preachedinaministerialrobe,orderedespeciallyforthatday。ItwasmadeofblackcrepedeChine,withgreatdoubleflowingsleeves,whitesilkunder—
sleeves,andawidewhitesilkunderfolddownthefront;andImaymentioncasuallythatitlookedverymuchbetterthanIfelt,forIwasverynervous。
MyfatherhadcomeontoChicagoespeciallytohearmysermon,andhadbeeninvitedtositontheplatform。Evenyethewasnotwhollyreconciledtomypublicwork,buthewasbeginningtotakeadeepinterestinit。IgreatlydesiredtopleasehimandtosatisfyMissAnthony,whowasextremelyanxiousthatonthatdayofalldaysIshoulddomybest。
Igaveanunusualamountoftimeandthoughttothatsermon,andatlastevolvedwhatImodestlybelievedtobeagoodone。Ineverwriteoutasermoninadvance,butIdiditthistime,laboriously,andthenmemorizedtheeffort。ThenightbeforethesermonwastobedeliveredMissAnthonyaskedmeaboutit,andwhenIrealizedhowdeeplyin—
terestedshewasIdeliveredittoherthenandthereasarehearsal。Itwasverylate,andIknewwewouldnotbeinterrupted。Asshelistenedherfacegrewlongerandlongerandherlipsdroopedatthecorners。HerdisappointmentwassoobviousthatIhaddifficultyinfinishingmyrecitation;butIfinallygotthroughit,thoughratherweaklytowardtheend,andwaitedtohearwhatshewouldsay,hopingagainsthopethatshehadlikeditbetterthansheseemedto。ButSusanB。Anthonywasthefrankestaswellasthekindestofwomen。Reso—
lutelysheshookherhead。
``It’snogood,Anna,’’shesaid;firmly。``You’llhavetodobetter。You’vepolishedandrepolishedthatsermonuntilthere’snolifeleftinit。It’sdead。
Besides,Idon’tcareforyourtext。’’
``Thengivemeatext,’’Idemanded,gloomily。
``Ican’t,’’saidAuntSusan。
Iwastiredandbitterlydisappointed,andbothconditionsshowedinmyreply。
``Well,’’Iasked,somberly,``ifyoucan’tevensupplyatext,howdoyousupposeI’mgoingtodeliverabrand—newsermonatteno’clockto—morrowmorning?’’
``Oh,’’declaredAuntSusan,blithely,``you’llfindatext。’’
Isuggestedseveral,butshedidnotlikethem。
AtlastIsaid,``Ihaveit——`Letnomantakethycrown。’’’
``That’sit!’’exclaimedMissAnthony。``Giveusagoodsermononthattext。’’
Shewenttoherroomtosleepthesleepofthejustandtheuntroubled,butItossedinmybedtherestofthenight,planningthepointsofthenewsermon。AfterIhaddelivereditthenextmorningIwenttomyfathertoassisthimfromtheplatform。
Hewastrembling,andhiseyeswerefulloftears。
Heseizedmyarmandpressedit。
``NowIamreadytodie,’’wasallhesaid。
IwassotiredthatIfeltreadytodie,too;buthissatisfactionandaglanceatAuntSusan’scon—
tentedfacegavemethetonicIneeded。Fatherdiedtwoyearslater,andasIwascampaigninginCaliforniaIwasnotwithhimattheend。Itwasacomforttoremember,however,thatinthetwilightofhislifehehadlearnedtounderstandhismostdifficultdaughter,andtogivehercreditforearnest—
nessofpurpose,atleast,infollowingthelifethathadledherawayfromhim。Afterhisdeath,andimme—
diatelyuponmyreturnfromCalifornia,Ivisitedmymother,anditwaswellindeedthatIdid,forwithinafewmonthsshefollowedfatherintotheotherworldforwhichallofherunselfishlifehadbeenapreparation。
Ourlastdaystogetherwereperfect。Herattitudewasoneofsereneandcheerfulexpectancy,andI
alwaysthinkofherassittingamongtheprimrosesandbluebellssheloved,whichseemedtobloomunceasinglyinthewindowsofherroom。Irecall,too,withgratitude,atriflewhichgaveherapleasureoutofallproportiontowhatIhaddreameditwoulddo。ShehadexpressedalongingforsomeEnglishheather,``notthehot—housevariety,butthekindthatbloomsonthehills,’’andIhadsucceededingettingabunchforherbywritingtoanEnglishfriend。
Itspossessionfilledherwithjoy,andfromthetimeitcameuntilthedayhereyesclosedintheirlastsleepitwasrarelybeyondreachofherhand。
Atherrequest,whenshewasburiedwelaidtheheatheronherheart——theheartofatrueandloyalwoman,who,thoughherchildrenhadnotknownit,musthavelongedwithoutceasingthroughoutherNewWorldlifefortheOldWorldofheryouth。
TheScandinavianspeechwasanevenmorevitalexperiencethantheChicagoone,forinStockholmIdeliveredthefirstsermoneverpreachedbyawomanintheStateChurchofSweden,andtheeventwasprecededbyanamountofpoliticalandjournalisticoppositionwhichgaveitaninternationalimportance。IhadalsobeeninvitedbytheNor—
wegianwomentopreachintheStateChurchofNorway,butthereweexperiencedobstacles。BythelawsofNorwaywomenarepermittedtoholdallpublicofficesexceptthoseinthearmy,navy,andchurch——aratherremarkablemilitantandspiritualcombination。Asawoman,therefore,IwasdeniedtheuseofthechurchbytheMinisterofChurchAffairs。
Thedecisioncreatedgreatexcitementandmuchdelvingintothelaw。ItthenappearedthatiftheuseofaStateChurchisdesiredforaministerofaforeigncountrythegovernmentcangivesuchper—
mission。ItwasthoughtthatImightslipinthroughthisloophole,andapplicationwasmadetothegovernment。ThereplycamethatpermissioncouldbereceivedonlyfromtheentireCabinet;andwhiletheCabinetgentlemenwerefeverishlydiscussingtheimportantissue,theNorwegianpressbecameactive,pointingoutthattheMinisterofChurchAffairshadarrogantlyassumedtherightoftheentireCabinetindenyingtheapplication。ThechargewastakenupbythepartyopposedtothegovernmentpartyinParliament,andtheMinisterofChurchAffairsswiftlyturnedthewholematterovertohisconferees。
TheCabinetheldasession,andbyavoteoffourtothreedecidedNOTtoallowawomantopreachintheStateChurch。IamhappytoaddthatofthethreewhovotedfavorablyonthequestiononewasthePremierofNorway。Againthenewspapersgraspedtheiropportunity——especiallytheorgansoftheoppositionparty。Myroomswerefilledwithreporters,whiledailytheexcitementgrew。ThequestionwasbroughtupinParliament,andIwasinvitedtoattendandhearthediscussionthere。
BythistimeeverynewspaperinScandinaviawasfororagainstme;andtheresultofthewholematterwasthat,thoughtheStateChurchofNorwaywasnotopenedtome,amostunusualinteresthadbeenarousedinmysermonintheStateChurchofSweden。
WhenIarrivedtheretokeepmyengagement,notonlywasthewonderfulstructurepackedtoitswalls,butthewaitingcrowdsinthestreetweresolargethatthepolicehaddifficultyinopeningawayforourparty。
IshallneverforgetmyimpressionofthechurchitselfwhenIenteredit。ItwillalwaysstandforthinmymemoryasoneofthemostbeautifulchurchesIhaveevervisited。Oneverysideweremonu—
mentsofdeadheroesandstatesmen,andthehigh,vaultedbluedomeseemedliketheopenskyaboveourheads。Overuslayalightlikeasofttwilight,andthegreatcongregationfillednotonlyallthepews,buttheaisles,theplatform,andeventhestepsofthepulpit。TheusherswereyoungwomenfromtheUniversityofUpsala,wearingwhiteuni—
versitycapswithblackvizors,andsashesintheuniversitycolors。Theanthemwascomposedes—
peciallyfortheoccasionbythefirstwomancathe—
dralorganistinSweden——theorganistofthecathe—
dralinGothenburg——andshehadbroughtwithherthirtymembersofherchoir,allofthemremarkablesingers。
Thewholeoccasionwasindescribablyimpressive,andIrealizedineveryfiberthenecessityofbeingworthyofit。Also,IexperiencedasensationsuchasIhadneverknownbefore,andwhichIcanonlydescribeasaseemingcompleteseparationofmyphysicalselffrommyspiritualself。Itwasasifmybodystoodasideandwatchedmysoulenterthatpulpit。Therewasnouncertainty,nonervousness,thoughusuallyIamverynervouswhenIbegintospeak;andwhenIhadfinishedIknewthatIhaddonemybest。
ButallthisisalongwayfromtheearlydaysI
wasdiscussing,whenIwasmakingmyfirstdiffidentbowstolectureaudiencesandlearningthelessonsofthepioneerinthelecture—field。Iwassoontolearnmore,forin1888MissAnthonypersuadedmetodropmytemperanceworkandconcentratemyenergiesonthesuffragecause。ForalongtimeI
hesitated。IwasveryhappyinmyconnectionwiththeWoman’sChristianTemperanceUnion,andIknewthatMissWillardwasdependingonmetocontinueit。ButMissAnthony’sargumentswereirrefutable,andshewasherself,asalways,irresistible。
``Youcan’twintwocausesatonce,’’sheremindedme。``You’remerelyscatteringyourenergies。Be—
ginatthebeginning。Winsuffrageforwomen,andtherestwillfollow。’’Asanaddedargument,shetookmewithheronherKansascampaign,andafterthatnofurtherargumentswereneeded。Fromthenuntilherdeath,eighteenyearslater,MissAnthonyandIworkedshouldertoshoulder。
ThemostinterestinglectureepisodeofourfirstKansascampaignwasmydebatewithSenatorJohnJ。Ingalls。Beforethis,however,onourarrivalatAtchison,Mrs。IngallsgavealuncheonforMissAnthony,andRachelFosterAveryandIwerealsoinvited。MissAnthonysatattherightofSenatorIngalls,andIathisleft,whileMrs。Ingalls,ofcourse,adornedtheoppositeendofhertable。Mrs。AveryandIhadjustbeenentertainedforseveraldaysatthehomeofavegetarianfriendwhodidnotknowhowtocookvegetables,andwewerebothhalfstarved。WhenwewereinvitedtotheIngallshomewehadutteredinunisonajoyouscry,``Nowweshallhavesomethingtoeat!’’Attheluncheon,however,SenatorIngallskeptMissAnthonyandmetalkingsteadily。Hewasnotinfavorofsuffrageforwomen,buthewishedtoknowallsortsofthingsabouttheCause,andwewereanxioustohavehimknowthem。
TheresultwasthatIhadtimeforonlyanoccasionalmouthful,whiledownattheendofthetableMrs。
Averyateandate,pausingonlytosendmeglancesofheartfeltsympathy。Also,whenevershehadanespeciallytoothsomemorselontheendofherforkshewickedlysucceededincatchingmyeyeandthusaddingthelastsybaritictouchtoherenjoyment。
Notwithstandingthewealthofknowledgewehadbestoweduponhim,orperhapsbecauseofit,thefollowingnightSenatorIngallsmadehisfamousspeechagainstsuffrage,anditfelltomylottoanswerhim。Inthecourseofhisremarksheaskedthisquestion:``WouldyouliketoaddthreemillionilliteratevoterstothelargebodyofilliteratevoterswehaveinAmericato—day?’’Theaudienceap—
plaudedlight—heartedly,butIwasdisturbedbythesophistryofthequestion。OneofSenatorIngalls’smostdiscussedpersonalpeculiaritieswasthepartingofhishairinthemiddle。Cartoonistsandnews—
paperwritersalwaysmademuchofthis,sowhenI
rosetoreplyIfeltjustifiedinmentioningit。
``SenatorIngalls,’’Ibegan,``partshishairinthemiddle,asweallknow,buthemakesupforitbypartinghisfiguresononeside。Lastnighthegaveyoutheshortsideofhisfigures。AtthepresenttimethereareintheUnitedStatesabouteighteenmillionwomenofvotingage。WhentheSenatoraskedwhetheryouwantedthreemillionadditionalilliteratewomenvoters,heforgottoaskalsoifyoudidn’twantfifteenmillionadditionalintelligentwomenvoters!
Wewillgrantthatitwilltakethevotesofthreemillionintelligentwomentowipeoutthevotesofthreemillionilliteratewomen。Butdon’tforgetthatthatwouldstillleaveustwelvemillionintelligentvotestothegood!’’
Theaudienceapplaudedasgailyasithadap—
plaudedSenatorIngallswhenhespokeontheotherside,andIcontinued:
``Nowwomenhavealwaysbeengeneroustomen。
Soofourtwelvemillionintelligentvoterswewillofferfourmilliontooffsetthevotesofthefourmillionilliteratemeninthiscountry——andthenwewillstillhaveeightmillionintelligentvotestoaddtotheotherintelligentvoteswhicharecast。’’
Theaudienceseemedtoenjoythis。
``Theanti—suffragistsarefairlysafe,’’Iended,``aslongastheyremainontheplaneofprophecy。
Butassoonastheytacklemathematicstheygetintotrouble!’’
MissAnthonywasmuchpleasedbythewidepublicitygiventothisdebate,butSenatorIngallsfailedtoshareherenthusiasm。
ItwasshortlyafterthisencounterthatIhadtwotravelingexperienceswhichnearlycostmemylife。OneofthemoccurredinOhioatthetimeofaspringfreshet。IknowofnostatethatcancoveritselfwithwaterascompletelyasOhiocan,andfornoapparentreason。Onthisoccasionitwasbreak—
ingitsownrecord。Wehaddriventwentymilesacrosscountryinabuggywhichwasbarelyoutofthewater,andbehindhorsesthatattimeswerealmostforcedtoswim,andwhenwegotnearthetownwhereIwastolecture,thoughstillontheoppositesideoftheriverfromit,wediscoveredthatthebridgewasgone。Wehadagoodviewofthetown,situatedhighanddryonasteepbank;buttheriverwhichrolledbetweenusandthattownwasaroaring,boilingstream,andtheonlypossiblewaytocrossit,Ifound,wastowalkoverarailroadtrestle,alreadytremblingundertheforceofthewater。
Therewerehundredsofmenontheriver—bankwatchingtheflood,andwhentheysawmestartoutontheemptytrestletheysetupacheerthatnearlythrewmeoff。Theriverwaswideandthetiesfarapart,andtheroarofthestreambelowwasfarfromreassuring;butinsomewayIreachedtheotherside,andwastherehelpedoffthetrestlebywhatthenewspaperscalled``strongandwillinghands。’’
Anothertime,inadesperateresolvetomeetalectureengagement,IwalkedacrosstherailroadtrestleatElmira,NewYork,andwhenIwashalf—
wayoverIheardshoutsofwarningtoturnback,asatrainwascoming。Thetrestlewasveryhighatthatpoint,andIrealizedthatifIturnedandfacedanoncomingtrainIwouldundoubtedlylosemynerveandfall。SoIkepton,asrapidlyasIcould,accompaniedbytheshrieksofthosewhoobjectedtowitnessingaviolentdeath,andIreachedtheendofthetrestlejustasanexpress—trainthunderedonthebeginningofit。ThenextinstantapolicemanhadmebytheshouldersandwasshakingmeasifIhadbeenabadchild。
``Ifyoueverdosuchathingagain,’’hethundered,``I’lllockyouup!’’
AssoonasIcouldspeakIassuredhimferventlythatIneverwould;onesuchexperiencewasallI
desired。
Occasionallyaflashofhumor,consciousorun—
conscious,litupthegloomofatryingsituation。
Thus,inParkersburg,WestVirginia,thetrainI
wasonranintoacoal—car。Iwassittinginasleep—
er,leaningbackcomfortablywithmyfeetontheseatinfrontofme,andtheforceofthecollisionliftedmeup,turnedmecompletelyover,anddepositedme,headfirst,twoseatsbeyond。OneverysideI
heardcriesandthecrashofhumanbodiesagainstunyieldingsubstancesasmyfellow—passengersflewthroughtheair,whilehighandclearabovethetumultrangthevoiceoftheconductor:
``Keepyourseats!’’heyelled。``KEEPYOURSEATS!’’
Nobodyinourcarwasseriouslyhurt;but,sogreatisthepowerofvestedauthority,noonesmiledoverthatorderbutme。
Manytimesmymedicalexperiencewasuseful。
OnceIwasonatrainwhichranintoabuggyandkilledthewomaninit。Herlittledaughter,whowaswithher,wasbadlyhurt,andwhenthetrainhadstoppedthecrewliftedthedeadwomanandtheinjuredchildonboard,totakethemtothenextstation。AsIwastheonlydoctoramongthepas—
sengers,thechildwasturnedovertome。Imadeupabedontheseatsandputthelittlepatientthere,butnowomaninthecarwasabletoassistme。Thetragedyhadmadethemhysterical,andoneverysidetheywereweepingandnerveless。Themenwerewillingbutinefficient,withtheexceptionofoneun—
couthwoodsmanwhosetrousersweretuckedintohisbootsandwhosehandswerephenomenallybigandawkward。Buttheywerealsoverygentle,asIrealizedwhenhebegantohelpme。IknewatoncethathewasthemanIneeded,notwithstandinghisunkempthair,hisgeneralungainliness,thehatheworeonthebackofhishead,andthepinkcarnationinhisbuttonhole,which,byitsveryin—
congruity,addedthefinalaccenttohisunprepossess—
ingappearance。Togetherweworkedoverthechild,makingitascomfortableaswecould。Itwashard—
lynecessarytotellmyaidewhatIwanteddone;
heseemedtoknowandeventoanticipatemyefforts。
Whenwereachedthenextstationthedeadwomanwastakenoutandlaidontheplatform,andanurseanddoctorwhohadbeentelegraphedforwerewait—
ingtocareforthelittlegirl。Shewasconsciousbythistime,andwiththemostexquisitegentlenessmyrusticBayardliftedherinhisarmstocarryheroffthetrain。QuiteunnecessarilyImotionedtohimnottoletherseeherdeadmother。Hewasnotthesortwhoneededthatwarning;hehadalreadyturnedherfacetohisshoulder,and,withheadbentlowaboveher,wassafelyskirtingthespotwherethelong,coveredfigurelay。
Evidentlythestationwashisdestination,too,forheremainedthere;butjustasthetrainpulledouthecamehurryingtomywindow,tookthecar—
nationfromhisbuttonhole,andwithoutawordhandedittome。AndafterthetragichourinwhichIhadlearnedtoknowhimthecrushedflower,fromthatman,seemedthebestfeeIhadeverreceived。
IX
``AUNTSUSAN’’
InTheLifeofSusanB。Anthonyitismentionedthat1888wasayearofspecialrecognitionofourgreatleader’swork,butthatitwasalsotheyearinwhichmanyofherclosestfriendsandstrongestsupportersweretakenfromherbydeath。A。Bron—
sonAlcottwasamongthese,andLouisaM。Alcott,aswellasDr。Lozier;andspecialstressislaidonMissAnthony’ssenseoflossinthediminishingcircleofherfriends——alosswhichnewfriendsandworkerscameforward,eagertosupply。
``Chiefamongthese,’’addstherecord,``wasAnnaShaw,who,fromthetimeoftheInternationalCoun—
cilin’88,gavehertruestallegiancetoMissAn—
thony。’’
ItistruethatfromthatyearuntilMissAnthony’sdeathin1906wetwowererarelyseparated;andIneverreadtheparagraphIhavejustquotedwith—
outseeing,asinavision,thefigureof``AuntSusan’’
assheslippedintomyhotelroominChicagolateonenightafteraneveningmeetingoftheInter—
nationalCouncil。Ihadgonetobed——indeed,Iwasalmostasleepwhenshecame,forthedayhadbeenasexhaustingasitwasinteresting。Butnotwith—
standingthelatenessofthehour,``AuntSusan,’’
thennearingseventy,wasstillasfreshandasfullofenthusiasmasayounggirl。Shehadagreatdealtosay,shedeclared,andsheproceededtosayit——
sittinginabigeasy—chairnearthebed,witharugaroundherknees,whileIproppedmyselfupwithpillowsandlistened。
Hourspassedandthedawnpeeredwanlythroughthewindows,butstillMissAnthonytalkedoftheCausealwaysoftheCause——andofwhatwetwomustdoforit。Thepreviouseveningshehadbeentoobusytoeatanydinner,andIgreatlydoubtwhethershehadeatenanyluncheonatnoon。Shehadbeenonherfeetforhoursatatime,andshehadheldnumerousdiscussionswithotherwomenshewishedtoinspiretospecialeffort。Yet,afteritall,hereshewaslayingoutourcampaignsforyearsahead,foreseeingeverything,forgettingnothing,andsweepingmewithherinherflighttowardourcom—
mongoal,untilI,whoamnoteasilycarriedoffmyfeet,experiencedanalmostdizzysenseofexhilara—
tion。
Suddenlyshestopped,lookedatthegas—jetspalinginthemorninglightthatfilledtheroom,andforafleetinginstantseemedsurprised。Inthenextshehaddismissedfromhermindtherealizationthatwehadtalkedallnight。Whyshouldwenottalkallnight?Itwaspartofourwork。Shethrewofftheenvelopingrugandrose。
``Imustdressnow,’’shesaid,briskly。``I’vecalledacommitteemeetingbeforethemorningsession。’’
Onherwaytothedoornaturesmoteherwithararereminder,buteventhenshedidnotrealizethatitwaspersonal。``Perhaps,’’sheremarked,tenta—
tively,``yououghttohaveacupofcoffee。’’
Thatwas``AuntSusan。’’AndintheeighteenyearswhichfollowedIhaddailyillustrationsofhersuperioritytopurelyhumanweaknesses。Toherthehardshipsweunderwentlater,inourWesterncampaignsforwomansuffrage,wereastheairiesttrifles。Likeatruesoldier,shecouldsnatchamo—
mentofsleeporamouthfuloffoodwhereshefoundit,andifeitherwasnotforthcomingshedidnotmissit。Tomeshewasanunceasinginspira—
tion——thetorchthatilluminedmylife。Wewentthroughsomedifficultyearstogether——yearswhenwefoughthardforeachinchofheadwaywegained——butIfoundfullcompensationforeveryeffortinthegloryofworkingwithherfortheCausethatwasfirstinbothourhearts,andinthehappinessofbeingherfriend。LaterIshalldescribeinmoredetailthesuffragecampaignsandtheNationalandInter—
nationalcouncilsinwhichwetookpart;nowitisofherIwishtowrite——ofherbigness,hermany—
sidedness,herhumor,hercourage,herquickness,hersympathy,herunderstanding,herforce,hersupremecommon—sense,herselflessness;inshort,oftherarebeautyofhernatureasIlearnedtoknowit。
Likemostgreatleaders,shetookone’sbestworkforgranted,andwascharywithherpraise;andevenwhenpraisewasgivenitusuallycamebyindirectroutes。Irecallwithamusementthatthehighestcomplimentsheeverpaidmeinpublicinvolvedherinatanglefromwhich,later,onlyherquickwitextricatedher。WewerelecturinginanespeciallypioustownwhichIshallcallB————,andjustbeforeIwentontheplatformMissAnthonyremarked,peacefully:
``ThesepeoplehavealwaysclaimedthatIamir—
religious。TheywillnotacceptthefactthatIamaQuaker——or,rather,theyseemtothinkaQuakerisaninfidel。IamgladyouareaMethodist,fornowtheycannotclaimthatwearenotorthodox。’’
Shewasstillenvelopedinthecomfortofthisre—
flectionwhensheintroducedmetoouraudience,andtoimpressmyqualificationsuponmyhearersshemadeherintroductioninthesewords:
``ItisapleasuretointroduceMissShaw,whoisaMethodistminister。Andsheisnotonlyortho—
doxoftheorthodox,butsheisalsomyrightbower!’’
Therewasagaspfromthepiousaudience,andthenaroaroflaughterfromirreverentmen,inwhich,Imustconfess,Ilight—heartedlyjoined。ForonceinherlifeMissAnthonylostherpresenceofmind;shedidnotknowhowtomeetthesituation,forshehadnoideawhathadcausedthelaughter。
Itbubbledforthagainandagainduringtheeve—
ning,andeachtimeMissAnthonyreceivedthedem—
onstrationwiththesameairofpuzzledsurprise。
WhenwehadreturnedtoourhotelroomsIexplainedthemattertoher。IdonotremembernowwhereIhadacquiredmyownsinfulknowledge,butthatnightIfaced``AuntSusan’’fromthepedestalofasophisticatedworldling。
``Don’tyouknowwhatarightboweris?’’Ide—
manded,sternly。
``OfcourseIdo,’’insisted``AuntSusan。’’``It’saright—handman——thekindonecan’tdowithout。’’
``Itisacard,’’Itoldher,firmly——``aleadingcardinagamecalledeuchre。’’
``AuntSusan’’wasdazed。``Ididn’tknowithadanythingtodowithcards,’’shemused,mournfully。
``Whatmusttheythinkofme?’’
Whattheythoughtbecamequiteevident。Thenewspapersmadecountlessjokesatourexpense,andthereweresignificantsmilesonthefacesintheaudiencethatawaitedusthenextnight。WhenMissAnthonywalkedupontheplatformsheatonceproceededtoclearherselfofthetacitchargeagainsther。
``WhenIcametoyourtown,’’shebegan,cheer—
fully,``Ihadbeenwarnedthatyouwereaveryreligiouslotofpeople。IwantedtoimpressuponyouthefactthatMissShawandIarereligious,too。
ButIadmitthatwhenItoldyoushewasmyrightbowerIdidnotknowwhatarightbowerwas。I
havelearnedthat,sincelastnight。’’
Shewaiteduntilthehappychortlesofherhearershadsubsided,andthenwenton。
``Itinterestsmeverymuch,however,’’shecon—
cluded,``torealizethateveryoneofyouseemedtoknowallaboutarightbower,andthatIhadtocometoyourgood,orthodoxtowntogettheinforma—
tion。’’
Thattimethejokewasontheaudience。
MissAnthony’shomewasinRochester,NewYork,anditwassaidbyourfriendsthatontherareoccasionswhenwewerenottogether,andIwaslecturingindependently,``allreturnroadsledthroughRochester。’’Iinvariablyfoundsomeex—
cusetogothereandreporttoher。TogetherwemusthavewornoutmanyRochesterpavements,for``AuntSusan’s’’petrecreationwaswalking,andsheusedtowalkmeroundandroundthecitysquares,farintothenight,andatapacethatmadepolicemengapeatusasweflewby。Somedis—
respectfulyouthonceremarkedthatontheseoc—
casionswesuggestedaracebetweenarulerandarubberball——forshewasverytallandthin,whileIamshortandplump。TokeepupwithherI
literallyboundedatherside。
Acertainamountofindependentlecturingwasnecessaryforme,forIhadtoearnmyliving。TheNationalAmericanWomanSuffrageAssociationhasneverpaidsalariestoitsofficers,so,whenIbe—
camevice—presidentandeventually,in1904,presi—
dentoftheassociation,Icontinuedtoworkgratui—