tures,shegavemeice—creamandcake,andtoldmefairy—tales。Shehadawonderfulunderstandingofwhatachildlikes。Therewerehalfadozenwomeninthehousewithher,butIsawnoneofthemnoranyofthemenwhocame。
Once,whenwehadbecomeverygoodfriendsindeedandmyearlyshynesshaddeparted,I
foundcouragetoaskherwheretheghostwas——
theghostthathauntedherhouse。Icanstillseethelookinhereyesastheymetmine。Shetoldmetheghostlivedinherheart,andthatshedidnotliketotalkaboutit,andthatwemustnotspeakofitagain。AfterthatInevermentionedit,butIwasmoredeeplyinterestedthanever,foraghostthatlivedinaheartwasanewkindofghosttomeatthattime,thoughIhavemetmanyofthemsincethen。Duringallourintercoursemymotherneverenteredthehousenextdoor,nordidmymysteriousladyenterourhome;butshecon—
stantlysentmymothersecretgiftsforthepoorandthesickoftheneighborhood,andshewasalwaysthefirsttoofferhelpforthosewhowereintrouble。
Manyyearsafterwardmothertoldmeshewasthemostgenerouswomanshehadeverknown,andthatshehadararelybeautifulnature。Ourdepart—
ureforMichiganbrokeupthefriendship,butIhaveneverforgottenher;andwhenever,inmylaterworkasminister,physician,andsuffragist,Ihavebeenabletohelpwomenoftheclasstowhichshebelonged,Ihavementallyofferedthathelpforcreditinthetragicledgerofherlife,inwhichthecleanandtheblottedpagesweresostrangeacontrast。
OnemoreincidentofLawrenceImustdescribebeforeIleavethatcitybehindme,asweleftitforeverin1859。WhilewewerestillthereanumberofLawrencemendecidedtogoWest,andamidgreatpublicexcitementtheydepartedinabodyforKansas,wheretheyfoundedthetownofLawrenceinthatstate。Irecalldistinctlythepublicinterestwhichattendedtheirgoing,andthefeelingeveryoneseemedtohavethattheywerepassingforeveroutofthecivilizedworld。Theirfarewellstotheirfriendswereeternal;nooneexpectedtoseethemagain,andmysmallbraingrewdizzyasItriedtoimagineaplacesoremoteastheirdestination。Itwas,Ifinallydecided,attheuttermostendsoftheearth,anditseemedquitepossiblethatthebraveadventurerswhoreacheditmightthendropoffintospace。FiftyyearslaterIwastalkingtoaCali—
forniagirlwhocomplainedlightlyofthemonotonyofaclimatewherethesunshoneandtheflowersbloomedalltheyeararound。``ButIhadade—
lightfulchangelastyear,’’sheadded,withanima—
tion。``IwentEastforthewinter。’’
``ToNewYork?’’Iasked。
``No,’’correctedtheCaliforniagirl,easily,``toLawrence,Kansas。’’
Nothing,Ithink,hasevermademefeelquitesooldasthatremark。Thatinmylife,notyet,tomeatleast,alongone,Ishouldseesuchanarcde—
scribedseemedactuallyoppressiveuntilIrealizedthat,afterall,thearcwasmerelyarainbowoftimeshowinghowgloriouslyrealizedwerethehopesoftheLawrencepioneers。
ThemovetoMichiganmeantacompleteup—
heavalinourlives。InLawrencewehadaroundusthefineflowerofNewEnglandcivilization。Wechildrenwenttoschool;ourparents,thoughtheywereinveryhumblecircumstances,wereassociatedwiththeleadingspiritsandthebigmovementsoftheday。WhenwewenttoMichiganwewenttothewilderness,tothewildpioneerlifeofthosetimes,andwewerealloldenoughtokeenlyfeelthechange。
MyfatherwasoneofanumberofEnglishmenwhotookuptractsinthenorthernforestsofMichigan,withtheolddreamofestablishingacolonythere。
Noneofthesemenhadtheleastpracticalknowledgeoffarming。Theywerecitymenorfollowersoftradeswhichhadnoconnectionwithfarmlife。
Theywentstraightintothethicktimber—land,in—
steadofgoingtotherichandwaitingprairies,andtheycrownedthisinitialmistakebycuttingdownthesplendidtimberinsteadoflettingitstand。
Thusbird’s—eyemapleandotherbeautifulwoodswereusedasfire—woodandintheconstructionofrudecabins,andthegreatestassetofthepioneerswasignored。
FatherprecededustotheMichiganwoods,andthere,withhisoldestson,James,tookupaclaim。
Theyclearedaspaceinthewildernessjustlargeenoughforalogcabin,andputupthebarewallsofthecabinitself。ThenfatherreturnedtoLaw—
renceandhiswork,leavingJamesbehind。Afewmonthslater(thiswasin1859),mymother,mytwosisters,EleanorandMary,myyoungestbrother,Henry,eightyearsofage,andI,thentwelve,wenttoMichigantoworkonandholddowntheclaimwhilefather,foreighteenmonthslonger,stayedoninLawrence,sendingussuchremittancesashecould。
Hissecondandthirdsons,JohnandThomas,re—
mainedintheEastwithhim。
Everydetailofourjourneythroughthewilder—
nessisclearinmymind。AtthattimetherailroadterminatedatGrandRapids,Michigan,andwecoveredtheremainingdistance——aboutonehundredmiles——bywagon,ridingthroughadenseandoftentracklessforest。MybrotherJamesmetusatGrandRapidswithwhat,inthosedays,wascalledalumber—wagon,butwhichhadahorribleresem—
blancetoavehiclefromthehealthdepartment。
MysistersandIgaveitonecoldlookandturnedfromit;weweresopainedbyitsappearancethatwerefusedtorideinitthroughthetown。Instead,westartedoffonfoot,tryingtolookasifwehadnoassociationwithit,andweclimbedintotheun—
wieldyvehicleonlywhenthecitystreetswerefarbehindus。Everyavailableinchofspaceinthewagonwasfilledwithbeddingandprovisions。Asyetwehadnofurniture;weweretomakethatforourselveswhenwereachedourcabin;andtherewassolittleroomforustoridethatwechildrenwalkedbyturns,whileJames,fromthebeginningofthejourneytoitsend,sevendayslater,ledourwearyhorses。
Tomymother,whowasneverstrong,thewholeexperiencemusthavebeenanightmareofsufferingandstoicalendurance。Foruschildrentherewerecompensations。Theexpeditiontookonthechar—
acterofahighadventure,inwhichwesometimeshadshelterandsometimesfailedtofindit,some—
timeswerefed,butoftenwenthungry。Wefordedinnumerablestreams,thewheelsoftheheavywagonsinkingsodeeplyintothestream—bedsthatweoftenhadtoemptyourloadbeforewecouldgetthemoutagain。Fallentreeslayacrossourpaths,riverscausedlongdetours,whileagainandagainwelostourwayorwereturnedasidebyimpenetrableforesttangles。
Ourfirstday’sjourneycoveredlessthaneightmiles,andthatnightwestoppedatafarm—housewhichwasthelastbitofcivilizationwesaw。Earlythenextmorningwewereoffagain,makingtheslowprogressduetotheroughroadsandourheavyload。
AtnightwestoppedataplacecalledThomas’sInn,onlytobetoldbythewomanwhokeptitthattherewasnothinginthehousetoeat。Herhus—
band,shesaid,hadgone``outside’’(toGrandRapids)togetsomeflour,andhadnotreturned——
butsheaddedthatwecouldspendthenight,ifwechose,andenjoyshelter,ifnotfood。Wehadprovisionsinourwagon,sowewearilyentered,aftermybrotherhadgotoutsomeofourporkandopenedabarrelofflour。Withthishelpthewomanmadesomebiscuits,whichweresogreenthatmypoormothercouldnoteatthem。Shehadadmittedtousthattheonethingshehadinthehousewassaleratus,andshehadusedthisingredientwithanunsparinghand。Whenthemealwaseatenshebrokethefurthernewsthattherewerenobeds。
``Theoldwomancansleepwithme,’’shesug—
gested,``andthegirlscansleeponthefloor。Theboyswillhavetogotothebarn。’’
Sheandherbedwerenotespeciallyattractive,andmotherdecidedtolieonthefloorwithus。Wehadtakenourbeddingfromthewagon,andwesleptverywell;butthoughshewasusuallysuperiortosmallannoyances,Ithinkmymotherresentedbeingcalledan``oldwoman。’’Shemusthavefeltlikeonethatnight,butshewasonlyaboutforty—eightyearsofage。
Atdawnthenextmorningweresumedourjour—
ney,andeverydayafterthatwewereabletocoverthedistancedemandedbytheschedulearrangedbeforewestarted。Thismeantthatsomesortofshelterusuallyawaitedusatnight。Butonedayweknewtherewouldbenohousesbetweentheplaceweleftinthemorningandthatwhereweweretosleep。Thedistancewasabouttwentymiles,andwhentwilightfellwehadnotmadeit。Inthebackofthewagonmymotherhadaboxoflittlepigs,andduringtheafternoonthesehadbrokenlooseandescapedintothewoods。Wehadlostmuchtimeinfindingthem,andweweresoexhaustedthatwhenwecametoahutmadeoftwigsandboughswede—
cidedtocampinitforthenight,thoughweknewnothingaboutit。Mybrotherhadunharnessedthehorses,andmymotherandsisterwerecookingdough—god——amixtureofflour,water,andsoda,friedinapan—whentwomenrodeuponhorse—
backandcalledmybrothertooneside。Immedi—
atelyafterthetalkwhichfollowedJamesharnessedhishorsesagainandforcedustogoon,thoughbythattimedarknesshadfallen。Hetoldmother,butdidnottelluschildrenuntillongafterward,thatamanhadbeenmurderedinthehutonlythenightbefore。Themurdererwasstillatlargeinthewoods,andthenew—comersweremembersofapossewhoweresearchingforhim。Mybrotherneedednourgingtoputasmanymilesashecouldbetweenusandthesinisterspot。
Inthatfashionwemadeourwaytoournewhome。
Thelastday,likethefirst,wetraveledonlyeightmiles,butwespentthenightinahouseIshallneverforget。Itwasbeautifullyclean,andforoureve—
ningmealitsmistressbroughtoutloavesofbreadwhichwerethelargestwehadeverseen。Shecutgreatslicesofthisbreadforusandspreadmaplesugaronthem,anditseemedtousthatneverbe—
forehadanythingtastedsogood。
Thenextmorningwemadethelaststageofourjourney,ourheartsfilledwiththejoyofnearingournewhome。Weallhadanideathatweweregoingtoafarm,andweexpectedsomeresemblanceatleasttotheprosperousfarmswehadseeninNewEngland。Mymother’smentalpicturewas,natu—
rally,ofanEnglishfarm。Possiblyshehadvisionsofredbarnsanddeepmeadows,sunnyskiesanddaisies。Whatwefoundawaitinguswerethefourwallsandtheroofofagood—sizedlog—house,stand—
inginasmallclearedstripofthewilderness,itsdoorsandwindowsrepresentedbysquareholes,itsflooralsoathingofthefuture,itswholeeffectachinglyforlornanddesolate。Itwaslateintheafternoonwhenwedroveuptotheopeningthatwasitsfrontentrance,andIshallneverforgetthelookmymotherturnedupontheplace。Withoutawordshecrosseditsthreshold,and,standingverystill,lookedslowlyaroundher。Thensomethingwithinherseemedtogiveway,andshesankupontheground。Shecouldnotrealizeeventhen,Ithink,thatthiswasreallytheplacefatherhadpreparedforus,thathereheexpectedustolive。Whenshefinallytookitinsheburiedherfaceinherhands,andinthatwayshesatforhourswithoutmovingorspeaking。Forthefirsttimeinherlifeshehadfor—
gottenus;andwe,forourpart,darednotspeaktoher。Westoodaroundherinafrightenedgroup,talkingtooneanotherinwhispers。Ourlittleworldhadcrumbledunderourfeet。Neverbeforehadweseenourmothergivewaytodespair。
Nightbegantofall。Thewoodsbecamealivewithnightcreatures,andthemostharmlessmadethemostnoise。Theowlsbegantohoot,andsoonweheardthewildcat,whosecry——ascreechlikethatofalostandpanic—strickenchild——isoneofthemostappallingsoundsoftheforest。Laterthewolvesaddedtheirhowlstotheuproar,butthoughdarknesscameandwechildrenwhimperedaroundher,ourmotherstillsatinherstrangelethargy。
Atlastmybrotherbroughtthehorsesclosetothecabinandbuiltfirestoprotectthemandus。Hewasonlytwenty,butheshowedhimselfamandur—
ingthoseearlypioneerdays。Whilehewaspicketingthehorsesandbuildinghisprotectingfiresmymothercametoherself,butherfacewhensheraiseditwasworsethanhersilencehadbeen。Sheseemedtohavediedandtohavereturnedtousfromthegrave,andIamsureshefeltthatshehaddoneso。Fromthatmomentshetookupagaintheburdenofherlife,aburdenshedidnotlaydownuntilshepassedaway;butherfaceneverlostthedeeplinesthosefirsthoursofherpioneerlifehadcutuponit。
Thatnightwesleptonboughsspreadontheearthinsidethecabinwalls,andweputblanketsbeforetheholeswhichrepresentedourdoorsandwindows,andkeptourwatch—firesburning。Soontheotherchildrenfellasleep,buttherewasnosleepforme。
Iwasonlytwelveyearsold,butmymindwasfulloffancies。Behindourblankets,swayinginthenightwind,IthoughtIsawtheheadsandpushingshoul—
dersofanimalsandheardtheirpaddedfootfalls。
Lateryearsbroughtfamiliaritywithwildthings,andwithworsethingsthanthey。Butto—nightthatwhichImostfearedwaswithin,notoutsideof,thecabin。InsomewaywhichIdidnotunderstandtheonesurerefugeinournewworldhadbeentakenfromus。Ihardlyknewthesilentwomanwholaynearme,tossingfromsidetosideandstaringintothedarkness;Ifeltthatwehadlostourmother。
II
INTHEWILDERNESS
Likemostmen,mydearfathershouldneverhavemarried。ThoughhisnaturewasoneofthesweetestIhaveeverknown,andthoughhewouldatanycallgivehistimetoorriskhislifeforothers,inpracticalmattersheremainedtotheendofhisdaysasirresponsibleasachild。Ifhismindturnedtopracticaldetailsatall,itwassolelyintheirbear—
ingtowardgreatdevelopmentsofthefuture。Tohimanacornwasnotanacorn,butaforestofyoungoaks。
Thus,whenhetookuphisclaimofthreehundredandsixtyacresoflandinthewildernessofnorthernMichigan,andsentmymotherandfiveyoungchil—
drentolivetherealoneuntilhecouldjoinuseighteenmonthslater,hegavenothoughttothemannerinwhichweweretomakethestruggleandsurvivethehardshipsbeforeus。Hehadfurnisheduswithlandandthefourwallsofalogcabin。Someday,hereasoned,theplacewouldbeafineestate,whichhissonswouldinheritandinthecourseoftimepassontotheirsons——alwaysanEnglishman’smostiri—
descentdream。Thatforthepresentwewereonehundredmilesfromarailroad,fortymilesfromthenearestpost—office,andhalfadozenmilesfromanyneighborssaveIndians,wolves,andwildcats;thatwewerewhollyunlearnedinthewaysofthewoodsaswellasinthemostprimitivemethodsoffarming;
thatwelackednotonlyeverycomfort,buteventhebarenecessitiesoflife;andthatwemustbegin,single—handedanduntaught,astruggleforexistenceinwhichsomeoftheseverestforcesofnaturewouldbearrayedagainstus——thesefactshadnoweightinmyfather’smind。Evenifhehadwitnessedmymother’sdespaironthenightofourarrivalinournewhome,hewouldnothaveunderstoodit。Fromhisviewpoint,hewasdoingaman’sduty。HewasworkingsteadilyinLawrence,and,incidentally,givingmuchtimetotheAbolitioncauseandtootherbigpublicmovementsofhisdaywhichhadhisinterestandsympathy。Hewrotetousregu—
larlyandsentusoccasionalremittances,aswellasageneroussupplyofimprovingliteratureforourminds。Itremainedforustostrengthenourbodies,tomeettheconditionsinwhichhehadplacedus,andtosurviveifwecould。
Wefacedoursituationwithclearandunalarmedeyesthemorningafterourarrival。Theproblemoffood,weknew,wasatleasttemporarilysolved。
Wehadbroughtwithusenoughcoffee,pork,andflourtolastforseveralweeks;andtheonenecessityfatherhadputinsidethecabinwallswasagreatfireplace,madeofmudandstones,inwhichourfoodcouldbecooked。Theproblemofourwater—supplywaslesssimple,butmybrotherJamessolveditforthetimebyshowingusacreekalongdistancefromthehouse;andformonthswecarriedfromthiscreek,inpails,everydropofwaterweused,savethatwhichwecaughtintroughswhentherainfell。
Weheldafamilycouncilafterbreakfast,andinthis,thoughIwasonlytwelve,Itookaneageranddeterminedpart。Ilovedwork——ithasalwaysbeenmyfavoriteformofrecreation——andmyspiritrosetotheopportunitiesofitwhichsmiledonusfromeveryside。Obviouslythefirstthingtodowastoputdoorsandwindowsintotheyawningholesfatherhadleftforthem,andtolayaboardflooringovertheearthinsideourcabinwalls,andthesedutiesweaccomplishedbeforewehadoccupiedournewhomeafortnight。Therewasasmallsaw—millninemilesfromourcabin,onthespotthatisnowBigRapids,andthereweboughtourlumber。Thelaborwesuppliedourselves,andthoughweputourheartsintoitandtheresultsatthetimeseemedbeautifultoourpartialeyes,I
amforcedtoadmit,inlookingbackuponthem,thattheyhaltedthissideofperfection。Webeganbymakingthreewindowsandtwodoors;then,inspiredbytheseachievements,weambitiouslyconstructedanatticanddividedthegroundfloorwithpartitions,whichgaveusfourrooms。
Thegeneraleffectwastemperamentalandsketchy。
Theboardswhichformedthefloorwereneverevennaileddown;theywerefine,wideplankswithoutaknotinthem,andtheylookedsowellthatwemerelyfittedthemtogetherascloselyaswecouldandlightheartedlyletthemgoatthat。Neitherdidweproperlychinkthehouse。
Nothingismorecomfortablethanalogcabinwhichhasbeencarefullybuiltandfinished;butforsomereason——probablybecausethereseemedalwaysamoreurgentdutycallingtousaroundthecorner——weneverplasteredourhouseatall。
Theresultwasthatonmanyfuturewintermorningsweawoketofindourselveschastelyblanketedbysnow,whiletheonlywarmspotinourliving—roomwasthatdirectlyinfrontofthefireplace,wheregreatlogsburnedallday。
Eventhereourfacesscorchedwhileourspinesslowlycongealed,untilwelearnedtorevolvebeforethefirelikeabirduponaspit。NodoubtwewouldhaveworkedmorethoroughlyifmybrotherJames,whowastwentyyearsoldandourtowerofstrength,hadremainedwithus;butwhenwehadbeeninournewhomeonlyafewmonthshefellandwasforcedtogoEastforanoperation。Hewasneverabletoreturntous,andthusmymother,wethreeyounggirls,andmyyoungestbrother——Harry,whowasonlyeightyearsold——madeourfightaloneuntilfathercametous,morethanayearlater。
Motherwaspracticallyaninvalid。Shehadanervousaffectionwhichmadeitimpossibleforhertostandwithoutthesupportofachair。Butshesewedwithunusualskill,anditwasduetoherthatourclothes,notwithstandingthestraintowhichwesubjectedthem,werealwaysingoodcondition。Shesewedforhourseveryday,andshewasabletomoveaboutthehouse,afterafashion,bypushingherselfaroundonastoolwhichJamesmadeforherassoonaswearrived。Healsobuiltforheramorecomfortablechairwithahighback。
Thedivisionoflaborplannedatthefirstcouncilwasthatmothershoulddooursewing,andmyoldersisters,EleanorandMary,thehousework,whichwasfarfromtaxing,forofcoursewelivedinthesimplestmanner。MybrothersandIweretodotheworkoutofdoors,anarrangementthatsuitedmeverywell,thoughatfirst,owingtoourlackofexperience,ouractivitiesweresomewhatcurtailed。
Itwastoolateintheseasonforplowingorplanting,evenifwehadpossessedanythingwithwhichtoplow,and,moreover,ourso—called``cleared’’landwasthickwithsturdytree—stumps。Evenduringthesecondsummerplowingwasimpossible;wecouldonlyplantpotatoesandcorn,andfollowthemostprimitivemethodindoingeventhis。Wetookanax,choppedupthesod,puttheseedunderit,andlettheseedgrow。Theseeddidgrow,too——inthemostgratifyingandencouragingmanner。OurgreencornandpotatoeswerethebestIhaveevereaten。Butforthepresentwelackedtheseluxuries。
Wehad,however,intheirplace,largequantitiesofwildfruit——gooseberries,raspberries,andplums——whichHarryandIgatheredonthebanksofourcreek。Harryalsobecameanexpertfisherman。
Wehadnohooksorlines,buthetookwiresfromourhoop—skirtsandmadesnaresattheendsofpoles。Mypartofthisworkwastostandonalogandfrightenthefishoutoftheirholesbymakinghorriblesounds,whichIdidwithimpassionedearnestness。Whenthefishhurriedtothesurfaceofthewatertoinvestigatetheappallingnoisestheyhadheard,theywereeasilysnaredbyoursmallboy,whowasveryproudofhisabilitytocontributeinthiswaytothefamilytable。
Duringourfirstwinterwelivedlargelyoncorn—
meal,makingalittlejourneyoftwentymilestothenearestmilltobuyit;butevenatthatwewerebetteroffthanourneighbors,forIrememberonefamilyinourregionwhoforanentirewinterlivedsolelyoncoarse—grainedyellowturnips,gratefullychangingtheirdiettoleekswhenthesecameinthespring。
Suchfurnitureaswehadwemadeourselves。Inadditiontomymother’stwochairsandthebunkswhichtooktheplaceofbeds,Jamesmadeasettlefortheliving—room,aswellasatableandseveralstools。Atfirstwehadourtree—cuttingdoneforus,butwesoonbecameexpertinthisgentleart,andIdevelopedsuchskillthatinlateryears,afterfathercame,Iusedtostandwithhimand``heart’’
alog。
Oneveryside,andateveryhouroftheday,wecameupagainsttherelentlesslimitationsofpioneerlife。Therewasnotateamofhorsesinourentireregion。TheteamwithwhichmybrotherhaddrivenusthroughthewildernesshadbeenhiredatGrandRapidsforthatoccasion,and,ofcourse,immediatelyreturned。Ourlumberwasdeliveredbyox—teams,andtheabsolutelyessentialpurchaseswemade``outside’’(atthenearestshops,fortymilesaway)werecarriedthroughtheforestonthebacksofmen。Ourmailwasdeliveredonceamonthbyacarrierwhomadethejourneyinalter—
natestagesofhorsebackridingandcanoeing。Butwehadhealth,youth,enthusiasm,goodappetites,andthewherewithaltosatisfythem,andatnightinourprimitivebunkswesankintoabyssesofdream—
lessslumbersuchasIhaveneverknownsince。
Indeed,lookingbackuponthem,thosefirstmonthsseemtohavebeenalong—drawn—outandgloriouspicnic,interruptedonlybyoccasionalhoursofpainorpanic,whenwewerehurtorfrightened。
Naturally,ourtwogreatestmenaceswerewildanimalsandIndians,butasthedayspassedthefirstoftheselosttheearlyterrorswithwhichwehadassociatedthem。Wegrewindifferenttothesoundsthathadmadeourfirstnightahorrortousall——
therewasevenacertainhomelinessinthem——whileweregardedwithaccustomed,almostblaseeyesthevariousfurredcreaturesofwhichwecaughtdistantglimpsesastheyslunkthroughtheforest。Theirexperiencewithothersettlershadtaughtthemcau—
tion;itsoonbecameclearthattheywereaseagertoavoidusasweweretoshunthem,andbycommonconsentwegaveeachotherampleelbow—room。
ButtheIndianswereallaroundus,andeverysettlerhadacollectionofhair—raisingtalestotellofthem。
Itwasgenerallyagreedthattheyweredangerousonlywhentheyweredrunk;butastheyweredrunkwhenevertheycouldgetwhisky,andaswhiskywasconstantlygiventheminexchangeforpeltsandgame,therewasaharrowingdoubtinourmindswhenevertheyapproachedus。
InmyfirstencounterwiththemIwasaloneinthewoodsatsunsetwithmysmallbrotherHarry。
WewerehuntingacowJameshadbought,andouryoungeyeswerepeeringeagerlyamongthetrees,onthealertforanymovingobject。Suddenly,atalittledistance,andcomingdirectlytowardus,wesawapartyofIndians。Therewerefiveofthem,allmen,walkinginsinglefile,asnoiselesslyasghosts,theirmoccasinedfeetcausingnotevenarustleamongthedryleavesthatcarpetedthewoods。AllthehorriblestorieswehadheardofIndiancrueltyflashedintoourminds,andforamomentweweredumbwithterror。ThenIrememberedhavingbeentoldthattheonethingonemustnotdobeforethemistoshowfear。Harrywascarryingaropewithwhichwehadexpectedtoleadhomeourreluctantcow,andIseizedoneendofitandwhisperedtohimthatwewould``playhorse,’’pretendinghewasdrivingme。WeprancedtowardtheIndiansonfeetthatfeltlikelead,andwitheyessoglazedbyterrorthatwecouldseenothingsavealineofmovingfigures;butaswepassedthemtheydidnotgivetoourlittleimpersonationofcare—freechildreneventhetributeofaside—glance。Theywere,werealized,headedstraightforourhome;andafterafewmo—
mentswedoubledonourtracksand,keepingatasafedistancefromthemamongthetrees,ranbacktowarnourmotherthattheywerecoming。
Asithappened,Jameswasaway,andmotherhadtomeetherunwelcomeguestssupportedonlybyheryoungchildren。Sheatoncepreparedameal,however,andwhentheyarrivedshewelcomedthemcalmlyandgavethemthebestshehad。Aftertheyhadeatentheybegantopointatanddemandob—
jectstheyfanciedintheroom——mybrother’spipe,sometobacco,abowl,andsuchtrifles——andmymother,whowasafraidtoannoythembyrefusal,gavethemwhattheyasked。Theywerequitesober,andthoughtheyleftwithoutexpressinganyappreciationofherhospitality,theymadeherasecondvisitafewmonthslater,bringingalargequantityofvenisonandabagofcranberriesasagracefulreturn。TheseIndianswereOttawas;andlaterwebecameveryfriendlywiththemandtheirtribe,eventothedegreeofattendingoneoftheirdances,whichIshalldescribelater。
OursecondencounterwithIndianswasalessagreeableexperience。Therewereseven``Mar—
quettewarriors’’inthenextgroupofcallers,andtheywereallintoxicated。Moreover,theyhadbroughtwiththemseveraljugsofbadwhisky——
therawandcraze—provokingproductsuppliedthembythefur—dealers——anditwasclearthatourcabinwastobethesceneofanorgy。Fortunately,mybrotherJameswasathomeonthisoccasion,andastheeveninggrewoldandtheIndians,groupedtogetheraroundthefire,becamemoreandmoreir—
responsible,hedevisedaplanforoursafety。Ouratticwasfinished,anditssoleentrancewasbyaladderthroughatrap—door。AtJames’swhisperedcommandmysisterEleanorslippedupintotheattic,andfromthebackwindowletdownarope,towhichhetiedalltheweaponswehad——hisgunandseveralaxes。TheseEleanordrewupandcon—
cealedinoneofthebunks。Mybrotherthendi—
rectedthatasquietlyaspossible,andatlongin—
tervals,onememberofthefamilyafteranotherwastoslipuptheladderandintotheattic,goingquitecasually,thattheIndiansmightnotrealizewhatweweredoing。Oncethere,withtheladderdrawnupafterusandthetrap—doorclosed,wewouldberea—