"Itwouldbesuretobesomethingunreasonableandwicked,"saidLadyAnstruthers。"Itwould,Betty。"
"Iwonderwhatitwouldbe?"Bettysaidmusingly。
"Hehastoldliesforyearstokeepyouallfromme。Ifhecamenow,hewouldknowthathehadbeenfoundout。
HewouldsaythatIhadtoldyouthings。Hewouldbefuriousbecauseyouhaveseenwhatthereistosee。Hewouldknowthatyoucouldnothelpbutrealisethatthemoneyhemademeaskforhadnotbeenspentontheestate。He,——
Betty,hewouldtrytoforceyoutogoaway。"
"Iwonderwhathewoulddo?"Bettysaidagainmusingly。
Shefeltinterested,notafraid。
"Itwouldbesomethingcunning,"Rosyprotested。"Itwouldbesomethingnoonecouldexpect。Hemightbesorudethatyoucouldnotremainintheroomwithhim,orhemightbequitepolite,andpretendhewasrathergladtoseeyou。Ifhewasonlyfrightfullyrudeweshouldbesafer,becausethatwouldnotbeanunexpectedthing,butifhewaspolite,itwouldbebecausehewasarrangingsomethinghideous,whichyoucouldnotdefendyourselfagainst。"
"Canyoutellme,"saidBettyquiteslowly,because,asshelookeddownatthecarpet,shewasthinkingveryhard,"thekindofunexpectedthinghehasdonetoyou?"Liftinghereyes,shesawthatatroubledflushwascreepingoverLadyAnstruthers’face。
"There——havebeen——somanyqueerthings,"shefaltered。
ThenBettyknewtherewassomespecialthingshewasafraidtotalkabout,andthatifshedesiredtoobtainilluminatinginformationitwouldbewelltogointothematter。
"Try,"shesaid,"toremembersomeparticularincident。"
LadyAnstrutherslookednervous。
"Rosy,"inthelevelvoice,"therehasbeenaparticularincident——andIwouldratherhearofitfromyouthanfromhim。
Rosy’slapheldlittleshakinghands。
"Hehashelditovermeforyears,"shesaidbreathlessly。
"Hesaidhewouldwriteaboutittofatherandmother。Hesayshecoulduseitagainstmeasevidencein——inthedivorcecourt。HesaysthatdivorcecourtsinAmericaareforwomen,butinEnglandtheyareformen,and——hecoulddefendhimselfagainstme。"
Theincongruityofthepictureofthesmall,fadedcreaturearraignedinadivorcecourtonchargesofmisbehaviourwouldhavemadeBettysmileifshehadbeeninsmilingmood。
"Whatdidheaccuseyouof?"
"Thatwasthe——theunexpectedthing,"miserably。
Bettytooktheunsteadyhandsfirmlyinherown。
"Don’tbeafraidtotellme,"shesaid。"Heknewyousowellthatheunderstoodwhatwouldterrifyyouthemost。I
knowyousowellthatIunderstandhowhedoesit。Didhedothisunexpectedthingjustbeforeyouwrotetofatherforthemoney?"Asshequitesuddenlypresentedthequestion,Rosyexclaimedaloud。
"Howdidyouknow?"shesaid。"You——youarelikealawyer。Howcouldyouknow?"
Howsimpleshewas!Howobviouslyaneasyprey!
Shehadbeenunconsciouslygivingevidencewitheveryword。
"Ihavebeenthinkinghimover,"Bettysaid。"Heinterestsme。Ihavebeguntoguessthathealwayswantssomethingwhenheprofessesthathehasagrievance。"
Thenwithdroopinghead,Rosytoldthestory。
"Yes,ithappenedbeforehemademewritetofatherforsomuchmoney。Thevicarwasillandwasobligedtogoawayforsixmonths。Theclergymanwhocametotakehisplacewasayoungman。Hewaskindandgentle,andwantedtohelppeople。Hismotherwaswithhimandshewaslikehim。
Theylovedeachother,andtheywerequitepoor。HisnamewasFfolliott。Ilikedtohearhimpreach。Hesaidthingsthatcomfortedme。Nigelfoundoutthathecomfortedme,and——whenhecalledhere,hewasmorepolitetohimthanhehadeverbeentoMr。Brent。Heseemedalmostasifhelikedhim。Heactuallyaskedhimtodinnertwoorthreetimes。Afterdinner,hewouldgooutoftheroomandleaveustogether。Oh,Betty!"clingingtoherhands,"Iwassowretchedthen,thatsometimesIthoughtIwasgoingoutofmymind。IthinkIlookedwild。Iusedtokneeldownandtrytopray,andIcouldnot。"
"Yes,yes,"saidBetty。
"IusedtofeelthatifIcouldonlyhaveonefriend,justone,Icouldbearitbetter。OnceIsaidsomethinglikethattoNigel。HeonlyshruggedhisshouldersandsneeredwhenIsaidit。ButafterwardsIknewhehadremembered。Oneevening,whenhehadaskedMr。Ffolliotttodinner,heledhimtotalkaboutreligion。Oh,Betty!Itmademybloodturncoldwhenhebegan。Iknewhewasdoingitforsomewickedreason。Iknewthelookinhiseyesandtheawful,agreeablesmileonhismouth。Whenhesaidatlast,`Ifyoucouldhelpmypoorwifetofindcomfortinsuchthings,’
Ibegantosee。Icouldnotexplaintoanyonehowhedidit,butwithjustasentence,droppedhereandthere,heseemedtotellthewholestoryofasilly,selfish,Americangirl,thwartedinhervulgarlittleambitions,andposingasamartyr,becauseshecouldnothaveherownwayineverything。
Hesaidonce,quitecasually,`I’mafraidAmericanwomenareratherspoiled。’Andthenhesaid,inthesametolerantway——
`ApoormanisadisappointmenttoanAmericangirl。Americadoesnotbelieveinrankcombinedwithlackoffortune。’
Idarednotdefendmyself。Iamnotcleverenoughtothinkoftherightthingstosay。HemeantMr。FfolliotttounderstandthatIhadmarriedhimbecauseIthoughthewasgrandandrich,andthatIwasadisappointedlittlespitefulshrew。I
triedtoactasifhewasnothurtingme,butmyhandstrembled,andalumpkeptrisinginmythroat。Whenwereturnedtothedrawing—room,andatlastheleftustogether,IwasprayingandprayingthatImightbeabletokeepfrombreakingdown。
Shestoppedandswallowedhard。Bettyheldherhandsfirmlyuntilshewenton。
"Forafewminutes,Isatstill,andtriedtothinkofsomenewsubject——somethingaboutthechurchorthevillage。ButIcouldnotbegintospeakbecauseofthelumpinmythroat。
Andthen,suddenly,butquietly,Mr。Ffolliottgotup。AndthoughIdarednotliftmyeyes,Iknewhewasstandingbeforethefire,quitenearme。And,oh!whatdoyouthinkhesaid,aslowandgentlyasifhisvoicewasawoman’s。
Ididnotknowthatpeopleeversaidsuchthingsnow,oreventhoughtthem。Butnever,nevershallIforgetthatstrangeminute。Hesaidjustthis:
"`Godwillhelpyou。Hewill。Hewill。’
"Asifitwastrue,Betty!AsiftherewasaGod——and——
Hehadnotforgottenme。IdidnotknowwhatIwasdoing,butIputoutmyhandandcaughtathissleeve,andwhenIlookedupintohisface,Isawinhiskind,goodeyes,thatheknew——thatsomehow——Godknowshow——heunderstoodandthatIneednotutterawordtoexplaintohimthathehadbeenlisteningtolies。"
"Didyoutalktohim?"Bettyaskedquietly。
"Hetalkedtome。WedidnotevenspeakofNigel。HetalkedtomeasIhadneverheardanyonetalkbefore。Somehowhefilledtheroomwithsomethingreal,whichwashopeandcomfortandlikewarmth,whichkeptmysoulfromshivering。Thetearspouredfrommyeyesatfirst,butthelumpinmythroatwentaway,andwhenNigelcamebackIactuallydidnotfeelfrightened,thoughhelookedatmeandsneeredquietly。"
"Didhesayanythingafterwards?"
"Helaughedalittlecoldlaughandsaid,`Iseeyouhavebeenseekingtheconsolationofreligion。Neuroticwomenlikeconfessors。Idonotobjecttoyourconfessing,ifyouconfessyourownbackslidingsandnotmine。’"
"Thatwasthebeginning,"saidBettyspeculatively。"Theunexpectedthingwastheend。Tellmetherest?"
"Noonecouldhavedreamedofit,"Rosybrokeforth。
"Forweekshewasalmostlikeotherpeople。HestayedatStornhamandspenthisdaysinshooting。Heprofessedthathewasratherenjoyinghimselfinadullway。Heencouragedmetogotothevicarage,heinvitedtheFfolliottshere。HesaidMrs。Ffolliottwasagentlewomanandgoodforme。
HesaiditwasproperthatIshouldinterestmyselfinparishwork。OnceortwiceheevenbroughtsomelittlemessagetomefromMr。Ffolliott。"
Itwasapitiablysimplestory。Bettysaw,throughitsrelation,theunconsciousnessoftheeasilyalluredvictim,theadroitleadingonfromsteptostep,theordinary,natural,seemingmethodwhicharrangedopportunities。Thetwohadbeenthrowntogetherat-KanbaAPp点com-theCourt,atthevicarage,thechurchandinthevillage,andthehawkhadlookedonandbidedhistime。Forthefirsttimeinheryearsofexile,Rosyhadbeguntofeelthatshemightbeallowedafriend——thoughshelivedinsecrettremorlestthenormallibertypermittedhershouldsuddenlybesnatchedaway。
"WenevertalkedofNigel,"shesaid,twistingherhands。
"Buthemademebegintoliveagain。HetalkedtomeofSomethingthatwatchedandwouldnotleaveme——wouldneverleaveme。Iwaslearningtobelieveit。SometimeswhenIwalkedthroughthewoodtothevillage,Iusedtostopamongthetreesandlookupatthebitsofskybetweenthebranches,andlistentothesoundintheleaves——thesoundthatneverstops——anditseemedasifitwassayingsomethingtome。
AndIwouldclaspmyhandsandwhisper,`Yes,yes,’`I
will,’`Iwill。’IusedtoseeNigellookingatmeattablewithaqueersmileinhiseyesandoncehesaidtome——`Youaregrowingyoungandlovely,mydear。Yourcolourisimproving。Thecounselsofourfriendareofasalutarynature。’
Itwouldhavemademenervous,buthesaiditalmostgood—
naturedly,andIwassillyenougheventowonderifitcouldbepossiblethathewaspleasedtoseemelookinglessill。Itwastrue,Betty,thatIwasgrowingstronger。Butitdidnotlastlong。"
"Iwasafraidnot,"saidBetty。
"AnoldwomaninthelanenearBartyonWoodwasill。Mr。
Ffolliotthadaskedmetogotoseeher,andIusedtogo。
Shesufferedagreatdealandclungtousboth。Hecomfortedher,ashecomfortedme。Sometimeswhenhewascalledawayhewouldsendanotetome,askingmetogotoher。Onedayhewrotehastily,sayingthatshewasdying,andaskedifIwouldgowithhimtohercottageatonce。IknewitwouldsavetimeifImethiminthepathwhichwasashortcut。
SoIwroteafewwordsandgavethemtothemessenger。
Isaid,`Donotcometothehouse。IwillmeetyouinBartyonWood。’"
Bettymadeaslightmovement,andinherfacetherewasadawningofmingledamazementandincredulity。Thethoughtwhichhadcometoherseemed——asUghtred’slockingofthedoorhadseemed——toowildformoderndays。
LadyAnstrutherssawherexpressionandunderstoodit。
Shemadeahopelessgesturewithhersmall,bonyhand。
"Yes,"shesaid,"itisjustlikethat。Noonewouldbelieveit。Theworstclevernessofthethingshedoes,isthatwhenonetellsofthem,theysoundlikelies。IhaveabewilderedfeelingthatIshouldnotbelievethemmyselfifIhadnotseenthem。Hemettheboyintheparkandtookthenotefromhim。Hecamebacktothehouseanduptomyroom,whereIwasdressingquicklytogotoMr。Ffolliott。"
Shestoppedforquiteaminute,ratherasiftorecoverbreath。
"Heclosedthedoorbehindhimandcametowardsmewiththenoteinhishand。AndIsawinasecondthelookthatalwaysterrifiesme,inhisface。Hehadopenedthenoteandhesmoothedoutthepaperquietlyandsaid,`Whatisthis。Icouldnothelpit——Iturnedcoldandbegantoshiver。
Icouldnotimaginewhatwascoming。"
"`IsitmynotetoMr。Ffolliott?’Iasked。
"`Yes,itisyournotetoMr。Ffolliott,’andhereaditaloud。`"Donotcometothehouse。IwillmeetyouinBartyonWood。"Thatisanicenoteforaman’swifetohavewritten,tobepickedupandreadbyastranger,ifyourconfessorisnotcautiousinthematteroflettersfromwomen————’
"Whenhebeginsathinginthatway,youmayalwaysknowthathehasplannedeverything——thatyoucandonothing——I
alwaysknow。Iknewthen,andIknewIwasquitewhitewhenIansweredhim:
"`Iwroteitinagreathurry,Mrs。Farneisworse。Wearegoingtogethertoher。IsaidIwouldmeethim——tosavetime。’
"Helaughed,hisawfullittlelaugh,andtouchedthepaper。
"`Ihavenodoubt。AndIhavenodoubtthatifotherpersonssawthis,theywouldbelieveit。Itisverylikely。
"`Butyoubelieveit,’Isaid。`Youknowitistrue。Noonewouldbesosilly——sosillyandwickedasto————’ThenIbrokedownandcriedout。`Whatdoyoumean?Whatcouldanyonethinkitmeant?’IwassowildthatIfeltasifIwasgoingcrazy。Heclenchedmywristandshookme。
"`Don’tthinkyoucanplaythefoolwithme,’hesaid。`I
havebeenwatchingthisthingfromthefirst。ThefirsttimeIleaveyoualonewiththefellow,Icomebacktofindyouhavebeengivinghimanemotionalscene。Doyousupposeyoursimperinggoodspiritsandyourimbecilepinkcheekstoldmenothing?Theytoldmeexactlythis。Ihavewaitedtocomeuponit,andhereitis。"Donotcometothehouse——I
willmeetyouinthewood。"
"Thatwastheunexpectedthing。Itwasnousetoargueandtrytoexplain。Iknewhedidnotbelievewhathewassaying,butheworkedhimselfintoarage,heaccusedmeofawfulthings,andcalledmeawfulnamesinaloudvoice,sothathecouldbeheard,untilIwasdumbandstaggering。
Allthetime,Iknewtherewasareason,butIcouldnottellthenwhatitwas。Hesaidatlast,thathewasgoingtoMr。
Ffolliott。Hesaid,`IwillmeethiminthewoodandI
willtakeyournotewithme。’
"Betty,itwassoshamefulthatIfelldownonmyknees。
`Oh,don’t——don’t——dothat,’Isaid。`Ibegofyou,Nigel。
Heisagentlemanandaclergyman。Ibegandbegofyou。
Ifyouwillnot,Iwilldoanything——anything。’AndatthatminuteIrememberedhowhehadtriedtomakemewritetofatherformoney。AndIcriedout——catchingathiscoat,andholdinghimback。`Iwillwritetofatherasyouaskedme。Iwilldoanything。Ican’tbearit。’"
"Thatwasthewholemeaningofthewholething,"saidBettywitheyesablaze。"Thatwasthebeginning,themiddleandtheend。Whatdidhesay?"
"Hepretendedtobemademoreangry。Hesaid,`Don’tinsultmebytryingtobribemewithyourvulgarmoney。
Don’tinsultme。’Buthegraduallygrewsulkyinsteadofraging,andthoughheputthenoteinhispocket,hedidnotgotoMr。Ffolliott。And——Iwrotetofather。"
"Irememberthat,"Bettyanswered。"DidyoueverspeaktoMr。Ffolliottagain?"
"Heguessed——heknew——Isawitinhiskind,browneyeswhenhepassedmewithoutspeaking,inthevillage。Idaresaythevillagersweretoldabouttheawfulthingbysomeservant,whoheardNigel’svoice。Villagersalwaysknowwhatishappening。Hewentawayafewweekslater。Thedaybeforehewent,Ihadwalkedthroughthewood,andjustoutsideit,Imethim。Hestoppedforoneminute——justone——heliftedhishatandsaid,justashehadspokenthemthatfirstnight——justthesamewords,`Godwillhelpyou。
Hewill。Hewill。’"
Astrange,almostunearthlyjoysuddenlyflashedacrossherface。
"Itmustbetrue,"shesaid。"Itmustbetrue。Hehassentyou,Betty。Ithasbeenalongtime——ithasbeensolongthatsometimesIhaveforgottenhiswords。Butyouhavecome!"
"Yes,Ihavecome,"Bettyanswered。Andshebentforwardandkissedhergently,asifshehadbeensoothingachild。
Therewereotherquestionstoask。Shewasobligedtoaskthem。"Theunexpectedthing"hadbeenusedasaninstrumentforyears。Itwasalwaysefficacious。Overtheyearninglyhomesickcreaturehadhungthethreatthatherfatherandmother,thosesheachedandlongedfor,couldbetoldthestoryinsuchamanneraswouldbrandherasawomanwithashamefulsecret。Howcouldsheexplainherself?Thereweretheawful,writtenwords。Hewasherhusband。Hewasremorseless,plausible。Shedarednotwritefreely。Shehadnowitnessestocallupon。Shehaddiscoveredthathehadplannedwithcomposedsteadinessthatmisleadingimpressionsshouldbegiventoservantsandvillagepeople。
WhentheBrentsreturnedtothevicarage,shehadobserved,withterror,thatforsomereasontheystiffened,andlookedaskancewhentheFfolliottswerementioned。
"Iamafraid,LadyAnstruthers,thatMr。Ffolliottwasagreatmistake,"Mrs。Brentsaidonce。
LadyAnstruthershadnotdaredtoaskanyquestions。Shehadfelttheawkwardcolourrisinginherfaceandhadknownthatshelookedguilty。Butifshehadprotestedagainsttheinjusticeoftheremark,SirNigelwouldhaveheardofherwordsbeforethedayhadpassed,andsheshudderedtothinkoftheresult。HehadbythattimereachedthepointofreferringtoFfolliottwithsneeringlightness,as"Yourlover。"
"Doyoudefendyourlovertome,"hehadsaidononeoccasion,whenshehadenteredatimidprotest。Andherwhitefaceandwildhelplesseyeshadbeensuchevidenceastotheeffectthewordhadproduced,thathehadseentheexpediencyofmakingapointofusingit。
ThebloodbeatinBettyVanderpoel’sveins。
"Rosy,"shesaid,lookingsteadilyinthefadedface,"tellmethis。Didyouneverthinkofgettingawayfromhim,ofgoingsomewhere,andtryingtoreachfather,bycable,orletter,bysomemeans?"
LadyAnstruthers’wearyandwrinkledlittlesmilewasapitiablyilluminatingthing。
"Mydear"shesaid,"ifyouarestrongandbeautifulandrichandwelldressed,sothatpeoplecaretolookatyou,andlistentowhatyousay,youcandothings。Butwho,inEngland,willlistentoashabby,dowdy,frightenedwoman,whensherunsawayfromherhusband,ifhefollowsherandtellspeoplesheishystericalormadorbad?Itistheshabby,dowdywomanwhoisinthewrong。Atfirst,Ithoughtofnothingelsebuttryingtogetaway。AndonceIwenttoStornhamstation。Iwalkedalltheway,onahotday。AndjustasI
wasgettingintoathird—classcarriage,Nigelmarchedinandcaughtmyarm,andheldmeback。IfaintedandwhenI
cametomyselfIwasinthecarriage,beingdrivenbacktotheCourt,andhewassittingoppositetome。Hesaid,`Youfool!Itwouldtakeaclevererwomanthanyoutocarrythatout。’AndIknewitwastheawfultruth。"
"Itisnottheawfultruthnow,"saidBetty,andsherosetoherfeetandstoodlookingbeforeher,butwithalookwhichdidnotrestonchairsandtables。Sheremainedso,standingforafewmomentsofdeadsilence。
"Whatafoolhewas!"shesaidatlast。"Andwhatavillain!Butavillainisalwaysafool。"
Shebent,andtakingRosy’sfacebetweenherhands,kisseditwithakisswhichseemedlikeaseal。"Thatwilldo,"shesaid。"NowIknow。Onemustknowwhatisinone’shandsandwhatisnot。Thenoneneednotwastetimeintalkingofmiserablethings。Onecansaveone’sstrengthfordoingwhatcanbedone。"
"IbelieveyouwouldalwaysthinkaboutDOINGthings,"
saidLadyAnstruthers。"ThatisAmerican,too。"
"ItisaqualityAmericansinheritedfromEngland,"lightly;
"oneoftheresultsofitisthatEnglandcoversaratherlargeshareofthemapoftheworld。Itisapracticalquality。
YouandImightspendhoursintalkingtoeachotherofwhatNigelhasdoneandwhatyouhavedone,ofwhathehassaid,andofwhatyouhavesaid。Wemightgivesomehours,I
daresay,towhattheDowagerdidandsaid。Butwiserpeoplethanwearehavefoundoutthatthinkingofblackthingspastislivingthemagain,anditislikepoisoningone’sblood。
Itisdeteriorationofproperty。"
Shesaidthelastwordsasifshehadendedwithajest。
Butsheknewwhatshewasdoing。
"Youweretrickedintogivingupwhatwasyours,toapersonwhocouldnotbetrusted。Whathasbeendonewithit,scarcelymatters。Itisnotyours,butSirNigel’s。Butwearenothelpless,becausewehaveinourhandsthemostpowerfulmaterialagentintheworld。
"Come,Rosy,andletuswalkoverthehouse。Wewillbeginwiththat。"
CHAPTERXVII
TOWNLINSON&SHEPPARD
Duringthewholecourseofherinterestinglife——andshehadalwaysfoundlifeinteresting——BettyVanderpoeldecidedthatshehadknownnoexperiencemoreabsorbingthanthismorningspentingoingoverthelong—closedanddesertedportionsoftheneglectedhouse。Shehadneverseenanythingliketheplace,orasfullofsuggestion。Thegreaterpartofithadsimplybeenshutupandlefttotimeandweather,bothofwhichhadhadtheireffects。Thefineoldredroof,havinglosttiles,hadfallenintoleaksthatletinrain,whichhadstainedandrottedwalls,plaster,andwoodwork;windandstormhadbeatenthroughbrokenwindowpanesanddonetheirworstwithsuchfurnitureandhangingsastheyfoundtowhipandtossandleavedampandspottedwithmould。Theypassedthroughcorridors,andupanddownshortorlongstairways,withstainedorfadedwalls,andsometimeswithcrackedorfallenplasteringandwainscotting。Hereandtheretheoakflooringitselfwasuncertain。Therooms,whetherlargeorsmall,allpresentedalikeaspectofpotentialbeautyandcomfort,utterlyuncaredforandforlorn。Thereweremanyrooms,butnonemorethanscantilyfurnished,andanumberofthemwerestrippedbare。Bettyfoundherselfwonderinghowlongatimeithadtakenthebelongingsofthebigplacetodwindleandmeltawayintosuchbareness。
"Therewasatime,Isuppose,whenitwasallfurnished,"
shesaid。
"AlltheseroomswereshutupwhenIcamehere,"Rosyanswered。"Isupposethingsworthsellinghavebeensold。
Whenpiecesoffurniturewerebrokeninonepartofthehouse,theywerereplacedbythingsbroughtfromanother。Noonecared。Nigelhatesitall。Hecallsitarathole。Hedeteststhecountryeverywhere,butparticularlythispartofit。AfterthefirstyearIhadlearnedbetterthantospeaktohimofspendingmoneyonrepairs。"
"Agooddealofmoneyshouldbespentonrepairs,"
reflectedBetty,lookingabouther。
Shewasstandinginthemiddleofaroomwhosewallswerehungwiththeremainsofwhathadbeenchintz,coveredwithapatternoflooseclustersofmossrosebuds。Thedampnesshadrottedituntil,insomeplaces,ithadfallenawayinstripsfromitsfastenings。Aquaint,embroideredcouchstoodinonecorner,andasBettylookedatit,amousecreptfromunderthetatteredvalance,staredatherinalarmandsuddenlydartedbackagain,interrorofintrusionsounusual。
Acasementwindowswungopen,onabrokenhinge,andastrongbranchofivy,havingforceditswayinside,hadthrownacoveringofleavesoverthedeepledge,andwasbeginningtoclimbtheinnerwoodwork。Throughthecasementwastobeseenaheavenlyspreadofcountry,whoserollinglandswerecladsoftlyingreenpasturesandthick—branchedtrees。
"ThisistheRosebudBoudoir,"saidLadyAnstruthers,smilingfaintly。"Alltheroomshavenames。Ithoughtthemsodelightful,whenIfirstheardthem。TheDamaskRoom——
theTapestryRoom——theWhiteWainscotRoom——MyLady’sChamber。
ItalmostbrokemyheartwhenIsawwhattheylookedlike。"
"Itwouldbeveryinteresting,"Bettycommentedslowly,"tomakethemlookastheyoughttolook。"
AremotefearrosetothesurfaceoftheexpressioninLadyAnstruthers’eyes。ShecouldnotdetachherselffromcertainrecollectionsofNigel——ofhisopinionsofherfamily——ofhisdeterminationnottoallowittoenterasafactorineitherhislifeorhers。AndBettyhadcometoStornham——Bettywhomhehaddetestedasachild——andinthecourseoftwodays,shehadseemedtobecomeanewpartoftheatmosphere,andtomakethedeaddespairoftheplacebegintostirwithlife。
WhatotherthingthanthiswashappeningasshespokeofmakingsuchroomsastheRosebudBoudoir"lookastheyoughttolook,"andsaidthewordsnotasiftheywerepartofafantasticvision,butasiftheyexpressedaperfectlypossiblething?
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