ginningtostudymeclosely,soonswungmeintoactiveworkwithher,ofwhich,later,Ishallhavemuchtosay。ButbeforetakingupasubjectasabsorbingtomeasmyfriendshipforandassociationwiththemostwonderfulwomanIhaveeverknown,itmaybeinterestingtorecordafewofmypioneerexperiencesinthelecture—field。
Inthosedays——thirtyyearsago——thelecturebu—
reauswerewhollyregardlessofthecomfortoftheirlecturers。Theyarrangedascheduleofengagementswithexactlyoneideainmind——togetthelecturerfromonelecture—pointtothenext,utterlyregardlessofwhethershehadtimebetweenforrestorfoodorsleep。Soithappenedthatall—nightjourneysinfreight—cars,engines,andcabooseswerecasualcom—
monplaces,whilethirtyandfortymiledrivesacrossthecountryinblizzardsandbittercoldwereequallyinevitable。Usuallythesethingsdidnottroubleme。TheywerehighadventureswhichIenjoyedatthetimeandafterwardlovedtorecall。Buttherewasanoccasionalhiatusinmyoptimism。
Onenight,forexample,afterlecturinginatowninOhio,itwasnecessarytodriveeightmilesacrosscountrytoatinyrailroadstationatwhichatrain,passingabouttwoo’clockinthemorning,wastobeflaggedforme。Whenwereachedthestationitwasclosed,butmydriverdepositedmeontheplatformanddroveaway,leavingmealone。Thenightwascoldandverydark。AlldayIhadbeenfeelingillandintheeveninghadsufferedsomuchpainthatIhadfinishedmylecturewithgreatdifficulty。Nowtowardmidnight,inthisdesolatespot,milesfromanyhouse,Igrewalarminglyworse。Iamnoteasilyfrightened,butthattimeIwassureIwasgoingtodie。Offinthedarkness,veryfaraway,asitseemed,Isawafaintlight,andwithinfiniteeffortIdraggedmyselftowardit。Towalk,eventostand,wasimpossible;Icrawledalongtherailroadtrack,collapsing,resting,goingonagain,whippingmywillpowertothetaskofkeepingmybrainclear,untilafteranightmarethatseemedtolastthroughcenturiesIlayacrossthedooroftheswitch—towerinwhichthelightwasburning。TheswitchmanstationedthereheardthecryIwasabletoutter,andcametomyassistance。Hecarriedmeuptohissignal—roomandlaidmeonthefloorbythestove;
hehadnothingtogivemeexceptwarmthandshel—
ter;butthesewerenowallIasked。Isankintoacomatoseconditionshotthroughwithpain。Tow—
ardtwoo’clockinthemorninghewakedmeandtoldmemytrainwascoming,askingifIfeltabletotakeit。Idecidedtomaketheeffort。Hedarednotleavehisposttohelpme,buthesignaledtothetrain,andIbeganmyprogressbacktothestation。
IneverclearlyrememberedhowIgotthere;butIarrivedandwashelpedintoacarbyabrakeman。
Aboutfouro’clockinthemorningIhadtochangeagain,butthistimeIwasleftatthestationofatown,andwastheremetbyamanwhosewifehadofferedmehospitality。Hedrovemetotheirhome,andIwascaredfor。WhatIhad,itdeveloped,wasaseverecaseofptomainepoisoning,andIsoonre—
covered;butevenafteralltheseyearsIdonotliketorecallthatnight。
Tobe``snowedin’’wasafrequentexperience。
Once,inMinnesota,Iwasoneofadozentravelerswhoweredriveninanomnibusfromacountryhoteltothenearestrailroadstation,abouttwomilesaway。
Itwassnowinghard,andthedriverleftusonthestationplatformanddeparted。Timepassed,butthetrainwewerewaitingfordidnotcome。AtrueWesternblizzard,growingwildereverymoment,hadsetin,andwefinallyrealizedthatthetrainwasnotcoming,andthat,moreover,itwasnowimpossibletogetbacktothehotel。Theonlythingwecoulddowastospendthenightintherailroadstation。
Iwastheonlywomaninthegroup,andmyfellow—
passengerswerecattlemenwhowhiledawaythehoursbysmoking,tellingstories,andexchangingpocketflasks。Thestationhadatelegraphoperatorwhooccupiedatinyboxbyhimself,andhefinallyinvitedmetosharetheprivacyofhismicroscopicquarters。Ienteredthemverygratefully,andhelaidaboardonthefloor,covereditwithanover—
coatmadeofbuffalo—skins,andcheerfullyinvitedmetogotobed。Iwent,andsleptpeacefullyuntilmorning。Thenweallreturnedtothehotel,themengoingaheadandshovelingapath。
Again,oneSunday,IwassnowboundinatrainnearFaribault,andthistimealsoIwastheonlywomanamonganumberofcattlemen。Theywereanodoriferouslot,whosmokeddiligentlyandplayedcardswithoutceasing,butindeferencetomypres—
encetheysworeonlymildlyandundertheirbreath。
Atlasttheyweariedoftheirgame,andoneofthemroseandcametome。
``Iheardyoulecturetheothernight,’’hesaid,awkwardly,``andI’vebintellin’thefellersaboutit。
We’dliketohavealecturenow。’’
Theircard—playinghadseemedtomeasinfulthing(IwasstricterinmyviewsthenthanIamto—day),andIwasgladtocreateadiversion。I
agreedtogivethemalecture,andtheywentthroughthetrain,whichconsistedoftwodaycoaches,andbroughtintheremainingpassengers。Afewofthemcouldsing,andwebeganwithaMoodyandSankeyhymnortwoandtheappealingditty,``Whereismywanderingboyto—night?’’inwhichtheyalljoinedwithspecialzest。ThenIdeliveredthelecture,andtheylistenedattentively。WhenI
hadfinishedtheyseemedtothinkthatsomeslightreturnwasinorder,sotheyproceededtomakeabedforme。Theytookthebottomsoutoftwoseats,arrangedthemcrosswise,andonemanfoldedhisovercoatintoapillow。Inspiredbythis,twoothersimmediatelydonatedtheirfurovercoatsforupperandlowercoverings。Whenthebedwasreadytheywavedmetowarditwithamosthospitableair,andIcreptinbetweentheovercoatsandslumberedsweetlyuntilIwasarousedthenextmorningbythewelcomemusicofasnow—plowwhichhadbeensentfromSt。Paultoourrescue。
Todrivefiftyorsixtymilesinadaytomeetalectureengagementwasafrequentexperience。I
havebeendrivenacrosstheprairiesinJunewhentheywerelikeamammothflower—bed,andinJan—
uarywhentheyseemedonehugesnow—coveredgrave——mygrave,Ithought,attimes。Onceduringathirty—miledrive,whenthethermometerwastwentydegreesbelowzero,Isuddenlyrealizedthatmyfacewasfreezing。Iopenedmysatchel,tookoutthetissue—paperthatprotectedmybestgown,andputthepaperovermyfaceasaveil,tuckingitinsideofmybonnet。WhenIreachedmydestinationthetissuewasaperfectmask,frozenstiff,andI
hadtobeliftedfromthesleigh。Iwasdueonthelectureplatforminhalfanhour,soIdrankahugebowlofboilinggingerteaandappearedontime。
ThatnightIwenttobedexpectinganattackofpneumoniaasaresultoftheexposure,butIawokenextmorninginsuperbcondition。Ipossesswhatiscalled``anironconstitution,’’andinthosedaysIneededit。
Thatsamewinter,inKansas,Iwaschasedbywolves,andthoughIhadbeenmoreorlessinti—
matelyassociatedwithwolvesinmypioneerlifeintheMichiganwoods,Ifoundtheoccasionextreme—
lyunpleasant。Duringthelongwintersofmygirl—
hoodwolveshadfrequentlyslunkaroundourlogcabin,andattimesinthelumber—campswehadevenheardthemprowlingontheroofs。Butthosewereverydifferentcreaturesfromthetwohuge,starving,tirelessanimalsthathourafterhourlopedbehindthecutterinwhichIsatwithanotherwoman,who,throughoutthewholeexperience,neverlostherheadnorhercontrolofourfrantichorses。Theyweremadwithterror,for,tryastheywould,theycouldnotoutrunthegrimthingsthattrailedus,seeminglynottryingtogainonus,butkeepingal—
waysatthesamedistance,withapatiencethatwashorrible。FromtimetotimeIturnedtolookatthem,andthepicturetheymadeastheycameonandonisoneIshallneverforget。TheyweresonearthatIcouldseetheireyesandslaveringjaws,andtheywereasnoiselessasthingsinadream。Atlast,littlebylittle,theybegantogainonus,andtheywerealmostwithinstrikingdistanceofthewhip,whichwasouronlyweapon,whenwereachedthewelcomeoutskirtsofatownandtheyfellback。
Someofthememoriesofthosedayshavetodowithpersonalencounters,briefbutpoignant。OncewhenIwasgivingaseriesofChautauqualectures,IspokeattheChautauquainPontiac,Illinois。
TheStateReformatoryforBoyswassituatedinthattown,and,afterthelecturethesuperintendentoftheReformatoryinvitedmetovisititandsayafewwordstotheinmates。Iwentandspokeforhalfanhour,carryingawayamemoryoftheplaceandoftheboyswhichhauntedmeformonths。A
yearlater,whileIwaswaitingforatraininthestationatShelbyville,aladaboutsixteenyearsoldpassedmeandhesitated,lookingasifheknewme。
Isawthathewantedtospeakanddarednot,soInoddedtohim。
``Youthinkyouknowme,don’tyou?’’Iasked,whenhecametomyside。
``Yes’m,Idoknowyou,’’hetoldme,eagerly。
``YouareMissShaw,andyoutalkedtousboysatPontiaclastyear。I’moutonparolenow,butI
’ain’tforgot。Usboysenjoyedyouthebestofanyshowweeverhad!’’
Iwastouchedbythisartlesscompliment,andanxioustoknowhowIhadwonit,soIasked,``WhatdidIsaythattheboysliked?’’
Theladhesitated。Thenhesaid,slowly,``Well,youdidn’ttalkasifyouthoughtwewereallbad。’’
``Myboy,’’Itoldhim,``Idon’tthinkyouareallbad。Iknowbetter!’’
AsifIhadtouchedaspringinhim,theladdroppedintotheseatbymyside;then,leaningtowardme,hesaid,impulsively,butalmostinawhisper:
``Say,MissShaw,SOMEOFUSBOYSSAYSOURPRAYERS!’’
RarelyhaveIhadatributethatmovedmemorethanthatshyconfidence;andoftensincethen,inhoursofdiscouragementorfailure,Ihaveremindedmyselfthatatleasttheremusthavebeensomethinginmeoncetomakealadofthatagesoopenuphisheart。Wehadalongandintimatetalk,fromwhichgrewtheabidinginterestIfeelinboysto—
day。
NaturallyIwassometimesinconveniencedbyslightmisunderstandingsbetweenlocalcommitteesandmyselfastothesubjectsofmylectures,andthemostextremeinstanceofthisoccurredinatownwhereIarrivedtofindmyselfwidelyadvertisedas``Mrs。AnnaShaw,whowhistledbeforeQueenVictoria’’!Transfixed,Igapedbeforethebill—
boards,andbyreadingtheiradditionalletteringdiscoveredthegratifyingfactthatatleastIwasnotexpectedtowhistlenow。Instead,itappeared,Iwastolectureon``TheMissingLink。’’
Asusual,Ihadarrivedintownonlyanhourortwobeforethetimefixedformylecture;therewasthebriefestintervalinwhichtoclearupthesepain—
fulmisunderstandings。Irepeatedlytriedtoreachthechairmanwhowastopresideattheentertain—
ment,butfailed。AtlastIwenttothehallatthehourappointed,andfoundthelocalcommitteethere,graciouslywaitingtoreceiveme。Withoutwastingpreciousminutesinpreliminaries,Iaskedwhytheyhadadvertisedmeasthewomanwhohad``whistledbeforeQueenVictoria。’’
``Why,didn’tyouwhistlebeforeher?’’theyex—
claimedingrievedsurprise。
``Icertainlydidnot,’’Iexplained。``Moreover,I
wasnevercalled`TheAmericanNightingale,’andIhaveneverlecturedon`TheMissingLink。’
WhereDIDyougetthatsubject?ItwasnotonthelistIsentyou。’’
Themembersofthecommitteeseemeddazed。
Theywithdrewtoacornerandconsultedinwhis—
pers。Then,withclearingbrow,thespokesmanre—
turned。
``Why,’’hesaid,cheerfully,``it’ssimpleenough!
WemixedyouupwithaShawladythatwhistles;
andwe’vebeendiscussingthemissinglinkinourdebatingsociety,soourcitizenswanttohearyourviews。’’
``ButIdon’tknowanythingaboutthemissinglink,’’Iprotested,``andIcan’tspeakonit。’’
``Now,come,’’theybegged。``Why,you’llhaveto!We’vesoldallourticketsforthatlecture。
Thewholetownhasturnedouttohearit。’’
Then,asImaintainedadepressedsilence,oneofthemhadabrightidea。
``I’lltellyouhowtofixit!’’hecried。``Speakonanysubjectyouplease,butbringinsomethingaboutthemissinglinkeveryfewminutes。Thatwillsatis—
fy’em。’’
``Verywell,’’Iagreed,reluctantly。``Openthemeetingwithasong。Gettheaudiencetosing`America’or`TheStar—spangledBanner。’Thatwillgivemeafewminutestothink,andIwillseewhatcanbedone。’’
Ledbyaverynervouschairman,thebigaudiencebegantosing,andundertheinspirationofthemusicthesolutionofourproblemflashedintomymind。
``Itiseasy,’’Itoldmyself。``Womanisthemiss—
inglinkinourgovernment。I’llgivethemasuf—
fragespeechalongthatline。’’
WhenthesongendedIbeganmypartoftheen—
tertainmentwithaportionofmylectureon``TheFateofRepublics,’’tracingtheirgrowthanddecay,andpointingoutthatwhatourrepublicneededtogiveitastablegovernmentwasthemissinglinkofwomansuffrage。Igotalongadmirably,foreveryfiveminutesImentioned``themissinglink,’’andtheaudiencesatcontentandapparentlyinterested,whilethemembersofthecommitteeburstintobloomontheplatform。
VIII
DRAMAINTHELECTURE—FIELD
MymostdramaticexperienceoccurredinacityinMichigan,whereIwasmakingatemperancecampaign。Itwasanimportantlum—
berandshippingcenter,anditharboredmuchintemperance。Theeditoroftheleadingnews—
paperwaswiththetemperance—workersinourfightthere,andhehadwarnedmethattheliquorpeoplethreatenedto``burnthebuildingovermyhead’’ifIattemptedtolecture。Wewereusedtosimilarthreats,soIproceededwithmypreparationsandheldthemeetinginthetownskating—rink——
ahuge,bare,woodenstructure。
Lectureswererareinthatcity,andrumorsofsomespecialexcitementonthisoccasionhadbeencirculated;everyseatintherinkwasfilled,andseveralhundredpersonsstoodintheaislesandatthebackofthebuilding。Justoppositethespeak—
er’splatformwasasmallgallery,andabovethat,intheceiling,wasatrap—door。BeforeIhadbeenspeakingtenminutesIsawamandropthroughthistrap—doortothebalconyandclimbfromtheretothemainfloor。Ashereachedthefloorheshouted``Fire!’’andrushedoutintothestreet。Thenextinstanteverypersonintherinkwasupandapanichadstarted。Iwasverysuretherewasnofire,butIknewthatmanymightbekilledintherushwhichwasbeginning。SoIsprangonachairandshoutedtothepeoplewiththefullstrengthofmylungs:
``Thereisnofire!It’sonlyatrick!Sitdown!
Sitdown!’’
Thecoolerpersonsinthecrowdatoncebegantohelpinthiscalmingprocess。
``Sitdown!’’theyrepeated。``It’sallright!
There’snofire!Sitdown!’’
Itlookedasifwehadthesituationinhand,forthepeoplehesitated,andmostofthemgrewquiet;
butjustthenafewwordswerehisseduptomethatmademyheartstopbeating。Amemberofourlocalcommitteewasstandingbesidemychair,speakinginaterrifiedwhisper:
``ThereISafire,MissShaw,’’hesaid。``ForGod’ssakegetthepeopleout——QUICKLY!’’
Theshockwassounexpectedthatmykneesal—
mostgaveway。Thepeoplewerestillstanding,wavering,lookinguncertainlytowardus。Iraisedmyvoiceagain,andifitsoundedunnaturalmyhearersprobablythoughtitwasbecauseIwasspeak—
ingsoloudly。
``Aswearealreadystanding,’’Icried,``andareallnervous,alittleexercisewilldousgood。Somarchout,singing。Keeptimetothemusic!
Lateryoucancomebackandtakeyourseats!’’
Themanwhohadwhisperedthewarningjumpedintotheaisleandstruckup``Jesus,LoverofMySoul。’’Thenheledthemarchdowntothedoor,whilethebigaudienceswungintolineandfollowedhim,joininginthesong。Iremainedonthechair,beatingtimeandtalkingtothepeopleastheywent;
butwhenthelastofthemhadleftthebuildingI
almostcollapsed;fortheflameshadbeguntoeatthroughthewoodenwallsandtheclangofthefire—
engineswasheardoutside。
AssoonasIwassureeveryonewassafe,however,IexperiencedthemostintenseangerIhadyetknown。
Myindignationagainstthemenwhohadriskedhundredsoflivesbysettingfiretoacrowdedbuildingmademe``seered’’;itwasclearthattheymustbetaughtalessonthenandthere。AssoonasIwasoutsidetherinkIcalledameeting,andtheCongre—
gationalminister,whowasinthecrowd,lentushischurchandledthewaytoit。Mostoftheaudiencefollowedus,andwehadawonderfulmeeting,dur—
ingwhichwewereableatlasttomakecleartothepeopleofthattownthecharacteroftheliquorinterestswewerefighting。Thatepisodedidthetemperancecausemoregoodthanahundredordinarymeetings。Menwhohadbeenindifferentbeforebecameourfriendsandsupporters,andatthefol—
lowingelectionwecarriedthetownforprohibitionbyabigmajority。
Therehavebeenotheroccasionswhenourop—
ponentshavenotfoughtusfairly。Once,inanOhiotown,agroupofpoliticians,hearingthatIwastolectureontemperanceinthecourt—houseonacertainnight,tookpossessionofthebuildingearlyintheevening,onthepretenseofholdingameeting,andhelditagainstus。When,escortedbyacom—
mitteeofleadingwomen,Ireachedthebuildingandtriedtoenter,wefoundthatthemenhadlockedusout。Ouraudiencewasgatheringandfillingthestreet,andwefinallysentacourteousmessagetothemen,assumingthattheyhadforgottenusandre—
mindingthemofourposition。Themessengerre—
portedthatthemenwouldleave``abouteight,’’
butthattheroomwas``blackwithsmokeandfilthywithtobacco—juice。``Wewaitedpatientlyuntileighto’clock,holdinglittleoutsidemeetingsingroups,asouraudiencewaitedwithus。Ateightweagainsentourmessengerintothehall,andhebroughtbackwordthatthemenwere``notthrough,didn’tknowwhentheywouldbethrough,andhadtoldthewomennottowait。’’
Naturally,thewaitingtownswomenweredeeplychagrinedbythis。Soweremanymenintheout—
sidecrowd。Weaskediftherewasnootheren—
trancetothehallexceptthroughthelockedfrontdoors,andweretoldthatthejudge’sprivateroomopenedintoit,andthatoneofourcommitteehadthekey,asshehadplannedtousethisroomasadressingandretiringroomforthespeakers。Aftersomediscussionwedecidedtostormthehallandtakepossession。Withinfiveminutesallthewomenhadformedinlineandwerecrowdingupthebackstairsandintothejudge’sroom。Thereweunlockedthedoor,againformedinline,andmarchedintothehall,singing``Onward,ChristianSoldiers!’’
Therewerehundredsofus,andwemarcheddi—
rectlytotheplatform,wheretheastonishedmengotuptostareatus。Moreandmorewomenentered,comingupthebackstairsfromthestreetandfillingthehall;andwhenthemenrealizedwhatitallmeant,andrecognizedtheirwives,sis—
ters,andwomenfriendsinthethrong,theysheep—
ishlyunlockedthefrontdoorsandleftusinposses—
sion,thoughwepolitelyurgedthemtoremain。Wehadagreatmeetingthatnight!
Anotherreminiscencemaynotbeoutofplace。
WewereworkingforaprohibitionamendmentinthestateofPennsylvania,andthenightbeforeelectionIreachedCoatesville。Ihadjustcom—
pletedsixweeksofstrenuouscampaigning,andthatdayIhadalreadyconductedandspokenattwobigoutdoormeetings。WhenIenteredthetownhallofCoatesvilleIfounditfilledwithwomen。Onlyafewmenwerethere;therestwerecelebratingandcampaigninginthestreets。SoIaroseandsaid:
``Iwouldliketoaskhowmanymenthereareintheaudiencewhointendtovotefortheamendmentto—morrow?’’
Everymaninthehallstoodup。
``Ithoughtso,’’Isaid。``NowIintendtoaskyourindulgence。Asyouareallinfavoroftheamendment,thereisnouseinmysettingitsclaimsbeforeyou;and,asIamutterlyexhausted,I
suggestthatwesingtheDoxologyandgohome!’’
Theaudiencesawthecommonsenseofmyposition,sothepeoplelaughedandsangtheDoxol—
ogyanddeparted。AswewereleavingthehalloneofCoatesville’sprominentcitizensstoppedme。
``Iwishyouwereaman,’’hesaid。``Thetownwastohaveabigoutdoormeetingto—night,andtheoratorhasfailedus。Therearethousandsofmeninthestreetswaitingforthespeech,andthesaloonsaresendingthemfreedrinkstogetthemdrunkandcarrythetownto—morrow。’’
``Why,’’Isaid,``I’lltalktothemifyouwish。’’
``GreatScott!’’hegasped。``I’dbeafraidtoletyou。Somethingmighthappen!’’
``Ifanythinghappens,itwillbeinagoodcause,’’
Iremindedhim。``Letusgo。’’
Down—townwefoundthestreetssopackedwithmenthatthecarscouldnotgetthrough,andwiththegreatestdifficultywereachedthestandwhichhadbeenerectedforthespeaker。Itwasagorgeousaffair。Therewereflaringtorchesallaroundit,anda``bull’s—eye,’’takenfromtheheadofalocomotive,madeanespeciallybrilliantpatchoflight。Thestandhadbeenerectedatapointwherethecity’sfourprincipalstreetsmeet,andasfarasIcouldseethereweresolidmassesofcitizensextendingintothesestreets。Aglee—clubwasdoingitsbesttohelpthingsalong,andthemusicofanorganette,aninstrumentmuchusedatthetimeincampaignrallies,swelledthejoyfultumult。AsImountedtheplatformthecrowdwassinging``VoteforBettyandtheBaby,’’andItookthatsongformytext,speakingofthehelplessnessofwomenandchildreninthefaceofintemperance,andtellingthecrowdtheonlyhopeoftheCoatesvillewomenlayinthevotecastbytheirmenthenextday。
Directlyinfrontofmestoodahugeandex—
traordinarilyrepellent—lookingnegro。Aglanceathimalmostmadeoneshudder,butbeforeIhadfinishedmyfirstsentenceheraisedhisrightarmstraightabovehimandshouted,inadeepandwonderfullyrichbassvoice,``HallelujahtotheLamb!’’Fromthatpointonhepunctuatedmyspeecheveryfewmomentswithgood,old—fashionedexclamationsofsalvationwhichhelpedtoinspirethecrowd。Ispokeforalmostanhour。Threetimesinmylife,andonlythreetimes,Ihavemadespeechesthathavesatisfiedmetothedegree,thatis,ofmakingmefeelthatatleastIwasgivingthebestthatwasinme。ThespeechatCoatesvillewasoneofthosethree。Attheendofitthegood—naturedcrowdcheeredfortenminutes。ThenextdayCoatesvillevotedforprohibition,and,rightlyorwrongly,IhavealwaysbelievedthatIhelpedtowinthatvictory。
Here,bytheway,ImayaddthatofthetwootherspeecheswhichsatisfiedmeonewasmadeinChicago,duringtheWorld’sFair,in1893,andtheotherinStockholm,Sweden,in1912。TheInternationalCouncilofWomen,itwillberemembered,metinChicagoduringtheFair,andIwasinvitedtopreachthesermonattheSunday—morningsession。Theoccasionwasaveryimportantone,bringingto—
getheratleastfivethousandpersons,includingrepresentativewomenfromalmosteverycountryinEurope,andalargenumberofwomenministers。
Thesemadeanimpressivegroup,astheyallworetheirministerialrobes;andforthefirsttimeI