Mrs。Mervalewasintheseventhheavenofindignationandamaze!
"Mydear?"saidMr。Mervaleatlast,meeklyandinterogatingly。
"Mydear!"returnedMrs。Mervale,innocentlyandsourly。
"Wecanmakeuparoomformyoldfriend,Sarah?"
Theoldfriendhadsunkbackonhischair,and,gazingintentlyonthefire,withhisfeetateaseuponthefender,seemedtohaveforgottenhisquestion。
Mrs。Mervalebitherlips,lookedthoughtful,andatlastcoldlyreplied,"Certainly,Mr。Mervale;yourfriendsdorighttomakethemselvesathome。"
Withthatshelightedacandle,andmovedmajesticallyfromtheroom。Whenshereturned,thetwofriendshadvanishedintoMr。
Mervale'sstudy。
Twelveo'clockstruck,——oneo'clock,two!ThricehadMrs。
Mervalesentintotheroomtoknow,——first,iftheywantedanything;secondly,ifMr。Glyndonsleptonamattressorfeather-bed;thirdly,toinquireifMr。Glyndon'strunk,whichhehadbroughtwithhim,shouldbeunpacked。Andtotheanswertoallthesequestionswasadded,inaloudvoicefromthevisitor,——avoicethatpiercedfromthekitchentotheattic,——"Anotherbowl!stronger,ifyouplease,andbequickwithit!"
AtlastMr。Mervaleappearedintheconjugalchamber,notpenitent,norapologetic,——no,notabitofit。Hiseyestwinkled,hischeekflushed,hisfeetreeled;hesang,——Mr。
ThomasMervalepositivelysang!
"Mr。Mervale!isitpossible,sir——"
"'OldKingColewasamerryoldsoul——'"
"Mr。Mervale!sir!——leavemealone,sir!"
"'Andamerryoldsoulwashe——'"
"Whatanexampletotheservants!"
"'Andhecalledforhispipe,andhecalledforhisbowl——'"
"Ifyoudon'tbehaveyourself,sir,Ishallcall——"
"'Callforhisfiddlersthree!'"
CHAPTER5。III。
InderWeltweitAusderEinsamkeitWollensieDichlocken。
"Faust。"
Inthewideworld,outofthesolitude,willtheseallurethee。
Thenextmorning,atbreakfast,Mrs。Mervalelookedasifallthewrongsofinjuredwomansatuponherbrow。Mr。Mervaleseemedthepictureofremorsefulguiltandavengingbile。Hesaidlittle,excepttocomplainofheadache,andtorequesttheeggstoberemovedfromthetable。ClarenceGlyndon——impervious,unconscious,unailing,impenitent——wasinnoisyspirits,andtalkedforthree。
"PoorMervale!hehaslostthehabitofgood-fellowship,madam。
Anothernightortwo,andhewillbehimselfagain!"
"Sir,"saidMrs。Mervale,launchingapremeditatedsentencewithmorethanJohnsoniandignity,"permitmetoremindyouthatMr。
Mervaleisnowamarriedman,thedestinedfatherofafamily,andthepresentmasterofahousehold。"
"PreciselythereasonswhyIenvyhimsomuch。Imyselfhaveagreatmindtomarry。Happinessiscontagious。"
"Doyoustilltaketopainting?"askedMervale,languidly,endeavouringtoturnthetablesonhisguest。
"Oh,no;Ihaveadoptedyouradvice。Noart,noideal,——nothingloftierthanCommonplaceformenow。IfIweretopaintagain,I
positivelythinkYOUwouldpurchasemypictures。Makehasteandfinishyourbreakfast,man;Iwishtoconsultyou。IhavecometoEnglandtoseeaftermyaffairs。Myambitionistomakemoney;yourcounselsandexperiencecannotfailtoassistmehere。"
"Ah,youweresoondisenchantedofyourPhilosopher'sStone!Youmustknow,Sarah,thatwhenIlastleftGlyndon,hewasbentuponturningalchemistandmagician。"
"Youarewittyto-day,Mr。Mervale。"
"Uponmyhonouritistrue,Itoldyousobefore。"
Glyndonroseabruptly。
"Whyrevivethoserecollectionsoffollyandpresumption?HaveI
notsaidthatIhavereturnedtomynativelandtopursuethehealthfulavocationsofmykind!Oh,yes!whatsohealthful,sonoble,sofittedtoournature,aswhatyoucallthePracticalLife?Ifwehavefaculties,whatistheiruse,buttosellthemtoadvantage!Buyknowledgeaswedoourgoods;buyitatthecheapestmarket,sellitatthedearest。Haveyounotbreakfastedyet?"
Thefriendswalkedintothestreets,andMervaleshrankfromtheironywithwhichGlyndoncomplimentedhimonhisrespectability,hisstation,hispursuits,hishappymarriage,andhiseightpicturesintheirhandsomeframes。FormerlythesoberMervalehadcommandedaninfluenceoverhisfriend:HIShadbeenthesarcasm;Glyndon'stheirresoluteshameathisownpeculiarities。
Nowthispositionwasreversed。TherewasafierceearnestnessinGlyndon'salteredtemperwhichawedandsilencedthequietcommonplaceofhisfriend'scharacter。Heseemedtotakeamalignantdelightinpersuadinghimselfthatthesoberlifeoftheworldwascontemptibleandbase。
"Ah!"heexclaimed,"howrightyouweretotellmetomarryrespectably;tohaveasolidposition;toliveindecorousfearoftheworldandone'swife;andtocommandtheenvyofthepoor,thegoodopinionoftherich。Youhavepractisedwhatyoupreach。Deliciousexistence!Themerchant'sdeskandthecurtainlecture!Ha!ha!Shallwehaveanothernightofit?"
Mervale,embarrassedandirritated,turnedtheconversationuponGlyndon'saffairs。Hewassurprisedattheknowledgeoftheworldwhichtheartistseemedtohavesuddenlyacquired,surprisedstillmoreattheacutenessandenergywithwhichhespokeofthespeculationsmostinvogueatthemarket。Yes;
Glyndonwascertainlyinearnest:hedesiredtoberichandrespectable,——andtomakeatleasttenpercentforhismoney!
Afterspendingsomedayswiththemerchant,duringwhichtimehecontrivedtodisorganiseallthemechanismofthehouse,toturnnightintoday,harmonyintodiscord,todrivepoorMrs。Mervalehalf-distracted,andtoconvinceherhusbandthathewashorriblyhen-pecked,theill-omenedvisitorleftthemassuddenlyashehadarrived。Hetookahouseofhisown;hesoughtthesocietyofpersonsofsubstance;hedevotedhimselftothemoney-market;
heseemedtohavebecomeamanofbusiness;hisschemeswereboldandcolossal;hiscalculationsrapidandprofound。HestartledMervalebyhisenergy,anddazzledhimbyhissuccess。Mervalebegantoenvyhim,——tobediscontentedwithhisownregularandslowgains。WhenGlyndonboughtorsoldinthefunds,wealthrolleduponhimlikethetideofasea;whatyearsoftoilcouldnothavedoneforhiminart,afewmonths,byasuccessionofluckychances,didforhiminspeculation。Suddenly,however,herelaxedhisexertions;newobjectsofambitionseemedtoattracthim。Ifheheardadruminthestreets,whatglorylikethesoldier's?Ifanewpoemwerepublished,whatrenownlikethepoet's?Hebeganworksinliterature,whichpromisedgreatexcellence,tothrowthemasideindisgust。Allatonceheabandonedthedecorousandformalsocietyhehad###第16章
courted;hejoinedhimself,withyoungandriotousassociates;heplungedintothewildestexcessesofthegreatcity,whereGoldreignsalikeoverToilandPleasure。Throughallhecarriedwithhimacertainpowerandheatofsoul。Inallsocietyheaspiredtocommand,——inallpursuitstoexcel。Yetwhateverthepassionofthemoment,thereactionwasterribleinitsgloom。Hesank,attimes,intothemostprofoundandthedarkestreveries。Hisfeverwasthatofamindthatwouldescapememory,——hisrepose,thatofamindwhichthememoryseizesagain,anddevoursasaprey。Mervalenowsawlittleofhim;theyshunnedeachother。
Glyndonhadnoconfidant,andnofriend。
CHAPTER5。IV。
IchfuhleDichmirnahe;
DieEinsamkeitbelebt;
WieuberseinenWeltenDerUnsichtbareschwebt。
Uhland。
Ifeeltheeneartome,Thelonelinesstakeslife,——
AsoveritsworldTheInvisiblehovers。
Fromthisstateofrestlessnessandagitationratherthancontinuousaction,Glyndonwasarousedbyavisitorwhoseemedtoexercisethemostsalutaryinfluenceoverhim。Hissister,anorphanwithhimself,hadresidedinthecountrywithheraunt。
Intheearlyyearsofhopeandhomehehadlovedthisgirl,muchyoungerthanhimself,withallabrother'stenderness。OnhisreturntoEngland,hehadseemedtoforgetherexistence。Sherecalledherselftohimonheraunt'sdeathbyatouchingandmelancholyletter:shehadnownohomebuthis,——nodependencesaveonhisaffection;heweptwhenhereadit,andwasimpatienttillAdelaarrived。
Thisgirl,thenabouteighteen,concernedbeneathagentleandcalmexteriormuchoftheromanceorenthusiasmthathad,atherownage,characterisedherbrother。Butherenthusiasmwasofafarpurerorder,andwasrestrainedwithinproperbounds,partlybythesweetnessofaveryfemininenature,andpartlybyastrictandmethodicaleducation。Shedifferedfromhimespeciallyinatimidityofcharacterwhichexceededthatusualatherage,butwhichthehabitofself-commandconcealednolesscarefullythanthattimidityitselfconcealedtheromanceIhaveascribedtoher。
Adelawasnothandsome:shehadthecomplexionandtheformofdelicatehealth;andtoofineanorganisationofthenervesrenderedhersusceptibletoeveryimpressionthatcouldinfluencethehealthoftheframethroughthesympathyofthemind。Butasshenevercomplained,andasthesingularserenityofhermannersseemedtobetokenanequanimityoftemperamentwhich,withthevulgar,mighthavepassedforindifference,hersufferingshadsolongbeenborneunnoticedthatitceasedtobeanefforttodisguisethem。Though,asIhavesaid,nothandsome,hercountenancewasinterestingandpleasing;andtherewasthatcaressingkindness,thatwinningcharmabouthersmile,hermanners,heranxietytoplease,tocomfort,andtosoothewhichwentatoncetotheheart,andmadeherlovely,——becausesoloving。
SuchwasthesisterwhomGlyndonhadsolongneglected,andwhomhenowsocordiallywelcomed。Adelahadpassedmanyyearsavictimtothecaprices,andanursetothemaladies,ofaselfishandexactingrelation。Thedelicateandgenerousandrespectfulaffectionofherbrotherwasnolessnewtoherthandelightful。
Hetookpleasureinthehappinesshecreated;hegraduallyweanedhimselffromothersociety;hefeltthecharmofhome。Itisnotsurprising,then,thatthisyoungcreature,freeandvirginfromeverymoreardentattachment,concentratedallhergratefulloveonthischerishedandprotectingrelative。Herstudybyday,herdreambynight,wastorepayhimforhisaffection。Shewasproudofhistalents,devotedtohiswelfare;thesmallesttriflethatcouldinteresthimswelledinhereyestothegravestaffairsoflife。Inshort,allthelong-hoardedenthusiasm,whichwasherperilousandonlyheritage,sheinvestedinthisoneobjectofherholytenderness,herpureambition。
ButinproportionasGlyndonshunnedthoseexcitementsbywhichhehadsolongsoughttooccupyhistimeordistracthisthoughts,thegloomofhiscalmerhoursbecamedeeperandmorecontinuous。Heeverandespeciallydreadedtobealone;hecouldnotbearhisnewcompaniontobeabsentfromhiseyes:herodewithher,walkedwithher,anditwaswithvisiblereluctance,whichalmostpartookofhorror,thatheretiredtorestatanhourwhenevenrevelgrowsfatigued。Thisgloomwasnotthatwhichcouldbecalledbythesoftnameofmelancholy,——itwasfarmoreintense;itseemedratherlikedespair。Oftenafterasilenceasofdeath——soheavy,abstracted,motionless,diditappear——hewouldstartabruptly,andcasthurriedglancesaroundhim,——hislimbstrembling,hislipslivid,hisbrowsbathedindew。Convincedthatsomesecretsorrowpreyeduponhismind,andwouldconsumehishealth,itwasthedearestasthemostnaturaldesireofAdelatobecomehisconfidantandconsoler。Sheobserved,withthequicktactofthedelicate,thathedislikedhertoseemaffectedby,orevensensibleof,hisdarkermoods。
Sheschooledherselftosuppressherfearsandherfeelings。Shewouldnotaskhisconfidence,——shesoughttostealintoit。Bylittleandlittleshefeltthatshewassucceeding。Toowrappedinhisownstrangeexistencetobeacutelyobservantofthecharacterofothers,Glyndonmistooktheself-contentofagenerousandhumbleaffectionforconstitutionalfortitude;andthisqualitypleasedandsoothedhim。Itisfortitudethatthediseasedmindrequiresintheconfidantwhomitselectsasitsphysician。Andhowirresistibleisthatdesiretocommunicate!
Howoftenthelonelymanthoughttohimself,"Myheartwouldbelightenedofitsmisery,ifonceconfessed!"Hefelt,too,thatintheveryyouth,theinexperience,thepoeticaltemperamentofAdela,hecouldfindonewhowouldcomprehendandbearwithhimbetterthananysternerandmorepracticalnature。Mervalewouldhavelookedonhisrevelationsastheravingsofmadness,andmostmen,atbest,asthesickliedchimeras,theopticaldelusions,ofdisease。Thusgraduallypreparinghimselfforthatreliefforwhichheyearned,themomentforhisdisclosurearrivedthus:——
Oneevening,astheysatalonetogether,Adela,whoinheritedsomeportionofherbrother'stalentinart,wasemployedindrawing,andGlyndon,rousinghimselffrommeditationslessgloomythanusual,rose,andaffectionatelypassinghisarmroundherwaist,lookedoverherasshesat。Anexclamationofdismaybrokefromhislips,——hesnatchedthedrawingfromherhand:
"Whatareyouabout?——whatportraitisthis?"
"DearClarence,doyounotremembertheoriginal?——itisacopyfromthatportraitofourwiseancestorwhichourpoormotherusedtosaysostronglyresembledyou。IthoughtitwouldpleaseyouifIcopieditfrommemory。"
"Accursedwasthelikeness!"saidGlyndon,gloomily。"GuessyounotthereasonwhyIhaveshunnedtoreturntothehomeofmyfathers!——becauseIdreadedtomeetthatportrait!——because——
because——butpardonme;Ialarmyou!"
"Ah,no,——no,Clarence,youneveralarmmewhenyouspeak:onlywhenyouaresilent!Oh,ifyouthoughtmeworthyofyourtrust;
oh,ifyouhadgivenmetherighttoreasonwithyouinthesorrowsthatIyearntoshare!"
Glyndonmadenoanswer,butpacedtheroomforsomemomentswithdisorderedstrides。Hestoppedatlast,andgazedatherearnestly。"Yes,you,too,arehisdescendant;youknowthatsuchmenhavelivedandsuffered;youwillnotmockme,——youwillnotdisbelieve!Listen!hark!——whatsoundisthat?"
"Butthewindonthehouse-top,Clarence,——butthewind。"
"Givemeyourhand;letmefeelitslivingclasp;andwhenIhavetoldyou,neverreverttothetaleagain。Concealitfromall:
swearthatitshalldiewithus,——thelastofourpredestinedrace!"
"NeverwillIbetrayyourtrust;Iswearit,——never!"saidAdela,firmly;andshedrewclosertohisside。ThenGlyndoncommencedhisstory。Thatwhich,perhaps,inwriting,andtomindspreparedtoquestionanddisbelieve,mayseemcoldandterrorless,becamefardifferentwhentoldbythoseblanchedlips,withallthattruthofsufferingwhichconvincesandappalls。Much,indeed,heconcealed,muchheinvoluntarilysoftened;butherevealedenoughtomakehistaleintelligibleanddistincttohispaleandtremblinglistener。"Atdaybreak,"
hesaid,"Ileftthatunhallowedandabhorredabode。Ihadonehopestill,——IwouldseekMejnourthroughtheworld。Iwouldforcehimtolayatrestthefiendthathauntedmysoul。WiththisintentIjourneyedfromcitytocity。IinstitutedthemostvigilantresearchesthroughthepoliceofItaly。IevenemployedtheservicesoftheInquisitionatRome,whichhadlatelyasserteditsancientpowersinthetrialofthelessdangerousCagliostro。Allwasinvain;notatraceofhimcouldbediscovered。Iwasnotalone,Adela。"HereGlyndonpausedamoment,asifembarrassed;forinhisrecital,IneedscarcelysaythathehadonlyindistinctlyalludedtoFillide,whomthereadermaysurmisetobehiscompanion。"Iwasnotalone,buttheassociateofmywanderingswasnotoneinwhommysoulcouldconfide,——faithfulandaffectionate,butwithouteducation,withoutfacultiestocomprehendme,withnaturalinstinctsratherthancultivatedreason;oneinwhomtheheartmightleaninitscarelesshours,butwithwhomthemindcouldhavenocommune,inwhomthebewilderedspiritcouldseeknoguide。Yetinthesocietyofthispersonthedemontroubledmenot。
Letmeexplainyetmorefullythedreadconditionsofitspresence。Incoarseexcitement,incommonplacelife,inthewildriot,inthefierceexcess,inthetorpidlethargyofthatanimalexistencewhichwesharewiththebrutes,itseyeswereinvisible,itswhisperwasunheard。Butwheneverthesoulwouldaspire,whenevertheimaginationkindledtotheloftierends,whenevertheconsciousnessofourproperdestinystruggledagainsttheunworthylifeIpursued,then,Adela——then,itcoweredbymysideinthelightofnoon,orsatbymybed,——aDarknessvisiblethroughtheDark。If,inthegalleriesofDivineArt,thedreamsofmyyouthwoketheearlyemulation,——ifIturnedtothethoughtsofsages;iftheexampleofthegreat,iftheconverseofthewise,arousedthesilencedintellect,thedemonwaswithmeasbyaspell。Atlast,oneevening,atGenoa,towhichcityIhadtravelledinpursuitofthemystic,suddenly,andwhenleastexpected,heappearedbeforeme。
ItwasthetimeoftheCarnival。Itwasinoneofthosehalf-franticscenesofnoiseandrevel,callitnotgayety,whichestablishaheathensaturnaliainthemidstofaChristianfestival。Weariedwiththedance,Ihadenteredaroominwhichseveralrevellerswereseated,drinking,singing,shouting;andintheirfantasticdressesandhideousmasks,theirorgyseemedscarcelyhuman。I
placedmyselfamongstthem,andinthatfearfulexcitementofthespiritswhichthehappyneverknow,Iwassoonthemostriotousofall。TheconversationfellontheRevolutionofFrance,whichhadalwayspossessedformeanabsorbingfascination。Themasksspokeofthemillenniumitwastobringonearth,notasphilosophersrejoicingintheadventoflight,butasruffiansexultingintheannihilationoflaw。Iknownotwhyitwas,buttheirlicentiouslanguageinfectedmyself;and,alwaysdesiroustobeforemostineverycircle,Isoonexceededeventheseriotersindeclamationsonthenatureofthelibertywhichwasabouttoembraceallthefamiliesoftheglobe,——alibertythatshouldpervadenotonlypubliclegislation,butdomesticlife;anemancipationfromeveryfetterthatmenhadforgedforthemselves。Inthemidstofthistiradeoneofthemaskswhisperedme,——
"'Takecare。Onelistenstoyouwhoseemstobeaspy!'
"Myeyesfollowedthoseofthemask,andIobservedamanwhotooknopartintheconversation,butwhosegazewasbentuponme。Hewasdisguisedliketherest,yetIfoundbyageneralwhisperthatnonehadobservedhimenter。Hissilence,hisattention,hadalarmedthefearsoftheotherrevellers,——theyonlyexcitedmethemore。Raptinmysubject,Ipursuedit,insensibletothesignsofthoseaboutme;and,addressingmyselfonlytothesilentmaskwhosatalone,apartfromthegroup,I
didnotevenobservethat,onebyone,therevellersslunkoff,andthatIandthesilentlistenerwereleftalone,until,pausingfrommyheatedandimpetuousdeclamations,Isaid,——
"'Andyou,signor,——whatisyourviewofthismightyera?
Opinionwithoutpersecution;brotherhoodwithoutjealousy;lovewithoutbondage——'
"'AndlifewithoutGod,'addedthemaskasIhesitatedfornewimages。
"Thesoundofthatwell-knownvoicechangedthecurrentofmythought。Isprangforward,andcried,——
"'ImposterorFiend,wemeetatlast!'
"ThefigureroseasIadvanced,and,unmasking,showedthefeaturesofMejnour。Hisfixedeye,hismajesticaspect,awedandrepelledme。Istoodrootedtotheground。
"'Yes,'hesaidsolemnly,'wemeet,anditisthismeetingthatI
havesought。Howhastthoufollowedmyadmonitions!ArethesethescenesinwhichtheAspirantfortheSereneSciencethinkstoescapetheGhastlyEnemy?Dothethoughtsthouhastuttered——
thoughtsthatwouldstrikeallorderfromtheuniverse——expressthehopesofthesagewhowouldrisetotheHarmonyoftheEternalSpheres?'
"'Itisthyfault,——itisthine!'Iexclaimed。'Exorcisethephantom!Takethehauntingterrorfrommysoul!'
Mejnourlookedatmeamomentwithacoldandcynicaldisdainwhichprovokedatoncemyfearandrage,andreplied,——
"'No;foolofthineownsenses!No;thoumusthavefullandentireexperienceoftheillusionstowhichtheKnowledgethatiswithoutFaithclimbsitsTitanway。ThoupantestforthisMillennium,——thoushaltbeholdit!ThoushaltbeoneoftheagentsoftheeraofLightandReason。Isee,whileIspeak,thePhantomthoufliest,bythyside;itmarshalsthypath;ithaspowerovertheeasyet,——apowerthatdefiesmyown。InthelastdaysofthatRevolutionwhichthouhailest,amidstthewrecksoftheOrderthoucursestasOppression,seekthefulfilmentofthydestiny,andawaitthycure。'
"Atthatinstantatroopofmasks,clamorous,intoxicated,reeling,andrushing,astheyreeled,pouredintotheroom,andseparatedmefromthemystic。Ibrokethroughthem,andsoughthimeverywhere,butinvain。Allmyresearchesthenextdaywereequallyfruitless。Weekswereconsumedinthesamepursuit,——notatraceofMejnourcouldbediscovered。Weariedwithfalsepleasures,rousedbyreproachesIhaddeserved,recoilingfromMejnour'sprophecyofthesceneinwhichIwastoseekdeliverance,itoccurredtome,atlast,thatinthesoberairofmynativecountry,andamidstitsorderlyandvigorouspursuits,Imightworkoutmyownemancipationfromthespectre。IleftallwhomIhadbeforecourtedandclungto,——Icamehither。
Amidstmercenaryschemesandselfishspeculations,Ifoundthesamereliefasindebauchandexcess。ThePhantomwasinvisible;
butthesepursuitssoonbecametomedistastefulastherest。
EverandeverIfeltthatIwasbornforsomethingnoblerthanthegreedofgain,——thatlifemaybemadeequallyworthless,andthesoulequallydegradedbytheicylustofavarice,asbythenoisierpassions。Ahigherambitionneverceasedtotormentme。
But,but,"continuedGlyndon,withawhiteninglipandavisibleshudder,"ateveryattempttoriseintoloftierexistence,camethathideousform。Itgloomedbesidemeattheeasel。Beforethevolumesofpoetandsageitstoodwithitsburningeyesinthestillnessofnight,andIthoughtIhearditshorriblewhispersutteringtemptationsnevertobedivulged。"Hepaused,andthedropsstooduponhisbrow。
"ButI,"saidAdela,masteringherfearsandthrowingherarmsaroundhim,——"butIhenceforthwillhavenolifebutinthine。
Andinthislovesopure,soholy,thyterrorshallfadeaway。"
"No,no!"exclaimedGlyndon,startingfromher。"Theworstrevelationistocome。Sincethouhastbeenhere,sinceIhavesternlyandresolutelyrefrainedfromeveryhaunt,everysceneinwhichthispreternaturalenemytroubledmenot,I——I——have——Oh,Heaven!Mercy——mercy!Thereitstands,——there,bythyside,——
there,there!"Andhefelltothegroundinsensible。
CHAPTER5。V。
Dochwunderbarergriffmich'sdieseNacht;
DieGliederschienenschoninTodesMacht。
Uhland。
Thisnightitfearfullyseizedonme;mylimbsappearedalreadyinthepowerofdeath。
Afever,attendedwithdelirium,forseveraldaysdeprivedGlyndonofconsciousness;andwhen,byAdela'scaremorethantheskillofthephysicians,hewasrestoredtolifeandreason,hewasunutterablyshockedbythechangeinhissister'sappearance;
atfirst,hefondlyimaginedthatherhealth,affectedbyhervigils,wouldrecoverwithhisown。Buthesoonsaw,withananguishwhichpartookofremorse,thatthemaladywasdeep-
seated,——deep,deep,beyondthereachofAesculapiusandhisdrugs。Herimagination,littlelesslivelythanhisown,wasawfullyimpressedbythestrangeconfessionsshehadheard,——bytheravingsofhisdelirium。Againandagainhadheshriekedforth,"Itisthere,——there,bythyside,mysister!"Hehadtransferredtoherfancythespectre,andthehorrorthatcursedhimself。Heperceivedthis,notbyherwords,buthersilence;
bytheeyesthatstrainedintospace;bytheshiverthatcameoverherframe;bythestartofterror;bythelookthatdidnotdaretoturnbehind。Bitterlyherepentedhisconfession;
bitterlyhefeltthatbetweenhissufferingsandhumansympathytherecouldbenogentleandholycommune;vainlyhesoughttoretract,——toundowhathehaddone,todeclareallwasbutthechimeraofanoverheatedbrain!
Andbraveandgenerouswasthisdenialofhimself;for,oftenandoften,ashethusspoke,hesawtheThingofDreadglidingtoherside,andglaringathimashedisowneditsbeing。Butwhatchilledhim,ifpossible,yetmorethanherwastingformandtremblingnerves,wasthechangeinherloveforhim;anaturalterrorhadreplacedit。Sheturnedpalerifheapproached,——sheshudderedifhetookherhand。Dividedfromtherestofearth,thegulfofthefoulremembranceyawnednowbetweenhissisterandhimself。HecouldendurenomorethepresenceoftheonewhoselifeHISlifehadembittered。Hemadesomeexcusesfordeparture,andwrithedtoseethattheyweregreetedeagerly。
Thefirstgleamofjoyhehaddetectedsincethatfatalnight,onAdela'sface,hebeheldwhenhemurmured"Farewell。"HetravelledforsomeweeksthroughthewildestpartsofScotland;
scenerywhichMAKEStheartist,waslovelesstohishaggardeyes。
AletterrecalledhimtoLondononthewingsofnewagonyandfear;hearrivedtofindhissisterinaconditionbothofmindandhealthwhichexceededhisworstapprehensions。
Hervacantlook,herlifelessposture,appalledhim;itwasasonewhogazedontheMedusa'shead,andfelt,withoutastruggle,thehumanbeinggraduallyhardentothestatue。Itwasnotfrenzy,itwasnotidiocy,——itwasanabstraction,anapathy,asleepinwaking。Onlyasthenightadvancedtowardstheeleventhhour——thehourinwhichGlyndonhadconcludedhistale——shegrewvisiblyuneasy,anxious,andperturbed。Thenherlipsmuttered;
herhandswrithed;shelookedroundwithalookofunspeakableappealforsuccour,forprotection,andsuddenly,astheclockstruck,fellwithashriektotheground,coldandlifeless。
Withdifficulty,andnotuntilafterthemostearnestprayers,didsheanswertheagonisedquestionsofGlyndon;atlastsheownedthatatthathour,andthathouralone,wherevershewasplaced,howeveroccupied,shedistinctlybeheldtheapparitionofanoldhag,who,afterthriceknockingatthedoor,enteredtheroom,andhobblinguptoherwithacountenancedistortedbyhideousrageandmenace,laiditsicyfingersonherforehead:
fromthatmomentshedeclaredthatsenseforsookher;andwhenshewokeagain,itwasonlytowait,insuspensethatfrozeupherblood,therepetitionoftheghastlyvisitation。
ThephysicianwhohadbeensummonedbeforeGlyndon'sreturn,andwhoseletterhadrecalledhimtoLondon,wasacommonplacepractitioner,ignorantofthecase,andhonestlyanxiousthatonemoreexperiencedshouldbeemployed。Clarencecalledinoneofthemosteminentofthefaculty,andtohimherecitedtheopticaldelusionofhissister。Thephysicianlistenedattentively,andseemedsanguineinhishopesofcure。Hecametothehousetwohoursbeforetheonesodreadedbythepatient。
Hehadquietlyarrangedthattheclocksshouldbeputforwardhalfanhour,unknowntoAdela,andeventoherbrother。Hewasamanofthemostextraordinarypowersofconversation,ofsurpassingwit,ofallthefacultiesthatinterestandamuse。Hefirstadministeredtothepatientaharmlesspotion,whichhepledgedhimselfwoulddispelthedelusion。Hisconfidenttonewokeherownhopes,——hecontinuedtoexciteherattention,torouseherlethargy;hejested,helaughedawaythetime。Thehourstruck。"Joy,mybrother!"sheexclaimed,throwingherselfinhisarms;"thetimeispast!"Andthen,likeonereleasedfromaspell,shesuddenlyassumedmorethanherancientcheerfulness。"Ah,Clarence!"shewhispered,"forgivemeformyformerdesertion,——forgivemethatIfearedYOU。Ishalllive!——
Ishalllive!inmyturntobanishthespectrethathauntsmybrother!"AndClarencesmiledandwipedthetearsfromhisburningeyes。Thephysicianrenewedhisstories,hisjests。Inthemidstofastreamofrichhumourthatseemedtocarryawaybothbrotherandsister,GlyndonsuddenlysawoverAdela'sfacethesamefearfulchange,thesameanxiouslook,thesamerestless,strainingeye,hehadbeheldthenightbefore。Herose,——heapproachedher。Adelastartedup。"look——look——look!"
sheexclaimed。"Shecomes!Saveme,——saveme!"andshefellathisfeetinstrongconvulsionsastheclock,falselyandinvainputforward,struckthehalf-hour。
Thephysicianliftedherinhisarms。"Myworstfearsareconfirmed,"hesaidgravely;"thediseaseisepilepsy。"ThemostcelebratedpractitionerinDublinrelatedtotheeditorastoryofopticaldelusionpreciselysimilarinitscircumstancesanditsphysicalcausetotheoneherenarrated。
Thenextnight,atthesamehour,AdelaGlyndondied。
CHAPTER5。VI。
Laloi,dontleregnevousepouvante,asonglaivelevesurvous:
ellevousfrapperatous:legenrehumainabesoindecetexemple——Couthon。
Thelaw,whosereignterrifiesyou,hasitsswordraisedagainstyou;itwillstrikeyouall:humanityhasneedofthisexample。
"Oh,joy,joy!——thouartcomeagain!Thisisthyhand——thesethylips。Saythatthoudidstnotdesertmefromtheloveofanother;sayitagain,——sayitever!——andIwillpardontheealltherest!"
"Sothouhastmournedforme?"
"Mourned!——andthouwertcruelenoughtoleavemegold;thereitis,——there,untouched!"
"PoorchildofNature!how,then,inthisstrangetownofMarseilles,hastthoufoundbreadandshelter?"
"Honestly,soulofmysoul!honestly,butyetbythefacethoudidstoncethinksofair;thinkestthouTHATnow?"
"Yes,Fillide,morefairthanever。Butwhatmeanestthou?"
"Thereisapainterhere——agreatman,oneoftheirgreatmenatParis,Iknownotwhattheycallthem;butherulesoverallhere,——lifeanddeath;andhehaspaidmelargelybuttositformyportrait。ItisforapicturetobegiventotheNation,forhepaintsonlyforglory。ThinkofthyFillide'srenown!"Andthegirl'swildeyessparkled;hervanitywasroused。"AndhewouldhavemarriedmeifIwould!——divorcedhiswifetomarryme!
ButIwaitedforthee,ungrateful!"
Aknockatthedoorwasheard,——amanentered。
"Nicot!"
"Ah,Glyndon!——hum!——welcome!What!thouarttwicemyrival!
ButJeanNicotbearsnomalice。Virtueismydream,——mycountry,mymistress。Servemycountry,citizen;andIforgivetheethepreferenceofbeauty。Caira!caira!"
Butasthepainterspoke,ithymned,itrolledthroughthestreets,——thefierysongoftheMarseillaise!Therewasacrowd,amultitude,apeopleup,abroad,withcoloursandarms,enthusiasmandsong,——withsong,withenthusiasm,withcoloursandarms!Andwhocouldguessthatthatmartialmovementwasone,notofwar,butmassacre,——FrenchmenagainstFrenchmen?FortherearetwopartiesinMarseilles,——andampleworkforJourdanCoupe-tete!Butthis,theEnglishman,justarrived,astrangertoallfactions,didnotasyetcomprehend。Hecomprehendednothingbutthesong,theenthusiasm,thearms,andthecoloursthatliftedtothesunthegloriouslie,"LepeupleFrancais,deboutcontrelestyrans!"Up,Frenchmen,againsttyrants!
Thedarkbrowofthewretchedwanderergrewanimated;hegazedfromthewindowonthethrongthatmarchedbelow,beneaththeirwavingOriflamme。TheyshoutedastheybeheldthepatriotNicot,thefriendofLibertyandrelentlessHebert,bythestranger'sside,atthecasement。
"Ay,shoutagain!"criedthepainter,——"shoutforthebraveEnglishmanwhoabjureshisPittsandhisCoburgstobeacitizenofLibertyandFrance!"
Athousandvoicesrenttheair,andthehymnoftheMarseillaiseroseinmajestyagain。
"Well,andifitbeamongthesehighhopesandthisbravepeoplethatthephantomistovanish,andthecuretocome!"mutteredGlyndon;andhethoughthefeltagaintheelixirsparklingthroughhisveins。
"ThoushaltbeoneoftheConventionwithPaineandClootz,——I
willmanageitallforthee!"criedNicot,slappinghimontheshoulder:"andParis——"
"Ah,ifIcouldbutseeParis!"criedFillide,inherjoyousvoice。Joyous!thewholetime,thetown,theair——savewhere,unheard,rosethecryofagonyandtheyellofmurder——werejoy!
Sleepunhauntinginthygrave,coldAdela。Joy,joy!IntheJubileeofHumanityallprivategriefsshouldcease!Behold,wildmariner,thevastwhirlpooldrawstheetoitsstormybosom!
Theretheindividualisnot。Allthingsareofthewhole!Openthygates,fairParis,forthestranger-citizen!Receiveinyourranks,OmeekRepublicans,thenewchampionofliberty,ofreason,ofmankind!"Mejnourisright;itwasinvirtue,invalour,ingloriousstruggleforthehumanrace,thatthespectrewastoshrinktoherkindreddarkness。"
AndNicot'sshrillvoicepraisedhim;andleanRobespierre——
"Flambeau,colonne,pierreangulairedel'edificedelaRepublique!""Thelight,column,andkeystoneoftheRepublic。"——"LettreduCitoyenP——;PapiersineditstrouveschezRobespierre,"tom11,page127。——smiledominouslyonhimfromhisbloodshoteyes;andFillideclaspedhimwithpassionatearmstohertenderbreast。Andathisup-risinganddown-sitting,atboardandinbed,thoughhesawitnot,theNamelessOneguidedhimwiththedemoneyestotheseawhosewavesweregore。
BOOKVI。
SUPERSTITIONDESERTINGFAITH。
WhydoIyieldtothatsuggestion,Whosehorridimagedothunfixmyhair——ShakespeareCHAPTER6。I。
ThereforetheGeniiwerepaintedwithaplatterfullofgarlandsandflowersinonehand,andawhipintheother——AlexanderRoss,"Mystag。Poet。"
Accordingtotheorderoftheeventsrelatedinthisnarrative,thedepartureofZanoniandViolafromtheGreekisle,inwhichtwohappyyearsappeartohavebeenpassed,musthavebeensomewhatlaterindatethanthearrivalofGlyndonatMarseilles。
Itmusthavebeeninthecourseoftheyear1791whenViolafledfromNapleswithhermysteriouslover,andwhenGlyndonsoughtMejnourinthefatalcastle。Itisnowtowardsthecloseof1793,whenourstoryagainreturnstoZanoni。ThestarsofwintershonedownonthelagunesofVenice。ThehumoftheRialtowashushed,——thelastloiterershaddesertedthePlaceofSt。Mark's,andonlyatdistantintervalsmightbeheardtheoarsoftherapidgondolas,bearingrevellerorlovertohishome。
ButlightsstillflittedtoandfroacrossthewindowsofoneofthePalladianpalaces,whoseshadowsleptinthegreatcanal;andwithinthepalacewatchedthetwinEumenidesthatneversleepforMan,——FearandPain。
"IwillmaketheetherichestmaninallVenice,ifthousavesther。"
"Signor,"saidtheleech;"yourgoldcannotcontroldeath,andthewillofHeaven,signor,unlesswithinthenexthourthereissomeblessedchange,prepareyourcourage。"
Ho——ho,Zanoni!manofmysteryandmight,whohastwalkedamidstthepassionsoftheworld,withnochangesonthybrow,artthoutossedatlastuponthebillowsoftempestuousfear?Doesthyspiritreeltoandfro?——knowestthouatlastthestrengthandthemajestyofDeath?
Hefled,trembling,fromthepale-facedmanofart,——fledthroughstatelyhallandlong-drawncorridor,andgainedaremotechamberinthepalace,whichotherstepthanhiswasnotpermittedtoprofane。Outwiththyherbsandvessels。Breakfromtheenchantedelements,Osilvery-azureflame!Whycomeshenot,——
theSonoftheStarbeam!WhyisAdon-Aideaftothysolemncall?
Itcomesnot,——theluminousanddelightsomePresence!Cabalist!
arethycharmsinvain?Hasthythronevanishedfromtherealmsofspace?Thoustandestpaleandtrembling。Paletrembler!notthusdidstthoulookwhenthethingsofglorygatheredatthyspell。Nevertothepaletremblerbowthethingsofglory:thesoul,andnottheherbs,northesilvery-azureflame,northespellsoftheCabala,commandsthechildrenoftheair;andTHY
soul,byLoveandDeath,ismadesceptrelessanddiscrowned!
Atlengththeflamequivers,——theairgrowscoldasthewindincharnels。Athingnotofearthispresent,——amistlike,formlessthing。Itcowersinthedistance,——asilentHorror!itrises;itcreeps;itnearsthee——darkinitsmantleofduskyhaze;andunderitsveilitlooksontheewithitslivid,malignanteyes,——
thethingofmalignanteyes!
"Ha,youngChaldean!younginthycountlessages,——youngaswhen,coldtopleasureandtobeauty,thoustoodestontheoldFire-
tower,andheardestthestarrysilencewhispertotheethelastmysterythatbafflesDeath,——fearestthouDeathatlength?Isthyknowledgebutacirclethatbringstheebackwhencethywanderingsbegan!Generationsongenerationshavewitheredsincewetwomet!Lo!thoubeholdestmenow!"
"ButIbeholdtheewithoutfear!Thoughbeneaththineeyesthousandshaveperished;though,wheretheyburn,springupthefoulpoisonsofthehumanheart,andtothosewhomthoucanstsubjecttothywill,thypresenceglaresinthedreamsoftheravingmaniac,orblackensthedungeonofdespairingcrime,thouartnotmyvanquisher,butmyslave!"
"AndasaslavewillIservethee!Commandthyslave,O
beautifulChaldean!Hark,thewailofwomen!——hark,thesharpshriekofthybelovedone!Deathisinthypalace!Adon-Aicomesnottothycall。OnlywherenocloudofthepassionandthefleshveilstheeyeoftheSereneIntelligencecantheSonsoftheStarbeamglidetoman。But_I_canaidthee!——hark!"AndZanonihearddistinctlyinhisheart,evenatthatdistancefromthechamber,thevoiceofViolacallingindeliriumonherbelovedone。
"Oh,Viola,Icansavetheenot!"exclaimedtheseer,passionately;"mylovefortheehasmademepowerless!"
"Notpowerless;Icangifttheewiththearttosaveher,——Icanplacehealinginthyhand!"
"Forboth?——childandmother,——forboth?"
"Both!"
Aconvulsionshookthelimbsoftheseer,——amightystruggleshookhimasachild:theHumanityandtheHourconqueredtherepugnantspirit。
"Iyield!Motherandchild——saveboth!"……
InthedarkchamberlayViola,inthesharpestagoniesoftravail;lifeseemedrendingitselfawayinthegroansandcriesthatspokeofpaininthemidstoffrenzy;andstill,ingroanandcry,shecalledonZanoni,herbeloved。Thephysicianlookedtotheclock;onitbeat:theHeartofTime,——regularlyandslowly,——HeartthatneversympathisedwithLife,andneverflaggedforDeath!"Thecriesarefainter,"saidtheleech;"intenminutesmoreallwillbepast。"
Fool!theminuteslaughatthee;Nature,evennow,likeablueskythroughashatteredtemple,issmilingthroughthetorturedframe。Thebreathinggrowsmorecalmandhushed;thevoiceofdeliriumisdumb,——asweetdreamhascometoViola。Isitadream,orisitthesoulthatsees?ShethinkssuddenlythatsheiswithZanoni,thatherburningheadispillowedonhisbosom;
shethinks,ashegazesonher,thathiseyesdispelthetorturesthatpreyuponher,——thetouchofhishandcoolsthefeveronherbrow;shehearshisvoiceinmurmurs,——itisamusicfromwhichthefiendsfly。Whereisthemountainthatseemedtopressuponhertemples?Likeavapour,itrollsaway。Inthefrostsofthewinternight,sheseesthesunlaughinginluxuriousheaven,——shehearsthewhisperofgreenleaves;thebeautifulworld,valleyandstreamandwoodland,liebefore,andwithacommonvoicespeaktoher,"Wearenotyetpastforthee!"Foolofdrugsandformula,looktothydial-plate!——thehandhasmovedon;theminutesarewithEternity;thesoulthysentencewouldhavedismissed,stilldwellsontheshoresofTime。Shesleeps:thefeverabates;theconvulsionsaregone;thelivingrosebloomsuponhercheek;thecrisisispast!Husband,thywifelives;
lover,thyuniverseisnosolitude!HeartofTime,beaton!A
while,alittlewhile,——joy!joy!joy!——father,embracethychild!
CHAPTER6。II。
TristisErinnysPraetulitinfaustassanguinolentafaces。
Ovid。
Erinnys,dolefulandbloody,extendstheunblessedtorches。
Andtheyplacedthechildinthefather'sarms!Assilentlyhebentoverit,tears——tears,howhuman!——fellfromhiseyeslikerain!Andthelittleonesmiledthroughthetearsthatbatheditscheeks!Ah,withwhathappytearswewelcomethestrangerintooursorrowingworld!Withwhatagonisingtearswedismissthestrangerbacktotheangels!Unselfishjoy;buthowselfishisthesorrow!
Andnowthroughthesilentchamberafaintsweetvoiceisheard,——theyoungmother'svoice。
"Iamhere:Iambythyside!"murmuredZanoni。
Themothersmiled,andclaspedhishand,andaskednomore;shewascontented……
Violarecoveredwitharapiditythatstartledthephysician;andtheyoungstrangerthrivedasifitalreadylovedtheworldtowhichithaddescended。FromthathourZanoniseemedtoliveintheinfant'slife,andinthatlifethesoulsofmotherandfathermetasinanewbond。Nothingmorebeautifulthanthisinfanthadeyeeverdweltupon。Itwasstrangetothenursesthatitcamenotwailingtothelight,butsmiledtothelightasathingfamiliartoitbefore。Itneverutteredonecryofchildishpain。Initsveryreposeitseemedtobelisteningtosomehappyvoicewithinitsheart:itseemeditselfsohappy。Initseyesyouwouldhavethoughtintellectalreadykindled,thoughithadnotyetfoundalanguage。Alreadyitseemedtorecogniseitsparents;alreadyitstretchedforthitsarmswhenZanonibentoverthebed,inwhichitbreathedandbloomed,——thebuddingflower!Andfromthatbedhewasrarelyabsent:gazinguponitwithhisserene,delightedeyes,hissoulseemedtofeeditsown。
Atnightandinutterdarknesshewasstillthere;andViolaoftenheardhimmurmuringoveritasshelayinahalf-sleep。
Butthemurmurwasinalanguagestrangetoher;andsometimeswhensheheardshefeared,andvague,undefinedsuperstitionscamebacktoher,——thesuperstitionsofearlieryouth。Amotherfearseverything,eventhegods,forhernew-born。ThemortalsshriekedaloudwhenofoldtheysawthegreatDemeterseekingtomaketheirchildimmortal。
ButZanoni,wrappedinthesublimedesignsthatanimatedthehumanlovetowhichhewasnowawakened,forgotall,evenallhehadforfeitedorincurred,inthelovethatblindedhim。
Butthedark,formlessthing,thoughhenorinvokednorsawit,crept,often,roundandroundhim,andoftensatbytheinfant'scouch,withitshatefuleyes。
CHAPTER6。III。
Fuscistelluremamplectituralis。
Virgil。
EmbracestheEarthwithgloomywings。
LetterfromZanonitoMejnour。
Mejnour,Humanity,withallitssorrowsanditsjoys,ismineoncemore。Daybyday,Iamforgingmyownfetters。Iliveinotherlivesthanmyown,andinthemIhavelostmorethanhalfmyempire。Notliftingthemaloft,theydragmebythestrongbandsoftheaffectionstotheirownearth。Exiledfromthebeingsonlyvisibletothemostabstractsense,thegrimEnemythatguardstheThresholdhasentangledmeinitsweb。Canstthoucreditme,whenItelltheethatIhaveaccepteditsgifts,andenduretheforfeit?Agesmustpasserethebrighterbeingscanagainobeythespiritthathasbowedtotheghastlyone!
And……
Inthishope,then,Mejnour,Itriumphstill;Iyethavesupremepoweroverthisyounglife。Insensiblyandinaudiblymysoulspeakstoitsown,andpreparesitevennow。Thouknowestthatforthepureandunsulliedinfantspirit,theordealhasnoterrorandnoperil。ThusunceasinglyInourishitwithnounholylight;andereityetbeconsciousofthegift,itwillgaintheprivilegesithasbeenminetoattain:thechild,byslowandscarce-seendegrees,willcommunicateitsownattributestothemother;andcontenttoseeYouthforeverradiantonthebrowsofthetwothatnowsufficetofillupmywholeinfinityofthought,shallIregrettheairierkingdomthatvanisheshourlyfrommygrasp?Butthou,whosevisionisstillclearandserene,lookintothefardeepsshutfrommygaze,andcounselme,orforewarn!IknowthatthegiftsoftheBeingwhoseraceissohostiletoourownare,totheccommonseeker,fatalandperfidiousasitself。Andhence,when,attheoutskirtsofknowledge,whichinearlieragesmencalledMagic,theyencounteredthethingsofthehostiletribes,theybelievedtheapparitionstobefiends,and,byfanciedcompacts,imaginedtheyhadsignedawaytheirsouls;asifmancouldgiveforaneternitythatoverwhichhehascontrolbutwhilehelives!Dark,andshroudedforeverfromhumansight,dwellthedemonrebels,intheirimpenetrablerealm;inthemisnobreathoftheDivineOne。
IneveryhumancreaturetheDivineOnebreathes;andHealonecanjudgeHisownhereafter,andallotitsnewcareerandhome。
Couldmansellhimselftothefiend,mancouldprejudgehimself,andarrogatethedisposalofeternity!Butthesecreatures,modificationsastheyareofmatter,andsomewithmorethanthemalignantyofman,maywellseem,tofearandunreasoningsuperstition,therepresentativesoffiends。AndfromthedarkestandmightiestofthemIhaveacceptedaboon,——thesecretthatstartledDeathfromthosesodeartome。CanInottrustthatenoughofpoweryetremainstometobaffleortodauntthePhantom,ifitseektopervertthegift?Answerme,Mejnour,forinthedarknessthatveilsme,Iseeonlythepureeyesofthenew-born;Ihearonlythelowbeatingofmyheart。Answerme,thouwhosewisdomiswithoutlove!
MejnourtoZanoni。
Rome。
FallenOne!——IseebeforetheeEvilandDeathandWoe!ThoutohaverelinquishedAdon-AiforthenamelessTerror,——theheavenlystarsforthosefearfuleyes!Thou,atthelasttobethevictimoftheLarvaofthedrearyThreshold,that,inthyfirstnovitiate,fled,witheredandshrivelled,fromthykinglybrow!
When,attheprimarygradesofinitiation,thepupilItookfromtheeontheshoresofthechangedParthenope,fellsenselessandcoweringbeforethatPhantom-Darkness,Iknewthathisspiritwasnotformedtofronttheworldsbeyond;forFEARistheattractionofmantoearthiestearth,andwhilehefears,hecannotsoar。
ButTHOU,seestthounotthattoloveisbuttofear;seestthounotthatthepowerofwhichthouboastestoverthemalignantoneisalreadygone?Itawes,itmastersthee;itwillmocktheeandbetray。Losenotamoment;cometome。Iftherecanyetbesufficientsympathybetweenus,throughMYeyesshaltthousee,andperhapsguardagainsttheperilsthat,shapelessyet,andloomingthroughtheshadow,marshalthemselvesaroundtheeandthosewhomthyverylovehasdoomed。Comefromallthetiesofthyfondhumanity;theywillbutobscurethyvision!Comeforthfromthyfearsandhopes,thydesiresandpassions。Come,asaloneMindcanbethemonarchandtheseer,shiningthroughthehomeittenants,——apure,impressionless,sublimeintelligence!
Chapter6。IV。
Plusquevousnepensezcemomentestterrible。
LaHarpe,"LeComtedeWarwick,"Act3,sc。5。
Themomentismoreterriblethanyouthink。
Forthefirsttimesincetheirunion,ZanoniandViolawereseparated,——ZanoniwenttoRomeonimportantbusiness。"Itwas,"
hesaid,"butforafewdays;"andhewentsosuddenlythattherewaslittletimeeitherforsurpriseorsorrow。Butfirstpartingisalwaysmoremelancholythanitneedbe:itseemsaninterruptiontotheexistencewhichLoveshareswithLove;itmakestheheartfeelwhatavoidlifewillbewhenthelastpartingshallsucceed,assucceeditmust,thefirst。ButViolahadanewcompanion;shewasenjoyingthatmostdeliciousnoveltywhicheverrenewstheyouthanddazzlestheeyesofwoman。Asthemistress——thewife——sheleansonanother;fromanotherarereflectedherhappiness,herbeing,——asanorbthattakeslightfromitssun。Butnow,inturn,asthemother,sheisraisedfromdependenceintopower;itisanotherthatleansonher,——astarhassprungintospace,towhichsheherselfhasbecomethesun!
Afewdays,——buttheywillbesweetthroughthesorrow!Afewdays,——everyhourofwhichseemsaneratotheinfant,overwhombendwatchfultheeyesandtheheart。Fromitswakingtoitssleep,fromitssleeptoitswaking,isarevolutioninTime。
Everygesturetobenoted,——everysmiletoseemanewprogressintotheworldithascometobless!Zanonihasgone,——thelastdashoftheoarislost,thelastspeckofthegondolahasvanishedfromtheocean-streetsofVenice!Herinfantissleepinginthecradleatthemother'sfeet;andshethinksthroughhertearswhattalesofthefairy-land,thatspreadsfarandwide,withathousandwonders,inthatnarrowbed,sheshallhavetotellthefather!Smileon,weepon,youngmother!
Alreadythefairestleafinthewildvolumeisclosedforthee,andtheinvisiblefingerturnsthepage!……
BythebridgeoftheRialtostoodtwoVenetians——ardentRepublicansandDemocrats——lookingtotheRevolutionofFranceastheearthquakewhichmustshattertheirownexpiringandviciousconstitution,andgiveequalityofranksandrightstoVenice。
"Yes,Cottalto,"saidone;"mycorrespondentofParishaspromisedtoeludeallobstacles,andbafflealldanger。Hewillarrangewithusthehourofrevolt,whenthelegionsofFranceshallbewithinhearingofourguns。Onedayinthisweek,atthishour,heistomeetmehere。Thisisbutthefourthday。"
Hehadscarcesaidthesewordsbeforeaman,wrappedinhisroquelaire,emergingfromoneofthenarrowstreetstotheleft,haltedoppositethepair,andeyingthemforafewmomentswithanearnestscrutiny,whispered,"Salut!"
"Etfraternite,"answeredthespeaker。
"You,then,arethebraveDandolowithwhomtheComitedeputedmetocorrespond?Andthiscitizen——"
"IsCottalto,whommylettershavesooftenmentioned。"IknownotiftheauthoroftheoriginalMSS。designs,underthesenames,tointroducetherealCottaltoandthetrueDandolo,who,in1797,distinguishedthemselvesbytheirsympathywiththeFrench,andtheirdemocraticardor——Ed。
"Healthandbrotherhoodtohim!Ihavemuchtoimparttoyouboth。Iwillmeetyouatnight,Dandolo。Butinthestreetswemaybeobserved。"
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