AsMissVanderpoelwalkedatalight,swingingpacethroughtheonevillagestreetthegazersfeltwithKedgersthatsomethingnewwaspassingandstirringtheatmosphere。Shelookedstraight,andwithafriendlinesssomehowdominating,atthecuriouswomen;herhandsomeeyesmetthoseofthemeninahumanquestioning;shesmiledandnoddedtothebobbingchildren。Oneofthese,youngenoughtobeuncertainonitsfeet,inrunningtojoinsomeothersstumbledandfellonthepathbeforeher。Openingitsmouthintheinevitableresultantroar,itwasshockedalmostintosilencebythetallyoungladystoopingatonce,pickingitup,andcheerfullydustingitspinafore。
"Don’tcry,"shesaid;"youarenothurt,youknow。"
Thedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditself,andthelaughinhereyeswassoreassuringthatthepennysheputintothegrubbyhandwaslessproductiveofeffectthanhermereself。Shewalkedon,leavingthegroupstaringafterherbreathless,becauseofasenseofhavingmetwithawonderfuladventure。Thegrandyoungladywiththeblackhairandthebluehatandtall,straightbodywastheadventure。Sheleftthesamesenseofeventwiththevillageitself。Theytalkedofheralldayovertheirgardenpalings,ontheirdoorsteps,inthestreet;ofherlooks,ofherheight,oftheblackrimoflashesroundhereyes,ofthechancethatshemightberichandreadytogivehalf—crownsandsovereigns,ofthe"Meriker"shehadcomefrom,andaboveallofthereasonforhercoming。
Bettyswungwiththelight,firmstepofagoodwalkeroutontothehighway。Towalkuponthefine,smootholdRomanroadwasapleasureinitself,butshesoonstruckawayfromitandwentthroughlanesandby—ways,followingsign—postsbecausesheknewwhereshewasgoing。HerwalkwastotakehertoMountDunstanandhomeagainbyanotherroad。Inwalking,anobjectivepointformsaninterest,andwhatshehadheardoftheestatefromRosaliewasavaguereasonforhercaringtoseeit。ItwasanotherplacelikeStornham,oncedignifiedandnoblyrepresentativeoffinethings,nowlosingtheirmeaningsandvalues。Valuesandmeanings,otherthanmeresignsofwealthandpower,therehadbeen。Centuriesagostrongcreatureshadplannedandbuiltitforsuchreasonsasstrengthhasforitsplanningandbuilding。InBettinaVanderpoel’simaginationtheFirstManheldpowerfulandmovingsway。Itwashewhomshealwayssaw。Inhistory,asachildatschool,shehadunderstoodanddrawnclosetohim。TherewasalwaysaFirstManbehindallthatonesaworwastold,onewhowasthefighter,thehumanthingwhosnatchedweaponsandtoolsfromstonesandtreesandwieldedtheminthecarryingoutofthethoughtwhichwashispossessionandhisstrength。HewastheGodmadehuman;otherswaited,withoutknowledgeoftheirwaiting,forthesignalhegave。A
manlikeothers——withman’sbody,hands,andlimbs,andeyes——
themovingofawholeworldwassubtlyalteredbyhisbirth。
Onecouldnotalwaystracehim,butwithstoneaxeandspearpointhehadwonsavagelandsinsavageways,andsoruledthemthat,leavingthemtootherhands,theirmarchtowardslesssavagelifecouldnotstayitself,butmustsweepon;othersofhiskind,strikingrudeharps,hadsosungthattheloudclearnessoftheirwildsongshadrungthroughtheages,andechostillinstrainswhicharetheirs,thoughvoicesofto—dayrepeatthenoteofthem。TheFirstMan,aBritonstainedwithwoadandhungwithskins,hadtilledthelusciousgreennessofthelandsrichlyrollingnowwithinhedgeboundaries。Thesquarechurchtowersrose,holdingtheirslendercornerspiresabovethetrees,asaresultoftheFirstMan,NormanWilliam。Thethoughtwhichhelditsplace,theworkwhichdidnotpassaway,hadpaiditsFirstManwages;butbeautiescrumbling,homesfallingtowaste,werebitterthings。TheFirstMan,who,havingwonhissplendidacres,hadbuilthishomeuponthemandrearedhisyoungandpassedhispossessiononwithaproudheart,seemedbutilltreated。Throughcenturiesthehomehadenricheditself,itsacreshadborneharvests,itstreeshadgrownandspreadhugebranches,fullliveshadbeenlivedwithintheembraceofthemassivewalls,therehadbeenlovesandlivesandmarriagesandbirths,thebreathingsofthemmadewarmandfulltheveryair。ToBettyitseemedthatthelanditselfwouldhavewornanotherfaceifithadnotbeentroddenbysomanyspringingfeet,ifsomanyharvestshadnotwavedaboveit,ifsomanyeyeshadnotlookeduponandlovedit。
ShepassedthroughvariationsoftherurallovelinessshehadseenonherwayfromthestationtotheCourt,andfeltthemgrowinbeautyasshesawthemagain。ShecameatlasttoavillagesomewhatlargerthanStornhamandmarkedbythesignsofthelackofmoney—spendingcarewhichStornhamshowed。Justbeyonditslimitsabigparkgateopenedontoanavenueofmassivetrees。Shestoppedandlookeddownit,butcouldseenothingbutitscurvesand,underthebranches,glimpsesofaspacioussweepofparkwithothertreesstandingingroupsoraloneinthesward。Theavenuewasunsweptanduntended,andhereandthereboughsbrokenoffbywindstormslayuponit。Sheturnedtotheroadagainandfollowedit,becauseitenclosedtheparkandshewantedtoseemoreofitsevidentbeauty。Itwasverybeautiful。Asshewalkedonshesawitrolledintowoodsanddeepsfilledwithbracken;shesawstretchesofhillocky,fine—grassedrabbitwarren,andhollowsholdingshadowypools;shecaughtthegleamofalakewithswanssailingslowlyuponitwithcurvednecks;therewerewonderfullightsandwonderfulshadows,andbroodingstillness,whichmadeherfootfallupontheroadatoomaterialthing。
Suddenlysheheardastirringinthebrackenayardortwoawayfromher。Somethingwasmovingslowlyamongthewavingmassesofhugefrondsandcausedthemtoswaytoandfro。Itwasanantleredstagwhorosefromhisbedinthemidstofthem,andwithmajesticdeliberationgotuponhisfeetandstoodgazingatherwithacalmnessofposesosplendid,andaliquiddarknessandlustreofeyesostillyandfearlesslybeautiful,thatshecaughtherbreath。Hesimplygazedasherasagreatkingmightgazeatanintruder,scarcelydeigningwonder。
Asshehadpassedonherway,Bettyhadseenthattheenclosingparkpalingsweredecaying,coveredwithlichenandfallingatintervals。Ithadevenpassedthroughhermindthatherewasoneofthedemandsforexpenditureonalargeestate,whichlimitedresourcescouldnotconfrontwithcomposure。Thedeerfenceitself,athingofwiretenfeethigh,toformanobstacletoleaps,shehadmarkedtobeinsuchconditionastothreatentobecomeshortlyauselessthing。Untilthismomentshehadseennodeer,butlookingbeyondthestagandacrosstheswardshenowsawgroupsneareachother,stagscroppingorlookingtowardsherwithliftedheads,doesatarespectfulbutaffectionatedistancefromthem,somecaringfortheirfawns。Thestagwhohadrisennearherhadmerelywalkedthroughagapintheboundaryandnowstoodfreetogowherehewould。
"Hewillgetaway,"saidBetty,knittingherblackbrows。
Ah!whatashame!
Evenwiththebestintentionsonecouldnotgivechasetoastag。Shelookedupanddowntheroad,butnoonewaswithinsight。Herbrowscontinuedtoknitthemselvesandhereyesrangedovertheparkitselfinthehopethatsomelabourerontheestate,somewoodmanorgame—keeper,mightbeabout。
"Itisnoaffairofmine,"shesaid,"butitwouldbetoobadtolethimgetaway,thoughwhathappenstostraystagsonedoesn’texactlyknow。"
Asshesaiditshecaughtsightofsomeone,amaninleggingsandshabbyclothesandwithagunoverhisshoulder,evidentlyanunderkeeper。Hewasabig,ratherrough—lookingfellow,butashelurchedoutintotheopenfromawoodBettysawthatshecouldreachhimifshepassedthroughanarrowgateafewyardsawayandwalkedquickly。
Hewasslouchingalong,hisheaddroopingandhisbroadshouldersexpressingthedefiniteantipodesofgoodspirits。
Bettystudiedhisbackasshestrodeafterhim,herconclusionbeingthathewasperhapsnotagood—humouredmantoapproachatanytime,andthatthiswasbyillluckoneofhislessfortunatehours。
"Waitamoment,ifyouplease,"herclear,mellowvoiceflungoutafterhimwhenshewaswithinhearingdistance。"I
wanttospeaktoyou,keeper。"
Heturnedwithanairoffarfrompleasedsurprise。Theafternoonsunwasinhiseyesandmadehimscowl。Foramomenthedidnotseedistinctlywhowasapproachinghim,buthehadatoncerecognisedacertaincooltoneofcommandinthevoicewhosesuddennesshadrousedhimfromablackmood。Afewstepsbroughtthemtoclosequarters,andwhenhefoundhimselflookingintotheeyesofhispursuerhemadeamovementasiftolifthiscap,thencheckinghimself,touchedit,keeperfashion。
"Oh!"hesaidshortly。"MissVanderpoel!Begpardon。"
Bettinastoodstillasecond。Shehadhersurprisealso。Herewastheunexpectedagain。Theunderkeeperwasthered—hairedsecond—classpassengeroftheMeridiana。
Hedidnotlookpleasedtoseeher,andthesuddennessofhisappearanceexcludedthepossibilityofherrealisingthatuponthewholeshewasatleastnotdispleasedtoseehim。
"Howdoyoudo?"shesaid,feelingtheremarkfantasticallyconventional,butnotbeinginspiredbyanyalternative。
"Icametotellyouthatoneofthestagshasgotthroughagapinthefence。"
"Damn!"sheheardhimsayunderhisbreath。Aloudhesaid,"Thankyou。"
"Heisasplendidcreature,"shesaid。"Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwasgladtoseeakeepercoming。"
"Thankyou,"hesaidagain,andstrodetowardstheplacewherethestagstillstoodgazinguptheroad,asifreflectingastowhetheritalluredhimornot。
Bettywalkedbackmoreslowly,watchinghimwithinterest。
Shewonderedwhathewouldfinditnecessarytodo。Sheheardhimbeginalow,flute—likewhistling,andthensawtheantleredheadturntowardshim。Thewoodlandcreaturemoved,butitwasinhisdirection。Ithadwithoutdoubtansweredhiscallbeforeandknewitsmeaningtobefriendly。
Itwenttowardshim,stretchingoutatendersniffingnose,andheputhishandinthepocketofhisroughcoatandgaveitsomethingtoeat。Afterwardshewenttothegapinthefenceanddrewthewirestogether,fasteningthemwithotherwire,whichhealsotookoutofthecoatpocket。
"Heisnotafraidofmakinghimselfuseful,"thoughtBetty。
"Andtheanimalsknowhim。Heisnotasbadashelooks。"
Shelingeredamomentwatchinghim,andthenwalkedtowardsthegatethroughwhichshehadentered。Heglancedupasshenearedhim。
"Idon’tseeyourcarriage,"hesaid。"Yourmanisprobablyroundthetrees。"
"Iwalked,"answeredBetty。"Ihadheardofthisplaceandwantedtoseeit。"
Hestoodup,puttinghiswirebackintohispocket。
"Thereisnotmuchtobeseenfromtheroad,"hesaid。
"Wouldyouliketoseemoreofit?"
Hismannerwascivilenough,butnotthecorrectoneforaservant。Hedidnotsay"miss"ortouchhiscapinmakingthesuggestion。Bettyhesitatedamoment。
"Isthefamilyathome?"sheinquired。
"Thereisnofamilybut——hislordship。Heisofftheplace。"
"Doesheobjecttotrespassers?"
"Notiftheyarerespectableandtakenoliberties。"
"Iamrespectable,andIshallnottakeliberties,"saidMissVanderpoel,withatouchofhauteur。ThetruthwasthatshehadspentasufficientnumberofyearsontheContinenttohavebecomefamiliarwithconventionswhichledhernottoapprovewhollyofhisbearing。PerhapshehadlivedlongenoughinAmericatoforgetsuchconventionsandtolacksomethingwhichcenturiesofcustomhaddecidedshouldbelongtohisclass。Acertainsuggestionofroughforceinthemanratherattractedher,andherslightdistasteforhismannerarosefromtherealisationthatagentleman’sservantwhodidnotaddresshissuperiorsaswasrequiredbycustomwasnotdoinghisworkinafinishedway。Inhisplacesheknewherowndemeanourwouldhavebeenfinished。
"IfyouaresurethatLordMountDunstanwouldnotobjecttomywalkingabout,Ishouldlikeverymuchtoseethegardensandthehouse,"shesaid。"Ifyoushowthemtome,shallIbeinterferingwithyourduties?"
"No,"heanswered,andthenforthefirsttimeratherglumlyadded,"miss。"
"Iaminterested,"shesaid,astheycrossedthegrasstogether,"becauseplaceslikethisarequitenewtome。IhaveneverbeeninEnglandbefore。"
"Therearenotmanyplaceslikethis,"heanswered,"notmanyasoldandfine,andnotmanyasnearlygonetoruin。
EvenStornhamisnotquiteasfargone。"
"Itisfargone,"saidMissVanderpoel。"Iamstayingthere——withmysister,LadyAnstruthers。"
"Begpardon——miss,"hesaid。Thistimehetouchedhiscapinapology。
Enormousasthegulfbetweentheirpositionswas,heknewthathehadofferedtotakeherovertheplacebecausehewasinasensegladtoseeheragain。Whyhewasgladhedidnotprofesstoknoworeventoaskhimself。Coarselyspeaking,itmightbebecauseshewasoneofthehandsomestyoungwomenhehadeverchancedtomeetwith,andwhileheryouthwasapparentintherichredofhermouth,themassofherthick,softhairandthesplendidblueofhereyes,therespokeineverylineoffaceandposesomethingintenselymoreinterestingandcompellingthangirlhood。Also,sincethenighttheyhadcometogetherontheship’sdeckforanappallingmoment,hehadlikedherbetterandrebelledlessagainsttheunnaturalwealthsherepresented。Heledherfirsttothewoodfromwhichshehadseenhimemerge。
"Iwillshowyouthisfirst,"heexplained。"KeepyoureyesonthegrounduntilItellyoutoraisethem。"
Oddasthiswas,sheobeyed,andherloweredglanceshowedherthatshewasbeingguidedalonganarrowpathbetweentrees。Thelightwasmellowgolden—green,andbirdsweresingingintheboughsaboveher。Inafewminuteshestopped。
"Nowlookup,"hesaid。
Sheutteredanexclamationwhenshedidso。Shewasinafairydellthickwithferns,andatbeautifuldistancesfromeachotherincrediblysplendidoaksspreadandalmosttrailedtheirlovelygiantbranches。Theglowshiningthroughandbetweenthem,theshadowsbeneaththem,theirgreatbolesandmoss—coveredroots,andthestately,mellowdistancesrevealedundertheirbranches,theancientwildnessandrichness,whichmeant,afterall,centuriesofcultivation,madeapictureinthisexact,perfectmomentofripeningafternoonsunofanalmostunbelievablebeauty。
"Thereisnothinglovelier,"hesaidinalowvoice,"inallEngland。"
Bettinaturnedtolookathim,becausehistonewasacuriousoneforamanlikehimself。Hewasstandingrestingonhisgunandtakinginthelovelinesswithastrangelookinhisruggedface。
"You——youloveit!"shesaid。
"Yes,"butwithasuggestionofstubbornreluctanceintheadmission。
Shewasrathermoved。
"Haveyoubeenkeeperherelong?"sheasked。
"No——onlyafewyears。ButIhaveknowntheplaceallmylife。"
"DoesLordMountDunstanloveit?"
"Inhisway——yes。"
Hewasplainlynotdisposedtotalkofhismaster。Hewasperhapsnotonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。Heledherawayandvolunteerednofurtherinformation。Hewas,uponthewhole,uncommunicative。Hedidnotoncerefertothecircumstanceoftheirhavingmetbefore。Itwasplainthathehadnointentionofpresuminguponthefactthathe,asasecond—classpassengeronaship,hadoncebeenforcedbyaccidentacrossthebarriersbetweenhimselfandthesaloondeck。
Hewasstubbornlyresolvedtokeephisplace;sostubbornlythatBettinafeltthattobroachthesubjectherselfwouldvergeuponoffence。
Butthegoldenwaysthroughwhichheledhermadetheafternoononesheknewsheshouldneverforget。Theywanderedthroughmosswalksandalleys,throughtangledshrubberiesburstingintobloom,beneathavenuesofblossominghorse—
chestnutsandscentedlimes,betweenthicketsofbuddingredandwhitemay,andjunglesofneglectedrhododendrons;
throughsunkengardensandwalledones,pastterraceswithbrokenbalustradesofstone,andfallenFlorasandDianas,pastmoss—grownfountainssplashinginlovelycorners。Arches,overgrownwithyetunbloomingroses,crumbledintheirtimestainedbeauty。Stillnessbroodedoveritall,andtheymetnoone。Theyscarcelybrokethesilencethemselves。Themanledthewayasonewhoknewitbyheart,andBettinafollowed,notcaringforspeechherself,becausethestillnessseemedtoaddaspellofenchantment。Whatcouldonesay,toastranger,ofsuchbeautysolostandgivenovertoruinanddecay。
"But,oh!"shemurmuredonce,standingstill,within—
drawnbreath,"ifitweremine!——ifitweremine!"Andshesaidthethingforgettingthatherguidewasalivingcreatureandstoodnear。
Afterwardshermemoriesofitallseemedtoherlikethememoriesofadream。Thelackofspeechbetweenherselfandthemanwholedher,hisoftenavertedface,herownsenseofthedesertednessofeachbeauteousspotshepassedthrough,themossypathswhichgavebacknosoundoffootfallsastheywalked,suggested,oneandall,unreality。Whenatlasttheypassedthroughadoorhalfhiddeninaniviedwall,andcrossingagrassedbowlinggreen,mountedashortflightofbrokenstepswhichledthemtoapointthroughwhichtheysawthehousethroughabreakinthetrees,thislastwasthefinaltouchofall。Itwasagreatplace,statelyinitsmassesofgreystonetowhichthickivyclung。ToBettinaitseemedthatahundredwindowsstaredatherwithclosed,blindeyes。
Allwereshutteredbuttwoorthreeonthelowerfloors。Notoneshowedsignsoflife。Thesilentstonethingstoodsightlessamongallofwhichitwasdeadmaster——rollingacres,greattrees,lostgardensanddesertedgroves。
"Oh!"shesighed,"Oh!"
Hercompanionstoodstillandleaneduponhisgunagain,lookingashehadlookedbefore。
"Someofit,"hesaid,"washerebeforetheConquest。ItbelongedtoMountDunstansthen。"
"Andonlyoneofthemisleft,"shecried,"anditislikethis!"
"Theyhavebeenabadlot,thelasthundredyears,"wasthesurlylibertyofspeechhetook,"abadlot。"
Itwasnothisplacetospeakinsuchmannerofthoseofhismaster’shouse,anditwasnotthepartofMissVanderpoeltoencouragehimbyresponse。Sheremainedsilent,standingperhapsatriflemorelightlyerectasshegazedattherowsofblindwindowsinsilence。
Neitherofthemutteredawordforsometime,butatlengthBettinarousedherself。Shehadasix—milewalkbeforeherandmustgo。
"Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,"shebegan,andthenpausedasecond。Acurioushesitancecameuponher,thoughsheknewthatunderordinarycircumstancessuchhesitationwouldhavebeentotallyoutofplace。Shehadoccupiedtheman’stimeforanhourormore,hewasoftheworkingclass,andonemustnotbeguiltyoftheerrorofimaginingthatamanwhohasworktodocanjustlyspendhistimeinone’sserviceforthemerepleasureofit。Sheknewwhatcustomdemanded。
Whyshouldshehesitatebeforethisman,withhisnottoocourteous,surlyface。Shefeltslightlyirritatedbyherownunpracticalembarrassmentassheputherhandintothesmall,latchedbagatherbelt。
"Iamverymuchobliged,keeper,"shesaid。"Youhavegivenmeagreatdealofyourtime。Youknowtheplacesowellthatithasbeenapleasuretobetakenaboutbyyou。I
haveneverseenanythingsobeautiful——andsosad。Thankyou——thankyou。"Andsheputagoldpieceinhispalm。
Hisfingersclosedoveritquietly。Whyitwastohergreatreliefshedidnotknow——becausesomethinginthesimpleactannoyedher,evenwhileshecongratulatedherselfthatherhesitancehadbeenabsurd。Thenextmomentshewonderedifitcouldbepossiblethathehadexpectedalargerfee。Heopenedhishandandlookedatthemoneywithagrimsteadiness。
"Thankyou,miss,"hesaid,andtouchedhiscapinthepropermanner。
Hedidnotlookgraciousorgrateful,buthebegantoputitinasmallpocketinthebreastofhisworncorduroyshootingjacket。Suddenlyhestopped,asifwithabruptresolve。
Hehandedthecoinbackwithoutanychangeofhisglumlook。
"Hangitall,"hesaid,"Ican’ttakethis,youknow。IsupposeIoughttohavetoldyou。Itwouldhavebeenlessawkwardforusboth。Iamthatunfortunatebeggar,MountDunstan,myself。"
Apausewasinevitable。Itwasaratherlongone。Afterit,Bettytookbackherhalf—sovereignandreturnedittoherbag,butshepleasedacertainperversityinhimbylookingmoreannoyedthanconfused。
"Yes,"shesaid。"Yououghttohavetoldme,LordMountDunstan。"
Heslightlyshruggedhisbigshoulders。
"Whyshouldn’tyoutakemeforakeeper?YoucrossedtheAtlanticwithafourth—ratelookingfellowseparatedfromyoubybarriersofwoodandiron。Youcameuponhimtrampingoveranobleman’sestateinshabbycorduroysandgaiters,withagunoverhisshoulderandascowlonhisuglyface。WhyshouldyouleaptotheconclusionthatheisthebeltedEarlhimself?Thereisnocauseforembarrassment。"
"Iamnotembarrassed,"saidBettina。
"ThatiswhatIlike,"gruffly。
"Iampleased,"inhermellowestvelvetvoice,"thatyoulikeit。"
Theireyesmetwithasingulardirectnessofgaze。Betweenthemasparkpassedwhichwasnotafterwardstobeextinguished,thoughneitherofthemknewthemomentofitskindling,andMountDunstanslightlyfrowned。
"Ibegpardon,"hesaid。"Youarequiteright。Ithadadeucedlypatronisingsound。"
AshestoodbeforeherBettywasgivenheropportunitytoseehimasshehadnotseenhimbefore,toconfrontthesumtotalofhisphysique。Hisred—browneyeslookedoutfromratherfineheavybrows,hisfeatureswerestrongandclear,thoughruggedlycut,hisbuildshowedweightofbone,notofflesh,andhislimbswerebigandlong。Hewouldhavewieldedabattle—axewithpowerincenturiesinwhichmenhewedtheirwaywiththem。Alsoitoccurredtoherhewouldhavelookedwellinacoatofmail。Hedidnotlookillinhiscorduroysandgaiters。
"Iamaself—absorbedbeggar,"hewenton。"Ihadbeenslouchingabouttheplace,almostdrivenmadbymythoughts,andwhenIsawyoutookmeforaservantmyfancywasforlettingthethinggoon。IfIhadbeenarichmaninsteadofapauperIwouldhavekeptyourhalf—sovereign。"
"IshouldnothaveenjoyedthatwhenIfoundoutthetruth,"saidMissVanderpoel"No,Isupposeyouwouldn’t。ButIshouldnothavecared。"
Hewaslookingatherstraightlyandsummingherupasshehadsummedhimup。Amanandyoung,hedidnotmissalineoratintofherchinorcheek,shoulder,orbrow,ordense,liftedhair。Hehadalready,eveninhisguiseofkeeper,noticedonething,whichwasthatwhileattimeshereyesweretheblueofsteel,sometimestheymeltedtothecolourofbluebellsunderwater。Theyhadbeenofthislasthuewhenshehadstoodinthesunkengarden,forgettinghimandcryinglow:
"Oh,ifitweremine!Ifitweremine!"
HedidnotlikeAmericanwomenwithmillions,butwhilehewouldnothavesaidthathelikedher,hedidnotwishheryettomoveaway。Andshe,too,didnotwish,justyet,tomoveaway。Therewassomethingdramaticandabsorbinginthesituation。Shelookedoverthesoftlystirringgrassandsawthesunshinewasdeepeningitsgoldandtheshadowsweregrowinglong。Itwasnotahabitofherstoaskquestions,butsheaskedone。
"DidyounotlikeAmerica?"waswhatshesaid。
"Hatedit!Hatedit!Iwentthereluredbyabeliefthatamanlikemyself,withmuscleandwill,evenwithoutexperience,couldmakeafortuneoutofsmallcapitalonasheepranch。Windandweatheranddiseaseplayedthedevilwithme。IlostthelittleIhadandcamebacktobeginoveragain——
onnothing——here!"Andhewavedhishandovertheparkwithitsswardandcoppiceandbrackenandthedeercroppinginthelateafternoongold。
"Tobeginwhatagain?"saidBetty。Itwasanextraordinaryenoughthing,seeninthelightofconventions,thattheyshouldstandandtalklikethis。Butthesparkhadkindledbetweeneyeandeye,andbecauseofittheysuddenlyhadforgottenthattheywerestrangers。
"YouareanAmerican,soitmaynotseemasmadtoyouasitwouldtoothers。Tobegintobuildupagain,inoneman’slife,whathastakencenturiestogrow——andfallintothis。"
"Itwouldbeasplendidthingtodo,"shesaidslowly,andasshesaidithereyestookontheircolourofbluebells,becausewhatshehadseenhadmovedher。Shehadnotlookedathim,butatthecroppingdeerasshespoke,butathernextsentencesheturnedtohimagain。
"Whereshouldyoubegin?"sheasked,andinsayingitthoughtofStornham。
Helaughedshortly。
"ThatisAmericanenough,"hesaid。"Yourpeoplehavenotfinishedtheirbeginningsyetandliveinthespiritofthem。
Itellyouofawildfancy,andyouacceptitasapossibilityandturnonmewith,`Whereshouldyoubegin?’"
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