ExtractsfromLetterIV。
Ihavereceivedthycommunication。What!isitso?Hasthypupildisappointedthee?Alas,poorpupil!But……
HerefollowcommentsonthosepassagesinGlyndon'slifealreadyknowntothereader,orabouttobemadeso,withearnestadjurationstoMejnourtowatchyetoverthefateofhisscholar。……
ButIcherishthesamedesire,withawarmerheart。Mypupil!
howtheterrorsthatshallencompassthineordealwarnmefromthetask!OncemoreIwillseektheSonofLight……
Yes;Adon-Ai,longdeaftomycall,atlasthasdescendedtomyvision,andleftbehindhimthegloryofhispresenceintheshapeofHope。Oh,notimpossible,Viola,——notimpossible,thatweyetmaybeunited,soulwithsoul!
ExtractfromLetterV——Manymonthsafterthelast。
Mejnour,awakefromthineapathy,——rejoice!Anewsoulwillbeborntotheworld,——anewsoulthatshallcallmefather。Ah,iftheyforwhomexistalltheoccupationsandresourcesofhumanlife,——iftheycanthrillwithexquisiteemotionatthethoughtofhailingagaintheirownchildhoodinthefacesoftheirchildren;ifinthatbirththeyarebornoncemoreintotheholyInnocencewhichisthefirststateofexistence;iftheycanfeelthatonmandevolvesalmostanangel'sduty,whenhehasalifetoguidefromthecradle,andasoultonurturefortheheaven,——
whattomemustbetherapturetowelcomeaninheritorofallthegiftswhichdoublethemselvesinbeingshared!Howsweetthepowertowatch,andtoguard,——toinstiltheknowledge,toaverttheevil,andtoguidebacktheriveroflifeinaricherandbroaderanddeeperstreamtotheparadisefromwhichitflows!
Andbesidethatriveroursoulsshallmeet,sweetmother。Ourchildshallsupplythesympathythatfailsasyet;andwhatshapeshallhauntthee,whatterrorshalldismay,whenthyinitiationisbesidethecradleofthychild!
CHAPTER4。XI。
TheythusbeguilethewayUntilltheblustringstormeisoverblowne,Whenweeningtoreturnewhencetheydidstray,Theycannotfindethatpathwhichfirstwasshowne,Butwandertoandfroinwaiesunknowne。
Spenser's"FaerieQueene,"booki。cantoi。st。x。
Yes,Viola,thouartanotherbeingthanwhen,bythethresholdofthyItalianhome,thoudidstfollowthydimfanciesthroughtheLandofShadow;orwhenthoudidstvainlyseektogivevoicetoanidealbeauty,ontheboardswhereillusioncounterfeitsearthandheavenforanhour,tillthewearysense,awaking,seesbutthetinselandthescene-shifter。Thyspiritreposesinitsownhappiness。Itswanderingshavefoundagoal。Inamomentthereoftendwellsthesenseofeternity;forwhenprofoundlyhappy,weknowthatitisimpossibletodie。WheneverthesoulFEELS
ITSELF,itfeelseverlastinglife。
Theinitiationisdeferred,——thydaysandnightsarelefttonoothervisionsthanthosewithwhichacontentedheartenchantsaguilelessfancy。GlendoveersandSylphs,pardonmeifIquestionwhetherthosevisionsarenotlovelierthanyourselves。
Theystandbythebeach,andseethesunsinkingintothesea。
Howlongnowhavetheydweltonthatisland?Whatmatters!——itmaybemonths,oryears——whatmatters!WhyshouldI,orthey,keepaccountofthathappytime?Asinthedreamofamomentagesmayseemtopass,soshallwemeasuretransportorwoe,——bythelengthofthedream,orthenumberofemotionsthatthedreaminvolves?
Thesunsinksslowlydown;theairisaridandoppressive;onthesea,thestatelyvesselliesmotionless;ontheshore,noleaftremblesonthetrees。
VioladrewnearertoZanoni。Apresentimentshecouldnotdefinemadeherheartbeatmorequickly;and,lookingintohisface,shewasstruckwithitsexpression:itwasanxious,abstracted,perturbed。"Thisstillnessawesme,"shewhispered。
Zanonididnotseemtohearher。Hemutteredtohimself,andhiseyesgazedroundrestlessly。Sheknewnotwhy,butthatgaze,whichseemedtopierceintospace,——thatmutteredvoiceinsomeforeignlanguage——reviveddimlyherearliersuperstitions。Shewasmorefearfulsincethehourwhensheknewthatshewastobeamother。Strangecrisisinthelifeofwoman,andinherlove!
Somethingyetunbornbeginsalreadytodivideherheartwiththatwhichhadbeenbeforeitsonlymonarch。
"Lookonme,Zanoni,"shesaid,pressinghishand。
Heturned:"Thouartpale,Viola;thyhandtrembles!"
"Itistrue。Ifeelasifsomeenemywerecreepingnearus。"
"Andtheinstinctdeceivestheenot。Anenemyisindeedathand。
Iseeitthroughtheheavyair;Ihearitthroughthesilence:
theGhostlyOne,——theDestroyer,thePESTILENCE!Ah,seestthouhowtheleavesswarmwithinsects,onlybyaneffortvisibletotheeye。Theyfollowthebreathoftheplague!"Ashespoke,abirdfellfromtheboughsatViola'sfeet;itfluttered,itwrithedaninstant,andwasdead。
"Oh,Viola!"criedZanoni,passionately,"thatisdeath。Dostthounotfeartodie?"
"Toleavethee?Ah,yes!"
"AndifIcouldteachtheehowDeathmaybedefied;ifIcouldarrestforthyyouththecourseoftime;ifIcould——"
Hepausedabruptly,forViola'seyesspokeonlyterror;hercheekandlipswerepale。
"Speaknotthus,——looknotthus,"shesaid,recoilingfromhim。
"Youdismayme。Ah,speaknotthus,orIshouldtremble,——no,notformyself,butforthychild。"
"Thychild!Butwouldstthourejectforthychildthesamegloriousboon?"
"Zanoni!"
"Well!"
"Thesunhassunkfromoureyes,buttoriseonthoseofothers。
Todisappearfromthisworldistoliveintheworldafar。Oh,lover,——oh,husband!"shecontinued,withsuddenenergy,"tellmethatthoudidstbutjest,——thatthoudidstbuttriflewithmyfolly!Thereislessterrorinthepestilencethaninthywords。"
Zanoni'sbrowdarkened;helookedatherinsilenceforsomemoments,andthensaid,almostseverely,——
"Whathastthouknownofmetodistrust?"
"Oh,pardon,pardon!——nothing!"criedViola,throwingherselfonhisbreast,andburstingintotears。"Iwillnotbelieveeventhineownwords,iftheyseemtowrongthee!"Hekissedthetearsfromhereyes,butmadenoanswer。
"Andah!"sheresumed,withanenchantingandchild-likesmile,"ifthouwouldstgivemeacharmagainstthepestilence!see,I
willtakeitfromthee。"Andshelaidherhandonasmall,antiqueamuletthatheworeonhisbreast。
"Thouknowesthowoftenthishasmademejealousofthepast;
surelysomelove-gift,Zanoni?Butno,thoudidstnotlovethegiverasthoudostme。ShallIstealthineamulet?"
"Infant!"saidZanoni,tenderly;"shewhoplacedthisroundmyneckdeemeditindeedacharm,forshehadsuperstitionslikethyself;buttomeitismorethanthewizard'sspell,——itistherelicofasweetvanishedtimewhennonewholovedmecoulddistrust。"
HesaidthesewordsinatoneofsuchmelancholyreproachthatitwenttotheheartofViola;butthetonechangedintoasolemnitywhichchilledbackthegushofherfeelingsasheresumed:"Andthis,Viola,oneday,perhaps,Iwilltransferfrommybreasttothine;yes,wheneverthoushaltcomprehendmebetter,——WHENEVER
THELAWSOFOURBEINGSHALLBETHESAME!"
Hemovedongently。Theyreturnedslowlyhome;butfearstillwasintheheartofViola,thoughshestrovetoshakeitoff。
ItalianandCatholicshewas,withallthesuperstitionsoflandandsect。ShestoletoherchamberandprayedbeforealittlerelicofSanGennaro,whichthepriestofherhousehadgiventoherinchildhood,andwhichhadaccompaniedherinallherwanderings。Shehadneverdeemeditpossibletopartwithitbefore。Now,iftherewasacharmagainstthepestilence,didshefearthepestilenceforherself?Thenextmorning,whenheawoke,Zanonifoundtherelicofthesaintsuspendedwithhismysticamuletroundhisneck。
"Ah!thouwilthavenothingtofearfromthepestilencenow,"
saidViola,betweentearsandsmiles;"andwhenthouwouldsttalktomeagainasthoudidstlastnight,thesaintshallrebukethee。"
Well,Zanoni,canthereeverindeedbecommuneofthoughtandspirit,exceptwithequals?
Yes,theplaguebrokeout,——theislandhomemustbeabandoned。
MightySeer,THOUHASTNOPOWERTOSAVETHOSEWHOMTHOULOVEST!
Farewell,thoubridalroof!——sweetresting-placefromcare,farewell!Climatesassoftmaygreetye,Olovers,——skiesasserene,andwatersasblueandcalm;butTHATTIME,——canitevermorereturn?Whoshallsaythattheheartdoesnotchangewiththescene,——theplacewherewefirstdweltwiththebelovedone?
EveryspotTHEREhassomanymemorieswhichtheplaceonlycanrecall。Thepastthathauntsitseemstocommandsuchconstancyinthefuture。Ifathoughtlesskind,lesstrustful,enterwithinus,thesightofatreeunderwhichavowhasbeenexchanged,atearhasbeenkissedaway,restoresusagaintothehoursofthefirstdivineillusion。Butinahomewherenothingspeaksofthefirstnuptials,wherethereisnoeloquenceofassociation,noholyburial-placesofemotions,whoseghostsareangels!——yes,whothathasgonethroughthesadhistoryofaffectionwilltellusthattheheartchangesnotwiththescene!
Blowfair,yefavouringwinds;cheerilyswell,yesails;awayfromthelandwheredeathhascometosnatchthesceptreofLove!
Theshoresglideby;newcoastssucceedtothegreenhillsandorange-grovesoftheBridalIsle。Fromafarnowgleaminthemoonlightthecolumns,yetextant,ofatemplewhichtheAtheniandedicatedtowisdom;and,standingonthebarkthatboundedoninthefresheninggale,thevotarywhohadsurvivedthegoddessmurmuredtohimself,——
"Hasthewisdomofagesbroughtmenohappierhoursthanthosecommontotheshepherdandtheherdsman,withnoworldbeyondtheirvillage,noaspirationbeyondthekissandthesmileofhome?"
Andthemoon,restingalikeovertheruinsofthetempleofthedepartedcreed,overthehutofthelivingpeasant,overtheimmemorialmountain-top,andtheperishableherbagethatclotheditssides,seemedtosmilebackitsanswerofcalmdisdaintothebeingwho,perchance,mighthaveseenthetemplebuilt,andwho,inhisinscrutableexistence,mightbeholdthemountainshatteredfromitsbase。
BOOKV。
THEEFFECTSOFTHEELIXIR。
CHAPTER5。I。
Frommet'sdenSchleieraufzuheben,WodasnaheSchrecknessdroht?
NurdasIrrthumistdasLebenUnddasWissenistderTod,——Schiller,Kassandro。
DelusionisthelifeweliveAndknowledgedeath;ohwherefore,then,TosightthecomingevilsgiveAndlifttheveilofFatetoMan?
ZweiSeelenwohnen,ach!inmeinerBrust。
Twosoulsdwell,alas!inmybreast。……
Wasstehstduso,undblicksterstaunthinaus?
Whystandestthouso,andlookestoutastonished?
"Faust。"
ItwillberememberedthatweleftMasterPaolobythebedsideofGlyndon;andas,wakingfromthatprofoundslumber,therecollectionsofthepastnightcamehorriblybacktohismind,theEnglishmanutteredacry,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。
"Goodmorrow,Excellency!"saidPaolo,gayly。"CorpodiBacco,youhavesleptsoundly!"
Thesoundofthisman'svoice,solusty,ringing,andhealthful,servedtoscatterbeforeitthephantasmathatyethauntedGlyndon'smemory。
Heroseerectinhisbed。"Andwheredidyoufindme?Whyareyouhere?"
"WheredidIfindyou!"repeatedPaolo,insurprise,——"inyourbed,tobesure。WhyamIhere!——becausethePadronebademeawaityourwaking,andattendyourcommands。"
"ThePadrone,Mejnour!——ishearrived?"
"Arrivedanddeparted,signor。Hehasleftthisletterforyou。"
"Giveitme,andwaitwithouttillIamdressed。"
"Atyourservice。Ihavebespokeanexcellentbreakfast:youmustbehungry。Iamaverytolerablecook;amonk'ssonoughttobe!Youwillbestartledatmygeniusinthedressingoffish。Mysinging,Itrust,willnotdisturbyou。IalwayssingwhileIprepareasalad;itharmonisestheingredients。"Andslinginghiscarbineoverhisshoulder,Paolosaunteredfromtheroom,andclosedthedoor。
Glyndonwasalreadydeepinthecontentsofthefollowingletter:——
"WhenIfirstreceivedtheeasmypupil,IpromisedZanoni,ifconvincedbythyfirsttrialsthatthoucouldstbutswell,notthenumberofourorder,butthelistofthevictimswhohaveaspiredtoitinvain,Iwouldnotreartheetothineownwretchednessanddoom,——Iwoulddismisstheebacktotheworld。
Ifulfilmypromise。Thineordealhasbeentheeasiestthatneophyteeverknew。Iaskedfornothingbutabstinencefromthesensual,andabriefexperimentofthypatienceandthyfaith。
Gobacktothineownworld;thouhastnonaturetoaspiretoours!
"ItwasIwhopreparedPaolotoreceivetheeattherevel。ItwasIwhoinstigatedtheoldbeggartoasktheeforalms。ItwasIwholeftopenthebookthatthoucouldstnotreadwithoutviolatingmycommand。Well,thouhastseenwhatawaitstheeatthethresholdofknowledge。Thouhastconfrontedthefirstfoethatmenaceshimwhomthesensesyetgraspandinthrall。DostthouwonderthatIcloseupontheethegatesforever?Dostthounotcomprehend,atlast,thatitneedsasoultemperedandpurifiedandraised,notbyexternalspells,butbyitsownsublimityandvalour,topassthethresholdanddisdainthefoe?
Wretch!allmysilenceavailsnothingfortherash,forthesensual,——forhimwhodesiresoursecretsbuttopollutethemtogrossenjoymentsandselfishvice。Howhavetheimpostersandsorcerersoftheearliertimesperishedbytheirveryattempttopenetratethemysteriesthatshouldpurify,andnotdeprave!
TheyhaveboastedofthePhilosopher'sStone,anddiedinrags;
oftheimmortalelixir,andsunktotheirgrave,greybeforetheirtime。Legendstellyouthatthefiendrentthemintofragments。Yes;thefiendoftheirownunholydesiresandcriminaldesigns!Whattheycoveted,thoucovetest;andifthouhadstthewingsofaseraphthoucouldstsoarnotfromthesloughofthymortality。Thydesireforknowledge,butpetulantpresumption;thythirstforhappiness,butthediseasedlongingfortheuncleanandmuddiedwatersofcorporealpleasure;thyverylove,whichusuallyelevateseventhemean,apassionthatcalculatestreasonamidstthefirstglowoflust。THOUoneofus;thouabrotheroftheAugustOrder;thouanAspiranttotheStarsthatshineintheShemaiaoftheChaldeanlore!Theeaglecanraisebuttheeaglettothesun。Iabandontheetothytwilight!
"But,alasforthee,disobedientandprofane!thouhastinhaledtheelixir;thouhastattractedtothypresenceaghastlyandremorselessfoe。Thouthyselfmustexorcisethephantomthouhastraised。Thoumustreturntotheworld;butnotwithoutpunishmentandstrongeffortcanstthouregainthecalmandthejoyofthelifethouhastleftbehind。This,forthycomfort,willItellthee:hewhohasdrawnintohisframeevensolittleofthevolatileandvitalenergyoftheaerialjuicesasthyself,hasawakenedfacultiesthatcannotsleep,——facultiesthatmayyet,withpatienthumility,withsoundfaith,andthecouragethatisnotofthebodylikethine,butoftheresoluteandvirtuousmind,attain,ifnottotheknowledgethatreignsabove,tohighachievementinthecareerofmen。Thouwiltfindtherestlessinfluenceinallthatthouwouldstundertake。Thyheart,amidstvulgarjoyswillaspiretosomethingholier;thyambition,amidstcoarseexcitement,tosomethingbeyondthyreach。Butdeemnotthatthisofitselfwillsufficeforglory。
Equallymaythecravingleadtheetoshameandguilt。Itisbutanimperfectandnew-bornenergywhichwillnotsuffertheetorepose。Asthoudirectestit,mustthoubelieveittobetheemanationofthineevilgeniusorthygood。
"Butwoetothee!insectmeshedinthewebinwhichthouhastentangledlimbsandwings!Thouhastnotonlyinhaledtheelixir,thouhastconjuredthespectre;ofallthetribesofthespace,nofoeissomalignanttoman,——andthouhastliftedtheveilfromthygaze。Icannotrestoretotheethehappydimnessofthyvision。Know,atleast,thatallofus——thehighestandthewisest——whohave,insobertruth,passedbeyondthethreshold,havehad,asourfirstfearfultask,tomasterandsubdueitsgrislyandappallingguardian。KnowthatthouCANST
deliverthyselffromthoselivideyes,——knowthat,whiletheyhaunt,theycannotharm,ifthouresistestthethoughtstowhichtheytempt,andthehorrortheyengender。DREADTHEMMOSTWHEN
THOUBEHOLDESTTHEMNOT。Andthus,sonoftheworm,wepart!
AllthatIcantelltheetoencourage,yettowarnandtoguide,Ihavetoldtheeintheselines。Notfromme,fromthyselfhascomethegloomytrialfromwhichIyettrustthouwiltemergeintopeace。TypeoftheknowledgethatIserve,Iwithholdnolessonfromthepureaspirant;Iamadarkenigmatothegeneralseeker。Asman'sonlyindestructiblepossessionishismemory,soitisnotinminearttocrumbleintomattertheimmaterialthoughtsthathavesprungupwithinthybreast。Thetyromightshatterthiscastletothedust,andtoppledownthemountaintotheplain。Themasterhasnopowertosay,'Existnomore,'tooneTHOUGHTthathisknowledgehasinspired。Thoumaystchangethethoughtsintonewforms;thoumaystrarefyandsublimateitintoafinerspirit,——butthoucanstnotannihilatethatwhichhasnohomebutinthememory,nosubstancebuttheidea。EVERY
THOUGHTISASOUL!Vainly,therefore,wouldIorthouundothepast,orrestoretotheethegayblindnessofthyyouth。Thoumustenduretheinfluenceoftheelixirthouhastinhaled;thoumustwrestlewiththespectrethouhastinvoked!"
TheletterfellfromGlyndon'shand。Asortofstuporsucceededtothevariousemotionswhichhadchasedeachotherintheperusal,——astuporresemblingthatwhichfollowsthesuddendestructionofanyardentandlong-nursedhopeinthehumanheart,whetheritbeoflove,ofavarice,ofambition。Theloftierworldforwhichhehadsothirsted,sacrificed,andtoiled,wascloseduponhim"forever,"andbyhisownfaultsofrashnessandpresumption。ButGlyndon'swasnotofthatnaturewhichsubmitslongtocondemnitself。HisindignationbegantokindleagainstMejnour,whoownedhehadtempted,andwhonowabandonedhim,——abandonedhimtothepresenceofaspectre。Themystic'sreproachesstungratherthanhumbledhim。Whatcrimehadhecommittedtodeservelanguagesoharshanddisdainful?
WasitsodeepadebasementtofeelpleasureinthesmileandtheeyesofFillide?HadnotZanonihimselfconfessedloveforViola;hadhenotfledwithherashiscompanion?Glyndonneverpausedtoconsideriftherearenodistinctionsbetweenonekindofloveandanother。Where,too,wasthegreatoffenceofyieldingtoatemptationwhichonlyexistedforthebrave?HadnotthemysticvolumewhichMejnourhadpurposelyleftopen,bidhimbut"Bewareoffear"?Wasnot,then,everywilfulprovocativeheldouttothestrongestinfluencesofthehumanmind,intheprohibitiontoenterthechamber,inthepossessionofthekeywhichexcitedhiscuriosity,inthevolumewhichseemedtodictatethemodebywhichthecuriositywastobegratified?Asrapidlythesethoughtspassedoverhim,hebegantoconsiderthewholeconductofMejnoureitherasaperfidiousdesigntoentraphimtohisownmisery,orasthetrickofanimposter,whoknewthathecouldnotrealisethegreatprofessionshehadmade。OnglancingagainoverthemoremysteriousthreatsandwarningsinMejnour'sletter,theyseemedtoassumethelanguageofmereparableandallegory,——thejargonofthePlatonistsandPythagoreans。Bylittleandlittle,hebegantoconsiderthattheveryspectrahehadseen——eventhatonephantomsohorridinitsaspect——werebutthedelusionswhichMejnour'ssciencehadenablehimtoraise。Thehealthfulsunlight,fillingupeverycrannyinhischamber,seemedtolaughawaytheterrorsofthepastnight。Hisprideandhisresentmentnervedhishabitualcourage;andwhen,havinghastilydressedhimself,herejoinedPaolo,itwaswithaflushedcheekandahaughtystep。
"So,Paolo,"saidhe,"thePadrone,asyoucallhim,toldyoutoexpectandwelcomemeatyourvillagefeast?"
"Hedidsobyamessagefromawretchedoldcripple。Thissurprisedmeatthetime,forIthoughthewasfardistant;butthesegreatphilosophersmakeajokeoftwoorthreehundredleagues。"
"WhydidyounottellmeyouhadheardfromMejnour?"
"Becausetheoldcrippleforbademe。"
"Didyounotseethemanafterwardsduringthedance?"
"No,Excellency。"
"Humph!"
"Allowmetoserveyou,"saidPaolo,pilingGlyndon'splate,andthenfillinghisglass。"Iwish,signor,nowthePadroneisgone,——not,"addedPaolo,ashecastratherafrightenedandsuspiciousglanceroundtheroom,"thatImeantosayanythingdisrespectfulofhim,——Iwish,Isay,nowthatheisgone,thatyouwouldtakepityonyourself,andaskyourownheartwhatyouryouthwasmeantfor?Nottoburyyourselfaliveintheseoldruins,andendangerbodyandsoulbystudieswhichIamsurenosaintcouldapproveof。"
"Arethesaintssopartial,then,toyourownoccupations,MasterPaolo?"
"Why,"answeredthebandit,alittleconfused,"agentlemanwithplentyofpistolesinhispurseneednot,ofnecessity,makeithisprofessiontotakeawaythepistolesofotherpeople!Itisadifferentthingforuspoorrogues。Afterall,too,IalwaysdevoteatitheofmygainstotheVirgin;andIsharetherestcharitablywiththepoor。Buteat,drink,enjoyyourself;beabsolvedbyyourconfessorforanylittlepeccadilloesanddon'truntoolongscoresatatime,——that'smyadvice。Yourhealth,Excellency!Pshaw,signor,fasting,exceptonthedaysprescribedtoagoodCatholic,onlyengendersphantoms。"
"Phantoms!"
"Yes;thedevilalwaystemptstheemptystomach。Tocovet,tohate,tothieve,torob,andtomurder,——thesearethenaturaldesiresofamanwhoisfamishing。Withafullbelly,signor,weareatpeacewithalltheworld。That'sright;youlikethepartridge!Cospetto!whenImyselfhavepassedtwoorthreedaysinthemountains,withnothingfromsunsettosunrisebutablackcrustandanonion,Igrowasfierceasawolf。That'snottheworst,too。InthesetimesIseelittleimpsdancingbeforeme。
Oh,yes;fastingisasfullofspectresasafieldofbattle。"
Glyndonthoughttherewassomesoundphilosophyinthereasoningofhiscompanion;andcertainlythemoreheateanddrank,themoretherecollectionofthepastnightandofMejnour'sdesertionfadedfromhismind。Thecasementwasopen,thebreezeblew,thesunshone,——allNaturewasmerry;andmerryasNatureherselfgrewMaestroPaolo。Hetalkedofadventures,oftravel,ofwomen,withaheartygustothathaditsinfection。ButGlyndonlistenedyetmorecomplacentlywhenPaoloturnedwithanarchsmiletopraisesoftheeye,theteeth,theankles,andtheshapeofthehandsomeFillide。
Thisman,indeed,seemedtheverypersonationofanimalsensuallife。HewouldhavebeentoFaustamoredangeroustempterthanMephistopheles。TherewasnosneeronHISlipatthepleasureswhichanimatedhisvoice。Tooneawakingtoasenseofthevanitiesinknowledge,thisrecklessignorantjoyousnessoftemperwasaworsecorrupterthanalltheicymockeriesofalearnedFiend。ButwhenPaolotookhisleave,withapromisetoreturnthenextday,themindoftheEnglishmanagainsettledbacktoagraverandmorethoughtfulmood。Theelixirseemed,intruth,tohavelefttherefiningeffectsMejnourhadascribedtoit。AsGlyndonpacedtoandfrothesolitarycorridor,or,pausing,gazedupontheextendedandgloriousscenerythatstretchedbelow,highthoughtsofenterpriseandambition——brightvisionsofglory——passedinrapidsuccessionthroughhissoul。
"Mejnourdeniesmehisscience。Well,"saidthepainter,proudly,"hehasnotrobbedmeofmyart。"
What!ClarenceGlyndon,dostthoureturntothatfromwhichthycareercommenced?WasZanonirightafterall?
Hefoundhimselfinthechamberofthemystic;notavessel,——notanherb!thesolemnvolumeisvanished,——theelixirshallsparkleforhimnomore!Butstillintheroomitselfseemstolingertheatmosphereofacharm。Fasterandfierceritburnswithinthee,thedesiretoachieve,tocreate!Thoulongestforalifebeyondthesensual!——butthelifethatispermittedtoallgenius,——thatwhichbreathesthroughtheimmortalwork,andenduresintheimperishablename。
Wherearetheimplementsforthineart?Tush!——whendidthetrueworkmaneverfailtofindhistools?Thouartagaininthineownchamber,——thewhitewallthycanvas,afragmentofcharcoalforthypencil。Theysuffice,atleast,togiveoutlinetotheconceptionthatmayotherwisevanishwiththemorrow。
Theideathatthusexcitedtheimaginationoftheartistwasunquestionablynobleandaugust。ItwasderivedfromthatEgyptianceremonialwhichDiodorushasrecorded,——theJudgmentoftheDeadbytheLivingDiod。,lib。i。:whenthecorpse,dulyembalmed,isplacedbythemarginoftheAcherusianLake;andbeforeitmaybeconsignedtothebarkwhichistobearitacrossthewaterstoitsfinalresting-place,itispermittedtotheappointedjudgestohearallaccusationsofthepastlifeofthedeceased,and,ifproved,todeprivethecorpseoftheritesofsepulture。
Unconsciouslytohimself,itwasMejnour'sdescriptionofthiscustom,whichhehadillustratedbyseveralanecdotesnottobefoundinbooks,thatnowsuggestedthedesigntotheartist,andgaveitrealityandforce。Hesupposedapowerfulandguiltykingwhominlifescarceawhisperhaddaredtoarraign,butagainstwhom,nowthebreathwasgone,cametheslavefromhisfetters,themutilatedvictimfromhisdungeon,lividandsqualidasifdeadthemselves,invokingwithparchedlipsthejusticethatoutlivesthegrave。
Strangefervourthis,Oartist!breakingsuddenlyforthfromthemistsanddarknesswhichtheoccultsciencehadspreadsolongoverthyfancies,——strangethatthereactionofthenight'sterrorandtheday'sdisappointmentshouldbebacktothineholyart!Oh,howfreelygoestheboldhandoverthelargeoutline!
How,despitethoserudematerials,speaksforthnomorethepupil,butthemaster!Freshyetfromthegloriouselixir,howthougivesttothycreaturesthefinerlifedeniedtothyself!——
somepowernotthineownwritesthegrandsymbolsonthewall。
Behindrisesthemightysepulchre,onthebuildingofwhichreposetothedeadthelivesofthousandshadbeenconsumed。
Theresitinasemicirclethesolemnjudges。Blackandsluggishflowsthelake。Thereliesthemummiedandroyaldead。Dostthouquailatthefrownonhislifelikebrow?Ha!——bravelydone,Oartist!——uprisethehaggardforms!——palespeaktheghastlyfaces!ShallnotHumanityafterdeathavengeitselfonPower?
Thyconception,ClarenceGlyndon,isasublimetruth;thydesignpromisesrenowntogenius。Betterthismagicthanthecharmsofthevolumeandthevessel。Hourafterhourhasgone;thouhastlightedthelamp;nightseestheeyetatthylabour。MercifulHeaven!whatchillstheatmosphere;whydoesthelampgrowwan;
whydoesthyhairbristle?There!——there!——there!atthecasement!Itgazesonthee,thedark,mantled,loathsomething!
There,withtheirdevilishmockeryandhatefulcraft,glareontheethosehorrideyes!
Hestoodandgazed,——itwasnodelusion。Itspokenot,movednot,till,unabletobearlongerthatsteadyandburninglook,hecoveredhisfacewithhishands。Withastart,withathrill,heremovedthem;hefeltthenearerpresenceofthenameless。Thereitcoweredonthefloorbesidehisdesign;andlo!thefiguresseemedtostartfromthewall!Thosepaleaccusingfigures,theshapeshehimselfhadraised,frownedathim,andgibbered。Withaviolenteffortthatconvulsedhiswholebeing,andbathedhisbodyinthesweatofagony,theyoungmanmasteredhishorror。
Hestrodetowardsthephantom;heendureditseyes;heaccosteditwithasteadyvoice;hedemandeditspurposeanddefieditspower。
Andthen,asawindfromacharnel,washearditsvoice。Whatitsaid,whatrevealed,itisforbiddenthelipstorepeat,thehandtorecord。Nothingsavethesubtlelifethatyetanimatedtheframetowhichtheinhalationsoftheelixirhadgivenvigourandenergybeyondthestrengthofthestrongest,couldhavesurvivedthatawfulhour。Bettertowakeinthecatacombsandseetheburiedrisefromtheircerements,andheartheghouls,intheirhorridorgies,amongstthefesteringghastlinessofcorruption,thantofrontthosefeatureswhentheveilwaslifted,andlistentothatwhisperedvoice!……
ThenextdayGlyndonfledfromtheruinedcastle。Withwhathopesofstarrylighthadhecrossedthethreshold;withwhatmemoriestoshudderevermoreatthedarknessdidhelookbackatthefrownofitstime-worntowers!
CHAPTER5。II。
Faust:Wohinsollesnungehm?
Mephist:WohinesDirgefallt。
Wirsehndiekleine,danndiegrosseWelt。
"Faust。"
Faust:Whithergonow!
Mephist:Whitheritpleasesthee。
Weseethesmallworld,thenthegreat。
Drawyourchairtothefireside,brushcleanthehearth,andtrimthelights。Oh,homeofsleekness,order,substance,comfort!
Oh,excellentthingartthou,MatterofFact!
Itissometimeafterthedateofthelastchapter。Hereweare,notinmoonlitislandsormoulderingcastles,butinaroomtwenty-sixfeetbytwenty-two,——wellcarpeted,wellcushioned,solidarm-chairsandeightsuchbadpictures,insuchfineframes,uponthewalls!ThomasMervale,Esq。,merchant,ofLondon,youareanenviabledog!
ItwastheeasiestthingintheworldforMervale,onreturningfromhisContinentalepisodeoflife,tosettledowntohisdesk,——hishearthadbeenalwaysthere。Thedeathofhisfathergavehim,asabirthright,ahighpositioninarespectablethoughsecond-ratefirm。Tomakethisestablishmentfirst-ratewasanhonourableambition,——itwashis!Hehadlatelymarried,notentirelyformoney,——no!hewasworldlyratherthanmercenary。Hehadnoromanticideasoflove;buthewastoosensibleamannottoknowthatawifeshouldbeacompanion,——
notmerelyaspeculation。Hedidnotcareforbeautyandgenius,buthelikedhealthandgoodtemper,andacertainproportionofusefulunderstanding。Hechoseawifefromhisreason,nothisheart,andaverygoodchoicehemade。Mrs。Mervalewasanexcellentyoungwoman,——bustling,managing,economical,butaffectionateandgood。Shehadawillofherown,butwasnoshrew。Shehadagreatnotionoftherightsofawife,andastrongperceptionofthequalitiesthatinsurecomfort。Shewouldneverhaveforgivenherhusband,hadshefoundhimguiltyofthemostpassingfancyforanother;but,inreturn,shehadthemostadmirablesenseofproprietyherself。Sheheldinabhorrencealllevity,allflirtation,allcoquetry,——smallviceswhichoftenruindomestichappiness,butwhichagiddynatureincurswithoutconsideration。Butshedidnotthinkitrighttoloveahusbandovermuch。Sheleftasurplusofaffection,forallherrelations,allherfriends,someofheracquaintances,andthepossibilityofasecondmarriage,shouldanyaccidenthappentoMr。M。Shekeptagoodtable,foritsuitedtheirstation;andhertemperwasconsideredeven,thoughfirm;butshecouldsayasharpthingortwo,ifMr。Mervalewasnotpunctualtoamoment。Shewasveryparticularthatheshouldchangehisshoesoncominghome,——thecarpetswerenewandexpensive。Shewasnotsulky,norpassionate,——Heavenblessherforthat!——butwhendispleasedsheshowedit,administeredadignifiedrebuke,alludedtoherownvirtues,toherunclewhowasanadmiral,andtothethirtythousandpoundswhichshehadbroughttotheobjectofherchoice。ButasMr。Mervalewasagood-humouredman,ownedhisfaults,andsubscribedtoherexcellence,thedispleasurewassoonover。
Everyhouseholdhasitslittledisagreements,nonefewerthanthatofMr。andMrs。Mervale。Mrs。Mervale,withoutbeingimproperlyfondofdress,paiddueattentiontoit。Shewasneverseenoutofherchamberwithpapersinherhair,norinthatworstofdis-illusions,——amorningwrapper。Athalf-pasteighteverymorningMrs。Mervalewasdressedfortheday,——thatis,tillshere-dressedfordinner,——herstayswelllaced,hercapprim,hergowns,winterandsummer,ofathick,handsomesilk。Ladiesatthattimeworeveryshortwaists;sodidMrs。
Mervale。Hermorningornamentswereathick,goldchain,towhichwassuspendedagoldwatch,——noneofthosefragiledwarfsofmechanismthatlooksoprettyandgosoill,butahandsomerepeaterwhichchronicledFatherTimetoamoment;alsoamosaicbrooch;alsoaminiatureofheruncle,theadmiral,setinabracelet。Fortheeveningshehadtwohandsomesets,——necklace,earrings,andbraceletscomplete,——oneofamethysts,theothertopazes。Withthese,hercostumeforthemostpartwasagold-
colouredsatinandaturban,inwhichlastherpicturehadbeentaken。Mrs。Mervalehadanaquilinenose,goodteeth,fairhair,andlighteyelashes,ratherahighcomplexion,whatisgenerallycalledafinebust;fullcheeks;largeusefulfeetmadeforwalking;large,whitehandswithfilbertnails,onwhichnotaspeckofdusthad,eveninchildhood,everbeenknowntoalight。
Shelookedalittleolderthanshereallywas;butthatmightarisefromacertainairofdignityandtheaforesaidaquilinenose。Shegenerallyworeshortmittens。SheneverreadanypoetrybutGoldsmith'sandCowper's。Shewasnotamusedbynovels,thoughshehadnoprejudiceagainstthem。Shelikedaplayandapantomime,withaslightsupperafterwards。Shedidnotlikeconcertsnoroperas。Atthebeginningofthewintersheselectedsomebooktoread,andsomepieceofworktocommence。
Thetwolastedhertillthespring,when,thoughshecontinuedtowork,sheleftoffreading。Herfavouritestudywashistory,whichshereadthroughthemediumofDr。Goldsmith。Herfavouriteauthorinthebelleslettreswas,ofcourse,Dr。
Johnson。Aworthierwoman,oronemorerespected,wasnottobefound,exceptinanepitaph!
Itwasanautumnnight。Mr。andMrs。Mervale,latelyreturnedfromanexcursiontoWeymouth,areinthedrawing-room,——"thedamesatonthisside,themansatonthat。"
"Yes,Iassureyou,mydear,thatGlyndon,withallhiseccentricities,wasaveryengaging,amiablefellow。Youwouldcertainlyhavelikedhim,——allthewomendid。"
"MydearThomas,youwillforgivetheremark,——butthatexpressionofyours,'alltheWOMEN'——"
"Ibegyourpardon,——youareright。Imeanttosaythathewasageneralfavouritewithyourcharmingsex。"
"Iunderstand,——ratherafrivolouscharacter。"
"Frivolous!no,notexactly;alittleunsteady,——veryodd,butcertainlynotfrivolous;presumptuousandheadstrongincharacter,butmodestandshyinhismanners,rathertoomuchso,——justwhatyoulike。However,toreturn;IamseriouslyuneasyattheaccountsIhaveheardofhimto-day。Hehasbeenliving,itseems,averystrangeandirregularlife,travellingfromplacetoplace,andmusthavespentalreadyagreatdealofmoney。"
"Aproposofmoney,"saidMrs。Mervale;"Ifearwemustchangeourbutcher;heiscertainlyinleaguewiththecook。"
"Thatisapity;hisbeefisremarkablyfine。TheseLondonservantsareasbadastheCarbonari。But,asIwassaying,poorGlyndon——"
Hereaknockwasheardatthedoor。"Blessme,"saidMrs。
Mervale,"itispastten!Whocanthatpossiblybe?"
"Perhapsyouruncle,theadmiral,"saidthehusband,withaslightpeevishnessinhisaccent。"Hegenerallyfavoursusaboutthishour。"
"Ihope,mylove,thatnoneofmyrelationsareunwelcomevisitorsatyourhouse。Theadmiralisamostentertainingman,andhisfortuneisentirelyathisowndisposal。"
"NooneIrespectmore,"saidMr。Mervale,withemphasis。
Theservantthrewopenthedoor,andannouncedMr。Glyndon。
"Mr。Glyndon!——whatanextraordinary——"exclaimedMrs。Mervale;
butbeforeshecouldconcludethesentence,Glyndonwasintheroom。
Thetwofriendsgreetedeachotherwithallthewarmthofearlyrecollectionandlongabsence。AnappropriateandproudpresentationtoMrs。Mervaleensued;andMrs。Mervale,withadignifiedsmile,andafurtiveglanceathisboots,badeherhusband'sfriendwelcometoEngland。
GlyndonwasgreatlyalteredsinceMervalehadseenhimlast。
Thoughlessthantwoyearshadelapsedsincethen,hisfaircomplexionwasmorebronzedandmanly。Deeplinesofcare,orthought,ordissipation,hadreplacedthesmoothcontourofhappyyouth。Toamanneroncegentleandpolishedhadsucceededacertainrecklessnessofmien,tone,andbearing,whichbespokethehabitsofasocietythatcaredlittleforthecalmdecorumsofconventionalease。Stillakindofwildnobleness,notbeforeapparentinhim,characterisedhisaspect,andgavesomethingofdignitytothefreedomofhislanguageandgestures。
"So,then,youaresettled,Mervale,——Ineednotaskyouifyouarehappy。Worth,sense,wealth,character,andsofairacompaniondeservehappiness,andcommandit。"
"Wouldyoulikesometea,Mr。Glyndon?"askedMrs。Mervale,kindly。
"Thankyou,——no。Iproposeamoreconvivialstimulustomyoldfriend。Wine,Mervale,——wine,eh!——orabowlofoldEnglishpunch。Yourwifewillexcuseus,——wewillmakeanightofit!"
Mrs。Mervaledrewbackherchair,andtriednottolookaghast。
Glyndondidnotgivehisfriendtimetoreply。
"SoatlastIaminEngland,"hesaid,lookingroundtheroom,withaslightsneeronhislips;"surelythissoberairmusthaveitsinfluence;surelyhereIshallbeliketherest。"
"Haveyoubeenill,Glyndon?"
"Ill,yes。Humph!youhaveafinehouse。Doesitcontainaspareroomforasolitarywanderer?"
Mr。Mervaleglancedathiswife,andhiswifelookedsteadilyonthecarpet。"Modestandshyinhismanners——rathertoomuchso!"
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