Buthadhenotreadenough?Didnotthelastsentencesuffice?——
"BewareofFear!"ItwasasifMejnourhadpurposelyleftthepageopen,——asifthetrialwas,intruth,thereverseoftheonepretended;asifthemystichaddesignedtomakeexperimentofhisCOURAGEwhileaffectingbutthatofhisFORBEARANCE。NotBoldness,butFear,wasthedeadliestenemytoKnowledge。Hemovedtotheshelvesonwhichthecrystalvaseswereplaced;withanuntremblinghandhetookfromoneofthemthestopper,andadeliciousodorsuddenlydiffuseditselfthroughtheroom。Theairsparkledasifwithadiamond-dust。Asenseofunearthlydelight,——ofanexistencethatseemedallspirit,flashedthroughhiswholeframe;andafaint,low,butexquisitemusiccrept,thrilling,throughthechamber。Atthismomentheheardavoiceinthecorridorcallingonhisname;andpresentlytherewasaknockatthedoorwithout。"Areyouthere,signor?"saidthecleartonesofMaestroPaolo。Glyndonhastilyreclosedandreplacedthevial,andbiddingPaoloawaithiminhisownapartment,tarriedtillheheardtheintruder'sstepsdepart;hethenreluctantlyquittedtheroom。Ashelockedthedoor,hestillheardthedyingstrainofthatfairymusic;andwithalightstepandajoyousheartherepairedtoPaolo,inlyresolvingtovisitagainthechamberatanhourwhenhisexperimentwouldbesafefrominterruption。
Ashecrossedhisthreshold,Paolostartedback,andexclaimed,"Why,Excellency!Iscarcelyrecogniseyou!Amusement,Isee,isagreatbeautifiertotheyoung。Yesterdayyoulookedsopaleandhaggard;butFillide'smerryeyeshavedonemoreforyouthanthePhilosopher'sStonesaintsforgivemefornamingiteverdidforthewizards。"AndGlyndon,glancingattheoldVenetianmirrorasPaolospoke,wasscarcelylessstartledthanPaolohimselfatthechangeinhisownmienandbearing。Hisform,beforebentwiththought,seemedtohimtallerbyhalfthehead,solithesomeanderectrosehisslenderstature;hiseyesglowed,hischeeksbloomedwithhealthandtheinnateandpervadingpleasure。Ifthemerefragranceoftheelixirwasthuspotent,wellmightthealchemistshaveascribedlifeandyouthtothedraught!
"Youmustforgiveme,Excellency,fordisturbingyou,"saidPaolo,producingaletterfromhispouch;"butourPatronhasjustwrittentometosaythathewillbehereto-morrow,anddesiredmetolosenotamomentingivingtoyourselfthisbillet,whichheenclosed。"
"Whobroughttheletter?"
"Ahorseman,whodidnotwaitforanyreply。"
Glyndonopenedtheletter,andreadasfollows:——
"IreturnaweeksoonerthanIhadintended,andyouwillexpectmeto-morrow。Youwillthenenterontheordealyoudesire,butrememberthat,indoingso,youmustreduceBeingasfaraspossibleintoMind。Thesensesmustbemortifiedandsubdued,——
notthewhisperofonepassionheard。ThoumaystbemasteroftheCabalaandtheChemistry;butthoumustbemasteralsoovertheFleshandtheBlood,——overLoveandVanity,AmbitionandHate。Iwilltrusttofindtheeso。Fastandmeditatetillwemeet!"
Glyndoncrumpledtheletterinhishandwithasmileofdisdain。
What!moredrudgery,——moreabstinence!Youthwithoutloveandpleasure!Ha,ha!baffledMejnour,thypupilshallgainthysecretswithoutthineaid!
"AndFillide!Ipassedhercottageinmyway,——sheblushedandsighedwhenIjestedheraboutyou,Excellency!"
"Well,Paolo!Ithanktheeforsocharminganintroduction。
Thinemustbeararelife。"
"Ah,Excellency,whileweareyoung,nothinglikeadventure,——
exceptlove,wine,andlaughter!"
"Verytrue。Farewell,MaestroPaolo;wewilltalkmorewitheachotherinafewdays。"
AllthatmorningGlyndonwasalmostoverpoweredwiththenewsentimentofhappinessthathadenteredintohim。Heroamedintothewoods,andhefeltapleasurethatresembledhisearlierlifeofanartist,butapleasureyetmoresubtleandvivid,inthevariouscoloursoftheautumnfoliage。CertainlyNatureseemedtobebroughtclosertohim;hecomprehendedbetterallthatMejnourhadoftenpreachedtohimofthemysteryofsympathiesandattractions。Hewasabouttoenterintothesamelawasthosemutechildrenoftheforests。HewastoknowTHERENEWAL
OFLIFE;theseasonsthatchilledtowintershouldyetbringagainthebloomandthemirthofspring。Man'scommonexistenceisasoneyeartothevegetableworld:hehashisspring,hissummer,hisautumn,andwinter,——butonlyONCE。Butthegiantoaksroundhimgothrougharevolvingseriesofverdureandyouth,andthegreenofthecentenarianisasvividinthebeamsofMayasthatofthesaplingbyitsside。"Mineshallbeyourspring,butnotyourwinter!"exclaimedtheaspirant。
Wrappedinthesesanguineandjoyousreveries,Glyndon,quittingthewoods,foundhimselfamidstcultivatedfieldsandvineyardstowhichhisfootstephadnotbeforewandered;andtherestood,bytheskirtsofagreenlanethatremindedhimofverdantEngland,amodesthouse,——halfcottage,halffarm。Thedoorwasopen,andhesawagirlatworkwithherdistaff。Shelookedup,utteredaslightcry,and,trippinggaylyintothelanetohisside,herecognisedthedark-eyedFillide。
"Hist!"shesaid,archlyputtingherfingertoherlip;"donotspeakloud,——mymotherisasleepwithin;andIknewyouwouldcometoseeme。Itiskind!"
Glyndon,withalittleembarrassment,acceptedthecomplimenttohiskindness,whichhedidnotexactlydeserve。"Youhavethought,then,ofme,fairFillide?"
"Yes,"answeredthegirl,colouring,butwiththatfrank,boldingenuousness,whichcharacterisesthefemalesofItaly,especiallyofthelowerclass,andinthesouthernprovinces,——
"oh,yes!Ihavethoughtoflittleelse。Paolosaidheknewyouwouldvisitme。"
"AndwhatrelationisPaolotoyou?"
"None;butagoodfriendtousall。Mybrotherisoneofhisband。"
"Oneofhisband!——arobber?"
"Weofthemountainsdonotcallamountaineer'arobber,'
signor。"
"Iaskpardon。Doyounottremblesometimesforyourbrother'slife?Thelaw——"
"Lawneverventuresintothesedefiles。Trembleforhim!No。
Myfatherandgrandsirewereofthesamecalling。IoftenwishI
wereaman!"
"Bytheselips,Iamenchantedthatyourwishcannotberealised。"
"Fie,signor!Anddoyoureallyloveme?"
"Withmywholeheart!"
"AndIthee!"saidthegirl,withacandourthatseemedinnocent,asshesufferedhimtoclaspherhand。
"But,"sheadded,"thouwiltsoonleaveus;andI——"Shestoppedshort,andthetearsstoodinhereyes。
Therewassomethingdangerousinthis,itmustbeconfessed。
CertainlyFillidehadnottheseraphiclovelinessofViola;butherswasabeautythatequallyatleasttouchedthesenses。
PerhapsGlyndonhadneverreallylovedViola;perhapsthefeelingswithwhichshehadinspiredhimwerenotofthatardentcharacterwhichdeservesthenameoflove。Howeverthatbe,hethought,ashegazedonthosedarkeyes,thathehadneverlovedbefore。
"Andcouldstthounotleavethymountains?"hewhispered,ashedrewyetnearertoher。
"Dostthouaskme?"shesaid,retreating,andlookinghimsteadfastlyintheface。"Dostthouknowwhatwedaughtersofthemountainsare?Yougay,smoothcavaliersofcitiesseldommeanwhatyouspeak。Withyou,loveisamusement;withus,itislife。Leavethesemountains!Well!Ishouldnotleavemynature。"
"Keepthynatureever,——itisasweetone。"
"Yes,sweetwhilethouarttrue;stern,ifthouartfaithless。
ShallItelltheewhatI——whatthegirlsofthiscountryare?
Daughtersofmenwhomyoucallrobbers,weaspiretobethecompanionsofourloversorourhusbands。Weloveardently;weownitboldly。Westandbyyoursideindanger;weserveyouasslavesinsafety:weneverchange,andweresentchange。Youmayreproach,strikeus,trampleusasadog,——webearallwithoutamurmur;betrayus,andnotigerismorerelentless。Betrue,andourheartsrewardyou;befalse,andourhandsrevenge!
Dostthoulovemenow?"
DuringthisspeechtheItalian'scountenancehadmosteloquentlyaidedherwords,——byturnssoft,frank,fierce,——andatthelastquestionsheinclinedherheadhumbly,andstood,asinfearofhisreply,beforehim。Thestern,brave,wildspirit,inwhichwhatseemedunfemininewasyet,ifImaysosay,stillwomanly,didnotrecoil,itrathercaptivatedGlyndon。Heansweredreadily,briefly,andfreely,"Fillide,——yes!"
Oh,"yes!"forsooth,ClarenceGlyndon!Everylightnatureanswers"yes"lightlytosuchaquestionfromlipssorosy!Haveacare,——haveacare!Whythedeuce,Mejnour,doyouleaveyourpupiloffour-and-twentytothemercyofthesewildcats-a-
mountain!Preachfast,andabstinence,andsublimerenunciationofthecheatsofthesenses!Verywellinyou,sir,Heavenknowshowmanyagesold;butatfour-and-twenty,yourHierophantwouldhavekeptyououtofFillide'sway,oryouwouldhavehadsmalltastefortheCabala。
Andsotheystood,andtalked,andvowed,andwhispered,tillthegirl'smothermadesomenoisewithinthehouse,andFillideboundedbacktothedistaff,herfingeroncemoreonherlip。
"ThereismoremagicinFillidethaninMejnour,"saidGlyndontohimself,walkinggaylyhome;"yetonsecondthoughts,IknownotifIquitesowelllikeacharactersoreadyforrevenge。Buthewhohastherealsecretcanbaffleeventhevengeanceofawoman,anddisarmalldanger!"
Sirrah!dostthouevenalreadymeditatethepossibilityoftreason?Oh,wellsaidZanoni,"topourpurewaterintothemuddywelldoesbutdisturbthemud。"
CHAPTER4。VII。
Cernis,custodiaqualisVestibulosedeat?faciesquaeliminaservet?
"Aeneid,"lib。vi。574。
Seeyouwhatportersitswithinthevestibule?——whatfacewatchesatthethreshold?
Anditisprofoundnight。Allisatrestwithintheoldcastle,——allisbreathlessunderthemelancholystars。Nowisthetime。
Mejnourwithhisausterewisdom,——Mejnourtheenemytolove;
Mejnour,whoseeyewillreadthyheart,andrefusetheethepromisedsecretsbecausethesunnyfaceofFillidedisturbsthelifelessshadowthathecallsrepose,——Mejnourcomesto-morrow!
Seizethenight!Bewareoffear!Never,orthishour!So,braveyouth,——bravedespiteallthyerrors,——so,withasteadypulse,thyhandunlocksoncemoretheforbiddendoor。
Heplacedhislamponthetablebesidethebook,whichstilllaythereopened;heturnedovertheleaves,butcouldnotdeciphertheirmeaningtillhecametothefollowingpassage:——
"When,then,thepupilisthusinitiatedandprepared,lethimopenthecasement,lightthelamps,andbathehistempleswiththeelixir。Hemustbewarehowhepresumeyettoquaffthevolatileandfieryspirit。Totastetillrepeatedinhalationshaveaccustomedtheframegraduallytotheecstaticliquid,istoknownotlife,butdeath。"
Hecouldpenetratenofartherintotheinstructions;thecipheragainchanged。Henowlookedsteadilyandearnestlyroundthechamber。Themoonlightcamequietlythroughthelatticeashishandopenedit,andseemed,asitrestedonthefloor,andfilledthewalls,likethepresenceofsomeghostlyandmournfulPower。
Herangedthemysticlampsnineinnumberroundthecentreoftheroom,andlightedthemonebyone。Aflameofsilveryandazuretintssprungupfromeach,andlightedtheapartmentwithacalmandyetmostdazzlingsplendour;butpresentlythislightgrewmoresoftanddim,asathin,greycloud,likeamist,graduallyspreadovertheroom;andanicythrillshotthroughtheheartoftheEnglishman,andquicklygatheredoverhimlikethecoldnessofdeath。Instinctivelyawareofhisdanger,hetottered,thoughwithdifficulty,forhislimbsseemedrigidandstone-like,totheshelfthatcontainedthecrystalvials;
hastilyheinhaledthespirit,andlavedhistempleswiththesparklingliquid。Thesamesensationofvigourandyouth,andjoyandairylightness,thathehadfeltinthemorning,instantaneouslyreplacedthedeadlynumbnessthatjustbeforehadinvadedthecitadeloflife。Hestood,withhisarmsfoldedonhisbosomerectanddauntless,towatchwhatshouldensue。
Thevapourhadnowassumedalmostthethicknessandseemingconsistencyofasnow-cloud;thelampspiercingitlikestars。
Andnowhedistinctlysawshapes,somewhatresemblinginoutlinethoseofthehumanform,glidingslowlyandwithregularevolutionsthroughthecloud。Theyappearedbloodless;theirbodiesweretransparent,andcontractedorexpandedlikethefoldsofaserpent。Astheymovedinmajesticorder,heheardalowsound——theghost,asitwere,ofvoice——whicheachcaughtandechoedfromtheother;alowsound,butmusical,whichseemedthechantofsomeunspeakablytranquiljoy。Noneoftheseapparitionsheededhim。Hisintenselongingtoaccostthem,tobeofthem,tomakeoneofthismovementofaerialhappiness,——
forsuchitseemedtohim,——madehimstretchforthhisarmsandseektocryaloud,butonlyaninarticulatewhisperpassedhislips;andthemovementandthemusicwentonthesameasifthemortalwerenotthere。Slowlytheyglidedroundandaloft,till,inthesamemajesticorder,oneafterone,theyfloatedthroughthecasementandwerelostinthemoonlight;then,ashiseyesfollowedthem,thecasementbecamedarkenedwithsomeobjectundistinguishableatthefirstgaze,butwhichsufficedmysteriouslytochangeintoineffablehorrorthedelighthehadbeforeexperienced。Bydegreesthisobjectshapeditselftohissight。Itwasasthatofahumanheadcoveredwithadarkveilthroughwhichglared,withlividanddemoniacfire,eyesthatfrozethemarrowofhisbones。Nothingelseofthefacewasdistinguishable,——nothingbutthoseintolerableeyes;buthisterror,thatevenatthefirstseemedbeyondnaturetoendure,wasincreasedathousand-fold,when,afterapause,thephantomglidedslowlyintothechamber。
Thecloudretreatedfromitasitadvanced;thebrightlampsgrewwan,andflickeredrestlesslyasatthebreathofitspresence。
Itsformwasveiledastheface,buttheoutlinewasthatofafemale;yetitmovednotasmoveeventheghoststhatsimulatetheliving。Itseemedrathertocrawlassomevastmisshapenreptile;andpausing,atlengthitcoweredbesidethetablewhichheldthemysticvolume,andagainfixeditseyesthroughthefilmyveilontherashinvoker。Allfancies,themostgrotesque,ofmonkorpainterintheearlyNorth,wouldhavefailedtogivetothevisageofimporfiendthataspectofdeadlymalignitywhichspoketotheshudderingnatureinthoseeyesalone。Allelsesodark,——shrouded,veiledandlarva-like。Butthatburningglaresointense,solivid,yetsoliving,hadinitsomethingthatwasalmostHUMANinitspassionofhateandmockery,——
somethingthatservedtoshowthattheshadowyHorrorwasnotallaspirit,butpartookofmatterenough,atleast,tomakeitmoredeadlyandfearfulanenemytomaterialforms。As,clingingwiththegraspofagonytothewall,——hishairerect,hiseyeballsstarting,hestillgazedbackuponthatappallinggaze,——theImagespoketohim:hissoulratherthanhisearcomprehendedthewordsitsaid。
"Thouhastenteredtheimmeasurableregion。IamtheDwelleroftheThreshold。Whatwouldstthouwithme?Silent?Dostthoufearme?AmInotthybeloved?Isitnotformethatthouhastrenderedupthedelightsofthyrace?Wouldstthoubewise?
Mineisthewisdomofthecountlessages。Kissme,mymortallover。"AndtheHorrorcrawlednearandnearertohim;itcrepttohisside,itsbreathbreatheduponhischeek!Withasharpcryhefelltotheearthinsensible,andknewnomoretill,farinthenoonofthenextday,heopenedhiseyesandfoundhimselfinhisbed,——theglorioussunstreamingthroughhislattice,andthebanditPaolobyhisside,engagedinpolishinghiscarbine,andwhistlingaCalabrianlove-air。
CHAPTER4。VIII。
Thusmanpursueshiswearycalling,Andwringsthehardlifefromthesky,WhilehappinessunseenisfallingDownfromGod'sbosomsilently。
Schiller。
InoneofthoseislandswhosehistorytheimperishableliteratureandrenownofAthensyetinvestwithmelancholyinterest,andonwhichNature,inwhom"thereisnothingmelancholy,"stillbestowsagloryofsceneryandclimateequallyradiantforthefreemanortheslave,——theIonian,theVenetian,theGaul,theTurk,ortherestlessBriton,——Zanonihadfixedhisbridalhome。
Theretheaircarrieswithittheperfumesoftheplainsformilesalongtheblue,translucentdeep。SeeDr。Holland's"TravelstotheIonianIsles,"etc。,page18。Seenfromoneofitsgreenslopingheights,theislandhehadselectedseemedonedeliciousgarden。Thetowersandturretsofitscapitalgleamingamidstgrovesoforangesandlemons;vineyardsandolive-woodsfillingupthevalleys,andclamberingalongthehill-sides;andvilla,farm,andcottagecoveredwithluxurianttrellisesofdark-greenleavesandpurplefruit。Fortheretheprodigalbeautyyetseemshalftojustifythosegracefulsuperstitionsofacreedthat,tooenamouredofearth,ratherbroughtthedeitiestoman,thanraisedthemantotheirlessalluringandlessvoluptuousOlympus。
Andstilltothefishermen,weavingyettheirantiquedancesonthesand;tothemaiden,adorningyet,withmanyasilverfibula,herglossytressesunderthetreethatovershadowshertranquilcot,——thesameGreatMotherthatwatchedoverthewiseofSamos,thedemocracyofCorcyra,thegracefulanddeep-taughtlovelinessofMiletus,smilesasgraciouslyasofyore。FortheNorth,philosophyandfreedomareessentialstohumanhappiness;inthelandswhichAphroditerosefromthewavestogovern,astheSeasons,handinhand,stoodtowelcomeherontheshores,Natureisallsufficient。HomericHymn。
TheislewhichZanonihadselectedwasoneoftheloveliestinthatdivinesea。Hisabode,atsomedistancefromthecity,butnearoneofthecreeksontheshore,belongedtoaVenetian,and,thoughsmall,hadmoreofelegancethanthenativesordinarilycaredfor。Ontheseas,andinsight,rodehisvessel。HisIndians,asbefore,ministeredinmutegravitytotheserviceofthehousehold。Nospotcouldbemorebeautiful,——nosolitudelessinvaded。TothemysteriousknowledgeofZanoni,totheharmlessignoranceofViola,thebabblingandgarishworldofcivilisedmanwasalikeunheeded。ThelovingskyandthelovelyeartharecompanionsenoughtoWisdomandtoIgnorancewhiletheylove。
Although,asIhavebeforesaid,therewasnothinginthevisibleoccupationsofZanonithatbetrayedacultivatoroftheoccultsciences,hishabitswerethoseofamanwhoremembersorreflects。Helovedtoroamalone,chieflyatdawn,oratnight,whenthemoonwasclearespeciallyineachmonth,atitsriseandfull,milesandmilesawayovertherichinlandsoftheisland,andtocullherbsandflowers,whichhehoardedwithjealouscare。Sometimes,atthedeadofnight,Violawouldwakebyaninstinctthattoldherhewasnotbyherside,and,stretchingoutherarms,findthattheinstincthadnotdeceivedher。Butsheearlysawthathewasreservedonhispeculiarhabits;andifattimesachill,aforeboding,asuspiciousawecreptoverher,sheforeboretoquestionhim。
Buthisrambleswerenotalwaysunaccompanied,——hetookpleasureinexcursionslesssolitary。Often,whenthesealaybeforethemlikealake,thebarrendrearinessoftheoppositecoastofCephalleniacontrastingthesmilingshoresonwhichtheydwelt,Violaandhimselfwouldpassdaysincruisingslowlyaroundthecoast,orinvisitstotheneighbouringisles。EveryspotoftheGreeksoil,"thatfairFable-Land,"seemedtohimfamiliar;
andasheconversedofthepastanditsexquisitetraditions,hetaughtViolatolovetheracefromwhichhavedescendedthepoetryandthewisdomoftheworld。TherewasmuchinZanoni,assheknewhimbetter,thatdeepenedthefascinationinwhichViolawasfromthefirstenthralled。Hisloveforherselfwassotender,sovigilant,andhadthatbestandmostenduringattribute,thatitseemedrathergratefulforthehappinessinitsowncaresthanvainofthehappinessitcreated。Hishabitualmoodwithallwhoapproachedhimwascalmandgentle,almosttoapathy。Anangrywordneverpassedhislips,——anangrygleamnevershotfromhiseyes。Oncetheyhadbeenexposedtothedangernotuncommoninthosethenhalf-savagelands。Somepirateswhoinfestedtheneighbouringcoastshadheardofthearrivalofthestrangers,andtheseamenZanoniemployedhadgossipedoftheirmaster'swealth。Onenight,afterViolahadretiredtorest,shewasawakenedbyaslightnoisebelow。
Zanoniwasnotbyherside;shelistenedinsomealarm。Wasthatagroanthatcameuponherear?Shestartedup,shewenttothedoor;allwasstill。Afootstepnowslowlyapproached,andZanonienteredcalmasusual,andseemedunconsciousofherfears。
Thenextmorningthreemenwerefounddeadatthethresholdoftheprincipalentrance,thedoorofwhichhadbeenforced。Theywererecognisedintheneighbourhoodasthemostsanguinaryandterriblemaraudersofthecoasts,——menstainedwithathousandmurders,andwhohadneverhithertofailedinanyattempttowhichthelustofrapinehadimpelledthem。Thefootstepsofmanyothersweretrackedtotheseashore。Itseemedthattheiraccomplicesmusthavefledonthedeathoftheirleaders。ButwhentheVenetianProveditore,orauthority,oftheisland,cametoexamineintothematter,themostunaccountablemysterywasthemannerinwhichtheseruffianshadmettheirfate。Zanonihadnotstirredfromtheapartmentinwhichheordinarilypursuedhischemicalstudies。Noneoftheservantshadevenbeendisturbedfromtheirslumbers。Nomarksofhumanviolencewereonthebodiesofthedead。Theydied,andmadenosign。FromthatmomentZanoni'shouse——nay,thewholevicinity——wassacred。
Theneighbouringvillages,rejoicedtobedeliveredfromascourge,regardedthestrangerasonewhomthePagianaorVirginheldunderherespecialprotection。
Intruth,thelivelyGreeksaround,faciletoallexternalimpressions,andstruckwiththesingularandmajesticbeautyofthemanwhoknewtheirlanguageasanative,whosevoiceoftencheeredthemintheirhumblesorrows,andwhosehandwasneverclosedtotheirwants,longafterhehadlefttheirshorepreservedhismemorybygratefultraditions,andstillpointtotheloftyplatanusbeneathwhichtheyhadoftenseenhimseated,aloneandthoughtful,intheheatsofnoon。ButZanonihadhauntslessopentothegazethantheshadeoftheplatanus。InthatisletherearethebituminousspringswhichHerodotushascommemorated。Oftenatnight,themoon,atleast,beheldhimemergingfromthemyrtleandcystusthatclothethehillocksaroundthemarshthatimbedsthepoolscontainingtheinflammablemateria,allthemedicalusesofwhich,asappliedtothenervesoforganiclife,modernsciencehasnotyetperhapsexplored。
Yetmoreoftenwouldhepasshishoursinacavern,bytheloneliestpartofthebeach,wherethestalactitesseemalmostarrangedbythehandofart,andwhichthesuperstitionofthepeasantsassociates,insomeancientlegends,withthenumerousandalmostincessantearthquakestowhichtheislandissosingularlysubjected。
Whateverthepursuitsthatinstigatedthesewanderingsandfavouredthesehaunts,eithertheywerelinkedwith,orelsesubordinateto,onemainandmasterdesire,whicheveryfreshdaypassedinthesweethumancompanyofViolaconfirmedandstrengthened。
ThescenethatGlyndonhadwitnessedinhistrancewasfaithfultotruth。Andsomelittletimeafterthedateofthatnight,Violawasdimlyawarethataninfluence,sheknewnotofwhatnature,wasstrugglingtoestablishitselfoverherhappylife。
Visionsindistinctandbeautiful,suchasthoseshehadknowninherearlierdays,butmoreconstantandimpressive,begantohaunthernightanddaywhenZanoniwasabsent,tofadeinhispresence,andseemlessfairthanTHAT。Zanoniquestionedhereagerlyandminutelyofthesevisitations,butseemeddissatisfied,andattimesperplexed,byheranswers。
"Tellmenot,"hesaid,oneday,"ofthoseunconnectedimages,thoseevolutionsofstarryshapesinachoraldance,orthosedeliciousmelodiesthatseemtotheeofthemusicandthelanguageofthedistantspheres。HasnoONEshapebeentotheemoredistinctandmorebeautifulthantherest,——novoiceuttering,orseemingtoutter,thineowntongue,andwhisperingtotheeofstrangesecretsandsolemnknowledge?"
"No;allisconfusedinthesedreams,whetherofdayornight;
andwhenatthesoundofthyfootstepsIrecover,mymemoryretainsnothingbutavagueimpressionofhappiness。Howdifferent——howcold——totheraptureofhangingonthysmile,andlisteningtothyvoice,whenitsays,'Ilovethee!'"
"Yet,howisitthatvisionslessfairthantheseonceseemedtotheesoalluring?Howisitthattheythenstirredthyfanciesandfilledthyheart?Oncethoudidstdesireafairy-land,andnowthouseemestsocontentedwithcommonlife。"
"HaveInotexplainedittotheebefore?Isitcommonlife,then,tolove,andtolivewiththeonewelove?Mytruefairy-landiswon!Speaktomeofnoother。"
Andsonightsurprisedthembythelonelybeach;andZanoni,alluredfromhissublimerprojects,andbendingoverthattenderface,forgotthat,intheHarmoniousInfinitewhichspreadaround,therewereotherworldsthanthatonehumanheart。
CHAPTER4。IX。
Thereisaprincipleofthesoul,superiortoallnature,throughwhichwearecapableofsurpassingtheorderandsystemsoftheworld。Whenthesouliselevatedtonaturesbetterthanitself,THENitisentirelyseparatedfromsubordinatenatures,exchangesthisforanotherlife,and,desertingtheorderofthingswithwhichitwasconnected,linksandminglesitselfwithanother——
Iamblichus。
"Adon-Ai!Adon-Ai!——appear,appear!"
Andinthelonelycave,whenceoncehadgoneforththeoraclesofaheathengod,thereemergedfromtheshadowsoffantasticrocksaluminousandgiganticcolumn,glitteringandshifting。Itresembledtheshiningbutmistyspraywhich,seenafaroff,afountainseemstosenduponastarrynight。Theradiancelitthestalactites,thecrags,thearchesofthecave,andshedapaleandtremuloussplendouronthefeaturesofZanoni。
"SonofEternalLight,"saidtheinvoker,"thoutowhoseknowledge,gradeaftergrade,raceafterrace,Iattainedatlast,onthebroadChaldeanplains;thoufromwhomIhavedrawnsolargelyoftheunutterableknowledgethatyeteternityalonecansufficetodrain;thouwho,congenialwithmyself,sofarasourvariousbeingswillpermit,hastbeenforcenturiesmyfamiliarandmyfriend,——answermeandcounsel!"
Fromthecolumnthereemergedashapeofunimaginableglory。Itsfacewasthatofamaninitsfirstyouth,butsolemn,aswiththeconsciousnessofeternityandthetranquillityofwisdom;
light,likestarbeams,flowedthroughitstransparentveins;
lightmadeitslimbsthemselves,andundulated,inrestlesssparkles,throughthewavesofitsdazzlinghair。Withitsarmsfoldedonitsbreast,itstooddistantafewfeetfromZanoni,anditslowvoicemurmuredgently,"Mycounselsweresweettotheeonce;andonce,nightafternight,thysoulcouldfollowmywingsthroughtheuntroubledsplendoursoftheInfinite。Nowthouhastboundthyselfbacktotheearthbyitsstrongestchains,andtheattractiontotheclayismorepotentthanthesympathiesthatdrewtothycharmstheDwelleroftheStarbeamandtheAir。Whenlastthysoulhearkenedtome,thesensesalreadytroubledthineintellectandobscuredthyvision。OnceagainIcometothee;butthypowereventosummonmetothysideisfadingfromthyspirit,assunshinefadesfromthewavewhenthewindsdrivethecloudbetweentheoceanandthesky。"
"Alas,Adon-Ai!"answeredtheseer,mournfully,"Iknowtoowelltheconditionsofthebeingwhichthypresencewaswonttorejoice。Iknowthatourwisdomcomesbutfromtheindifferencetothethingsoftheworldwhichthewisdommasters。Themirrorofthesoulcannotreflectbothearthandheaven;andtheonevanishesfromthesurfaceastheotherisglasseduponitsdeeps。
Butitisnottorestoremetothatsublimeabstractioninwhichtheintellect,freeanddisembodied,rises,regionafterregion,tothespheres,——thatonceagain,andwiththeagonyandtravailofenfeebledpowerIhavecalledtheetomineaid。Ilove;andinloveIbegintoliveinthesweethumanitiesofanother。Ifwise,yetinallwhichmakesdangerpowerlessagainstmyself,orthoseonwhomIcangazefromthecalmheightofindifferentscience,Iamblindasthemerestmortaltothedestiniesofthecreaturethatmakesmyheartbeatwiththepassionswhichobscuremygaze。"
"Whatmatter!"answeredAdon-Ai。"Thylovemustbebutamockeryofthename;thoucanstnotloveastheydoforwhomtherearedeathandthegrave。Ashorttime,——likeadayinthyincalculablelife,——andtheformthoudotestonisdust!Othersofthenetherworldgohandinhand,eachwitheach,untothetomb;handinhandtheyascendfromthewormtonewcyclesofexistence。Forthee,belowareages;forher,buthours。Andforherandthee——Opoor,butmightyone!——willtherebeevenajointhereafter!Throughwhatgradesandheavensofspiritualisedbeingwillhersoulhavepassedwhenthou,thesolitaryloiterer,comestfromthevapoursoftheearthtothegatesoflight!"
"SonoftheStarbeam,thinkestthouthatthisthoughtisnotwithmeforever;andseestthounotthatIhaveinvokedtheetohearkenandministertomydesign?Readestthounotmydesireanddreamtoraisetheconditionsofherbeingtomyown?Thou,Adon-Ai,bathingthecelestialjoythatmakesthylifeintheoceansofeternalsplendour,——thou,savebythesympathiesofknowledge,canstconjecturenotwhatI,theoffspringofmortals,feel——debarredyetfromtheobjectsofthetremendousandsublimeambitionthatfirstwingedmydesiresabovetheclay——whenIseemyselfcompelledtostandinthislowworldalone。Ihavesoughtamongstmytribeforcomrades,andinvain。AtlastIhavefoundamate。Thewildbirdandthewildbeasthavetheirs;andmymasteryoverthemalignanttribesofterrorcanbanishtheirlarvaefromthepaththatshallleadherupward,tilltheairofeternityfitstheframefortheelixirthatbafflesdeath。"
"Andthouhastbeguntheinitiation,andthouartfoiled!Iknowit。Thouhastconjuredtohersleepthefairestvisions;thouhastinvokedtheloveliestchildrenoftheairtomurmurtheirmusictohertrance,andhersoulheedsthemnot,and,returningtotheearth,escapesfromtheircontrol。Blindone,wherefore?
canstthounotperceive?Becauseinhersoulallislove。Thereisnointermediatepassionwithwhichthethingsthouwouldstcharmtoherhaveassociationandaffinities。TheirattractionisbuttothedesiresandcravingsoftheINTELLECT。WhathavetheywiththePASSIONthatisofearth,andtheHOPEthatgoesdirecttoheaven?"
"Butcantherebenomedium——nolink——inwhichoursouls,asourhearts,canbeunited,andsominemayhaveinfluenceoverherown?"
"Askmenot,——thouwiltnotcomprehendme!"
"Iadjurethee!——speak!"
"Whentwosoulsaredivided,knowestthounotthatathirdinwhichbothmeetandliveisthelinkbetweenthem!"
"Idocomprehendthee,Adon-Ai,"saidZanoni,withalightofmorehumanjoyuponhisfacethanithadeverbeforebeenseentowear;"andifmydestiny,whichhereisdarktomineeyes,vouchsafestomethehappylotofthehumble,——ifevertherebeachildthatImayclasptomybosomandcallmyown——"
"Andisittobemanatlast,thatthouhastaspiredtobemorethanman?"
"Butachild,——asecondViola!"murmuredZanoni,scarcelyheedingtheSonofLight;"ayoungsoulfreshfromheaven,thatImayrearfromthefirstmomentittouchesearth,——whosewingsImaytraintofollowminethroughthegloriesofcreation;andthroughwhomthemotherherselfmaybeledupwardovertherealmofdeath!"
"Beware,——reflect!KnowestthounotthatthydarkestenemydwellsintheReal?Thywishesbringtheenearandnearertohumanity。"
"Ah,humanityissweet!"answeredZanoni。
Andastheseerspoke,onthegloriousfaceofAdon-Aitherebrokeasmile。
CHAPTER4。X。
Aeternaaeternustribuit,mortaliaconfertMortalis;divinaDeus,perituracaducus。
"Aurel。Prud。contraSymmachum,"lib。ii。
TheEternalgiveseternalthings,theMortalgathersmortalthings:God,thatwhichisdivine,andtheperishablethatwhichisperishable。
EXTRACTSFROMTHELETTERSOFZANONITOMEJNOUR。
Letter1。
Thouhastnotinformedmeoftheprogressofthypupil;andI
fearthatsodifferentlydoescircumstanceshapethemindsofthegenerationstowhichwearedescended,fromtheintenseandearnestchildrenoftheearlierworld,thateventhymostcarefulandelaborateguidancewouldfail,withloftierandpurernaturesthanthatoftheneophytethouhastadmittedwithinthygates。
Eventhatthirdstateofbeing,whichtheIndiansageTheBrahmins,speakingofBrahm,say,"TotheOmniscientthethreemodesofbeing——sleep,waking,andtrance——arenot;"distinctlyrecognisingtranceasathirdandcoequalconditionofbeing。
rightlyrecognisesasbeingbetweenthesleepandthewaking,anddescribesimperfectlybythenameofTRANCE,isunknowntothechildrenoftheNorthernworld;andfewbutwouldrecoiltoindulgeit,regardingitspeopledcalmasmayaanddelusionofthemind。Insteadofripeningandculturingthatairysoil,fromwhichNature,dulyknown,canevokefruitssorichandflowerssofair,theystrivebuttoexcludeitfromtheirgaze;theyesteemthatstruggleoftheintellectfrommen'snarrowworldtothespirit'sinfinitehome,asadiseasewhichtheleechmustextirpatewithpharmacyanddrugs,andknownoteventhatitisfromthisconditionoftheirbeing,initsmostimperfectandinfantform,thatpoetry,music,art——allthatbelongtoanIdeaofBeautytowhichneitherSLEEPINGnorWAKINGcanfurnisharchetypeandactualsemblance——taketheirimmortalbirth。Whenwe,OMejnourinthefartime,wereourselvestheneophytesandaspirants,wewereofaclasstowhichtheactualworldwasshutandbarred。Ourforefathershadnoobjectinlifebutknowledge。
Fromthecradlewewerepredestinedandrearedtowisdomastoapriesthood。WecommencedresearchwheremodernConjectureclosesitsfaithlesswings。Andwithus,thosewerecommonelementsofsciencewhichthesagesofto-daydisdainaswildchimeras,ordespairofasunfathomablemysteries。Eventhefundamentalprinciples,thelargeyetsimpletheoriesofelectricityandmagnetism,restobscureanddiminthedisputesoftheirblindedschools;yet,eveninouryouth,howfeweverattainedtothefirstcircleofthebrotherhood,and,afterwearilyenjoyingthesublimeprivilegestheysought,theyvoluntarilyabandonedthelightofthesun,andsunk,withouteffort,tothegrave,likepilgrimsinatracklessdesert,overawedbythestillnessoftheirsolitude,andappalledbytheabsenceofagoal。Thou,inwhomnothingseemstoliveBUTTHEDESIRETOKNOW;thou,who,indifferentwhetheritleadstowealortowoe,lendestthyselftoallwhowouldtreadthepathofmysteriousscience,ahumanbook,insensatetothepreceptsitenounces,——thouhasteversought,andoftenmadeadditionstoournumber。Buttothesehaveonlybeenvouchsafedpartialsecrets;vanityandpassionunfittedthemfortherest;andnow,withoutotherinterestthanthatofanexperimentinscience,withoutlove,andwithoutpity,thouexposestthisnewsoultothehazardsofthetremendousordeal!Thouthinkestthatazealsoinquisitive,acouragesoabsoluteanddauntless,maysufficetoconquer,whereaustererintellectandpurervirtuehavesooftenfailed。Thouthinkest,too,thatthegermofartthatliesinthepainter'smind,asitcomprehendsinitselftheentireembryoofpowerandbeauty,maybeexpandedintothestatelyfloweroftheGoldenScience。Itisanewexperimenttothee。Begentlewiththyneophyte,andifhisnaturedisappointtheeinthefirststagesoftheprocess,dismisshimbacktotheRealwhileitisyettimetoenjoythebriefandoutwardlifewhichdwellsinthesenses,andcloseswiththetomb。AndasIthusadmonishthee,OMejnour,wiltthousmileatmyinconsistenthopes?I,whohavesoinvariablyrefusedtoinitiateothersintoourmysteries,——Ibeginatlasttocomprehendwhythegreatlaw,whichbindsmantohiskind,evenwhenseekingmosttosethimselfalooffromtheircondition,hasmadethycoldandbloodlesssciencethelinkbetweenthyselfandthyrace;why,THOUhassoughtconvertsandpupils;why,inseeinglifeafterlifevoluntarilydroppingfromourstarryorder,thoustillaspiresttorenewthevanished,andrepairthelost;why,amidstthycalculations,restlessandunceasingasthewheelsofNatureherself,thourecoilestfromtheTHOUGHTTOBE
ALONE!Sowithmyself;atlastI,too,seekaconvert,anequal,——I,too,shuddertobealone!Whatthouhastwarnedmeofhascometopass。Lovereducesallthingstoitself。EithermustIbedrawndowntothenatureofthebeloved,orhersmustbeliftedtomyown。AswhateverbelongstotrueArthasalwaysnecessarilyhadattractionforUS,whoseverybeingisintheidealwhenceArtdescends,sointhisfaircreatureIhavelearned,atlast,thesecretthatboundmetoheratthefirstglance。Thedaughterofmusic,——music,passingintoherbeing,becamepoetry。Itwasnotthestagethatattractedher,withitshollowfalsehoods;itwasthelandinherownfancywhichthestageseemedtocentreandrepresent。Therethepoetryfoundavoice,——thereitstruggledintoimperfectshape;andthenthatlandinsufficientforititfellbackuponitself。Itcolouredherthoughts,itsuffusedhersoul;itaskednotwords,itcreatednotthings;itgavebirthbuttoemotions,andlavisheditselfondreams。Atlastcamelove;andthere,asariverintothesea,itpoureditsrestlesswaves,tobecomemuteanddeepandstill,——theeverlastingmirroroftheheavens。
Andisitnotthroughthispoetrywhichlieswithinherthatshemaybeledintothelargepoetryoftheuniverse!OftenIlistentohercarelesstalk,andfindoraclesinitsunconsciousbeauty,aswefindstrangevirtuesinsomelonelyflower。Iseehermindripeningundermyeyes;andinitsfairfertilitywhatever-
teemingnoveltiesofthought!OMejnour!howmanyofourtribehaveunravelledthelawsoftheuniverse,——havesolvedtheriddlesoftheexteriornature,anddeducedthelightfromdarkness!AndisnotthePOET,whostudiesnothingbutthehumanheart,agreaterphilosopherthanall?Knowledgeandatheismareincompatible。ToknowNatureistoknowthattheremustbeaGod。Butdoesitrequirethistoexaminethemethodandarchitectureofcreation?Methinks,whenIlookuponapuremind,howeverignorantandchildlike,thatIseetheAugustandImmaterialOnemoreclearlythaninalltheorbsofmatterwhichcareeratHisbiddingthroughspace。
Rightlyisitthefundamentaldecreeofourorder,thatwemustimpartoursecretsonlytothepure。Themostterriblepartoftheordealisinthetemptationsthatourpoweraffordstothecriminal。Ifitwerepossiblethatamalevolentbeingcouldattaintoourfaculties,whatdisorderitmightintroduceintotheglobe!HappythatitisNOTpossible;themalevolencewoulddisarmthepower。ItisinthepurityofViolathatIrely,asthoumorevainlyhastreliedonthecourageorthegeniusofthypupils。Bearmewitness,Mejnour!NeversincethedistantdayinwhichIpiercedtheArcanaofourknowledge,haveIeversoughttomakeitsmysteriessubservienttounworthyobjects;
though,alas!theextensionofourexistencerobsusofacountryandahome;thoughthelawthatplacesallscience,asallart,intheabstractionfromthenoisypassionsandturbulentambitionofactuallife,forbidsustoinfluencethedestiniesofnations,forwhichHeavenselectsruderandblinderagencies;yet,whereverhavebeenmywanderings,Ihavesoughttosoftendistress,andtoconvertfromsin。Mypowerhasbeenhostileonlytotheguilty;andyetwithallourlore,howineachstepwearereducedtobebutthepermittedinstrumentsofthePowerthatvouchsafesourown,butonlytodirectit。Howallourwisdomshrinksintonought,comparedwiththatwhichgivesthemeanestherbitsvirtues,andpeoplesthesmallestglobulewithitsappropriateworld。Andwhileweareallowedattimestoinfluencethehappinessofothers,howmysteriouslytheshadowsthickenroundourownfuturedoom!Wecannotbeprophetstoourselves!WithwhattremblinghopeInursethethoughtthatI
maypreservetomysolitudethelightofalivingsmile!……
ExtractsfromLetterII。
Deemingmyselfnotpureenoughtoinitiatesopureaheart,I
invoketohertrancethosefairestandmosttenderinhabitantsofspacethathavefurnishedtopoetry,whichistheinstinctiveguessintocreation,theideasoftheGlendoveerandSylph。Andthesewerelesspurethanherownthoughts,andlesstenderthanherownlove!Theycouldnotraiseheraboveherhumanheart,forTHAThasaheavenofitsown……
Ihavejustlookedonherinsleep,——Ihaveheardherbreathemyname。Alas!thatwhichissosweettoothershasitsbitternesstome;forIthinkhowsoonthetimemaycomewhenthatsleepwillbewithoutadream,——whentheheartthatdictatesthenamewillbecold,andthelipsthatutteritbedumb。Whatatwofoldshapethereisinlove!Ifweexamineitcoarsely,——ifwelookbutonitsfleshyties,itsenjoymentsofamoment,itsturbulentfeveranditsdullreaction,——howstrangeitseemsthatthispassionshouldbethesuprememoveroftheworld;thatitisthiswhichhasdictatedthegreatestsacrifices,andinfluencedallsocietiesandalltimes;thattothistheloftiestandloveliestgeniushaseverconsecrateditsdevotion;that,butforlove,therewerenocivilisation,nomusic,nopoetry,nobeauty,nolifebeyondthebrute's。
Butexamineitinitsheavenliershape,——initsutterabnegationofself;initsintimateconnectionwithallthatismostdelicateandsubtleinthespirit,——itspoweraboveallthatissordidinexistence;itsmasteryovertheidolsofthebaserworship;itsabilitytocreateapalaceofthecottage,anoasisinthedesert,asummerintheIceland,——whereitbreathes,andfertilises,andglows;andthewonderratherbecomeshowsofewregarditinitsholiestnature。Whatthesensualcallitsenjoyments,aretheleastofitsjoys。Trueloveislessapassionthanasymbol。Mejnour,shallthetimecomewhenIcanspeaktotheeofViolaasathingthatwas?……
ExtractfromLetterIII。
KnowestthouthatoflateIhavesometimesaskedmyself,"Istherenoguiltintheknowledgethathassodividedusfromourrace?"Itistruethatthehigherweascendthemorehatefulseemtousthevicesoftheshort-livedcreepersoftheearth,——
themorethesenseofthegoodnessoftheAll-goodpenetratesandsuffusesus,andthemoreimmediatelydoesourhappinessseemtoemanatefromhim。But,ontheotherhand,howmanyvirtuesmustliedeadinthosewholiveintheworldofdeath,andrefusetodie!Isnotthissublimeegotism,thisstateofabstractionandreverie,——thisself-wrappedandself-dependentmajestyofexistence,aresignationofthatnobilitywhichincorporatesourownwelfare,ourjoys,ourhopes,ourfearswithothers?Toliveoninnodreadoffoes,undegradedbyinfirmity,securethroughthecares,andfreefromthediseaseofflesh,isaspectaclethatcaptivatesourpride。Andyetdostthounotmoreadmirehimwhodiesforanother?SinceIhavelovedher,Mejnour,itseemsalmostcowardicetoeludethegravewhichdevourstheheartsthatwrapusintheirfolds。Ifeelit,——theearthgrowsuponmyspirit。Thouwertright;eternalage,sereneandpassionless,isahappierboonthaneternalyouth,withitsyearningsanddesires。Untilwecanbeallspirit,thetranquillityofsolitudemustbeindifference
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