Shesmiled,and,afteralast,longglance,gavemebackthephotographandtheminiature,sayingasshedeliveredthelatter:
"Irejoicetoseethatyouarefaithful,Humphrey,andwearthispictureonyourheart,aswellasinit。"
"Thenyoumustbeaveryremarkablewoman,"saidBickley。
"NeverbeforedidIhearoneofyoursexrejoicebecauseamanwasfaithfultosomebodyelse。"
"HasBickleybeendisappointedinhislove—heart,thatheissoangrytouswomen?"askedYvainnocentlyofme。Then,withoutwaitingforananswer,sheinquiredofhimwhetherhehadbeensuccessfulinhisanalysisoftheLife—water。
"HowdoyouknowwhatIwasdoingwiththeLife—water?DidBastintellyou?"exclaimedBickley。
"Bastintoldmenothing,exceptthathewasafraidofthedescenttoNyo;thathehatedNyowhenhereachedit,asindeedI
do,andthathethoughtthatmyfather,theLordOro,wasadevilorevilspiritfromsomeUnder—worldwhichhecalledhell。"
"Bastinhasanopenheartandanopenmouth,"saidBickley,"forwhichIrespecthim。Followhisexampleifyouwill,LadyYva,andtelluswhoandwhatistheLordOro,andwhoandwhatareyou。"
"Havewenotdonesoalready?Ifnot,Iwillrepeat。TheLordOroandIaretwowhohavelivedonfromtheoldtimewhentheworldwasdifferent,andyet,Ithink,thesame。Heisamanandnotagod,andIamawoman。Hispowersaregreatbecauseofhisknowledge,whichhehasgatheredfromhisforefathersandinalifeofathousandyearsbeforehewenttosleep。Hecandothingsyoucannotdo。Thus,hecanpassthroughspaceandtakeotherswithhim,andreturnagain。Hecanlearnwhatishappeninginfar—offpartsoftheworld,ashedidwhenhetoldyouofthewarinwhichyourcountryisconcerned。Hehasterriblepowers;
forinstance,hecankill,ashekilledthosesavages。Also,heknowsthesecretsoftheearth,and,ifitpleaseshim,canchangeitsturningsothatearthquakeshappenandseabecomesland,andlandsea,andtheplacesthatwerehotgrowcold,andthosethatwerecoldgrowhot。"
"Allofwhichthingshavehappenedmanytimeinthehistoryoftheglobe,"saidBickley,"withoutthehelpoftheLordOro。"
"Othershadknowledgebeforemyfather,andothersdoubtlesswillhaveknowledgeafterhim。EvenI,Yva,havesomeknowledge,andknowledgeisstrength。"
"Yes,"Iinterposed,"butsuchpowersasyouattributetoyourfatherarenotgiventoman。"
"Youmeantomanasyouknowhim,manlikeBickley,whothinksthathehaslearnedeverythingthatwaseverlearned。Butitisnotso。Hundredsofthousandsofyearsagomenknewmorethanitseemstheydotoday,tentimesmore,astheylivedtentimeslonger,orsoyoutellme。"
"Men?"Isaid。
"Yes,men,notgodsorspirits,astheuninstructednationssupposedthemtobe。Myfatherisamansubjecttothehopesandterrorsofman。Hedesirespowerwhichisambition,andwhentheworldrefusedhisrule,hedestroyedthatpartofitwhichrebelled,whichisrevenge。Moreover,aboveallthingshedreadsdeath,whichisfear。Thatiswhyhesuspendedlifeinhimselfandmefortwohundredandfiftythousandyears,ashisknowledgegavehimstrengthtodo,becausedeathwasnearandhethoughtthatsleepwasbetterthandeath。"
"Whyshouldhedreadtodie,"askedBickley,"seeingthatsleepanddeatharethesame?"
"BecausehisknowledgetellshimthatSleepandDeatharenotthesame,asyou,inyourfoolishness,believe,forthereBastiniswiserthanyou。BecauseforallhiswisdomheremainsignorantofwhathappenstomanwhentheLightofLifeisblownoutbythebreathofFate。ThatiswhyhefearstodieandwhyhetalkswithBastinthePreacher,whosayshehasthesecretofthefuture。"
"Anddoyoufeartodie?"Iasked。
"No,Humphrey,"sheansweredgently。"BecauseIthinkthatthereisnodeath,and,havingdonenowrong,Idreadnoevil。I
haddreamswhileIwasasleep,OHumphrey,anditseemedtomethat——"
Heresheceasedandglancedatwheresheknewtheminiaturewashanginguponmybreast。
"Now,"shecontinued,afteralittlepause,"tellmeofyourworld,ofitshistory,ofitslanguages,ofwhathappensthere,forIlongtoknow。"
Sothenandthere,assistedbyBickley,IbegantheeducationoftheLadyYva。Idonotsupposethattherewaseveramoreaptpupilinthewholeearth。Tobeginwith,shewasbetteracquaintedwitheverysubjectonwhichItouchedthanIwasmyself;allshelackedwasinformationastoitsmodernaspect。
Herknowledgeendedtwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,atwhichdate,however,itwouldseemthatcivilisationhadalreadytouchedahigherwater—markthanithaseversinceattained。
Thus,thisvanishedpeopleunderstoodastronomy,naturalmagnetism,theforceofgravity,steam,alsoelectricitytosomesubtleuseofwhich,Igathered,thelightingoftheirundergroundcitywastobeattributed。Theyhadmasteredarchitectureandthearts,astheirbuildingsandstatuesshowed;
theycouldflythroughtheairbetterthanwehavelearnedtodowithinthelastfewyears。
More,they,orsomeofthem,hadlearnedtheuseoftheFourthDimension,thatistheirmostinstructedindividuals,couldmovethroughopposingthings,aswellasoverthem,upintothemandacrossthem。Thispowerthesepossessedinatwo—foldform。I
mean,thattheycouldeitherdisintegratetheirbodiesatonespotandcausethemtointegrateagainatanother,ortheycouldprojectwhattheoldEgyptianscalledtheKaorDouble,andmodernTheosophistsnametheAstralShape,toanydistance。
Moreover,thisDouble,orAstralShape,whileitselfinvisible,still,sotospeak,hadtheuseofitssenses。Itcouldsee,itcouldhear,anditcouldremember,and,onreturningtothebody,itcouldavailitselfoftheexperiencethusacquired。
Thus,atleast,saidYva,whileBickleycontemplatedherwithacoldandunbelievingeye。Sheevenwentfurtherandallegedthatincertaininstances,individualsofherextinctracehadbeenabletopassthroughtheetherandtovisitotherworldsinthedepthsofspace。
"Haveyoueverdonethat?"askedBickley。
"OnceortwiceIdreamedthatIdid,"sherepliedquietly。
"Wecanalldream,"heanswered。
Asitwasmylottomakeacquaintancewiththisstrangeanduncannypoweratalaterdate,Iwillsaynomoreofitnow。
Telepathy,shedeclared,wasalsoadevelopedgiftamongtheSonsofWisdom;indeed,theyseemtohaveuseditasweusewirelessmessages。Only,intheircase,thesendingandreceivingstationswereskilledandsusceptiblehumanbeingswhowentondutyforsomanyhoursatatime。Thusintelligencewastransmittedwithaccuracyanddespatch。Thosewhohadthisfacultywere,shesaid,alsoveryaptatreadingthemindsofothersandthereforenoteasytodeceive。
"IsthathowyouknowthatIhadbeentryingtoanalyseyourLife—water?"askedBickley。
"Yes,"sheanswered,withherunvaryingsmile。"AtthemomentI
spokethereofyouwerewonderingwhethermyfatherwouldbeangryifheknewthatyouhadtakenthewaterinalittleflask。"Shestudiedhimforamoment,thenadded:"Nowyouarewondering,first,whetherIdidnotseeyoutakethewaterfromthefountainandguessthepurpose,and,secondly,whetherperhapsBastindidnottellmewhatyouweredoingwithitwhenwemetinthesepulchre。"
"Lookhere,"saidtheexasperatedBickley,"Iadmitthattelepathyandthought—readingarepossibletoacertainlimitedextent。Butsupposingthatyoupossessthosepowers,asIthinkinEnglish,andyoudonotknowEnglish,howcanyouinterpretwhatispassinginmymind?"
"PerhapsyouhavebeenteachingmeEnglishallthiswhilewithoutknowingit,Bickley。Inanycase,itmatterslittle,seeingthatwhatIreadisthethought,notthelanguagewithwhichitisclothed。Thethoughtcomesfromyourmindtomine——
thatis,ifIwishit,whichisnotoften——andIinterpretitinmyownorothertongues。"
"Iamgladtohearitisnotoften,LadyYva,sincethoughtsaregenerallyconsideredprivate。"
"Yes,andthereforeIwillreadyoursnomore。WhyshouldI,whentheyaresofullofdisbeliefofallItellyou,andsometimesofotherthingsaboutmyselfwhichIdonotseektoknow?"
"Nowonderthat,accordingtothestoryinthepictures,thoseNations,whomyounamedBarbarians,madeanendofyourpeople,LadyYva。"
"Youaremistaken,Bickley;theLordOromadeanendoftheNations,thoughagainstmyprayer,"sheaddedwithasighThenBickleydepartedinarage,anddidnotappearagainforanhour。
"Heisangry,"shesaid,lookingafterhim;"nordoIwonder。
ItishardfortheverycleverlikeBickley,whothinkthattheyhavemasteredallthings,tofindthatafteralltheyarequiteignorant。Iamsorryforhim,andIlikehimverymuch。"
"Thenyouwouldbesorryformealso,LadyYva?"
"Why?"sheaskedwithadazzlingsmile,"whenyourheartisathirstforknowledge,gapingforitlikeafledgling’smouthforfood,and,asitchances,thoughIamnotverywise,Icansatisfysomethingofyoursoul—hunger。"
"Notverywise!"Irepeated。
"No,Humphrey。IthinkthatBastin,whoinmanywaysissostupid,hasmoretruewisdomthanIhave,becausehecanbelieveandacceptwithoutquestion。Afterall,thewisdomofmypeopleisalloftheuniverseanditswonders。Whatyouthinkmagicisnotmagic;itisonlygatheredknowledgeandthefindingoutofsecrets。Bickleywilltellyouthesame,althoughasyethedoesnotbelievethatthemindofmancanstretchsofar。"
"Youmeanthatyourwisdomhasinitnothingofthespirit?"
"Yes,Humphrey,thatiswhatImean。Idonotevenknowifthereissuchathingasspirit。OurgodwasFate;Bastin’sgodisaspirit,andIthinkyoursalso。"
"Yes。"
"Therefore,IwishyouandBastintoteachmeofyourgod,asdoesOro,myfather。Iwant——oh!somuch,Humphrey,tolearnwhetherweliveafterdeath。"
"You!"Iexclaimed。"Youwho,accordingtothestory,havesleptfortwohundredandfiftythousandyears!You,whohave,unlessImistake,hintedthatduringthatsleepyoumayhavelivedinothershapes!Doyoudoubtwhetherwecanliveafterdeath?"
"Yes。Sleepinducedbysecretartsisnotdeath,andduringthatsleeptheIwithinmightwanderandinhabitothershapes,becauseitisforbiddentobeidle。Moreover,whatseemstobedeathmaynotbedeath,onlyanotherformofsleepfromwhichtheIawakesagainupontheworld。Butatlastcomestherealdeath,whentheIisextinguishedtotheworld。ThatmuchIknow,becausemypeoplelearnedit。"
"Youmean,youknowthatmenandwomenmayliveagainandagainupontheworld?"
"Yes,Humphrey,Ido。Forintheworldthereisonlyacertainstoreoflifewhichinmanyformstravelsonandon,tillthelotofeachIisfulfilled。Thencomestherealdeath,andafterthat——what,oh!——what?"
"YoumustaskBastin,"Isaidhumbly。"Icannotdaretoteachofsuchmatters。"
"No,butyoucananddobelieve,andthathelpsme,Humphrey,whoamintunewithyou。Yes,ithelpsmemuchmorethandoBastinandhisnewreligion,becausesuchiswoman’sway。Now,I
thinkBickleywillsoonreturn,soletustalkofothermatters。
Tellmeofthehistoryofyourpeople,Humphrey,thatmyfathersaysarenowatwar。"
ChapterXVIII
TheAccidentBickleydidreturn,havingrecoveredhistemper,sinceafterallitwasimpossibleforanyonetoremainangrywiththeLadyYvaforlong,andwespentaveryhappytimetogether。Weinstructedandshewasthehumblepupil。
Howswiftandnimblewasherintelligence!Inthatonemorningshelearnedallouralphabetandhowtowriteourletters。Itappearedthatamongherpeople,atanyrateintheirlaterperiods,theonlyformofwritingthatwasusedwasahighlyconcentratedshorthandwhichsavedlabour。Theyhadnojournals,sincenewswhicharrivedtelepathicallyorbysomeformofwirelesswasproclaimedtothosewhocaredtolisten,andonitallformedtheirownjudgments。Inthesamewaypoemsandevenromanceswererepeated,asinHomer’sdayorinthetimeoftheNorsesagas,bywordofmouth。Noneoftheirsecretknowledgewaswrittendown。LiketheritualofFreemasonryitwasconsideredtoosacred。
Moreover,whenmenlivedforhundredsofyearsthiswasnotsonecessary,especiallyastheirgreatfearwaslestitshouldfallintothehandsoftheoutsidenations,whomtheycalledBarbarians。For,beitremembered,theseSonsofWisdomwerealwaysaverysmallpeoplewhoruledbytheweightoftheirintelligenceandthestrengthoftheiraccumulatedlore。Indeed,theycouldscarcelybecalledapeople;ratherweretheyafewfamilies,allofthemmoreorlessconnectedwiththeoriginalrulingDynastywhichconsidereditselfhalfdivine。Thesefamilieswerewaiteduponbyamultitudeofservantsorslavesdrawnfromthesubjectnations,forthemostpartskilledinoneartoranother,orperhaps,remarkablefortheirpersonalbeauty。
Stilltheyremainedoutsidethepale。
TheSonsofWisdomdidnotintermarrywiththemorteachthemtheirlearning,orevenallowthemtodrinkoftheirLife—water。
Theyruledthemasmenruledogs,treatingthemwithkindness,butnomore,andasmanydogsruntheircourseanddieinthelifetimeofonemaster,sodidmanyoftheseslavesinthatofoneoftheSonsofWisdom。Therefore,theslavescametoregardtheirlordsnotasmen,butgods。Theylivedbutthreescoreyearsandtenliketherestofus,andwenttheirway,they,whosegreat—great—grandfathershadservedthesamemasterandwhosegreat—great—great—grandchildrenwouldstillservehim。WhatshouldwethinkofalordwhoweknewwasalreadyadultinthetimeofWilliamtheConqueror,andwhoremainedstillvigorousandall—powerfulinthatofGeorgeV?One,moreover,whocommandedalmostinfiniteknowledgetowhichweweredeniedthekey?Wemighttremblebeforehimandlookuponhimashalf—
divine,butshouldwenotlongtokillhimandpossesshisknowledgeandtherebyprolongourownexistencetohiswondrousmeasure?
Such,saidYva,wasthecasewiththeirslavesandthepeoplesfromwhencethesesprang。Theygrewmadwithjealoushate,tillatlengthcametheendweknew。
Thuswetalkedonforhourstillthetimecameforustoeat。
AsbeforeYvapartookoffruitandweofsuchmeatsaswehadathand。These,wenoticed,disgustedher,because,assheexplained,theChildrenofWisdom,unlessdriventheretobynecessity,touchednoflesh,butlivedonthefruitsoftheearthandwinealone。OnlytheslavesandtheBarbariansateflesh。IntheseviewsBickleyforonceagreedwithher,thatis,exceptasregardsthewine,forintheory,ifnotinpractice——hewasavegetarian。
"IwillbringyoumoreoftheLife—water,"shesaid,"andthenyouwillgrowtohatethesedeadthings,asIdo。Andnowfarewell。Myfathercallsme。Ihearhimthoughyoudonot。To—
morrowIcannotcome,butthedayafterIwillcomeandbringyoutheLife—water。Nay,accompanymenot,butasIseehewishesit,letTommygowithme。Iwillcareforhim,andheisafriendinallthatlonelyplace。"
Soshewent,andwithherTommy,rejoicing。
"Ungratefullittledevil!"saidBickley。"Herewe’vefedandpettedhimfrompuppyhood,oratleastyouhave,andyetheskipsoffwiththefirststranger。Ineversawhimbehavelikethattoanywoman,exceptyourpoorwife。"
"Iknow,"Ianswered。"Icannotunderstandit。Hullo!herecomesBastin。"
Bastinitwas,dishevelledandlookingmuchtheworseforwear,alsominushisBibleinthenativetongue。
"Well,howhaveyoubeengettingon?"saidBickley。
"Ishouldlikesometea,alsoanythingthereistoeat。"
Wesuppliedhimwiththesenecessaries,andafterawhilehesaidslowlyandsolemnly:
"IcannothelpthinkingofachildishstorywhichBickleytoldorinventedonenightatyourhouseathome。Irememberhehadanargumentwithmywife,whichhesaidputhiminmindofit,IamsureIdon’tknowwhy。Itwasaboutamonkeyandaparrotthatwerelefttogetherunderasofaforalongwhile,wheretheyweresoquietthateverybodyforgotthem。Thentheparrotcameoutwithonlyonefeatherleftinitstailandnoneatallonitsbody,saying,’I’vehadnoendofatime!’afterwhichitdroppeddownanddied。Doyouknow,Ifeeljustlikethatparrot,onlyI
don’tmeantodie,andIthinkIgavethemonkeyquiteasgoodashegaveme!"
"Whathappened?"Iasked,intenselyinterested。
"Oh!theGlitteringLadytookmeintothatpalacehallwhereOrowassittinglikeaspiderinaweb,andleftmethere。Igottoworkatonce。HewasmuchinterestedintheOldTestamentstoriesandsaidtherewerepointsoftruthaboutthem,althoughtheyhadevidentlycomedowntothemodernwriter——hecalledhimamodernwriter——inalegendaryform。Ithoughthisremarksimpertinentandwithdifficultyrefrainedfromsayingso。LeavingthestoryoftheDelugeandallthat,Ispokeofothermatters,tellinghimofeternallifeandHeavenandHell,ofwhichthepoorbenightedmanhadneverheard。Ipointedoutespeciallythatunlessherepented,hislife,byallaccounts,hadbeensowicked,thathewascertainlydestinedtothelatterplace。"
"Whatdidhesaytothat?"Iasked。
"Doyouknow,Ithinkitfrightenedhim,ifonecouldimagineOrobeingfrightened。AtanyrateheremarkedthatthetruthorfalsityofwhatIsaidwasanurgentmatterforhim,ashecouldnotexpecttolivemorethanafewhundredyearslonger,thoughperhapshemightprolongtheperiodbyanotherspellofsleep。
ThenheaskedmewhyIthoughthimsowicked。Irepliedbecausehehimselfsaidthathehaddrownedmillionsofpeople,whichshowedanevilheartandintentionevenifitwerenotafact。Hethoughtalongwhileandaskedwhatcouldbedoneinthecircumstances。Irepliedthatrepentanceandreparationweretheonlycoursesopentohim。"
"Reparation!"Iexclaimed。
"Yes,reparationwaswhatIsaid,thoughIthinkImadeamistakethere,asyouwillsee。AsnearlyasIcanremember,heansweredthathewasbeginningtorepent,asfromallhehadlearnedfromus,hegatheredthattheraceswhichhadarisenasaconsequenceofhisaction,wereworsethanthosewhichhehaddestroyed。Asregardsreparation,whathehaddoneoncehecoulddoagain。Hewouldthinkthematteroverseriously,andseeifitwerepossibleandadvisabletoraisethosepartsoftheworldwhichhadbeensunk,andsinkthosewhichhadbeenraised。Ifso,hethoughtthatwouldmakeveryhandsomeamendstothedepartednationsandsethimquiterightwithanysuperiorPower,ifsuchathingexisted。Whatareyoulaughingat,Bickley?Idon’tthinkitalaughingmatter,sincesuchremarksdonotseemtometoindicateanyrealchangeinOro’sheart,whichiswhatIwastryingtoeffect。"
Bickley,whowasconvulsedwithmerriment,wipedhiseyesandsaid:
"Youdearolddonkey,don’tyouseewhatyouhavedone,orratherwouldhavedoneiftherewereawordoftruthinallthisridiculousstoryaboutadeluge?Youwouldbeinthewayofmakingyourpreciouspupil,whocertainlyisthemostmasterlyoldliarintheworld,repeathisoffenceandsendEuropetothebottomofthesea。"
"Thatdidoccurtome,butitdoesn’tmuchmatterasIamquitecertainthatsuchathingwouldneverbeallowed。Ofcoursetherewasarealdelugeonce,butOrohadnomoretodowithitthanI
had。Don’tyouagree,Arbuthnot?"
"Ithinkso,"Iansweredcautiously,"butreallyinthisplaceIambeginningtolosecountofwhatisorisnotpossible。Also,ofcourse,theremayhavebeenmanydeluges;indeedthehistoryoftheworldshowsthatthiswasso;itiswritteninitsgeologicalstrata。Whatwastheendofit?"
"TheendwasthathetooktheSouthSeaBibleand,afterIhadexplainedalittleaboutourletters,seemedtobeabletoreaditatonce。Isupposehewasacquaintedwiththeartofprintinginhisyouth。Atanyratehesaidthathewouldstudyit,Idon’tknowhow,unlesshecanread,andthatintwodays’timehewouldletmeknowwhathethoughtaboutthematterofmyreligion。Thenhetoldmetogo。IsaidthatIdidnotknowthewayandwasafraidoflosingmyself。Thereuponhewavedhishand,andI
reallycan’tsaywhathappened。"
"Didyoulevitateuphere,"askedBickley,"likethelatelamentedMr。Homeatthespiritualisticseances?"
"No,Ididnotexactlylevitate,butsomethingorsomeoneseemedtogetaholdofme,andIwasjustrushedalonginamosttumultuousfashion。ThenextthingIknewwasthatIwasstandingatthedoorofthatsepulchre,thoughIhavenorecollectionofgoingupinthelift,orwhateveritis。Ibelievethosebeastlycavesarefullofghosts,ordevils,andtheworstofitisthattheyhavekeptmysolar—tope,whichIputonthismorningforgettingthatitwouldbeuselessthere。"
"TheLadyYva’sFourthDimensioninaction,"Isuggested,"onlyitwouldn’tworkonsolar—topes。"
"Idon’tknowwhatyouaretalkingabout,"saidBastin,"butifmyhathadtobeleft,whynotmybootsandothergarments?
Pleasestopyournonsenseandpassthetea。ThankgoodnessI
haven’tgottogodowntheretomorrow,asheseemstohavehadenoughofmeforthepresent,soIvoteweallpayavisittotheship。Itwillbeaverypleasantchange。Icouldn’tstandtwodaysrunningwiththatoldfiend,andhisghostsordevilsinthecave。"
Nextmorningaccordingly,fearingnoharmfromtheOrofenans,wetookthecanoeandrowedtothemainisland。Maramahadevidentlyseenuscoming,forheandanumberofhispeoplemetuswitheverydemonstrationofdelight,andescortedustotheship。Herewefoundthingsjustaswehadleftthem,fortherehadbeennoattemptattheftorothermischief。
WhilewewereinthecabinafitofmoralweaknessseemedtoovercomeBickley,thefirstandImayaddthelastfromwhichI
eversawhimsuffer。
"Doyouknow,"hesaid,addressingus,"Ithinkthatweshoulddowelltotrytogetoutofthisplace。Eliminatingagreatdealofthemarvelouswithwhichweseemtohavecomeintouchhere,itisstillobviousthatwefindourselvesinverypeculiarandunhealthysurroundings。Imeanmentallyunhealthy,indeedIthinkthatifwestayheremuchlongerweshallprobablygooffourheads。Nowthatboatonthedeckremainssoundandseaworthy。Whyshouldnotweprovisionherandtakeourchance?Weknowmoreorlesswhichwaytosteer。"
BastinandIlookedateachother。Itwashewhospokefirst。
"Wouldn’titberatherariskyjobinanopenboat?"heasked。
"However,thatdoesn’tmattermuchbecauseIdon’ttakeanyaccountofrisks,knowingthatIamofmorevaluethanasparrowandthatthehairsofmyheadareallnumbered。"
"Theymightbenumberedunderwateraswellasaboveit,"
mutteredBickley,"andIfeelsurethatonyourownshowing,youwouldbeasvaluabledeadasalive。"
"WhatIseemtofeel,"wentonBastin,"isthatIhaveworktomyhandhere。Also,thelocumtenensatFulcombenodoubtrunstheparishaswellasIcould。IndeedIconsiderhimabettermanfortheplacethanIam。ThatoldOroisatoughproposition,butIdonotdespairofhimyet,andbesideshimthereistheGlitteringLady,amostopen—mindedperson,whomIhavenotyethadanyrealopportunityofapproachinginaspiritualsense。
Thenthereareallthesenativeswhocannotlearnwithoutateacher。SoonthewholeIthinkIwouldratherstaywhereIamuntilProvidencepointsoutsomeotherpath。"
"Iamofthesameopinion,ifforsomewhatdifferentreasons,"
Isaid。"Idonotsupposethatithasoftenbeenthefortuneofmentocomeintouchwithsuchthingsaswehavefounduponthisisland。Theymaybeillusions,butatleasttheyareveryinterestingillusions。Onemightlivetenlifetimesandfindnothingelseofthesort。ThereforeIshouldliketoseetheendofthedream。"
Bickleyreflectedalittle,thensaid:
"OnthewholeIagreewithyou。OnlymybraintottersandIamterriblyafraidofmadness。IcannotbelievewhatIseemtohearandsee,andthatwaymadnesslies。Itisbettertodiethantogomad。"
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