首页 >出版文学> WIVES AND DAUGHTERS>第37章
  saidMissPhoebe,seeingMolly’sextremediscomfitureandannoyance。’Itcanbenogreatsecret,’saidMissBrowning,droppingthelittle—birdformula,andassuminganairofdignifiedreprovalatMissPhoebe’sinterruption,’forMissHornblowersaysMrPrestonownstobeingengaged——’’AtanyrateitisnottoCynthia,thatIknowpositively,’saidMollywithsomevehemence。’Andprayputastoptoanysuchreports;youdon’tknowwhatmischieftheymaydo。Idosohatethatkindofchatter!’ItwasnotveryrespectfulofMollytospeakinthiswaytobesure,butshethoughtonlyofRoger;andthedistressanysuchreportsmightcause,shouldheeverhearofthem(inthecentreofAfrica!)madehercolourupscarletwithvexation。’Heighty—teighty!MissMolly!don’tyourememberthatIamoldenoughtobeyourmother,andthatitisnotprettybehaviourtospeaksotous—
  tome!"Chatter"tobesure。Really,Molly——’’Ibegyourpardon,’saidMolly,onlyhalf—penitent。’Idaresayyoudidnotmeantospeaksotosister,’saidMissPhoebe,tryingtomakepeace。Mollydidnotanswerallatonce。Shewantedtoexplainhowmuchmischiefmightbedonebysuchreports。’Butdon’tyousee,’shewenton,stillflushedbyvexation,’howbaditistotalkofsuchthingsinsuchaway?Supposingoneofthemcaredforsomeoneelse,andthatmighthappen,youknow;MrPreston,forinstance,maybeengagedtosomeoneelse?’’Molly!Ipitythewoman!IndeedIdo。IhaveaverypooropinionofMrPreston,’saidMissBrowning,inawarningtoneofvoice;foranewideahadcomeintoherhead。’Well,butthewoman,oryounglady,wouldnotliketohearsuchreportsaboutMrPreston。’’Perhapsnot。Butforallthat,takemywordforit,he’sagreatflirt,andyoungladieshadbetternothavemuchtodowithhim。’’IdaresayitwasallaccidenttheirmeetinginHeathLane。’saidMissPhoebe。’Iknownothingaboutit,’saidMolly,’andIdaresayIhavebeenimpertinent,onlypleasedon’ttalkaboutitanymore。Ihavemyreasonsforaskingyou。’Shegotup,forbythestrikingofthechurchclockshehadjustfoundoutthatitwaslaterthanshehadthought,andsheknewthatherfatherwouldbeathomebythistime。ShebentdownandkissedMissBrowning’sgraveandpassiveface。’Howyouaregrowing,Molly!’saidMissPhoebe,anxioustocoveroverhersister’sdispleasure。’"Astallandasstraightasapoplar—tree!"astheoldsongsays。’’Growingrace,Molly,aswellasingoodlooks!’saidMissBrowning,watchingheroutoftheroom。Assoonasshewasfairlygone,MissBrowninggotupandshutthedoorquitesecurely,andthensittingdownnearhersister,shesaid,inalowvoice,’Phoebe,itwasMollyherselfthatwaswithMrPrestoninHeathLanethatdaywhenMrsGoodenoughsawthemtogether!’’Graciousgoodnessme!’exclaimedMissPhoebe,receivingitatonceasgospel。’Howdoyouknow?’’Byputtingtwoandtwotogether。DidnotyounoticehowredMollywent,andthenpale,andhowshesaidsheknewforafactthatMrPrestonandCynthiaKirkpatrickwerenotengaged?’’Perhapsnotengaged;butMrsGoodenoughsawthemloiteringtogether,allbytheirowntwoselves——’’MrsGoodenoughonlycrossedHeathLaneattheShireOak,asshewasridinginherphaeton,’saidMissBrowning,sententiously。’Weallknowwhatacowardsheisinacarriage,sothatmostlikelyshehadonlyhalfherwitsabouther,andhereyesarenoneofthebestwhensheisstandingsteadyontheground。MollyandCynthiahavegotthosenewplaidshawlsjustalike,andtheytrimtheirbonnetsalike,andMollyisgrownastallasCynthiasinceChristmas。Iwasalwaysafraidshe’dbeshortandstumpy,butshe’snowastallandslenderasanyoneneedbe。I’llanswerforit,MrsGoodenoughsawMolly,andtookherforCynthia。’WhenMissBrowning’answeredforit’MissPhoebegaveupdoubting。Shesatesometimeinsilencerevolvingherthoughts。Thenshesaid,—’Itwouldnotbesuchaverybadmatchafterall,sister。’Shespokeverymeekly,awaitinghersister’ssanctiontoheropinion。’Phoebe,itwouldbeabadmatchforMaryPreston’sdaughter。IfIhadknownwhatIknownowwe’dneverhavehadhimtotealastSeptember。’’Why,whatdoyouknow?’askedMissPhoebe。’MissHornblowertoldmemanythings;somethatIdon’tthinkyououghttohear,Phoebe。HewasengagedtoaveryprettyMissGregson,atHenwick,wherehecomesfrom;andherfathermadeinquiries,andheardsomuchthatwasbadabouthim,thathemadehisdaughterbreakoffthematch,andshe’sdeadsince!’’Howshocking!’saidMissPhoebe,dulyimpressed。’Besides,heplaysatbilliardsandhebetsatraces,andsomepeopledosayhekeepsrace—horses。’’Butisnotitstrangethattheearlkeepshimonashisagent?’’No!perhapsnot。He’sverycleveraboutland,andverysharpinalllawaffairs;andmylordisnotboundtotakenotice—ifindeedheknows—
  ofthemannerinwhichMrPrestontalkswhenhehastakentoomuchwine。’’Takentoomuchwine。Oh,sistersisheadrunkard?andwehavehadhimtotea!’’Ididnotsayhewasadrunkard,Phoebe,’saidMissBrowning,pettishly。
  ’Amanmaytaketoomuchwineoccasionally,withoutbeingadrunkard。Don’tletmehearyouusingsuchcoarsewords,Phoebe!’MissPhoebewassilentforatimeafterthisrebuke。’Presentlyshesaid,’IdohopeitwasnotMollyGibson。’’Youmayhopeasmuchasyoulike,butI’mprettysureitwas。However,we’dbettersaynothingaboutittoMrsGoodenough;shehasgotCynthiaintoherhead,andthereletherrest。TimeenoughtosetreportsafloataboutMollywhenweknowthere’ssometruthinthem。MrPrestonmightdoforCynthia,who’sbeenbroughtupFrance,thoughshehassuchprettymanners;
  butitmayhavemadehernotparticular。Hemustnot,andheshallnot,haveMolly,ifIgointochurchandforbidthebannsmyself;butI’mafraid—I’mafraidthere’ssomethingbetweenherandhim。Wemustkeeponthelookout,Phoebe。I’llbeherguardianangel,inspiteofherself。’EndofPartFourchapter41ELIZABETHGASKELLWIVESANDDAUGHTERSPARTV(ChaptersXLI—L)CHAPTERXLIGATHERINGCLOUDS
  MrsGibsoncamebackfullofrose—colouredaccountsofLondon。LadyCumnorhadbeengraciousandaffectionate,’sotouchedbymygoinguptoseeher,sosoonafterherreturntoEngland;’LadyHarrietcharminganddevotedtoheroldgoverness;LordCumnor’justlikehisdearusualheartyself;’andasfortheKirkpatricks,noLordChancellor’shousewasevergranderthantheirs,andthesilkgownoftheQ。C。hadfloatedoverhousemaidsandfootmen。Cynthia,too,wassomuchadmired;andasforherdress,MrsKirkpatrickhadshowereddownball—dressesandwreaths,andprettybonnetsandmantles,likeafairygodmother。MrGibson’spoorpresentoftenpoundsshrankintoverysmalldimensionscomparedwithallthismunificence。
  ’Andthey’resofondofher,Idon’tknowwhenweshallhaveherback,’
  wasMrsGibson’swinding—upsentence。’Andnow,Molly,whathaveyouandpapabeendoing?Verygay,yousoundedinyourletter。IhadnottimetoreaditinLondon;soIputitinmypocket,andreaditinthecoachcominghome。But,mydearchild,youdolooksoold—fashionedwithyourgownmadealltight,andyourhairalltumblingaboutincurls。Curlsarequitegoneout。’Wemustdoyourhairdifferently,’shecontinued,tryingtosmoothMolly’sblackwavesintostraightness。
  ’IsentCynthiaanAfricanletter,’saidMolly,timidly。’Didyouhearanythingofwhatwasinit?’
  ’Oh,yes,poorchild!Itmadeherveryuneasy,Ithink;shesaidshedidnotfeelinclinedtogotoMrRawson’sball,whichwasonthatnight,andforwhichMrsKirkpatrickhadgivenhertheball—dress。Buttherereallywasnothingforhertofidgetherselfabout。Rogeronlysaidhehadhadanothertouchoffever,butwasbetterwhenhewrote。HesayseveryEuropeanhastobeacclimatizedbyfeverinthatpartofAbyssiniawhereheis。’
  ’Anddidshego?’askedMolly。
  ’Yes,tobesure。Itisnotanengagement;andifitwere,itisnotacknowledged。Fancyhergoingandsaying,"AyoungmanthatIknowhasbeenillforafewdaysinAfrica,twomonthsago,thereforeIdon’twanttogototheballto—night。"Itwouldhaveseemedlikeaffectationofsentiment;
  andifthere’sonethingIhateitisthat。’
  ’Shewouldhardlyenjoyherself,’saidMolly。
  ’Oh,yes,butshedid。Herdresswaswhitegauze,trimmedwithlilacs,andshereallydidlook—amothermaybeallowedalittlenaturalpartiality—mostlovely。Andshedancedeverydance,althoughshewasquiteastranger。
  Iamsuresheenjoyedherself,fromhermanneroftalkingaboutitnextmorning。’
  ’Iwonderifthesquireknows。’
  ’Knowswhat?Oh,yes,tobesure!YoumeanaboutRoger。Idaresayhedoesn’t,andthere’snoneedtotellhim,forI’venodoubtitisallrightnow。’AndshewentoutoftheroomtoFinishherunpacking。
  Mollyletherworkfall,andsighed。’Itwillbeayearthedayafterto—morrowsincehecameheretoproposeourgoingtoHurstWood,andmammawassovexedathiscallingbeforelunch。IwonderifCynthiaremembersitaswellasIdo。Andnow,perhaps——Oh!Roger,Roger!Iwish—Ipraythatyouweresafehomeagain!Howcouldweallbearit,if——’
  Shecoveredherfacewithherhands,andtriedtostopthinking。Suddenlyshegotup,asifstungbyavenomousfancy,’Idon’tbelievesheloveshimassheought,orshecouldnot—couldnothavegoneanddanced。WhatshallIdoifshedoesnot?WhatshallI
  do?Icanbearanythingbutthat。’
  Butshefoundthelongsuspenseastohishealthhardenoughtoendure。
  Theywerenotlikelytohearfromhimforamonthatleast,andbeforethattimehadelapsedCynthiawouldbeathomeagain。Mollylearnttolongforherreturnbeforeafortnightofherabsencewasover。Shehadhadnoideathatperpetualtê;te—?tê;teswithMrsGibsoncould,byanypossibility,besotiresomeasshefoundthem。PerhapsMolly’sstateofdelicatehealth,consequentuponherrapidgrowthduringthelastfewmonths,madeherirritable;butreallyoftenshehadtogetupandleavetheroomtocalmherselfdownafterlisteningtoalongseriesofwords,morefrequentlyplaintiveordiscontentedintonethancheerful,andwhichattheendconveyednodistinctimpressionofeitherthespthieaker’sthoughtorfeeling。Wheneveranythinghadgonewrong,wheneverMrGibsonhadcoollyperseveredinanythingtowhichshehadobjected;wheneverthecookhadmadeamistakeaboutthedinner,orthehousemaidbrokenanylittlefrangiblearticle;wheneverMolly’shairwasnotdonetoherliking,orherdressdidnotbecomeher,orthesmellofdinnerpervadedthehouse,orthewrongcallerscame,ortherightcallersdidnotcome—infact,wheneveranythingwentwrong,poorMrKirkpatrickwasregrettedandmournedover,nay,almostblamed,asif,hadheonlygivenhimselfthetroubleofliving,hecouldhavehelpedit。
  ’WhenIlookbacktothosehappydays,itseemstomeasifIhadnevervaluedthemasIought。Tobesure—youth,love,—whatdidwecareforpoverty!IrememberdearMrKirkpatrickwalkingfivemilesintoStratfordtobuymeamuffinbecauseIhadsuchafancyforoneafterCynthiawasborn。Idon’tmeantocomplainofdearpapa—butIdon’tthink—but,perhapsIoughtnottosayittoyou。IfMrKirkpatrickhadbuttakencareofthatcoughofhis;buthewassoobstinate!Menalwaysare,Ithink。
  Anditreallywasselfishofhim。OnlyIdaresayhedidnotconsidertheforlornstateinwhichIshouldbeleft。Itcameharderuponmethanuponmostpeople,becauseIalwayswasofsuchanaffectionatesensitivenature。
  IrememberalittlepoemofMrKirkpatrick’sinwhichhecomparedmyhearttoaharp—string,vibratingtotheslightestbreeze。’
  ’Ithoughtharp—stringsrequiredaprettystrongfingertomakethemsound,’saidMolly。
  ’Mydearchild,you’venomorepoetryinyouthanyourfather。Andasforyourhair!it’sworsethanever。Can’tyoudrenchitinwatertotakethoseuntidytwistsandtwirlsoutofit?’
  ’Itonlymakesitcurlmoreandmorewhenitgetsdry,’saidMolly,suddentearscomingintohereyesasarecollectioncamebeforeherlikeapictureseenlongagoandforgottenforyears—ayoungmotherwashinganddressingherlittlegirl;placingthehalf—nakeddarlingonherknee,andtwiningthewetringsofdarkhairfondlyroundherfingers,andthen,inanecstasyoffondness,kissingthelittlecurlyhead。
  ThereceiptofCynthia’slettersmadeveryagreeableevents。Shedidnotwriteoften,butherlettersweretolerablylongwhentheydidcome,andverysprightlyintone。Therewasconstantmentionmadeofmanynewnames,whichconveyednoideatoMolly,thoughMrsGibsonwouldtryandenlightenherbyrunningcommentarieslikethefollowing,—
  ’MrsGreen!ah,that’sMrJones’sprettycousin,wholivesinRussellSquarewiththefathusband。Theykeeptheircarriage;butI’mnotsureifitisnotMrGreenwhoisMrsJones’scousin。WecanaskCynthiawhenshecomeshome。MrHenderson!tobesure—ayoungmanwithblackwhiskers,apupilofMrKirkpatrick’sformerly,—orwasheapupilofMrMurray’s?
  Iknowtheysaidhehadreadlawwithsomebody。Ah,yes!theyarethepeoplewhocalledthedayafterMrRawson’sball,andwhoadmiredCynthiasomuch,withoutknowingIwashermother。Shewasveryhandsomelydressedindeed,inblacksatin;andthesonhadaglasseye,buthewasayoungmanofgoodproperty。Coleman!yes,thatwasthename。’
  NomorenewsofRogeruntilsometimeafterCynthiahadreturnedfromherLondonvisit。Shecamebacklookingfresherandprettierthanever,beautifullydressed,thankstoherowngoodtaste,andhercousins’generosity,fullofamusingdetailsofthegaylifeshehadbeenenjoying,yetnotatalloutofspiritsathavingleftitbehindher。ShebroughthomeallsortsofprettyanddaintydevicesforMolly;aneckribbonmadeupinthenewestfashion,apatternforatippet,adelicatepairoflightglovesembroideredasMollyhadneverseenglovesembroideredbefore,andmanyanotherlittlesignofremembranceduringherabsence。Yetsomehoworother,MollyfeltthatCynthiawaschangedinherrelationtoher。MollywasawarethatshehadneverhadCynthia’sfullconfidence,forwithallherapparentfranknessandnaï;vet?ofmanner,Cynthiawasextremelyreservedandreticent。Sheknewthismuchofherself,andhadoftenlaughedaboutittoMolly,andthelatterhadfoundoutthetruthofherfriend’sassertionforherself。ButMollydidnottroubleherselfmuchaboutthis,Shetooknewthatthereweremanythoughtsandfeelingsthatflittedthroughhermindthatsheshouldneverthinkoftellingtoanyone,exceptperhaps—iftheywereeververymuchthrowntogether—toherfather。SheknewrthatCynthiawithheldfromhermorethanthoughtsandfeelings—thatshewithheldfacts。Butthen,asMollyreflected,thesefactsmightinvolvedetailsofstruggleandsuffering,mightrelatetohermother’sneglect,andaltogetherbeofsopainfulacharacter,thatitwouldbewellifCynthiacouldforgetherchildhoodaltogether,insteadoffixingitinhermindbytherelationofhergrievancesandtroubles。SoitwasnotnowbyanywantofconfidencethatMollyfeltdistancedasitwere。ItwasbecauseCynthiaratheravoidedthansoughthercompanionship;becausehereyesshunnedthestraight,serious,lovinglookofMolly’s;becausetherewerecertainsubjectsonwhichsheevidentlydislikedspeaking,notparticularlyinterestingthingsasfarasMollycouldperceive,butitalmostseemedasiftheylayontheroadtopointstobeavoided。MollyfeltasortofsighingpleasureinnoticingCynthia’schangedmanneroftalkingaboutRoger。Shespokeofhimtenderlynow;’poorRoger,’asshecalledhim;
  andMollythoughtthatshemustbereferringtotheillnesswhichhehadmentionedinhislastletter。OnemorninginthefirstweekafterCynthia’sreturnhome,justashewasgoingout,MrGibsonranupintothedrawing—room,haton,bootedandspurred,andhastilylaidanopenpamphletdownbeforeher;pointingoutaparticularpassagewithhisfinger,butnotspeakingawordbeforeherapidlyquittedtheroom。Hiseyesweresparkling,andhadanamusedaswellaspleasedexpression。AllthisMollynoticed,aswellasCynthia’sflushofcolourasshereadwhatwasthuspointedouttoher。Thenshepusheditalittleononeside,notclosingthebookhowever,andwentonwithherwork。
  ’Whatisit?mayIseeit?’askedMolly,stretchingoutherhandforthepamphlet,whichlaywithinherreach。ButshedidnottakeituntilCynthiahadsaid,—
  ’Certainly,Idon’tsupposethereareanygreatsecretsinascientificjournal,fullofreportsofmeetings。’AndshegavethebookalittlepushtowardsMolly……
  ’Oh,Cynthia!’saidMolly,catchingherbreathassheread,Careyounotproud?’ForitwasanaccountofanannualgatheringoftheGeographicalSociety,andLordHollingfordhadreadaletterhehadreceivedfromRogerHamley,datedfromArracuoba,adistrictinAfrica,hithertounvisitedbyanyintelligentEuropeantraveller;andaboutwhich,MrHamleysentmanycuriousparticulars。Thereadingofthisletterhadbeenreceivedwiththegreatestinterest,andseveralsubsequentspeakershadpaidthewriterveryhighcompliments。
  ButMollymighthaveknownCynthiabetterthantoexpectananswerresponsivetothefeelingsthatpromptedherquestion。LetCynthiabeeversoproud,eversoglad,orsograteful,orevenindignant,remorseful,grievedorsorry,theveryfactthatshewasexpectedbyanothertoentertainanyoftheseemotions,wouldhavebeenenoughtopreventherexpressingthem。
  ’I’mafraidI’mnotasmuchstruckbythewonderofthethingasyouare,Molly。Besides,itisnotnewstome;atleast,notentirely。IheardaboutthemeetingbeforeIleftLondon;itwasagooddealtalkedaboutinmyuncle’sset;tobesureIdidnothearallthefinethingstheysayofhimthere—butthen,youknow,that’samerefashionofspeaking,whichmeansnothing;somebodyisboundtopaycomplimentswhenalordtakesthetroubletoreadoneofhislettersaloud。’
  ’Nonsense,’saidMolly。’Youknowyoudon’tbelievewhatyouaresaying,Cynthia。’
  Cynthiagavethatprettylittlejerkofhershoulders,whichwasherequivalentforaFrenchshrug,butdidnotliftupherheadfromhersewing。
  Mollybegantoreadthereportoveragain。
  ’Why,Cynthia!’shesaid,’youmighthavebeenthere;ladieswerethere。
  Itsays"manyladieswerepresent。"Oh,couldnotyouhavemanagedtogo?
  Ifyouruncle’ssetcaredaboutthesethings,wouldnotsomeofthemhavetakenyou?’
  ’Perhaps,ifIhadaskedthem。ButIthinktheywouldhave’Youmighthavetoldyourunclehowmattersreallystood,hewouldnothavetalkedaboutitifyouhadwishedhimnot,Iamsure,andhecouldhavehelpedyou。’
  ’Onceforall,Molly,’saidCynthia,nowlayingdownherwork,andspeakingwithquickauthority,’dolearntounderstandthatitis,andalwayshasbeenmywish,nottohavetherelationwhichRogerandIbeartoeachother,mentionedortalkedabout。Whentherighttimecomes,Iwillmakeitknowntomyuncle,andtoeverybodywhomitmayconcern;butIamnotgoingtomakemischief,andgetmyselfintotrouble—evenforthesakeofhearingcomplimentspaidtohim—bylettingitoutbeforethetime。IfI’mpushedtoit,I’dsoonerbreakitoffaltogetheratonce,andhavedonewithit。
  Ican’tbeworseoffthanIamnow。’Herangrytonehadchangedintoakindofdespondingcomplaintbeforeshehadendedhersentence。Mollylookedatherwithdismay。
  ’Ican’tunderstandyou,Cynthia,’shesaidatlength。
  ’No;Idaresayyoucan’t,’saidCynthia,lookingatherwithtearsinhereyes,andverytenderly,asifinatonementforherlatevehemence。
  ’Iamafraid—Ihopeyouneverwill。’
  Inamoment,Molly’sarmswereroundher。’Oh,Cynthia,’shemurmured,’haveIbeenplaguingyou?HaveIvexedyou?Don’tsayyou’reafraidofmyknowingyou。Ofcourseyou’veyourfaults,everybodyhas,butIthinkIloveyouthebetterforthem。’
  ’Idon’tknowthatI’msoverybad,’saidCynthia,smilingalittlethroughthetearsthatMolly’swordsandcaresseshadforcedtooverflowfromhereyes。’ButIhavegotintoscrapes。Iaminascrapenow,IdosometimesbelieveIshallalwaysbeinscrapes,andiftheyevercometolight,IshallseemtobeworsethanIreallyam;andIknowyourfatherwillthrowmeoff,andI—no,Iwon’tbeafraidthatyouwill,Molly。’
  ’I’msureIwon’t。Arethey—doyouthink—howwouldRogertakeit?’
  askedMolly,verytimidly。
  ’Idon’tknow。Ihopehewillneverhearofit。Idon’tseewhyheshould,forinalittlewhileIshallbequiteclearagain。ItallcameaboutwithoutmyeverthinkingIwasdoingwrong。I’veagreatmindtotellyouallaboutit,Molly。’
  Mollydidnotliketourgeit,thoughshelongedtoknow,andtoseeifshecouldnotofferhelp;butwhileCynthiawashesitating,andperhaps,tosaythetruth,ratherregrettingthatshehadevenmadethisslightadvancetowardsbestowingherconfidence,MrsGibsoncamein,fullofsomemannerofalteringagownofhers,soastomakeitintothefashionoftheday,asshehadseenitduringhervisittoLondon。Cynthiaseemedtoforgethertearsandhertroubles,andtothrowherwholesoulintomillinery。
  Cynthia’scorrespondencewentonprettybrisklywithherLondoncousins,accordingtotheusualrateofcorrespondenceinthosedays。IndeedMrsGibsonwasoccasionallyinclinedtocomplainofthefrequencyofHelenKirkpatrick’sletters;forbeforethepennypostcamein,therecipienthadtopaythepostageofletters;andelevenpence—halfpennythreetimesaweekcame,accordingtoMrsGibson’smodeofreckoningwhenannoyed,toasum’betweenthreeandfourshillings。’Butthesecomplaintswereonlyforthefamily;theysawthewrongsideofthetapestry。Hollingfordingeneral,theMissBrowningsinparticular,heardof’dearHelen’senthusiasticfriendshipforCynthia’andof’therealpleasureitwastoreceivesuchconstantnews—relaysofnewsindeed—fromLondon。Itwasalmostasgoodaslivingthere!’
  ’AgreatdealbetterIshouldthink,’saidMissBrowningwithsomeseverity。
  ForshehadgotmanyofhernotionsofthemetropolisfromtheBritishEssayists,wheretownissooftenrepresentedasthecentreofdissipation,corruptingcountrywivesandsquires’daughters,andunfittingthemforalltheirdutiesbytheconstantwhirlofitsnotalwaysinnocentpleasures。
  Londonwasasortofmoralpitch,whichfewcouldtouchandnotbedefiled。
  MissBrowninghadbeenonthewatchforthesignsofdeteriorationinCynthia’scharactereversinceherreturnhome。But,exceptinginagreaternumberofprettyandbecomingarticlesofdress,therewasnogreatchangefortheworsetobeperceived。Cynthiahadbeen’intheworld,’had’beheldtheglareandglitteranddazzlingdisplayofLondon,’yethadcomebacktoHollingfordasreadyasevertoplaceachairforMissBrowning,ortogatherflowersforanosegayforMissPhoebe,ortomendherownclothes。
  ButallthiswassetdowntothemeritsofCynthia,nottothecreditofLondon—town。
  ’AsfarasIcanjudgeofLondon,’saidMissBrowning,sententiouslycontinuinghertiradeagainsttheplace,’it’snobetterthanapickpocketandarobberdressedupinthespoilsofhonestfolk。IshouldliketoknowwheremyLordHollingfordwasbred,andMrRogerHamley。Yourgoodhusbandlentmethatreportofthemeeting,MrsGibson,wheresomuchwassaidaboutthemboth,andhewasasproudoftheirpraisesasifhehadbeenakintothem,andPhoebereaditaloudtome,fortheprintwastoosmallformyeyes;shewasagooddealperplexedwithallthenewnamesofplaces,butIsaidshehadbetterskipthemall,forwehadneverheardofthembeforeandprobablyshouldneverhearofthemagain,butshereadoutthefinethingstheysaidofmylord,andMrRoger,andIputittoyou,whereweretheybornandbred?Why,withineightmilesofHollingford;
  itmighthavebeenMollythereorme;it’sallachance;andthentheygoandtalkaboutthepleasuresofintellectualsocietyinLondon,andthedistinguishedpeopleuptherethatitissuchanadvantagetoknow,andallthetimeIknowit’sonlyshopsandtheplaythat’stherealattraction。
  Butthat’sneitherherenorthere。Weallputourbestfootforemost,andifwehaveareasontogivethatlookssensiblewespeakitoutlikemen,andneversayanythingaboutthesillinesswearehuggingtoourhearts。
  ButIaskyouagain,wheredoesthisfinesocietycomefrom,andthesewisemen,andthesedistinguishedtravellers?Why,outofcountryparisheslikethis!Londonpicks’emallup,anddecksherselfwiththem,andthencallsoutloudtothefolksshe’srobbed,andsays,"ComeandseehowfineIam。"Fine,indeed!I’venopatiencewithLondon:Cynthiaismuchbetteroutofit;andI’mnotsure,ifIwereyou,MrsGibson,ifIwouldnotstopupthoseLondonletters:they’llonlybeunsettlingher。’
  ’ButperhapsshemayliveinLondonsomeofthesedays,MissBrowning,’
  simperedMrsGibson。
  ’TimeenoughthentobethinkingofLondon。Iwishheranhonestcountryhusbandwithenoughtoliveupon,andalittletolayby,andagoodcharactertoboot。Mindthat,Molly,’saidshe,firingrounduponthestartledMolly,’IwishCynthiaahusbandwithagoodcharacter;butshe’sgotamothertolookafterher;you’venoneandwhenyourmotherwasaliveshewasadearfriendofmine:soI’mnotgoingtoletyouthrowyourselfawayuponanyonewhoselifeisnotclearandabove—board,youmaydependuponit。’
  Thislastspeechfelllikeabombintothequietlittledrawing—room,itwasdeliveredwithsuchvehemence。MissBrowning,inhersecretheart,meantitasawarningagainsttheintimacyshebelievedthatMollyhadformedwithMrPreston;butasithappenedthatMollyhadneverdreamedofanysuchintimacy,thegirlcouldnotimaginewhysuchseverityofspeechshouldbeaddressedtoher。MrsGibson,whoalwaystookupthepointsofeverywordoractionwheretheytouchedherownself(andcalleditsensitiveness),brokethesilencethatfollowedMissBrowning’sspeechbysaying,plaintively,—
  ’I’msure,MissBrowning,youareverymuchmistakenifyouthinkthatanymothercouldtakemorecareofMollythanIdo。Idon’t—Ican’tthinkthereisanyneedforanyonetointerferetoprotecther,andIhavenotanideawhyyouhavebeentalkinginthisway,justasifwewereallwrong,andyouwereallright。Ithurtsmyfeelings,indeeditdoes;forMollycantellyouthereisnotathingorafavourthatCynthiahas,thatshehasnot。Andasfornottakingcareofher,why,ifsheweretogouptoLondonto—morrow,Ishouldmakeapointofgoingwithhertoseeafterher;andIneverdiditforCynthiawhenshewasatschoolinFrance;andherbedroomisfurnishedjustlikeCynthia’s;andIletherwearmyredshawlwhenevershelikes,shemighthaveitoftenerifshewould。Ican’tthinkwhatyoumean,MissBrowning。’
  ’Ididnotmeantooffendyou,butImeantjusttogiveMollyahint。
  SheunderstandswhatImean。’