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第13章

  AsMissVanderpoelwalkedatalight,swingingpacethroughtheonevillagestreetthegazersfeltwithKedgersthatsomethingnewwaspassingandstirringtheatmosphere。Shelookedstraight,andwithafriendlinesssomehowdominating,atthecuriouswomen;herhandsomeeyesmetthoseofthemeninahumanquestioning;shesmiledandnoddedtothebobbingchildren。Oneofthese,youngenoughtobeuncertainonitsfeet,inrunningtojoinsomeothersstumbledandfellonthepathbeforeher。Openingitsmouthintheinevitableresultantroar,itwasshockedalmostintosilencebythetallyoungladystoopingatonce,pickingitup,andcheerfullydustingitspinafore。
  "Don’tcry,"shesaid;"youarenothurt,youknow。"
  Thedeepdimplenearhermouthshoweditself,andthelaughinhereyeswassoreassuringthatthepennysheputintothegrubbyhandwaslessproductiveofeffectthanhermereself。Shewalkedon,leavingthegroupstaringafterherbreathless,becauseofasenseofhavingmetwithawonderfuladventure。Thegrandyoungladywiththeblackhairandthebluehatandtall,straightbodywastheadventure。Sheleftthesamesenseofeventwiththevillageitself。Theytalkedofheralldayovertheirgardenpalings,ontheirdoorsteps,inthestreet;ofherlooks,ofherheight,oftheblackrimoflashesroundhereyes,ofthechancethatshemightberichandreadytogivehalf—crownsandsovereigns,ofthe"Meriker"shehadcomefrom,andaboveallofthereasonforhercoming。
  Bettyswungwiththelight,firmstepofagoodwalkeroutontothehighway。Towalkuponthefine,smootholdRomanroadwasapleasureinitself,butshesoonstruckawayfromitandwentthroughlanesandby—ways,followingsign—postsbecausesheknewwhereshewasgoing。HerwalkwastotakehertoMountDunstanandhomeagainbyanotherroad。Inwalking,anobjectivepointformsaninterest,andwhatshehadheardoftheestatefromRosaliewasavaguereasonforhercaringtoseeit。ItwasanotherplacelikeStornham,oncedignifiedandnoblyrepresentativeoffinethings,nowlosingtheirmeaningsandvalues。Valuesandmeanings,otherthanmeresignsofwealthandpower,therehadbeen。Centuriesagostrongcreatureshadplannedandbuiltitforsuchreasonsasstrengthhasforitsplanningandbuilding。InBettinaVanderpoel’simaginationtheFirstManheldpowerfulandmovingsway。Itwashewhomshealwayssaw。Inhistory,asachildatschool,shehadunderstoodanddrawnclosetohim。TherewasalwaysaFirstManbehindallthatonesaworwastold,onewhowasthefighter,thehumanthingwhosnatchedweaponsandtoolsfromstonesandtreesandwieldedtheminthecarryingoutofthethoughtwhichwashispossessionandhisstrength。HewastheGodmadehuman;otherswaited,withoutknowledgeoftheirwaiting,forthesignalhegave。A
  manlikeothers——withman’sbody,hands,andlimbs,andeyes——
  themovingofawholeworldwassubtlyalteredbyhisbirth。
  Onecouldnotalwaystracehim,butwithstoneaxeandspearpointhehadwonsavagelandsinsavageways,andsoruledthemthat,leavingthemtootherhands,theirmarchtowardslesssavagelifecouldnotstayitself,butmustsweepon;othersofhiskind,strikingrudeharps,hadsosungthattheloudclearnessoftheirwildsongshadrungthroughtheages,andechostillinstrainswhicharetheirs,thoughvoicesofto—dayrepeatthenoteofthem。TheFirstMan,aBritonstainedwithwoadandhungwithskins,hadtilledthelusciousgreennessofthelandsrichlyrollingnowwithinhedgeboundaries。Thesquarechurchtowersrose,holdingtheirslendercornerspiresabovethetrees,asaresultoftheFirstMan,NormanWilliam。Thethoughtwhichhelditsplace,theworkwhichdidnotpassaway,hadpaiditsFirstManwages;butbeautiescrumbling,homesfallingtowaste,werebitterthings。TheFirstMan,who,havingwonhissplendidacres,hadbuilthishomeuponthemandrearedhisyoungandpassedhispossessiononwithaproudheart,seemedbutilltreated。Throughcenturiesthehomehadenricheditself,itsacreshadborneharvests,itstreeshadgrownandspreadhugebranches,fullliveshadbeenlivedwithintheembraceofthemassivewalls,therehadbeenlovesandlivesandmarriagesandbirths,thebreathingsofthemmadewarmandfulltheveryair。ToBettyitseemedthatthelanditselfwouldhavewornanotherfaceifithadnotbeentroddenbysomanyspringingfeet,ifsomanyharvestshadnotwavedaboveit,ifsomanyeyeshadnotlookeduponandlovedit。
  ShepassedthroughvariationsoftherurallovelinessshehadseenonherwayfromthestationtotheCourt,andfeltthemgrowinbeautyasshesawthemagain。ShecameatlasttoavillagesomewhatlargerthanStornhamandmarkedbythesignsofthelackofmoney—spendingcarewhichStornhamshowed。Justbeyonditslimitsabigparkgateopenedontoanavenueofmassivetrees。Shestoppedandlookeddownit,butcouldseenothingbutitscurvesand,underthebranches,glimpsesofaspacioussweepofparkwithothertreesstandingingroupsoraloneinthesward。Theavenuewasunsweptanduntended,andhereandthereboughsbrokenoffbywindstormslayuponit。Sheturnedtotheroadagainandfollowedit,becauseitenclosedtheparkandshewantedtoseemoreofitsevidentbeauty。Itwasverybeautiful。Asshewalkedonshesawitrolledintowoodsanddeepsfilledwithbracken;shesawstretchesofhillocky,fine—grassedrabbitwarren,andhollowsholdingshadowypools;shecaughtthegleamofalakewithswanssailingslowlyuponitwithcurvednecks;therewerewonderfullightsandwonderfulshadows,andbroodingstillness,whichmadeherfootfallupontheroadatoomaterialthing。
  Suddenlysheheardastirringinthebrackenayardortwoawayfromher。Somethingwasmovingslowlyamongthewavingmassesofhugefrondsandcausedthemtoswaytoandfro。Itwasanantleredstagwhorosefromhisbedinthemidstofthem,andwithmajesticdeliberationgotuponhisfeetandstoodgazingatherwithacalmnessofposesosplendid,andaliquiddarknessandlustreofeyesostillyandfearlesslybeautiful,thatshecaughtherbreath。Hesimplygazedasherasagreatkingmightgazeatanintruder,scarcelydeigningwonder。
  Asshehadpassedonherway,Bettyhadseenthattheenclosingparkpalingsweredecaying,coveredwithlichenandfallingatintervals。Ithadevenpassedthroughhermindthatherewasoneofthedemandsforexpenditureonalargeestate,whichlimitedresourcescouldnotconfrontwithcomposure。Thedeerfenceitself,athingofwiretenfeethigh,toformanobstacletoleaps,shehadmarkedtobeinsuchconditionastothreatentobecomeshortlyauselessthing。Untilthismomentshehadseennodeer,butlookingbeyondthestagandacrosstheswardshenowsawgroupsneareachother,stagscroppingorlookingtowardsherwithliftedheads,doesatarespectfulbutaffectionatedistancefromthem,somecaringfortheirfawns。Thestagwhohadrisennearherhadmerelywalkedthroughagapintheboundaryandnowstoodfreetogowherehewould。
  "Hewillgetaway,"saidBetty,knittingherblackbrows。
  Ah!whatashame!
  Evenwiththebestintentionsonecouldnotgivechasetoastag。Shelookedupanddowntheroad,butnoonewaswithinsight。Herbrowscontinuedtoknitthemselvesandhereyesrangedovertheparkitselfinthehopethatsomelabourerontheestate,somewoodmanorgame—keeper,mightbeabout。
  "Itisnoaffairofmine,"shesaid,"butitwouldbetoobadtolethimgetaway,thoughwhathappenstostraystagsonedoesn’texactlyknow。"
  Asshesaiditshecaughtsightofsomeone,amaninleggingsandshabbyclothesandwithagunoverhisshoulder,evidentlyanunderkeeper。Hewasabig,ratherrough—lookingfellow,butashelurchedoutintotheopenfromawoodBettysawthatshecouldreachhimifshepassedthroughanarrowgateafewyardsawayandwalkedquickly。
  Hewasslouchingalong,hisheaddroopingandhisbroadshouldersexpressingthedefiniteantipodesofgoodspirits。
  Bettystudiedhisbackasshestrodeafterhim,herconclusionbeingthathewasperhapsnotagood—humouredmantoapproachatanytime,andthatthiswasbyillluckoneofhislessfortunatehours。
  "Waitamoment,ifyouplease,"herclear,mellowvoiceflungoutafterhimwhenshewaswithinhearingdistance。"I
  wanttospeaktoyou,keeper。"
  Heturnedwithanairoffarfrompleasedsurprise。Theafternoonsunwasinhiseyesandmadehimscowl。Foramomenthedidnotseedistinctlywhowasapproachinghim,buthehadatoncerecognisedacertaincooltoneofcommandinthevoicewhosesuddennesshadrousedhimfromablackmood。Afewstepsbroughtthemtoclosequarters,andwhenhefoundhimselflookingintotheeyesofhispursuerhemadeamovementasiftolifthiscap,thencheckinghimself,touchedit,keeperfashion。
  "Oh!"hesaidshortly。"MissVanderpoel!Begpardon。"
  Bettinastoodstillasecond。Shehadhersurprisealso。Herewastheunexpectedagain。Theunderkeeperwasthered—hairedsecond—classpassengeroftheMeridiana。
  Hedidnotlookpleasedtoseeher,andthesuddennessofhisappearanceexcludedthepossibilityofherrealisingthatuponthewholeshewasatleastnotdispleasedtoseehim。
  "Howdoyoudo?"shesaid,feelingtheremarkfantasticallyconventional,butnotbeinginspiredbyanyalternative。
  "Icametotellyouthatoneofthestagshasgotthroughagapinthefence。"
  "Damn!"sheheardhimsayunderhisbreath。Aloudhesaid,"Thankyou。"
  "Heisasplendidcreature,"shesaid。"Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwasgladtoseeakeepercoming。"
  "Thankyou,"hesaidagain,andstrodetowardstheplacewherethestagstillstoodgazinguptheroad,asifreflectingastowhetheritalluredhimornot。
  Bettywalkedbackmoreslowly,watchinghimwithinterest。
  Shewonderedwhathewouldfinditnecessarytodo。Sheheardhimbeginalow,flute—likewhistling,andthensawtheantleredheadturntowardshim。Thewoodlandcreaturemoved,butitwasinhisdirection。Ithadwithoutdoubtansweredhiscallbeforeandknewitsmeaningtobefriendly。
  Itwenttowardshim,stretchingoutatendersniffingnose,andheputhishandinthepocketofhisroughcoatandgaveitsomethingtoeat。Afterwardshewenttothegapinthefenceanddrewthewirestogether,fasteningthemwithotherwire,whichhealsotookoutofthecoatpocket。
  "Heisnotafraidofmakinghimselfuseful,"thoughtBetty。
  "Andtheanimalsknowhim。Heisnotasbadashelooks。"
  Shelingeredamomentwatchinghim,andthenwalkedtowardsthegatethroughwhichshehadentered。Heglancedupasshenearedhim。
  "Idon’tseeyourcarriage,"hesaid。"Yourmanisprobablyroundthetrees。"
  "Iwalked,"answeredBetty。"Ihadheardofthisplaceandwantedtoseeit。"
  Hestoodup,puttinghiswirebackintohispocket。
  "Thereisnotmuchtobeseenfromtheroad,"hesaid。
  "Wouldyouliketoseemoreofit?"
  Hismannerwascivilenough,butnotthecorrectoneforaservant。Hedidnotsay"miss"ortouchhiscapinmakingthesuggestion。Bettyhesitatedamoment。
  "Isthefamilyathome?"sheinquired。
  "Thereisnofamilybut——hislordship。Heisofftheplace。"
  "Doesheobjecttotrespassers?"
  "Notiftheyarerespectableandtakenoliberties。"
  "Iamrespectable,andIshallnottakeliberties,"saidMissVanderpoel,withatouchofhauteur。ThetruthwasthatshehadspentasufficientnumberofyearsontheContinenttohavebecomefamiliarwithconventionswhichledhernottoapprovewhollyofhisbearing。PerhapshehadlivedlongenoughinAmericatoforgetsuchconventionsandtolacksomethingwhichcenturiesofcustomhaddecidedshouldbelongtohisclass。Acertainsuggestionofroughforceinthemanratherattractedher,andherslightdistasteforhismannerarosefromtherealisationthatagentleman’sservantwhodidnotaddresshissuperiorsaswasrequiredbycustomwasnotdoinghisworkinafinishedway。Inhisplacesheknewherowndemeanourwouldhavebeenfinished。
  "IfyouaresurethatLordMountDunstanwouldnotobjecttomywalkingabout,Ishouldlikeverymuchtoseethegardensandthehouse,"shesaid。"Ifyoushowthemtome,shallIbeinterferingwithyourduties?"
  "No,"heanswered,andthenforthefirsttimeratherglumlyadded,"miss。"
  "Iaminterested,"shesaid,astheycrossedthegrasstogether,"becauseplaceslikethisarequitenewtome。IhaveneverbeeninEnglandbefore。"
  "Therearenotmanyplaceslikethis,"heanswered,"notmanyasoldandfine,andnotmanyasnearlygonetoruin。
  EvenStornhamisnotquiteasfargone。"
  "Itisfargone,"saidMissVanderpoel。"Iamstayingthere——withmysister,LadyAnstruthers。"
  "Begpardon——miss,"hesaid。Thistimehetouchedhiscapinapology。
  Enormousasthegulfbetweentheirpositionswas,heknewthathehadofferedtotakeherovertheplacebecausehewasinasensegladtoseeheragain。Whyhewasgladhedidnotprofesstoknoworeventoaskhimself。Coarselyspeaking,itmightbebecauseshewasoneofthehandsomestyoungwomenhehadeverchancedtomeetwith,andwhileheryouthwasapparentintherichredofhermouth,themassofherthick,softhairandthesplendidblueofhereyes,therespokeineverylineoffaceandposesomethingintenselymoreinterestingandcompellingthangirlhood。Also,sincethenighttheyhadcometogetherontheship’sdeckforanappallingmoment,hehadlikedherbetterandrebelledlessagainsttheunnaturalwealthsherepresented。Heledherfirsttothewoodfromwhichshehadseenhimemerge。
  "Iwillshowyouthisfirst,"heexplained。"KeepyoureyesonthegrounduntilItellyoutoraisethem。"
  Oddasthiswas,sheobeyed,andherloweredglanceshowedherthatshewasbeingguidedalonganarrowpathbetweentrees。Thelightwasmellowgolden—green,andbirdsweresingingintheboughsaboveher。Inafewminuteshestopped。
  "Nowlookup,"hesaid。
  Sheutteredanexclamationwhenshedidso。Shewasinafairydellthickwithferns,andatbeautifuldistancesfromeachotherincrediblysplendidoaksspreadandalmosttrailedtheirlovelygiantbranches。Theglowshiningthroughandbetweenthem,theshadowsbeneaththem,theirgreatbolesandmoss—coveredroots,andthestately,mellowdistancesrevealedundertheirbranches,theancientwildnessandrichness,whichmeant,afterall,centuriesofcultivation,madeapictureinthisexact,perfectmomentofripeningafternoonsunofanalmostunbelievablebeauty。
  "Thereisnothinglovelier,"hesaidinalowvoice,"inallEngland。"
  Bettinaturnedtolookathim,becausehistonewasacuriousoneforamanlikehimself。Hewasstandingrestingonhisgunandtakinginthelovelinesswithastrangelookinhisruggedface。
  "You——youloveit!"shesaid。
  "Yes,"butwithasuggestionofstubbornreluctanceintheadmission。
  Shewasrathermoved。
  "Haveyoubeenkeeperherelong?"sheasked。
  "No——onlyafewyears。ButIhaveknowntheplaceallmylife。"
  "DoesLordMountDunstanloveit?"
  "Inhisway——yes。"
  Hewasplainlynotdisposedtotalkofhismaster。Hewasperhapsnotonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。Heledherawayandvolunteerednofurtherinformation。Hewas,uponthewhole,uncommunicative。Hedidnotoncerefertothecircumstanceoftheirhavingmetbefore。Itwasplainthathehadnointentionofpresuminguponthefactthathe,asasecond—classpassengeronaship,hadoncebeenforcedbyaccidentacrossthebarriersbetweenhimselfandthesaloondeck。
  Hewasstubbornlyresolvedtokeephisplace;sostubbornlythatBettinafeltthattobroachthesubjectherselfwouldvergeuponoffence。
  Butthegoldenwaysthroughwhichheledhermadetheafternoononesheknewsheshouldneverforget。Theywanderedthroughmosswalksandalleys,throughtangledshrubberiesburstingintobloom,beneathavenuesofblossominghorse—
  chestnutsandscentedlimes,betweenthicketsofbuddingredandwhitemay,andjunglesofneglectedrhododendrons;
  throughsunkengardensandwalledones,pastterraceswithbrokenbalustradesofstone,andfallenFlorasandDianas,pastmoss—grownfountainssplashinginlovelycorners。Arches,overgrownwithyetunbloomingroses,crumbledintheirtimestainedbeauty。Stillnessbroodedoveritall,andtheymetnoone。Theyscarcelybrokethesilencethemselves。Themanledthewayasonewhoknewitbyheart,andBettinafollowed,notcaringforspeechherself,becausethestillnessseemedtoaddaspellofenchantment。Whatcouldonesay,toastranger,ofsuchbeautysolostandgivenovertoruinanddecay。
  "But,oh!"shemurmuredonce,standingstill,within—
  drawnbreath,"ifitweremine!——ifitweremine!"Andshesaidthethingforgettingthatherguidewasalivingcreatureandstoodnear。
  Afterwardshermemoriesofitallseemedtoherlikethememoriesofadream。Thelackofspeechbetweenherselfandthemanwholedher,hisoftenavertedface,herownsenseofthedesertednessofeachbeauteousspotshepassedthrough,themossypathswhichgavebacknosoundoffootfallsastheywalked,suggested,oneandall,unreality。Whenatlasttheypassedthroughadoorhalfhiddeninaniviedwall,andcrossingagrassedbowlinggreen,mountedashortflightofbrokenstepswhichledthemtoapointthroughwhichtheysawthehousethroughabreakinthetrees,thislastwasthefinaltouchofall。Itwasagreatplace,statelyinitsmassesofgreystonetowhichthickivyclung。ToBettinaitseemedthatahundredwindowsstaredatherwithclosed,blindeyes。
  Allwereshutteredbuttwoorthreeonthelowerfloors。Notoneshowedsignsoflife。Thesilentstonethingstoodsightlessamongallofwhichitwasdeadmaster——rollingacres,greattrees,lostgardensanddesertedgroves。
  "Oh!"shesighed,"Oh!"
  Hercompanionstoodstillandleaneduponhisgunagain,lookingashehadlookedbefore。
  "Someofit,"hesaid,"washerebeforetheConquest。ItbelongedtoMountDunstansthen。"
  "Andonlyoneofthemisleft,"shecried,"anditislikethis!"
  "Theyhavebeenabadlot,thelasthundredyears,"wasthesurlylibertyofspeechhetook,"abadlot。"
  Itwasnothisplacetospeakinsuchmannerofthoseofhismaster’shouse,anditwasnotthepartofMissVanderpoeltoencouragehimbyresponse。Sheremainedsilent,standingperhapsatriflemorelightlyerectasshegazedattherowsofblindwindowsinsilence。
  Neitherofthemutteredawordforsometime,butatlengthBettinarousedherself。Shehadasix—milewalkbeforeherandmustgo。
  "Iamverymuchobligedtoyou,"shebegan,andthenpausedasecond。Acurioushesitancecameuponher,thoughsheknewthatunderordinarycircumstancessuchhesitationwouldhavebeentotallyoutofplace。Shehadoccupiedtheman’stimeforanhourormore,hewasoftheworkingclass,andonemustnotbeguiltyoftheerrorofimaginingthatamanwhohasworktodocanjustlyspendhistimeinone’sserviceforthemerepleasureofit。Sheknewwhatcustomdemanded。
  Whyshouldshehesitatebeforethisman,withhisnottoocourteous,surlyface。Shefeltslightlyirritatedbyherownunpracticalembarrassmentassheputherhandintothesmall,latchedbagatherbelt。
  "Iamverymuchobliged,keeper,"shesaid。"Youhavegivenmeagreatdealofyourtime。Youknowtheplacesowellthatithasbeenapleasuretobetakenaboutbyyou。I
  haveneverseenanythingsobeautiful——andsosad。Thankyou——thankyou。"Andsheputagoldpieceinhispalm。
  Hisfingersclosedoveritquietly。Whyitwastohergreatreliefshedidnotknow——becausesomethinginthesimpleactannoyedher,evenwhileshecongratulatedherselfthatherhesitancehadbeenabsurd。Thenextmomentshewonderedifitcouldbepossiblethathehadexpectedalargerfee。Heopenedhishandandlookedatthemoneywithagrimsteadiness。
  "Thankyou,miss,"hesaid,andtouchedhiscapinthepropermanner。
  Hedidnotlookgraciousorgrateful,buthebegantoputitinasmallpocketinthebreastofhisworncorduroyshootingjacket。Suddenlyhestopped,asifwithabruptresolve。
  Hehandedthecoinbackwithoutanychangeofhisglumlook。
  "Hangitall,"hesaid,"Ican’ttakethis,youknow。IsupposeIoughttohavetoldyou。Itwouldhavebeenlessawkwardforusboth。Iamthatunfortunatebeggar,MountDunstan,myself。"
  Apausewasinevitable。Itwasaratherlongone。Afterit,Bettytookbackherhalf—sovereignandreturnedittoherbag,butshepleasedacertainperversityinhimbylookingmoreannoyedthanconfused。
  "Yes,"shesaid。"Yououghttohavetoldme,LordMountDunstan。"
  Heslightlyshruggedhisbigshoulders。
  "Whyshouldn’tyoutakemeforakeeper?YoucrossedtheAtlanticwithafourth—ratelookingfellowseparatedfromyoubybarriersofwoodandiron。Youcameuponhimtrampingoveranobleman’sestateinshabbycorduroysandgaiters,withagunoverhisshoulderandascowlonhisuglyface。WhyshouldyouleaptotheconclusionthatheisthebeltedEarlhimself?Thereisnocauseforembarrassment。"
  "Iamnotembarrassed,"saidBettina。
  "ThatiswhatIlike,"gruffly。
  "Iampleased,"inhermellowestvelvetvoice,"thatyoulikeit。"
  Theireyesmetwithasingulardirectnessofgaze。Betweenthemasparkpassedwhichwasnotafterwardstobeextinguished,thoughneitherofthemknewthemomentofitskindling,andMountDunstanslightlyfrowned。
  "Ibegpardon,"hesaid。"Youarequiteright。Ithadadeucedlypatronisingsound。"
  AshestoodbeforeherBettywasgivenheropportunitytoseehimasshehadnotseenhimbefore,toconfrontthesumtotalofhisphysique。Hisred—browneyeslookedoutfromratherfineheavybrows,hisfeatureswerestrongandclear,thoughruggedlycut,hisbuildshowedweightofbone,notofflesh,andhislimbswerebigandlong。Hewouldhavewieldedabattle—axewithpowerincenturiesinwhichmenhewedtheirwaywiththem。Alsoitoccurredtoherhewouldhavelookedwellinacoatofmail。Hedidnotlookillinhiscorduroysandgaiters。
  "Iamaself—absorbedbeggar,"hewenton。"Ihadbeenslouchingabouttheplace,almostdrivenmadbymythoughts,andwhenIsawyoutookmeforaservantmyfancywasforlettingthethinggoon。IfIhadbeenarichmaninsteadofapauperIwouldhavekeptyourhalf—sovereign。"
  "IshouldnothaveenjoyedthatwhenIfoundoutthetruth,"saidMissVanderpoel"No,Isupposeyouwouldn’t。ButIshouldnothavecared。"
  Hewaslookingatherstraightlyandsummingherupasshehadsummedhimup。Amanandyoung,hedidnotmissalineoratintofherchinorcheek,shoulder,orbrow,ordense,liftedhair。Hehadalready,eveninhisguiseofkeeper,noticedonething,whichwasthatwhileattimeshereyesweretheblueofsteel,sometimestheymeltedtothecolourofbluebellsunderwater。Theyhadbeenofthislasthuewhenshehadstoodinthesunkengarden,forgettinghimandcryinglow:
  "Oh,ifitweremine!Ifitweremine!"
  HedidnotlikeAmericanwomenwithmillions,butwhilehewouldnothavesaidthathelikedher,hedidnotwishheryettomoveaway。Andshe,too,didnotwish,justyet,tomoveaway。Therewassomethingdramaticandabsorbinginthesituation。Shelookedoverthesoftlystirringgrassandsawthesunshinewasdeepeningitsgoldandtheshadowsweregrowinglong。Itwasnotahabitofherstoaskquestions,butsheaskedone。
  "DidyounotlikeAmerica?"waswhatshesaid。
  "Hatedit!Hatedit!Iwentthereluredbyabeliefthatamanlikemyself,withmuscleandwill,evenwithoutexperience,couldmakeafortuneoutofsmallcapitalonasheepranch。Windandweatheranddiseaseplayedthedevilwithme。IlostthelittleIhadandcamebacktobeginoveragain——
  onnothing——here!"Andhewavedhishandovertheparkwithitsswardandcoppiceandbrackenandthedeercroppinginthelateafternoongold。
  "Tobeginwhatagain?"saidBetty。Itwasanextraordinaryenoughthing,seeninthelightofconventions,thattheyshouldstandandtalklikethis。Butthesparkhadkindledbetweeneyeandeye,andbecauseofittheysuddenlyhadforgottenthattheywerestrangers。
  "YouareanAmerican,soitmaynotseemasmadtoyouasitwouldtoothers。Tobegintobuildupagain,inoneman’slife,whathastakencenturiestogrow——andfallintothis。"
  "Itwouldbeasplendidthingtodo,"shesaidslowly,andasshesaidithereyestookontheircolourofbluebells,becausewhatshehadseenhadmovedher。Shehadnotlookedathim,butatthecroppingdeerasshespoke,butathernextsentencesheturnedtohimagain。
  "Whereshouldyoubegin?"sheasked,andinsayingitthoughtofStornham。
  Helaughedshortly。
  "ThatisAmericanenough,"hesaid。"Yourpeoplehavenotfinishedtheirbeginningsyetandliveinthespiritofthem。
  Itellyouofawildfancy,andyouacceptitasapossibilityandturnonmewith,`Whereshouldyoubegin?’"