首页 >出版文学> WIVES AND DAUGHTERS>第23章
  butnot,Iamsure,toanEnglishmanwhoisthinkingofanEnglishwife。’Thischoiceofasongwasexceedinglymal—à;propos,hadMrsGibsonbutknownit。OsborneandRogerknowingthatthewifeoftheformerwasaFrenchwoman,and,consciousofeachother’sknowledge,feltdoublyawkward。whileMollywasasmuchconfusedasthoughsheherselfweresecretlymarried。However,Cynthiacarolledthesaucydittyout,andhermothersmiledatit,intotalignoranceofanyapplicationitmighthave。OsbornehadinstinctivelygonetostandbehindCynthia,asshesateatthepiano,soastobereadytoturnovertheleavesofhermusicifsherequiredit。Hekepthishandsinhispocketsandhiseyesfixedonherfingers;
  hiscountenancecloudedwithgravityatallthemerryquipswhichshesoplayfullysang。Rogerlookedgraveaswell,butwasmuchmoreathiscasethanhisbrother;indeed,hewashalf—amusedbytheawkwardnessofthesituation。HecaughtMolly’stroubledeyesandheightenedcolour,andhesawthatshewasfeelingthiscontretempsmoreseriouslythansheneededtodo。Hemovedtoaseatbyher,andhalfwhispered,’Toolateawarning,isitnot?’Mollylookedupathimasheleanttowardsher,andrepliedinthesametone,—’Oh,Iamsosorry!’’Youneednotbe。Hewon’tminditlong;andamanmusttaketheconsequenceswhenheputshimselfinafalseposition。’Mollycouldnottellwhattoreplytothis,soshehungherheadandkeptsilence。YetshecouldseethatRogerdidnotchangehisattitudeorremovehishandfromthebackofhischair,and,impelledbycuriositytofindoutthecauseofhisstillness,shelookedupathimatlength,andsawhisgazefixedonthetwowhowerenearthepiano。OsbornewassayingsomethingeagerlytoCynthia,whosegraveeyeswereupturnedtohimwithsoftintentnessofexpression,andherprettymouthhalf—open,withasortofimpatienceforhimtoceasespeaking,thatshemightreply。’TheyaretalkingaboutFrance,’saidRoger,inanswertoMolly’sunspokenquestion。’Osborneknowsitwell,andMissKirkpatrickhasbeenatschoolthere,youknow。Itsoundsveryinteresting;shallwegonearerandhearwhattheyaresaying?’Itwasallverywelltoaskthiscivilly,butMollythoughtitwouldhavebeenbettertowaitforheranswer。Insteadofwaiting,however,Rogerwenttothepiano,and,leaningonit,appearedtojoininthelightmerrytalk,whilehefeastedhiseyesasmuchashedaredbylookingatCynthia。
  Mollysuddenlyfeltasifshecouldscarcelykeepfromcrying—aminuteagohehadbeensoneartoher,andtalkingsopleasantlyandconfidentially;
  andnowhealmostseemedasifhehadforgottenherexistence。Shethoughtthatallthiswaswrong;andsheexaggerateditswrongnesstoherself;
  ’mean,’and’enviousofCynthia,’and’ill—natured,’and’selfish,’werethetermsshekeptapplyingtoherself;butitdidnogood,shewasjustasnaughtyatthelastasatthefirst。MrsGibsonbrokeintothestateofthingswhichMollythoughtwastoendureforever。Herworkhadbeenintricateuptothistime,andhadrequiredagreatdealofcounting;soshehadhadnotimetoattendtoherduties,oneofwhichshealwaystooktobetoshowherselftotheworldasanimpartialstepmother。Cynthiahadplayedandsung,andnowshemustgiveMollyherturnofexhibition。Cynthia’ssingingandplayingwaslightandgraceful,butanythingbutcorrect;butsheherselfwassocharming,thatitwasonlyfanaticsformusicwhocaredforfalsechordsandomittednotes。Molly,onthecontrary,hadanexcellentear,ifshehadeverbeenwelltaught;
  andbothfrominclinationandconscientiousperseveranceofdisposition,shewouldgooveranincorrectpassagefortwentytimes。Butshewasveryshyofplayingincompany;andwhenforcedtodoit,shewentthroughherperformanceheavily,andhatedherhandiworkmorethananyone。’Now,youmustplayalittle,Molly,’saidMrsGibson;’playusthatbeautifulpieceofKalkbrenner’s,’mydear。’Mollylookedupatherstepmotherwithbeseechingeyes,butitonlybroughtoutanotherformofrequest,stillmorelikeacommand。’Goatonce,mydear。Youmaynotplayitquiterightly;andIknowyouareverynervous;butyou’requiteamongstfriends。’Sotherewasadisturbancemadeinthelittlegroupatthepiano,andMollysatedowntohermartyrdom。’Please,goaway!’saidshetoOsborne,whowasstandingbehindherreadytoturnover。’Icanquitewelldoitformyself。Andoh!ifyouwouldbuttalk!’Osborneremainedwherehewasinspiteofherappeal,andgaveherwhatlittleapprovalshegot;forMrsGibson,exhaustedbyherpreviouslabourofcountingherstitches,fellasleepinhercomfortablesofa—cornernearthefire;andRoger,whobeganatfirsttotalkalittleincompliancewithMolly’srequest,foundhistê;te—à;—tê;tewithCynthiasoagreeable,thatMollylostherplaceseveraltimesintryingtocatchasuddenglimpseofCynthiasittingatherwork,andRogerbyher,intentoncatchingherlowrepliestowhathewassaying。’There,nowI’vedone!’saidMolly,standingupquicklyassoonasshehadfinishedtheeighteendrearypages;’andIthinkIwillneversitdowntoplayagain!’Osbornelaughedathervehemence。Cynthiabegantotakesomepartinwhatwasbeingsaid,andthusmadetheconversationgeneral。MrsGibsonwakenedupgracefully,aswasherwayofdoingallthings,andslidintothesubjectstheyweretalkingaboutsoeasily,thatshealmostsucceededinmakingthembelieveshehadneverbeenasleepatall。
  chapter25CHAPTERXXVHOLLINGFORDINABUSTLEAllHollingfordfeltasiftherewasagreatdealtobedonebeforeEasterthisyear。TherewasEasterproper,whichalwaysrequirednewclothingofsomekind,forfearofcertainconsequencesfromlittlebirds,whoweresupposedtoresenttheimpietyofthosewhodonotwearsomenewarticleofdressonEaster—day。’Andmostladiesconsidereditwiserthatthelittlebirdsshouldseethenewarticleforthemselves,andnothavetotakeitupontrust,astheywouldhavetodoifitweremerelyapocket—handkerchief,orapetticoat,oranyarticleofunder—clothing。Sopietydemandedanewbonnet,oranewgown;andwasbarelysatisfiedwithanEasterpairofgloves。MissRosewasgenerallyverybusyjustbeforeEasterinHollingford。
  Thenthisyeartherewasthecharityball。Ashcombe,Hollingford,andCorehamwerethreeneighbouringtowns,ofaboutthesamenumberofpopulation,lyingatthethreeequidistantcornersofatriangle。Inimitationofgreatercitieswiththeirfestivals,thesethreetownshadagreedtohaveanannualballforthebenefitofthecountyhospitaltobeheldinturnateachplace;andHollingfordwastobetheplacethisyear。Itwasafinetimeforhospitality,andeveryhouseofanypretensionwasasfullasitcouldhold,andflyswereengagedlongmonthsbefore。IfMrsGibsoncouldhaveaskedOsborne,orindefault,RogerHamleytogototheballwiththemandtosleepattheirhouse,—orif,indeed,shecouldhavepickedupanystrayscionofa’countyfamily’towhomsuchanofferwouldhavebeenaconvenience,shewouldhaverestoredherowndressing—roomtoitsformeruseasthespare—room,withpleasure。Butshedidnotthinkitwasworthherwhiletoputherselfoutforanyofthehumdrumandill—dressedwomenwhohadbeenherformeracquaintanceatAshcombe。
  ForMrPrestonitmighthavebeenworthwhiletogiveupherroom,consideringhiminthelightofahandsomeandprosperousyoungman,andagooddancerbesides。Butthereweremorelightsinwhichhewastobeviewed。MrGibson,whoreallywantedtoreturnthehospitalityshowntohimbyMrPrestonatthetimeofhismarriage,hadyetaninstinctivedistastetotheman,whichnowishoffreeinghimselffromobligation,noreventhemoreworthyfeelingofhospitality,couldovercome。MrsGibsonhadsomeoldgrudgesofherownagainsthim,butshewasnotonetoretainangryfeelings,orbeveryactiveinherretaliation;shewasafraidofMrPreston,andadmiredhimatthesametime。Itwasawkwardtoo—soshesaid—togointoaball—roomwithoutanygentlemanatall,andMrGibsonwassouncertain!Onthewhole—partlyforthislast—givenreason,andpartlybecauseconciliationwasthebestpolicy,MrsGibsonherselfwasslightlyinfavourofinvitingMrPrestontobetheirguest。ButassoonasCynthiaheardthequestiondiscussed—orrather,assoonasshehearditdiscussedinMrGibson’sabsence,shesaidthatifMrPrestoncametobetheirvisitorontheoccasion,sheforonewouldnotgototheballatall。Shedidnotspeakwithvehemenceorinanger;butwithsuchquietresolutionthatMollylookedupinsurprise。
  ShesawthatCynthiawaskeepinghereyesfixedonherwork,andthatshehadnointentionofmeetinganyone’sgaze,orgivinganyfurtherexplanation。
  MrsGibson,too,lookedperplexed,andonceortwiceseemedonthepointofaskingsomequestion;butshewasnotangryasMollyhadfullyexpected。
  ShewatchedCynthiafurtivelyandinsilenceforaminuteortwo,andthensaidthatafterallshecouldnotconvenientlygiveupherdressing—room;
  andaltogether,theyhadbettersaynomoreaboutit。SonostrangerwasinvitedtostayatMrGibson’satthetimeoftheball;butMrsGibsonopenlyspokeofherregretattheunavoidableinhospitality,andhopedthattheymightbeabletobuildanadditiontotheirhousebeforethetriennialHollingfordball。AnothercauseofunusualbustleatHollingfordthisEasterwastheexpectedreturnofthefamilytotheTowers,aftertheirunusuallylongabsence。
  MrSheepshanksmightbeseentrottingupanddownonhisstoutoldcob,speakingtoattentivemasons,plasterers,andglaziersaboutputtingeverything—ontheoutsideatleast—aboutthecottagesbelongingto’mylord,’
  inperfectrepair。LordCumnorownedthegreaterpartofthetown;andthosewholivedunderotherlandlords,orinhousesoftheirown,werestirredupbythedreadofcontrasttodouptheirdwellings。Sotheladdersofwhitewashersandpaintersweresadlyinthewayoftheladiestrippingdaintilyalongtomaketheirpurchases,andholdingtheirgownsupinabunchbehind,afterafashionquitegoneoutinthesedays。’ThehousekeeperandstewardfromtheTowersmightalsobeseencomingintogiveordersatthevariousshops;andstoppinghereandthereatthosekeptbyfavourites,toavailthemselvesoftheeagerly—tenderedrefreshments。LadyHarrietcametocallonheroldgovernessthedayafterthearrivalofthefamilyattheTowers。MollyandCynthiawereoutwalkingwhenshecame—doingsomeerrandsforMrsGibson,whohadasecretideathatLadyHarrietwouldcallattheparticulartimeshedid,andhadanotuncommonwishtotalktoherladyshipwithoutthecorrectivepresenceofanymemberofherownfamily。MrsGibsondidnotgiveMollythemessageofremembrancethatLadyHarriethadleftforher;butsheimpartedvariouspiecesofnewsrelatingtotheTowerswithgreatanimationandinterest。TheDuchessofMenteithandherdaughter,LadyAlice,werecomingtotheTowers;wouldbetherethedayoftheball;wouldcometotheball;andtheMenteithdiamondswerefamous。
  Thatwaspieceofnewsthefirst。ThesecondwasthateversomanygentlemenwerecomingtotheTowers—someEnglish,someFrench。Thispieceofnewswouldhavecomefirstinorderofimportancehadtherebeenmuchprobabilityoftheirbeingdancingmen,and,assuch,possiblepartnersatthecomingball。ButLadyHarriethadspokenofthemasLordHollingford’sfriends,uselessscientificmeninallprobability。Then,finally,MrsGibsonwastogototheTowersnextdaytolunch;LadyCumnorhadwrittenalittlenotebyLadyHarriettobeghertocome;ifMrsGibsoncouldmanagetofindherwaytotheTowers,oneofthecarriagesinuseshouldbringherbacktoherownhomeinthecourseoftheafternoon。’Thedearcountess!’saidMrsGibson,withsoftaffection。Itwasasoliloquy,utteredafteraminute’spause,attheendofallthisinformation。Andalltherestofthatdayherconversationhadanaristocraticperfumehangingaboutit。OneofthefewbooksshehadbroughtwithherintoMrGibson’shousewasboundinpink,andinitshestudied’Menteith,Dukeof,AdolphusGeorge,’&;c。&;c。,tillshewasfullyupinalltheduchess’sconnections,andprobableinterests。MrGibsonmadehismouthupintoadrollwhistlewhenhecamehomeatnight,andfoundhimselfinaTowers’atmosphere。Mollysawtheshadeofannoyancethroughthedrollery;
  shewasbeginningtoseeitoftenerthansheliked,notthatshereasoneduponit,orthatsheconsciouslytracedtheannoyancetoitssource;butshecouldnothelpfeelinguneasyinherselfwhensheknewherfatherwasintheleastputout。OfcourseaflywasorderedforMrsGibson。Intheearlyafternoonshecamehome。Ifshehadbeendisappointedinherinterviewwiththecountessshenevertoldherwoe,norrevealedthefactthatwhenshefirstarrivedattheTowersshehadtowaitforanhourinLadyCumnor’smorning—room,uncheeredbyanycompanionshipsavethatofheroldfriendMrsBradley,tillsuddenly,LadyHarrietcomingin,sheexclaimed,’Why,Clare!youdearwoman!areyouhereallalone?Doesmammaknow?’And,afteralittlemoreaffectionateconversation,sherushedtofindherladyship,perfectlyawareofthefact,buttoodeepingivingtheduchessthebenefitofherwisdomandexperienceintrousseauxtobeatallawareofthelengthoftimeMrsGibsonhadbeenpassinginpatientsolitude。AtlunchMrsGibsonwassecretlyhurtbymylord’ssupposingittobeherdinner,andcallingouthisurgenthospitalityfromtheverybottomofthetable,givingasareasonforit,thatshemustrememberitwasherdinner。Invainshepipedoutinhersoft,highvoice,’Oh,mylord!Inevercatmeatinthemiddleoftheday;Icanhardlyeatanythingatlunch。’Hervoicewaslost,andtheduchessmightgoawaywiththeideathattheHollingforddoctor’swifedinedearly;thatistosay,ifhergraceevercondescendedtohaveanyideaonthesubjectatall;whichpresupposesthatshewascognizantofthefactsoftherebeingadoctoratHollingford,andthathehadawife,andthathiswifewasthepretty,faded,elegant—lookingwomansendingawayherplateofuntastedfood—foodthatshelongedtoeat,forshewasreallydesperatelyhungryafterherdriveandhersolitude。Andthen,afterlunch,theredidcomeatê;te—à;—tê;tewithLadyCumnor,whichwasconductedafterthiswise:—’Well,Clare!Iamreallygladtoseeyou。IoncethoughtIshouldnevergetbacktotheTowers,buthereIam!TherewassuchaclevermanatBath—aDoctorSnape—hecuredmeatlast—quitesetmeup。IreallythinkifeverIamillagainIshallsendforhim:itissuchathingtofindareallyclevermedicalman。Oh,bytheway,Ialwaysforgetyou’vemarriedMrGibson—ofcourseheisveryclever,andallthat。(Thecarriagetothedoorintenminutes,Brown,anddesireBradleytobringmythingsdown。)
  WhatwasIaskingyou?Oh!howdoyougetonwiththestep—daughter。Sheseemedtometobeayoungladywithaprettystubbornwillofherown。
  Iputaletterforthepostdownsomewhere,andIcannotthinkwhere;dohelpmetolookforit,there’sagoodwoman。Justruntomyroom,andseeifBrowncanfindit,foritisofgreatconsequence。’OffwentMrsGibsonratherunwillingly;fortherewereseveralthingsshehadwantedtospeakabout,andshehadnotheardhalfofwhatshehadexpectedtolearnofthefamilygossip。Butallchancewasgone;forwhenshecamebackfromherfruitlesserrand,LadyCumnorandtheduchesswereinfulltalk,LadyCumnorwiththemissingletterinherhand,whichshewasusingsomethinglikeabatontoenforceherwords。’EveryiotafromParis!Everyi—o—ta!’LadyCumnorwastoomuchofaladynottoapologizeforuselesstrouble,buttheywerenearlythelastwordsshespoketoMrsGibson,forshehadtogooutanddrivewiththeduchess;andthebroughamtotake’Clare’
  (asshepersistedincallingMrsGibson)backtoHollingford,followedthecarriagetothedoor。LadyHarrietcameawayfromherentourageofyoungmenandyoungladies,allpreparedforsomewalkingexpedition,towishMrsGibsongood—by。’Weshallseeyouattheball,’shesaid。’You’llbetherewithyourtwogirls,ofcourse,andImusthavealittletalkwithyouthere;withallthesevisitorsinthehouse,ithasbeenimpossibletoseeanythingofyouto—day,youknow。’Suchwerethefacts,butrose—colourwasthemediumthroughwhichtheywereseenbyMrsGibson’shouseholdlistenersonherreturn。’TherearemanyvisitorsstayingattheTowers—oh,yes!agreatmany:
  theduchessandLadyAlice,andMrandMrsGrey,andLordAlbertMonsonandhissister,andmyoldfriendCaptainJamesoftheBlues—manymore,infact。ButofcourseIpreferredgoingtoLadyCumnor’sownroom,whereIcouldseeherandLadyHarrietquietly,andwherewewerenotdisturbedbythebustledownstairs。Ofcoursewewereobligedtogodowntolunch,andthenIsawmyoldfriends,andrenewedpleasantacquaintances。ButIreallycouldhardlygetanyconnectedconversationwithanyone。LordCumnorseemedsodelightedtoseemethereagain:thoughthereweresixorsevenbetweenus,hewasalwaysinterruptingwithsomecivilorkindspeechespeciallyaddressedtome。AndafterlunchLadyCumnoraskedmeallsortsofquestionsaboutmynewlifewithasmuchinterestasifI
  hadbeenherdaughter。Tobesure,whentheduchesscameinwehadtoleaveoff,andtalkaboutthetrousseausheispreparingforLadyAlice。LadyHarrietmadesuchapointofourmeetingattheball;sheisagood,affectionatecreature,isLadyHarriet!’Thislastwassaidinatoneofmeditativeappreciation。Theafternoonofthedayonwhichtheballwastotakeplace,aservantrodeoverfromHamleywithtwolovelynosegays,’withtheMrHamleys’complimentstoMissGibsonandMissKirkpatrick。’Cynthiawasthefirsttoreceivethem。Shecamedancingintothedrawing—room,flourishingtheflowersaboutineitherhand,anddanceduptoMolly,whowastryingtosettletoherreading,bywayofpassingthetimeawaytilltheeveningcame。’Look,Molly,look!Herearebouquetsforus!Longlifetothegivers!’’Whoaretheyfrom?’askedMolly,takingholdofone,andexaminingitwithtenderdelightatitsbeauty。’Whofrom?Why,thetwoparagonsofHamleys,tobesure!Isitnotaprettyattention?’’Howkindofthem!’saidMolly。’I’msureitisOsbornewhothoughtofit。Hehasbeensomuchabroad,whereitissuchacommoncomplimenttosendbouquetstoyoungladies。’’Idon’tseewhyyoushouldthinkitisOsborne’sthought!’saidMolly,reddeningalittle。’MrRogerHamleyusedtogathernosegaysconstantlyforhismother,andsometimesforme。’’Well,nevermindwhosethoughtitwas,orwhogatheredthem;we’vegottheflowers,andthat’senough。Molly,I’msuretheseredflowerswilljustmatchyourcoralnecklaceandbracelets,’saidCynthia,pullingoutsomecamellias,thenararekindofflower。’Oh,please,don’t!’exclaimedMolly。’Don’tyouseehowcarefullythecoloursarearranged—theyhavetakensuchpains;please,don’t。’’Nonsense!’saidCynthia,continuingtopullthemout;’see,herearequiteenough。I’llmakeyoualittlecoronetofthem—sewnonblackvelvet,whichwillneverbeseen—justastheydoinFrance!’’Oh,Iamsosorry!Itisquitespoilt,’saidMolly。’Nevermind!I’lltakethisspoiltbouquet;Icanmakeitupagainjustasprettilyasever;andyoushallhavethis,whichhasneverbeentouched。’
  Cynthiawentonarrangingthecrimsonbudsandflowerstohertaste。Mollysaidnothing,butkeptonwatchingCynthia’snimblefingerstyingupthewreath。’There,’saidCynthia,atlast,’whenthatissewnonblackvelvet,tokeeptheflowersfromdying,you’llseehowprettyitwilllook。Andthereareenoughredflowersinthisuntouchednosegaytocarryouttheidea!’’Thankyou’(veryslowly)。’Butshan’tyoumindhavingonlythewrecksoftheother?’’NotI;redflowerswouldnotgowithmypinkdress。’’But—Idaresaytheyarrangedeachnosegaysocarefully!’’Perhapstheydid。ButIneverwouldallowsentimenttointerferewithmychoiceofcolours;andpinkdoestieonedown。Nowyou,inwhitemuslin,justtippedwithcrimson,likeadaisy,maywearanything。’CynthiatooktheutmostpainsindressingMolly,leavingthecleverhousemaidtohermother’sexclusiveservice。MrsGibsonwasmoreanxiousaboutherattirethanwaseitherofthegirls;ithadgivenheroccasionfordeepthoughtandnotafewsighs。Herdeliberationhadendedinherwearingherpearl—greysatinwedding—gown,withaprofusionoflace,andwhiteandcolouredlilacs。Cynthiawastheonewhotooktheaffairthemostlightly。
  Mollylookedupontheceremonyofdressingforafirstballasratheraseriousceremony;certainlyasananxiousproceeding。Cynthiawasalmostasanxiousasherself;onlyMollywantedherappearancetobecorrectandunnoticed;andCynthiawasdesirousofsettingoffMolly’sratherpeculiarcharms—hercream—colouredskin,herprofusionofcurlyblackhair,herbeautifullong—shapedeyes,withtheirshy,lovingexpression。CynthiatookupsomuchtimeindressingMollytohermind,thatsheherselfhadtoperformhertoiletteinahurry。Molly,readydressed,sateonalowchairinCynthia’sroom,watchingtheprettycreature’srapidmovements,asshestoodinherpetticoatbeforetheglass,doingupherhair,withquickcertaintyofeffect。Atlength,Mollyheavedalongsigh,andsaid,—’Ishouldliketobepretty!’’Why,Molly,’saidCynthia,turningroundwithanexclamationonthetipofhertongue;butwhenshecaughttheinnocent,wistfullookonMolly’sface,sheinstinctivelycheckedwhatshewasgoingtosay,and,half—smilingtoherownreflectionintheglass,shesaid,—’TheFrenchgirlswouldtellyou,tobelievethatyouwereprettywouldmakeyouso。’Mollypausedbeforereplying,—’Isupposetheywouldmeanthatifyouknewyouwerepretty,youwouldneverthinkaboutyourlooks;youwouldbesocertainofbeingliked,andthatitiscaring——’’Listen!that’seighto’clockstriking。Don’ttroubleyourselfwithtryingtointerpretaFrenchgirl’smeaning,buthelpmeonwithmyfrock,there’sadearone。’Thetwogirlsweredressed,andwerestandingoverthefirewaitingforthecarriageinCynthia’sroom,whenMaria(Betty’ssuccessor)camehurryingintotheroom。MariahadbeenofficiatingasmaidtoMrsGibson,butshehadhadintervalsofleisure,inwhichshehadrushedupstairs,and,underthepretenceofofferingherservices,shehadseentheyoungladies’dresses,andthesightofsomanyfineclotheshadsentherintoastateofexcitementwhichmadeherthinknothingofrushingupstairsforthetwentiethtime,withanosegaystillmorebeautifulthanthetwopreviousones。’Here,MissKirkpatrick!No,it’snotforyou,miss!’asMolly,beingnearertothedoor,offeredtotakeitandpassittoCynthia。’It’sforMissKirkpatrick;andthere’sanoteforherbesides!’Cynthiasaidnothing,buttookthenoteandtheflowers。SheheldthenotesothatMollycouldreaditatthesametimeshedid。Isendyousomeflowers;andyoumustallowmetoclaimthefirstdanceafternineo’clock,beforewhichtimeIfearIcannotarrive。—R。P。’Whoisit?’askedMolly。Cynthialookedextremelyirritated,indignant,perplexed—whatwasitturnedhercheeksopale,andmadehereyessofulloffire?’ItisMrPreston,’saidshe,inanswertoMolly。’Ishallnotdancewithhim;andheregohisflowers—’Intotheverymiddleoftheembers,whichsheimmediatelystirreddownuponthebeautifulshrivellingpetalsasifshewishedtoannihilatethemassoonaspossible。Hervoicehadneverbeenraised;itwasassweetasusual;nor,thoughhermovementswerepromptenough,weretheyhastyorviolent。’Oh!’saidMolly,’thosebeautifulflowers!Wemighthaveputtheminwater。’’No,’saidCynthia;’it’sbesttodestroythem。Wedon’twantthem;andIcan’tbeartoberemindedofthatman。’’Itwasanimpertinentfamiliarnote,’saidMolly。’Whatrighthadhetoexpresshimselfinthatway—nobeginning,noend,andonlyinitials。
  DidyouknowhimwellwhenyouwereatAshcombe,Cynthia?’’Oh,don’tletusthinkanymoreabouthim,’repliedCynthia。’Itisquiteenoughtospoilanypleasureattheballtothinkthathewillbethere。
  ButIhopeIshallgetengagedbeforehecomes,sothatIcan’tdancewithhim—anddon’tyou,either!’’There!theyarecallingforus,’exclaimedMolly,andwithquickstep,yetcarefuloftheirdraperies,theymadetheirwaydownstairstotheplacewhereMrandMrsGibsonawaitedthem。Yes:MrGibsonwasgoing;evenifhehadtoleavethemafterwardstoattendtoanyprofessionalcall。AndMollysuddenlybegantoadmireherfatherasahandsomeman,whenshesawhimnow,infulleveningattire。MrsGibson,too—howprettyshewas!
  Inshort,itwastruethatnobetter—lookingapartythanthesefourpeopleenteredtheHollingfordball—roomthatevening。
  chapter26CHAPTERXXVIACHARITYBALLAtthepresenttimetherearefewpeopleatapublicballbesidesthedancersandtheirchaperones,orrelationsinsomedegreeinterestedinthem。ButinthedayswhenMollyandCynthiawereyoung—beforerailroadswere,andbeforetheirconsequences,theexcursion—trains,whichtakeeveryoneuptoLondonnow—a—days,theretoseetheirfillofgaycrowdsandfinedresses—togotoanannualcharity—ball,eventhoughallthoughtofdancinghadpassedbyyearsago,andwithoutanyoftheresponsibilitiesofachaperone,wasaveryallowableandfavouritepieceofdissipationtoallthekindlyoldmaidswhothrongedthecountrytownsofEngland。Theyairedtheiroldlaceandtheirbestdresses;theysawthearistocraticmagnatesofthecountryside;theygossippedwiththeircoevals,andspeculatedontheromancesoftheyoungaroundtheminacuriousyetfriendlyspirit。TheMissBrowningswouldhavethoughtthemselvessadlydefraudedofthegayesteventoftheyear,ifanythinghadpreventedtheirattendingthecharity—ball,andMissBrowningwouldhavebeenindignant,MissPhoebeaggrieved,hadtheynotbeenaskedtoAshcombeandCoreham,byfriendsateachplace,whohad,likethem,gonethroughthedancingstageoflifesomefive—and—twentyyearsbefore,butwholikedstilltohauntthescenesoftheirformerenjoyment,andseeayoungergenerationdanceon’regardlessoftheirdoom。’Theyhadcomeinoneofthetwosedan—chairsthatyetlingeredinuseatHollingford;