmud——thelotusmystery。'
  Hermionelookedathimalonghernarrow,pallidcheeks。Hereyeswerestrangeanddrugged,heavyundertheirheavy,droopinglids。Herthinbosomshruggedconvulsively。Hestaredbackather,devilishandunchanging。
  Withanotherstrange,sickconvulsion,sheturnedaway,asifsheweresick,couldfeeldissolutionsetting—ininherbody。Forwithhermindshewasunabletoattendtohiswords,hecaughther,asitwere,beneathallherdefences,anddestroyedherwithsomeinsidiousoccultpotency。
  `Yes,'shesaid,asifshedidnotknowwhatsheweresaying。`Yes,'
  andsheswallowed,andtriedtoregainhermind。Butshecouldnot,shewaswitless,decentralised。Useallherwillasshemight,shecouldnotrecover。Shesufferedtheghastlinessofdissolution,brokenandgoneinahorriblecorruption。Andhestoodandlookedatherunmoved。Shestrayedout,pallidandpreyed—uponlikeaghost,likeoneattackedbythetomb—influenceswhichdogus。Andshewasgonelikeacorpse,thathasnopresence,noconnection。Heremainedhardandvindictive。
  Hermionecamedowntodinnerstrangeandsepulchral,hereyesheavyandfullofsepulchraldarkness,strength。Shehadputonadressofstiffoldgreenishbrocade,thatfittedtightandmadeherlooktallandratherterrible,ghastly。Inthegaylightofthedrawing—roomshewasuncannyandoppressive。Butseatedinthehalf—lightofthediningroom,sittingstifflybeforetheshadedcandlesonthetable,sheseemedapower,apresence。
  Shelistenedandattendedwithadruggedattention。
  Thepartywasgayandextravagantinappearance,everybodyhadputoneveningdressexceptBirkinandJoshuaMattheson。ThelittleItalianContessaworeadressoftissue,oforangeandgoldandblackvelvetinsoftwidestripes,Gudrunwasemeraldgreenwithstrangenet—work,Ursulawasinyellowwithdullsilverveiling,MissBradleywasofgrey,crimsonandjet,FrauleinMarzworepaleblue。ItgaveHermioneasuddenconvulsivesensationofpleasure,toseetheserichcoloursunderthecandle—light。
  Shewasawareofthetalkgoingon,ceaselessly,Joshua'svoicedominating;
  oftheceaselesspitter—patterofwomen'slightlaughterandresponses;
  ofthebrilliantcoloursandthewhitetableandtheshadowaboveandbelow;
  andsheseemedinaswoonofgratification,convulsedwithpleasureandyetsick,likearevenant。Shetookverylittlepartintheconversation,yetshehearditall,itwasallhers。
  Theyallwenttogetherintothedrawing—room,asiftheywereonefamily,easily,withoutanyattentiontoceremony。Frauleinhandedthecoffee,everybodysmokedcigarettes,orelselongwardenpipesofwhiteclay,ofwhichasheafwasprovided。
  `Willyousmoke?——cigarettesorpipe?'askedFrauleinprettily。Therewasacircleofpeople,SirJoshuawithhiseighteenth—centuryappearance,Geraldtheamused,handsomeyoungEnglishman,Alexandertallandthehandsomepolitician,democraticandlucid,HermionestrangelikealongCassandra,andthewomenluridwithcolour,alldutifullysmokingtheirlongwhitepipes,andsittinginahalf—mooninthecomfortable,soft—lighteddrawing—room,roundthelogsthatflickeredonthemarblehearth。
  Thetalkwasveryoftenpoliticalorsociological,andinteresting,curiouslyanarchistic。Therewasanaccumulationofpowerfulforceintheroom,powerfulanddestructive。Everythingseemedtobethrownintothemeltingpot,anditseemedtoUrsulatheywereallwitches,helpingthepottobubble。Therewasanelationandasatisfactioninitall,butitwascruellyexhaustingforthenew—comers,thisruthlessmentalpressure,thispowerful,consuming,destructivementalitythatemanatedfromJoshuaandHermioneandBirkinanddominatedtherest。
  Butasickness,afearfulnauseagatheredpossessionofHermione。Therewasalullinthetalk,asitwasarrestedbyherunconsciousbutall—powerfulwill。
  `Salsie,won'tyouplaysomething?'saidHermione,breakingoffcompletely。
  `Won'tsomebodydance?Gudrun,youwilldance,won'tyou?Iwishyouwould。
  Anchetu,Palestra,ballerai?——si,perpiacere。Youtoo,Ursula。'
  Hermioneroseandslowlypulledthegold—embroideredbandthathungbythemantel,clingingtoitforamoment,thenreleasingitsuddenly。
  Likeapriestessshelooked,unconscious,sunkinaheavyhalf—trance。
  Aservantcame,andsoonreappearedwitharmfulsofsilkrobesandshawlsandscarves,mostlyoriental,thingsthatHermione,withherloveforbeautifulextravagantdress,hadcollectedgradually。
  `Thethreewomenwilldancetogether,'shesaid。
  `Whatshallitbe?'askedAlexander,risingbriskly。
  `VerginiDelleRocchette,'saidtheContessaatonce。
  `Theyaresolanguid,'saidUrsula。
  `ThethreewitchesfromMacbeth,'suggestedFrauleinusefully。ItwasfinallydecidedtodoNaomiandRuthandOrpah。UrsulawasNaomi,GudrunwasRuth,theContessawasOrpah。Theideawastomakealittleballet,inthestyleoftheRussianBalletofPavlovaandNijinsky。
  TheContessawasreadyfirst,Alexanderwenttothepiano,aspacewascleared。Orpah,inbeautifulorientalclothes,beganslowlytodancethedeathofherhusband。ThenRuthcame,andtheywepttogether,andlamented,thenNaomicametocomfortthem。Itwasalldoneindumbshow,thewomendancedtheiremotioningestureandmotion。Thelittledramawentonforaquarterofanhour。
  UrsulawasbeautifulasNaomi。Allhermenweredead,itremainedtoheronlytostandaloneinindomitableassertion,demandingnothing。Ruth,woman—loving,lovedher。Orpah,avivid,sensational,subtlewidow,wouldgobacktotheformerlife,arepetition。Theinterplaybetweenthewomenwasrealandratherfrightening。ItwasstrangetoseehowGudrunclungwithheavy,desperatepassiontoUrsula,yetsmiledwithsubtlemalevolenceagainsther,howUrsulaacceptedsilently,unabletoprovideanymoreeitherforherselforfortheother,butdangerousandindomitable,refutinghergrief。
  Hermionelovedtowatch。ShecouldseetheContessa'srapid,stoat—likesensationalism,Gudrun'sultimatebuttreacherouscleavingtothewomaninhersister,Ursula'sdangeroushelplessness,asifshewerehelplesslyweighted,andunreleased。
  `Thatwasverybeautiful,'everybodycriedwithoneaccord。ButHermionewrithedinhersoul,knowingwhatshecouldnotknow。Shecriedoutformoredancing,anditwasherwillthatsettheContessaandBirkinmovingmockinglyinMalbrouk。
  GeraldwasexcitedbythedesperatecleavingofGudruntoNaomi。Theessenceofthatfemale,subterraneanrecklessnessandmockerypenetratedhisblood。HecouldnotforgetGudrun'slifted,offered,cleaving,reckless,yetwithalmockingweight。AndBirkin,watchinglikeahermitcrabfromitshole,hadseenthebrilliantfrustrationandhelplessnessofUrsula。
  Shewasrich,fullofdangerouspower。Shewaslikeastrangeunconsciousbudofpowerfulwomanhood。Hewasunconsciouslydrawntoher。Shewashisfuture。
  AlexanderplayedsomeHungarianmusic,andtheyalldanced,seizedbythespirit。Geraldwasmarvellouslyexhilaratedatfindinghimselfinmotion,movingtowardsGudrun,dancingwithfeetthatcouldnotyetescapefromthewaltzandthetwo—step,butfeelinghisforcestiralonghislimbsandhisbody,outofcaptivity。Hedidnotknowyethowtodancetheirconvulsive,rag—timesortofdancing,butheknewhowtobegin。Birkin,whenhecouldgetfreefromtheweightofthepeoplepresent,whomhedisliked,dancedrapidlyandwitharealgaiety。AndhowHermionehatedhimforthisirresponsiblegaiety。
  `NowIsee,'criedtheContessaexcitedly,watchinghispurelygaymotion,whichhehadalltohimself。`MrBirkin,heisachanger。'
  Hermionelookedatherslowly,andshuddered,knowingthatonlyaforeignercouldhaveseenandhavesaidthis。
  `Cosavuol'dire,Palestra?'sheasked,sing—song。
  `Look,'saidtheContessa,inItalian。`Heisnotaman,heisachameleon,acreatureofchange。'
  `Heisnotaman,heistreacherous,notoneofus,'saiditselfoverinHermione'sconsciousness。Andhersoulwrithedintheblacksubjugationtohim,becauseofhispowertoescape,toexist,otherthanshedid,becausehewasnotconsistent,notaman,lessthanaman。Shehatedhiminadespairthatshatteredherandbrokeherdown,sothatshesufferedsheerdissolutionlikeacorpse,andwasunconsciousofeverythingsavethehorriblesicknessofdissolutionthatwastakingplacewithinher,bodyandsoul。
  Thehousebeingfull,Geraldwasgiventhesmallerroom,reallythedressing—room,communicatingwithBirkin'sbedroom。Whentheyalltooktheircandlesandmountedthestairs,wherethelampswereburningsubduedly,HermionecapturedUrsulaandbroughtherintoherownbedroom,totalktoher。AsortofconstraintcameoverUrsulainthebig,strangebedroom。