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  Theanodded。"Yes;sometimesImakehimsinghismostfoolishthingsforme。It’srestful,ashedoesit。
  That’swhenI’mhomesick,Dr。Archie。"
  "YouknewhiminGermany,Thea?"Dr。Archiehadquietlyabandonedhiscigaretteasacomfortlessarticle。
  "Whenyoufirstwentover?"
  "Yes。Hewasagoodfriendtoagreengirl。HehelpedmewithmyGermanandmymusicandmygeneraldiscourage—
  ment。Seemedtocaremoreaboutmygettingonthanabouthimself。Hehadnomoney,either。Anoldaunthadloanedhimalittletostudyon。——Willyouanswerthat,Fred?"
  FredcaughtupthetelephoneandstoppedthebuzzwhileTheawentontalkingtoDr。ArchieaboutLandry。
  Tellingsomeonetoholdthewire,hepresentlyputdowntheinstrumentandapproachedTheawithastartledex—
  pressiononhisface。
  "It’sthemanagement,"hesaidquietly。"Gloecklerhasbrokendown:faintingfits。MadameRheineckerisinAt—
  lanticCityandSchrammissinginginPhiladelphiato—
  night。TheywanttoknowwhetheryoucancomedownandfinishSIEGLINDE。"
  "Whattimeisit?"
  "Eightfifty—five。Thefirstactisjustover。Theycanholdthecurtaintwenty—fiveminutes。"
  Theadidnotmove。"Twenty—fiveandthirty—fivemakessixty,"shemuttered。"TellthemI’llcomeiftheyholdthecurtaintillIaminthedressing—room。SayI’llhavetowearhercostumes,andthedressermusthaveeverythingready。
  Thencallataxi,please。"
  Theahadnotchangedherpositionsincehefirstinter—
  ruptedher,butshehadgrownpaleandwasopeningandshuttingherhandsrapidly。Shelooked,Fredthought,ter—
  rified。Hehalfturnedtowardthetelephone,buthungononefoot。
  "Haveyoueversungthepart?"heasked。
  "No,butI’verehearsedit。That’sallright。Getthecab。"Stillshemadenomove。Shemerelyturnedper—
  fectlyblankeyestoDr。Archieandsaidabsently,"It’scurious,butjustatthisminuteIcan’trememberabarof’Walkure’afterthefirstact。AndIletmymaidgoout。"
  ShesprangupandbeckonedArchiewithoutsomuch,hefeltsure,asknowingwhohewas。"Comewithme。"Shewentquicklyintohersleeping—chamberandthrewopenadoorintoatrunk—room。"Seethatwhitetrunk?It’snotlocked。It’sfullofwigs,inboxes。Lookuntilyoufindonemarked`Ring2。’Bringitquick!"Whileshedirectedhim,shethrewopenasquaretrunkandbegantossingoutshoesofeveryshapeandcolor。
  Ottenburgappearedatthedoor。"CanIhelpyou?"
  Shethrewhimsomewhitesandalswithlonglacesandsilkstockingspinnedtothem。"Putthoseinsomething,andthengotothepianoandgivemeafewmeasuresinthere——youknow。"Shewasbehavingsomewhatlikeacyclonenow,andwhileshewrenchedopendrawersandclosetdoors,Ottenburggottothepianoasquicklyaspos—
  sibleandbegantoheraldthereappearanceoftheVolsungpair,trustingtomemory。
  InafewmomentsTheacameoutenvelopedinherlongfurcoatwithascarfoverherheadandknittedwoolenglovesonherhands。HerglassyeyetookinthefactthatFredwasplayingfrommemory,andeveninherdistractedstate,afaintsmileflickeredoverhercolorlesslips。Shestretchedoutawoollyhand,"Thescore,please。Behindyou,there。"
  Dr。Archiefollowedwithacanvasboxandasatchel。Astheywentthroughthehall,themencaughtuptheirhatsandcoats。Theyleftthemusic—room,Frednoticed,justsevenminutesafterhegotthetelephonemessage。IntheelevatorTheasaidinthathuskywhisperwhichhadsoper—
  plexedDr。Archiewhenhefirstheardit,"Tellthedriver
  hemustdoitintwentyminutes,lessifhecan。Hemustleavethelightoninthecab。Icandoagooddealintwentyminutes。Ifonlyyouhadn’tmademeeat——Damnthatduck!"shebrokeoutbitterly;"whydidyou?"
  "WishIhaditback!Butitwon’tbotheryou,to—night。
  Youneedstrength,"hepleadedconsolingly。
  Butsheonlymutteredangrilyunderherbreath,"Idiot,idiot!"
  Ottenburgshotaheadandinstructedthedriver,whilethedoctorputTheaintothecabandshutthedoor。Shedidnotspeaktoeitherofthemagain。Asthedriverscram—
  bledintohisseatsheopenedthescoreandfixedhereyesuponit。Herface,inthewhitelight,lookedasbleakasastonequarry。
  Ashercabslidaway,OttenburgshovedArchieintoasecondtaxithatwaitedbythecurb。"We’dbettertrailher,"heexplained。"Theremightbeahold—upofsomekind。"Asthecabwhizzedoffhebrokeintoaneruptionofprofanity。
  "What’sthematter,Fred?"thedoctorasked。Hewasagooddealdazedbytherapidevolutionsofthelasttenminutes。
  "Matterenough!"Fredgrowled,buttoninghisover—
  coatwithashiver。"Whatawaytosingapartforthefirsttime!Thatduckreallyisonmyconscience。Itwillbeawonderifshecandoanythingbutquack!Scramblingoninthemiddleofaperformancelikethis,withnorehearsal!
  Thestuffshehastosinginthereisafright——rhythm,pitch,——andterriblydifficultintervals。"
  "Shelookedfrightened,"Dr。Archiesaidthoughtfully,"butIthoughtshelooked——determined。"
  Fredsniffed。"Oh,determined!That’sthekindofroughdealthatmakessavagesofsingers。Here’sapartshe’sworkedonandgotreadyforforyears,andnowtheygiveherachancetogoonandbutcherit。Goodnessknowswhenshe’slookedatthescorelast,orwhethershecanuse
  thebusinessshe’sstudiedwiththiscast。Necker’ssingingBRUNNHILDE;shemayhelpher,ifit’snotoneofhersorenights。"
  "IsshesoreatThea?"Dr。Archieaskedwonderingly。
  "Mydearman,Necker’ssoreateverything。She’sbreakingup;tooearly;justwhensheoughttobeatherbest。There’sonestorythatsheisstrugglingundersomeseriousmalady,anotherthatshelearnedabadmethodatthePragueConservatoryandhasruinedherorgan。She’sthesorestthingintheworld。Ifsheweathersthiswinterthrough,it’llbeherlast。She’spayingforitwiththelastragsofhervoice。Andthen——"Fredwhistledsoftly。
  "Well,whatthen?"
  "Thenourgirlmaycomeinforsomeofit。It’sdogeatdog,inthisgameasineveryother。"
  ThecabstoppedandFredandDr。Archiehurriedtotheboxoffice。TheMonday—nighthousewassoldout。TheyboughtstandingroomandenteredtheauditoriumjustasthepressrepresentativeofthehousewasthankingtheaudiencefortheirpatienceandtellingthemthatalthoughMadameGloecklerwastooilltosing,MissKronborghadkindlyconsentedtofinishherpart。Thisannouncementwasmetwithvehementapplausefromtheuppercirclesofthehouse。
  "Shehasher——constituents,"Dr。Archiemurmured。
  "Yes,upthere,wherethey’reyoungandhungry。Thesepeopledownherehavedinedtoowell。Theywon’tmind,however。TheylikefiresandaccidentsandDIVERTISSEMENTS。
  TwoSIEGLINDESaremoreunusualthanone,sothey’llbesatisfied。"
  AfterthefinaldisappearanceofthemotherofSiegfried,Ottenburgandthedoctorslippedoutthroughthecrowdandleftthehouse。NearthestageentranceFredfoundthedriverwhohadbroughtTheadown。Hedismissedhimandgotalargercar。HeandArchiewaitedonthesidewalk,
  andwhenKronborgcameoutalonetheygatheredherintothecabandspranginafterher。
  Theasankbackintoacornerofthebackseatandyawned。"Well,Igotthrough,eh?"Hertonewasreas—
  suring。"Onthewhole,IthinkI’vegivenyougentlemenaprettylivelyevening,foronewhohasnosocialaccomplish—
  ments。"
  "Rather!Therewassomethinglikeapopularuprisingattheendofthesecondact。ArchieandIcouldn’tkeepitupaslongastherestofthemdid。Ahowllikethatoughttoshowthemanagementwhichwaythewindisblowing。Youprobablyknowyouweremagnificent。"
  "Ithoughtitwentprettywell,"shespokeimpartially。
  "Iwasrathersmarttocatchhistempothere,atthebegin—
  ningofthefirstrecitative,whenhecameintoosoon,don’tyouthink?It’strickyinthere,withoutarehearsal。Oh,Iwasallright!Hetookthatsyncopationtoofastinthebeginning。Somesingerstakeitfastthere——thinkitsoundsmoreimpassioned。That’soneway!"Shesniffed,andFredshotamirthfulglanceatArchie。Herboastful—
  nesswouldhavebeenchildishinaschoolboy。Inthelightofwhatshehaddone,ofthestraintheyhadlivedthroughduringthelasttwohours,itmadeonelaugh,——almostcry。Shewenton,robustly:"AndIdidn’tfeelmydin—
  ner,really,Fred。Iamhungryagain,I’mashamedtosay,——andIforgottoorderanythingatmyhotel。"
  Fredputhishandonthedoor。"Whereto?Youmusthavefood。"
  "Doyouknowanyquietplace,whereIwon’tbestaredat?I’vestillgotmake—upon。"
  "Ido。NiceEnglishchop—houseonForty—fourthStreet。
  Nobodythereatnightbuttheaterpeopleaftertheshow,andafewbachelors。"Heopenedthedoorandspoketothedriver。
  Asthecarturned,TheareachedacrosstothefrontseatanddrewDr。Archie’shandkerchiefoutofhisbreastpocket。
  "Thiscomestomenaturally,"shesaid,rubbinghercheeksandeyebrows。"WhenIwaslittleIalwayslovedyourhandkerchiefsbecausetheyweresilkandsmelledofCol—
  ognewater。IthinktheymusthavebeentheonlyreallycleanhandkerchiefsinMoonstone。Youwerealwayswipingmyfacewiththem,whenyoumetmeoutinthedust,Iremember。DidIneverhaveany?"
  "Ithinkyou’dnearlyalwaysusedyoursuponyourbabybrother。"
  Theasighed。"Yes,Thorhadsuchawayofgettingmessy。Yousayhe’sagoodchauffeur?"Sheclosedhereyesforamomentasiftheyweretired。Suddenlyshelookedup。"Isn’titfunny,howwetravelincircles?Hereyouare,stillgettingmeclean,andFredisstillfeedingme。
  Iwouldhavediedofstarvationatthatboarding—houseonIndianaAvenueifhehadn’ttakenmeouttotheBucking—
  hamandfilledmeuponceinawhile。WhatacavernIwastofill,too。Thewaitersusedtolookastonished。I’mstillsingingonthatfood。"
  FredalightedandgaveTheahisarmastheycrossedtheicysidewalk。Theyweretakenupstairsinanantiquatedliftandfoundthecheerfulchop—roomhalffullofsupperparties。AnEnglishcompanyplayingattheEmpirehadjustcomein。Thewaiters,inredwaistcoats,werehurry—
  ingabout。Fredgotatableatthebackoftheroom,inacorner,andurgedhiswaitertogettheoystersonatonce。
  "Takesafewminutestoopenthem,sir,"themanex—
  postulated。
  "Yes,butmakeitasfewaspossible,andbringthelady’sfirst。Thengrilledchopswithkidneys,andsalad。"
  Theabeganeatingcelerystalksatonce,fromthebasetothefoliage。"Neckersaidsomethingnicetometo—
  night。Youmighthavethoughtthemanagementwouldsaysomething,butnotthey。"ShelookedatFredfromunderherblackenedlashes。"ItWASastunt,tojumpin
  andsingthatsecondactwithoutrehearsal。Itdoesn’tsingitself。"
  Ottenburgwaswatchingherbrillianteyesandherface。
  Shewasmuchhandsomerthanshehadbeenearlyintheevening。Excitementofthissortenrichedher。Itwasonlyundersuchexcitement,hereflected,thatshewasentirelyilluminated,orwhollypresent。Atothertimestherewassomethingalittlecoldandempty,likeabigroomwithnopeopleinit。Eveninhermostgenialmoodstherewasashadowofrestlessness,asifshewerewaitingforsomethingandwereexercisingthevirtueofpatience。Duringdinnershehadbeenaskindassheknewhowtobe,tohimandtoArchie,andhadgiventhemasmuchofherselfasshecould。
  But,clearly,sheknewonlyonewayofbeingreallykind,fromthecoreofherheartout;andtherewasbutonewayinwhichshecouldgiveherselftopeoplelargelyandgladly,spontaneously。Evenasagirlshehadbeenatherbestinvigorouseffort,heremembered;physicaleffort,whentherewasnootherkindathand。Shecouldbeexpansiveonlyinexplosions。OldNathanmeyerhadseenit。IntheveryfirstsongFredhadeverheardhersing,shehadunconsciouslydeclaredit。
  TheaKronborgturnedsuddenlyfromhertalkwithArchieandpeeredsuspiciouslyintothecornerwhereOtten—
  burgsatwithfoldedarms,observingher。"What’sthematterwithyou,Fred?I’mafraidofyouwhenyou’requiet,——fortunatelyyoualmostneverare。Whatareyouthinkingabout?"
  "Iwaswonderinghowyougotrightwiththeorchestrasoquickly,thereatfirst。Ihadaflashofterror,"here—
  pliedeasily。
  Sheboltedherlastoysterandduckedherhead。"SohadI!Idon’tknowhowIdidcatchit。Desperation,I
  suppose;samewaytheIndianbabiesswimwhenthey’rethrownintotheriver。IHADto。Nowit’sover,I’mgladI
  hadto。Ilearnedawholelotto—night。"
  Archie,whousuallyfeltthatitbehoovedhimtobesilentduringsuchdiscussions,wasencouragedbyhergenialitytoventure,"Idon’tseehowyoucanlearnanythinginsuchaturmoil;orhowyoucankeepyourmindonit,forthatmatter。"
  Theaglancedabouttheroomandsuddenlyputherhanduptoherhair。"Mercy,I’venohaton!Whydidn’tyoutellme?AndIseemtobewearingarumpleddinnerdress,withallthispaintonmyface!ImustlooklikesomethingyoupickeduponSecondAvenue。IhopetherearenoColoradoreformersabout,Dr。Archie。Whatadreadfuloldpairthesepeoplemustbethinkingyou!Well,Ihadtoeat。"Shesniffedthesavorofthegrillasthewaiteruncov—
  eredit。"Yes,draughtbeer,please。No,thankyou,Fred,NOchampagne。——Togobacktoyourquestion,Dr。Archie,youcanbelieveIkeepmymindonit。That’sthewholetrick,insofarasstageexperiencegoes;keepingrightthereeverysecond。IfIthinkofanythingelseforaflash,I’mgone,donefor。Butatthesametime,onecantakethingsin——withanotherpartofyourbrain,maybe。It’sdifferentfromwhatyougetinstudy,morepracticalandconclusive。
  Therearesomethingsyoulearnbestincalm,andsomeinstorm。Youlearnthedeliveryofapartonlybeforeanaudience。"
  "Heavenhelpus,"gaspedOttenburg。"Weren’tyouhungry,though!It’sbeautifultoseeyoueat。"
  "Gladyoulikeit。OfcourseI’mhungry。Areyoustay—
  ingoverfor`Rheingold’Fridayafternoon?"
  "MydearThea,"——Fredlitacigarette,——"I’maseri—
  ousbusinessmannow。Ihavetosellbeer。I’mdueinChicagoonWednesday。I’dcomebacktohearyou,butFRICKAisnotanalluringpart。"
  "Thenyou’veneverhearditwelldone。"Shespokeuphotly。"FatGermanwomanscoldingherhusband,eh?
  That’snotmyidea。WaittillyouhearmyFRICKA。It’sabeautifulpart。"Thealeanedforwardonthetableand
  touchedArchie’sarm。"Youremember,Dr。Archie,howmymotheralwaysworeherhair,partedinthemiddleanddonelowonherneckbehind,soyougottheshapeofherheadandsuchacalm,whiteforehead?IwearminelikethatforFRICKA。Alittlemorecoroneteffect,builtupalit—
  tlehigheratthesides,buttheidea’sthesame。Ithinkyou’llnoticeit。"SheturnedtoOttenburgreproachfully:
  "It’snoblemusic,Fred,fromthefirstmeasure。There’snothinglovelierthantheWONNIGERHAUSRATH。It’sallsuchcomprehensivesortofmusic——fateful。Ofcourse,FRICKA
  KNOWS,"Theaendedquietly。
  Fredsighed。"There,you’vespoiledmyitinerary。
  NowI’llhavetocomeback,ofcourse。Archie,you’dbet—
  tergetbusyaboutseatsto—morrow。"
  "Icangetyouboxseats,somewhere。Iknownobodyhere,andIneveraskforany。"Theabeganhuntingamongherwraps。"Oh,howfunny!I’veonlytheseshortwoolengloves,andnosleeves。Putonmycoatfirst。ThoseEng—
  lishpeoplecan’tmakeoutwhereyougotyourlady,she’ssomadeupofcontradictions。"SheroselaughingandplungedherarmsintothecoatDr。Archieheldforher。Asshesettledherselfintoitandbuttoneditunderherchin,shegavehimanoldsignalwithhereyelid。"I’dliketosinganotherpartto—night。ThisisthesortofeveningI
  fancy,whenthere’ssomethingtodo。Letmesee:Ihavetosingin`Trovatore’Wednesdaynight,andtherearere—
  hearsalsforthe`Ring’everydaythisweek。ConsidermedeaduntilSaturday,Dr。Archie。IinviteyoubothtodinewithmeonSaturdaynight,thedayafter`Rheingold。’
  AndFredmustleaveearly,forIwanttotalktoyoualone。
  You’vebeenherenearlyaweek,andIhaven’thadaseri—
  ouswordwithyou。TAKFORMAD,Fred,astheNorwegianssay。"
  VIII
  THE"RingoftheNiebelungs"wastobegivenattheMetropolitanonfoursuccessiveFridayafternoons。
  Afterthefirstoftheseperformances,FredOttenburgwenthomewithLandryfortea。Landrywasoneofthefewpub—
  licentertainerswhoownrealestateinNewYork。Helivedinalittlethree—storybrickhouseonJaneStreet,inGreen—
  wichVillage,whichhadbeenlefttohimbythesameauntwhopaidforhismusicaleducation。
  Landrywasborn,andspentthefirstfifteenyearsofhislife,onarockyConnecticutfarmnotfarfromCosCob。
  Hisfatherwasanignorant,violentman,abunglingfarmerandabrutalhusband。Thefarmhouse,dilapidatedanddamp,stoodinahollowbesideamarshypond。Oliverhadworkedhardwhilehelivedathome,althoughhewasnevercleanorwarminwinterandhadwretchedfoodalltheyearround。Hisspare,dryfigure,hisprominentlarynx,andthepeculiarredofhisfaceandhandsbelongedtothechore—
  boyhehadneveroutgrown。Itwasasifthefarm,knowinghewouldescapefromitasearlyashecould,hadgrounditsmarkonhimdeep。WhenhewasfifteenOliverranawayandwenttolivewithhisCatholicaunt,onJaneStreet,whomhismotherwasneverallowedtovisit。ThepriestofSt。Joseph’sParishdiscoveredthathehadavoice。
  LandryhadanaffectionforthehouseonJaneStreet,wherehehadfirstlearnedwhatcleanlinessandorderandcourtesywere。Whenhisauntdiedhehadtheplacedoneover,gotanIrishhousekeeper,andlivedtherewithagreatmanybeautifulthingshehadcollected。Hislivingex—
  penseswereneverlarge,buthecouldnotrestrainhimselffrombuyinggracefulanduselessobjects。Hewasacollec—
  torformuchthesamereasonthathewasaCatholic,and
  hewasaCatholicchieflybecausehisfatherusedtositinthekitchenandreadaloudtohishiredmendisgusting"exposures"oftheRomanChurch,enjoyingequallythehideousstoriesandtheoutragetohiswife’sfeelings。
  AtfirstLandryboughtbooks;thenrugs,drawings,china。HehadabeautifulcollectionofoldFrenchandSpanishfans。HekepttheminanescritoirehehadbroughtfromSpain,buttherewerealwaysafewofthemlyingaboutinhissitting—room。
  WhileLandryandhisguestwerewaitingfortheteatobebrought,Ottenburgtookuponeofthesefansfromthelowmarblemantel—shelfandopeneditinthefirelight。Onesidewaspaintedwithapearlyskyandfloatingclouds。
  Ontheotherwasaformalgardenwhereanelegantshep—
  herdesswithamaskandcrookwasfleeingonhighheelsfromasatin—coatedshepherd。
  "Yououghtnottokeepthesethingsabout,likethis,Oliver。Thedustfromyourgratemustgetatthem。"
  "Itdoes,butIgetthemtoenjoythem,nottohavethem。They’repleasanttoglanceatandtoplaywithatoddtimeslikethis,whenoneiswaitingforteaorsome—
  thing。"
  Fredsmiled。TheideaofLandrystretchedoutbeforehisfireplayingwithhisfans,amusedhim。Mrs。McGinnisbroughttheteaandputitbeforethehearth:oldteacupsthatwerevelvetytothetouchandapot—belliedsilvercreampitcherofanEarlyGeorgianpattern,whichwasalwaysbrought,thoughLandrytookrum。
  Freddrankhisteawalkingabout,examiningLandry’ssumptuouswriting—tableinthealcoveandtheBoucherdrawinginredchalkoverthemantel。"Idon’tseehowyoucanstandthisplacewithoutaheroine。Itwouldgivemearagingthirstforgallantries。"
  Landrywashelpinghimselftoasecondcupoftea。
  "Worksquitetheotherwaywithme。Itconsolesmeforthelackofher。It’sjustfeminineenoughtobepleasantto
  returnto。Notanymoretea?Thensitdownandplayforme。I’malwaysplayingforotherpeople,andIneverhaveachancetositherequietlyandlisten。"
  Ottenburgopenedthepianoandbegansoftlytoboomforththeshadowyintroductiontotheoperatheyhadjustheard。"Willthatdo?"heaskedjokingly。"Ican’tseemtogetitoutofmyhead。"
  "Oh,excellently!Theatoldmeitwasquitewonderful,thewayyoucandoWagnerscoresonthepiano。Sofewpeoplecangiveoneanyideaofthemusic。Goahead,aslongasyoulike。Icansmoke,too。"Landryflattenedhim—
  selfoutonhiscushionsandabandonedhimselftoeasewiththecircumstanceofonewhohasnevergrownquiteaccus—
  tomedtoease。
  Ottenburgplayedon,ashehappenedtoremember。HeunderstoodnowwhyTheawishedhimtohearherin"Rheingold。"IthadbeencleartohimassoonasFRICKA
  rosefromsleepandlookedoutovertheyoungworld,stretchingonewhitearmtowardthenewGotterburgshiningontheheights。"WOTAN!GEMAHL!ERWACHE!"ShewaspureScandinavian,thisFRICKA:"Swedishsummer"!
  herememberedoldMr。Nathanmeyer’sphrase。Shehadwishedhimtoseeherbecauseshehadadistinctkindoflovelinessforthispart,ashiningbeautylikethelightofsunsetondistantsails。Sheseemedtotakeonthelookofimmortalloveliness,theyouthofthegoldenapples,theshiningbodyandtheshiningmind。FRICKAhadbeenajealousspousetohimforsolongthathehadforgotshemeantwisdombeforeshemeantdomesticorder,andthat,inanyevent,shewasalwaysagoddess。TheFRICKAofthatafternoonwassoclearandsunny,sonoblyconceived,thatshemadeawholeatmosphereaboutherselfandquiteredeemedfromshabbinessthehelplessnessandunscrupu—
  lousnessofthegods。HerreproachestoWOTANwerethepleadingsofatemperedmind,aconsistentsenseofbeauty。
  Inthelongsilencesofherpart,hershiningpresencewasa
  visiblecomplementtothediscussionoftheorchestra。Asthethemeswhichweretohelpinweavingthedramatoitsendfirstcamevaguelyupontheear,onesawtheirimportandtendencyinthefaceofthisclearest—visionedofthegods。
  InthescenebetweenFRICKAandWOTAN,Ottenburgstopped。"Ican’tseemtogetthevoices,inthere。"
  Landrychuckled。"Don’ttry。Iknowitwellenough。
  IexpectI’vebeenoverthatwithherathousandtimes。I
  wasplayingforheralmosteverydaywhenshewasfirstworkingonit。Whenshebeginswithapartshe’shardtoworkwith:soslowyou’dthinkshewasstupidifyoudidn’tknowher。Ofcoursesheblamesitallonheraccompanist。
  Itgoesonlikethatforweekssometimes。Thisdid。Shekeptshakingherheadandstaringandlookinggloomy。
  Allatonce,shegotherline——itusuallycomessuddenly,afterstretchesofnotgettinganywhereatall——andafterthatitkeptchangingandclearing。Assheworkedhervoiceintoit,itgotmoreandmoreofthat`gold’qualitythatmakesherFRICKAsodifferent。"
  FredbeganFRICKA’Sfirstariaagain。"It’scertainlydifferent。Curioushowshedoesit。Suchabeautifulidea,outofapartthat’salwaysbeensoungrateful。She’salovelything,butshewasneversobeautifulasthat,really。