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第14章

  ExtractsfromLetterIV。
  Ihavereceivedthycommunication。What!isitso?Hasthypupildisappointedthee?Alas,poorpupil!But……
  HerefollowcommentsonthosepassagesinGlyndon'slifealreadyknowntothereader,orabouttobemadeso,withearnestadjurationstoMejnourtowatchyetoverthefateofhisscholar。……
  ButIcherishthesamedesire,withawarmerheart。Mypupil!
  howtheterrorsthatshallencompassthineordealwarnmefromthetask!OncemoreIwillseektheSonofLight……
  Yes;Adon-Ai,longdeaftomycall,atlasthasdescendedtomyvision,andleftbehindhimthegloryofhispresenceintheshapeofHope。Oh,notimpossible,Viola,——notimpossible,thatweyetmaybeunited,soulwithsoul!
  ExtractfromLetterV——Manymonthsafterthelast。
  Mejnour,awakefromthineapathy,——rejoice!Anewsoulwillbeborntotheworld,——anewsoulthatshallcallmefather。Ah,iftheyforwhomexistalltheoccupationsandresourcesofhumanlife,——iftheycanthrillwithexquisiteemotionatthethoughtofhailingagaintheirownchildhoodinthefacesoftheirchildren;ifinthatbirththeyarebornoncemoreintotheholyInnocencewhichisthefirststateofexistence;iftheycanfeelthatonmandevolvesalmostanangel'sduty,whenhehasalifetoguidefromthecradle,andasoultonurturefortheheaven,——
  whattomemustbetherapturetowelcomeaninheritorofallthegiftswhichdoublethemselvesinbeingshared!Howsweetthepowertowatch,andtoguard,——toinstiltheknowledge,toaverttheevil,andtoguidebacktheriveroflifeinaricherandbroaderanddeeperstreamtotheparadisefromwhichitflows!
  Andbesidethatriveroursoulsshallmeet,sweetmother。Ourchildshallsupplythesympathythatfailsasyet;andwhatshapeshallhauntthee,whatterrorshalldismay,whenthyinitiationisbesidethecradleofthychild!
  CHAPTER4。XI。
  TheythusbeguilethewayUntilltheblustringstormeisoverblowne,Whenweeningtoreturnewhencetheydidstray,Theycannotfindethatpathwhichfirstwasshowne,Butwandertoandfroinwaiesunknowne。
  Spenser's"FaerieQueene,"booki。cantoi。st。x。
  Yes,Viola,thouartanotherbeingthanwhen,bythethresholdofthyItalianhome,thoudidstfollowthydimfanciesthroughtheLandofShadow;orwhenthoudidstvainlyseektogivevoicetoanidealbeauty,ontheboardswhereillusioncounterfeitsearthandheavenforanhour,tillthewearysense,awaking,seesbutthetinselandthescene-shifter。Thyspiritreposesinitsownhappiness。Itswanderingshavefoundagoal。Inamomentthereoftendwellsthesenseofeternity;forwhenprofoundlyhappy,weknowthatitisimpossibletodie。WheneverthesoulFEELS
  ITSELF,itfeelseverlastinglife。
  Theinitiationisdeferred,——thydaysandnightsarelefttonoothervisionsthanthosewithwhichacontentedheartenchantsaguilelessfancy。GlendoveersandSylphs,pardonmeifIquestionwhetherthosevisionsarenotlovelierthanyourselves。
  Theystandbythebeach,andseethesunsinkingintothesea。
  Howlongnowhavetheydweltonthatisland?Whatmatters!——itmaybemonths,oryears——whatmatters!WhyshouldI,orthey,keepaccountofthathappytime?Asinthedreamofamomentagesmayseemtopass,soshallwemeasuretransportorwoe,——bythelengthofthedream,orthenumberofemotionsthatthedreaminvolves?
  Thesunsinksslowlydown;theairisaridandoppressive;onthesea,thestatelyvesselliesmotionless;ontheshore,noleaftremblesonthetrees。
  VioladrewnearertoZanoni。Apresentimentshecouldnotdefinemadeherheartbeatmorequickly;and,lookingintohisface,shewasstruckwithitsexpression:itwasanxious,abstracted,perturbed。"Thisstillnessawesme,"shewhispered。
  Zanonididnotseemtohearher。Hemutteredtohimself,andhiseyesgazedroundrestlessly。Sheknewnotwhy,butthatgaze,whichseemedtopierceintospace,——thatmutteredvoiceinsomeforeignlanguage——reviveddimlyherearliersuperstitions。Shewasmorefearfulsincethehourwhensheknewthatshewastobeamother。Strangecrisisinthelifeofwoman,andinherlove!
  Somethingyetunbornbeginsalreadytodivideherheartwiththatwhichhadbeenbeforeitsonlymonarch。
  "Lookonme,Zanoni,"shesaid,pressinghishand。
  Heturned:"Thouartpale,Viola;thyhandtrembles!"
  "Itistrue。Ifeelasifsomeenemywerecreepingnearus。"
  "Andtheinstinctdeceivestheenot。Anenemyisindeedathand。
  Iseeitthroughtheheavyair;Ihearitthroughthesilence:
  theGhostlyOne,——theDestroyer,thePESTILENCE!Ah,seestthouhowtheleavesswarmwithinsects,onlybyaneffortvisibletotheeye。Theyfollowthebreathoftheplague!"Ashespoke,abirdfellfromtheboughsatViola'sfeet;itfluttered,itwrithedaninstant,andwasdead。
  "Oh,Viola!"criedZanoni,passionately,"thatisdeath。Dostthounotfeartodie?"
  "Toleavethee?Ah,yes!"
  "AndifIcouldteachtheehowDeathmaybedefied;ifIcouldarrestforthyyouththecourseoftime;ifIcould——"
  Hepausedabruptly,forViola'seyesspokeonlyterror;hercheekandlipswerepale。
  "Speaknotthus,——looknotthus,"shesaid,recoilingfromhim。
  "Youdismayme。Ah,speaknotthus,orIshouldtremble,——no,notformyself,butforthychild。"
  "Thychild!Butwouldstthourejectforthychildthesamegloriousboon?"
  "Zanoni!"
  "Well!"
  "Thesunhassunkfromoureyes,buttoriseonthoseofothers。
  Todisappearfromthisworldistoliveintheworldafar。Oh,lover,——oh,husband!"shecontinued,withsuddenenergy,"tellmethatthoudidstbutjest,——thatthoudidstbuttriflewithmyfolly!Thereislessterrorinthepestilencethaninthywords。"
  Zanoni'sbrowdarkened;helookedatherinsilenceforsomemoments,andthensaid,almostseverely,——
  "Whathastthouknownofmetodistrust?"
  "Oh,pardon,pardon!——nothing!"criedViola,throwingherselfonhisbreast,andburstingintotears。"Iwillnotbelieveeventhineownwords,iftheyseemtowrongthee!"Hekissedthetearsfromhereyes,butmadenoanswer。
  "Andah!"sheresumed,withanenchantingandchild-likesmile,"ifthouwouldstgivemeacharmagainstthepestilence!see,I
  willtakeitfromthee。"Andshelaidherhandonasmall,antiqueamuletthatheworeonhisbreast。
  "Thouknowesthowoftenthishasmademejealousofthepast;
  surelysomelove-gift,Zanoni?Butno,thoudidstnotlovethegiverasthoudostme。ShallIstealthineamulet?"
  "Infant!"saidZanoni,tenderly;"shewhoplacedthisroundmyneckdeemeditindeedacharm,forshehadsuperstitionslikethyself;buttomeitismorethanthewizard'sspell,——itistherelicofasweetvanishedtimewhennonewholovedmecoulddistrust。"
  HesaidthesewordsinatoneofsuchmelancholyreproachthatitwenttotheheartofViola;butthetonechangedintoasolemnitywhichchilledbackthegushofherfeelingsasheresumed:"Andthis,Viola,oneday,perhaps,Iwilltransferfrommybreasttothine;yes,wheneverthoushaltcomprehendmebetter,——WHENEVER
  THELAWSOFOURBEINGSHALLBETHESAME!"
  Hemovedongently。Theyreturnedslowlyhome;butfearstillwasintheheartofViola,thoughshestrovetoshakeitoff。
  ItalianandCatholicshewas,withallthesuperstitionsoflandandsect。ShestoletoherchamberandprayedbeforealittlerelicofSanGennaro,whichthepriestofherhousehadgiventoherinchildhood,andwhichhadaccompaniedherinallherwanderings。Shehadneverdeemeditpossibletopartwithitbefore。Now,iftherewasacharmagainstthepestilence,didshefearthepestilenceforherself?Thenextmorning,whenheawoke,Zanonifoundtherelicofthesaintsuspendedwithhismysticamuletroundhisneck。
  "Ah!thouwilthavenothingtofearfromthepestilencenow,"
  saidViola,betweentearsandsmiles;"andwhenthouwouldsttalktomeagainasthoudidstlastnight,thesaintshallrebukethee。"
  Well,Zanoni,canthereeverindeedbecommuneofthoughtandspirit,exceptwithequals?
  Yes,theplaguebrokeout,——theislandhomemustbeabandoned。
  MightySeer,THOUHASTNOPOWERTOSAVETHOSEWHOMTHOULOVEST!
  Farewell,thoubridalroof!——sweetresting-placefromcare,farewell!Climatesassoftmaygreetye,Olovers,——skiesasserene,andwatersasblueandcalm;butTHATTIME,——canitevermorereturn?Whoshallsaythattheheartdoesnotchangewiththescene,——theplacewherewefirstdweltwiththebelovedone?
  EveryspotTHEREhassomanymemorieswhichtheplaceonlycanrecall。Thepastthathauntsitseemstocommandsuchconstancyinthefuture。Ifathoughtlesskind,lesstrustful,enterwithinus,thesightofatreeunderwhichavowhasbeenexchanged,atearhasbeenkissedaway,restoresusagaintothehoursofthefirstdivineillusion。Butinahomewherenothingspeaksofthefirstnuptials,wherethereisnoeloquenceofassociation,noholyburial-placesofemotions,whoseghostsareangels!——yes,whothathasgonethroughthesadhistoryofaffectionwilltellusthattheheartchangesnotwiththescene!
  Blowfair,yefavouringwinds;cheerilyswell,yesails;awayfromthelandwheredeathhascometosnatchthesceptreofLove!
  Theshoresglideby;newcoastssucceedtothegreenhillsandorange-grovesoftheBridalIsle。Fromafarnowgleaminthemoonlightthecolumns,yetextant,ofatemplewhichtheAtheniandedicatedtowisdom;and,standingonthebarkthatboundedoninthefresheninggale,thevotarywhohadsurvivedthegoddessmurmuredtohimself,——
  "Hasthewisdomofagesbroughtmenohappierhoursthanthosecommontotheshepherdandtheherdsman,withnoworldbeyondtheirvillage,noaspirationbeyondthekissandthesmileofhome?"
  Andthemoon,restingalikeovertheruinsofthetempleofthedepartedcreed,overthehutofthelivingpeasant,overtheimmemorialmountain-top,andtheperishableherbagethatclotheditssides,seemedtosmilebackitsanswerofcalmdisdaintothebeingwho,perchance,mighthaveseenthetemplebuilt,andwho,inhisinscrutableexistence,mightbeholdthemountainshatteredfromitsbase。
  BOOKV。
  THEEFFECTSOFTHEELIXIR。
  CHAPTER5。I。
  Frommet'sdenSchleieraufzuheben,WodasnaheSchrecknessdroht?
  NurdasIrrthumistdasLebenUnddasWissenistderTod,——Schiller,Kassandro。
  DelusionisthelifeweliveAndknowledgedeath;ohwherefore,then,TosightthecomingevilsgiveAndlifttheveilofFatetoMan?
  ZweiSeelenwohnen,ach!inmeinerBrust。
  Twosoulsdwell,alas!inmybreast。……
  Wasstehstduso,undblicksterstaunthinaus?
  Whystandestthouso,andlookestoutastonished?
  "Faust。"
  ItwillberememberedthatweleftMasterPaolobythebedsideofGlyndon;andas,wakingfromthatprofoundslumber,therecollectionsofthepastnightcamehorriblybacktohismind,theEnglishmanutteredacry,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。
  "Goodmorrow,Excellency!"saidPaolo,gayly。"CorpodiBacco,youhavesleptsoundly!"
  Thesoundofthisman'svoice,solusty,ringing,andhealthful,servedtoscatterbeforeitthephantasmathatyethauntedGlyndon'smemory。
  Heroseerectinhisbed。"Andwheredidyoufindme?Whyareyouhere?"
  "WheredidIfindyou!"repeatedPaolo,insurprise,——"inyourbed,tobesure。WhyamIhere!——becausethePadronebademeawaityourwaking,andattendyourcommands。"
  "ThePadrone,Mejnour!——ishearrived?"
  "Arrivedanddeparted,signor。Hehasleftthisletterforyou。"
  "Giveitme,andwaitwithouttillIamdressed。"
  "Atyourservice。Ihavebespokeanexcellentbreakfast:youmustbehungry。Iamaverytolerablecook;amonk'ssonoughttobe!Youwillbestartledatmygeniusinthedressingoffish。Mysinging,Itrust,willnotdisturbyou。IalwayssingwhileIprepareasalad;itharmonisestheingredients。"Andslinginghiscarbineoverhisshoulder,Paolosaunteredfromtheroom,andclosedthedoor。
  Glyndonwasalreadydeepinthecontentsofthefollowingletter:——
  "WhenIfirstreceivedtheeasmypupil,IpromisedZanoni,ifconvincedbythyfirsttrialsthatthoucouldstbutswell,notthenumberofourorder,butthelistofthevictimswhohaveaspiredtoitinvain,Iwouldnotreartheetothineownwretchednessanddoom,——Iwoulddismisstheebacktotheworld。
  Ifulfilmypromise。Thineordealhasbeentheeasiestthatneophyteeverknew。Iaskedfornothingbutabstinencefromthesensual,andabriefexperimentofthypatienceandthyfaith。
  Gobacktothineownworld;thouhastnonaturetoaspiretoours!
  "ItwasIwhopreparedPaolotoreceivetheeattherevel。ItwasIwhoinstigatedtheoldbeggartoasktheeforalms。ItwasIwholeftopenthebookthatthoucouldstnotreadwithoutviolatingmycommand。Well,thouhastseenwhatawaitstheeatthethresholdofknowledge。Thouhastconfrontedthefirstfoethatmenaceshimwhomthesensesyetgraspandinthrall。DostthouwonderthatIcloseupontheethegatesforever?Dostthounotcomprehend,atlast,thatitneedsasoultemperedandpurifiedandraised,notbyexternalspells,butbyitsownsublimityandvalour,topassthethresholdanddisdainthefoe?
  Wretch!allmysilenceavailsnothingfortherash,forthesensual,——forhimwhodesiresoursecretsbuttopollutethemtogrossenjoymentsandselfishvice。Howhavetheimpostersandsorcerersoftheearliertimesperishedbytheirveryattempttopenetratethemysteriesthatshouldpurify,andnotdeprave!
  TheyhaveboastedofthePhilosopher'sStone,anddiedinrags;
  oftheimmortalelixir,andsunktotheirgrave,greybeforetheirtime。Legendstellyouthatthefiendrentthemintofragments。Yes;thefiendoftheirownunholydesiresandcriminaldesigns!Whattheycoveted,thoucovetest;andifthouhadstthewingsofaseraphthoucouldstsoarnotfromthesloughofthymortality。Thydesireforknowledge,butpetulantpresumption;thythirstforhappiness,butthediseasedlongingfortheuncleanandmuddiedwatersofcorporealpleasure;thyverylove,whichusuallyelevateseventhemean,apassionthatcalculatestreasonamidstthefirstglowoflust。THOUoneofus;thouabrotheroftheAugustOrder;thouanAspiranttotheStarsthatshineintheShemaiaoftheChaldeanlore!Theeaglecanraisebuttheeaglettothesun。Iabandontheetothytwilight!
  "But,alasforthee,disobedientandprofane!thouhastinhaledtheelixir;thouhastattractedtothypresenceaghastlyandremorselessfoe。Thouthyselfmustexorcisethephantomthouhastraised。Thoumustreturntotheworld;butnotwithoutpunishmentandstrongeffortcanstthouregainthecalmandthejoyofthelifethouhastleftbehind。This,forthycomfort,willItellthee:hewhohasdrawnintohisframeevensolittleofthevolatileandvitalenergyoftheaerialjuicesasthyself,hasawakenedfacultiesthatcannotsleep,——facultiesthatmayyet,withpatienthumility,withsoundfaith,andthecouragethatisnotofthebodylikethine,butoftheresoluteandvirtuousmind,attain,ifnottotheknowledgethatreignsabove,tohighachievementinthecareerofmen。Thouwiltfindtherestlessinfluenceinallthatthouwouldstundertake。Thyheart,amidstvulgarjoyswillaspiretosomethingholier;thyambition,amidstcoarseexcitement,tosomethingbeyondthyreach。Butdeemnotthatthisofitselfwillsufficeforglory。
  Equallymaythecravingleadtheetoshameandguilt。Itisbutanimperfectandnew-bornenergywhichwillnotsuffertheetorepose。Asthoudirectestit,mustthoubelieveittobetheemanationofthineevilgeniusorthygood。
  "Butwoetothee!insectmeshedinthewebinwhichthouhastentangledlimbsandwings!Thouhastnotonlyinhaledtheelixir,thouhastconjuredthespectre;ofallthetribesofthespace,nofoeissomalignanttoman,——andthouhastliftedtheveilfromthygaze。Icannotrestoretotheethehappydimnessofthyvision。Know,atleast,thatallofus——thehighestandthewisest——whohave,insobertruth,passedbeyondthethreshold,havehad,asourfirstfearfultask,tomasterandsubdueitsgrislyandappallingguardian。KnowthatthouCANST
  deliverthyselffromthoselivideyes,——knowthat,whiletheyhaunt,theycannotharm,ifthouresistestthethoughtstowhichtheytempt,andthehorrortheyengender。DREADTHEMMOSTWHEN
  THOUBEHOLDESTTHEMNOT。Andthus,sonoftheworm,wepart!
  AllthatIcantelltheetoencourage,yettowarnandtoguide,Ihavetoldtheeintheselines。Notfromme,fromthyselfhascomethegloomytrialfromwhichIyettrustthouwiltemergeintopeace。TypeoftheknowledgethatIserve,Iwithholdnolessonfromthepureaspirant;Iamadarkenigmatothegeneralseeker。Asman'sonlyindestructiblepossessionishismemory,soitisnotinminearttocrumbleintomattertheimmaterialthoughtsthathavesprungupwithinthybreast。Thetyromightshatterthiscastletothedust,andtoppledownthemountaintotheplain。Themasterhasnopowertosay,'Existnomore,'tooneTHOUGHTthathisknowledgehasinspired。Thoumaystchangethethoughtsintonewforms;thoumaystrarefyandsublimateitintoafinerspirit,——butthoucanstnotannihilatethatwhichhasnohomebutinthememory,nosubstancebuttheidea。EVERY
  THOUGHTISASOUL!Vainly,therefore,wouldIorthouundothepast,orrestoretotheethegayblindnessofthyyouth。Thoumustenduretheinfluenceoftheelixirthouhastinhaled;thoumustwrestlewiththespectrethouhastinvoked!"
  TheletterfellfromGlyndon'shand。Asortofstuporsucceededtothevariousemotionswhichhadchasedeachotherintheperusal,——astuporresemblingthatwhichfollowsthesuddendestructionofanyardentandlong-nursedhopeinthehumanheart,whetheritbeoflove,ofavarice,ofambition。Theloftierworldforwhichhehadsothirsted,sacrificed,andtoiled,wascloseduponhim"forever,"andbyhisownfaultsofrashnessandpresumption。ButGlyndon'swasnotofthatnaturewhichsubmitslongtocondemnitself。HisindignationbegantokindleagainstMejnour,whoownedhehadtempted,andwhonowabandonedhim,——abandonedhimtothepresenceofaspectre。Themystic'sreproachesstungratherthanhumbledhim。Whatcrimehadhecommittedtodeservelanguagesoharshanddisdainful?
  WasitsodeepadebasementtofeelpleasureinthesmileandtheeyesofFillide?HadnotZanonihimselfconfessedloveforViola;hadhenotfledwithherashiscompanion?Glyndonneverpausedtoconsideriftherearenodistinctionsbetweenonekindofloveandanother。Where,too,wasthegreatoffenceofyieldingtoatemptationwhichonlyexistedforthebrave?HadnotthemysticvolumewhichMejnourhadpurposelyleftopen,bidhimbut"Bewareoffear"?Wasnot,then,everywilfulprovocativeheldouttothestrongestinfluencesofthehumanmind,intheprohibitiontoenterthechamber,inthepossessionofthekeywhichexcitedhiscuriosity,inthevolumewhichseemedtodictatethemodebywhichthecuriositywastobegratified?Asrapidlythesethoughtspassedoverhim,hebegantoconsiderthewholeconductofMejnoureitherasaperfidiousdesigntoentraphimtohisownmisery,orasthetrickofanimposter,whoknewthathecouldnotrealisethegreatprofessionshehadmade。OnglancingagainoverthemoremysteriousthreatsandwarningsinMejnour'sletter,theyseemedtoassumethelanguageofmereparableandallegory,——thejargonofthePlatonistsandPythagoreans。Bylittleandlittle,hebegantoconsiderthattheveryspectrahehadseen——eventhatonephantomsohorridinitsaspect——werebutthedelusionswhichMejnour'ssciencehadenablehimtoraise。Thehealthfulsunlight,fillingupeverycrannyinhischamber,seemedtolaughawaytheterrorsofthepastnight。Hisprideandhisresentmentnervedhishabitualcourage;andwhen,havinghastilydressedhimself,herejoinedPaolo,itwaswithaflushedcheekandahaughtystep。
  "So,Paolo,"saidhe,"thePadrone,asyoucallhim,toldyoutoexpectandwelcomemeatyourvillagefeast?"
  "Hedidsobyamessagefromawretchedoldcripple。Thissurprisedmeatthetime,forIthoughthewasfardistant;butthesegreatphilosophersmakeajokeoftwoorthreehundredleagues。"
  "WhydidyounottellmeyouhadheardfromMejnour?"
  "Becausetheoldcrippleforbademe。"
  "Didyounotseethemanafterwardsduringthedance?"
  "No,Excellency。"
  "Humph!"
  "Allowmetoserveyou,"saidPaolo,pilingGlyndon'splate,andthenfillinghisglass。"Iwish,signor,nowthePadroneisgone,——not,"addedPaolo,ashecastratherafrightenedandsuspiciousglanceroundtheroom,"thatImeantosayanythingdisrespectfulofhim,——Iwish,Isay,nowthatheisgone,thatyouwouldtakepityonyourself,andaskyourownheartwhatyouryouthwasmeantfor?Nottoburyyourselfaliveintheseoldruins,andendangerbodyandsoulbystudieswhichIamsurenosaintcouldapproveof。"
  "Arethesaintssopartial,then,toyourownoccupations,MasterPaolo?"
  "Why,"answeredthebandit,alittleconfused,"agentlemanwithplentyofpistolesinhispurseneednot,ofnecessity,makeithisprofessiontotakeawaythepistolesofotherpeople!Itisadifferentthingforuspoorrogues。Afterall,too,IalwaysdevoteatitheofmygainstotheVirgin;andIsharetherestcharitablywiththepoor。Buteat,drink,enjoyyourself;beabsolvedbyyourconfessorforanylittlepeccadilloesanddon'truntoolongscoresatatime,——that'smyadvice。Yourhealth,Excellency!Pshaw,signor,fasting,exceptonthedaysprescribedtoagoodCatholic,onlyengendersphantoms。"
  "Phantoms!"
  "Yes;thedevilalwaystemptstheemptystomach。Tocovet,tohate,tothieve,torob,andtomurder,——thesearethenaturaldesiresofamanwhoisfamishing。Withafullbelly,signor,weareatpeacewithalltheworld。That'sright;youlikethepartridge!Cospetto!whenImyselfhavepassedtwoorthreedaysinthemountains,withnothingfromsunsettosunrisebutablackcrustandanonion,Igrowasfierceasawolf。That'snottheworst,too。InthesetimesIseelittleimpsdancingbeforeme。
  Oh,yes;fastingisasfullofspectresasafieldofbattle。"
  Glyndonthoughttherewassomesoundphilosophyinthereasoningofhiscompanion;andcertainlythemoreheateanddrank,themoretherecollectionofthepastnightandofMejnour'sdesertionfadedfromhismind。Thecasementwasopen,thebreezeblew,thesunshone,——allNaturewasmerry;andmerryasNatureherselfgrewMaestroPaolo。Hetalkedofadventures,oftravel,ofwomen,withaheartygustothathaditsinfection。ButGlyndonlistenedyetmorecomplacentlywhenPaoloturnedwithanarchsmiletopraisesoftheeye,theteeth,theankles,andtheshapeofthehandsomeFillide。
  Thisman,indeed,seemedtheverypersonationofanimalsensuallife。HewouldhavebeentoFaustamoredangeroustempterthanMephistopheles。TherewasnosneeronHISlipatthepleasureswhichanimatedhisvoice。Tooneawakingtoasenseofthevanitiesinknowledge,thisrecklessignorantjoyousnessoftemperwasaworsecorrupterthanalltheicymockeriesofalearnedFiend。ButwhenPaolotookhisleave,withapromisetoreturnthenextday,themindoftheEnglishmanagainsettledbacktoagraverandmorethoughtfulmood。Theelixirseemed,intruth,tohavelefttherefiningeffectsMejnourhadascribedtoit。AsGlyndonpacedtoandfrothesolitarycorridor,or,pausing,gazedupontheextendedandgloriousscenerythatstretchedbelow,highthoughtsofenterpriseandambition——brightvisionsofglory——passedinrapidsuccessionthroughhissoul。
  "Mejnourdeniesmehisscience。Well,"saidthepainter,proudly,"hehasnotrobbedmeofmyart。"
  What!ClarenceGlyndon,dostthoureturntothatfromwhichthycareercommenced?WasZanonirightafterall?
  Hefoundhimselfinthechamberofthemystic;notavessel,——notanherb!thesolemnvolumeisvanished,——theelixirshallsparkleforhimnomore!Butstillintheroomitselfseemstolingertheatmosphereofacharm。Fasterandfierceritburnswithinthee,thedesiretoachieve,tocreate!Thoulongestforalifebeyondthesensual!——butthelifethatispermittedtoallgenius,——thatwhichbreathesthroughtheimmortalwork,andenduresintheimperishablename。
  Wherearetheimplementsforthineart?Tush!——whendidthetrueworkmaneverfailtofindhistools?Thouartagaininthineownchamber,——thewhitewallthycanvas,afragmentofcharcoalforthypencil。Theysuffice,atleast,togiveoutlinetotheconceptionthatmayotherwisevanishwiththemorrow。
  Theideathatthusexcitedtheimaginationoftheartistwasunquestionablynobleandaugust。ItwasderivedfromthatEgyptianceremonialwhichDiodorushasrecorded,——theJudgmentoftheDeadbytheLivingDiod。,lib。i。:whenthecorpse,dulyembalmed,isplacedbythemarginoftheAcherusianLake;andbeforeitmaybeconsignedtothebarkwhichistobearitacrossthewaterstoitsfinalresting-place,itispermittedtotheappointedjudgestohearallaccusationsofthepastlifeofthedeceased,and,ifproved,todeprivethecorpseoftheritesofsepulture。
  Unconsciouslytohimself,itwasMejnour'sdescriptionofthiscustom,whichhehadillustratedbyseveralanecdotesnottobefoundinbooks,thatnowsuggestedthedesigntotheartist,andgaveitrealityandforce。Hesupposedapowerfulandguiltykingwhominlifescarceawhisperhaddaredtoarraign,butagainstwhom,nowthebreathwasgone,cametheslavefromhisfetters,themutilatedvictimfromhisdungeon,lividandsqualidasifdeadthemselves,invokingwithparchedlipsthejusticethatoutlivesthegrave。
  Strangefervourthis,Oartist!breakingsuddenlyforthfromthemistsanddarknesswhichtheoccultsciencehadspreadsolongoverthyfancies,——strangethatthereactionofthenight'sterrorandtheday'sdisappointmentshouldbebacktothineholyart!Oh,howfreelygoestheboldhandoverthelargeoutline!
  How,despitethoserudematerials,speaksforthnomorethepupil,butthemaster!Freshyetfromthegloriouselixir,howthougivesttothycreaturesthefinerlifedeniedtothyself!——
  somepowernotthineownwritesthegrandsymbolsonthewall。
  Behindrisesthemightysepulchre,onthebuildingofwhichreposetothedeadthelivesofthousandshadbeenconsumed。
  Theresitinasemicirclethesolemnjudges。Blackandsluggishflowsthelake。Thereliesthemummiedandroyaldead。Dostthouquailatthefrownonhislifelikebrow?Ha!——bravelydone,Oartist!——uprisethehaggardforms!——palespeaktheghastlyfaces!ShallnotHumanityafterdeathavengeitselfonPower?
  Thyconception,ClarenceGlyndon,isasublimetruth;thydesignpromisesrenowntogenius。Betterthismagicthanthecharmsofthevolumeandthevessel。Hourafterhourhasgone;thouhastlightedthelamp;nightseestheeyetatthylabour。MercifulHeaven!whatchillstheatmosphere;whydoesthelampgrowwan;
  whydoesthyhairbristle?There!——there!——there!atthecasement!Itgazesonthee,thedark,mantled,loathsomething!
  There,withtheirdevilishmockeryandhatefulcraft,glareontheethosehorrideyes!
  Hestoodandgazed,——itwasnodelusion。Itspokenot,movednot,till,unabletobearlongerthatsteadyandburninglook,hecoveredhisfacewithhishands。Withastart,withathrill,heremovedthem;hefeltthenearerpresenceofthenameless。Thereitcoweredonthefloorbesidehisdesign;andlo!thefiguresseemedtostartfromthewall!Thosepaleaccusingfigures,theshapeshehimselfhadraised,frownedathim,andgibbered。Withaviolenteffortthatconvulsedhiswholebeing,andbathedhisbodyinthesweatofagony,theyoungmanmasteredhishorror。
  Hestrodetowardsthephantom;heendureditseyes;heaccosteditwithasteadyvoice;hedemandeditspurposeanddefieditspower。
  Andthen,asawindfromacharnel,washearditsvoice。Whatitsaid,whatrevealed,itisforbiddenthelipstorepeat,thehandtorecord。Nothingsavethesubtlelifethatyetanimatedtheframetowhichtheinhalationsoftheelixirhadgivenvigourandenergybeyondthestrengthofthestrongest,couldhavesurvivedthatawfulhour。Bettertowakeinthecatacombsandseetheburiedrisefromtheircerements,andheartheghouls,intheirhorridorgies,amongstthefesteringghastlinessofcorruption,thantofrontthosefeatureswhentheveilwaslifted,andlistentothatwhisperedvoice!……
  ThenextdayGlyndonfledfromtheruinedcastle。Withwhathopesofstarrylighthadhecrossedthethreshold;withwhatmemoriestoshudderevermoreatthedarknessdidhelookbackatthefrownofitstime-worntowers!
  CHAPTER5。II。
  Faust:Wohinsollesnungehm?
  Mephist:WohinesDirgefallt。
  Wirsehndiekleine,danndiegrosseWelt。
  "Faust。"
  Faust:Whithergonow!
  Mephist:Whitheritpleasesthee。
  Weseethesmallworld,thenthegreat。
  Drawyourchairtothefireside,brushcleanthehearth,andtrimthelights。Oh,homeofsleekness,order,substance,comfort!
  Oh,excellentthingartthou,MatterofFact!
  Itissometimeafterthedateofthelastchapter。Hereweare,notinmoonlitislandsormoulderingcastles,butinaroomtwenty-sixfeetbytwenty-two,——wellcarpeted,wellcushioned,solidarm-chairsandeightsuchbadpictures,insuchfineframes,uponthewalls!ThomasMervale,Esq。,merchant,ofLondon,youareanenviabledog!
  ItwastheeasiestthingintheworldforMervale,onreturningfromhisContinentalepisodeoflife,tosettledowntohisdesk,——hishearthadbeenalwaysthere。Thedeathofhisfathergavehim,asabirthright,ahighpositioninarespectablethoughsecond-ratefirm。Tomakethisestablishmentfirst-ratewasanhonourableambition,——itwashis!Hehadlatelymarried,notentirelyformoney,——no!hewasworldlyratherthanmercenary。Hehadnoromanticideasoflove;buthewastoosensibleamannottoknowthatawifeshouldbeacompanion,——
  notmerelyaspeculation。Hedidnotcareforbeautyandgenius,buthelikedhealthandgoodtemper,andacertainproportionofusefulunderstanding。Hechoseawifefromhisreason,nothisheart,andaverygoodchoicehemade。Mrs。Mervalewasanexcellentyoungwoman,——bustling,managing,economical,butaffectionateandgood。Shehadawillofherown,butwasnoshrew。Shehadagreatnotionoftherightsofawife,andastrongperceptionofthequalitiesthatinsurecomfort。Shewouldneverhaveforgivenherhusband,hadshefoundhimguiltyofthemostpassingfancyforanother;but,inreturn,shehadthemostadmirablesenseofproprietyherself。Sheheldinabhorrencealllevity,allflirtation,allcoquetry,——smallviceswhichoftenruindomestichappiness,butwhichagiddynatureincurswithoutconsideration。Butshedidnotthinkitrighttoloveahusbandovermuch。Sheleftasurplusofaffection,forallherrelations,allherfriends,someofheracquaintances,andthepossibilityofasecondmarriage,shouldanyaccidenthappentoMr。M。Shekeptagoodtable,foritsuitedtheirstation;andhertemperwasconsideredeven,thoughfirm;butshecouldsayasharpthingortwo,ifMr。Mervalewasnotpunctualtoamoment。Shewasveryparticularthatheshouldchangehisshoesoncominghome,——thecarpetswerenewandexpensive。Shewasnotsulky,norpassionate,——Heavenblessherforthat!——butwhendispleasedsheshowedit,administeredadignifiedrebuke,alludedtoherownvirtues,toherunclewhowasanadmiral,andtothethirtythousandpoundswhichshehadbroughttotheobjectofherchoice。ButasMr。Mervalewasagood-humouredman,ownedhisfaults,andsubscribedtoherexcellence,thedispleasurewassoonover。
  Everyhouseholdhasitslittledisagreements,nonefewerthanthatofMr。andMrs。Mervale。Mrs。Mervale,withoutbeingimproperlyfondofdress,paiddueattentiontoit。Shewasneverseenoutofherchamberwithpapersinherhair,norinthatworstofdis-illusions,——amorningwrapper。Athalf-pasteighteverymorningMrs。Mervalewasdressedfortheday,——thatis,tillshere-dressedfordinner,——herstayswelllaced,hercapprim,hergowns,winterandsummer,ofathick,handsomesilk。Ladiesatthattimeworeveryshortwaists;sodidMrs。
  Mervale。Hermorningornamentswereathick,goldchain,towhichwassuspendedagoldwatch,——noneofthosefragiledwarfsofmechanismthatlooksoprettyandgosoill,butahandsomerepeaterwhichchronicledFatherTimetoamoment;alsoamosaicbrooch;alsoaminiatureofheruncle,theadmiral,setinabracelet。Fortheeveningshehadtwohandsomesets,——necklace,earrings,andbraceletscomplete,——oneofamethysts,theothertopazes。Withthese,hercostumeforthemostpartwasagold-
  colouredsatinandaturban,inwhichlastherpicturehadbeentaken。Mrs。Mervalehadanaquilinenose,goodteeth,fairhair,andlighteyelashes,ratherahighcomplexion,whatisgenerallycalledafinebust;fullcheeks;largeusefulfeetmadeforwalking;large,whitehandswithfilbertnails,onwhichnotaspeckofdusthad,eveninchildhood,everbeenknowntoalight。
  Shelookedalittleolderthanshereallywas;butthatmightarisefromacertainairofdignityandtheaforesaidaquilinenose。Shegenerallyworeshortmittens。SheneverreadanypoetrybutGoldsmith'sandCowper's。Shewasnotamusedbynovels,thoughshehadnoprejudiceagainstthem。Shelikedaplayandapantomime,withaslightsupperafterwards。Shedidnotlikeconcertsnoroperas。Atthebeginningofthewintersheselectedsomebooktoread,andsomepieceofworktocommence。
  Thetwolastedhertillthespring,when,thoughshecontinuedtowork,sheleftoffreading。Herfavouritestudywashistory,whichshereadthroughthemediumofDr。Goldsmith。Herfavouriteauthorinthebelleslettreswas,ofcourse,Dr。
  Johnson。Aworthierwoman,oronemorerespected,wasnottobefound,exceptinanepitaph!
  Itwasanautumnnight。Mr。andMrs。Mervale,latelyreturnedfromanexcursiontoWeymouth,areinthedrawing-room,——"thedamesatonthisside,themansatonthat。"
  "Yes,Iassureyou,mydear,thatGlyndon,withallhiseccentricities,wasaveryengaging,amiablefellow。Youwouldcertainlyhavelikedhim,——allthewomendid。"
  "MydearThomas,youwillforgivetheremark,——butthatexpressionofyours,'alltheWOMEN'——"
  "Ibegyourpardon,——youareright。Imeanttosaythathewasageneralfavouritewithyourcharmingsex。"
  "Iunderstand,——ratherafrivolouscharacter。"
  "Frivolous!no,notexactly;alittleunsteady,——veryodd,butcertainlynotfrivolous;presumptuousandheadstrongincharacter,butmodestandshyinhismanners,rathertoomuchso,——justwhatyoulike。However,toreturn;IamseriouslyuneasyattheaccountsIhaveheardofhimto-day。Hehasbeenliving,itseems,averystrangeandirregularlife,travellingfromplacetoplace,andmusthavespentalreadyagreatdealofmoney。"
  "Aproposofmoney,"saidMrs。Mervale;"Ifearwemustchangeourbutcher;heiscertainlyinleaguewiththecook。"
  "Thatisapity;hisbeefisremarkablyfine。TheseLondonservantsareasbadastheCarbonari。But,asIwassaying,poorGlyndon——"
  Hereaknockwasheardatthedoor。"Blessme,"saidMrs。
  Mervale,"itispastten!Whocanthatpossiblybe?"
  "Perhapsyouruncle,theadmiral,"saidthehusband,withaslightpeevishnessinhisaccent。"Hegenerallyfavoursusaboutthishour。"
  "Ihope,mylove,thatnoneofmyrelationsareunwelcomevisitorsatyourhouse。Theadmiralisamostentertainingman,andhisfortuneisentirelyathisowndisposal。"
  "NooneIrespectmore,"saidMr。Mervale,withemphasis。
  Theservantthrewopenthedoor,andannouncedMr。Glyndon。
  "Mr。Glyndon!——whatanextraordinary——"exclaimedMrs。Mervale;
  butbeforeshecouldconcludethesentence,Glyndonwasintheroom。
  Thetwofriendsgreetedeachotherwithallthewarmthofearlyrecollectionandlongabsence。AnappropriateandproudpresentationtoMrs。Mervaleensued;andMrs。Mervale,withadignifiedsmile,andafurtiveglanceathisboots,badeherhusband'sfriendwelcometoEngland。
  GlyndonwasgreatlyalteredsinceMervalehadseenhimlast。
  Thoughlessthantwoyearshadelapsedsincethen,hisfaircomplexionwasmorebronzedandmanly。Deeplinesofcare,orthought,ordissipation,hadreplacedthesmoothcontourofhappyyouth。Toamanneroncegentleandpolishedhadsucceededacertainrecklessnessofmien,tone,andbearing,whichbespokethehabitsofasocietythatcaredlittleforthecalmdecorumsofconventionalease。Stillakindofwildnobleness,notbeforeapparentinhim,characterisedhisaspect,andgavesomethingofdignitytothefreedomofhislanguageandgestures。
  "So,then,youaresettled,Mervale,——Ineednotaskyouifyouarehappy。Worth,sense,wealth,character,andsofairacompaniondeservehappiness,andcommandit。"
  "Wouldyoulikesometea,Mr。Glyndon?"askedMrs。Mervale,kindly。
  "Thankyou,——no。Iproposeamoreconvivialstimulustomyoldfriend。Wine,Mervale,——wine,eh!——orabowlofoldEnglishpunch。Yourwifewillexcuseus,——wewillmakeanightofit!"
  Mrs。Mervaledrewbackherchair,andtriednottolookaghast。
  Glyndondidnotgivehisfriendtimetoreply。
  "SoatlastIaminEngland,"hesaid,lookingroundtheroom,withaslightsneeronhislips;"surelythissoberairmusthaveitsinfluence;surelyhereIshallbeliketherest。"
  "Haveyoubeenill,Glyndon?"
  "Ill,yes。Humph!youhaveafinehouse。Doesitcontainaspareroomforasolitarywanderer?"
  Mr。Mervaleglancedathiswife,andhiswifelookedsteadilyonthecarpet。"Modestandshyinhismanners——rathertoomuchso!"